#its kinda scary tbh its like watching someone you love go crazy excpet its me. i am watching myself lose it

[iamnotmereally]

hey.......are u okay bestie? i saw u haven't updated in a while.....

hey. yeah i am. um i am okay mostly i am here, i am just not posting anything... :) thanks for asking... i will probably be back soon..

#some stuff. happened. well not to me but i am worried about them. anyway #well it did help to nullify my issues for a bit like. whatever i hv going on its nothing big yknow. #is there even anything idk maybe its all just me making stuff up.. #well all in all i will be back and like. i am here yknow idk if i can just go away pfft- if i go away i will start thinking and i dont want #that. already i feel like a stretched rubber band kinda feels apt well. feels like i will snap any second. #its kinda scary tbh its like watching someone you love go crazy excpet its me. i am watching myself lose it #that does sound more serious than it is its really nothing #anyway a friends.. dad died so. #i just dont feel anything now like i dont feel sad or happy or anything. i am just. #i cant go and visit her or anything and idk what to do yknow i am not good at comforting people #i still gotta try #tbh if it was me i would be mad if someone tried to talk to me i really dont know what she... #we are not super close.. #anon #asks #so thats what happened.