I have an unlimited amount of fiction and fanfiction avaliable to me and yet I want none of it. I'm in a slump because I feel like my chest is being cracked open and shaken up.
All I want is a new fic that makes me feel what Thaw and Into the Black made me feel. I want Cato X Katniss in a fucked up codependent life changing way. I could read anything but all I want is more of them.
I know the ship is hit or miss for most people but by God they kill me.
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Its depressing that the most important people in my life this time last year aren't here anymore
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Sending you hugs and love, friend. 🖤 I’m sorry you’re feeling sad. Always here if you need anything.
thank you love <3 very much appreciated <3
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To whoever cursed me into this life you better fix it I’m getting tired
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My Brain: Hey, you haven't thought about The Few Specific Things that always makes you sad in a while
Me: w-
My Brain: Here, let me help you! :D
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❝ well… actually, i gotta be honest. i don’t think i’m coming back. ❞
TIME MOVES FOR EVERYONE, maybe not for yuji. in a way, his time is LIMITED, a mayfly that’s on borrowed time. in a way, he knows yuji will not be able to have a family, GROW old, or have the send off he might want. maybe it’s too MOROSE for him to think of such thoughts but at least a mayfly can bring about offspring. megumi knows he’s been less FILLED with pessimism & that's because of yuji & gojo; he has started to learn to believe in people. to believe in yuji most of all. the silence fills the room like a BALLOON being filled with helium, it was ready to burst at any minute.
❛ i know, i know...❜ he trails off, brows are in a deep furrow as he wishes things were different for the other. he’s never been too forthcoming with his feelings or his life in that matter, megumi is the type to withhold EVIDENCE. megumi’s not the type to pretend either, but just this once he’d like yuji to pretend he would come back, & maybe he’d be upset with him but at least he’d be back in one piece. ❛ was there anything you wanted to say? ❜ maybe he just wanted to have a little hope, enough for the both of them.
❛ i have no regrets about anything. i’m glad i saved you.❜ light green eyes peer up at the redhead one last time. ❛ you saved me too. ❜
❛before you leave, could you at least smile one last time? ❜ it feels forever since he’s seen yuuji smile. sometimes he thinks shibuya took a lot more from them that day. sometimes he thinks the sun’s been in a long, long eclipse & it hasn’t beaten it’s rays on anything.
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tfw you write something you think is so good, but its just you baring your heart so you absolutely cannot put it on the internet like you kinda want to
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youuuu ever totally pissed off being stuck as urself
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Sad Boy Hours: Billy Batson
He's trying so hard to get the screaming adults in the room to just stop screaming at each other and be reasonable.
He is immediately dismissed and storms off, justifiably insulted.
And Billy goes right back to blaming himself, trying to figure out where he went wrong, how he could have fixed things, managed the emotions of the room better--even though he is 100% correct and the adults are absolutely failing, and badly.
"Even if he's wrong...I should respect him." Honey, the thing that's eating at you is the absolute dogshit way they act and then expect you to just accept as normal. These grown-ass heroes should not be hitting each other.
And a degree, honey. Several of them.
He sounds like a teacher trying to get the class to behave and that script keeps failing him. Over and over the adults around him dismiss him for his optimism, ignore his calls for reason. And they're heroes. They're the good guys and they tear into each other regularly and viciously. And Billy is fifteen years old in a room of adults screaming at each other. The team is sometimes down right abusive, and this child is trying to keep them from falling apart.
I worry about him, ya know?
(anyway, thank you for coming to my Sad Boy Hours)
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High Humanity P in Thriving Post-Game Krat
P only wearing Left Arm of Steel cuz he doesn't wanna seem scary :(
Whenever he overhears anti-puppet sentiment when out and about, he gets very sad and feels bad about himself :((
He is very insecure about the sound of his gears and is terrified someone will hear them and know he's a puppet so he tends to keep his distance :(((
He will never, ever change his amulets or parts in public, even if he's just found a good one and no one's around; he will only ever do it at the hotel :((((
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