hope its okay if i ask about this because ive seen stuff on your account about this a few times
how did you date someone for TWO YEARS
LMAO yeah so that story is an insane one so buckle up (also i am totally comfy sharing my experiences especially with that relationship because i think it could be helpful for others in a way)
important info: 1) he was my friend first 2) i’d never been in a relationship prior 3) my parents are divorced (that’s important to why)
pretty much i think the how i dated him for a little over a year was because i was convinced i had to make it work- genuinely it was so insanely toxic which is the only reason i stayed? i kinda manipulated myself into thinking i could change things if i tried hard enough…. which wasn’t the case. likely due to the fear of ending up like my parents- i just sacrificed myself and my values to keep our heads barely above the water
it was- not ideal. i really had the “i can fix him mindset” when that…. is not how it works yk
so yeah i was able to be in a relationship for that long because i sorta trapped myself 😅 but! i do have like second hand witness of a very healthy relationship that’s been going for 3+ years with my brother and his girlfriend so love is real and relationships can last if they’re actually good 😭🙏
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gay…..
the WORST part about this aro crisis is that i don’t like being wrong and this is honestly embarrassing as hell. like i’m still definitely arospec without a doubt. and like i identified as aroflux for years but then i was so confidently like eh actually i think im just aro and never want a relationship ever ……. WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO omg this is so horrifying ,,,,, because even if i do decide i want to ask her out it’s just . going to be very complicated 😭
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thought process : so what’s with the sudden crop up of tumblr mutuals named. percy and nico. i swear to god if it’s those motherfucking mythology books
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You think it would never happen but then as youre talking to your groupmate and as you finally look in front of you, a spider web covers your face
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♥♥ { From Cherri }
Send me a kiss! (Accepting)
He heard something that sounded terribly lot like "The fuck, mate, ya bleach your hair?" spoken with that illustrious, eccentric, beautiful drawl. But it couldn't be! He had been the sole casualty, the prize he had had to pay for the ticket here was to come alone. She couldn't be here.
Yet there she stood, illuminated by heavenly light, no, her own light, for no halo could ever come close to matching her radiance (and Pentious had seen many so far!)
"C-Cherri?" he called out, rubbing his eyes to see if he was merely conjuring up an illusion. But she wouldn't budge, just flashed that knee-buckling, lopsided smirk and opened her arms. "Cherri!" Pentious shouted again and practically leapt towards her. Common prudishness be damned, he declared in his mind and captured the woman of his affections into his arms. He twirled her in the air and observed the face he had missed for such a long time. There were so many things he wanted to ask, so many things he wanted to say, but the look in her eye sent him a message; no words were needed right now. She wanted to continue where they were left off.
And Sir Pentious didn't oppose.
He leaned forward and she graciously accepted his kiss. It started as quickly as their last, but now there was no hurry, no danger to return to afterwards. Just them. They kissed for an immeasurable amount of time and then they started all over again. Pentious' hold around her frame strengthened, he never wanted to let her go again.
"Cherri, how I've missed you," he whispered into her skin in between what must've been the hundredth kiss they had exchanged. Cherri brushed his cheek with the back of her hand and nodded. "Yah," she said. "Too bad it isn't real."
Sir Pentious blinked. "Eh, what?"
But Cherri had already dissolved from his arms. Yelling for her name couldn't bring her back, as the heavenly morning choir woke Pentious from the best dream he had seen since ascending to this realm.
He looked around, desperately. But all that remained was his cloudy bed and his empty arms. No Cherri.
".....FUCK."
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♥ What’s the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?
That would have to be when in an rp i was doin a couple years ago, my rp partner at the time blindsided me with some gross ass shit outta nowhere, it wasn't even smut, and the bastard had the gall to slam some of the worst shit i'd ever had to see in front of me, so i just kinda gave my screen the ol' "Concerned pomeranian" look before we had a looooooong fucking talk about why what they did was un-fucking-cool.
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half the fanart on tumblr of saltburn is better than the actual movie was
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lmao marazhai's reaction when you pretend to break it off. i've never seen this man so confused.
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