#it’s 6 am um

[shheep]

(Claudia voice) babe wake up I'm about to cast the most morally abhorrent soulbinding spell on us

#YOU GUYS DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW EXCITED I AM FOR CLAUDIA TO GO ALL THE WAY OFF THE DEEP END #“you're NEVER going to leave me” UM. CLAUDIA?? #claudia tdp #the dragon prince #tdp spoilers #tdp #tdp season 6 spoilers #claudia the dragon prince #tdp fanart #fanart #sheep art #//blood

[psychlocke]

oh no hanamura....

#persona 4 #persona 4 the animation #episode 6 #yosuke hanamura #nanako dojima #yukiko amagi #chie satonaka #why am i watching the anime instead of gameplay you may ask? um.... i hated the gameplays i was watching.... #shin megami tensei #yu narukami #persona 4 golden

[aefensteorrra]

well. I signed the contract and put the deposit down for a flat and move next week!!

#ummed and ahhed for a little bit because I decided not to stay in the city I'm from and work in #because I just do not want to pay that rent honestly lol #so am staying in the city my dad lives in since staying with him gave me the chance to see how I'd feel about living here #and it's so much cheaper ridiculously so #the commute is fine and seeing friends will be just as easy #plus it's just kind of exciting to live somewhere new #we'll see how it goes!! thankful they offered a 6 month tenancy so if I hate it it's okay lol #maybe then I can live out my peak district fantasy 😌 #but!! my own space!! #have never not shared a kitchen and have never actually had a sofa of my own so it feels very exciting

[chalkodareal]

various drawings i forgort to post :]]]] more women than usual somehow!

#timeline in order of creation is 4-3-2-1-5-6 #ummmmm #homestar #strong bad #champeen #folly #the king of town #um. my...dad? #yeah. the guy in the second image is my dad #homestar runner #h*r #and for that first image #strongstar #these range from pretty good to shitty so i am sowwy :[[[[[

[sshcomic]

You have given me a great joy in life with your Renkaza au

May I ask, what happened to the rest of the Kamado family? Did they get their canon ending or are they with Nezuko as they try to deal with her new demonification?

oh yay im glad you're enjoying it so far! 🥰

nezuko's actually with her brother in the box, like in canon lol. i just havent drawn her--or inosuke or zenitsu--in the panels we've seen, but they're there!

as for the rest of the kamados... i actually havent decided LOL. my instinct is to save everyone, since this is a light-hearted comic strip, but also i'm not sure i'd be able to reliably write that since it involves more plot than the "stupid jokes loosely following canon" i mostly have written down aha. so i suppose it's a surprise for now, even for myself.

i guess we'll see!

#thanks for the ask 💖 #sorry if this isnt a satisfying answer but i genuinely dont know rn haha #rei replies #ssh extras #like the thing is. the thing is i had like a short emotional 'i see you' moment planned out between renkaza #for when upper six die but if i save the kamados then i feel obligated to save gyu and ume which means id have to rejig that #and i have Ideas for how but they lean into the kind of fluff that feels so divorced from canon idk if i actually want to write it??? #bc i do also love me some angst. hnn. i suppose we'll see how self-indulgent i decide to be about this #but looking at the way im characterizing hakuji u can tell im already being pretty self-indulgent LOL. 😂 #so yeah it's a surprise even for me! but i AM leaning toward the 'everyone lives' route rn. #it's just. upper moons 4 and 5 are much harder to want to save versus upper moon 6 yknow. or even 1 &2. #but it'd be weird to be like 'f those guys in particular' lol. u can see my conundrum. #at the same time... this is my story so i can do what i want to??? hm. #WE'LL SEE.

[self-spaghettification]

anyone else have a playlist of just a few songs that in the context of the dragon prince emotionally wrench them like a lot or just me 😃

#1 the moon will sing: viren pov on virrow #2 never love an anchor: virrow or terridia or rayllum god its flexible really #3 weird fishes/arpeggi: claudia s6 but also viren end of s5 really it fluctuates between the two #4 i bet on losing dogs is aaravos bc everyone he ever cared for died while he was trying to help them and im not ok about that #5 yeah yeah yeah i need to make a whole ass animatic for it at some point um but just. imagine #i knew it in my heart with him getting betrayed —literally stabbed by the novablade haha oops knew it in the start bc future vision or what #6 change is ezran and aaravos bc im delusional but also fits like themes of redemption in the show in general like it could be viren idc #+ i am an unforgivable steven universe lover (oxymoron) #7 pale machine is aaravos learning to love again like a normal person :’))) #8 evelyn evelyn as soren and claudia those poor traumatized children #but also thinking specifically about when soren leaves in s3 :( #but it fits lots of moments in their dynamic really #the dragon prince #tdp playlist #hahahah normal #self spaghettification #mine #Spotify #magefam #aaravos #virrow #but really yk its up to ur interpretation

[junixxoxo]

drdttober day sixteen - supernatural

#this is.. late :( #drdt #danganronpa despair time #drdttober2023 #drdttober 2023 #teruko tawaki #xander matthews #whit young #OK I AM SO SORRY THAT THIS IS LATE #it has been my like number one goal to do this each day even if it’s like. 11 p #m #but night before last i was up until 4 am doing an assignment #and yesterday i was like. very tired. i did some work but at like 5:30 i was like. i need a 30 min power nap #so i went to sleep and um. suddenly it’s 6 am and i have to leave #i am very sorry i will be posting twice today

[merevide]

#um what can i sayyyy that’ll keep this short and simple #nobody gets this song the way i get this song. like when i listen to it something happens to me and i need to be alone and far away from #literally everything. fucking. glory glory glory to the night it shows me what i am. i’m not happy or sad just up or down #and always bad WHAT THE FUCKKKKK #btw is 6 gifs too much. what am i say no it’s not this isn’t even close to every emotions that comes bubbling up #this is my most streamed song on spotify btw. if that means anything #mitski #my text #Spotify

[vivagonza]

sorry guys

#gonza update here #um so i am enrolled in 6 curriculums #i have science quiz bee and 2 spelling bees in two science subjects — one of them is elective and scary #if you cant tell i like science #AND also i have sketching #leaf art n coffee art #unfortunately #my time. is not timing. #i swear ill post something thats my usual rhythm i really want to but dear maskwetschkter i am unfortunately busy #v1v

[dkettchen]

“I don’t even have a name in my own story”

ok but in said story’s defense: neither does Cinderella. Cinderella as a name is smth the english came up with for their translation, Aschenputtel is a (derogatory) job description, not a name

#dimension 20 spoilers #dimension 20 #dimension 20 neverafter #cinderella #aschenputtel #honestly pretty sure noone has names in og grimm fairytales #kind of what you get from collecting folk tales abt anything other than like named gods like various mythologies' pantheons #edit: ok to clarify for english/non-german speakers as I just had to block someone trying to um actually me without knowing fucking german #-ella implies a name or nickname therefore cinderella by its very nature is taking a noun and making it a name #Puttel is a word unto itself not a name suffix #Aschenputtel is fully just a noun not a name not even trying to be a name #(a derogatory one but a noun nonetheless) #I know 6 languages german is my second I've known it since I can remember had it for like 13 years in school and spent the first 19 years #of my life watching almost exclusively german TV #and english is my fifth and I am american-passing-level fluid in it #anyone who feels like um actually-ing me about my second language that they do not speak needs to please check their anglocentric privilege #or will get blocked under my zero tolerance 'no bad vibes' policy #this has been the second PSA of the day thank you for your attention #please don't be dickheads to strangers on the internet

[tibialtybalt]

I'M UNWELL ABOUT LOOP imagine being trapped and so miserable you cry "help me, someone, anyone, I need help, someone save me!" And the universe listened and said "okay :)" and scooped you up and sat you down in front of a younger you and said "you want them to be helped? saved? then help them. save them." And you do your best but you couldn't save yourself so how are you supposed to save...yourself? But you try.

While you help your understudy, you watch them. It's hard to feel any sympathy for them (you've had it worse for longer why can't they just get over themself) and it's hard to feel anything but sympathy for them (you know, you know, you've felt what they're feeling and you know it hurts, you have to make it stop). But there's very little you can do aside from talk, so most of what you do ends up being teasing them, sometimes with more teeth than either of you expect.

And y'know what? While your help amounted to absolutely nothing*, the understudy does do better than you. They make progress faster. Learn more about the trap than you ever did. They get out! They get saved! And that begs the question**: where did they go right that you went wrong? What did they do better, how are they better than you, how are they worth saving and you're not-

Because that's it, isn't it. They're not an understudy. You're a prototype. The first draft. They're new and improved, better than you in every way, and that makes them valuable and you abandoned scrap metal. No, no, you abandoned yourself, didn't you? If you had just tried harder, you would've been saved, wouldn't you? But you gave up! You told the universe to help you run away and be a mentor instead of solving your own problems so now the final draft's problems are solved and yours aren't! You don't even belong here anymore, since they stole your life, you're extraneous!! What are you supposed to do now?

*That's a lie. There are differences between you and the understudy, but the only one that matters is that they had you to help them, and you had no one to help you. Their success hinges on you being there.

**With the other footnote in mind, the question changes slightly. Not "what did they do right?", because what they did right was have you with them. The question is "Why them? How are they worth saving and you're not? Why couldn't they have helped you instead?"

#tia posts #isat act 6 spoilers #um. yeah so. what am i supposed to do with this #there is some part of my brain that is going 'you cant post this its too dramatic!!' #uhh fyi being dramatic is the point of everything. ok. #.....i am scheduling this to post at 3 am though. to save me some dignity. (<- ??????)

[deeisace]

..

#sorry sorry I just woke up and im having yesterday-was-weird thought again #and they are going here so i don't have to talk to the person that they're um about yet #basically im glad that im in a good enough space now that um #someone ive ive had text-based sex with and uhhh sent an ill-advised video to in like oct when i was Feeling Bad™ and doing. hm. too much. #like 6 months post text-based sex/ill adised video now aha and we've not spoke at all since like january and that was 'how was hols' #they asked to meet up 'not for sex just as friends' or i forget exact wording but basically that #no-pressure museum not-a-date #and i said I'd think about it. because i am as everyone knows a fucking idiot. #basically im glad that im in a better place now than the last time someone like expressed an interest in me as a person #because while this did give me a day long wobble i didn't have a full weekend long actual panic about it #tho they are two v different situs #an ace poly friend asking to go out with me vs someone i uh virtually fucked aha um asking to meet up for (mostly) being-friends purposes #same several-hours-later 'oh god no what have i done bad bad bad no thank you actually no sorry i cant sorry' but less intense this time #but at least i only said ill think about it? #and not actually immediately said yes because it's nice to feel wanted #and then gone Maximum Regret™ because actually all of this is way too much i don't like it i don't want it thank you but im sorry no #weird. i guess i don't have such a high baseline stress level any more? since i'm not at uni n stuff #and someone over messages going no pressure you want to be irl friends (maybe fwb no pressure)? is um #is different. to someone irl going you want to go out acely? yeah? awesome lets hold hands here is the discord with a whole buncha people #i guess #but i am being equally aro-not-super-ace Autism™ about it aha #and i am. eventually. going to be like. thought about it and no sorry. eventually. #if they ask again #i am kinda hoping they'll leave it there and forget they asked so i don't have to navigate social stuff #im much better at navigating canals everybody leave me alone please thank you #(everybody over there leave me alone. y'know. you guys are fine.)

[silverselfshippingchaos]

what's up, gamers?

#ash rambles 💚 #i. am. so. fucking. sleepy. #i hate finals. i've been working pretty much all day and.. eepy... im gonna stay up and do some more work #so yeah if i'm like not here the next few days #thats why! anywaways yeah your f/os love yoy and all that jazz hehe!!! <3 #oh jeez rhats a lit of typis #lit oftopoes #LOT OF TYPOS #updated mt phone and theres a new UI and im still getting used to the new keyboard #my bad my bad. but also. um....... what if i said i had a new crush? #i dont even know him... havent played his game but um.... he's like. super handsome #i'll give you a hint: he's from a f.inal f.antasy game #actually no that's not very specific #he's from one of the first 6 f.f games! #anyways yeah i'm gonna go study now hehe! then i'll clean my room and study some more! ... and then go to sleep (finally!!!!)

[eldritch-apawmination]

HE JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL

#sciencecore #villainous #dr flug #mad scientist #villanos #i feel like i need to explain this one #um so were both scared of fucking everything and like science #also some other stuff but its 6 am and i havent slept #ok so im rewatching villainos rn #over planning shit <333

[unreadpoppy]

Saw a video and it got me in a mood so i'm making this post.

I don't think people who have never been fat knows how fucking hard it is to find clothing for bigger bodies.

The first issue is finding stuff in your actual size. Because time after time after time and time again I've gone to a store and they only had small and medium sizes. Not even large. And this was not for a few clothes, no. It was for MOST clothes that I found interesting. And then the ones that were marked as large were simply not big enough.

And I know that the reason for that is that brands simply won't make clothes for fat people. It's that because it surely isn't because the large size is selling out fast. They just don't do it. And some people have the nerve to say 'well brands are not obligated to make sizes for everyone' yeah sure, but also, I can't walk naked on the street can I?

Like I don't get it. 'oh but we want our clothes to fit a especific body' so fucking make clothes that are supposed to fit bigger bodies. Doesn't have a to be a whole ass collection.

And then we get on the second problem which is making clothes for plus size people that are ugly as hell. It's always the same stuff: ugly florals, animal print that belongs in another decade, cold shoulders, that weird extra fabric at the end of a shirt to hide the belly, or just black/muted colors.

Like fun fact. If you have big boobs, the hardest thing in the world is trying to find a bra that comes in a color that isn't white, black or beige. Because trust me, I've spent 3 hours walking in the shopping mall and I couldn't find anything that fit my breasts that was like pink (and in that situation I needed a pink bra for a play).

It feels like most clothes made for plus sized people are designed with like 50+ year old white women in mind, and not even that demographic of people are wearing those clothes (my mom is a plus sized 50+ year old white woman and often talks about how ugly some clothes made for people her size are).

It's hard trying to develop your own sense of style when none of the clothes around you are in your size, and when they do, they are just not good looking to you.

But you wanna know what's the down right worst part? Do you know what fucking brand has clothes that look good and are amde for bigger bodies?

The goddamn cancer on this earth that is Shein.

I fucking hate shein. Fast fashion is killin the fashion industry, they literally have people working as slaves and many influecers buy shein clothes by the bulk only to then throw it in the trash. Shein is awful.

But. Unfortunetly, shein is the only place that I found that had clothes that fit me and looked good. I don't like that. I avoided buying from shein for the longest time ever, but jesus christ, when you can't find clothes anywhere else you get desperate.

I tried looking for other places. I tried looking at my local clothing stores and everything was too small for me. I tried looking at online small bussinesses but they either didn't make my size, or it was sold out, or the prices were very high. Tried looking at thrift stores, also didn't find my size.

I try not to buy too much from shein or to spend long periods of time in between buying, because again, I feel bad about buying there. I don't want to buy from there.

Clothing brands/stores gotta do better. And I don't think that's asking for too much.

#this is less polite as i usually am because i'm so fucking tired of this shit #like these brands make probably millions every year #why is it apparently too much to ask for clothes in bigger sizes???? #like idk i think everyone should be able to buy clothes that fit them and look nice??? #and like god i don't want anyone to come on here be um actually it's very hard for the clothing industry to be inclusive #bc this post ain't about that #this post is about how frustrating it is to find clothes when you're fat #and also don't come for me bc of where i'm buying some stuff from ok #i feel so fucking guilty every time i buy from there #and like my friends buy from shein like every other week practically #i usually buy from there every 6+ months or so #and it's usually like a dress or two #at least i know that I don't throw clothes in the trash #if there's something here or there that doesn't look amazing but it's workable i'll go to the seamstress #if it doesn't fit me at all (which is a risk that can happen with online shopping) i donate it #and i will wear clothes until i can't wear them anymore #and even when i can't wear them anymore they they are usually still in a good enough condition that i can donate it to charity #or to someone close to my family who might give it a better use #this is a very big rambling sorry about this it's just aaaaaaaaa #i probably should go sleep

[synthleeius]

to hollldd to feeeelll to breathe to live youuu dangerously inlooovowowowoahve (tags)

#fic tomorrow sorry #i just waiting in a hospital waiting room for 6 fucking houes #just for them to send me in a room for one and say im fine #i meant i was not i just sorry omg #syn speaks #they thought i was pregnant and i was like um no i am not #i would know if i am giving birth thank you very much