#it’s lonely as fuck over here since ik I haven’t been very interactive recently but also either my posts just don’t show on the dash

[yueqqi-main]

Hey, mind doing a quick favor and stop scrolling please? Thanks.

Since I’m tired and also pissed off at a lot of things in general, namely ppl still expecting me to do the impossible and unsick myself like magic or apparently I’m faking disability but not enough to qualify for disability, and continuing to get mocked and verbally and psychologically abused at home but ig no one cares so

Just a less than subtle reminder that I have a Ko-fi and I just got $100 after really straining myself the last couple weeks since I’m not the only person to feed, family isn’t being very helpful on the mental health front and making things worse since at this point I don’t have much financial autonomy anymore else risking a much much worse outcome, and I can’t get out of here bc we’re in a fucking pandemic and I already drained away all of my savings in the first two months of being out of work. But, $100 only lasts maybe two weeks if I’m lucky and unfortunately unless I’m fending for only myself it’s definitely not gonna last very long.

Really, shares are very much appreciated and I’m tentatively testing the waters if I can start doing commissions now that my art has improved a lot, so if anyone also wanted to drop their opinions if they’re interested after checking out my most recent art @yueqqi or on my Instagram @/yueqqi that would also be appreciated. I feel ashamed asking for help like this again but it’s been really hard and I’m desperate.

#it’s lonely as fuck over here since ik I haven’t been very interactive recently but also either my posts just don’t show on the dash #or ppl are just scrolling past in which case I hate this site #but worth a shot again before I try to build up my base a bit more on insta and open comms or Smith #at this point I’ve been seriously considering just disappearing from Tumblr bc sure memes and performative activism is great and all #but it’s fucking draining esp seeing alll the extra bullshit not to mention my non-blood-related aunt’s family is suffering in myanmar still #under a fascist regime that recently overthrew the democratic gov and forces its ppl to live through what post war vietnam did #but it’s also not being covered bc fucking western politics and america and it hurts to see india and palestine also going through hell— #—but I HATE it seeing shit in passing to be never mentioned again like hello please at least check in once in awhile #anyhow whoo that was a rant but yeah I’m not doing so great over here either and I’d love it if more ppl bought masks from me #since the sales atm are infrequent enough that it’s not sustainable but wahoo the government fucked me and 22 million other ppl over #donations #charity #please help #signal boost