#it's hard to keep focus

[hajihiko]

Nice night 🌘

#fuyuhiko kuzuryu #hajime hinata #kazuichi souda #akane owari #sonia nevermind #sdr2 #super danganronpa 2 #danganronpa 2 #danganronpa #an art #Me drawing this at 8 in the morning: #I was drawing this after working on the fic a bit. I'm struggling....but trying.... !!!!!!! #Please for the love of God don't focus on the hand size changing. You think u can keep track of that??? #Edit: the final chapter is almost done. I drew this as a comfort before All That lol so. Enjoy #Me after writing: ...... and then it was all a bad dream the end :) #Vi if you see this. I'm waving. Tysm for your hard work

[youngpettyqueen]

Julian and Keiko headcanons because Keiko gets sidelined so much and deserves the world and I wish we got to see them interact more

when they get stumped on their respective projects, they'll do late night work sessions together and bounce their research off each other to see if the other can help them figure out where the problem is. they'll do this in person when theyre both on the station, but also over call if one of them is away, and after the O'Briens move back to Earth

they edit each other's papers (Keiko marvels at Julian's ability to spell out complex chemical compounds with his eyes closed, and somehow use 'their' instead of 'there') (in his defense he wrote that bit at 4 in the morning after going 2 straight days without sleep) (she threatens to sedate him)

Julian sometimes brings back plants from planets they explore in the Gamma Quadrant and gives them to Keiko. sometimes he does it because the plant has medicinal properties and the two of them can do a joint research project, but most of the time he does it just to give her a nice gift

when Miles goes away for particularly dangerous missions, Julian will keep Keiko company and help keep her mind off of it. sometimes she has trouble sleeping because shes so worried, so he'll hang around and start rambling on about whatever he's currently working on until she falls asleep. he jokes he's boring her to sleep, but it actually means a lot to her

they have a weekly tea date. this is their prime gossip time. sometimes Jadzia is invited

when Keiko's mad at Miles she'll rant to Julian about it. Julian learned very quickly that this is not a time where advice is wanted, so he sits back and lets her get it all off her chest, because she really just wants someone to listen and let her blow off some steam

Julian makes a concentrated effort to learn more about plant husbandry and care after the incident where he accidentally killed some of Keiko's prized plants because he actually does feel very bad about it

Julian hovered over Keiko nearly as bad as Miles did when she was pregnant with Kirayoshi (and then he hovered over her even more after the pregnancy transfer, and he wouldnt tell anybody why, but Keiko knew it was because nearly losing her shook him up pretty bad)

when Julian gets outed for being augmented, Keiko goes to him and gives him the tightest, warmest hug he's ever gotten in his entire life

Julian gets invited to girls nights with Keiko and Molly (steady surgeon's hands make him the best one to paint nails) (he pretends to complain but he loves it)

anytime Julian has to go away for a scientific conference of any kind, if he gets to bring someone with him, his first choice is always Keiko

in short: theyre besties they told me so themselves <3

#star trek: ds9 #julian bashir #keiko o'brien #seriously theyre both scientists you can do so much with JUST that #you cant tell me they havent helped each other reach breakthroughs in their research #Keiko brings Julian a couple plants that can be used to help make a vaccine because she read his research and recognized what he needed #Julian gets so excited he picks Keiko up and spins her around and calls her a genius and kisses her on the cheek #another time Julian is reading through Keiko's research on an endangered tree shes trying to keep alive and struggling #and he realizes he can synthesize something in his lab that will help #and Keiko hugs him so hard she nearly takes him to the floor #I know in my heart theyre besties #well. im an O'Brien polycule truther but I wanted to focus on Keiko #because Keiko doesnt get enough love

[abtheb]

Haven't flexed for the internet in a while.

#me #i dont really like my new gym but i guess i dont really have a choice and its only for the next 8 months #i have to be considerate about balancing gym and art/school so i dont end up overexerting and injuring myself #ngl i was fantasizing about bulking up again to recover the 20ish lbs ive lost this year from injury and burnout #but i think its for the best to keep things where they are so i dont push myself too hard and hurt my joints again #i need to focus on art/school more than anything else since my life and future depend on it and i cant afford to fuck it up

[soreddieforit]

Regulus black sopping wet pussy

listen. i think james could probably write soliloquies about being in between regulus' thighs. how it gets him drunk, the taste. the feeling of drooling into reg's cunt, spit mixing with slick and smearing on his cheeks, down his chin so, so sweet that he cant help but groan a guttural, "god, i love you," with his face buried there.

he loves it when his glasses get foggy with the effort—thats when he knows he's doing real well. when beads of sweat start to form on his brow from the heat of regulus' thighs. when droplets run down his neck from the exertion of fucking his fingers in and out, in rhythm with his tongue, throwing an arm across regulus' legs to open him up and stop him from squirming. when his breathing gets all labored, too focused on gulping regulus down to care about intaking air properly. mouth open, tongue laving ceaselessly at regulus' clit just to see how long he can keep him sobbing—thats when he knows its good.

and when regulus breaks another pair of his glasses from the force of his thighs squeezing around james' head, well, he's the furthest thing from annoyed. james wears it like a badge of honor actually, thinks he'd be happy to replace his glasses a million times over if only for one more moment between regulus' thighs.

#im trying so hard to focus on writing my personal statement draft but these asks are making it almost impossible (keep sending them) #jegulus #regulus black #james potter #mail

[ruanbaijie]

再晚就来不及把你忘记，这荒凉的世界即将没有你 逃不出注定分离的游戏，这荒唐的命运只有你愿意 陪我，等一场雪，等繁星满天，让这一刹那间，抵过一万光年 你在另一边快要消失不见，请别再倒数时间，我怕我会不顾一切 I will never let you go, 想回到世界的尽头 you will be always in my eyes, 直到模糊了黑夜白昼

a little later and I won't be in time to forget you, you will soon be gone from this desolate world unable to escape from this game where we're destined to be separated, in this absurd fate you are the only one who is willing to accompany me to wait for the snow, to wait for the star-filled sky, to let this fleeting moment surpass thousands of light years on the other side, you are about to disappear, please don't rewind time again, for I'm afraid I will do anything regardless of the cost I will never let you go, wishing to return to the end of the world you will always be in my eyes, until day and night are blurred

THE SPIREALM 致命游戏 (2024) 1.77 adapted from the danmei novel Kaleidoscope of Death 死亡万花筒 by Xi Zi Xu 西子绪

#userdramas #asiandramanet #cdramaedit #cdramasource #致命游戏 #死亡万花筒 #the spirealm #thespirealmedit #kodedit #kaleidoscope of death #asianlgbtqdramas #danmeiedit #danmei #*gifs #xia zhiguang #huang junjie #userinahochi #userkimchi #tuserjade #seamayweed #that scene where their hands miss each other and their reactions to that #i was already so gone #and then came that one long focus on rnz #his EMOTIONS #from fake smiling and pretending it's okay #to his facade literally CRUMBLING #still trying to keep a smile on his face but you can see it trembling and the tears welling up #and then he finally breaks down-- #and all throughout the scene with that sad insert song playing #with the lyrics describing them so perfectly and hitting so HARD

[ctl-yuejie]

"It will just end how it started"

#only friends the series #only friends #ofts #neo trai #mark pakin #i am living for them #glad nick found out in ep 3 and we have now a bunch of episodes of them just making everything worse for each other #nick really worked so hard on keeping boston i want to hug him #his proud smile after jerking boston off ;A; #and he tries to voice when he is uncomfortable and at the same time already realizes that boston is very much not on the same page #and my boy is already escelating listening in on the car sex #possible intended the bug for other reasons but baby - do not put yourself through hearing the whole thing in stereo....you could already #see them from the outside #have to had it to boston: he really nearly doesn't care at all about getting seen #p'jojo getting in his tweet <3 #it is very telling that nick clearly knows who boston is but in his mind their encounters are just a tad more romantic with a focus on the #kissing they are doing and not so much the sex itself #fyi: i saved these gif files under the ship name 'tonnic'

[absolutely-not-my-main-blog]

Way too enamoured with the tiny macden I drew for the background of one of my Valentine's zine pieces to not post a lil sneak peak snapshot of them on their own <3

#macdennis #dennis reynolds #mac mcdonald #iasip #iasip fanart #iasip art #it's always sunny in philadelphia #always sunny #sunnyblr #my art. #anmmbposts #macden #digital fanart #fanart #art #it took forever to get good lineart of my initial sketch because my sketches are chaotic scribbles but good scribbles #and i rarely do cartoonish art so keeping the personality of the sketch is hard but i did it i got em finally #they're so silly they're so cute #i'm kinda sad they're not the main focus of this piece lmao #throwing in the queue for like 6am because i'm always disheartened by how little people like my art and post times are bs

[dailyriolu]

A silly guide on how I draw normal Riolu vs My sona

#Riolu #Doodle #The Mod #Do not use my sona thanks #Just wanted to give a silly doodle while I ramble #I admittedly made the last few daily pieces as basically a progression of my eyes for the last ~1.5 years #Keeping up with everything became harder because of my eyes #I only talked about this briefly on my main twitter #I was diagnosed with keratoconus #My eyes got worse over time #so I was squinting constantly and would get headaches trying to focus my eyes to draw or play half the games I did #it sucked. I slept a lot to get rid of pain and I felt like I couldnt do my normal work so it kept piling #I had surgery + got RGP Contacts to help me see normally this year tho! #So I can finally get my shit together and have been slowly trying to get everything going/sorted #Just to like... explain where I disappeared to #Ofc Its hard to do anything art or reading without my contacts in #tbh i didnt even know until December lol so it went for awhile and thought my prescription went from good to shit #so i took a minor break from social media to keep where my eyes used online to mainly discord

[xskyll]

It was a critical hit. (Why yes, I do play Kingdom Hearts.)

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#skylldraws #tododeku #my hope for this comic is that when i finally get to the end people can look back at the first page and be impressed #like wow homegirl really learned how to draw #i promised myself when i started that i wouldn’t shade anything #because i wanted to focus on getting better at actually drawing and doing linework. #yet here i am #it is admittedly very lazy shading #although this page was slightly less lazy than usual #anyway I’m trying hard! #I really appreciate all the notes but especially the nice tags and comments I’ve gotten #it makes it easier to keep trying my best #so thank you!! #tddk #tdiz #todoizu #tddk fanart #todoroki x midoriya #todoroki x deku #shouto x izuku #izushou #bnha #tddk au #tododeku au #quirkless deku #bnha comic #tododeku fantasy au #bnha fantasy au

[reireichu]

This is a man who lost focus and had a consensual workplace relationship. Twice.

#interview with the vampire amc #daniel molloy #oh danny danny danny what do we do about you Danny #when are they going to rail the old man #honestly i have never been so invested in a geriatric white man’s love life until now #also he’s just going to keep losing focus #sorry I couldn’t finish writing my book the vampires were doing me too hard

[alpacacare-archive]

If i think about noelle deltarune too hard i just crumple and die a little. I just want to give her her sister back and never replay the game again

#noelle holiday #noelle deltarune #deltarune #noelle you live with uncertain grief. you grieve with a distracting hope that keeps eating at you and telling you she is out there. #that she is looking for you too. that she cares and is searching and didn't give up and is walking and talking and breathing #and laughing the same laugh at the same jokes you never fully got #but then something happens. someone was loud or the wind got strong or someone called your name while you lost yourself staring at the open #freezer in the grocery store. and you come back to reality. where she is gone and has been for years. where no one has heard anything from #her in years and everyone that happened to was found dead. but someone called your name. so you turn around and laugh asking them if they #needed something. because its fine. its been years and it doesn't affect you as much as it did when you were a kid. #thats what you tell everyone #you two say goodbye and you go back to your head. its hard to focus. its hard to grieve when you have hope. #its hard to accept an answer that never was

[cadaverousdecay]

i’m so overwhelmed by things that shouldn’t be overwhelming...

#among them‚ i’ve fallen behind on drscula dauly for the first time this year and it’s stressing me out cuz i really really wanted to keep up #this year that was the one goal i had for the year is keep up with it. last year i fell way behind when my brother died and it was so hard #catching up and the entry on the 30th was a little longer than they’ve been recently and i’ve been busy and also slipping back into depressi #on real bad and i’m just not in the mood for it and i feel like it’s just gonna snowball #and this is such a non issue. it’s a book. that i’ve read before. but still it’s just stressing me out. among other things #like library books that are overdue and i haven’t finished or journal entries i want to write or a letter i’ve been wanting so badly to writ #e and a short story idea that i wanted to write down but is escaping me and fucking. tumblr notifications #these are non issues!!! but it feels like there’s a timer for the world to end again all the same. #ugh #and i should be able to focus on one thing and get it done! these things shouldn’t be hard! they’re even meant to be enjoyable! but i can’t #get myself to do anything lately #and on top of all that i’m not able to fall asleep even with my sleep meds. #what even ever‚‚‚ #anyway sorry for the rant i’m basically fine

[cherryysundae]

You think I'm weak, don't you?

#i am very against the idea that the way wwx reacts to certain situations is because he chooses to ignore his pain and focus on others #i think while he does do that he is also somebody who is very optimistic #he chooses to not dwell on painful things and instead move forward #of course he hides his pain from others i know he does that but i think reducing him to just that feels wrong #he just knows he has to keep going and he chooses to do it with optimism and hopefulness #biggest example is him saying jc losing his core was the end of him but him losing it would be ok because he would find a way to live w it #in the book him losing control and being so shocked hits me so hard because he never gave up he just couldnt control it anymore #and i think even in the show him breaking down is heartbreaking because that is something he always chooses not to do #but when jyl dies that's it for him #i love him very much #this gifset changed so much while i was making it i hope it's good #wei wuxian #the untamed #the untamed edit #cql #cql edit #my gifs

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Ièm jsut a little kitty, I domèt know how 2 spell.....

#ask #non mdzs #Before anyone gets incensed at these anons: Its Fully On Me #I tend to make these with tight deadlines so my proofreading is very minimal.... #shout out to that time I noticed i misspelt 'laughed' and then proceeded to edit it...into another misspelling..... #Spelling is NOT my strong suit! Je suis un cancre! #C'est le chapeau que je dois porter! #I focus more on the blocking of the text than I do the spelling...I promise i am trying so hard B*( #I genuinely appreciate ppl pointing the errors out (esp early) so I can get a chance to fix them. This is another FAQ bullet point after al #(In that I am not good at spelling and am thankful for people helping me out) #I also want everyone to keep this in the back of their minds when I start posting doodles as replies to all the very nice comments #there is a balance u_u My ego is kept in check every day #Shout out to all the poorly spelled tumblr users out there. We can wear our little hats together

[alrunaaa]

trying to talk about how my coworker teases me at work when I sneeze…. while sneezing. my ass kept getting side tracked by the sneezing! who would have thought! also fun fact: when writing a birthday post about me for social media, my job described me as ‘the absolute best tiny sneezer’ 💀💀💀

cw: talking, sneezing, swearing, and nose blowing

minors and non-kink blogs dni

#LIKE DOG WHAT NORMAL PERSON CHOOSES TO TALK ABOUT MY SNEEZING PUBLICLY TO HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE LIKE THATTTT 💀💀💀💀 #also #let’s not forget the time my boss suggested we keep tally of how many times I sneeze at work #snzblr #snz #snz kink #sneeze audio #sneeze kink #snz audio #snz fucker #snz wav #sneeze fucker #sneeze wav #anyways I struggle so hard to actually talk fully like this this shit truly takes focus LMAO

[sergle]

s3 of witcher is so bad but i DO black out during every scene with mahesh jadu in it so at least it can do that for me

#i stopped watching bc i just couldn't do it anymore but i do still have a sickness looking at that motherfucker #sergle.txt #NO disrespect to our boy henry of course but ppl focus too much on him as eye candy in this show. when mahesh is there #looking. fucking. crazy. #granted s2 had problems but i was still like. i was prepared to keep vibing #in particular it just wasn't as tight and the special effects were just Worse #and the girl who plays siri was Acting Too Hard and it got a little distracting. like i could feel her acting #but she's older now so it makes sense that she would want to try and like... show her acting chops #anyway yeah. that man. that fucking man #please don't be mad at me if you liked s3 btw i promise that it does not matter.. #they DID fix geralt's contacts in s3. but I liked his neelix eyes tbh