#it was v late last night

[gallusgalluss]

collection of all of the fansnak requests I've done on my side blog so far

here's their tag so you can look at them all individually :]

#top ones are from august of last year and the second ones are from this week #requests are closed btw i just wanted to put em all together :V #art #drey draws #bugsnax #fansnax #posting this late at night Hell Yes Dude #quality's kinda ass sorry my internet Hates me today lol

[lirii-arts]

Good Morning Arkco Nation

#witch hat atelier #wha #tongari booshi no atorie #coco witch hat atelier #agott arkrome #should i tag all her names.. #i don't think so LMAO they'll figure it out #arkco #i doodled this for my qpp late last night because we both had Days but i thought it was v cute! #ryodoodle #digital art #little sapphics in winter clothes. god bless.

[honeyvenommusic]

❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-

#glass animals #honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh???? #like….. when i say wore out #i cannot describe how much i listened to it #i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number #like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened) #i cannot recall w this #gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke #so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao #(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol) #anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night #driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in #sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who???? #had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused #it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song #then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky & #ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work #(i was right & it blew her miiind) #god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok #i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this #highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift #a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them #as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?) #a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever

[hella1975]

just full force threw a shoe at my sister's face and when my mum got me alone after she was like 'you shouldn't clobber her. but i get it' 😭

#it kicked off today but in my defence she's actually proper in the wrong this time even my DAD called her a bitch and my mum is FUMING #baso my sister came into my work with her mate when i was closing the other day and all the staff GLARED at them bc of aforementioned #close so i was being v chill so everyone 1) knew it was my sister and not some customer coming in late and 2) her friend wouldnt be uncomfy #like that's the real kicker her i was being extra laid back FOR her friend so he'd feel more at ease. and one thing about me is yes ive #said countless times i have a rural accent but my mum also raised me to know when and how to speak nice if need be bc people are cunts here #so when im waitressing i speak nicely bc it's a stuck up restaurant w stuck up customers but when im with my sister? making a point of #being laid back? my normal accent came through. and her mate when i was gone said i sounded 'really [from the county we live in]' #which WOULD NOT BE A COMPLIMENT. it's baso saying 'your sister sounds local and chavy' without using such explosive words #and my sister LET HIM SAY IT. SHE DIDNT DEFEND ME. and she told my mum about it later bc SHE THOUGHT SHE'D TELL ME OFF #LIKE SHE DID IT TO SNITCH. THERE WAS NO SCENARIO WHERE MY SISTER WASNT BEING A CUNT. and my mum hit the ROOF #one thing she's rlly been big on is loyalty bc it's always been the 3 of us so when she found out my sister let him say that she FLIPPED #and this all happened last night and i only found out this morning bc i overheard them screaming at each other and turns out my mum #tried to keep it from me bc she didnt want my feelings hurt and IM pissed bc it actually did hurt more than i thought it would #like i KNOW what people say about my accent but it's a guy i know? my sister's been friends w him for years? i was being nice? #it's EMBARRASSING like i was clueless & friendly and turned around for him to be like 'look at this stupid local girl' like?? #and my sister did NOTHING? it just sucks so i STORMED upstairs when i found out and had it out with my sister #and she knew she was fucked so she did all 'im not talking to you i have nothing to say' AND PUT HER EARPHONES IN? #the way i RIPPED them out. got in her face like okay girl u think i sound like a chav ill act like a chav lets GO #and it just got really aggressive and i wound up grabbing HER OWN SANDAL and full force hurling it at her face 😭 oops #from close range too like i was already in her face so i basically just smacked her with a sandal DSHGJKSH #now we're sat in silence bc alas we still share a room. WHAT the fuck. insane tbh but it's a bit funny. im so angry rn i could KILL #hella goes home

[silenthillbunni]

🧸🧃⛈️

#so like late last night i started to get rlly panicky nd upset #bc it's v much looking like im gnna fail my english class. i need to be done next wednesday which means i need to work rlly hard #nd go to school extra to have a presentation nd do tests etc etc #nd im still in pain after surgery nd im rlly depressed bc of my physical health so i just dont think i can be strong nd make it this time #in my almost breakdown i wrote a self referral to the clinic/psych department for personality disorders.... #it usually takes them around 2 days to answer you but this time at like 8am they sent me a message AND called me #(i think. im not certain it's them bc i havent checked the voice message or the reply lmaooo. but it should be them) #the thing abt having avpd is now im immediately stressed af nd i regret sending it. i donr wanna check their reply #also it might be bc i wrote a lot abt killing myseld etc etc nd now im worried theyre gnna be like girlie get checked in!!!! lol T-T #i just needed to be very clear nd act frsutrted nd desperate bc i have never gotten treatment in 10yrs nd im TIRED!!!! #my initial reaction is to avoid at all costs nd just pull my covers above my head nd pretend like i dont have to check their reply lol #i dont wannaaaaaa. i take it back i dont want help!!! its fine i dont wanna try or work hard let me rot #why did i do this!!!!! fml. anyway... i'll check later today bc since its early i can still use the excuse of sleepinf thru the days #many ppl working w mentally ill ppl understand that it's normal actually to switch the day around nd sleep during the days sksksk #but also i have no idea how many typos r in here bc im not wearing my glasses whoopsie #yeah.. anyway im gonna try to go back to sleep nd not think abt it #hopefully it wasnt even them calling 🤡 i know i HAVE to check later but not now i can take a few hours #then today i need to figure out if im gnna make one last attempt w my eng class or give up idk what to do

[milflewis]

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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it #my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with #and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l #lovely? #bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am #glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone #since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life #he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even #harder now. in others he is easier. #he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken #about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better #my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he #hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his #personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the #nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off #he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he #still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay #long when you call in to see her? #whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael. #not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart #i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him

[aelyosos]

i have a million games 2 finish & yet i feel another sims era coming 💀

#sam.txt #vc in the bg: she can't b stopped ! 🫣 #oh my god it must b bc it's october... simblreen brings all the girls 2 the yard 🎃 #neway been makin some banger sims lately #a few days ago i made an evil fairy and last night i made an artsy goth hacker #idk man creating is weird it's like the vibes have 2 b right or else it's jst shit #but i've been v Into it u kno

[ncthandrake]

so i realized that i’ve never shared any of my ocs on this blog before and i started playing ffxiv last night soooo might as well show my new baby!!! 💕 love her sm 🥰

#*ocs #oc: nessa #i decided to start playing last night after spending literal hours on other games sooo i was v sleep deprived #so like she’s got some things i don’t like (her last name i hate it now idk why i let the generator just decide 😭) #but anyways! i still love her sm already! …even though i’ve not been this confused over a game since trying wow in middle school #and now that i just found out about photomode 😅 #i’m gonna be taking so many pictures of my floofy tailed girl when i can get on the computer tomorrow! #if you couldn’t tell i’ve been hyperfixating on ff lately

[yuukimiyas]

𐔌ᵔ⁔ ܸ. ̫ .⁔ ͡ 𐦯 here’s me all fluffed up & waitin for you all to wake up for a lil smooch & cup of joe!! :3 i got a long day at wrk today but am ready to take on the day!! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و hehee happy thurs friends!! <33

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals! #GOOD MORNIEEE !! im gettin a lil late start to my day bc i go in later!! so i slept in hehee!! #i wrk w my fave coworker i am so so happy!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ woo!!! & we’re getting burgers for lunch!! YUM! :3 #whats everybun up to? anyth fun? ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧ i’d love to hear all ab it!! #omg i forgot to kiss you all g’nite last night ໒꒰ྀི ◞ ‸ก ྀི꒱ა i am A DUMMY!!! i wont forget again i PROMMY!! #HAVE THE V BEST DAY EVER MY LOVES!!! LINE UP FOR SQUEEZES & SMOOCHIES!!! MWAH MWAH MWAH!!!

[izzy-b-hands]

Begging either of the episode links I have to just. Pls load. Pls play. I have fic to write and gifs to gif and this is now making me just plain sad in addition to frustrated (especially bc I did have this episode play perfectly fine for me several times prior to the last couple of days so like ????? what gives?)

#text post #also would love an additional distraction from thinking abt my family after the call with mum last night #like im fine ultimately my brain just. had a mini come apart over it late last night #and i woke up to a stress dream involving them #(still a good dream tho bc Housemate and Con also took me shopping in it and WE had a lovely time even if my family v much did not lol) #im too determined to give up on the gifs or the fic so!!! #its fine. I'll keep working to get either link to play and have prolific and [redacted] to keep me busy in the meantime jdfaldsjf

[unproduciblesmackdown]

enjoy some pencil drawings for once

screenshot study and what amounts to a conceptual illustration of a writing idea

#bravely Didn't try working on the ol wip last night; drawing program needed the laptop restarted anyways; dicked around thusly #like Yes i wanna draw my funny little guy who is the heart & brain's default lately (last several years) nice to do anyways #and naturally imo you can see the [been working on that animatic] influence. don't often manage to draw a thusly stylized winston #he would have the winstache here theoretically but no way was i trying to draw that in lol. nigh guaranteed erasing & v little space for it #for the erasing i mean. further disclosures for Interest: negligable / par for the course digital cleaning up includes getting rid of Some #stray marks like particularly annoying out of place specks. hard to do any of that & pick a stopping point though. yet i did... #more significant tweaks were moving winston's mouth up & one pupil iris Mark over both by like 5 pixels tops lol. still better =) #& then naturally the second pic's Colors are all added digitally. texture & that like shade gradient from top to bottom are courtesy of just #the lighting in the pics picking up paper texture / being itself uneven so there was more shadow further down.... #pic one only had lighting & contrast adjustments (slight increase on both)....i don't think any of this was very interesting lol but hey. #winston billions #corned beef #technically: #riawin #i don't know if i quite adequately indicated winston as upset in a frustrated kind of genre as well lol.... #but then i reacted afresh to The Pic as i was adding the colors like ah it conveys the intended emotion To Me...& i am the intended audience #could look like oh he's just like very elevatedly & transparently like ''ah jeeeez *Eye* messed up [pensive]'' lol but isnt meant to be so.. #hand on back of head not to be sheepish or chastened but rather an ''agh christ i wanged the back of my head'' kneejerk reaction lmao #for once in our lives the fun lil stars are the comic strip language of Oof Ouch Physical Pain indication #the other half of [reacting to what literally just happened / has arisen] being like And spilt my drink on my self #and b/c it's winston & it's his life there May be undercurrents of ''ah jeez. did *i* mess up here / so as to be at Ultimate Fault'' #that is the assumed interpretation of Anyone Else at him at any time. [Autistic Character Alert] babes.... #meanwhile. re: pic one's ref i took the screenshot for whole other fun casual reasons & eventually realized like oh hey fun bust profile. so #an exercise in Shading. which is sure smthing i'm a lot more practiced doing via pencil than digital means

[ashmcgivern]

Zeal has wings now

#dungeons and dragons #tiefling #dnd #art #wings #asharts #zeal #aiben #hes got THE ZOOMIES #hes VERY EXCITED about having full wings now #even if hes a bit conflicted about how they started #but hes having a great time flying around #he even got to fly with Xan a bit in the dreamscape #which I think they both needed a bit of father son play #anyway wing anatomy is wrong I need to brush up again #it was v late last night and I just reach a point where I cant be bothered to care anymore

[safyresky]

oh, to end this scene with blinter sex joke, or to leave it with the feels. decisions, decisions.

#this is where i'd put the poll. IF I HAD ONE #dani speaks #gm fam!!! v excited to have cs chapter 21??????? i think it is??? near finished for you all! #and the new people lamenting about jack in the tsc3 tag. plz read my fic. i know its gen fic but plz. it's good. i'm a gr8 writer (sobbing) #jkjk i'm not actually sobbing. i am only a LITTLE BIT DESPERATE haha. #kinda surprised at how much i wrote last night? was up v late. I usually am #deffo have regretti for this morning #but that's not my FAULT #that's on SOCIETY for having jobs start IN THE MORNING #like i was up watching the camp all night!! and timmies won't even let me order ice caps w choco milk on the app anymore! #that was a THING yesterday so I emailed support like 'yo. the choco milk option is gone' #they emailed back like SORRY TO HEAR THAT! SOMETIMES BREAKI ITEMS AREN'T AVAILABLE AT CERTAIN TIMES #JESSICA. IT'S CHOCOLATE MILK AT 8AM. IT'S CHOCOLATE MILK JESSICA.

[harbiinger]

hxroccmplex —> harbiinger

i realized i had such low motivation to be here on this blog is because i kept trying to fit everything into a box. i still love toxic heroism, and that's still gonna be a theme here, but im not gonna focus STRICTLY on heroes and villains anymore!

#⸺ OOC . #man sorry for such the long silence ;;v;; i was really struggling trying to be here #no ocs are gonna be dropped! i'm gonna alter their bios tho #except for Nik. he's always gonna be my little hero #i came on here late last night and changed everything. im gonna be making a new pinned too!

[tarmac-rat]

aha! I was going to send you an ask a few days ago and then got started reading your fic. how about 🎤 and 🔧 for the ask meme?

Ahhhhh thank you so much this is so sweet! Let's see......

🎤- Kerry Eurodyne

Riley and Kerry had a very very rocky start. Kerry is basically Riley's ultimate opposite: the peppy to her moody, the extreme optimist to her extreme realist, the "fuck it, let's blow up a car what's the worst that can happen?" to her "no no no can we please try to come up with a plan I am BEGGING YOU--". Riley's biggest hangup with Kerry is evident in her most core memory of him, where he calls her out of the blue after the Samurai gig and goes "Johnny...?" first, leaving her to awkwardly explain that no, sorry, he's not available, she's gonna have to do, which Kerry shrugs off and goes "okay, yeah, you'll work I guess."

Riley is a bit prickly regarding Kerry's, uh, preference towards Johnny, to the point that she spends the first few weeks of their friendship convinced that Kerry's just waiting for her to shrivel up and die so he can get his best friend back. As a result of that conversation, she pretty much considers that sentiment confirmed in her eyes and thus starts a very awkward companionship where Riley doesn't really even know why she's bothering (the money definitely doesn't hurt, though) and Kerry's just jazzed to have a buddy that enables his destructive ideas in the way Johnny used to. They do eventually become real legit friends and Riley gets over her misgivings around the Dark Matter junket, but they definitely got off on the wrong foot for a while.

🔧- Saul Bright

Oh, Saul. Riley actually likes Saul more than she probably should. After growing up as a very serious, rule-oriented child in a nomad clan, it's natural that she would gravitate towards a very serious, rule-oriented clan leader like Saul, who's stricter than her former Bakkers chieftain Selita but not to the point that it makes him hated among the clan. In truth, Riley is more divided about Saul and Panam's Biotechnica conflict than she would let on, because while she does ultimately think that Panam is right, she doesn't think grand plays of recklessness and mutiny are effective ways of solving it. Regardless, Riley sticks with Panam because she's loyal to a fault for her friends and hey, if she doesn't keep Pan on this side of the living, who's gonna?

The night after Panam and Riley rescue Saul, Riley-- somewhat of a restless sleeper when Raffens are about-- goes to use the bathroom and runs into a similarly wide-awake Saul. The pair of them talk a little 1 v 1, in which Saul kinda-sorta thanks Riley for watching out for Panam and keeping her out of danger, and he tries to pry some more information about her former life as a Bakker to no avail. They talk for a while more until the conversation turns towards Panam again-- in many ways, Saul still views Panam as a child, and is somewhat of the mind that the plan to bust him free was Riley's and not hers. Riley has to put her foot down and set him straight in regards to that too; Hey man, the plan was hers, you may not agree with her approach on shit because I definitely don't sometimes, but Panam gets results and like it or not, she's a person you'd want in your corner rather than out of it, so wise the fuck up and stop tearing her down every chance you get.

Neither of them gain much in the conversation except a newfound, if not somewhat begrudging, respect for each other. Riley and Saul can never really be "friends" due to the power dynamic of him being the Aldecaldo's head and her being a former nomad, but this marks the point that the pair of them find even footing with each other. This ALSO marks the point where Saul realizes that Riley is pretty much the only person Panam will listen to, and every single time Panam texts Riley, she'll get another one from Saul five minutes later asking her to stop Panam from doing whatever stupid thing it is she's about to throw herself into. It gets so bad that Riley seriously contemplates blocking his holo number at some point just so her phone will stop ringing off the hook.

#irrigone #My V #Riley Aldana #Kerry Eurodyne #Saul Bright #THANK YOU!!! Sorry I was at a work function last night so apologies for the late response! #long post

[browntrait]

hi besties this weekend has been absolutely nuts so far, how are y’all doing

#someone almost burnt our apt complex down last night #making RIBS at 1 am #like huh???? #the weather has been crazy #and ive witness like 3 car accidents in 2 days #feeling v overwhelmed lately #but rn im zooted watching corpse bride #hru guys doing??? #k's words