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#it's sad I have to watermark shit like this
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real-oddity · 6 months
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I miss DeviantArt so much :,[
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accio-victuuri · 1 year
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so it’s not enough that yibo’s car door gets opened by a crazed fan days ago, trackers placed in his work van before, nasty rumors left and right, random people bullying him, melon accounts claiming they know things about his personal life and now this. “getting a fan pregnant?” at this point, even passerby who don’t know yibo at all are seeing a pattern. they just throw around random things to see if something sticks. none of them do because it’s all lies. i say that this is expected because he has btf promotions coming soon but i have come to realize that this should not be considered normal. these people can get away with basically a slap on the wrist and how about yibo? how about his reputation? the thing is these proceedings take very long to get a result. we don’t even have a resolution on the escort allegations, which yuehua already reported to the police and sued. level headed people can see through the lies but it’s out there. damage done.
just to show how pathetic this is, it’s a random girl commenting on another “beauty blogger’s” post. ( this online personality is somehow connected to du meizhou but like i don’t even care. so whatever.)
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AND IF YOU LOOK AT HER PROFILE, It’s obviously a troll account. The number of followers and likes says it all. Also her intro bio. I mean. It’s so obvious why this dummy account was created. 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
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And now it’s deleted. See? They can stir shit up like this then up & leave. Their UID will be tracked and all that but see how fast they can disappear? In the meantime, Yibo and his team have to waste resources for this.
AND WELL THE CIRCUS CONTINUES. HAHAHAHAHAHA! This person is so dumb. You so dumb. So very very dumb.
After Yuehua released their statement, This girl posted an “alleged” photo of them and conveniently adds a blur effect. ⬇️⬇️⬇️ captioning it share picture.
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What’s funny is netizens, not even yibo fans noticed that the photo have a watermark ID on it that’s not hers. If you’re not familiar with Weibo, if you upload something personally, it will automatically have your username as a watermark.
it ends in “ra” and looking at this troll’s username, it does not have “ra” on it.
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moments later, it was discovered that it’s this photo she used. i mean. who. what. 🤦‍♀️ same initial watermark.
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dude. let me just blur out a random photo of two people and say it’s me and yibo. that he got me pregnant. humanity really continues to disappoint me. 💀💀💀💀
Chinese netizens are known to gather evidence, I mean with the amount of scandals getting out, they already know how to verify things. Look at how they discovered what time and where that photo of CFY’s was taken. It’s no surprise they noticed this little detail and knew right there and then that this girl is a fraud.
AND THAT “BEAUTY BLOGGER” (李恩 LIEN_) gets criticized, now i see she posted like 4 short statements regarding it. Commenting on people. Basically distancing herself from it. Must be nice getting all the traffic while slandering Yibo right? Ugh. Disgusting.
It’s still on HS tho. but most ( if not all ) of the posts are ridiculing the troll account who lied. I mean, at least we have that……
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I’m sad for Yibo. Angry at these jobless bottom feeders. Amused at their stupidity. Insulted that they think people are so easy to believe and manipulate. Please leave Yibo alone. Yibo-Official just opened their YT & IG yesterday for international fans, who is getting nervous again? Lol.
this is why he rarely interacts with people in public unless it’s a controlled crowd ( road shows for example and even then he is unresponsive once outside ), rarely posts personal things, has bodyguards with him at all times, keeps his distance etc. trying to avoid crazies and companies who want to see him get cancelled combined. and people wonder why he shouted at fans who were crowding at his hotel that one time? i mean, if you live the life that he does— i think shouting at people who are invading your privacy is actually being kind.
PEOPLE FORGET THAT HE IS HUMAN TOO. Ever since he started in this industry, it seems like he can never catch a break. C-ent is so dirty. 💀💀💀 I love everything that Yibo puts out : songs, live performances, dramas, movies etc but times like this I am reminded at what cost.
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klkirbles · 2 months
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i'm rly sad cuz i just deleted all my art/cosplay off twitter only yesterday, and now i have to worry abt it on tumblr.
i'll likely delete all my art from here too, and gradually reupload with glaze/nightshade/larger watermark.
my only concern is majority of my followers are BG3 and i have tons of stuff from diff fandoms over the past few years i'd wanna reupload. maybe it'd be best to keep stuff on a portfolio?
why is this shit so mfin hard ugh...
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luckydragon10 · 2 years
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KinnPorsche Ep04 Lines of Power
Hello, I’m back to call out lines of power, staging, and framing in the latest episode of KinnPorsche.
There's so much. I can't possibly call it all out, but I'll hit biggest highlights, now with actual IMM logo watermark. Isn't Philippe adorable? 🦩
More of LoP: [Trailer], [Ep01], [Ep02], [Ep03], [Ep05]
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📢 ALERT ALERT! Parallel found!!! Remember the scene from Ep 03 where I pointed out the teensy tiny line of power above Porsche's head during the Mes beating?
This damn shot is exactly the same with the tiny line above Kinn's head, the darker half of the screen to the left, and the lighter elements on the right. *eyetwitch* This show, tryin' ta kill me.
(I have a feeling I'll start finding more parallels like this. Maybe later on I'll have enough to pull them together in a special post.)
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*mutter mutter* damn mirrors *mutter mutter*
You know? I really don't care about the lines dividing the screen in top and bottom (heh, top and bottom, heh), but the POOL reflections, unf. This show has an obsession with mirrors, and it's absolutely nucking futz.
The symbolism is kind of off the charts. Just...think about inversions, and reversals, and opposites, and hidden selves and...okay, you get the idea.
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That beautiful, beautiful line between them, dividing them. In this case, it's a clear separation of dislike.
There's a LOT of this sort of vertical dividing in this episode.
Speaking of which...
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Credit to @moerusai for help with this one. I was scanning and scanning. I knew there had to be something in the Porchay Kim scene but kept missing it because it's subtle and brief. So I called in mo for backup.
See the speaker? The edge of the speaker creates a softer, subtler dividing line between the two young'uns.
I'm so soft for these two. You have no idea. 😭😭😭 C'mon, darlings, you can break down that measly little barrier!
And then there are these assholes...
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Dividing line. Diving line. FUCKING DIVIDING LINE. Shot after shot, WTF. Okay, okay already, we get it. They are NOT on the same wavelength yet, geez.
These two have issues, and it's everyone's problem, including theirs.
ALSO: In the first and third shots in this set, Porsche has a lighter background. And in ALL of the shots, Kinn has a darker background, especially that last shot. This is a reversal from Episode 3 of the scene where Kinn tended Porsche's gunshot wound, when Porsche had the dark background and Kinn had the light background.
*mutter mutter* mirrors and reversals and opposites and foils *mutter*
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Kim, I'm glad they let you out of the cage for a little bit this episode, but I'm sad that they immediately put you back in it. Oof, look at those railing posts acting like prison bars!
This dude is so trapped by circumstances. Kim, darling, it's gonna be okay (I hope).
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I try to keep the pics mostly in order of appearance in the episode, but the 10-pic limit for posts is real, so here we are.
I put these together as examples of Kinn and His Fucking Throne Habit. He's SO good at it. Everywhere he sits, he turns it into a throne.
In the sauna, he's in the higher position, in the best lighting, and that line on the left in particular is pointing right at him.
At the auction, will you look at the curved shelf behind him? That damn shelf points right at him and helps draw attention to him, as do the highlights on the top of the blue bench, plus he's very center in the frame. Even in this busy shot, he claims visual focus (while competing with the glow lamp of doom).
I desperately need to see this throne thing reversed in the future, to see a moment when he ISN'T in the king's seat. It's the only way I will feel peace and balance.
In contrast...
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Everybody puts Vegas in the corner. Because he deserves it, the sleazebag. (But he's very good at being a sleazebag, and we appreciate that. Thank you for being our villain so we can hate you.)
This framing is shit. The dude in the foreground and the lamp weaken Vegas's attempt to sprawl with his arms and take up space. Nothing is pointing to him, and the foreground dude's mysterious floating head is much more interesting than Vegas. Plus, he just looks shrunken.
He's small. He's powerless. And he haaaates it, precious.
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RESCUE MISSION!
These shots have such a feeling of tightness and claustrophobia to them. They're crowded, with tall verticals that make the characters seem hemmed in, trapped. And in the third shot, the closeness of the characters and the camera add to that sensation. All of this framing adds to the anxiety and tension of the moment.
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Sorry, no smexy scenes this round, but I might do a special LoP meta this week for something I've been tracking that also appears in the smexy scene.
In the meantime, here, have a bonus:
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Charmed. He has been fucking charmed. Is there something about the Kittiswasd bloodline that's like catnip for the Theerapanyakul brothers?
Kim's line of power is his stupidly happy smile.
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Other KP LoP breakdowns: [Trailer], [Ep01], [Ep02], [Ep03], [Ep05]
And here’s color theory from my friend @antique-forvalaka: [Hidden Messages], [Kinn + Porsche], and see the ends of posts for more color theory links.
We have all sorts of meta going on, from costuming from @chaoselmo to vocal analysis from @yeetlegay and even good humor with product placement from @biochemjess. Always more coming from the IMM!
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plague-of-insomnia · 1 year
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I’m sorry you have to deal with pieces of shit people like that 😭 although I am sad to see you not doing the translations anymore I want to thank you for everything you’ve done for this fandom and I hope you know you’re greatly appreciated. Fuck these people who ruin shit for everyone else man.
Thanks, anon. I do feel bad for people who didn’t abuse the privilege but like, honestly they could have linked me or only posted the cover and not lifted my text too?
I have them blocked, no surprise, but who knows what their tumblr name is, or maybe someone else shared the post content with them, idk.
But the fact is either they took it directly from my page, in which case they damn well knew who to credit, or they could have guessed bc I literally used my URL for the watermark.
But most likely they didn’t care bc that how antis are. They think they can do whatever and steal whatever and they won’t destroy the fandom in the process.
I’ve forgiven a lot of theft of my theories and translations over the last 2 years but this is now going beyond tumblr to other SM.
I spend money every single month to get the Japanese chapters. Then I spend my limited spoons reading, transcribing, and translating, then summarizing and writing and formatting the posts, getting the SS edited, etc, and it’s just not worth it when I can save those spoons and use them for something else like writing or another hobby if this is how people are going to behave.
I really am livid bc I was absolutely exhausted this morning and didn’t even have the spoons to read the whole thing, but I wanted to get the cover up and a tiny summary for everyone and I can’t even trust that not to be ripped and reposted.
So I’m sorry I enjoy sharing the translations with those of you who appreciate and respect the work that goes into them but I just…. I don’t think I can anymore. Not after such blatant disregard for my time, money, and effort.
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arsonistsam · 2 years
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Good Luck, Sam Winchester for @seasononesam
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It’s cold in the night and there’s 50 minutes until the bus comes to whisk Sam off to California. He cups his hands together and blows into them, wishing he had thought to take a pair of gloves or even mittens before he ran. Sam stuffs his hands in his coat pocket.
Paper crinkles in his right hand.
He pulls it out, holds it up to the street lamp light. It’s wrinkled and slightly water-stained, almost beyond disrepair. Sam doesn’t recognize the power, he sure as hell didn’t put it in his pockets. He’s been too preoccupied with setting up a plan to get a car ride and then a bus ride all the way down till he gets near campus. It’s late July and should be warm out but the desert is cruel and the dry coldness chills Sam’s bones and joints. His head hurts.
Sam’s hand trembles as he looks at the paper. There’s an Internet Café watermark at the bottom and a date- June 19th, 2002- over a month before last night, before he told anyone he was leaving.
It’s not to say he hid it very well. Dean and Dad are so wrapped up in their own crap, feeling sorry for themselves, chasing Mom’s ghost like if they catch the thing that did it they’ll be happy again. News flash, they’ve never been happy. Sam’s never been happy. So yeah, he left the admission packet for a week or so before mailing it off on the motel counter or lazily stuffed flyers and road maps in his duffle, knowing Dean is a snooper who snoops through people’s bags and steals their hoodies.
The printed image is shit quality, Internet Cafés ‘round these parts don’t have color printers. Just black ink that eventually runs into a river when the machine gets worn down and cuts through your text or loved one’s face.
Still it’s clear as day to tell what it is. Sam doesn’t want to guess how many times he’s stared at the same image in a library book or a pamphlet he found in a counselors office. Stanford’s Campus Map. It spreads from the enrollment office to the dorms to every student center around the bend. Even small shops and bars and restaurants in the general area. It’s tiny, trying to fit so much on a letter size page but there’s highlighter over certain parts, libraries and the mess hall. Even a small winky-face drawn next to one of the girls dorms in Dean’s obvious penmanship.
Sam let’s his eyes stray to where they really want to go, Dean’s shitty chicken scratch scrawled all over the top of the paper. Dean holds his pencil all wrong, sometimes in the grip of his fist and he chews on the eraser-ends when he gets frustrated. A habit Sam’s sad to admit he took on too. He wants knaw on his nail beds right now. Rip Dean out of his DNA and his life by sharp teeth.
Be safe at Stanford. I’ll miss you. Text me if you get in trouble, which you will.
Sam brings the paper down from the light for a second. He rubs at his eye, rough and careless for how red his face his gonna be, and wipes away any evidence that he’s tearing up. If Sam sniffles, well, he’s the only one around this late at night.
The fluorescent glow of the street lamp winks at him, highlighting the paper as it shutters in and out. Someone's gotta put in a request to get that fixed. The street’s in disarray with all the potholes and weeds populating it.
Sam smiles at no one but himself and folds the paper back up, stuffing it and his frozen hand back into his coat pocket. In his other pocket he finds half a chocolate bar, already melted, and a few jerky sticks. The spicy kind he likes with the sticky glaze. There’s a few coins, a loose cigarette and a lighter buried way down deep between the two. It smells warm and old, like home.
Dean had been furious after Dad finally stormed out- just repeating the same shit he’d said. If you wanna leave us so bad why don’t you go do this already. And God help me if you go, I don’t wanna see you around.
He’d armoured himself in Sam’s cracked coat and ran out into the night, leaving Sam in the cold dark room by himself. Simmering full of righteous anger and grief. He was on his own now. Still is.
It’s 3:45 am. Four hours since Dean came back and collapsed, drunk, into bed. Three hours since Sam stole back his coat and left like a thief in the night with a packed duffel and a note not to bother calling. He wasn’t coming back.
He’s not gonna come back. He’s gonna go on to Stanford like he planned, catch this bus at 4:30. Too early for anyone to be awake and aware, much less Dean in his hungover state, to know he’s gone.
Sam’ll get a better map when he gets into town but he may as well keep the little note. He entertains himself with the thought of using it for fire. He shuts that thought down quick. His phone doesn’t ring with a call asking where the hell he is. No cars pass him on the road. The wind whistles through whatever plants survive out here. His breath fogs in the air.
Sam wraps his jacket tight around himself. He shivers in the cold but holds on.
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juyomiao · 10 months
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you said send asks bc your bored so here have a pic of our very beautiful kang minhee
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🚨🚨 warning warning incoming insane li juyomiao behavior 🚨🚨
the way i had to physically stop myself from uncontrollably sobbing is NOT normal im
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hes so- hes so cute i cant do this i love him so much hes litwrally the cutest person to ever exist i cant im so in love with him
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i usually dont rlly have . any interest in aegyo or idols being cute in general like its not that i dislike it im just completely indifferent to it yeah its cute but it has no actual effect on me . n then theres minhee .
yknow this ⬇️ video (i dont remember who i got it from on twitter i think its in the watermark but i cant read for shit rn i am blinded by tears) of him yawning at the airport the first time i saw it i cried it was my driving force for days if i got sad i just thought abt minhee yawning like a puppy i replay it at least once a day im addicted to it
he awakens the most deranged side of me in the most softest meaning possible i just want to squish him put him in my pocket n take him away with me i want to hug him im going insaneeeeeee
kang minhee im in love with u‼️‼️‼️
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Its okay to be sad. Feel your feelings. It's normal and perfectly okay. Your writing will always be there. Your mental health should always come first.
aLSO OMFG SHUT UPI CAN BE THE SAME WAY BUT IT'S THAT IM TOO DISTRACTED ALL THE TIME. I'm /too/ talkative and I sometimes i feel like people are like wow not talking to this bitch lmfaooooooo. I'm always like damn my extroversion strikes again 😭
Go ahead and show us!!! I'd love to see it!!
Oh my God I'm a huge fucking metalhead. Screamo is my preferred genre, but it's pretty much all under the heavy metal genre. I'm going to see Motionless in White in July for theeeeeee 3rd? time???? I can't remember, but asdhlasiudhasildh highly recommend listening to them and their album "Scoring the End of The World" . Fucking incredible. Also Amity Afflictions new album "Not Without My Ghosts" . One song on there called "When It Rains It Pours" has been on repeat for the past four weeks for me. 🥲
ALSO can't believe that interviewer didn't bother asking his favorite metal bands LIKE YOU HAD ONE JOB. ONE. 😭😭😭😭
Oh shit i think i just got an idea for an aemond au i could write 😈😈😈😈😈
(: yeah. it is ok to be sad. its just a challenge to navigate
IM ALSO A DISTRACTED TALKATIVE PERSON LOL and im also sometimes on the fence about how people react to me and my learned extraversion AHAHAH
ANYWAY HERE ARE MY TSHIRT DESIGNS try not to mind my annoying watermark. i added it cos of the 'ok anons' i get that i do not trust. i did this for fun and i dont want anyone to do anything but look at this. @lexi-anastasia wanted to see too so heres the big reveal LOL
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🤠BONK🤠
OK I HAVE AN ADAM DRIVER AS MAURIZIO GUCCI BRAINROT OK OK AND I REALLY WANTED TO TAKE A WACK AT DOING THE METAL DAEMON TEE BEFORE REPLYING. i know the metal tee it could be more distressed but IDK I THINK ITS A SLAY IM GOING TO BE MAKING MORE IM THINKING OF REDOWNLOADING PHOTOSHOP JUST FOR THIS PROJECT COS I DID THIS ON CANVA AND THERE ARE EFFECTS I CANT ACHIEVE THERE
I PLAN TO MAKE LIKE FIVE SHIRTS SO AHHH IM SO EXCITED HAHAHAHAHAH but also i probably wont redownload photoshop cos its been years since i touched that 😓 lolol
also! im so glad that you mentioned the music you did.
ive heard of motionless in white! i think i tried getting into them but lol i didnt AHAHH i took a listen to scoring the end of the world, as in the song, COS WHAT AN INSANE TITLE THATS SO COOL i loved the song so MUCH!!! i really liked how heavy the instrumentation is! i look for this in pop music a lot and im like 🧍‍♀️ why didnt they go heavier? SO THIS WAS REALLY NICE
but then i kinda giggled when i heard the lead's emo voice T_T HAHAHAH i was like yeah that's about right, i'd nearly forgotten some people sing like this unironically 💀💀🤣🤣 idk i had expected a voice timbre like the singer in maneskin, damiano LOL. i could talk about this more but itd get too long
i also listened to "Not Without My Ghosts", not realizing you were just mentioning the album name, and "When It Rains It Pours". when i was listening to not without my ghosts i thought scoring the end of the world would have been cooler had the motionless in white singer had that kind of voice timbre BUT THATS NOT A SLIGHT I JUST THINK THAT PERSONALLY I STILL THINK ITS A SLAY.
and when i was listening to when it rains it pours, it for some reason reminded me of pain by of mice & men, idk if its the screams or the lyrics, maybe a bit of both. i love that song so much. anyway when it rains it pours was like... ok for me lololol again not a slight but i liked scroing the end of the world better
oh and i hadnt realized ewan talked about that in an interview. i mean, maybe the interviewer was idk nervous or smth T_T LOL. i t be like that. anyway, i hope you have fun writing that aemond au idea my love! id ask you what is is but if you wanted to say then you would have lol.
thank you for dropping by!!! i love you
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slam dunks in ur askbox 11, 19, 8, 29, 36, 43
omg shania lore time.
also im laughing at your answer to my question about drafts because i have 1,300 things in drafts. you're braver than me
11. What is that one set you made that just won’t die? Well, I keep getting horny comments on this star wars gifset LMAO. Also this gifset I made for indiegamesource has the most notes out of ANY gifset I have EVER made.
19. What is your gifting process like? I usually watch a show or play a game and then find a scene that I like or a character I want to represent. Then I steal the scene from youtube or torrent it (or record it if its a game that i own). After that I shorten the scenes I want using the screen record on VLC media player. Then I rip the frames into photoshop, colour/sharpen, convert into gif. At this point I usually leave the post in my drafts because I like to post things between noon and 3pm so the gifset will wait until the next day. Then I pray the gif goes into the tags lmao
8. What gif trend do you hate? I haven't seen it in a long time, but I used to REALLY hate the ones that are super super dark to the point where I can barely see what is actually in the fucking gif lmao. I also don't particularly care for gifsets that use lyrics from songs in the gifs themselves, but i just don't interact with those posts. it's none of my business if people want to use their fave songs in their edits
29. Have you ever posted a set, realized you made a mistake later but it was already too late? I've had a few where I realized I didn't move my watermark to the corner so its covering someones like face or some shit LMAO but ive posted them anyway since I don't save my PSDs and I'm not remaking the whole set for one hoochie mama. I've also had a few where I noticed that things were oversharpened by accident
36. Do you gif with something specific in mind or do you just wing it? I typically have something in mind but that'll mostly just be a very specific scene for example one that made me laugh or sad. It'll also typically be like I want to gif a set showing off a character (for example, my recent Aqua from Kingdom Hearts gifset for gamingladies or my romanced Isabela from Dragon Age gifset). It's VERY rare for me to plan it down to colours or angles. I've had a few gifmaking friends who will specifically hunt down colourschemes like pastels only or they'll do only specific angles like faceless gifs. I don't get that detailed. I'm jealous of people with the patience for that though lol
43. Do you keep videos forever or delete them once you’re done giffing? I delete them LOL. I only have 2 terabytes on my laptop and I want to use that space for viddy gam.
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alottamoney · 2 years
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https://alottamoney.tumblr.com/post/688577184800079872/sorry-but-it-was-a-tkk-spreading-their
aren’t you, anon, literally pretending to be a taekooker right now? 😂
Like why would a taekooker ask the necklace shop to confirm it was the same necklace, and risk the information being invalidated? It was obviously a non-taekooker who wanted to prove tkkrs wrong. And again why would a taekooker share a watermarked DM that completely invalidates everything they hoped was real? You can start and end all your messages with “I’m so sad” and “I’m a taekooker, but”, and it still won’t change the fact that y’all jokers like to cosplay.
"aren’t you, anon, literally pretending to be a taekooker right now? 😂"
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That's how I feel about that Gayhyung post, literally anyone could have done that. Did some Taekookers buy it? Of course. Plenty also didn't, I can't stress this enough. The blame for this was also going to come back to Taekookers. (Who didn't see that coming?) Taekookers get enough flak without having to make shit up. Tbf to people who believed it- I'm sure there have been at least a 100 articles about Taennie, by legit news portals, based on a blurred pic that came out of nowhere. We're all gullible af.
I have been completely in the dark about this necklace incident, but I'm glad people who think Taekook definitely aren't a couple, are always on top of random Taekook theories. Very normal.
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baekhvuns · 1 year
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Tottenham calm the fuck down challenge! Arsenal and Man City... I'm convinced you cursed them 😭 they've been doing well for a long time. You don't want me to be happy! 💔I can't even watch any matches noooooo. I saw some clips from PSG and Bayern, Bayern is really that bitch!
Oh absolutely, people can hold back racist remarks as long as the player is doing well. Like what German, Arsenal and even Real fans did to Özil... nasty
Liverpool, really? I don't actually know many Liverpool fans especially in London. 🧐 I quite like Liverpool but wouldn't say I'm a big fan. Man Utd I agree, they're big, but most people still support at least one London-based club, like my friend who is a big United fan, but also started supporting Arsenal once he moved to London. ❤ Actually, this is the new Madrid coach <3 and I'm his assistant
What was going through my head the first time I met Hwa... first of all "keep the eye contact" second of all "I hope my hand isn't too sweaty" third of all "what a beautiful man" ksjsbsnsjshahsjsjs. But how did this person survive??? A few people I know saw him there too...
Even though I hate SM and a lot of their recent music and decisions, Hybe is so evil for trying to monopolise shit, first Vlive, now this?! I really hope to catch a sight of Kai, maybe Baek or Shinee 😭 we'll see how it goes.
Heechul had a bingo card and made sure not to miss anyone, he pissed everyone on every political spectrum, kinda a talent ngl
I didn't get that close to Tamino and had to leave immediately afterwards, but my friend saw him in an art gallery and took photos ❤ Seonghwa cover Tamino challenge, come on Maddox introduce him 🤲🏻 also he's coming to Canada, sadly no Vancouver :(
Yes the choice of songs for Rihanna's performance was really good, I command her for doing it while pregnant, though I think I expected something else. I saw a tweet that said "ASAP Rocky's wife Rihanna did so well during Super Bowl" HUH?! I didn't even know much about him until he collabed with Lana(?) don't say shit like that. Rihanna live was fine, but I think my expectations were higher, she's pretty charismatic, but idk something felt a bit off??? The tickets were really expensive and the concert didn't leave me 100% satisfied, but I like her music, she's a hit maker so I think it makes up to it
Once in a while people start questioning some fans and their minions come to their defence. Ofc some accusations are baseless, and I'm not gonna call everyone a stalker, but obsessed weirdo? Yeah ksjsjsjsjsahjaja. Aaaaanf I need to say this: fuck Berlin! They got Hwa at the pop up store, chased Jongho and camped outside their hotel. Also my "friend" saw them in Berlin twice and 4 times in total and I'm not having it. 🤡 I ignored all their messages lol (not just because they saw Atz, I'm just sick of them in general)
And why am I seeing videos from the same people over and over again, sigh. Whenever I see some of their watermarks I 🔫🔫🔫 those crazy Korean stans especially
Bestie last night I ate so much kimbap, tteokbokki and dumplings I almost exploded and watched YOU until 6am. 💀 then I had to leave before 11am. Buuuut I took photos with Hwa in the Valenteez booth! (We looked cute ngl)
I'm sorry, mushroom head Hwa is really a challenge for me, he's lucky I love him enough, but 🙃 Yeosang's hair though 💞💞💞
Girlie is truly fearless
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Koreans love their endo... I- anyway let him eat his noodles!!! So fucking cute stop AND FOR WHAT 😳
And rip to marsverse, I'm so sad, I didn't care for Vlive, but Universe come back! I read Hwa's farewell messages, he's so dramatic and lovely 😭💞 what are we gonna do without it :((((
Pauseeeee what JP comeback lmao what did I miss, anyways fencing? And when I tell you I did a little bit of fencing as a child... I'm not ready for fencer Hwa. Real and then he says this and we're supposed to be normal??? - DV 💖
hello!!!
Tottenham calm the fuck down challenge! Arsenal and Man City... I'm convinced you cursed them 😭 they've been doing well for a long time. You don't want me to be happy! 💔I can't even watch any matches noooooo. I saw some clips from PSG and Bayern, Bayern is really that bitch! /// Oh absolutely, people can hold back racist remarks as long as the player is doing well. Like what German, Arsenal and even Real fans did to Özil... nasty
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london is what ☺️☺️☺️ what? i didn’t hear it! COME ON DID U REALLY THINK ARSENAL WOULD WIN THE PL?? WHENS THE LAST TIME THEY WON 🤨 2003/2004! PEP CAME THROUGHHH tho im upset at him bc he keeps benching alvaraz THE wc winner and refuses to get him on, maybe that’ll be the downfall🔫 LMFAOOO COME ON ARSENAL PLAYED SHIT AND U KNOW IT TOO,, no bc psg’s tactics are so shit 😭😭 bayern really came through even without lewandowski </3 yEAAAH not the media making a huge deal about eating hamburgers psg “ultra”fans jumping a bayern fan 😭😭 NOOOO THAT ÖZIL THING THAT, TO THIS DAY, UPSETS ME SO MUCH, WHAT A PLAYER!! THE WAY HE GETTING DISRESPECTED 🔫🔫 bro CARRIED ronaldo
speaking of spurs, kane is on bayern’s list for transfers, so at least he’ll retire with SOME trophies 😭😭
Liverpool, really? I don't actually know many Liverpool fans especially in London. 🧐 I quite like Liverpool but wouldn't say I'm a big fan. Man Utd I agree, they're big, but most people still support at least one London-based club, like my friend who is a big United fan, but also started supporting Arsenal once he moved to London. ❤ Actually, this is the new Madrid coach <3 and I'm his assistant
NOO BC THERE ARE SO MANY 🔫🔫 a lot my family over there are their “secret” fans + some aston villa ones, def arsenal too but they know they can’t win 😭😭 liverpool fell off,, van dijk salah fabinho carry it,, nunez is….I THINK U ALREADY KNOW DBDB i used to be very big man utd fan esp during ronaldo era but then man cITYYYY LMFAOOO 😭😭😭 if he’s the new rm coach, u best believe im his no7 🔫
What was going through my head the first time I met Hwa... first of all "keep the eye contact" second of all "I hope my hand isn't too sweaty" third of all "what a beautiful man" ksjsbsnsjshahsjsjs. But how did this person survive??? A few people I know saw him there too...
NOOO BC THE HAND SWEATY ONE ID BE TERRIFIED TO SHAKE HANDS, this video is the closest we can get to pretending he’s a ambassador for a brand and is meeting w the celebs back stage 🫡 that fan is stronger than the navy, id be passing out,, speaking of fans…
Even though I hate SM and a lot of their recent music and decisions, Hybe is so evil for trying to monopolise shit, first Vlive, now this?! I really hope to catch a sight of Kai, maybe Baek or Shinee 😭 we'll see how it goes. /// Heechul had a bingo card and made sure not to miss anyone, he pissed everyone on every political spectrum, kinda a talent ngl
omg aren’t they trying to merge bbl and weverse now apparently??? 😭😭😭 THIS IS ABSOLUTE BS 😭😭 i feel like it’s going to influence sm’s music but maybe give them all more promos,,, chris lee keeps digging his fucking grave even more it’s ridiculous,,, kai my lord and saviour pls save sm,,, not aespa mocking him too,, his downfall began when he posted about lookas wAIT do u realize this happened all after that picture 😭😭
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yeaah heechul 📉📉📉 LMFAOOO UR RIGHT A TALENT not him saying trained were told to speak about him when they debut 😭😭
I didn't get that close to Tamino and had to leave immediately afterwards, but my friend saw him in an art gallery and took photos ❤ Seonghwa cover Tamino challenge, come on Maddox introduce him 🤲🏻 also he's coming to Canada, sadly no Vancouver :(
AWWWW,, i keep watching his interviews and he’s so soft spoken, so intellectual! and finding him at an art gallery??? man written by a women actually <3 SEONGHWA X TAMINO WHEN WHYS HE GOING TO THAT RACIST TOWN 😭😭😭😭😭😭 FUCK OFF WHO WHEN GOES THERE FOR CONCERTS WHAT THE HELL 😭😭😭🔫
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Yes the choice of songs for Rihanna's performance was really good, I command her for doing it while pregnant, though I think I expected something else. I saw a tweet that said "ASAP Rocky's wife Rihanna did so well during Super Bowl" HUH?! I didn't even know much about him until he collabed with Lana(?) don't say shit like that. Rihanna live was fine, but I think my expectations were higher, she's pretty charismatic, but idk something felt a bit off??? The tickets were really expensive and the concert didn't leave me 100% satisfied, but I like her music, she's a hit maker so I think it makes up to it
i really wish she performed pon de replay too wouldve been the cherry on top, but diamonds ending was 🤌🏻🤌🏻 with the flashlights and everything! FBSKDJ NO BC ASAPS ACTUALLY REALLY COOL not more than miss riri, praise the lord by him is actually fire <3 he’s rihanna’s husband not the other way around 🫡,,, huhhhhhh ive seen a few of her concert videos i think she has more fun to the music and doesn’t tend to follow the dance fbfbjc wait are her tickets beyonce expensive??? 😭😭😭😭 i got NO CHANCE TO SEE HER NOW COMEON 😭😭😭 SHE NEEDS TO GET PREGNANT WITH AN ALBUM
Once in a while people start questioning some fans and their minions come to their defence. Ofc some accusations are baseless, and I'm not gonna call everyone a stalker, but obsessed weirdo? Yeah ksjsjsjsjsahjaja. Aaaaanf I need to say this: fuck Berlin! They got Hwa at the pop up store, chased Jongho and camped outside their hotel. Also my "friend" saw them in Berlin twice and 4 times in total and I'm not having it. 🤡 I ignored all their messages lol (not just because they saw Atz, I'm just sick of them in general)
no yeah the way everyone kept coming to the defence and the fansite kind of emotionally manipulated their way around was talent <3 and jongho got CHASED 😭😭😭 4 TIMES??? oh anon u already know they saw them ‘accidentally’ KDBWKDBSKCKCK SICK OF THEM JFBSNDBDKC ✨BLOCKÉ ✨
And why am I seeing videos from the same people over and over again, sigh. Whenever I see some of their watermarks I 🔫🔫🔫 those crazy Korean stans especially
Bestie last night I ate so much kimbap, tteokbokki and dumplings I almost exploded and watched YOU until 6am. 💀 then I had to leave before 11am. Buuuut I took photos with Hwa in the Valenteez booth! (We looked cute ngl)
HOW WERE THEYYYYYY!!!!! omg did eat the tteokbokki with the soju combo, did it have spice bc why does some korean food not have it 😭😭😭 OH U WATCHED YOU?? the new season? is it any good? heard it got a little dumb 😭😭 AAAAA DID U GUYS GET THE PC’S AND ALL??? hope u have lots of fun!! be safe during the clubing 🔫
I'm sorry, mushroom head Hwa is really a challenge for me, he's lucky I love him enough, but 🙃 Yeosang's hair though 💞💞💞 /// Girlie is truly fearless /// Bodyguard and bodyguard at the club celebrating over 4 thousands notes
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LMFAOOO HEY 😭😭😭 ITS CUTE 😭😭
omg yeosang is becoming so fine with that long hair and the glasses pairing 🤌🏻🤌🏻 it is very vampire core
SHE REALLY IS FEARLESS THE WAY I GASPED WHEN I READ WHAT SHE SAID JCBSMDHDKC she a mbappe fan it seems i can change u yunjin look me in the eye, speaking of mbappe he just,, wouldn’t hurt to be a lil nice
PLS FBWMDJWK STOP IT THE BLACK HAIRED TRIGGERS SOMETHING TO ME 😭😭😭 ESP WITH THIS
Koreans love their endo... I- anyway let him eat his noodles!!! So fucking cute stop AND FOR WHAT 😳 /// And rip to marsverse, I'm so sad, I didn't care for Vlive, but Universe come back! I read Hwa's farewell messages, he's so dramatic and lovely 😭💞 what are we gonna do without it :((((
WHATS UP WITH THEM AND ENDOSCOPIES 😭😭😭😭 universe going down, then possibly mf going bbl, bbl and weverse trying to merge,,, we’re never getting SHIT 😭😭 atp they’re going to the youtube community section atp 😭😭
Pauseeeee what JP comeback lmao what did I miss, anyways fencing? And when I tell you I did a little bit of fencing as a child... I'm not ready for fencer Hwa. Real and then he says this and we're supposed to be normal??? - DV 💖
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EGWKGFE ANON U DID FENCING??????? 1. UR RICH, 2. HOW MANY SPORTS DID U PLAY ATP I LEARN NEW THINGS ABT U DAILY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 WHAT HAVE U NOT PLAYED,, no bc hwa in that blond and all black, giving very rich kid at those rich private academies core
IM SCREAMING DHGFLHQDGF
nowww..
???????? ITS ACTUALLY HAPPENING??/ AYOO?
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smoking cigarettes on the porch ∞ jj maybank x reader
summary ∞ written to the lyrics of If We Were Vampires, by Jason Isbell, this story tells of the tale of the reader, stricken with cancer of the heart, and how she and JJ realize she isn’t a vampire...
trigger warnings ∞ cancer, being sick, ummm vampires? sadness? oh and some light smut
word count ∞ 2600 roughly 
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It's not the long flowing dress that you're in
Or the light coming off of your skin
The fragile heart you protected for so long
Or the mercy in your sense of right and wrong
JJ leaned over the railing at Midsummer’s, watching to see if he could spot your body, the body he knew so well. Instead of your normal beach attire, a dress, sage green and silk, clung to the curves of your body as though it was tailored for you. 
He choked a breath in, cheeks flooding with color as he watched you dance with air underneath your feet. You twirled around people chatting and danced as though it was only you on the floor. A smile crept onto the dimples near his mouth as he stood, not being able to move. 
The last of the day’s sunlight faded against your skin, enveloping you, causing you to look like a god. Or at least someone divine, and it settled on your chest and your face as you swayed closer to him. 
He’d remembered when you told him you were sick. He’d remembered how he’d stared at you with a look that you couldn’t place. His mind was somewhere you didn’t want to know.
“So your heart is going to give out?” He’d whispered, holding his hands up to cup your cheekbones as you nodded solemnly. He’d held his fingers up, not bothering to wipe the tears off from under his eyes. 
 You both stood under the stars on the beach, wanting a moment of peace after one of their keggers. You looked beautiful, he thought, even with the breeze ruffling your hair and your feet covered in a thick layer of sand. 
“Can I?” His voice was slow and calm as he hovered his palms above the space of skin where your heart lay. You pressed your head against his collarbone and said a quiet yes. 
He lay his hand on top of the skin where your heart lay, beating quickly, and even quicker when he touched part of your breast. 
“Don’t be too sad, J. Its beating right now, right? Thats all we need.” You told him as his palm still lay on top of your breast, listening to the feeling of your heart rippling blood. 
“Nothing is right about this, y/n. You shouldn’t be the one with this problem.” He’d said, his other hand clutching your waist. 
“Then who else would you want to have it happen to? I’m lucky, J, I can pay for the chemo so I can survive a little while longer. I’m lucky my parents can feed me and I’m lucky about everything. I’m lucky you are here, baby.” 
“It's still terrible.” 
You chuckled lightly, “no shit sherlock, but I’m here, so lets enjoy each other for at least a little while longer.”
“This may come as a surprise, angel, but I love you.” JJ told you, the cold air pulling you two together like magnets. 
“What a surprise, JJ Maybank, that I love you too.” 
It's not your hands, searching slow in the dark
Or your nails leaving love's watermark
It's not the way you talk me off the roof
Your questions like directions to the truth
The bed was creaky as you lay against an array of pillows, your arms held out beside you as though you controlled the whole world. JJ moved slowly as he entered you, your pussy tight around his thick cock as you stayed quiet. 
The lights were off in his room at the Chateau, and you could feel his warmth spiral around you as you breathed heavily. 
The pleasure pooled around your mind and through your torso as you leaned forward and found his face, pulling his face in for a kiss, connecting your bodies in two places. JJ’s hands found your chest, and he held his right thumb over the skin of your heart, whilst your own found his face as your fingernails tore into his skin, the ecstasy rolling through your body to your fingertips. 
The previous day you’d seen JJ standing on the roof of the Cameron’s, deciding whether or not to break into Rafe’s room. You’d seen him while by walking by, your crutches making sharp noises on the cement as you tried to run. 
“Stop, J! Come on, please!” You shouted, and he’d seen you on the ground, crying, crutches littered around your crumpled body. 
His face filled with surprise as worry fell through his mind, and he tore down the roof the way he’d come up, and soon was on the ground next to you, holding your body. 
“Why in the world were you up there JJ!” You’d screamed at him, voice rough and tattered. His heart panged and he wondered how fast you were declining. You’d only gotten crutches last week after your legs started to stop working. 
“I-I was angry, y/n, and I wanted Rafe to pay.” 
“What in the fuck are you angry about, J?” You’d wondered, wiping the tears away from your cheeks as you stared toward him, his hands resting neatly on your arms. 
“You! I’m angry that you’re sick and I can’t do anything about it!” He’d spat at the ground, staring up towards where Rafe’s room lay. Your heart, or whatever was left of it, dropped, and you took a staggered breath. 
“Stop, JJ. Stop blaming yourself. It's no one's fault, J, okay? I love you so much that my hands shake and my head spins, and I’m not ever going to really leave you, okay baby? Don’t be angry about something that's already been decided.” 
It's knowing that this can't go on forever
Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone
Maybe we'll get forty years together
But one day I'll be gone or one day you'll be gone
You sat on the side of the dock at John B’s, your toes circling the water as you closed your eyes and leaned back on your arms. It was obvious to JJ how you were weakening, and he’d seen your once strong arms become lean, your figure dwindle as you lost weight. Your face becoming ashier by the day. 
JJ sat with John B and Pope on the hammock, his eyes trained to watch your body incase something bad happened. 
“How long do you think she’s got,” Pope said, turning and following JJ’s gaze. 
He shrugged, his face wrinkled with distraught. “She never says. It could be forty years from now or tomorrow.” 
John B took in a breath, turning to touch JJ’s hand in a form of sympathy. “But she’ll be with you until the day you die, and let me tell you, dude, no one will forget either one of you. You’ll live on forever.”
“People say that, JB, but her body will be in the ground, or mine will, and then you can’t touch each other and its not really like they are there! I just want to hold her forever.”
Pope shook his head, “if you know y/n, then you know she won’t let you hold her forever. She’ll need to get up and move at some point, JJ.”
“And, JJ, I’ve had time to think about this. My dad is dead, yeah, but he is engraved in my memory. He won’t ever really pass away if he’s in my soul.”
“Then for fucks sake, she’s so ingrained in my soul I will never be able to forget her.” 
If we were vampires and death was a joke
We'd go out on the sidewalk and smoke
And laugh at all the lovers and their plans
I wouldn't feel the need to hold your hand
JJ remembered the first time him and you smoked. It was funny actually, because you’d started smoking before JJ, and when you quit, he’d just started. He’d watched you bring the joint to your lips and fill your body with fake happiness, and he’d smiled. He imagined his lips against your own, and his lips on the joint you were holding. He’d imagined you and himself sitting on a grand porch, maybe it was yours, maybe it was his, maybe it was both of yours, and he’d imagined you smoking cigarettes instead of weed. 
Now that seemed like a fantasy, and back then it had been something that could have happened. 
He watched as you coughed from the smoke he’d breathed out as you both sat on the HMS Pogue, your friends sitting around you. They’d all gone pale, and turned to watch you, JJ holding your back as coughs racked your body. He’d touched your fingers and cringed at their cold feeling. Your heart could barely get the blood to your fingertips anymore. 
“Stop worrying,” you’d spoken quickly after you stopped coughing. “If I was a fucking vampire you wouldn’t be scared of a little cough.”
“None of us are vampires, y/n.” Kiara had said, touching your hands and shivering from the feeling. 
“But just imagine if we were, Kie. Death would be a fucking joke, right.” You giggled softly, leaning back to lay fully out on the boat. Your body was covered with a thick sweatshirt. You got cold easy, and you didn’t want your friends to see your skin and bones figure. 
“What would you do first, if we were vampires?” Pope asked, holding a fishing pole in his hand as he sat down lightly on the side of the boat. 
“I’d go on a long run and swim as far as I could into the ocean and watch the sunset and not wonder if it was my last.” You told your friends, who looked concerned. 
“I’d stay here, on this boat until the day the earth dies, hanging out with you guys.” John B held Sarah under his arm, and stared at her, pecking her with a kiss. 
Pope looked out to the ocean. “I’d go to school, and I’d try to solve all the worlds problems.”
“I’d help you, Pope. I’d get all this fucking plastic out of the ocean and save the planet and help everyone out. I’d try to save us all.” Kiara ran her fingers along the edge of the boat, ignoring the eyes on her as she gave a small smile. 
“I’d try to forgive everyone.” Sarah told the group, and you’d nodded. 
“So fuck guys, I’m surprised no one has said ‘suck people’s blood’.” JJ rolled his eyes as every laughed. “But other then that,” he stared at you, taking in your beauty. “I’d sit on the porch and smoke and watch the sunrise with the person I love most in the world.”
Maybe time running out is a gift
I'll work hard 'til the end of my shift
And give you every second I can find
And hope it isn't me who's left behind
Fragile and small in energy, you lay on your bed at your parents house in Figure 8. Your mind stung and you wiggled your toes to try and keep them warm as you shivered under blankets. A book lay open in front of you, held up by JJ as you read out loud to him. 
You stopped suddenly, and motioned for him to close the book. He did so quickly. 
“Hey J, I’ve been thinking about something.” Your voice, once harmonic, was now raspy and thin. 
“What is it an-baby?”
“I don’t think I’m going to breath for much longer.” As soon as the words slipped from your sandpaper throat, JJ’s head started to shake. 
“No, no, no, no. No. You’re going to keep breathing, baby”
“Stop JJ. I’m not scared like I was a few months ago. I understand how far I’ve come, and I’ve lived so many beautiful scenes with you and I’m not afraid.”
“Your time isn’t running out, y/n. Your time will never run out.”
“Oh JJ. Time running out is a gift, can’t you see? I don’t want to suffer and be miserable like this anymore. I’ve worked hard, and my shift is almost over.” You told him, and he pulled your hair away from your face and kissed you. JJ tasted the medicines you’d been taking against your lips, and held back the burning tears that stung against his blue eyes. 
“Well, I’m going to be out until your shift is over, ange-baby. I’m going to be here until you’ve stopped working. I’ll be with you every fucking second I can find.” His forehead touched yours, and he noticed how hard your body worked for a single breath. Your eyes stayed closed often nowadays as you worked hard to keep moving air throughout your body and to your heart.  
He just wanted to see your pupils, and it occurred to him only then that he would be the only one smoking on the porch. And his heart was broken like yours was in that moment. 
It's knowing that this can't go on forever
Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone
Maybe we'll get forty years together
But one day I'll be gone or one day you'll be gone
Still in your bed, JJ lay next to you, his eyes on your chest, making sure you didn’t stop breathing. That was why it was a surprise when you did. He shrieked and called John B and the rest of the Pogues as he carried your body downstairs, dialing 911. 
“911, what is your -”
“My girlfriend isn’t breathing. She has cancer. Please just get a ambulance to her now!” Tears fell onto his shirt and he felt the dampness even as he sat with you, waiting for the ambulance, trying to give you CPR. 
The ambulance wouldn’t let JJ on with you, so he’d run the entire way to hospital, adrenaline circling his veins even as he sat in your hospital room an hour later, watching as you took shallow breaths, your face ashen and drained of color. Your hands had no warmth as he clutched them. The Pogues talked in shallow voices behind him, but he couldn’t hear. He could only hear the machine counting your heartbeats, and your breathing. 
You’d asked him why he stopped calling you angel, that night after you’d told him you were near to death. 
JJ looked away, “you aren’t dead, y/n. You aren’t an angel until you die, and I don’t want to double cross you.”
“Oh silly boy. You know you can’t double cross me now, right?”
“I know. I just don’t want to realize it yet, my angel.”
And now his angel lay with her wings unfolding underneath her body on the hospital bed. And he knew your shift was almost over.
Forty years my ass. 
It's knowing that this can't go on forever
Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone
Maybe we'll get forty years together
But one day I'll be gone or one day you'll be gone
You opened your eyes one more time before you’d passed away that night, and only to glance around the room, and then stare at JJ, before mouthing the words, “If I was a vampire.”
“I’d never let you out of my touch to smoke a fucking cigarette.” He’d mouthed back, and your eyes already began to close. 
Before you’d died, he’d told you about how your medicine tasted when he kissed you. 
“It tastes like blood, doesn’t it? That's what I think.”
“It tastes like blood, but blood saves lives, right?”
“Not mine, J. Not mine.”
I knew this couldn’t go on forever. And now I’m the one alone, screw fucking forty years together, you were gone, and I was left on this world as a vampire, sucking blood from the mouths of people, just as I pretend its the blood in yours.
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wow that was a journey. i just want to point out this is not part of my new series, Oops, this is a stand alone fic. anywho, i hope you like this. jason isbell is a phenomenal lyricist and this song is very under appreciated. love ya’ll,
a & c 
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