#it’s been a long ass day lmao

[mattodore]

you belong to me and i belong to you and so on

#river dipping #ts4 #ts4 edit #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #have been editing this so slowly throughout the day bc this vaccine shot has been kicking my ass 😔 #but looking at mattodore kissing for so long is no hardship trust me i’ve been having a blast #ummm what else do i wanna say here before i go back to watching catfish and downing acetaminophen……. #oh!!! #i got an ask yesterday night that i wanna reply to once my muscles stop hurting so bad 🚶 #so know that i’m gonna work on it! #just… 🧎 it will take me a bit #i’ve just been sitting here staring at a wall thinking abt it but my brain is nawttt functioning v well atm lmao #i have started replying but didn’t get very far before i was like. none of this is any good jdgshdhhdd #so. will start over when i bounce back! #…i also just realized it’s pretty late uhhh so if you see this then <3 a little kiss #i love posting things when ppl aren’t online apparently #i do it so often jfhsjfhfj oh well #for the mattodore fans out there here u go 💐👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

[arcanegifs]

#BRUHHHHHH I NEED ANOTHER TEASER I BEG YOU RIOT #ITS BEEN THREE YEARS I CANT WAIT TO USE NEW CONTENT FOR GIFS LMAO #personal tag #dont look at me im just here to complain about content drought lmao its really not good in fostering a healthy fandom ngl #because ppl will just hyperfixate and consume media for like a month and then the fandom goes poof right after lol #i miss all the people scrutinizing media every week i miss all the essays pumping out when content arrives #these days its just.... nothing lmao i only really still have arcane in my mind because of fanfiction and a lot of fics have been inactive #ik we're getting new stuff in a few months #and ik we're not in canceled shows hell but like #i really hope that if theres season 3 we're gonna get it a bit more regularly #i really miss it when content was like weekly or every 2 weeks because ppl and the fandom are wayyyy more active during those times #binge culture and netflix sort of changed it lol #i miss it when fandoms were huge!!! i miss it when it was so CHAOTIC lmaooooooooo #I MISS WAITING FOR LONG ASS HOURS WAITING FOR CONTENT TO RELEASE EVERY WEEK!!!! I MISS IT!!!! that was like what 12 years ago LOL #I KNOW arcane is special with their 3 year drought because it takes time to make arcane #but like..... idk man i miss content lmao #iirc they took too long to make s2 bc they have no idea if s1 would be even renewed #so i hope s3 will be a bit more regular now #anyways im gonna go bye bye

[avoiltaire]

wanshi/pgr - super old lightning/colours practice i did a month ago 😭

#this is like 2 months old #LOL i just never posted it #also im sorry for the long ass break ive been kinda just living my hols life lmao #long overdue for posts ik #APOLOGIES #but ive rererewatched into the spiderverse like 3 times now #n ill be seeing the sequel 2 days later overseas #bro its been so hard #ive been avoiding spoilers #but its really difficult #i havent even seen the trailer cus i wanna go into it like fresh n beta #also i just had a bbq im full as hell #lmfao gotta have to go jog like 5 timez to make up for this #pgr wanshi #pgr #punishing gray raven #my art #also i did this b4 i found like the crispiest render brush ever #so its a lil patchy tho i went over it woth the new brush #yo i cant even go onto any social media like i like 1 miles loml post n now i have barrages of spiderverse spoilers all over all my tls #god bless

[nautical-nasa]

Part 2 of the Trans Logan drabble…. Except this time with heavily implied Trans Oscar.

And when I say heavily implied I mean far more obvious than in the last drabble because this one deals with Logan’s anticipation before his top surgery and it’s more relevant. I may do a part 3 with the recovery period afterwards and Oscar taking care of him :)

But yeah I hope you guys enjoy!

🌊~~~~☀️

After the 2024 season, Logan had finally secured enough money and points to afford both his top surgery and another year in the Williams seat.

When he explained his plans to the team, being passionately backed up and supported by Benny, Alex, and even their golden boy George, they told him that they completely understood and he would be treated as any recovering driver would from surgery. Thankful, such force ended up being fairly unnecessary, and James chuckled at the American’s defense squad.

It was scheduled within the first week of winter break, that way he would have plenty of time to recover from the worst of it before he’d have to help get himself back in shape, but Williams assured him that if he needed a little more time that they would understand.

Oscar accompanied him to the surgeon’s office, answering any questions the American had about the procedure and providing priceless information based on his own personal experience with the surgery.

To say Logan was nervous was an understatement. He had seen Oscar just after the worst of his recovery period, catching a plane to Australia to visit the 16 year old since he still wasn’t in condition to travel.

He had obviously been weak, but he was also extremely restless, unable to really do much entertainment wise. When your entire life has been centered around the rush of driving fast cars, the idea of being bed bound made the American cringe.

Oscar had also told him about how he couldn’t even wash himself because moving his arms hurt too much. He had relied on his mother to care for him in those moments just like he had when he was much younger.

The thought made Logan nauseous. He didn’t have anyone to take care of him when he finally was able to go through with his own surgery. His family was really only supportive of his identity because it meant another boy in the family. But he could tell they thought less of him after coming out. He guessed he would just have to risk the pain and injury caring for himself despite the difficulties.

Hearing Oscar’s account of the time had definitely thrown some anxiety into Logan’s head about going through with the procedure. But he had eventually reasoned with himself that those few weeks and months of healing would never equate to what he had gone through dealing with the two lumps of fat on his chest for as long as he already had.

Thankfully the Australian was very patient and kind with talking with him, reassuring him every step of the way. When they had finally made their relationship official, he also told the American that he would be more than happy to help take care of him during the recovery period.

Which led to where they are now, with Logan trembling with anxiety as he’s waiting to be taken into the back of the surgeon’s office for his procedure. Oscar was holding his hand and rubbing circles into the back of it with his thumb. The Williams driver couldn’t control his rapidly bouncing leg, feeling that if he tried standing from the stiff chair they’d surely give out from underneath him.

They had discussed everything in great detail, which type of operation would be best, what he should do during the healing process, and a lot of other important information. It was decided that Logan would have a double incision due to his chest size, unlike Oscar who had gotten a keyhole one for his surgery.

At first, the American was upset about the fact that he would have noticeable scars on his chest, unlike his boyfriend who could strut around shirtless and no one would bat an eye at his identity. But after Oscar sat him down and told him it doesn’t make him any less of a guy for the scars on his chest, Logan realized he would be overjoyed to show off those scars.

They would serve as a medal of victory in his battle. Be a giant fuck you to his family for their opinion on him. Be a constant reminder of the American’s achievements. He wouldn’t feel disgusted or dysphoric anymore when looking at himself in a mirror when he saw those scars, instead he would feel proud.

After a few tense moments, the assistant finally came in to retrieve Logan. With a nervous parting hug with his boyfriend, the older man walked over to the nurse with false confidence, knowing that the moment he left this building he would finally be separated from the parasitic mounds on his chest that were the source of so much anguish in his life.

The moment he left this building he would be happier with his body.

#sorry for any spelling mistakes I’ll read over this later LMAO #it’s been a long ass day #anyways we love T4T kings #I will supply u all with content don’t you worry #formula 1 #f1 #logan sargeant #oscar piastri #loscar #trans Logan #trans Oscar #formula 1 rpf #f1 rpf #f1 fanfic #my writing #Ive also got a drabble request I’m gonna work on tomorrow so I can have it posted for Christmas :) #so yippee!!! #also this is a continuation of the last one #I started it last night but I’ve been too busy until now to finish it

[moongothic]

There's like a part of me that realizes that I've written so much Crocodad Meta that at this point I should probably just compile and condence it all into like a giant Propaganda Post

'Cause like. Sure it's all still on my blog, but few people are going to go digging through all the crap I've posted in the past few months for all the Crocodad Evidence, so just showing it all into a single post would make for like. IDK something I could use to make a compelling argument for why Crocodad could be real

(Also it would be more like, Crocodad evidence you might find on a more meta/narrative level, like on-going themes and Oda's story telling tropes/habits etc. Other people have already made posts that breakdown and analyze Marineford and compile all the subtle details+easter eggs etc so I wouldn't even go into any of that. I mean SURE I could regurgitate all that info too but it'd be easier to just link to someone else's post instead and save myself some time lol)

But also.

Do I really want to spend an obscene amount of time making that post. Do I really want to do that.

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Like the reason I've been so against making a giant propaganda post is that BECAUSE I've already written about these things #It'd feel like I'd be beating a dead horse. Also I'd have to condence a lot of it 'cause the post would get long as hell otherwise #(I mean the good news is that even if I had to condence some subjects I could link to my longer breakdowns for extra detail I guess lmao) #But also it would bring me great joy if I was able to convince people that Crocodad was Real based on narrative evidence #And that would be way easier if I had a single propaganda post as proof instead of my whole ass blog lmao #Also we are getting closer and closer to Egghead wrapping up which means we might get to see Cross Guild soon #And I mean I don't think we're gonna get into Croc's backstory immidiately when we do but like I'm just saying #The clock's ticking and there's only so much time left for me to make an argument for Crocodad being Real before it gets proven OR debunked #Shoutout to the three people who have gone through my entire OP Meta tag and liked every single post I've written in the past few days

[suburbanlegnd]

my birthday is in exactly ten days

#i wish i could enjoy my bday #but i hate my bdays because my closest relatives insist that i shouldspend it with them #but i dont want to #they dont even care that's it's MY birthday because they all do whatever they want without caring about my opinion #even a fucking cake must be something they'd like #I'm just so sick of them as well as their toxic and fake behavior #that's why i want to spend this day away from them but idk how #also there’s nothing interesting at the movies rn #and I can't even go to a bar because I can't drink alcohol #going for a long ass walk sounds great BUT both my legs have been aching for a week now so can't even go for a shorter walk lmao #my trauma has made me realize how much I'd have enjoyed my birthday if it weren't for my family. #Maybe i should just go to a cat cafe or something idk #i live in a big city yet there's nothing interesting here! fml!!!! #rambles

[shima-draws]

Oh no I’m sorry you’re not feeling well!! Hoping you recover quickly ❤️

AAAAA TY 🥺

Doing a bit better today, I’m still super exhausted tho and I know I probably need to eat more but I have like. No appetite. But me not eating is probably the reason why I still feel like hot garbage lol

I’ve already taken two days off of work so I’ll have to go back tomorrow;; not sure if I will survive the whole day tbh. All I’ve done the past two days is scroll through social media and sleep. That’s literally it gjdnfn

#I actually really want a Subway sandwich rn but I definitely don’t feel well enough to leave the house and get one #Besides I’m p sure dairy is not good for me rn anyway;; #But I’m also soooo tired of just eating toast and applesauce #We don’t really have anything else that’s easy on the stomach here hfjdnjd #I do need to get up and look for something to eat tho. Sigh #Shima answers questions #Anyway ty 😭 These past two days have sucked ass I haven’t been this sick in a long time #Hopefully with more sleep I’ll feel like more of a human being tomorrow lmao

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

*walking with a friend and a guy my friends befriended (he seems okay? weird humour but cool ig) talking abt falling out of windows*

me: there's actually a word for throwing someone out of a window in english. defenestration

guy, quite weirded out (i think from his voice, his face is like. he's literally twice as tall as me i ain't looking that far up): why? do you just know that??

me: .... Reasons. (chronically on tumblr and weirdly informed abt strange topics)

#a biscuit's rambles #hes not yet desentisised to me saying random weird ass shit ranging from mildly concerning to 'what kind of illegal sites are you on' #and its soooooo funny #i randomly offered them sugar and he looked So wonderfully confused (i am known for randomly handing out sugar packets among my friends) #thus started a contest (well its been 2 days so far) of carries the most random shit in their pockets #so far im winning with my embroidery thread and tealight (which i did not pocket specifically to have something weird in my pocket) #its very funny. its absolutely hilarious. he has no idea what im like and is so utterly unprepared #maybe i do like him (was unsure up until uhhh yesterday when we first properly talked) #(idk he has a sense of humour i kinda. Do Not Like and ive no idea where he came from so i was like. i dont personally need to get to know #him. like good for my friends buuuut. also hes like 2m tall that is freaky as fuck. BUt he seems a chill dude so maybeeeee) #(first impressions and all of that jazz. u dont gotta like everyone. but u might. lmao) #no but for real if im standing anywhere close to him i literally have to tilt my head back as far as can go to look at his face. its weird #no hate to him or tall people i just come from a long line of small people and moderately sized friends this seems Wrong lmao

[leverage-ot3]

I need to know the story behind you breaking into an abandoned asylum! That sounds interesting as hell!

okay so I’m prefacing by saying if you actually looked it up you could probably tell the area in which I grew up, but I don’t live there anymore so I don’t really care and I don’t feel like any of you would, like, look for my identity so it’s fine

so one summer day I was going to hang out with my friend and we wanted to do something fun. I’m like hey K, do you want to go to holy land? I know you’ve never been there before and it’s a cool place to look around (having been there once myself before

for those of you not native to connecticut, holy land usa is an abandoned christian theme park (no, I am not making this up). I won’t go into the whole history because that’s not the purpose of this post but you can read it here. there has been a murder or two there but it has in recent years been bought by a church and is now semi-maintained again (as in, it doesn’t count as trespassing anymore and they sometimes hold religious services by the 56 ft illuminated cross)

ANYWAYS so I drove us 30 minutes from where we lived to waterbury and just as we were about to pull in SOMEONE FUCKING CLOSED THE ROAD so nope, we couldn’t go :(

so we’re in the car driving back home, still wanting something semi-spooky so I’m like, hey, I’ve never seen fairfield hills (abandoned asylum) up close, why don’t we stop by and take a look???

so we drive there and park. now, it’s not especially spooky NOW because part of the huge complex has been, like, converted into community buildings (like a community center, rec center/gym, a fire house I think) because after an internationally known tragedy happened the community got a shit ton of money and they invested a lot of that into community resources

so we park near one of the still abandoned buildings and get out to walk around. mind you, it’s still 100% STILL FUCKING DAYLIGHT out.

we round the corner backed by woods and what do you know- there’s a hole in the fence and an open second story window. my friend and I look at each other like 👀👀👀 and decide, fuck it, let’s try it. yolo and all that

she boosts me up as far as she could and I used the outside little ledge (I wish I had a picture because this is a flex) and pull myself through the window. I then pull her up from the ground and get her in too.

we look around. we are somewhere in what used to look like some sort of wooden cubicles which were no longer really there. her phone is dead, we only have my phone flashlight, but it’s still sunny out and barely any of the windows are boarded up so it’s fine

we walk around, obviously people are in here frequently because there is graffiti EVERYWHERE, some wrappers, a few c*ndoms for some reason, I think maybe a needle or two (yikes). so like, it’s frequented but we didn’t think anyone was there with us

it wasn’t even really that spooky during the day (I would probably never go at night because 1. more of a chance other people would be there and I’m not going to risk possibly having a negative interaction yk, 2. I feel like more police would be patrolling it then, and 3. I’m not all that superstitious but I would never go there at night as a group of two)

we found what we assumed was an old rec room with a still mostly functional pool table (and an old dress in the window???), some bathrooms, an elevator stuck between floors, and some cool graffiti

we were in one of the stairwells with cool large windows when we saw a police car further away in the parking lot and went NOPE and continued down into the basement. aside from the little windows towards the ceiling it was PITCH BLACK and my tiny phone light did fucking NOTHING lmao.

we were able to get into the attic and I REALLY wanted to find out how to get into the bell tower but one of the doors was locked I think and we couldn’t find another way :(

all in all, I wish it was spookier but it couldn’t really get that spooky in the daylight, but I like that I can say that I did it because it’s a fun story. I would honestly love to go again now that I have lock pics and investigate some more but I don’t live there anymore

here are some pics and a video:

#abandoned asylum story #jackie talks #about me #yes the internationally known tragedy was sandy hook but I felt weird about putting it directly in the post #because I would have felt like that took away from the Vibe #lmao don’t ask me my opinion about guns unless you want a LONG ASS rant that shit happened the day after my thirteenth birthday it was awful #look up the history of holy land it’s wild lmao #also I didn’t include the picture but I realized in the car ride back home I had a small scratch that must have been from crawling out of #the window. the window was hella rusty and it could have been glass or something and the cut was tiny but like. paranoia #so long story short that’s how I remember when I most recently got my tetnus booster LMAO #I hinted to my dad that I might have done that and he was SOOOOO MAD LMAOOOOO #I brought part of a fabric picture I found back home but then remembered it might have #abestos so I threw it out lol #I want to go to a spookier one tbh #not leverage #asks #answered asks #nick nelson my beloved #mine

[littleoceanbabe]

hey. hey question. why does nandor still even HAVE the lamp. the djinn didn’t. tell him he was out of wishes when he ran out?? like ik it’s for the bit haha fakeout whatever but like. why’d the djinn just continue hanging around. why’d he pop out of that lamp like he still had wishes to grant

#wwdits #wwdits spoilers #honestly i wasn’t expecting the ‘you’ve been out of wishes for a long time bud’ #bc we didn’t see nandor make the last two wishes lmao but knowing him it was something stupid #like a 20% fatter ass or smth #i think the djinn just likes the utter fucking chaos that he doesn’t have to b the cause of #every day is an adventure in staten island

[fellhellion]

I’m sorry I have to speak my truth lmao it’s a little bit hilarious that kingpin is stylistically offered such flourish and creativity, when writing wise he’s so fucking generic.

#another day ANOTHER POST OF ME BEING ANNOYED FUCKINGGGGG KINGPIN IS GIVEN ROOM TO BE A THREE DIMENSIONAL CHARACTER AND AARON GETS SUBTEXT #AND THE CHOICE BETWEEN NEBULOUS VILLAINY AND FAMILY HE LOVES #LIKE IM SORRY BUT EVEN W HALF THE EXPLORATION AARON IS MORE THAN TWICE AS INTERESTING AND YET WE HAVE LIKE. THREE SADMAN KINGPIN MOMENTS #IM SORRY SPIDERVERSE THIS IS THE ONE AREA I THINK WASNT THAT. INTERESTING. GIVEN HOW FRESH AND REVITALISED EVERYTHING ELSE FEELS #LIKE. COULD WE GET JUST A SMIDGE MORE INSIGHT INTO WHAT LED AARON HERE? SO WE KNOW WHAT HE GIVES UP FOR MILES? #LIKE IT WAS ALWAYS GOING TO BE MILES I *LOVE* THAT ITS MILES BUT ITS LIKE #DEVOID OF TENSION BECAUSE WE HAVE ONLY DEVELOPED THE DIMENSION OF AARON IN REGARDS TO HIS FAMILY #LIKE DID HE GET IN TOO DEEP WAS THIS A SECURITY THING HOW LONG HAS THIS BEEN HAPPENING WHERE THE PROWLER DOESNT BLINK AT BEING ASKED TO KILL #A CHILD #AGH #tunes talks critical #tunes talks spiderverse #I don’t even dislike kingpin lmao (I don’t rlly think anything of him beyond the fact I’m glad miles kicks his ass) I just think it’s almost #a bit of a waste that stylistically he’s interesting and fun to look at and watch be animated but writing wise he’s so generic #he provides nothing new to the trope motivation he’s embodying #the story his actions set into motion is interesting. the actual character is like. just stylistically interesting execution of a trope that #is just not that emotionally compelling for me. esp when nothing really NEW is being done w it

[wyllsravengard]

my life is so cyclical. i find a hobby. i write self insert fanfiction for it. the cycle continues. how long? who knows. until i die perhaps!

#my goodness... #before that it was bandom self insert which is also still in the world and some have hundreds of notes. MEGA CRINGE so i just dont look #but good lord i have been participating actively in fandom as a writer for QUITE some time #like specifically as a tumblr self insert writer this place is my asylum #whats like genuinely wild to me was that i used to have mutuals and followers in all of those eras. the writing was so ass like fkdjhgjkdff #i follow my friend from bandom days on insta lol she does graphic design and i love her #I FOLLOW MULTIPLE PEOPLE OF THAT ERA ACTUALLY ? #i know this is fairly common but idk in my head ive only been active in fandom for like 2/3 years. not. however long this was. #like a lot of writers have Years of Experience in fandom esp on here its part of the diagnosis for many LMAO #i think its just my adhd time blindness thing that continuously makes it shocking for me. i didnt know i was alive that long #i literally gained consciousness maybe last year

[karinyosa]

being trans with ocd is so fucking exhausting dude

#slash sexuality questioning i suppose #slash uestioning in general i suppose #i’ve been half in half out of every label i’ve used for like a year and a half which is very un slay #anyway i told you guys my middle name slaps did i not. and well my indecisive ass is considering making it my first name #one day i will look back on all the gender stuff i did and be glad i did it and/or ill be like this man needed to get rawed #i’m also in like closet purgatory where i’m out as QUEER to p much everyone but what type of queer varies #which may??? be fucking up my mindset in regards to all of this??? having like 3 different normals in kind of an accidental way #thinking and talking about it is exhausting but i probably should lol lmao #the name slaps though. unrelated but i am happy about that #im taking a very long time to decide on a name bc there are a bunch ive cycled through like a BUNCH and i do want to try them all #part of me is like ill only ever start to have more of a handle on this if either i start transitioning and/or live alone at some point #it will stay like this if i keep doing This #karinyo.txt #and it might not be the ocd it might be a bunch of other things (scary) but it certainly doesnt help

[tastymarbar]

Kenji seems like the type of guy who would ask p3-kun to practice kiss with him. you know like, no homo and all that. just two dudes kissing for "practice".

#mar talks #kenji tomochika #persona 3 #''hey dude you wanna practice kiss with me? not in like a gay way just for like... our future girlfriends y'know?'' #''...uh huh sure'' #p3-kun goes with a lot of bs in some of his SL he probably would go with this too #plot twist its all well and good until kenji realises he actually like kissing p3-kun #and suddenly it's not so no homo kissing practice with his bestie #and now he's feeling weird and oh god he can't possibly let p3-kun know this #except spoiler alert kenji is not subtle(tm) and p3-kun knew this whole time lmao #after ages kenji confesses what he's been feeling and p3-kun just bluntly states ''yeah i already knew that'x #and after a long time kenji finally confesses and p3-kun just goes ''yeah i already knew that ur not subtle dude'' #and kenji just stares at him flabbergasted bc tf you mean you knew this whole time?? and didn't say anything??? #(more spoiler alert p3-kun liked it to but he was too neurodivergent to say anything) #(they totally just sat there for like 10 minutes looking at the floor bc wtf do you even say after that) #whoops I'm gonna write a whole ass fic in the tags at this point #I'd actually write that but im not that great at writting orz #also hi if you read all that i hope you have a nice day :D

[eggs-can-draw]

hi story time I have a lazy eye, which means that one of my eyes is REALLY BAD and just kinda turns off sometimes (aka its a lot weaker than my other eye and cant stay open as long, also means that sometimes if I'm overstimulated I can only have one eye open at a time) 

so this eye will just kinda wander when it gets tired but currently the best method to get it to stop (and prevent permanent or long lasting damage to my eyes) is to close the bad eye so it can go sleepy sleep.

SO LONG STORY SHORT to stop myself from majorly fucking up my eyes I have to make this face 

#I got it looked at (ba dum tiss) a long time ago so im not in danger of losing my vision in that eye any time soon dont worry #I have glasses but I looked it up and apparently the other treatment method is an eyepatch which would have been so cool #ill just have to wait for it to get worse lmao #then I can have my dope ass eyepatch #both of my lenses are perscription tho since my only good eye is also bad its just less bad #eggs can speak #tw scopophobia #? #I feel like this needs a warning I just cant figure out what #tw sans #another funny skill of mine is that I can easily roll with a lack of depth perception #aka ive had to live Like That for a while so if I get something in my eye im mostly good #at the very least on bad eye days I can get around my house fine #its a lot of muscle memory lol #like I cant see it but I know x is this far from y yknow?

[undefeatablesin]

OH! If you want can you tell us about your arcane hunter??? (I love arcane builds)

Ask Sin Stuff ✨️

Omg thank you for indulging me I would indeed love to talk about my arcane hunter actually 💅 I guess I'll start with the actual gameplay side of it because they were a total accident to be completely fair; at the beginning, I'd wanted to main the Blades of Mercy and focus on Skill, but found that a bit unfulfilling to play so I switched gears mid-run to invest mostly in Arcane instead with some Strength and Skill still thrown in for good measure. Rather unexpectedly for me who knows very little about builds and the like, they became an absolute powerhouse of a hunter and incredibly fun to run because of it 😂

Currently they main the Holy Moonlight Sword (with the BoM still equipped as their secondary since those have some Arc scaling anyway). They don't often need to use their Blunderbuss that much since HMS just destroys everything that breathes in its transformed state, but they have it anyway for parrying's sake! Their most often used Arcane tools are the Tiny Tonitrus, Augur of Ebrietas and A Call Beyond. As you can probably tell, we are most enthusiastic about the Tiny Tonitrus and its ability to just one shot annoying kin enemies from a distance 😂 Please enjoy some not so HQ images of my little menace ✨️How they got so bloody I dont remember, just that it felt metal af to walk around like that against the snowy white scenery of Cainhurst tbqh.

As for this hunter as a character, I kind of didn't have one in mind at first! This profile started as just a catalyst for a new playstyle initially. However, that has definitely since changed. They're still a relatively new and unpolished addition to my roster since the majority of my creative time is devoted to Ruza My Beloved, but I am pursuing an interesting??? Set of concepts for this hunter too lmao. This is probably not news to anyone who has been in the fandom longer than me, but I read recently about the blue eyed scourge beasts from UCW and was enlightened to the fact those were actually "ascendant" scourge beasts with kin-like qualities, such as being weak only to thrust damage; most likely created from members of the Choir who were steeped in the Arcane and rich with Insight by time the scourge got to them, hence they basically became a different strain of scourge beast. I also spied a reddit thread that proposed the idea of the abhorrent beast/suspicious beggar being able to freely control his transformations into his beastly self and that what primarily made this character unique was his complete acceptance of said self. A sort of Beastly Embrace, you might say? 🤭

So tl;dr, I am workshopping this character rn as an Arcane Beast hunter who can freely control their beast self and for that beast self to be modelled after the blue eyed kin-like scourge beasts. Perhaps a renegade member of the choir who turned against their faction? I haven't fully decided yet, but we will see 😤✨️ Oh, and their name (for rn anyway) is Aloysha.

#sinbox #(sorry i talk so much i have so many thoughts ANYWAY LOL THANK U BUDDY!!!!!!!!!) #(am i fully aware i am being self indulgent with this concept bc i am a weak ass for werewolves? yes ✨️) #(ill probably change their hair to black tho. to MATCH. the woofer.) #(take all this with a grain of salt tho bc i am indecisive af LOL) #(i did toy with the idea of them being a merc from outside of yharnam who was sent there to do someones dirty work and got dream'd) #(not 100% sure which option ill stick with yet!!!!) #(yes they are friends with ruza. they annoyingly demand scourge beast belly rubs) #(idk if they will ever appear on tumblr in any meaningful capacity MAYBE THO 😂) #(cant believe my court jester ass didnt even notice that bit about the werewolves tho smh. so much goes over my head....) #(i havent been here long im still catching up 😂 SO MANY INTERESTING OBSERVATIONS TO READ ABOUT!!!) #(i shall have to impart my own one day too....) #(the cosmic irony of me taking aloysha to farm chunks off the other blue eyed scourge beasts tho) #(aloysha vc: lol. lmao. pmsl even.)