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#it used to be fine but now i'm in a dsmp fixating streak and like
violexides
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after attempting to make 4 different posts illustrating my newfound psychological issues posting things from my fandoms onto tumblr and then deleting all of them immediately i think i’m going to just take a break or something
#personal
#the TLDR is that i feel like i have to balance how much i post for fandoms
#like i have to make sure i post the same amount for idv dr and dsmp
#or else something Catastrophic will occur
#and it's bringing me to the brink of panic attacks kind of consistently
#like i posted an excerpt for a fic and almost started crying out of fear
#and it's less fear more like. literal. serious paranoias at this point
#like i'm starting to get shit like 'if i don't write something in a month someone will break in'
#i just. i. mm. i LIKE posting about fandoms but
#i literally do not know how to solve this issue at fucking all
#go to therapy more??? start tagging fandoms more??? sideblogs???
#i don't want to make sideblogs for this shit i just
#it used to be fine but now i'm in a dsmp fixating streak and like
#i literally can't even dm people about it without getting stressed
#i'm sorry for venting on main but like. i just. mm.
#this isn't for pity or like a vague post or shading any fandom communities or shit
#has nothing to do with other people. well. not really
#i just literally like
#it's to the extent that i panicked over making my phone backgrounds fandom related
#but not all three of them like i 'broke the balance'
#this all sounds so stupid i'm sorry but like. if it was just a light anxiety i wouldn't
#mention it so much it's become a big fucking issue
#and it's all entirely on me
#maybe i'm just going insane maybe that's the takeaway i kind of am
#that's kind of been happening i just. i. okay. logging off of tumblr.
#ask to tag
#vent
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