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kenmaiii · 2 years
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almost forgot to share this here ^-^ happy birthday to Barbatos! 💚 💜 a redraw of this image
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hydatiid · 8 months
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having the best day ever cause i got to have a movie date with my bf that lasted for 6 hours life rules
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duskerot · 16 days
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SHES DONE SHES DONE !!
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griffworks · 10 days
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sweaty .. talking about my day so far
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artoutforblood · 9 months
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An update? For my five year old fic?
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reineyday · 2 years
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reading the heartsopper webcomic and the TEACHERS ON THE PARIS TRIP IM YELLIN!!!!!!!
#heartstopper teachers#rei rambles#heartstopper#heartstopper spoilers#spoilers#when youssef managed to get all the kids to calm down after nathan nervously tried and failed cuz hes the Nice TeacherTM i was like 👀#cuz i love that ship dynamic#but then they started accidentally first naming each other to the students#and now THEYRE IN FRONT OF THE VENDING MACHINES TALKING ABOUT BEING GAY REPRESSED TEENAGERS IM#oh its so vindicating when you pick in vibes that are actually there ooohhhh#also i know ive been in superbat mode for the past year but like the suoerbat vibes i get off them art 👌👌👌 lol#not me thinking about a superbat teacher au :'))))#also to go back to the teachers in heartsopper: cant believe youssef (mr farrouk) is 26???? thats my age????? w i l d#you live ur best life man#get the cute tall extremely nice coworker with the glasses and great hair!!!!#date the shit out of him the way u never did as a teenager!! its never too late to do cringe teenager things w ur crush!!!!!!!!!#my god im so invested in them#nathan is 100p flirting with you my dude!!!!!!! do smth teacherly and romantic in paris while ur still there ahHHH#ok just finished the arc and read the follow-up mini-comic they are SO CUTE I LOVE THEM#i cant believe they actually hooked up :0 i thought theyd just like. literally sleep together.#U GO YOUSSEF MAKE THOSE BAD DECISIONS LIKE U NEVER DID AS A TEENAGER#ITS SUPER GREAT NEITHER OF U GOT CAUGHT AND FIRED LOL#god id never be able to become a teacher just cuz my head is inundated w teacher au's
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carrotpiss · 2 months
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#in stark contrast to most of my personal posts this is about me being happy and gay#because i need to just get it out my system bc otherwise i am just going to grab a friend by the shoulders and scream (in joy) in their face#i am dating someone and its really really nice and sweet and cute and like nothing ive ever experienced before#and instead its like every tiny little dream about this kind of thing ive managed to hold onto despite every experience otherwise and ahhhh#the lack of focus on just sex or sex appeal is so nice its like there but as a side thing so its nice and i dont feel like an object#i feel like a human person with thoughts and feelings and interests outside if that and feel safe in that and feel safe that everything wont#just be discarded if i dont want to do that like i feel like boundaries and stuff are an option! without jeopardising everything#and el likes me as much as i like them and wants and sees and communicates that they want something long term and ahhhhhhhh#i just want to cry like holy shit this is everything ive ever wondered about like i have spent so long wondering what this feeling would#actually feel like and its so good and so indescribable and ahhhhhhh#waking up on monday night and seeing them in my bed and cuddling me was just so nice i felt wanted i felt... loved#this all seems so out of left field still i still feel like i just never saw it coming but its so welxome and nice and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#my pessimism is still there but its less loud now its more learning to accept this may not be perfect forever but letting me enjoy the now#crouch speaks#it feels so nice to not be scared and to feel secure and ahhh#also it made me laugh El remembered me hitting on then at the Dgoals release show making them blush lol#i only remember the time i hit on them later at the groles show so its funny i pretty much used the same line twice and it still worked#i cant wait to see them again i cant wait to hold hands in public again i cant wait to be idiots who keep blushing too hard and accidentally#kissing eachother on the nose instead of the mouth because we are stupid and gay and pathetic about it hahaha#just ahhhh i could gush forever how perfect the 2!!! dates weve been on were and the fact they want more and more and ahhhhh#this is so lame i know i just haven't experienced anything remotely like this before and its just... wild#like wow holy shit what on earth i have been so increasingly miserablely depressed and insecure from the shea stuff last year and then this#just absolutely removed all of that i actually feel like a human person again with value
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elegyofthemoon · 3 months
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i might be dumb as rocks lmao
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xo8ball · 4 months
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bless showers and deodorant i love smelling good while sweating
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coelakanths · 1 year
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i try to act all high n mighty n mature but the second someone slightly older than me respects me/my identity/my work its all fucking over
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skitskatdacat63 · 7 months
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Every semester, I feel like my instant thought is always "I am dropping every class. They're all horrible." but by the end usually end up really liking it so I really just need to ignore my first impressions, but god looking at the syllabi really destroys my mental state
#yet i dont remember liking the first class i took for my one major and im not excited for it this time either 😐#even tho ive spent the most time around that prof cumulatively i still dont really think i like him all that much 😭😭😭#my department sucks because theres only 2 profs and the one sucks so bad that she has a 1 star review#and the other prof who i feel lukewarm about goes so far as to tell his students to avoid classes with her#so im really stuck between a rock and a hard place 😭😭😭#i think he just gets on my nerves too easily. and he was on the abroad trip i went on so i do feel like ive gotten closer#but like you know those people who the dynamic feels very one sided with? thats him for me. i think its just a cultural difference tho tbh#but otherwise i think my other classes will be fine :D#just feeling a bit 😧 rn bcs i have to make an introduction vid for my online class and I DONT WANNNAAAAAAAAAAA#also i miss all my profs from my prev semester :<#i think i talked about it on here but ahhhh my one linguistics prof she was so nice#but it haunts me bcs she asked if she could use one of my papers as an example paper in the future#and i was of course very honored....#BUT ALSO THE PAPER I WROTE USED F1 DRIVERS AS EXAMPLES LMAO#so im so glad that the first half of the 2023 season is now just a time capsule in that class#like literally a time capsule where you can exactly tell which era it was bcs i used Nyck as an example 🌚#well anyways wish me luck i hate starting things it's like trying to cram yourself into a new skin or something#and then when youre very pleased and comfortable with it all its then over :(#catie.rambling.txt
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iwaasfairy · 7 months
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Omg your latest post gave my flashbacks because mirror and indelible were the first things I ever read from you and were some of my all time favorites for a while and honestly I’m about to reread them again lol. It would be cool if you continued it but honestly I understand if it’s hard to write since it was a minute ago. <3
yEEEE??? adjhgduyfsgfid pLS it's always surprising to me that some people discovered me through indelible bc,,, idk i feel like (as much as i would like to be) im not a huge miyas writer, or like,,, i'm more known for other stuff? but that actually makes me so happy, i really really like those guys so much and i miss writing them hHAgfdsu
iM considering it i really am!! i at least wanna give it another try
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forbiddennhoney · 8 months
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having the relationship that ppl pine over sure is an ego boost ngl
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mannnn i have not been this pleasantly drunk in a WHILE
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salsflore · 9 months
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still thinking about This.... and i have a thing or two to say about it....
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albino-whumpee · 1 year
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Had a very nice dream/day dream (no sleeping was done, but meh, resting your eyes is good enough) about what would´ve happened if Albus hadn´t given up in life after the Colonel stuff. 
Waking up in a hospital bed, handcuffed on his ankles to the hand rails because he was a suspect from murder and theft, but after interrogations and spending time in the hospital it was deemed he was not the perpetrator at all. 
A 16 yo Albus being so done with dealing with everything alone, but hating the system that didn´t save them earlier giving him a chance now to be put into a foster home. 
The foster home was Sann´s. A 17 yo Santiago meets a 16 yo, freshly traumatized Albus and chooses to try being friends with him. It´s not that difficult, but Al keeps pushing him away as well as his whole family. 
It isn´t because he doesn´t want to be friends or they mistreat him, Al is so shocked he is actually being treated so well and they´re so friendly and understanding. He´s so grateful, but there´s that bitterness of why it couldn´t happen before everything went to hell? Why couldn´t this happen when Annie was alive? 
And a big happy family like Santiago´s aren´t people who would understand what he has been through. So he still feels like he can´t open up to them. 
Santiago and Mateo (Sann´s younger brother) still try tho. Mateo gives up after a while, but Santi is persistent.
He tries to eat with him at school, strike conversation, take him places and even share his love for space. But the boy´s response is half hearted.
Santi´s about to give up when he hears he didn´t come home after school one day. Apparently some man had walked up to him before the boy stormed out screaming bloody murder.
Apparently it was his father demanding a reason to why he wasn´t told about his daughter´s death. Santi doesn´t know much about his past beyond what he has been told, but it isn´t much and his parents won´t tell him much either. He only knows that idiot isolated himself again and that´s something he can´t allow. 
By then he knows a bit more about him and so he knows where to find him. 
The art classroom at school is like his sanctuary. He has paint all over him when he finds him entranced into this one painting. 
He tells him he didn´t know it was so late already, but Santi is no fool and only gives him a knowing look. 
“Do you wanna talk about it?”
“No” he begins to clean up his brushes. 
Santi allows that, but when they´re walking back home, he pushes Al into a different bus that takes them to the sea. He hears Santi´s mother on the phone when he tells her he´s taking him to the sea and yells at them to use sunscreen. Santi even takes out a special protection one for Al. (He would definitely had gotten glasses with them the second he stepped into their house) 
Maybe by that moment, his legs still hasn´t healed completely so even when swimming is not possible and neither is playing some soccer, Santi finds a game they can play together. 
After a while, they move on to trying out teaching Al how to swim and Santi laughs his ass off at him when he can only manage to look like a wet puppy. He offers going together to his swim club then. He is quick to tell him it doesn´t matter if he uses an special swimsuit to hide his scars, the coach will understand and if he doesn´t he will kick his ass personally. 
They go back after a few more hours, the bridge of their noses and their shoulders burnt so bad Santi´s mother tells them this served them well as reminder to use the damn sunscreen. 
Al can´t help but melt into tears when Santi´s mother calls him to also apply some cream into his face and shoulders. He was so scared and sure they would get hit, having gentle hands rubbing circles on his burnt shoulders is so...nostalgic. 
That night Santi is trying to marshall himself in order to not scratch his back off when he hears a tiny “Santi?” coming from the bed below his. 
“Mhm?” 
“Thank you”
Santi is glad he kept trying. 
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