#it was a hyperfixation for me when i was 7

[ittybittybattyart]

Finally beat everything from Pokemon scarlet and I’m hyperfixating on it haha, I’ve always loved Pokemon and I’m so glad I got to play this, the last gen I played was 7 (moon(Guzma my beloved)

There’s a lot of characters I like from this game that I’m hoping to draw (Rika, Geeta, Jacq, Hassel, Brassius, Ryme, Carmine, Drayton, Amarys, Giacomo, Eri) but I thought I’d start with one of my absolute faves Kieran! (Tied with Arven)

I really resonated with Kieran and Arven, it’s so cool to see the improvement in the storytelling/character writing with Pokemon, I hope they keep it up and keep improving too!

Semi personal rambling of why I relate to this dude under the cut

If this game had come out when I was a tween/teen I would’ve resonated even more with Kieran than I do now, since I was dealing with a lot of similar stuff at that time.

I’ve gotten to a much better place with myself and situation in the last five or so years, most of these unless otherwise said aren’t things I really struggle with anymore but I was so reminded of my younger self while playing through Kierans story

The self esteem problems and wanting to prove others wrong about what they think of me, the passive and overt bullying from others, the need of validation from others, especially those I admired/envied. Additionally the constant setbacks in life and trying to achieve my goals despite it and the envy of other people’s lives that seemed easier than mine

… also some of the obsessive tendencies just like generally, I'm extremely monotropic so its VERY difficult to get me to focus on something I'm not fixated on already, I will talk about it without even realizing and do it for days/weeks/months its still something that really effects me, I'll fixate so hard i dont sleep much for weeks and forget to eat/drink kind of levels, I've always been like this (AuDHD)(I'm working on taking breaks and self care in this regard tho)

Therapy really helped/helps (Kieran please go to therapy lol)

#ittybittybattyart #ittybittybattyart2024 #pokemon kieran #rival kieran #champion kieran #pokemon #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon sv #pokemon scarlet dlc #pokemon dlc spoilers #personal ramblings

[clouvu]

Offering lil doodles of them bc my eyes have been opened

#genshin impact #furina #clorinde #furinde #furina's character story 5 and her voicelines about clorinde has left me so mentally ill in the head #THE WAY FURINA FELT THAT SHE WAS NO LONGER WANTED AND ALMOST IMMEDIATELY CLORINDE POPPED UP TO INVITE HER TO A LIL GATHERING AMONG FRIENDS #NOT TO MENTION THAT CLORINDE IMMEDIATELY OFFERED TO PAY FOR HER TO HAVE BETTER LIVING CONDITIONS #EVEN WHEN DECLINED SHE STILL HELPED FURINA TIDY UP HER NEW APARTMENT BEFORE THEY WENT OUT FOR DRINKS TOGETHER #the way clorinde was no longer bound to any sort of contract but still went to visit furina and help her out of her own volition is so????? #AND the fact that little miss stonefaced 24/7 clorinde actually SMILED at furina???? chewing on aluminum foil #oughhhh they scratch at my brain so nicely #ALSO!! ALSO!! THE LONGING IN FURINA'S VOICE WHEN SHE SAYS HOW MUCH SHE TRUSTS CLORINDE AND MISSES HER IS SO!!!!!!!!! #crawling on the walls and howling as we speak #4.2 had made me already so deranged about furina to the point where she shot up from being just a funky lil guy to straight hyperfixation #I just thinjk;;;;;;; she deserves to be happy for once in her life (and have her lil emotional support bodyguard gf w/ her to smooch)

[juniperarts]

I think you like pavitr.. Don't know tho, its just a theory after all.

Idk what has you thinking that.

Interesting theory tho 🤔

Curious to know why you think so

He's an ok character I guess

*looks at my icon for a split second* anyways-

Imma go draw (not Pavitr)

#why my brain do this #it just saw him that first time I watched it and went HIM #we coming up on three months now since the movie came out and I'm still fixated on atsv and this boy #Imma draw other stuff ... trust #but you dont choose your hyperfixation ... it chooses you #and momma I'm going to embrace it this time around #because I think ATSV is a decent piece of media to be a bit unhinged about 🤭 #idk maybe cause it made feel something?? #thats what my sister and I joke about when we'd say we'd seen it 7 times in the theater #it gave me a very much needed/wanted spark of inspo #drive and motivation #that Ive been lacking for almost two years now #so yeah #anon #asks

[crab-withaknife]

from proZD's twitter

#this has been me 24/7 for the past few days abt the spot from spiderverse i have not had a hyperfixation this bad since disco elysium #when i was into de i had to check the fanart tag every day or else id go crazy but then i got so excited it physically hurt #twin peaks guy voice it is happening again

[imreallyloveleee]

honeymoon phase

She pulls him close and wraps her legs around his hips, runs her hands down his back, lets the bad thoughts bleed out while he makes her feel good.

(Set during 5x07, JMM.)

read it on ao3.

#it's true. i've entered the writing phase of the hyperfixation #(first new fandom i've written for in...7 years!? omg) #mcwexler #kim wexler #jimmy mcgill #better call saul #fic #my fic #(also holy shit they are hard to write. this reminds me of when i started writing mad men fic: v intimidating) #bcs

[seagull-scribbles]

Cool teens doin’ ninja things

#TMNT #TMNT 2012 #Michaelangelo Hamato #Donatello Hamato #Leonardo Hamato #Raphael Hamato #mikey 2012 #Donnie 2012 #Leo 2012 #Raph 2012 #very very slightly changed their designs a little bit #more kind of in my own style then a redesign though #I finished the last episode of this series last night #took me longer than the others but this was the one I have the most fond memories of #cause I know I watched 2003 on Cartoon Network when I was like 7 #but we used to sit and watch this as siblings when my younger sibling was 7 and I was 15 #and they thought it was super cool I was the same age as these guys #and I’d just started doing like anger management counciling #there’s more reasons then that but yeah going back to watch it as a hyperfixation felt very personal #it’s like a little time capsule #really enjoyed it but there are obviously things in it I’d change too ahaha #it sure is a TMNT tv show #but yeah here all the siblings are #Leo’s knee is fucked but he still carries his team on his shell #where as 2018 Leo isn’t even a leader #2007 Leo f*cked off #2003 Donnie’s the real leader in his show #I’m not even acknowledging bay Leo he doesn’t even deserve slander #but I like this Leo I’d hang out with her #I did have a backstory for this illustration but I’ve used up all the tags…oopsie

[goldkirk]

When did the latest 1,000 of you follow me??? good lord hi and welcome, I should maybe pay attention to my notifications and activity page more 😭

#I’m not sure if you showed up about fanfiction or from one of my brief hyperfixations or from the cult post or from Star Trek or batfam #but hi welcome hello! #it’s just this! it’s just this. all the time. I bounce interests and recycle old ones #and share way too much personal life on this blog #especially in post tags #and i really love talking with people but most of the time my brain treats messages and asks and emails and texts #as if they are a deadly danger #so I WILL take up to 7 years to respond #but please know it haunts me every day #and I will get to it eventually #even if it’s long after you unfollowed me potentially #anyway. in this house we stan fairness and authenticity and compassion towards both others and self #and we are a pro skepticism and pro sourced-information and pro scientific research around here #AND obsessed with experiencing existence through the realm of story #I hope you enjoy your time here! you can always stick around and I’m happy to see you #but absolutely unfollow me at any time! curate your online experience! it should be good for you #when I or my blog no longer spark joy #please unfollow. I literally do not care. your experience is supposed to be nice for you #take what serves you and leave the rest. #this is just tumblr. you have a whole life #I’ll never be mad #👍 #2024 #this is a lot of followers. like not five digits a lot but INCOMPREHENSIBLE numbers to ME regardless lol #thanks for following whatever your reason was

[neonlazycat]

GOSH WHY DID I GIVE Y/N THIS HAIRSTYLE

LIKE WHAT IS THIS?????

#its so painful ti draw #it doesn't even make sense #i do love to torture myself i guess #oh well #also since were here i decided that taking a break from thinking of drawing and stressing to post might me nice #maybe for a week imma just chill #cuz the thing is drawing is what makes me feel better #and sharing my aus makes me feel better #but when i can't draw bcz of burnout then it deprives me from the only thing that keeps me happy #so break time it is #:D #maybe when i arrive at the sun/moon parts of the comic ill be more motivated #but thats for another time :3 #i literally have nothing else that captures my hyperfixation like they do so i guess thinking about them 24/7 made my brain tired

[snixx]

the 39 clues girlies are having a field day in the notes of a post I made months ago and all I can do is gaze upon them fondly as I remember the most passionate late lover of my life

#they want to revive the fandom 🥹 #oh the stories i could tell #jesus my t39c hyperfixation was definitely a Time. i don't think I've had a more intense hyperfixation ever #i can STILL name all the clues off the top of my head. five years later #i feel like a grandma #i don't get as sad over it or as excited every time i see a sign of someone wanting to revive the fandom as i used to but #your first love never dies and all #throwback to that time i tried to organise an internet clue hunt!!! we should totally do that on tumblr it could be so fun #i had so many ideas damn #the 39 clues #girlblogging.pdf #holy shit wait it's more like 7 years now. not five #broooooo #almost 8 tbh #i miss the site i miss the ffn forums i miss the books being in stores... #i miss the gc that made me get a tumblr in the firstplace #oof #i do not play about this series when i say i am INSUFFERABLE about it #i literally used to think about it 24/7 for years not exaggerating #i had to relate everything to it i still do #i was fully convinced i was an undercover lucian agent #who am I kidding i still do #i don't have one notebook without all the clues listed in them from some time i was bored in class

[g1ngerbeer]

so i might have a problem.

#every fma art ive posted Has had the wretched man but know that this is only the tip of the iceberg. this is just the stuff i think is good #what ive posted is only the 10% of relatively sane drawings poking out above the surface of the hyperfixation ocean #im not kidding when i say i Cannot stop drawing him. my emotional support blorbo. #wretched little man. pathetic bastard. help #i'm like a shark if swimming = drawing roy mustang. if i stop i sink to the bottom of the ocean #unfollow me now if you dont want to see the Bastard 24/7. #ginger yells

[n0ct0urn1quet]

stop calling him twittypet like thats his name !!!!! the word "kittypet" isnt a NAME that you call someone its just a description!!!!!!!! in warrior cats you dont say "that's kittypet" you say "that's a kittypet"!!!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! did none of you actually read warrior cats when yall started this tumblrclan stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#IVE BEEN HYPERFIXATED ON WARRIOR CTATS FOR 7+ YEARS #THE SMALLEST INCONSISTENCIES even in stuff that isnt directly wc stuff MAKE ME SO MAD !!!!! #HES *A* TWITTYPET!!!!!! HIS NAME ISNT TWITTYPET YOU DONT CALL THEM TWITTYPET AS A NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #aughhhhGgfhghg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #tumblrclan #twittypet #warrior cats #give him a kittypet (or twittypet) name call him like. fuckin idk!!!!!! tweeter!!!!!!!! #his name!!!!!!!!! isnt twittypet!!!!! kittypet isnt a name its a Description!!!!1 #you are a twittypet!!!!!!!!!!! #i just had to get that out there ok . #like you can call him 'aka the twittypet' or 'THE twittypet. A twittypet' but it makes me unreasonably mad #when ppl are like 'omg i ship twittypet and tumblrstar/dashstar/whatever' #give him a name!!!!!! call him tweeter!!!!! or give him like a warrior name like tweetsong!!!!!! or just call him The twittypet!!!!!

[feluka]

i'm actually gonna explode they're pushing me to my limits

#my phone rang while i was asleep and my dad (doesn't speak english) didn't recognize the contact name so he picked up and demanded to know #to know who it is because it was a man on the other end. it was my brother. my fucking BROTHER. his son. oh my fucking god #(i have like. a codename for him in my contacts instead of his actual name) anyway my brother rightfully hung up on him. #good job asshole on 1-violating my privacy 2- getting worked up over nothing and looking bad when you try to make me look bad #3- not recognizing your own son's voice like the cringefail dad that you are #also my mother decided that lgbt people are now her new fun hobby. like she's always been homophobic but for some reason she decided to lik #hyperfixate on being homophobic or some shit. she brings it up 24/7 and says the most vile shit and idk what to do not to explode or cry #in front of her. i feel like i'm being tested. and that i'm failing the test

[sbrn10]

Fic: just like an old time movie ('bout a ghost from a wishing well)

on ao3

Bells Hells and Laudna have some conversations, sprinkled at various places between e65-e73. or: 5 times nobody realized they were dating (and 1 time someone did) or: the one that was supposed to be a lighthearted and silly 5+1 about my brainrot ship and instead kind of turned into a weirdly gen fic against the backdrop of my brainrot ship. Please send help.

Or I can't believe I actually wrote CR fic.

#when my hyperfixation leads to actually writing something new and posting it within two weeks of starting #do you understand that this has not happened once in the past like... 7 years? #anyway can't believe that i haven't felt the need to be in public tags for the last four years at least #and now the one time i WOULD like to throw something out into the general aether i cannot #because tumblr hath shadowbanned me for reasons unknown to me -- alas this tracks with my life #ANYWAY #sometimes i write #mostly about making my blorbos sit down and talk

[dykefaggotry]

the mix of mental illnesses in my brain is so funny bc I haven't been obsessing/hyperfixating on anything or anyone in a While and that should be a good thing but I know the secret (it's bc I'm depressed)

#quiet bpd when u don't have a fp or other fixation like 🧍‍♂️ #of course my gf is my favorite person in the literal sense & it's like #a very good thing that it's not in the bpd sense anymore bc I'm capable of being normal and not annoying to them 24/7 #but after that stabilized I at least also had Things to hyperfixate on #but the last like? year? I've been too depressed to hyperfixate on anything 😭 #so now it's neither and I'm like. help. someone for the love of god sedate me.

[chewysgummies]

TODAY THE DAY!!!!! 🎉🎊

#chewys notes #killbot 86 #today the day this post was made #Killbot 86 appreciation day!!! #ill be honest when i say that i dont exactly have anything planned for it #i thought about making a new art piece #but it didn't work out and i got upset #but i say say one thing tho #he's genuinely one of the most underrated characters in this show #The fact he's could be a potential s3 antagonist due to his huge influence on peeper and Sylvia is crazy #he has such a unique & cool ass design as a robots #I been hyperfixing on this mf for like 7 months now #not has long as anyone's for my previous interests before but god damn this mf came to me #and i loved him since #I even made a robot oc myself just to paired him with and show his loving affection toward him #secretly one of the best characters in this show and y'all sleeping on him fr #appreaciation post #woy #wander over yonder

[russellius]

Why do you have to be so anti everyone? you have a really good blog but it's just not fun anymore

... what 🧍🏻‍♀️

#tf do you mean im anti everyone im literally doing nothing on here except posting about one guy? #like 😭 #what do you want from me #im depressed and i have a hyperfixation. the primary focus of this blog is to have an outlet for that. #if this is about me not posting certain drivers again - can we just move on. #nobody is forcing you to follow a blog you dont enjoy #if you dont get the content you want from here you are always free to seek it elsewhere #or you can post it yourself. #i have my interests and i will stick to them #and thats not me being 'anti everyone' lol like. i dont even fucking slander anyone 💀 #im just here posting 24/7 about one dude ffs. #let me be please :) #answered #(like. when did i ever post driver hate. how am i 'anti everyone'. half of the grid i havent even mentioned on here) #(man. yall make this site so much fun huh.) #((just. why am i expected to post content i dont like. or what is this about. i have been consinstently blogging the same way #for months and months.)) #(wait. did the toto slander upset you? bro come on now)