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sapphic-woes · 1 year
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Random but I feel like Ellie has a lotta small moments of random top energy she isn't aware of.
Like. Just you trying to pick up a crate or smth and Ellie comes over to help. But when she does you can clearly feel that she's carrying most, if not all of the weight and at best you're just there to help keep her steady. You're blushing, surprised cuz she's way stronger than she looks and she just has that dumb, lopsided smile like "I'm not moving too fast right?"
Just. Completely unaware that you could let go and she'd hardly notice;; bonus points of your fingers brush against each other as you work together, and maybe she feels it tremble and she assumes it's cuz your arms are tired so she. Shifts even more of the weight to her and is like "Better?" All happy she can help not knowing you're becoming even more of a mess;;;
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razatronz · 1 month
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I want a man to hold and love and. smooch
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droolyangelpup · 3 months
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currently re-reading the hunger games trilogy for the first time since high school (they are still a fucking banger btw) and all of the everlark moments are making me yearn so fucking hard for that kind of intimacy and fondness and safety with another person, just curled up with someone who knows who you are and cares for you the way you need and vice versa. they just don’t make ‘em like peeta mellark, gd
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theroguequeen · 1 year
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today is the day where daemon targaryen will finally marry the women he wants, they will have a marriage that is not a political arrangement or a second choice and he will finally feel at home again.
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dreamboatdani · 25 days
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ok so ik that nobody's going to see this post, but idk where else to rant, and tumblr is the only place where i can embrace the gayer side of my bisexuality bc i def can't write this sort of shit on my snap or insta stories without getting dm'ed by my nosy ass friends wtf is going on- and every time i did that kinda shit, these friends of mine would ask me if i was breaking up w my bf...so i can't be bi now? damn...anyways rant incoming below
tw: hurtful names, deluluness?? idek what to put here- maybe?? jesus christ someone help me
i still can't get her off my mind. yeah, the incident was 2 months ago, and yeah we had heavy talks...in person...twice...2-3 wks spread out...and the last one not ending on a good note.
i don't think she hates me tho. if she absolutely despised me, she wouldn't allow me to take the cash out of her hands and into the register during our donut fundraiser.
but it's been far too long.
it's been 2 months since i last talked to her. even though the donut fundraiser was in february, that doesn't count as talking.
it's march, for christ's sake. how much more time do you need?
and if we don't talk soon, it's not going to end well. bc im going to be spending my next 2 years of high school w her, since we're in orchestra together.
and especially since i'm friends w a bunch of her friends.
there's still this nagging feeling tho...that she still likes me.
i catch her looking at me in the halls whenever i do see her, which isn't as much as it was back in dec 2023.
i miss her smiles at me in the hallway. and i'm sure she does too, bc she told those hallway moments gave her motivation to get on with her dull day.
she's such a pretty girl, and it's such a shame that all these awful things are happening to her.
it's not fair to her.
this is her first year of high school, and she does NOT deserve all this sophomore drama that she got looped into.
she's already been through so much, too much, and the last thing she needs is for some older kid to call her a sl*t. this girl has not even LOST her virginity.
that older kid being someone i'm particularly close with.
i get that she may need more time than me to heal, and that is perfectly okay.
but i miss her.
god, i miss her.
i just want to be friends again.
ik she won't see this, but i miss her.
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damn that was lowk heavy
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spocks-kaathyra · 2 months
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when the weed starts tasting like the realization that I'm still deeply lonely and I'll never be loved how I need and it's selfish of me to even want it
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moosiala · 9 months
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Not to make it about me but Lara why is everyone in a loving relationship and I'm here listening to club bangers in my room by myself at Friday night?? Something somewhere went wrong but well I have to live with that it seems 🤡🤡 now back to your regular scheduled program 😅
beloved i see nothing wrong with spending your friday nights listening to club bangers in your room . that's one of life's greatest joys actually in my humble opinion
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just-screaming · 2 years
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QUICK, DON'T THINK OF A TUTOR AU WITH YOUR F/O
👾 DONT THINK ABT A TUTOR AU WHERE F/O TEACHES YOU STUFF AND FALLING IN LOVE
👾 DON'T THINK ABT HOW F/O WOULD LOOK LIKE IN YOUR CLOTHES WHILE YALL STUDY
👾 DONT THINK ABT ACCIDENTALLY PLACING A HAND ON THEIRS AS YALL REACH FOR THE SAME PENCIL/ERASER AND THEM GETTING FLUSTERED AND PULLING THEIR HAND BACK ISTANTLY
👾 FUCK YALL COULD EVEN JUST SHARE A MOMENT AND STARE AT EACHOTHER BEFORE LAUGHING EMBARRASSINGLY IF YOU WERE THINKING ABT IT BUT YOURE NOT
👾 DONT THINK ABT F/O SLOWLY GETTING REDDER AND REDDER WHILE EXPLAINING SMTH CAUSE OF YOUR STUPIDLY GENTLE LOVE STRUCK STARE
👾 DONT IMAGINE them leaning on you as they explain something.. like their back to your chest. And everytime you shift theyd slightly get up and go back to resting on you..........
👾 AAAA DONT YOU DARE FUCKING IMAGINE them lightly scolding you for getting distracted so theyd flick your forehead or smth to bring you back to your assignments.... AFFECTIONATELY OFC
👾DUDE DONT IMAGINE TAKING A BREAK... yall get ice cream or smth and share it w them.... to share braincells... for the midterm........... this works trust me bro
👾 DONT THINK ABT THEM CHEERING YOU UP AFTER A FAILED ASSIGNMENT BY DOODLING ON YOUR ASSIGNMENT TO MAKE YOUR SCORE LOOK LIKE A GOOSE
👾 DON'T THINK ABT THEM GIVING YOU SUCH A totally platonic and totally not in love and totally not pining and totally not romanically motivated EMBRACE WHERE THEY JUST NUZZLE INTO YOU CAUSE YOU PASSED A TEST ON A SUBJECT YOU WERE FLUNKING
👾 MY GUY... DO NOT THINK ABT THEM POINTING OUT THINGS ON THE FAILED ASSIGNMENT BUT THEYRE V CLOSE TO YOUR FACE AND YALL JUST KINDA ACCIDENTALLY NOT REALLY BUT COMPLETELY COINCIDENTALLY AND VERY INTENTIONALLY KISS............
👾 oh my god and itd be even better if its a missed kiss- like they accidentally kissed the corner of your mouth of your chin or smth...... and they step back sputtering out SOMETHING. ANYTHING. CAUSE OH MY GOD THAT WAS SO LAME but i know damn well you fell 500394958483992 times as hard after that.. but we're not thinking abt that
👾 oh my god.. the notes. THE FUCKING NOTES DUDE 🤌🤌 DONT YOU EVEN IMAGINE THEM LENDING YOU THEIR NOTES BUT ITS THEIR "original notes" AND NOT THEIR "tutor notes" AND YOU JUST FIND DOODLES AND YALLS INITIALS IN A HEART/LOVE UMBRELLA?????
👾 OR IF THEY HAVE REALLY UGLY/PRETTY DOODLES OF YALL TOGETHER ON THE SIDE OR ITS JUST YOU W THEIR LAST NAME OR THEM W YOUR LAST NAME OR YOUR NAME IN CURSIVE MUTIPLE TIMES OR JUST YOUR NAME W HEARTS OR-
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Im completely bias and wrote this w a certain f/o in mind yes but i tried making it more vague for yall
But yeah dont imagine any of that
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wilting-venus · 9 months
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when the heart shaped hologram i keep u in could never love me back or hold my hand</3
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chirpchirpmuahaha · 1 year
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this is terrible im out of saltines im out of croutons im out of walnuts and almonds..... nothing crunchy to consume around me i fear
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ikusayu-no-hana · 10 months
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man. as much as kasen's arc is abt acceptance and metamorphosis and despite him being forged in relatively more recent times he's still mired in his old ways and that being the charm of his character i.e. the resolution of the old tradition vs new ways conflict ending w leaving behind the conformity towards modern standards of morality . he's content with looking backwards + preferring th archaic form of 歌+ the fact that there's still no recollection of him responding emcouragingly to kotegiris songs (not counting kiden but it exists on another level of canon shhh) is all him turning (not unkindly) his back to the future and preferring to anchor himself in the 1600s forever and in that effectively shutting off gaining any substantial understanding of the swords forged later eg. izumi . like he Gets the code of honour and courage and would be able to sympathize with the struggle to preserve a national identity against m.perry's invasion but while kasen's got the hindsight safety of the sengoku + muromachi + succeeding stable Edo-jidai, izumis forever got to Be in that threshold of the future & shinsengumi breakup so he Hasn't and never will have the luxury of feeling Truly done with his time period. like yes kiwame has him proud to be born when he was but that big What If about the final battle will always be there, he just won't chase after it naively anymore. So like. while kasen did have his own -gumi, his own milieu, them leaving one by one down the centuries made him used to lack of companionship . it's fine, it was inevitable, there was always another century after this one. while izumi just. lost all of his at once, pretty much too soon. so his existence can't be extricated from theirs they'll always be a package deal part ofthe same puzzle if one goes the others follow etc and it'll always be a reminder of Back Then for him .and so kasen and izumi will always face the direction opposite to each other in past and future dichotomy and to me they'll never be able to overcome it bc their priorities will always lie elsewhere and understanding the other will simply never make it to the top of their priority list. and that's so funny to me
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I blocked my ex today
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sapphic-woes · 1 year
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Ummm I would pay for a pat on the head and a "good job baby" actually.
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droolyangelpup · 6 months
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sorry for being so wistfully romantic, it wasn’t very feral puppy girl of me
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jack-owo-valentine · 1 year
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bunches-of-lilacs · 1 year
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and what if i woke up in your bed with you and i yawned and stretched, rubbing my eyes, before snuggling back up to you? what then?
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