anthony post a selfie i miss you
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late Carlo and Moretti (during vinci-moretti war) are like Luca and Clemente to me. Moretti will never raise his hand on Carlo but! will he drive him into guilt in ways that are not direct? insult him in passing? convince Carlo that he's doing everything wrong, when in fact it's the opposite? of course
such a painful kick to Carlo's ego, it's unfair, he doesn't deserve it. and it's not a father-son relationship, it's a professional relationship and he can't say anything back & defense himself in any way
maybe Moretti's more favorable to Eddie in this period because he's more blindly loyal and Carlo feels he's about to explode
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i want to see them so hard rn i low-key maybe wish i could kiss them
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Feeling so depressed lately but not kms depressed yet just I don’t want to do anything ever. I draw or write bc it keeps me distracted but really all I want is time to pass so I can be tired and go to sleep. I just don’t have any interest in anything atm and like it’s fine it will go away but it sux while it’s happening.. I’ve also been so bad with replying to people erm even my bff so I’m sorry if ur one of them . I’m just going kind of crazy because of a lot of things going on. I’m also very lonely and I don’t see my friends anymore at all. I think the last time I saw my friends from school was literally graduation in June or whatever. And then my bff in September. I like to pretend it’s fine bc I’m best friends w my siblings anyway but it still hurts and I feel like the biggest loser on earth bc of it. I’ve decided I’m not starting school this semester and instead just waiting until fall again so I really need to get involved in something social because I CANNOT wait that long. I’m so anxious about everything so I don’t do that which makes me, again, feel like a huge loser. Every bad thing feels like the worst pain I’ve ever felt but it’s literally normal stuff going on and I’ve been thru way way worse… but ugh. I’m so lonely I don’t think everything else would be half as bad if I wasn’t so lonely. I practically lived at my friends house and my school throughout HS and it’s so weird now to just. Not see anyone literally ever besides like. My sisters’ friends. :( I know eventually my life will move on and I won’t have these problems anymore but it hurts while it’s happening you know. Idk. I just feel like a loser a failure etc. and well it’s not like I’m not those things right now. Someday it will change probably. But I have to make it change. And that’s what’s wrong I guess. Does any of that even make sense
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