#it’s too hot to be outside rn

[vmpenvi]

casual coord using a skirt + headdress i made

#way too hot outside to wear rn tho #ive had more motivation to sew than draw rn #lolita fashion #egl fashion #gothic lolita #old school lolita #mine

[cemeterything]

the flu refuses to leave my body so i guess it's time to sink 9 hours into rewatching marble hornets with all the lights off and the curtains closed and an ice pack held to my head

#🐉 #really feeling that post thats like 'me looking at my screen while im ill: OUCH my brain... OUCH my brain...' rn #but i cant sleep anymore and its too cold to be outside for more than 5 minutes with a hot mug so thisll have to do

[haunted-xander]

It's fun to see how easier some things are as an experienced player rather than a newbie. I had SO much trouble with the snowboar king the first time I fought it, but here it's far less intimidating bc I actually know what I'm doing lol

#this is my alt in case that wasnt clear lol #i remember i beat it in co-op with my lil sib the first time and it was still hard #we kept swapping between whos going back to the heater just outside the area to make sure he doesnt disengage #like granted i was also lower ar & with low lvl unit the first time but still #(i also have better characters this time lol layla carries fr) #i did this while procrastinating on all the Big Quests btw. didnt feel like doing heavy story stuff so i explored dragonspine instead lol #anyway. playing from the beginning again has been fun! #especially bc it lets me use characters i dont have the time or energy to invest in on my main rn #like layla amd faruzan #(keqing & dehya too tho i dont have those on my main at all lol) #(also speaking of which) #(hot take: dehyas kit isnt nearly as bad as people say it is) #(sure its far from ideal but shes still perfectly usable) #(its fine shes fine even if her kits disappointing) #(anyway i should. stop probably.) #layla #keqing #bennett #dehya #genshin impact #xander rambles #video clip

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

the sun. is warm (affectionate).

#go sit outside babes (if it’s nice where you are) #i’m having the time of my life #it was super duper hot for so long but it’s really nice rn for me #but i forgot sunscreen at home so i’m electing to not care atm #some people still say that it’s too hot #but tbh i get cold so easily i love the warmth #it’ll be 70*F/21*C and i’ll be freezing #if i feel a breeze at 80*F/27*C i’m putting on a jacket #sitting outside in the sun is my favorite way to stay warm #and there are creatures! i love all of the little ants sitting with me and the skink that jumped on me #we get to chill in the grass and draw #i do not like the squirrels though #they’re campus squirrels and they are not afraid to approach/attack #one day they’ll kill someone and i’m not letting it be me #rn i’m drawing L’s fat ass #good thing to draw in public imo

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be #like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now #maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy #im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when #im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck #but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak #thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just #wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive #been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work #my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes #and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over #the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and #talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place. #could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it #so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree #inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im #glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of #couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot #unrelated #its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment #and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i #dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it

[ringneckedpheasant]

things I desperately want but cannot afford/don’t have room for:

aforementioned drafting table & desk chair

canopy bed, ideally a four-poster

piano

floor-to-ceiling bookshelf

greenhouse/catio area

worm compost bin

heavy velvet curtains

new carpet :(

#that last one I’m hoping to do something about when victors family moves out #rn I have nowhere to put Any of my shit to get my floor redone #& the floor Under the carpet is apparently really fucked up so I’d Have to pay someone to do it #wonder if I could replace the floor in the closet with wood/laminate #also really want to repaint my room again #bored + blue & green would probably be more relaxing than dark red + paint is coming off on the outside-facing wall #for no apparent reason besides maybe it gets too hot in the summer?? idk I primed that wall twice #marc.txt

[bluebells-and-tea]

#natural look #alton towers #selfie #my pics #idk what it is #feelin cute #felt pretty #selfiie #ahhh #im dyin rn #too hot outside #literally its a heatwave #cute

[nezzling]

Anyway so there's this guy I was talking to in my city who was trying to hit me up as friends with benefits right, and I'm not against the idea if its a dependable friend. But he said that he couldn't ever have me over at his because he still lives with his ex and doesn't want to upset her omfg but he has the audacity to think he could just invite himself to my house, which is my SONS house. Like yeah let's not upset my ex of 5 years who I'm still pining after and keep accidentally calling my partner still, but yeah I can just go to your sons home and make myself comfy as friends with benefits because that's what I need to heal from my ex that I still live with. Fuck OFF where are these men finding the audacity?? I'm thiiiis close to just closing all my dms again cause what is thaaaaat ahaha pathetic little boy

#seriously im this close to just going on a rant to our mutual friend about that behaviour lol #get her to do a check in on him or something and be like hey bud this is not how we treat women #or people we have followed online for 3 years???? like he dmed me 3 years ago and i only replied to his recent one the other week lol #see no thats what i get for giving someone a chance based on having a mutual friend that i adore #im just gonna stop replying i stg i cant ill just stream and you guys can talk to me there and hit on me here #but naw no more irl attempts from my dms bc thats cursed #thats like the only way to meet people thoooooooo ugh online or apps cause the outside world is too scary and hot to traverse rn #anyway a big fuck you to cody everyone #lil rambles

[girlwithfish]

should i go swimmjng today tehe

#my apt complex has a pool in the main building i just never have gone #its inside too thankfully bc it is soooo hot outside rn lol

[bringmefoxgloves]

sometimes i seriously think about getting a wheelchair. and a shower seat.

#wes babbles #even though the home i’m in rn is not set up for any sort of wheelchair accessibility #but rn i’m exhausted just sitting up #let alone trying to walk anywhere #also this thought might be brought on by the fact every single one of my joints hurt #from my neck down to my toes #i think it’s because my body is reacting with inflammation because i’ve been bit by mosquitoes over the past two evenings #when i go outside to stumble around as i’m watering the garden #but i can’t do it any time other than the evening hours because it’s too hot outside #so i’m anticipating getting bit more over the coming weeks #it’s gonna be hell for my body

[tariah23]

Finally got the air conditioner in my room to work orz

#yes…. #when I first transitioned from the big room in the house to the smaller room the air conditioner was just not working at all for some reason #but it just turned on so whaaa #the air conditioner in the big room is old as hell and was put in here by the landlord and it barely does Anything anyway so #moms rooms is always the coldest her air conditioner is more new and the living room gets cold fast despite the air conditioner in there #being kind of old #I don’t have a point man I’m just glad we have multiple air conditioners because Chicago weather is atrocious #rambling #it’s too hot to go outside I have to run errands but I just can’t go out there #I’m glad I’m not working rn I’d be in such bad shape running around in these heat man

[cinna-bunnie]

when will we as a society be free from the death grip Sriracha has on restaurants when you want your food spicy.

bestie u used all these flavorful spices and sauces and you're overpowering all of them by just drowning it in Sriracha, i can barely taste anything else.

#this didn't happen rn im having a breakfast burrito n squeezing A BIT at a time #and like. in controlled amounts it's good bc there's Balance. yeah i can taste the Sriracha but i can taste everything else too. #but the last thing I got was a yakisoba dish but they DROWNED it in sriracha when i asked for it spicy and 😭 #which was unfortunate bc it felt like a pound or a few of food and I couldn't eat more than a few bites 😔 #like when iii make my food spicy i use actual spices or make the sauce/salsa etc. u can taste it all and it's v flavorful n hot. #kinda wanna make more chilli oil again 🤤 always vaguely craving peppercorn #i feel like my list of bottled hot sauce i fw is small tho. red rooster/Louisiana. tapatío. tobasco chipotle. and uh. #that's it (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) I'll use some Valentina too if there's nothing else but yeah. #i have a high tolerance so none of these are hot and just taste very vinegary or tomato-y to me (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) #i don't mind tomato but i do Not like vinegar outside of very specific dishes

[palanaeum]

Being heat intolerant in July in a desert is so fucking insane this shit sucks so much. I can't go outside even just to get to my car (uncovered parking, if you live in a desert you know) and drive somewhere until 6pm at the earliest or else my muscle weakness and nerve pain skyrockets as well as my gastritis and IBS. Once I get home from being outside I pass out for hours no matter how much sleep I've had. Not even mentioning how the heat and sunlight are a huge trigger for my migraines.

I don't really see heat intolerance being talked about that much in terms of disability, but having a heat-triggered disease while also taking two medications that make you heat intolerant while living in the desert in the middle of climate change has made me realize just how inaccessible living in hot temperatures can be for me

#not to mention i got seasonal affective disorder in both directions 😭 #i get depressed bc no sun in the winter and depressed bc too hot in the summer 💀 #there are early spring and late autumn days where i go outside and it's sunny but chilly and it feels like im on crack it feels so good #my ass is being beat by all this rn 💀 #did the dishes and now my stomach wants to tear itself apart and my legs are burning #UGH #op #disability

[daydadahlias]

how’s the weather today for you? it’s fuckin hotter than hades here so i have my AC cranked and i’m drinking iced tea while surfing the web😎 although my cat is screaming at the door bc he wants to go for a walk and i Will Not be doing that today,,, -👾

omg I’m ALSO drinking an iced tea!! cheers

#pigeon #👾 #it’s not too hot #it was super hot yesterday and I was at the ball field for 12 hours so #I do be burned #but I’m managing to wear a crochet cardigan rn #so not hot !! #warm maybe #with a breeze #chubby is much the same but we let him wander outside on his own #he likes to linger in the backyard #stare at the deer #we have two baby deer rn that have been making our backyard home #with mom ofc!! they aren’t abandoned

[ambersky0319]

I seriously hope I can get my room back within the next two days

I think I will literally have a breakdown if I don't

#I just. Need a break from everyone in my house #But i cant get that rn bc there may or may not be bedbugs in my bed #So i need to share a room w my sib #and i love them and our dog but my god am i so fucking tired #And stressed #And i really just want to be on my own for a bit #But theres nowhere in the house for that and its too hot to go outside and just #Ugh #amber's shit you can ignore #vent

[iattachtooeasilytocartoons]

studying outside rn and the birds are singing it's golden hour it is so fucking majestic I'm not even stressed anymore lol

#birds are like actually beautiful #got some mockingbirds #palm warblers #an osprey in the distance #parakeets #blue jays #and a tufted titmouse that lives in the area #i love them so much #and its not too hot and a breeze so I can wear my hoodie outside #i am so happy rn