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luv4kozume · 2 months
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🍯 𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐌 — CHRIS STURNIOLO
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Chris x Fem!Reader
Contains: Swearing, pet names (baby, ma), safe word (not used), blindfold, oral f!receiving, fingering, praise, use of sex toy (vibrator), missionary, overstimulation, multiple f!orgasms, unprotected sex, squirting, creampie, established relationship. Proof read!
Synopsis: A story in which Chris finds a box of your sex toys while cleaning your room.
Word Count: 4,697
💋 — Requested: “can u do one where chris finds the readers vibrator in her room and he asks her ab if and then they have sex and he used the vibrator and make it super freaky yk”
💋 — Requested: “hiyaa!! i was wondering if u could write something where matt/chris overstimulate the reader”
a/n: I combined two requests for this one teehee.
The vibrator in this is based off the magic wand plus with four settings (not me exposing myself, bye). I may or may not have had a little bit too much fun w this request!? 😨
Served up real freaky as requested, ENJOY BABIES!!! 💞
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*:・゚✧ 💌 *:・゚✧
A thrawt sigh fell from your lips as your fingers clicked against the keyboard. You sat in bed, your back pressed into the pillows and your knees up with your laptop resting in your lap.
You had already been pushing off this assignment for the past week and was dangerously close to the deadline. You were trying so desperately to get done with this paper as your boyfriend, Chris, sat across the room.
He sat hunched over in his gaming chair, caught in a trance in front of his PC. The sleeves of his orange hoodie draping around his arms as his fingers moved rapidly against the controller. His eyes scanning back and forth on the screen and tongue poking out in concentration.
“No! You’re fucking trash!!” He screeched into the mic of his headset, causing you to jump.
You were already overwhelmed and his constant screaming and hollering was not making it any better.
To be fair, he did ask you beforehand if you would mind if he played the game while you did your assignment. At the time the gesture seemed sweet and endearing, and you didn’t mind having him in the same room. But now you were beginning to regret it.
Even though he was irritating you, you still wanted him here with you. But you couldn’t help it when another frustrated sigh slipped out. You could feel your temples pounding as you massaged them with the tips of your fingers.
Chris’ eyes flicked over towards the corner of his PC, seeing just a bit of you through the reflection of the screen. He muted his mic and took off his headset, letting it rest on the back of neck before spinning the chair around to face you.
“Baby, what’s wrong?” He asked, in a much more relaxed tone than before.
“Nothing.” You reply, still trying to rub away that pounding headache of yours. “Just frustrated. And you’re so loud.”
He felt awful, he hadn’t even realized how disruptive he had been. The chair squeaked a bit as he rose up from it, leaving his headset and controller on the desk before making his way towards the bed.
You watched as he nearly tripped over the many clothes that scattered the floor. The bedroom had been a mess for the past week and it was driving you crazy. You just hadn’t had the time or motivation to tidy up and that may have been another reason why you felt so overwhelmed.
The mattress moved a bit as he sat on the edge of the bed, his palm wrapping around your knee in a loving manner before looking up into your tired eyes.
“Go take a shower, I got it.” He says in almost a whisper, nodding his head towards the door.
“Got what?” You ask raising a brow, he only cleaned up whenever you suggested him to.
“The room. I know you hate it when things are a mess so just chill out. I got it.” Chris repeated, a dumb smirk growing on his face at your unamused expression.
“Okay.” You huff out, shutting off your computer and placing it in the center of the bed before hopping out. “Thank you.”
“You don’t gotta thank me.” He replied, pressing a kiss against your cheek.
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The sound of the shower running had faded into the background as Chris started gathering piles of clothes from the floor. Making two separate stacks to decide what was dirty and clean.
He had made a mental goal for himself to get finished with everything by the time you get out of the shower. That way, you’d be able to fully relax. He even shut off his game.
It only took a few more minutes to finally get rid of all the clothes, which thankfully was the bulk of the mess. There was concerning amount of empty pepsi cans laying around his side of the bedroom, so he quickly gathered those and took them to the trash.
Once he returned back in the room, he checked under the bed to make sure that there weren’t any more soda cans that may have rolled under— he knew how much that drove you crazy and didn’t want to get you worked up anymore tonight.
Luckily, there weren’t any but there was something out of the ordinary that caught his attention.
“Huh?” He voiced aloud, focusing his eyes on the small pink box he had never seen before. Curiously, he grabbed onto it and slid it against the carpet towards him.
He sat on the floor with his legs crossed, the box laying in his lap. He took a peek just above the bed at the open door to make sure you weren’t in sight to see him snooping through your things. He knew how embarrassed you’d be if you were to find out.
He had just assumed it was just ordinary girly things like makeup or more clothes. But why did you have it tucked away under your bed?
His fingers grazed over the lid before finally opening it, his eyes widening at the lewd sight in front of him. He certainly wasn’t expecting that.
In the box laid a large blue and white vibrator with three small buttons on the side. It came with a charger that was laying right next to it, along with a pink, silk blindfold.
His heart raced in his chest at the many thoughts running through his mind. All he could think about was the way you could’ve used this on yourself. How you would squirm against the sheets, your face twisting up in pleasure as you pressed the toy against your clit.
An idea about tag teaming you with it consumed those thoughts. He wondered if you would be able to handle both—him and the toy—at the same time.
How you’d look and sound with your vision impaired, the vibrator pressed against you, and his dick ramming into you at a brutal pace. He thought about all the possible positions he could get you in, how your voice would begin to crack after he made you cum over and over again, how you—
“I’m starting to feel so much better!” You beamed, clutching your white bath towel up to your chest. But you don’t see Chris right away, you could hear something shut close and your boyfriend instantly shot up from the floor with his arms behind his back.
“Hey.” Chris spoke, a devious smile tugging at his lips. He tried his best to sound nonchalant but that grin on his face was a dead give away that something was up.
“Hi?” You giggle, pulling out a drawer from the dresser to get some clothes to change in.
He walks over towards you, still keeping his hands behind his back, as he shuts the drawer closed with his knee.
“What, weirdo.” You joke, looking up into his eyes.
“You just won’t be needing clothes. That’s all.” He shrugged.
“And why is that?” You ask, crossing your arms together. Assuming that it has something to do whatever he was hiding.
“Thought you’d never ask.” He replied, finally revealing the mystery to you.
Your mouth fell open and your ears grew hot, seeing your vibrator in one hand and a silk blindfold in the other. You hadn’t used either of them since you and Chris got together. In fact, you almost forgotten about them since you had them tucked away.
“Chris!” You squeal, a wave of embarrassment rushing through you. You reached out, trying to yank it away from him but you were left unsuccessful when he had it raised just above your head.
“When’s the last time you used it?” He asks, ignoring your pouting.
“I don’t remember, it’s been a while.” You huff out, adjusting your towel back up to your chest.
“Well, what do you think about using it right now?” He suggested with a smirk.
You felt like your knees were going to give out just by his simple question. You already knew exactly what he meant but you couldn’t form the right words to respond. He searched your eyes for an answer and to him, the message they were sending was blatantly clear.
You watched as he tossed the toys at the foot of the bed. Two strong hands slipped around your waist, pulling you in towards him. His fingers dug into the creases the fuzzy towel made around your figure as he pressed his lips against yours.
Your brows furrowed together, whimpering at how Chris hungrily kissed you. His tongue slipping past the plumpness of your lips to get a taste of your own. Your arms reached up around his neck, lazily draping them around his body, allowing your towel to drop around your ankles.
He only groaned into the kiss, blood rushing towards his dick knowing that you were completely nude. His hands slithered down your curves to cup your ass.
You whimpered at this, a bit of saliva trickled down your chin as his tongue swirled against yours in a way that set your body ablaze.
Your hands slid down past his chest and rested on his biceps, entangling your fingers into the soft, thick fabric of his hoodie. You gave a slight tug at his clothing, telling him that you wanted to take this to the bed so that you wouldn’t have to pull away from his lips.
You feel his grin grow on his face, letting out a low chuckle before uttering the word, “Up.”
You let out whine, jumping up from the floor and into his grasp. Scooping you up by the bottoms of your thighs and pressing your body up against his so that your stomach was flushed with his own.
The kiss now turned into a sloppy mess as you tilted your head in the opposite direction of his. Your teeth clashing together and the sounds of them smacking bounced off the walls— eliciting even more delicious groans from him that made your core tingle with excitement.
His feet dragged against the carpet as he slowly carried you over to the bed, not daring to pull away from your lips in the process. The bed frame creaked as the two of you adjusted against the mattress.
Your fingertips grazed just over his stubble, pulling him in closer as your legs fell open. Allowing for his hips to rest in between them. He swallowed each whine that escaped past your lips as he shamelessly rutted his bulge against your bare pussy. Your arousal staining the fabric of his grey sweats.
He earned another whine from you once he finally pulled away, rising up between your legs. Your chest heaved as you watched his fingers loop underneath the hem of his hoodie, tugging it up over his head and tossing it to the floor.
His black tee raising up just a bit, getting a good glimpse of the happy trail that decorated his toned stomach before falling back down. His silver chain glittering in the dim lighting the lamp illuminated in the bedroom. He saw the hungry look in your eyes, subconsciously asking him for more.
“Want this off too, ma?” He taunts, pulling at the bottom of his shirt only to leave you a flustered mess.
He already knew the answer before you gave him a cute nod, already pulling away at his clothing and letting it join his hoodie on the floor.
Your heart fluttered in your chest, seeing his hand grab hold of the small piece of silk and bringing it up to your face. You already knew what he was going to do, your arms bent so that you could prop yourself up by your elbows. This allowed him to stretch the elastic band over your head, bringing the silk down to your forehead.
“You can tell me when you want it off, okay? You know the word.” He reassured, before bringing the blindfold down over your eyes.
“Okay.” You reply, adjusting yourself back into the mattress.
Your mouth fell open just slightly and your hands balled up into weak, shy fists as they rested on your chest. You could feel your heartbeat pounding in every part of your body, nervously waiting for Chris’ next move.
Your hips buck up from the bed when you felt both of his warm hands wrap around your waist. Usually you weren’t this animated when your boyfriend touched you, but now that one of your senses had been hindered, it made every touch seem much more than it actually was. If this is how you reacted with just his hands on you how would you react to the vibrator?
His hair gently brushed against your skin as he peppered tender kisses into your stomach. You wiggled into his grasp, your arms naturally falling against your sides, allowing his head to come up further to press kisses into your chest.
You chewed on your bottom lip, feeling him cup your breasts and squeeze them together. Butterflies filling your stomach as you felt his clothed dick press into your core once again. You could feel your cheeks and ears growing hot from all the intensity.
“Let me hear those pretty sounds, baby. You know how much I love ‘em.” Chris coaxed against your skin before wrapping his lips around your nipple.
Your brows knitted together and your teeth let go of your lips, allowing a faint whimper to slip out. His chain pressing into your skin as his stomach was flushed with yours. He groaned against the plushness of your skin, swirling his tongue around the sensitive bud.
“Fuck.” You whimpered, arching your back up from the bed.
Your palms flattened against his shoulder. A low vibration coursed through you as Chris hummed against your skin, loving the way your nails sank down into his flesh. Your hips squirmed underneath him, desperately trying to get that sweet relief of friction down below. It was like an itch you just couldn’t scratch.
You heard a slight popping sound once he released from your nipple, only to show the next one the same amount of attention.
His fingers pressed into the already wet, sensitive bud. Gently rolling it between his fingertips as his tongue flicked against the other.
His cock twitched against the constricting fabric of his boxers as a series of whines slipped past your lips. He loved being the cause of them and couldn’t wait to pull even more out of you.
Another popping sound came, you sighed feeling the warmth of his damp lips now pressing into your hot skin. Leaving a trail of sloppy kisses from your ribcage down to your waist. His thumbs tracing circles into your hips and a few soft strands of his hair tickled against you as his head slowly inched its way between your legs.
Two strong hands wrapped around the back of your thighs, slowly prying them open to leave you whimpering at how exposed you felt. Your heart pounded in your ears as you tried to prepare yourself for what was about to come, but Chris moved at a terribly slow pace that made it nearly impossible to predict what he was going to do next.
Was he going to use his tongue or perhaps his fingers? Or shit, maybe he’d start right off with the vibrator. All those thoughts fogged up your mind and you couldn’t tell if your face was hot with embarrassment or excitement.
Either way, all those thoughts came to an end once he finally gave you what you craved the most— direct contact.
His name slipped out in a sharp gasp when you felt his tongue flatten against your clit. He licked a stripe on it before pulling away with a smirk, humming in amusement over how worked up you were getting from just his tongue. Perhaps he should blindfold you more often.
Your fingers clenched onto the sheets, feeling his tongue start from your slick entrance. He made sure to gather each drop of your sweet juices before bringing his mouth back up to your puffy clit.
“Fuck.” You sighed, your legs quivering around his head. Your toes started to curl in and your back raised up from the mattress as he stayed latched onto your cunt as if his life depended on it.
Your arousal had already saturated his lips, dripping down his chin and soaking into the satin sheets. His grip remained strong around your hips, reducing the amount of wiggling you could do.
His prickly stubble brushed against your thighs as the sound of his lips smacking filled your ears. Butterflies swarmed in your stomach from all the lewd sounds that came from him, being sure to soak up everything in this moment.
Your fingers made their way towards his hair, combing through his locks before slightly tugging at his scalp. Eliciting a low grunt from him that sent pleasing vibrations into your core.
You whimpered as you felt that familiar knot in your stomach start to build up, a telltale sign that you were fairly close. Chris is also aware of the fact, knowing how your voice tends to get higher as you approach your high.
“Chris..” You plea, rustling against the sheets. “Baby, I’m close..”
His eyes flicked up to you, although you can’t see him, he couldn’t help but look up at you. Your lips poking out in a needy pout, your brows furrowing together, your cheeks flushed and your chest heaving— so sweet and angelic as you were slowly beginning to unravel right before his eyes.
“Come on, let go for me.” He uttered against your flesh before diving right back in and attacking your most sensitive bit.
“Oh, shit.” You cry, tossing your head back into the pillows, your whole body now levitating off the mattress. The elastic band of your orgasm now snapped after hearing his melodic words of confirmation.
His tight grip around you loosened just a bit giving you the opportunity to smush his face in between your thighs. His cheeks glowing a rosy hue as his nostrils flared against you, his tongue remained glued to your clit as you rode out your high.
Your body melted back into the sheets and your legs slowly fell back open. You exhaled a sigh as you were starting to catch your breath, only to let out a sharp gasp once you felt a sudden feeling of stimulation.
Your clit twitched against his lips as he pressed a kiss into your folds, his face now glistening in the dim lighting just as much as your pussy. A timid, shaky hand raised up to push his head away, a low conniving chuckle soon followed.
“It’s sensitive..” You whined, attempting to close your legs.
“You don’t think I can get one more out of you?” He asked in a taunting voice. His large hands roaming all over your body, sending a shiver down your spine. “Please baby, for me?”
“But—“ You start to protest, only to be cut off.
His hips made their way back in between your legs, he leaned in towards you so that his stomach was now flushed with yours. You could feel his chain dangling just over your breasts as he lowered himself down, various strands of hair now brushing against your cheek as he peppered kisses into the nape of your neck.
“You know the word when it’s too much.” He coaxed in your ear, his kisses now getting lower as his hand slithered down last your stomach.
“Chris!” You gasped, feeling the pads of his fingers press into your swollen clit. He wasted no time massaging quick yet gentle circles into your sensitivity.
“Gotta make sure you’re nice and wet for my cock, yeah?” He groaned, his fingers sliding down your slick folds, making sure to coat them up good with your juices before daring to slip inside your entrance.
Your arms draped around his neck, nails digging into his back as his lips were now pressing kisses into your cheek, slowly inching them towards the corner of your mouth and then finally your lips.
Your tongue intermingled with his own as his fingers slowly pressed their way inside, dipping deep into your wetness. Chris swallowed your moans as he started pumping the two digits inside you. Your moist, spongy walls hugged around him just right, it had his cock weeping in his boxers to be set free.
“Squeezing around me so.. fucking.. nice.” He groaned against your lips in between smacks. “Can’t wait to fill that pussy up with my dick, you’d like that, huh? Fuck you full of my cum?”
Before you could give him an answer, all of the pleasure and warmth was gone. You whined loudly in frustration, bucking your hips up into the air, desperate for more. You were working up another orgasm only for it to be snatched away in a blink of an eye.
“Be patient, baby.” He chuckles at your pathetic pouting. All you could hear was the bed frame squeaking and the weight shifting in the bed, you assumed he was getting up. “All good things come in time.”
A clicking noise soon followed that, then the sheets rustled as his knees sank back down into the mattress. You didn’t know this of course, but he had the biggest grin plastered across his face knowing that he had the upper hand in the situation— perhaps he was enjoying this a little too much.
His grey sweats and boxers were now scattered on the floor, his neglected cock rising up to his stomach, twitching at the wondrous sight in front of him. The vibrator sat up in his dominate hand as the other slowly pried your legs back open.
A low whimper escaped past your lips, feeling the head of the vibrator press against you. Chris ran the silicone along your wet folds before finally bringing it back up to your aching clit. His free hand pressed into the back of your thigh, his thumb massaging into your plush skin.
“Oh, fuck..” You whined, your body curled up towards him as he clicked one of the blue buttons on.
The toy giving off a low yet pleasing sensation that traveled all throughout your body as he pressed the toy further into your core. That same devious grin remained on his face, growing bigger by the second as he watched you squirm about. Making the weakest attempts to wiggle away from the overstimulation.
“Don’t run away, now. I haven’t even gotten to the best part yet.” He whispered, his free hand forcing your hips down in place. His thumb tauntingly brushed over the button just before raising the setting up to two.
Your legs now shaking and your bottom lip was tucked behind your teeth, trying your best to contain yourself but Chris made it terribly difficult.
“Have you ever made it to four?” He asked, keeping the silicone head right on your clit, occasionally pressing deeper into you to give you that extra pressure. Your hips stuttered in his grasp each time he did so.
You could hardly withstand the intensity of the second setting, you couldn’t possibly imagine attempting the fourth. Shit, you haven’t even experienced the third.
Your jaw fell open, attempting to give him an answer but your mind was all fogged up. Broken moans slipped out between each incoherent word, leaving you trembling in embarrassment when you heard Chris laugh.
“You can work up to it, baby. Don’t worry.” He cooed.
Your breath hitched in your throat as the bed shifted, the vibrator rocking into your cunt as he adjusted himself in the bed. His fingers wrapped around your dainty wrist, slowly bringing it up to the toy.
“Gonna be good for me and hold it up?” He says, finally passing it over to you once you replied with a feverish nod.
You whimpered as your fingers grazed his, grabbing a hold of the vibrator. Your breathing slowed just a bit as you had gotten used to the sensation by now.
That was until another clicking sound came and you nearly screamed feeling the toy rise to the third setting.
Both of your hands now wrapped around it’s handle as your entire body trembled. You were so close to letting the safe word slip out.
Despite the overwhelming amounts of pleasure coursing through you, deep down you knew that the last thing you wanted was for it to end.
“Atta girl, you’re doing so good.” Chris purred with a smirk.
His fingers wrapped around the base of his member, slowly pumping it before aligning his tip with your sopping wet entrance. His teeth tugged at his bottom lip as he teasingly ran his head against your folds, making sure to lather his cock in your juices before finally slipping himself inside.
“Fuck, fuck..” You whined, feeling your second orgasm quickly creeping up on you.
A low groan slipped past the brunette’s lips, his chin dropping down to his chest as your plush walls hugged around him in all the right ways. His fingers dug into your thighs, pushing your legs up further to your chest, causing your tits to squeeze together.
The new angle allowed him to press his way into you deeper. Your back arched as you felt his girth stretching you out, his head kissing that sweet, sensitive area inside you that made your toes curl and voice hoarse.
“Squeezing the life outta me, s-shit.” He stuttered, wasting no time ramming his pelvis into your hips.
Your whole body felt like it was on fire, your breathing quickening and your voice now raspy from how much you’ve been crying. Your clit ached against the vibrator, not knowing how much more you could take— but still refusing to say that word.
His eyes flicked down to your hands, your grip so tight on the handle that your knuckles changed color. He couldn’t hold back his laugh as he gazed at the button, so tempted to see how you’d react to the highest setting.
As much as he’d love to prolong this little session, he didn’t know how much longer he could last. Especially with you clenching around him so tight, his veins twitched along your walls as his orgasm crept up on him too.
Click!
“Chris! No, no, no..” You squealed, at the sudden change of speed. The new sensation too much to bare and had you cumming in an instant, your juices spraying all over the toy and Chris.
You dropped the toy, attempting to catch your breath but Chris kept on going. His thrusts were quicker and much more sloppy now.
He raised up your silk blindfold with a pinch, locking his eyes into your glossy ones. His hands now back on your hips, raising you up from the mattress as he pounded into you, showing you no mercy.
The sight was nearly enough to send him over the edge. Your bouncing tits, your strained voice, the erotic sound of your wetness. A grin tugged at the corner of his lips as he peered down at your core, amazed at how much you came. He really got a kick out of watching himself stuffing you full of his cock.
Your hands wrapped around his for leverage before hiccuping a quiet, “Hurry..” warning him that you were close to tapping out and calling it quits.
Luckily for him, it wasn’t long before he finally came, his hot seed spilling out into you— filling you up to the brim. You chanted his name like it was prayer, your brain unable to think of anything else other than him and his dick.
His body collapsed on top of you, his lips lazily kissing away at your pouty ones. His cock still inside you, twitching about as your thumbs traced along his rough stubble.
After a few moments had passed, he finally pulled out with a sigh, leaving you whining from sensitivity. The sheets were soaked with cum and your bodies were both a sweaty and sticky mess.
“Let’s get cleaned up, yeah?” Chris said, carrying you out of bed and towards the bathroom.
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zanarkandskylines · 27 days
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₊✩‧₊ ⇢ gamer boyfriend!kirishima
『 ♡ 』 kirishima & mild KiriBaku x fem!reader (18+ under the cut!) -`✧ eijiro kirishima masterlist
✩ kirishima loves gaming with his buddies every friday night to blow off steam and hang out with his bro squad. they start bullshitting the idea of starting a streaming group and decide to give it a shot.
✩ the bits and pieces for streaming come in the mail - boxes at a time. while he’s at work one day, you spend the entire afternoon building his desk, moving his PC and setting up all the streaming equipment in the office.
✩ bakugo, kaminari, sero and kirishima decide to call themselves “the riot squad.”
✩ you’re the group’s first viewer on their debut stream. kirishima excitedly interacts with you through the chat as he games for hours, the others interchangeably commenting on your messages playfully.
✩ one viral gaming clip later, the boys have gained over 5,000 followers in a month’s time. you’ve helped kirishima build an entire discord server for the community they’ve built and moderate their streams alongside a few other friends.
✩ plenty of fans clamor over bakugo with his naturally flawless features and brash personality, but you love watching kirishima get flustered over his own fan girls. it’s one of your favorite things to tease him about.
✩ you may or may not secretly let seductive messages slide through his discord DMs from horny fangirls. seeing his face redden when you dare him to respond, or that they have excellent taste being thirsty for him.
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✩ sometimes when kirishima gets frustrated over losing matches, you crawl under his desk quietly while he’s distracted. it’s almost comical how his legs instinctually part when you run your fingers up his thighs before palming his already half-hard cock through his shorts.
✩ he lets you shift his clothes around to wrap your soft fingers around his shaft, trying to mask what’s going on behind the scenes as he continues playing.
✩ when you start stroking him lazily, he surprisingly plays better! you can hear the boys cheering him on through his headset as his legs quiver at your touch.
✩ by the time your mouth engulfs his cock, he’s sweating while keeping his best poker face on for the stream. you can hear him panting silently between matches. he mutes his mic to let out a moan or a whine every now and again.
✩ before he cums, he announces to the boys that it’s time to wrap up the stream, saying their goodbyes and switching off the stream. he practically throws his headset off his head and scoops you off the floor and into his lap. he never lets himself finish before you do.
✩ what he doesn’t expect is that you’d been playing with yourself and have soaked through your panties, begging him to fuck you. and he obliges every time - in the gaming chair, sprinting to his bedroom, or up against the wall of the office.
✩ he once forgot to turn off his webcam with the boys as you crawled into his lap, misclicking on the screen and leaving it on. the only person on the call was bakugo, who tried to motion for him to turn it off, but ended up becoming enamored in his best friend fucking his girlfriend. kirishima would shoot a confident grin over your shoulder and into the camera at bakugo as he watched the two of you.
✩ kirishima never expected to establish the tradition of fucking you post-stream and letting bakugo watch you two every once in awhile. he loved showing off how sexy your body was and how pretty your moans sounded, especially to his best friend. it was their best kept secret.
✩ reading bakugo’s filthy messages to your joint discord chat with kirishima is one of the best things to come out of this streaming idea. “how’d you bag a girl with such a perfect ass?” “the way her cunt sucks up your thick cock is fuckin’ hot, ei” “who knew you could fuck like that?” “can’t believe she likes showing off for you like a good little slut” “fuck, you two are better than any nasty ass porn”
✩ both kirishima and bakugo played exponentially better any night you three had a private stream - you became their lucky charm as their internet infamy climbed higher and higher.
⋆ ˚ʚɞ — kirishima showing you off to his friends? hot as fuck. 🥵✨ gamer kiri lives in my head rent free. he’s so goddamn cute and i’d love to spoil him while he plays in any way he’d let me. shoutout to @pastelbakugou for fueling my kiri thirst! 🤭
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dilfhos · 7 months
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#!WHO; KENMA KOZUME x fem!reader
#!CC; overstimulation and edging, timeskip kenma
But he’s gathered the gist; you’re sorry for bothering him, it won’t happen again, for him to ‘please please please’ give you what you want…!
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Very rarely does Kenma leave you unsatisfied, as he’s always made sure to take care of your needs.
But sometimes he needed to take care of his as well and maybe that called for a couple hours to himself on the game. He usually has a lot on his plate day in and day out with work at his company. And you respect his desire for solitude. But sometimes, you just get so bored, so needy and touch starved.
There’s only so much watching the television and scrolling through your social media could do to sate your boredom. You even tried turning on your own game system, but after a while you grew tired of that too.
You peek down the hallway at the closed door on the left. It was the room Kenma deemed as his personal space. A separate bed, a gaming system, an entire desktop for his PC gaming needs.
There’s literally nothing more he could ask for. In the past he’d always make it known that when the door was shut, he was done for the day. It was an inexplicit way of telling you not to bother him. And while sometimes you got away with doing so, there wasn’t a say of how many more slip ups he would take from you.
He was lenient, yes, but there's no telling how far he’d allow you to continue.
You sigh, biting your lip. It seems your restlessness was becoming the best of you.
Wordlessly, you rise from your place on the couch and creep to the room he occupied. Your stomach flutters as your hand falls on the cool doorknob before turning it. From the small crack you see it's dark save for the harsh glare of the screen and the red wire lights that run across his desk. He has a pretty intricate set up going on, something he takes pride in for every dime dropped.
“Kenma,” You call him from the cracked door. Bright light spills from the hallway, mixing in with the lights in the room. He’s mumbling something into his mic; if he’s heard you, he doesn’t make it known. Frowning, you open the door wider causing more light to seep through and that’s when his fingers pause from their speedy mashing against the keys.
“Is there something you need?” He mumbles, a bit annoyed to have been interrupted. You make your way behind him, hands moving to his shoulders.
“I’m bored.” Your voice holds a suggestive lilt to it. The male is nothing short of perceptive as he knows all too well what you‘re implying.
“And I’m busy.” It's as if you don’t even hear him though. Instead, you brush back his hair giving you access to his neck where you nibble at the juncture between his collarbone and shoulder. Just subtly, you see his head tilt a bit and you smile against his skin. Your hand files down to the front of his body, running a teasing trail down between the planes of his chest and his abdomen. But before you could reach your desired destination, he grips your hand.
“I said I’m busy.”
“I just wanna…play,” Your voice softens at the last word when he turns and you meet his eyes, the usual bright gold is now a darker shade of amber, his black pupils nearly engulfing the color.
“Play huh? Alright,” He says softly. Because of your proximity, you could hear the low curses of his friend Tetsurō demanding his attention in the headset.
“Kuroo, I’ll have to resume this in a little bit. There’s something I need to take care of.” He releases your hand and you step back. But you don’t get that far because Kenma whips his chair around before yanking you by your arm. You squeal as you unceremoniously fall across his lap. He has a hand quickly situated against the small of your back, trapping you against him.
“Kenma!” You struggle to move but his hand only digs in further.
“What’s wrong? Isn’t this what you wanted?” Not exactly, but you don’t get an opportunity to voice this as the hand on your back begins to move, trailing further down until he’s palming your ass. He massages the area as you whimper, stirring to alleviate the needy ache between your legs. He hums as he moves to pull against the waistband of your lounge pants, leaving your bottom half in nothing but your damp panties. His fingers immediately sought out the apex of your thighs, tutting when you try to clench them together.
“Don’t hide this from me. What, didn't you want me to play here?” The pads of his fingers brush up against the outline of your puffy lips, tracing the most delicate patterns against the fabric.
“Kenma…” You try and shift to reduce your discomfort as you're at a rather awkward position with the armrest digging against you. However, he’s not having it as his hand pinches at one of your ass cheeks.
“None of that.” He mutters, voice just loud enough for you to hear and send shivers down your spine. His touches are fleeting as he runs them up and down the seam of your lips. He hums as he then pulls the fabric of your panties to the side, unsurprised to find you utterly wet. Your thighs quiver as his fingers just barely brush up against you.
“Kenma please,” You mewl, giving you hips a little shimmy. He sighs before obliging, his fingers sinking into you. You sigh from the fullness of his long fingers and just barely he stretches them, spreading your walls a bit wider around him. His pace starts out slow and deliberate as he repeatedly sinks his fingers inside you. But in no time, he picks up the pace with every thrust, drawing out the most delicious cries from your lips.
“Kenma,” You whine, burying your head into the side of his leg. He ignores your whimpers as his dexterous fingers continue their assault, roughly thrusting and curling against your gummy walls. Each time, he’s hitting that spot within you, the one that has you seeing near stars.
In no time, your tummy tightens as you feel a sense of buildup.
You’re so close and already, it’s right there. It’s…
Kenma pulls away and you try to lift your hips up to follow but his hand is pushing you back against his lap. His hand grips one of your ass cheeks, spreading you before him as he leans over and dark golden eyes observe the way your cunt twitches around nothing.
After a moment, his fingers are roughly breaching your pussy again, twisting and thrusting with the same fervor as before. You’re keening against him, wanting to shy away from his ruthless digits but your body bows to his ministrations as before long, you're back where you were before. Your mind reels as he pulls away again just as your release is teetering on the very edge. So desperately do you want it to tip, allowing you to completely be washed under the pleasurable sensation.
“W-Why I-” Your body slumps back against him and you cry in frustration, knowing all too well what this particular game is. It’s one you dread.
“Why what? I’m simply giving you what you wanted. You said you were bored,” His fingers tangle in your hair, pulling your head back at an uncomfortable angle.
“Are you still bored?”
“I-ahh!” His fingers glide down your puffy lips until he’s pressing up against your clit.
“Yes or no?” He hums.
“No!” You cry out as he continues to roughly circle your bud.
“That’s good,”
“Kenma, I want to-to…”
“Want to what?” He’s thrusting into you again and your back arches slightly as you ignore the pain from the position. The corner of his mouth lifts slightly as he watches you become an absolute mess, growing harder with every defeated cry you release from his little game.
By now, you’ve lost count at how many times he’s denied you of your orgasm, your mind going more blank by the minute. You’re panting and drooling and begging him, your apologies lost somewhere in the midst of your incoherent babbling.
But he’s gathered the gist; you’re sorry for bothering him, it won’t happen again, for him to please please please give you what you want.
But it sounds all too similar to the last promise you had made. But after some time, he indulges you as his fingers are rapidly hitting that spot over and over again with precision.
“Can you cum for me now?” There’s definitely no hesitance with the soft yet assertiveness of his voice and the edging up until that point. Right on cue with his words, you're whining as your walls tighten around him, signifying your release. At least you were obedient where it mattered now. He pauses as you bask in your afterglow of your much desired, satisfaction easing into you.
Your relief is short lived, however, because his fingers are moving again.
You gasp as you grip at his leg, your eyes blurring with the way his fingers roughly plunge back and forth into you. Squelching noises resonate throughout the space, paired with your whines of it being too much but it seems your comfort was far from Kenma’s mind.
His lips are set in a line now, his face deadpanned as his fingers continue their rapid pace in your sopping cunt. You're squirming from the overstimulation as a new pressure begins to arise from within.
Kenma releases your hair as his hand presses down against your back which has you pinned deeper against his knee where pressure is asserted on a specific part of your tummy. He holds you down with unparalleled strength as he shoves you toward yet another orgasm but this time it seems different. Something else was tugging at your loins, something that has new tears brimming over your lashes and your cries coming in short pleas.
“W-Wait Kenma!” He ignores you and your futile struggles.
“Kenma please, it’s too much! I’m-I’m gonna- Oh!” It hits you almost painfully. You come undone once again, this time, your juices spraying around his fingers. He keeps thrusting through your release, your juices sloshing around his relentless fingers as you're crying and jerking away from him. Satisfied, he finally slows until he stops, pulling his digits away from you.
You’re a whimpering mess as he releases you, allowing you to crumple to the floor. As you’re catching your breath, your body still twitching through the aftershocks, he’s licking his fingers clean of your juices.
“I’m going to get back to my game now,” He says before turning his chair away from you. Kenma sighs before picking up the headset.
“You know, you could’ve hung up?!”
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DILFOS. DO NOT PLAGIARIZE MY CONTENT—CURRENT OR ARCHIVAL.
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Pairing: Choso Kamo x AFAB! reader
Word Count: 963
18+ MDNI. fluff. smut. choso is so in love. face sitting. unprotected sexual intercourse (wrap it before you tap it kidz). cockwarming. dom! choso. teasing. slight humiliation. begging. edging. belly bulge. slight exhibitionism. creampie. implied breeding kink. probably more?
A/N: alright, here is Gamer Choso! It's honestly so messy, I had so many thoughts and they were all over the place, I think even my grammar is stupid. but it's readable- I think:') I think this is gonna be a full oneshot at some point or at least have a Pt.2. Depends on how it goes. I'm also playing around with my posts formatting, so they're gonna be a lil weird until I decide. ALSO! It's my first time writing smut, so be kind! Thank you!
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GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ who looks so comfy sitting in his gaming chair in front of his set-up, eyes slightly wide and his bottom lip in between his teeth in focus as he appears to be in the middle of a battle, and yet his body language gives away that he is relaxed. Leisurely leaning back, his nimble fingers flying across his keyboard making it difficult for you not to stare and let your mind wander.
GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ who never neglects you, but sometimes gets too distracted by his games. It made you crave his attention; you'd come up behind him, draping your arms over his shoulders and he would hum in question, getting a small whine from you. A small chuckle would sound from his throat, and he would simply pause his game and turn his chair to look up at you with one of those smiles you loved oh-so-much. He'd invite you to sit on his lap and you would eagerly accept the invitation, clinging onto him as he resumed his game.
GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ whose eyes would instantly brighten up when you brought him his favorite food/snacks while he gamed. He'd, again, pause his game and face you, pulling you down into the sweetest kiss as a thank you. If you decided to feed him; the boy would be gone. If you sat down on his lap, facing him and just fed him? He'd look at you like you hung the stars in the sky. He loves feeling taken care of.
GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ who gets the most excited when you wanna game with him. Whether it's on his consoles or his PC. He loves showing you various games, or getting suggestions from you about games he would have never thought of playing before. If you don't know how to game, he'd be more than happy to teach you, and in all honesty, he would kinda get off on it too. He would go easy on you, but if he won, he'd definitely tease you non-stop. If you already know how to game- expect some sort of rivalry (all in good spirits ofc). And if you beat him? The boy falls deeper in love.
GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ who is the biggest dork. A huge introvert, all awkward and shy; at least he was when he first met you. He was a stuttering mess when he approached you, his flirting the dorkiest you had ever seen, but that was what drew you to him. He was adorable and honestly? Quite a lot like you. It was difficult not to like him and eventually fall for him.
GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ who loves being close to you. Even if you're not doing anything in particular, he loves feeling your presence close to him. If you're watching a movie, he loves cuddling close to you. If he's gaming he loves it if you watch him, or even if you sit on him while he does so. When you're outside, he doesn't miss the chance to throw a hand over your shoulders, pulling you close to him. And when you're sleeping and he is awake, he always prefers gaming on his consoles, just to be able to cuddle you into his chest while you sleep.
GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ who makes you sit on his face, a controller in your hands as you try to stay still and not grind on his face already. He loves seeing you struggle, playing the difficult mode of a game, knowing that he would only speed up and let you cum if you won. It was proving to be more difficult than you initially thought, and you were already going at it for so long; his gaze glued on the screen, watching you desperately trying to win with amusement in his eyes as his tongue lazily swept over your clit, giving you just enough to have you begging for more. His hands would hold onto your hips, or wrap around your thighs, chuckling into your sweet cunny as you whined and whimpered.
GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ who loves hearing you beg for him. You would have never thought when you first met him, but the man was rough- when he wanted. He loved seeing you cry out of embarrassment as he had you cockwarm him while he gamed with his friends and his brother on the headset. You would wrap your arms around his shoulders, pathetically trying not to moan or ride him right there and then. He would feel the way you clenched around him and he would mute himself just that once only to ridicule you for getting off on sitting on his cock while his friends were on the line and could potentially hear you. That only made you clench harder around him.
GAMER! CHOSO ⪩ who would edge you for hours on end until his game finished. He would move you both to the bed, only to lay you on your back with your legs over his shoulders as he finally gave you what you had been craving since the moment he touched you that night. He loved seeing you get lost in pleasure, your eyes rolling back into your skull as he pressed one hand down on your lower abdomen, feeling how his girthy cock was creating a small bulge right there. He felt dizzy as your walls squeezed around him as if you never wanted to let him go. Edging you for so long had an effect on him as well; it was evident in the way his cum soon dripped from your pussy, mixing with your own release. Tears were falling from your eyes, all from pleasure, as he merely took a second to rest before pounding into you again, determined to pump you full of his seed.
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vimeddiart · 7 months
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I DREW MY OC TOAST AAAAAA
The folks at XPPen sent me the XPPen Deco Pro (Gen 2):
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XPPen is having its 18th anniversary, and is celebrating with sales and product promos, so it's worth checking those out.
My thoughts on the tablet (and purchase links) under the cut!
⭐ Review ⭐
First impressions: After unboxing the tablet, I thought it sleek and professional-looking, especially after setting it up with my PC.
The remote I LOVED right out of the box because I enjoy fiddling with buttons and wheels. The keys are super satisfying to press.
The pen and storage case are nicely complete, lots of spare nibs to switch out (though I mainly stuck to the default nib while drawing, the textured ones have a nice gritty feel similar to paper).
I had some troubleshooting when I started, as connecting to Bluetooth wasn't happening with either the tablet or the remote. I tested the Bluetooth connection with a different device and my phone successfully, but couldn't with my work PC. I was promptly helped by XPPen Support, and it turned out to be a Windows update messing things up, so I uninstalled it and Boom; I could connect both the tablet and remote, no problem. Up until then, I used both via cable, which was a convenient option!
The tablet: The XL model at 15 x 9 inches, with plenty of space to work (although you'll need space to put it, luckily I have a lot of desk to spare), and can connect via cable or Bluetooth. It also looks so dang pretty.
The tablet was so smooth, and the pressure (16k pressure levels) felt amazing to draw with. After fiddling around with the pen settings, I barely had to press down to get a nice flowy line.
I usually work on a screen tablet, so it took some getting used to returning to a pen tablet and looking at my PC screen again, but it came back to me quickly. It actually helped my posture, as I tend to shrimp-curl over my screen tablet while working.
As lovely as it was to work on, I feel this size may be too large for me, despite it being perfectly proportional to my PC screen. I like to draw quickly, and I noticed myself making more effort to travel over the surface of the tablet and tiring my arm out faster than usual. I needed to take more breaks and stretch often, although I could classify that as positive. That said, this tablet has a sloped resting area that helped. All my drawing tablets have been medium-sized, so I'm probably just conditioned to that surface area.
The battery lasted as long as it took to draw this piece and more! I didn't need to charge it the entire time.
The remote: I love this thing so much. It has ten shortcut keys and a wheel you can configure to your heart's desire. Five sets of key functions!!! That's fifty shortcuts!! I only configured four sets and struggle to memorise them, but it's very convenient. I have my keyboard right next to the tablet and would bang out shortcuts there, but this remote changed my life.
I've been using it for a month now, and it still hasn't needed charging!
The pen: Comfy to use, with a design I was already accustomed to, and one thing I noticed was that the nib wasn't scratching the heck out of the tablet. After all the drawing I did with it, not a single mark.
I LOVE popping the case open to retrieve or store the pen, and it's one of those physical things that I find satisfying and so rare with digital products. I thought it would be nice to have a pen stand too, but I have pet birds that will (and have) run away with my tablet pens, so a storage case is a strong solution.
Final thoughts: This is a solid tablet with the potential to become an essential tool for industry professionals and freelancers. I didn't think I could be convinced out of a screen tablet, but I was offered a super strong contender. I can confidently recommend it, plus my experience with support was a positive one that boosted my trust in the brand. Overall, I had a great time using this tablet and really appreciate the opportunity I've been given to try it out!
⭐ Purchase links ⭐
US Walmart Store
CA official store
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dabisbratz · 1 year
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KISS ME THRU THE PHONE — eren jeager x male reader
w.c: ~4.2k
WARNING: dirty talk (a lot of it), degradation, dumbification, camboy!reader, twitch streamer!eren, nerd!eren, parasocial relationships, crossdressing(? reader wears bikini lingerie), amab reader, use of the words ‘pussy’ and ‘cunt’ as synonyms for (ass)hole, fingering, phone/cyber sex, praise, butt plugs, dildos, mutual masturbation
“Fuck,” Eren’s voice crackles loud in your headphones, staticky and grainy as you wriggle the wire until his voice is clear again. It pops in your ears, but you don’t mind, because the next thing you hear is the melodical chime of Eren’s maniacal laughter. He’s streaming a playthrough, about three hours in, and stuck on a certain mission. You can’t help it, his voice is smooth and comforting, like a blanket fresh out the dryer… Even as he yells. It’s easy to imagine how he sounds above you, glasses discarded and his silver chain dangling over your face as you blink away tears. “Fuck! Fuck you! I had it!”
His eyes are a striking type of blue-green; set ablaze by his PC screen and sparkling with shades that remain nameless to this day. His glossy, rosy, lips curl into a frustrated sneer.
It’s not your fault, you ration, failing to wipe away the lewd thoughts somersaulting in your brain. It’s not your fault, the tightening of your pants as you wriggle in bed, laptop illuminating in the dark room. It’s not your fault, the twitch of your dick when Eren’s grainy lips let out an unimpressed grunt. It’s not your fault, the way you’re quick to squeeze the base of your cock in an attempt to satiate the need bubbling in your stomach.
There’s just something different about Eren, something that makes your body tingly and needy.
Okay, maybe it’s your fault.
You inhale sharply, fisting the soft material of your blankets until you glance at the time, digital numbers ticking in the right-hand corner of your laptop screen. Fuck was right, you had your own stream to do and you were running late, too busy focused on the pretty boy reading his chat messages. Heat prickles your neck, the realization of your erection standing strong and determined at mention of the man. You quickly rip the headphones free from your ears, ready to close the tab with an exasperated sigh. At least you didn’t have to pretend to be riled up.
Before you leave, though, you donate a generous amount, giggling to yourself when the streamer pauses to read it aloud, thanking you for the money.
Truthfully, being a camboy was hard work. You had to pick out cute outfits, keep up a cheery voice to satisfy whoever was watching, and… think of something to get you going on the spot. There’s only one thing— one man — occupying your state of mind, making your stomach drop and fill with rocks during normal, mundane tasks.
That stupid, stupid streamer. He’s ruining your career!
Him and his brown tufts of hair that swirl around his head like a makeshift halo, messy and unkempt as if he’d just rolled out of bed to interact with his viewers. His hair that melts like chocolate, warm as it cascades down his cheeks and rests just above his shoulders.
You wish you could see him up close, study the curve of his lips as they pull into a mischievous smirk, watch the way his emerald irises turn into bottomless pools of rich, deep sacramento. With gangly limbs and unruly hair, fingers tousled between chestnut bundles as he groans in reaction to your terrible joke, responding with the energy only an animation could portray.
You wonder what he’s like at home, just as Eren. The nerd, the nobody, the offline ‘soulmate’ to many— his chat was living, breathing evidence. Is he just as funny? Does his voice crack when he speaks, or does he make that up too? You stare into your reflection, pulling at the skin of your cheeks in an attempt to free yourself from his digital grasp. The distorted image of Eren stares back at you, castleton eyes wide and prominent, twinkling at you like he wants to reel you in. You try to ignore it, the tugging feeling in your chest that mocks you endlessly. At the end of the day, you’re just a fan.
Shit, you’re late.
You can’t help but pout, jutting out your bottom lip, shiny and plump as you rearrange your tripod in the direction of your bed. Flopping back onto the pillowy mattress with a quiet ‘humph!’, you shimmy out of your clothes to retrieve new, cuter ones, settling for striped (blue and white) panties that were much too small for practicality and a thinly veiled, matching bikini.
The straps are silky against your skin, hugging your shoulders until the fabric dips between the middle of your chest, divided and exposed, with a cute, white bow barely bigger than the pad of your thumb to hold it together.
You look pretty. Angelic, even.
‘AngelzConnect: bunnyboo is live..! Tap in 2 spread ur wingz!’
Eren squints his eyes, vision darting to the notification on his phone. He’s almost four hours into his own stream, and honestly… He could use some time to himself. His skin ends up flushed, a blotchy shade of pink that clashes with the rest of his face.
“Look, guys,” He starts, tired fingers already maneuvering his mouse to click the “end livestream” button. His tone falls flat, thick with fatigue as chat flies by, understanding the tone almost instantly. “It’s getting late… I gotta go!”
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“Hi, guys!”
You wave to the camera, apples of your cheeks fattening as you smile, bright and warm. Enough to supply an entire solar system. Your boyish face relaxes, softening as you lean forward to read the influx of messages sprinting across the screen of your old laptop. The catchlights make your eyes look wobbly, bright and doe-eyed as you respond to a few questions, readjusting your spot in bed out of a nervous habit.
You look so sweet in your revealing outfit, arms flexing as you make hand gestures while you speak. Eren wonders how you keep your hands so soft, clearly flawless and callous-free.
With his PC screen large and high quality, he can take in your every detail. An excited tremor racks Eren’s body, forcing blood flow straight to his groin. The upward angle makes shadows meet to frame you perfectly, a realistic display of standing above someone while they sit at your knees. The curve of your face, the slope of Adam's apple, the dips and bends of your silhouette as you shuffle in bed, shy.
He can see an array of pillows behind you, soft and plush as they’re propped up against your headboard. You also have an arrangement of toys places biggest to smallest, beside you. They’re just as cute as you, decorated and sparkly in the camera. His heart stutters in his chest, loud in his ears as he audibly gulps.
“How was your day?” You speak like it’s natural, as if you’re talking to every viewer personally. Like you genuinely mean it. Like you’re talking to Eren himself. He sighs, heavy and hot as he shuffles to pull his cock out the confines of his black sweatpants.
Your thumbs loop around the white spaghetti straps of the bikini until the fabric stretches and snaps, landing against the soft skin of your chest. Your whine is breathy, barely audible as you push yourself back, sure to get the rest of your body in frame. You can’t exactly imagine how you look right now, spreading your thighs as you sit on your knees, staring into a camera with pleading eyes. But you feel good about it, fluttering your lashes as your computer chimes with donations.
You’ve hit your first goal, which earns an excitable laugh that Eren can’t help but coo at. Your eyes curve and crinkle, a sweet smile that’s all teeth and glossy lips. He watches you reach for the glass dildo beside you, moderately sized and gleaming under the soft ring-light that traces your body off camera.
He watches you trace its edges with your fingertips, pretty eyes scanning the chat as users tell you (in great detail) what they’d like you to do with it. Call him parasocial if you must, but it makes Eren’s blood boil. His fit doesn’t last long, because the next thing he knows, you’re suckling on the glass, pink tongue circling what would be the head of a cock had it not been fake.
Eren doesn’t miss a beat, spitting a thick glob of spit into his palm to start at his head, inching his hand further and further down until he’s palming his balls. He’d like to imagine the dildo is his dick, thick and veiny as he pushes it into the aching insides of your throat, feeling it contract and convulsive around him. Oh, fuck.
“In n’ outta that fuckin’ throat… let me use it…” He groans, just a low whisper to himself as he watches your eyes glaze over with tears. “Fuuuck, let me use it while you sit there n’ take it for me.”
You sputter around it, loud and pathetic as your eyebrows knit together. It’s obvious you’re trying to deepthroat it first try, your tongue rolled out of your mouth as drool slides down your chin and into your lap. Your skin is slick and wet, shining in the camera.
“Damn,” Eren gasps, the sound caught and strangled in his throat as he spits down on his cock again, imagining it as your drool. There’s something charming about it, the way you gag and choke, just to blink harshly and try all over again. “Bet you crave it.”
“Gonna be my good boy..?” Eyes glued to the screen, Eren watches you turn to the side, showing off just how deep you can take the makeshift dick. It bulges in your throat, the pretty area stretched out and swollen with the more cock it takes. Your eyes flutter shut, handsome face relaxing as you concentrate on burying it to the hilt, back arched. “Knew you could do it. Mmh, good b—oy.”
He sighs, shaky and tilting into a desperate whine. His heart is stuck in his ears, beating loud as he pumps his cock with more vigor, pressing his thumb into the underside of the pink head, massaging the beading precum into his shaft.
You’ve moved to expose your lower half, slowly inching the striped underwear until you’ve exposed your winking hole to the camera, pretty cock dangling just below frame. Even after all this streaming, you still never got ahold of the framework. Cute. But you’re not empty, whining as you press a cute, bunny-tailed, glass plug into your hole, whimpering loud enough to have Eren’s cock leaping.
His climax is approaching embarrassingly fast, but Eren feels the urge to hold on gripping the base of his cock so he can direct his attention to the ‘donate’ button. He wants to save his cum for you, keep himself pent up so he’ll have plenty to shoot deep inside you.
Your dick weeps, a thin trail of precum connecting itself to the panties around your thighs, and the bashful look you gift to the camera has Eren re-entering his credit card information ten times over.
“Oh my God!” You shriek, voice shrill and surprised as you stumble over your own limbs, tears and drool still running down your face. “Holy… Thank you! Wait, hold on—”
There’s visible embarrassment on your face, eyes wide and mannerisms frantic as you click around, apologizing under your breath. You can barely read the chat, viewers either complaining about being unable to top the donation or claiming it’s a scam.
“Is this.. Are you real, jeagerbomb?” Your eyes scan the donation over and over, pretty and still hazy from your earlier display. The username ticks in the back of your head like a clock, continuous and gnawing as you try to shake the thought. The thought of Eren— your Eren, watching your streams. “I can’t accept this!”
‘im real.’ Eren types, one handed. It’d be awfully embarrassing if he’d just paid to video chat with you for no reason— your acknowledgment almost has him blowing his load over your pixelated face.
‘and you will.’
Your jaw goes slack, lips forming a wide ‘o’ in response to the question. He’d paid the maximum amount, bought a private session with you. Paid to be your ‘Daddy’ for the night.
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You’re much more shy one-on-one. It’s the first thing Eren notices. Your demeanor has completely changed, a little less confident and saccharine, much more shy and hesitant. Still, you look like the perfect pornstar, the cutest display of a boy who’d be plastered under a sketchy hentai site. He supposes your coyness adds to it, your shaky hands nervously playing with the strap of your underwear.
Stained with a wet patch of precum that has yet to dry, and he watches you cuddle a pillow, big and distorted as you hug it to your chest. You’re shifting your weight, sinking into the mattress and looking a lot more vulnerable than he expected. Still, you nervously laugh, a small giggle of a thing that has Eren’s lungs filling with water.
Before you’d started to chat, Eren made sure to fix his hair and straighten out his sorry excuse of facial hair. He’d even kept his contacts in, hair tied back so none of his hair could obstruct his vision. He wants to burn
“Hi, jeagerbomb,” Hearing it come from your lips never gets old, and Eren finds himself once again squeezing the base of his cock. He’s glad you have yet to see below his belt, your eyes squinting into crescents as you take in his familiar background and steady the curve of his lips. His camera cuts just above his top lip, but you can still see the memorabilia in his room. Dedicated to Marvel comics and anime characters, it’s charming, a shelf holding up figurines from some of your fondest videogames. “Is there something else I should… Call you? Or.. Or is Daddy okay?”
Butterflies flutter in your stomach. He reminds you so much of Eren, and the username certainly isn’t helping.
His frame looks comforting, a large t-shirt draping his body as he lifts his hips, careful not to expose himself. As he lifts himself up with his forearms you notice the veins in his arms, snaking up his wrists and disappearing into his large, skinny hands. He has a few tattoos littered across his knuckles, a cursive ‘Carla’ cascading up his ring-finger. Just below the area that disappears beneath the shadow of his dark t-shirt’s sleeve, there’s a bird tattoo, flapping its wings oddly and fitting for the stranger. Funny, your favorite streamer has that, too.
Wait. . .
“Eren,” He breathes, and your world crumbles. “I’m Eren.”
His voice tilts, breathy and hitched. You’ve dreamed of moments like this, of hearing his voice in your ears while he spreads your legs, sinking deep inside your velvety walls with the click of his hips. It’s nothing compared to the real thing.
“Eren,” You purr, sweet and gentle as you smile at him through the camera. “Thank you for the donation, Eren.”
It’s only a matter of time before lust catches up to you, grabbing you by the throat as you watch Eren’s pretty hands in motion. Every noise he makes is audible, the small pants and sighs when you say his name, the ruffle of fabric when he has to grip his cock to stop himself from cumming early. It was innocent at first, a sweet talk that had the two of you bouncing back witty quips and flirtatious glances.
There’s a bite to your lip, heat flaring in your tummy as you open the chat box.
‘You look pretty.’ Was he too nervous to say it aloud?
“Thank you!” Your grin spreads, body lighting up from the praise.
“My bad, I’ve never…” His mouth opens and closes, like a fish out of water, as he scrambles to rearrange his words. He is not a pent up virgin. You’re so used to hearing him yell, his natural speaking voice sounds much more relaxed.
“I’ve never done this before. I jerk off to you all the time, just never, you know… With you.”
You nod, clear as day on his large screen as you shyly trace stars on the exposed skin of your thigh. Eren looks like he regrets telling you that, hands curled up into fists before releasing, again and again. But you can feel the tension, thick and palpable even through computer screens. So you swallow down your nervousness, your fear of embarrassing yourself in front of your favorite streamer, and wave away his stubborn outlook.
“We can guide each other! Mhm?”
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“Wanna give you sweet kisses… all around your hole… run my tongue down it…my…warm, fuck, wet tongue…” Guide you, he does, and you can’t take it, a moan flowing from your mouth as your fingers melt into your sopping entrance, lube spilling onto your thighs as you work it inside, slippery and wet. “Bet you taste perfect.”
Eren’s rambling to himself now, legs spread wide and in-frame as he twists his fist around his fat cock and spits down onto it.
“Bet my boy’s hole tastes so fuckin’ good.” He reiterates. Shaking his head, unsteady groans float into the air as he watches you finger yourself, hole opening and closing over the digits like it’s too shy to fully present itself. Your eyes are heavy, legs kicked up into the air as you keep yourself as open as possible, holding onto the back of your knees so Eren can clearly see inside of you.
“Please, mhmm, Rennie...” You whimper, and Eren swears he blacks out. You’re not entirely sure what you’re begging for. It’s the implication because you being his. His boy. His to fuck, his to use, his to hold. So, what is it? His presence? His dick? His hands? His cum? Whatever it is, he wants more. And he wants to give it to you, fast and deep and ruthless.
There’s something about your eyes, the way they stay in contact with Eren’s cock as he gently squeezes his balls and bucks up into the air with increasing desperation.
“Yeah, look up at me while I spit on my cock,” Hes breathless, lowering his face into frame and gathering saliva in his mouth. This spit should be yours.“You like that? Such a good boy for me.. so pretty.”
You nod profusely, though he’s not sure if it’s because you like the nicknames or if you’re answering his question. But it’s good enough for him, watching your head bob eagerly as you fuck yourself on your fingers, lube occasionally squelching and shooting straight into the camera.
“That’s it, pretend like you’re fucking my cock.” His pupils are blown wide, lips parted as he watches you scramble for the dildo beside you, patting your hand against the arrangement of toys until you’ve found the one you like. The glitter is green, this time, and the toy has a slight curve to it. It’s thick, too, and he can’t wait to see it splitting your pretty hole open.
“Re— Rennie, can I.. Want you here.” He watches your fingers slip out, slick and sticky as you spread yourself open. Your gooey hole throbs against your fingertips, achy and needy as you struggle to see past your balls. You press a small tap to your gaping entrance, puffy and empty as you whine and beg for something to fill it back up. “Want you in here.”
“Yeah, pretty boy, you have permission,” He twists your words back to you, punching you right in the gut as your eyes roll back and your brain short circuits. You have his permission. “Get my cock wet for me.”
His cock. You’re quick to nod, squirting more lube onto the toy with something a little more pitiful than grace. A little more desperate. But Eren doesn’t seem to mind, instead lifting the hem of his shirt to pin the fabric down with his chin, dick fully exposed and pulsing on camera. He’s waiting.
“Ohh, ‘Ren,” You mewl, your rim expanding around the glass toy as it slides inside, pushing past the band of your puffy hole and sliding obscenely from the lube. Your eyes burn with unshed tears, wrists working to push it deeper and deeper, aiming for that spot that’ll have you seeing stars. “You’re… inside…”
“Keep takin’ it for me. That’s it, let your brain go empty,” He groans, swiftly reaching to the side to grab a toy for himself. Under different circumstances you’d laugh at the implication of Eren streaming to a huge audience with a fleshlight just beside him and out of frame, but this time it makes you moan. “Don’t have to think, just go dumb on this cock.”
You admit it. It feels better to think with your dick, tears spilling from your eyes as you fuck yourself like a whore, whimpering and moaning around the glass. It should be Eren, warm and wet and real. You should be able to feel him pulsate inside you, burying himself against your prostate until you’re babbling on his dick, holding onto him for dear life while he desperately ruts into you
“Feel how hard I am inside of you? Feels so fuckin’ good, pretty baby. Just hold on.”
You look pathetic, spread open with drool painting your face as you moan on his cock, quickly timing your thrusts with each rapid stroke of your cock, loud and messy and so fucking greedy.
“Pound that hole for me… There you go.. You look so good like this.” Eren can’t wait to shoot his load, watch the thick ropes shoot around his fist and hopefully onto your face, he can’t wait to hear you thank him for his cum. It’s all for you, after all.
You’ve always made the prettiest noises, high in your throat and whiny. Your voice comes out in tiny squeaks, barely comprehensible as you gurgle on your own drool and keep your cheeks spread. Jesus wept, he wished he could hold you open with his own hands.
“Stro— Stroke that cock with that pretty fuckin’ hole.”
Eren can feel himself getting closer, the sight of your eyes rolled back and blank while you fuck yourself into oblivion, helpless and frenzied. You can’t look at him, not when your brain is derailed and hijacked by the thickness of Eren’s dick.
“F—aster? Oh, fuck, go dumb on my cock.” The brunette’s voice cracks, cute and high as he struggles to keep his eyes open, thighs trembling and burning. “Keep moaning for me, keep pounding that pussy, s’all your little whore brain can tell you to do, huh? You got it.”
“Uh huh, uh— Rennie! M’gonna cum, wanna cum on your cock! Ican’tIcan’tIcan’t!”
“Gonna take care of you, gonna make you feel good.” His fist and just as sloppy as your hole, arm tensed up and tight as he cums with a gasp. Thick, milky ropes of cum spurt from his cock, dribbling down the crown and painting itself on his PC screen. “Just keep listening to that cunt, s’telling you to keep pounding, don’t stop.”
“I can’t.” You sniffle, overstimulated and sensitive as the glass cock shifts inside you. Your voice comes out wet and staticky, but despite the shakes of your head, you’re grabbing the toy again, and slowly pushing back in and out.
“I know, baby,” Eren’s voice comes out soft and quiet, barely audible as he tugs his cock tantalizingly slow. You can see him growing softer in his hand, so he must be riding the wave of an afterglow. “Not gonna hurt you, just milk my cock for me.”
It’s weird. You’re fully capable of pulling yourself free from the searing hot grasp of overstimulation, you could easily pull the toy out and end it there. But you feel the desire to please, the need to listen to Eren’s calm voice as he catches his breath.
So you listen, rocking your hips back and forth with tiny moans that clash perfectly with Eren’s labored breaths, until you’re both soft and melting into your collective seats.
“See? So fuckin’ perfect..” Eren grins with a breathless laugh, the clarity of what he’s just done hitting him like a pickup truck. Heavy shades of pink dust his cheeks, pooling at his ears as he averts his intense gaze.
You look cute even like this, fucked out with a head full of cotton as you aimlessly wipe your face with the backs of your hand. Your underwear is haphazardly pulled back up to your hips, and there’s an obvious cum stain on the matching top. You don’t seem to mind all that much, a sleepy murmur erupting from your throat as you try your best to direct your attention to Eren, who you expected to be gone.
“ ‘Ren?” You ask, reverting back to that sweet shyness from earlier. Your handsome face contorts into something of uncertainty, but he’s not sure what you have to be nervous about.
“Yeah?”
“Could we.. Stay ‘nd videochat ‘til my laptop dies?” There’s a beat of silence, no longer than twenty seconds, but it has backtracking apologies ready to spill over.
“Yeah,” There’s a giddy glint in his eyes, bright and familiar— like he’d just received a successful hype-train. That’s the Eren you recognize, all smirks and knowing eyes. “Y’know, I stream sometimes too. We should collab sometime.”
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mellowwillowy · 1 year
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Yan Gamer with (both F/M) Game-character Reader
{A wide variation of shameless, calm but not stoic and the shy one~}
Also there's a special snip where it shows your POV~~
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So you see, this person right here is a WHALE when it comes to you. (Yan? Tendencies below)
Summer costume dlc where you wear bikini or shorts, revealing all your skins for player to see? Take their card. They'll enter their pin the moment the dlc is released.
Dlc for extra route that involves you? Come at them. They don't mind whose route it for as long as it involves you, even if you just show up for a few moments. If the OG game doesn't really give you that much of a screen time, they'll spam the creator to y'know, at least make an exclusive dlc or pack that stars you.
Depending on the game, I'll be taking Dead or Alive as an example. So it is a 3D fighting game that is infamous for its chicks and dlcs yeah, and what if you are there. For fem, they'll just flash their camera to your chest or butt (doesn't matter if you are flat in and out coughs) everytime they win the game before continuing, observing you closely like look at you, so adorable in that outfit. For male, they'll prolly just shoot at your whole muscles (whether you have it or not but he'll just stare at it anyway) or your ass.
If they are a ryona fans then good luck dear reader because you'll be forced to be other character's punch bag.
Or maybe they just enjoy punishing people so you'll just whoop people's ass mercilessly.
How about fanservice beach game? (Coughs DOAXtreme3). I bet they will just go nuts when they know you are also in the game and will start grinding like crazy to earn anything that is involving you. A puzzles to obtain a set of swimwear (bikini or shorts, your call)? They'll have it obtained real fast. A limited edition dlc that can only be obtained with real money? Kaching, purchased just like that. Oh? A limited edition reward where only few people can get it? They'll compete with the others like crazy to obtain it and they WILL. See, you look so good wearing that while playing volleyball with the others~
A *coughs* sensual scene where you are playing with the volleyball alone? Their camera is all set and (please look away minors) their hand just knows what to do. Another scene where you are doing a pole dance? God they sure knows what to do with the camera angle, it helps him with his relief so much. Oh, that noise you made is also really cute~
Lying on the bed all by yourself while waiting for them to log in? Cmon, you make them feel bad having to leave their PC for their work. Don't worry though, they'll make it up to you soon~
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If uncomfortable with Yan, look away
But it's really sad how they know none of this will ever exist in real life. You are just a character from a game and it will always be like that. Even if they can invest a whooping millions just to create a VR game or that hologram capsule where they get to communicate and interact with you, they will never be able to feel the warmth of your skin. Oh how they will do anything to be in the same space with you...
Oh what's this? A message...?
It's really different from what you are programmed to say. Depending on what kind of personality you have, if feisty or sadistic (hello Cat) you'll leave some kind of mean words to them that they never know you are capable of, or if you are sweet (hello Fox) you'll leave some kind of sweet message that encourage them to work diligently~ No matter how hard they try to search it up, no one has ever encountered this before! Is this some kind of bug or unused files?
It happens again the next day
They log in and see you standing instead of lying on the bed like usual, with a message that asks them to hurry and finish their work so that they can play with you and shower you with his love. Another bug?
It's getting out of hand now
Their PC suddenly turns on by itself, blasting the mp3 like crazy to wake them up. They wake up and see the notepad next to the mp3 player, something written on it.
"You won't forget playing with me for today too right? I really miss you. It feels lonely without you. You need to play with me unless you want me to delete your whole files ♡"
Not like they are complaining or anything. Delete it all you want, if anything, they are glad you'll punish them for their mistake in abandoning you. A bad lover has to receive their partner's chiding and punishment every now and then right? There's no way out anymore and they don't mind it at all. At least the obsession is mutual. Oh how happy you are whenever they spend fortune just for you ♡ It feels nice to be loved and adored to this extent, you've always yearned for someone's love after all.
You'll leave them lots of messages every day and they will also leave lots of files in their directory for you to peek. They'll also comission few artworks of you and them, setting it as a wallpaper where you can see everyday. It feels like a wedding portrait now, right?
They'll hate it whenever other people talk about you, especially if you come from a fanservice kind of game. They just realllllly want to destroy their PC every time they talk about you ( How? Each varies, prolly in a shady way)
There'll also be some kind of anniversary date between you two where you'll just do something special that only they are allowed to know. If coughs fanservice game then perhaps the pole dance might become a show of.... you know. If it's just a wholesome dating game the you might prepare a whole new date scenario of you and them. Incoming immoral activities! Handholding and hugging!
They've fallen into the rabbit hole way too deep and there's no way out now. Perhaps, this has always been their wish? It's only a matter of time for them to find another way to connect with you directly ♡
No proofread, I wrote this blurb before bedtime
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pixels [ newt x reader - modern text au ]
ch. 3 - infamous minecraft night
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summary: the usual minecraft night ensues, and newt comes to a realization.
warnings: strong language, mutual pining, none really.
➥ m.list
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note: the first meme is minho i swear. anyways first written chapter yaaaay !!
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The only sounds coming from Newt’s apartment were the whirring of his pc and the shuffle of his friend situating himself on the living room couch. Newt was stationed in the corner of the small apartment, typing away at his computer, head down and floppy blond hair over his forehead.
“Dude, chill. You’re going to give yourself carpal tunnel from typing that fast.” Minho said from his spot on the sofa. His hands were behind his head, feet on the coffee table and shooting a judgmental look Newt’s way.
The older looked over his shoulder, running a hand through his hair. “I thought I told you to stop putting your nasty feet on my table.” He retorted.
Minho rolled his eyes, dramatically stomping his feet back on the ground. Another look was shot his way, curtesy of Newt before he turned back around, focusing again on his screen. “We getting on Minecraft or what, man?” Minho sighed, putting his laptop on his lap.
“Uh, yeah, go ahead and get on. I just finished my work and I’m gonna join the call.” Newt mumbled, taking hold of his mouse to click off of the library website he was editing, and switch to the Discord app. It took a second for him to find ‘The Glade’ group, noticing three active members in the voice chat to the left side of the main chat. He suddenly saw the chat moving as an alert popped up, showing that a familiar name was typing.
y/n: yooo newt get on!!
y/n: i see you online. get on call! we need a voice of reason
Newt’s dark eyes flew across the screen, a small smile gracing his lips as he read what you said. Behind him, Newt could hear Minho scoffing. The sound must have sobered the blond up, since his smile fell and he coughed to snap himself out of it.
“Dude, how come she asked you to join? I’m online too!” Minho grumbled like a spoiled kid.
Newt smirked, sending him a look again from over his shoulder. “Because she needs a voice of reason, or so she says. You’d only serve to make things worse in whatever is going on in that call.” The older snickered, and a harsh glare came from his friend. Newt swore he heard Minho mutter a few curses under his breath as he turned back around, but he let it go.
Clearing his throat, Newt clicked on the voice chat and prepared himself. An onslaught of voices immediately filled his ears, a mix of halfhearted arguing and giggles from Alby, Gally, and yourself. As usual, dark eyes instantly found the small square that housed the image of you and Newt couldn’t control the smile that lit up his face.
“Newt!” You beamed right back at him, waving through the screen.
“Y/n!” The blond reciprocated the wave and felt his cheeks heat up as you giggled a bit.
A few groans lit up the call belonging to Alby and Gally. The two had a similar set up going on; sitting in front of their fancy gaming computers while adorning a headset, a bit distracted as they played Minecraft.
“You could say hey to us too, Newt.” Alby sassed, with a broad grin and raised brows.
“Yeah, but you guys probably caused whatever problem is going on." Newt chuckled. This elicited a furious nod from you in the corner, and Alby immediately began wagging his finger in the camera with a series of 'no, no, no's.
"Sure, go see what Y/n did to my house." Gally remarked the bottom left corner of the screen and rolled his eyes.
"I only blew half of it up because you destroyed my shed!" You gasped at Gally. Newt's smile grew at their antics.
"You mean my shed that you've been squatting in!" Gally shouted back at her. There was a hint of an amused smile on his face despite the obvious irritation about the TNT blowing his hard work up. Newt figured it would have been a bigger deal if it was anyone else's property, but Gally was an absolute beast at Minecraft; he could fix any damage within mere minutes.
Before you could retort, the sound of another person joining the call cut you off. A vertical screen stretched to fit the layout, and a blurry image of a familiar brunette was shown.
"Heyyyy, guys!" Thomas sing-songed out, holding his phone up in the air like a stereotypical dad. He was clearly walking along the snow covered streets, wired headphones in as he adjusted his beanie. The crew let out a chorus of 'hey man's and 'hey Tommy's'.
"Where the hell are you?" Newt asked, laughter laced in his voice, head tilted to the side to decipher where his friend was going.
"Uhhh, I'm on my way home," Thomas started, looking around as snow began to fall a bit, almost seeming unsure of his own words, "I think, at least."
"You think?" Newt echoed, amused.
"You're like one of those kids who need a leash on their backpacks." You said, grinning at your best friend as he trudged along the almost barren stone street of New York.
Thomas shrugged, a little laugh bubbling out. "I guess. I kinda got lost, I thought this old lady was following me so I faked her out and went a weird direction. Now I'm in a fancy neighborhood." He explained.
Alby, Newt, yourself, and even Minho from behind Newt let out a loud laugh.
"Dumbass." Gally snickered, grinning for once on the call.
"Tommy, you're nuts." You mumbled, hand moving rapidly along with your mouse as you tried to fix your shed, eyes glancing back and forth between the screens.
"Who was that? Is Min there?" Alby questioned, squinting at Newt's image on the screen.
Newt scooted his rolling chair to the side to reveal Minho's slouched over form on the couch. The man's smile comically fell as he was revealed, almost like he had an upset image to keep up (he did). "Wow, you know my laugh anywhere. You're obsessed with me." It was Minho's turn to sass out, as usual.
Alby rolled his eyes and Tommy grinned at the sight of their friend. "Minho! Hey, buddy!" The latter waved enthusiastically as he trudged the quickly darkening streets. Minho simply flashed a middle finger, making him pout.
"Join the call, Min. You should get on Minecraft too." You piped up, eyes looking away from your phone camera and glued to your laptop.
"No, fuck you guys. I'm mad at you." Minho all but shouted, arms crossed and leaning back on the couch.
Newt scooted more into the frame again, shaking his head. "He's pissed still, as you can tell."
"You're the one who removed him." Alby said, clearly annoyed.
"But you guys are the ones who didn't add me back!" Minho shouted again, glaring at the screen from his spot.
"I added you back!" Alby corrected him.
"Oh, please." Minho didn't know how to reply, so he just scoffed at the man. He was right after all, and Min didn't like being wrong.
Newt shook his head, leaning back in his chair. He shrunk the screen a bit to pull up Minecraft, eager to see what kind of damage was done to everyone's homes.
They had build up a cute little town: dark oak houses, each unique to every person who built them, all leading up to a giant cherry blossom mansion that Gally resided in. The shed beside the mansion housed any stray horses found—each horse assigned to a different person—and your own little blue bed. You refused to live in your own home after everyone made fun of the dirt house you and Tommy built together. Unlike you, Tommy stood his ground and stayed inside of it. You chose to spite everyone who made fun of you and move into the public stables, inconveniencing them.
Newt crossed his arms and patiently waited for his game to load as he tuned back into the conversation. You had convinced Minho to play with all of you if you gave him your hard earned diamond—emphasis on the singularity of the use of diamond. You often had a hard time mining without dying, so you took pride in your jewel.
"Oh, c'mon. That just means you'll steal more of my shit." Newt said, pretending to sound exasperated.
At the sound of his British accent rolling through your speakers like honey, your eyes immediately darted back to the screen to see Newt's smirk. A blush emerged on your cheeks and you bashfully smiled. "No, I won't! I swear." You said, a bit embarrassed.
Newt didn't mind you borrowing his things, and he had an inkling that you knew that. "Sure, I bet that'll last for an hour." He chuckled.
Internally, Newt was giddy at your interaction like a school girl. Now he was internally embarrassed. At the perfect time, his game screen loaded and he began playing the game to distract himself.
"Guys, promise me you'll tell me if there's someone behind me." Thomas piped up while trekking through the streets. Everyone monotonously agreed, not fully paying attention.
"Guys, c'mon!" Thomas whined incessantly, sounding like a little kid. You giggled and assured him you'd keep an eye out, and he seemed to calm down at those words.
With that, the group gaming really started up. It was weird without Thomas being online and his little character not moving around, but his constant talking filled the void.
On the other side of the screen you were reeling at the sight of Newt. He was focused on the game, lip between his teeth, brows taut, and messy, thick, blond hair splayed over his forehead like a golden crown. Brown eyes constantly flickering around the screen but somehow finding their home on you in the end—or at least you hoped.
Newt was thinking similar things about you. Eyes catching your form every time you moved your hair to the other shoulder, or ran your hand through it. He tried not to be obvious and strayed away from glancing over at every movement, but it was hard. If he caught your gaze, he would waggle his brows a bit, and you would dissolve into that cute little smile that lit up his stomach in butterflies. Thankfully, no one noticed your interactions—or at least that's what both of you told yourselves.
By the time Thomas got to his own apartment, and those affected rebuilt their in-game homes, things were slowing down and tiredness overcame most of you. Even Minho's shit talk from behind Newt had almost came to a halt. The first one out was Gally, claiming he had work tomorrow. Next was you.
“G’night, you guys. I have a 9 am Zoom class tomorrow, I gotta be up early.” You grumbled. A hand came up to lazily rub at your eyes as you carried your phone to your room, and Newt resisted the urge to say something along the lines of 'goodnight sweetheart' (which he didn't know why that popped up in his brain).
The group of guys chorused a goodnight to you, all waving. Newt stared at your image, your sweet smile that would stick in his mind long after you hung up. The sound of you leaving echoed in his brain as he stared at the spot where you once were. That is, until Alby's video replaced where yours once was and he scowled.
"What's with the stink face?" Thomas gawked at his friend from where he laid on his bed, phone sat up next to him on the pillow. His friends sudden smile turning into a stoic expression startled him.
"His girlfriend left, that's what." Minho said, walking up behind Newt. Min placed his hands on Newt's shoulders, and the blond shot him a dirty look, shaking his hands off.
"Shut up. The fuck does that mean?" Newt grumbled. Everyone seemed to notice how bothered Newt sounded, which only made smirks grow wider. Everyone but Tommy, who was just about half asleep by now.
"Ahhh," Minho started and tapped Newt's bicep, "just as we all thought." Minho left it at that and stood up straighter, hands on his hips. Newt looked up at him entirely confused.
"Do you guys talk outside of the groupchat?" Alby asked.
"We talkin' about Y/n?" Thomas slurred out.
"Yes, dumbass." Minho leaned down so Thomas could see his annoyed face, but his eyes were closed.
"Uhhhh, not too much, no." Newt shrugged. "Why does it matter?"
Minho gave him an 'are you actually stupid?' type of look, arms crossing as he gazed down at his best friend. "'Why does it matta?'" He mocked his accent, "It matters cause it'll show her you like her!" Arms flew up in the air, as if the answer was obvious.
All Newt could manage to do was look to the side, tongue to his cheek as he ignored the blossoming blush thanks to the topic.
"Min is right, dude! You should talk to her more." Alby's words seemed more encouraging than Minho's. Maybe it was due to the fact that all Minho ever expressed was sarcasm and disdain, but Newt just didn't find him as earnest as Alby at the moment.
"They're right," Thomas piped up, lazy smile on his face. "She's super easy to talk to."
"What?" They all bellowed out in unison.
"You talk to her?" Newt was flabbergasted at this new revelation.
"Uh, duh. She's my best friend. So what?" Thomas scrunched up his brows, eyes cracking open.
Newt just scoffed and shook his head. He wasn't jealous, just.. at a loss for words. "Alright, on that note, goodnight." Newt punctuated his goodbye with a press to the 'end call' button.
The black screen faced both boys, and Newt quickly stood, beelining for his kitchen to make some tea.
"Dude, you call me dramatic." Minho grumbled. Newt just gave him the umpteenth pointed look of the night from his spot next to the sink. As soon as the blond turned around to put the kettle on, filling it up for two, Minho let his knowing smile show.
"You stayin' the night?" The older one called from the kitchen. He decided to ignore whatever that humiliating topic was prior.
Minho plopped down on the couch, head in the pillow, and fishing for the television remote. "You know it." He said. It wasn't odd for Minho to spend the night, as the couch was honestly dedicated to man at this point. Newt liked the company anyways.
The best friends fell into a rhythm of one finding a Netflix show and the other preparing two mugs of tea (Minho usually detested it, claiming it was too British for him, but he surprisingly learned to like it. He would never admit it, but he actually found himself making some tea when he was at home).
Newt had the previous short conversation replaying in his mind over and over as he zoned out while waiting for the water to boil. Did he really like Y/n like that? Yeah, she was gorgeous, and he always found himself looking for her approval and reactions, but he didn't want to be that guy who liked the only girl in the friend group. Although, he knew the situation wasn't really like that.
As Newt brought over the steaming hot mugs and sat on the opposite couch from his friend, waiting for whatever action movie was pulled up to play, he decided talking to Y/n more wasn't such a bad idea.
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genericpuff · 2 months
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welp, this kinda sucks
I'm currently at odds with the PC that I got a couple months ago, it's started freezing and soft-resetting randomly for seemingly no reason. It would usually be after hours of use that I could chalk up to the memory overloading, but now it's happening as soon as I boot up the frigging thing. And just to make it clear how much I've done on my own to diagnose the problem, our attempts to fix it have included the following:
Limiting startup applications
Running virus / malware scans
Swapping out display monitors
Updating the GPU drivers
Setting a lower overclock profile in the BIOS settings
Swapping out power cables and outlets to check for power surges
So far none of these things have worked and if anything, the issue has just gotten worse in the last two days. Like, it can barely make it to the startup screen sometimes, despite the memory and CPU usage being >20%, there is zero reason it would be the PC overclocking itself just from startup.
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(and no, it doesn't even compel me, i'm just annoyed to shit LOL)
So I dropped it off with the guy who built it (he runs an electronics / pawn shop downtown that's very reputable and well-known so it's not like I don't trust him or anything, he's been building PC's for people in the area for years) and it's now in his care for the next day or two while he tries to isolate the problem. Right now the only thing I can imagine being the problem is the power supply or my display monitor, which is my old Huion Kamvas 22 Plus that still works as a monitor, just not a drawing tablet - but if something's still fucking around in the tablet, it could be causing problems through the PC, maybe.
When I dropped it off with the guy, he went and set it up in his office and came out and told me that so far it seemed to be running just fine, when he asked me if I was doing anything specific I told him it was crashing even after startup so I gave him permission to overclock the shit out of it, run 53879205893 browser tabs, run my games, software, anything he needed to do to push it to its limits and see if he could replicate the problem.
I am terrified if it has to do with the motherboard, because that will be an expensive replacement that will also potentially lead to losing files / installations / etc. depending on how big an issue it is. It could also potentially be Windows 11 having a hissy fit especially seeing as how it's freezing up on startup, but doesn't freeze on the BIOS screen when it loads up in safe-mode after hard resets, so something is clearly happening between the hard boot-up and the startup of Windows 11 itself.
Thankfully I do have Google Drive sync support and plenty of external HDD's that I can back my stuff up to, but with the freezing and restarting getting as bad as it's been, I haven't been able to back anything up, and I don't want to risk doing it manually if it'll just freeze and potentially corrupt my files in the process. So I told the guy to call me if he needed to mess with anything concerning the system storage so that, if he could at least keep it running stable in the shop, then I could swing by and get everything I needed synced up safely before he messes around with anything.
It could also very well have something to do with the power supply itself, the house that I occupy the main floor of isn't exactly built with electric optimization in mind, we've had fuses blow on us before just from running the hair dryer at the same time as the TV, so if it's something to do with the PC drawing too much power for the electrical system here to keep up with, either (hopefully) the guy will be able to instruct me on how to lower and manage that power intake through the PC's BIOS (I believe you can but I'm still a massive noob on custom builds and I don't want to go tinkering with it myself) or, idk, maybe I'll have to get my landlord to drop by again with his electrician and check out the fuses to make sure they're all operating properly. I'm not an electrician either, so fuck if I know at this point what could be going on. I feel like it can't be the house itself because everything else is running fine and it's just become a recent issue, but our city's power grid is also not exactly praised for being good at its job, especially not in the winter.
So yeah, I'm a little - well, a lot - stressed right now, but all I can really do at this point is wait. Fortunately, I have my iPad and also remembered that I still have my old PC, so I've hooked it up, at best if the problem repeats itself on this PC then I'll know it has to do with the display monitor, at worst I'll just be stuck working with my clunky old hardware for a couple days, which is annoying, but it'll get the job done. Fortunately I had the newest episode of Rekindled uploaded to the cloud in Clip Studio so I can still download it and work on it, which was my biggest worry when everything started to go belly-up (next to just, like, having a working PC).
Sooooo yeah. It's annoying, but I'm hoping for the best. Send good vibes y'all, I really could use it rn, between this and slow traffic at work and some other personal shit that's been going on, it's been a shitty few days (╥﹏╥)
And yeah, I'll keep y'all updated on if it affects this week's update, it really shouldn't honestly as most of the work left is doable from both my iPad and PC, but obviously at this point anything can happen so if anything has to be postponed or changed to accommodate the current situation, I'll update y'all as soon as I can! Thanks everyone, y'all are the best, wish me luck <3
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Heyo! I found out that you use aseprite as an pixel art program and I wanted to ask you how you download your files. I use aseprite too but I can't find a good way to save my files with out it being the aseprite file (So like going to my PC files and going to download and then clicking on it will just open aseprite with the art). And if you maybe know how to solve the issue? I have the problem with uploading the pixel art here on tumblr too, the files won't load so I mostly screencap my screen and crop the pixel art in the right size with the snipping tool. But I would really love to upload my animations but I can't really screencap them which brings me again with the 'how to save the files the right way' problem. It's okay if you don't know it yourself but I thought it would be easier to ask an expert on the matter :]
hi, what you can do is instead of using normal 'save', use 'save as' (ctrl + shift + s) and then in the bar where the name comes up type something like 'art.png' or 'art.gif' for animation.
if you need to upscale your art (make it bigger for socials) you could do this by pressing ctrl + alt + i before you 'save as'.
or you can use the export (ctrl + shift + alt + s) and set how much you would like to scale by, and press the 3 dots at the end of the 'output file' section to dictate where it will save to in your computer.
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when doing animations you can also have it only export certain tags or certain sections you have highlighted which might be very useful for you !!
hope that helps, let me know if u have any more questions <3
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aisclosed · 1 year
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Match Found ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ - 16 . La Raison
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Synopsis: Jungwon is sick of his friends' constant teasing over his lack of gaming skills. Determined to secretly improve and prove enha wrong, Jungwon sets out to learn to play, except he has no clue where to begin. Luckily for him, y/n is a girl with too much time on her hands, a desperate need for distraction and is more than happy to indulge him. Only, things are never that simple and Jungwon soon finds it difficult to explain exactly what the pair have become. college Student! Jungwon x gamer! Reader
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(1.8k) written work + SMAU :: warnings: cursing
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“You don’t like it?” Jaemin asks gently, breaking you out of your trance and you stop pushing your food around with your fork, facing him with a guilty smile. 
“No, it's really good Jaemin. I love it,” you take an enthusiastic bite as he watches in amusement. There really wasn’t anything to complain about, you knew that. Jaemin had selected a really nice restaurant if the Michelin stars were anything to go by, but it didn’t have the pretentious ambience that your Dad’s choices usually favored. 
The head chef had come out to greet the pair of you upon arrival, granting Jaemin a warm hug and you an equally enthusiastic welcome. The restaurant was comfortable, with dim lighting and soft music playing to accompany the quiet chatter of the other diners. The food was perfect, the restaurant was perfect, and Jaemin was the perfect date, pulling out your chair for you and making polite conversation despite your clear absentmindedness. 
Everything was perfect, yet your mind can’t help but wander to nights filled with shitty convenience store snacks and dimpled smiles. Nights consumed by the bright lights of monitor screens, playful taunts and shoves, and limbs tangled together. Nights accompanied by quiet conversation underneath the covers, the comfort of broad shoulders under your head and the gentle tremors of affectionate laughter. 
Nights that had been absent for weeks, and each time another day ended with you staring blankly at the ceiling with only your thoughts as company, it seemed those nights would never return. The thought makes your heart thud painfully against its confines, your lungs constricting tighter with each breath. 
“Y/N?” Jaemin prods softly, once again pulling your consciousness from your memories into reality. 
“Fuck” you whisper, rubbing at your temples briefly before looking back up at Jaemin ruefully, “Sorry Jaemin, I’m being the worst date ever. I’m sorry for roping you into this whole thing just to make you sit through my moping. I’ll stop, I promise, how’s your family? It’s been a while since I saw your mom.” 
“My family’s fine but Y/N maybe we should talk? Properly? I was more than happy to take you out because I thought you might need a bit of a distraction but I don’t think I’m being much help.” Jaemin waves off your hurried denials, continuing with a kind smile, “It might be better if you got the whole thing off your chest? No one understands what you’re going through more than me,” he chuckles. 
“ I guess I owe you that much,” you sigh glumly, setting down your fork, letting your eyes fall to your half-eaten plate. You search for the right words to describe exactly how Jungwon had cemented himself into your life, to describe the labeless relationship you shared. 
“So, Jungwon, we uh- met at a PC bang actually. I was running away from my problems, as usual, and he was there. And at first he was like the perfect distraction, someone who knew nothing about my past or my family, didn’t see me with all my baggage and responsibilities attached you know?” 
“And then, I don’t know, we clicked I guess? It was really easy with him, easy to smile, easy to laugh, easy to fall,” you laugh bitterly and Jaemin gives you a sympathetic smile. 
“Anyways, he became a lot more than a distraction to say the least, and now I’m stuck searching for something to distract myself from him,” you snort sardonically at the irony, “He occupies every corner of my mind, I can’t stop looking for him in the smallest things and the biggest moments. He’s everywhere.”
“So what happened? From what I could see from your interactions online and what Chenle told me, he sounded equally whipped for you?” Jaemin asks quizzically, taking another bite of his food, giving you an encouraging nod when you hesitate to continue. 
“I don’t know. Maybe I just deluded myself into thinking so but I thought he liked me too. I guess it wasn’t enough though,” you pause, eyeing Jaemin carefully, “to be honest, Yunjin has another theory as to why he’s avoiding me, and it may or may not involve you.”
Jaemin nods, “Yeah you kind of mentioned it with the whole, ‘Jungwon thinks he can make my decisions for me’ thing.”
“Right,” you cringe at the memory of your anger fueled texts, “So basically, Yunjin thinks that Jungwon might just feel a bit insecure because of the whole us being wealthy thing. My dad might have made it worse by kind of making snide comments, and Jungwon definitely picked up on it. Jungwon isn’t just avoiding me, but he’s sort of pushing me towards you.”
“Y/N, Jungwon might not be going about it the right way but his feelings are definitely understandable,” Jaemin chides, his brows knitting. “Our world is a complicated and daunting one, even for us and we grew up in it. Jungwon seems like someone who has a lot of self respect and pride, and it’s difficult to hold onto that pride when he feels that he has nothing to offer you. He probably cares for you so much that he’s doing what he thinks is best.” 
“I know that!” You snap back defensively, huffing in exasperation. “I can’t fault Jungwon for feeling that way, I know we come from completely different backgrounds. What I can fault him for is giving up on me without even giving it a chance. At the very least he could’ve at least talked to me about how he felt instead of just blowing me off for weeks. You don’t get it Jaemin, Haechan left, Yunjin left, and even Chenle left. I had no one for months, and then Jungwon just walked into my life, spinning my entire world on its axis. I tried to keep my boundaries, Jungwon is the one who pushed through them.So no, he doesn’t get to just brush off my feelings for him without listening and he doesn’t get to make that decision for me.” 
Jaemin watches you with worried eyes, as you blink harshly, willing your eyes to stop stinging. He scoots his chair closer to yours, resting his hand comfortingly over yours, and you let your fingers slowly unfurl from where they had clenched over the cutlery. 
“Y/N, do you remember our violin lessons when we were younger? The ones with Instructor Choi?” Jaemin starts and you tilt your head in confusion. 
“Back then you were really diligent and honestly a bit intimidating, which is why none of us really approached you, we thought you were kind of stuck up honestly. But do you remember my friend Renjun? He was there on a merit grant on your father’s scholarship?” you nod slowly, recalling the Chinese boy with bright eyes and the snaggletooth that peeked out from his smile. 
“Honestly, Renjun was better than all of us back then, but he would never get the solos or first chair. Choi would just take turns sucking up to all our parents for a bonus, and all of us knew but we didn’t really bother doing anything because we didn’t think anything would change. Until the month that Choi tried giving the solo to you. You were only this tall maybe?” Jaemin reminisces fondly, bringing his hand to his torso.
“I still remember like it was yesterday, you know? Your hair pulled back into a big white bow, all dolled up in a matching blouse and skirt. The way your voice never wavered once as you said, in perhaps the most commanding tone to ever come from a little girl, ‘Instructor Choi I know that the Starlight group is doing well in the stock market this week, but I also know that Renjun’s Bariolage technique was much more proficient than mine. So I would suggest that the solo be rightfully given to him.’ All of us were absolutely gobsmacked,” Jaemin snickers at the memory. 
“The first time, little Y/N, the youngest in our group, spoke more than three words and you certainly left quite the impression,” Jaemin teases, “I think half of us walked out that day with a crush on you, myself included,”  he wiggles his brows at you cheekily. You shove him away from you with a roll of your eyes, ignoring the way your cheeks blaze at the confession. 
Jaemin laughs, sweeping his hair back handsomely, “Anyways, the point is, you’ve always been the one to speak up even if everyone else is too afraid to. If it’s important to you and what you believe in, you’ve never let anything stop you before. So, as much as I’d love to entertain the idea of making you Mrs. Na and running DRM with you, I think there’s another future that you’ve already set your sights on. And as idiotic as Jungwon may be acting, I think you’d regret it if you didn’t go and tell him just how much he means to you.” 
You’re frozen in your seat, unable to answer Jaemin’s expectant gaze. When you finally speak your voice comes out a shaky whisper, “What if I tell him, and it’s still not enough for him to want to try? I know Jungwon, if he believes something’s right, it’s nearly impossible to change his mind.”
Jaemin’s eyes soften at the uncertainty that rattles in your throat and he reaches out to squeeze your hand encouragingly, “Y/N do you know why I brought you to La Raison?” 
“Because the food is really good and the Chef gives really good hugs?” 
“No,” Jaemin grins with a shake of his head, “the restaurant is named after a quote I thought you needed to hear. ‘La Raison parle mais L’Amour chante’.” 
“Reason speaks but Love sings,” you laugh breathily and Jaemin smirks in satisfaction, leaning back into his seat. You push your chair back hastily, grabbing your phone and bag. When you turn to grab your coat Jaemin is already holding it out for you, a wide grin stretched across his face. 
You still for a second, pulling Jaemin into a tight hug. “In another life Na Jaemin, I would’ve loved to be yours. But in this one I hope we can at least be friends,” you murmur into his ears. 
Jaemin laughs heartily, returning your hug with an equally warm embrace, “Yeah yeah I guess I’m just your Paris, now go get your Romeo Y/N”. 
You give Jaemin one last grateful squeeze and a blinding smile before rushing out the door. Jaemin watches you leave in a flurry of hair, fur and satin, his beam fading to a wistful smile. In another life, maybe he would’ve been the one to fill the empty space in your life before Jungwon could. He snorts at his own thoughts, dismissing them quickly, Jaemin doubts that a world existed where you and Jungwon didn’t somehow gravitate towards each other, no matter how much time or distance that required. 
"Well, I’ve done as much as I can do. Let’s hope it was enough. I shouldn’t worry too much. En art comme en amour, l'instinct suffit.”
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a/n: Jaemin's last sentence means: "In an art like love, instinct suffices".
ANYWAYS !!!! what do we thinK???? HOW ARE WE FEELING??? if half of you are not in love w jaemin i've failed.
also its 5 AM so i'm srry if this was shit or has any errors lolz i am gts.
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tcshi · 1 year
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nagi seishiro.
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“you promised that you’ll go this year.”
nagi looks almost offended when you chastised him, recalling his promise from last year. last year when he’d barely shown any sympathy towards skipping the JFA yearly gala to which earned him not only an earful from his management, questions being asked by his fans about his absence but also your own constant reminder that he will be attending the next year’s party.
truth to be told, nagi could give two flying fucks about the JFA gala. he couldn't really be bothered dressing up in expensive tailored suits catered just for him to wear, pose for a few photos at the red carpet then sit or mingle with the others for all night long when he’s got the softest bed in the world, a warm duvet, the squishiest pillows in existence and a very cuddly girlfriend (10/10, would definitely recommend) waiting for him at home.
at 23 years old his hobby of playing online games still haven’t changed neither did his need to laze around because for him, putting more work than what he’s already doing was a tire. sure he’s more motivated and does things with more vigor in comparison to when he was young but his outlook for doing too much stayed the same. why do those extra, exhausting things outside of football when he could use that to rest instead? he just doesn’t get it.
“but i don’t feel good,” nagi pouts, half-lidded eyes staring back at you beckoning you to sympathize with him but you don’t. instead, you shoot him an unamused look.
“you’re literally sitting in front of your PC set up with your games,” you deadpan. “you’ve been there for six hours now sei. you need to do your fitting for tomorrow’s event.”
nagi sighs heavily, draping his 6 foot something figure over his swivel chair, the pout not once leaving his lips.
“but it’s tiresome to deal with. i don't wanna...”
you take your phone from your pocket, opening the last message isagi sent you.
“they already had your suit all sewn up,” you show him your phone as you stood by his gaming chair. “see? you’d look so good in this suit sei, that's why you need to attend.”
your effort to push your boyfriend into agreeing fell deaf in his ears, instead nagi takes this opportunity to drag you by your hips and pulling you down to sit on his lap sideways. you wrap an arm around his neck, feeling his cheek nuzzling against your chest as you face your phone screen in front of him.
“you’d look so good in a white armani suit sei.”
“i still don’t wanna go...”
you sigh and began playing with hair on his nape. “but seeeeeeeei... you need to go to make up for missing last year’s gala. your fans wouldn't be happy seeing you nowhere.”
“i can just post something online... say i’m feeling unwell or something...” he drags, unfortunately still not showing any interest of going.
you stare at him, incredulous and very much unamused. you knew first hand that your boyfriend tend to care less about certain things at certain levels but even then, you did firmly believe you could get him to attend the JFA gala. it's exactly the reason why you promised reo that nagi will be attending this year.
“but you are well.” you pressed, shutting your phone and haphazardly throwing it on your bed. you bury your face in nagi’s side of the head, feeling the cold brush of his fingertips running up and down your now sides. “come on sei, what would it take you to attend?”
nagi turns silent for a few moments. the lingering silence making you conjure up more thoughts on how to persuade your boyfriend to the point where you thought of revoking his privileges in the bedroom for the rest of the year if he didn't go. however, that does not seem to be needed when nagi spoke again.
“where are the others right now anyways?”
you try to recall your conversation over the phone with reo the very night prior. because of course, nagi would choose the closest day to the event to turn his phone off completely. he did the exact same thing last year too.
“they will be at the shop in an hour for the last fitting arrangements,” you tell him, pointedly. “i don't know their current whereabouts.”
nagi’s eyes narrow. a flash of mischief passing by his nonchalant gaze, one that you completely missed.
“okay...” he heaves a deep sigh while rubbing circles against your hip. “i have two prepositions, all you have to do is to agree to all of them and then i’ll go.”
from experience, bargaining with nagi wasn't necessarily vexing for you. he did ask for simple things in exchange to agreeing to whatever it is that you initially proposed, not seemingly very calculative with his decisions except it all fell down into his favor. but right now, seeing the slight mischievous tilt of his lips and the slow drag of his eyes running over your body made you think otherwise. this was not gonna be something simple as rubbing his head until he falls asleep or pressing the knots on his back after a rigorous practice.
you quirk a brow. “alright. what's your deal?”
“first, is that you will attend the gala as my date meaning you'll have to come with me to the fittings, we'll get you a dress for tomorrow. second...” nagi’s tender touches on your skin firmed, the haze in his eyes darkening as he licks his lips. he stares at you straight in the eyes as he utters the next words. “fuck me before we leave. we have an hour left right?”
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in the end, you had trouble finding the right dress to wear at the gala. the boys sending you confused, worried yet knowing looks seeing you wobble on your feet as you stood. oh, dare they mention the litter of hickeys on your neck and thighs?
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moon-alight · 7 months
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hii!! hope you doing well, i reaaaaally love your writing, thank you for always feeed my delulu self 🤧🤧💓💓
can i request &team hyung line having a gamer gf? like who's most likely get sulky bcs their gf always playing game and have no time for them? or maybe who's really don't mind?
thank you!! <3
As a gamer (yes I can😘)
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&Team with a Gamer Girlfriend
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-K
-Sulky #1
-Loves that you like games as much as he does but you know what he likes more than a gf who enjoys games? That's right; Attention.
-Gets incredibly sulky after about 20 minutes of you only focusing on the game instead of him and will find ways for you to turn your attention way from the screen.
-It's easy if you were gaming on a Nintendo Switch because then he could just take the device away from your hands but a pc is harder.
-He would totally rest his head on your shoulder and began to kiss your neck just for you to get worked up so he can easily become your number 1 priority again.
-Fuma
-Unbothered #1
-Has absolutely no trouble in letting you play your games while he does something else or (most of the time) he would just join you
-Likes to watch you play games and especially if it is on pc so he can watch your fingers on the keyboard
-Smiles unconciously whenever you win a match and is there to comfort you whenever you lose.
-He is the kind of guy to get you snacks during your game and then eat all of them without letting you touch the damn snacks. Lol.
-Nicholas
-He is 100% convinced he is better than you at every game you mention just for him to lose like 90% of the time.
-Gets incredibly competetive and sulks whenever he loses. (you will have to kiss his pout away)
-You'd find him up around 3 AM playing games just to practice so he can finally beat you
-Don't get me wrong, he likes it that you like games but he is just too competetive for his own good.
-EJ
-Unbothered #2
-Again, he really likes it but he would not mind if you were playing long games instead of cuddling him. . .
-Except on some days when he is just really soft and wants all your attention.
-Will take your hands away from the keyboard - console and hold them in his.
-Asks if you can just cuddle him and when you do he gets so so happy. ☺️
-Yuma
-Competetive #2
-Is just like Nicholas but instead of constantly losing to you, he is the one who almost always wins.
-Rubs it in your face every single time lol
-Watch him do stupid victory dances and then brag about how easy it was to win from you but whenever you stop playing because of his childish behavior he gets very soft and pulls you back for another round.
-The only time he lets you win and smiles when you get happy.
-Jo
-Sulky #2
-Likes games but likes hanging out with you more so he gets sulky whenever you pay more attention to stupid games rather than him
-Will just sit in silence and sulk by himself rather than telling you about this. He is very hesistant and thinks he might be too clingy.
-After you realize how quiet he has been and pay a bit more attention to him, you realize how his mood changed from sulky to happy.
-It's not hard to piece it all together and you tell him to be more upfront with his emotions because you cannot read his mind.
-Harua
-Surprisingly unbothered.
-Actually makes tons of pictures of you whenever you game and spends his time making the weirdest (yet funniest) memes out of it.
-Enjoys sending them to you and laughs at your reaction
-With Harua, you're the sulky one lol
-He also sends his memes to the &Team groupchat and watches how you cave and finally walk away from the game to pay more attention to him.
-He is insanely smart about this tbh
-Taki
-A mix between sulky and unbothered lol
-He likes gaming with you but whenever you game alone, I swear. . . he will get incredibly sulky and might plan to kill you (in game ofc)
-Especially in minecraft you enjoy setting traps together for the other boys that play on the same server
-Gaming with Taki is therapy which is why he gets sulky whenever you play alone and pay more attention to your game than to him.
-Would rest his head against your shoulder to grab your attention and of course it always works
-Maki
-Curses in three different languages whenever he loses a game.
-There is one exception, though. If he loses a game to you, he is the cutest and most supportive bf ever.
-Congratulates you and cuddles you whenever you win a game from him which makes the other boys very annoyed and jealous
-Whenever you pay more attention to the game instead of him, he will make candid pictures of you because you just look so pretty
-Has an entire album in his gallery dedicated to pictures of you just playing games and it makes Maki happy whenever he looks at them.
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foresdxw · 2 years
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enhypen; as your best friend that’s secretly in love with you
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ot7 x reader | angst/FLUFF | your best friend that’s secretly in love (absolutely head over heels obsessed screaming crying) with you | this literally took me a MILLION YEARS to write, enjoy besties
heeseung;
“are you serious.” you crossed your arms as you raised your eyebrows at heeseung’s pc monitor.
“this map is hard!“ heeseung tried defending his horrible game play.
“this is literally the easiest map!” you laughed.
heeseung pushed away from the desk, rolling back and facing you, opening his arms. “okay then, show me.”
you bit your lip and looked at him, and then the screen, contemplating. he curled his fingers, signaling for you to sit on his lap, so you did.
when you did, heeseung rolled back into the desk and wrapped his arms around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder to watch the screen.
maybe this wasn't a position he would put himself in with just any of his friends, but he didn't care. he was going to take every excuse to cuddle you and have you close as long as he could get away with it.
“alright then, let’s see you do it.”
you couldn't see the way heeseung was looking at you with your laser-focus on the screen— like you were just the cutest thing in the world.
the game started. heeseung unwrapped his arms from around you and delicately brushed your hair out of the way so he could squeeze and massage your shoulders.
the game started. heeseung unwrapped his arms from around you and delicately brushed your hair out of the way so he could squeeze and massage your shoulders.
“how are you doing that…” he asked, in awe of your skills. you never stopped impressing him, in absolutely everything.
"i can even do it without looking," you turned to face him confidently as you continued setting up the play and buying the weapons you wanted by muscle memory on the keyboard.
heeseung grabbed your hips and moved you higher on his lap, closer to him, with surprisingly little effort.
your confidence faltered a bit when you felt how close his face was to yours now-- your noses were almost touching, and you could feel his breath against your face when he whispered, "yeah?"
"yeah..." you whispered back, having very little control over your eyes flickering down to his lips, for just a milisecond. but when you looked back into his eyes, he was smirking, and glancing at your lips too.
he wanted nothing more than to kiss you, and everytime you found yourselves in a position like this, his resolve broke down a little more. he told himself he wouldn't ruin your friendship, but god, he didn't want to be your friend. he wanted to kiss you. he wanted to kiss you over and over, and so well that you couldn't possibly imagine yourself being just friends with him ever again.
a ping sounded from the computer, signaling the game was going to start. it startled you out of your daze, and you gulped and turned back to the screen. "i should probably look at it for this part though."
heeseung laughed, "probably," and went back to massaging your shoulders and staring at your face more than the screen ("stop staring, you're missing my sick strategies, weirdo..." "no.").
jay;
you peeked your head out of the restroom, only looking for one person in the dorm in particular. "jay," you whisper-shouted. "psst... jay!"
jay whipped his head around to you from where he was talking to sunghoon with a cute question mark written on his face. when you gestured for him to come over, he didn't really think twice about the fact that you were beckoning him towards the restroom, alone with you.
well— he did think about it, but then he also thought about the fact that you were best friends. and when he walked closer to you, he also thought about the fact that you were so so pretty…. god dammit.
"what's up?" he asked.
you widened the door and motioned for him to come in, "i need your help with something and i just feel kind of weird asking anyone else."
he quirked a brow at you, his heart jolting at the fact that you trusted him the most.
you shut the door once he stepped inside, turning your back to him. "can you zip this up for me? i've literally been trying for like five minutes. i just can't."
jay held his breath for a moment as you realized what you were asking him to do-- zip up a dress that was open beginning from your very lower bare back and went all the way up to your neck.
you were going to drive him absolutely crazy.
"yeah yeah, sure," he tried his absolute best to sound normal.
jay began by slowly brushing all the hair from your neck to the front. he was agonizingly slow about it, running his fingers over your upper back again, as if there would have been some extra strands he missed. but really, he just wanted to keep touching you.
he stepped even closer to you, pressing you against the bathroom counter. you felt his breathing on your neck before you felt his fingertips graze down your lower back until he reached the zipper. it got stuck for a second, but jay easily held the dress tight and yanked it past the knot with no problem, making you feel weak for struggling so much with it earlier.
he dragged it up agonizingly slowly, wishing that his fingers were tracing up your back in a different situation. to be honest, he wasn't even thinking about anything sexual-- he just wanted to lie down with you, to trace shapes along your bare skin and appreciate every inch of you.
and that's how he knew he was fucked in love.
and that's why he couldn't resist leaving a couple quick pecks to the back of your neck before finally fully zipping up your dress. it was so fast you couldn't be completely sure you didn't imagine it.
you turned around to face him, and he stepped even closer, so that his feet were on either side of your legs, caging you into the counter.
he immediately began running his fingers through your hair, fixing it for you on instinct. you felt so safe in his care, and hummed a little, closing your eyes like a cat.
"thank you," you whispered, blinking up at him. god, your eyes.
"you're welcome," jay smiled, and squinted at you. "how did that take you five minutes?"
"it's hard when you do it yourself!" you pulled jay in by the collar, much to his surprise, his eyes widening. he foolishly thought you were going to kiss him, but unfortunately, you were only pulling him in to return the favor, fixing his tie and collar in return. "i mean look at this, it’s crooked..."
jay shook his head, physically unable to keep a small smile off his face. he looked at you fondly as you twisted your face in concentration to fix his tie.
"thank you."
he meant it.
he couldn't help but feel giddy at the domesticity of it all-- it almost felt like you were married and fixing his collar before he left to work or something. he knew it was far away, but he hoped one day he would have something like that with you.
but he had absolutely no idea how he was going to get there when you pat his newly straightened tie, fist bumped him and said "you're welcome bestie," before walking out the door.
jake;
you plopped down on your back on the practice room floor in defeat. "ow."
"are you okay?" jake giggled as he crawled over to where you stretched out all your limbs like a starfish.
"yeah... i'm just sad this is so hard," you complained about the choreography you were stuck on.
"noo, don't be sad! you can do it, i'll help you." jake said for about the 10th time that day, lying down next to you and poking your side.
you flinched, playfully shoving him away, ignoring his grin and fighting off one of your own. "but you've been helping me this whole time and i'm still ass," you whined.
jake burst into giggles at that one, sitting up so he could throw his head forward and back as he laughed. you always managed to make him laugh, and you were so cute even when you were whining.
he caught his breath, “you’re not ass. come on.”
you could only find the strength to sit up, while jake stood all the way up, holding both his hands out to you. you sighed before finally taking them, and he pulled you up with ease.
"okay," jake turned you around to face the mirror, and grabbed your shoulders. "so it seems like you get lost around the head movement in the chorus."
you nodded.
"okay, so you're like this, right..." jake grabbed your left arm and lifted it, running his hand all the way down to your palm, intertwining your fingers with his and holding your hand out to the side.
"right..." you quietly affirmed. you thought it was unnecessary for jake to be literally holding your hand in position, but you needed the help, and... you didn't exactly hate his touch.
"okay, so then your head would be turned..." jake grabbed your jaw gently and turned it to the right, "like that. but move it back a bit more dramatically, like..." he stepped closer to you, wrapping his arm around your waist, pulling you back into him as he pressed his chest completely against your back. "lean your head back against my shoulder."
you did as he asked, your neck exposed. jake was worried his palms were sweating with how nervous he was to be holding you like this. he was kind of screaming internally. he didn't know where he found the confidence to make it this far, but he wasn't complaining.
"okay, now, when you bring your arm in," jake moved your clasped hands so that you bent your hand in towards your shoulder, "you move your head up."
jake held your waist steady with one hand, and used the other to gently tilt your chin up with his finger to face him, "and just look at me," your eyes flitted up towards him, and his breath caught in his throat at how mesmerizing they were. "yeah, just like that,” he whispered, cupping your face.
you looked down at his lips, "and then what?"
jake's mind totally went blank when he realized you were looking at his lips just then. "and then, um..."
you couldn't help but smirk a little at his nervousness. "um... what?"
jake seriously contemplated just kissing you right then and there, but the more he gazed into your eyes, the more he knew he wanted the first time he kissed you to be perfect, and not while he was all sweaty and you were exhausted. you deserved something perfect, someone perfect-- and most of the time, he wasn't sure if that could be him.
so instead, he settled for taking your hand and pulling you towards the couch that was against the wall of the practice room. "and then you celebrate getting the position right by taking a break!"
sunghoon;
sunghoon wouldn’t have realized that you started crying if he hadn’t kept staring glancing at you during the drama marathon you were having.
he placed a hand on your arm, “are you okay?”
“i’m—“ you turned to him, and stopped mid-sentence in shock at the lack of tears on his face. “how are you not crying over this? this is so depressing…”
it was embarrassing, but you couldn’t stop yourself from choking out a sob. this scene hit really close to home for you.
“aww, come here,” sunghoon wrapped an arm around your shoulder and tucked you into his side. “it’s okay, it’s not real,” he whispered into your hair, leaving a kiss on the crown of your head.
sunghoon was pumping his fist internally— he finally got you to cuddle with him. it wasn’t a very uncommon occurrence— you were his best friend and he was incredibly comfortable with you— but recently, his heart threatened to leap out his chest every time. he just hoped you couldn’t hear it as you snuggled in closer and reached an arm across his torso to hug him tight, leaving tear stains on his shirt.
“sorry,” you sniffled. “this kind of stuff really happens, though. it happened to me.”
you normally wouldn’t admit that to anyone— it was a pretty traumatic scene— but sunghoon wasn’t just anyone to you, and you werent just anyone to him.
sunghoon’s heart broke and anger flared all at once when you said that. nobody deserved to have to go through that, but especially not you. he rubbed your back, “don’t be sorry.” he wished he could call you baby. “i’m sorry.”
you sniffled again and looked up at him. “and you’re still not crying?! where are your emotions?”
you poked his cheeks, wanting to change the subject. you knew sunghoon had emotions, but you teased him to deflect from your embarrassment at how much more openly emotional you were than him.
sunghoon sighed as he brought a hand to cup your tear-stained face, using his thumb to wipe the tears away. you had no idea just how many emotions he was experiencing right now, or any time he looked at you, and he intended to keep it that way, although not without great effort.
sunghoon completely forgot about the show and the other people in the dorm as he looked into your tear-stained eyes. somehow, you looked even prettier while crying and sniffling, and it tugged at his heart so much that he felt like he actually had to try to not react.
usually his lack of emotional display came naturally to him, but he was so good at covering everything up that you had no idea how hard he had to try when it came to you— to not cry, to not break down and completely swallow you in his arms, to not tell you that he would never do that to you and never let that happen to you again, and to not press his lips against yours in what he was sure would be the most intense kiss of your life, finally letting out everything he really felt for you in it.
when he finished wiping all the tears from your face, he grabbed your hand and put it flat against his chest. “right here,” he explained. “that’s where all my emotions are.”
sometimes he thought that everything he felt for you bundled up in his chest so much that it actually hurt.
sunghoon totally forgot that in this position, you could feel how fast his heart was pounding. it made you gasp for a moment, and dare to wonder if he felt the same way about you as you felt about him.
you sniffled again, and how loud and gross it sounded it reminded you that you were just his best friend, and one that disgustingly cried in front of him, at that. you rolled your eyes and said, “i’ll believe it when i see it,” and went back to cuddling him. sunghoon went back to tracing shapes down your arm. you would see it one day.
jungwon;
you and jungwon both shouted when you ran into each other in the kitchen in the dark.
“what are you doing here?!” he asked you.
“uhh… just walking around?” you internally facepalmed yourself. it was the truth— you were just walking around to distract yourself from how scared the horror movie you saw earlier had left you, but you wanted to sound like you weren’t. “i mean… looking for food?”
just like always, your best friend could see right through you. you could see the corner of jungwon’s lips quirk up in the dark. “so you were scared?”
you sighed. there was no use in lying to him.
you stared at your socks. “yeah…”
jungwon nodded, and spoke in a small voice. “…me too.”
"really?” you looked up at him. “i mean, it was pretty scary.”
“yeah, something like that could really happen,” he teased you.
“don’t make me more scared!" you rubbed your eyes. "i seriously can’t sleep, and we have a long day tomorrow!” you hated losing sleep— every minute you got more anxious, counting down all the hours you would lose. “and you know how i get when i don’t sleep.”
“oh yeah, i know,” jungwon smiled a bit, remembering how grumpy you were the last time you pulled an all-nighter. he should’ve been annoyed, but it was cute— especially when you fell asleep on his shoulder.
jungwon licked his lips and chewed on them in nervousness. remembering when you crashed on his shoulder in the car gave him an idea. it was a crazy idea, but he figured if you said no he could just say he was sleep deprived or pretend he didn’t remember asking.
“what’s going on in that big head of yours?” you asked after a few moments of silence.
“i was just thinking…” jungwon gulped, so nervous that he didn't even react to your big head comment. “would you... be able to sleep better if you weren’t alone?”
“yeah, i think so,” you answered honestly, failing to see where jungwon was going with this.
“do you want to crash in my room then?” he asked, heart beating rapidly in his ears.
“oh,” you paused for a second, and in that second jungwon thought— oh god, this is it, she’s gonna say no and think that it’s weird and that i'm weird but not in a joking way and that i’m creepy for suggesting that and i’m never going to be able to tell her how i feel because she just thinks of me as a friend and— “is your bed comfortable?”
jungwon blinked in surprise. you snapped him out of his worries, as always.
“yeah it is,” he broke into a smile, starting to get excited. “i have a lot of pillows and plushies and i just need one or two to sleep on the floor—“
“i’m not gonna make you sleep on the floor!” you retorted. “unless we both won’t fit on your bed? or if that’s weird…”
jungwon’s eyes almost popped out of his head. he had no idea you were going to suggest that. "nono no, it's not weird! i think we'll fit, it just might be tight, and... we might have to be .really. close..."
you gasped in fake disgust, "cuddling with you? what a nightmare," you rolled your eyes and grabbed his wrist, dragging him to his room. "come on, i'm tired."
you immediately snuggled into his bed, as if this was a totally normal thing that happened all the time. jungwon stood there for a second, wanting to remember the image, because he might never see it again. he felt like the luckiest boy in the world right now.
you reached a grabby hand out to him, and he thought it was so cute. "come on, sleepy time," you whispered.
he took your hand, and you pulled him into bed, folding the covers over him. you blinked at him in the dark and whispered, "…thank you, by the way."
"of course," jungwon whispered back, taking in every detail of your face illuminated by the glow of the city lights outside his window. he reached a hand out to your face, tracing his thumbs over your eyes, gently closing them, drawing soothing circles around them. "go to sleep now. i'm here."
you hummed. "...that feels good."
"it does?" jungwon was glad your eyes were closed, so you couldn't see him smiling like an idiot.
he continued tracing his thumb all over your face, over your eyebrows, cheeks, nose, chin, all the moles you had, and finally, your lips. he held his breath as he focused his thumb on tracing your soft lips over and over, wondering what it would be like to have his lips on them instead.
after a couple minutes, you kissed his thumb. "as great as that feels, you need to go to sleep too," you blinked opened your eyes.
jungwon slowly dragged his thumb down your lower lip, so that it tugged down a bit and gently popped back into place when he released it. "you have pretty lips," he whispered. he just had to tell you.
"you do too," you replied immediately, and jungwon saw the way you looked at his lips, too. "especially when you smile like that."
jungwon didn't even realize he was smiling again. that seemed to happen a lot around you. you always made him happy, even when he was in a terrible mood and didn't want anyone to cheer him up. here he was, afraid you would think he was smiling weirdly at you, because he couldn't help but grin so wide when you were around-- but you complimented him in a way that gave him butterflies and made him want to smile even harder. you always knew what to say.
he just wished that he knew what to say to tell you how he felt without ruining your friendship. he wished he knew what to say to make you fall as hard for him, too.
"now, sleepy time," you grabbed jungwon's hand and turned around, making him wrap an arm around you and spoon you.
jungwon had the overwhelming urge to kiss your back or cheek, or just to kiss you in general, really, but he figured he had pushed his luck tonight a lot already. "sleepy time." he agreed, wiggling a bit as he got comfortable and pulled you in closer to his chest, hugging you tight. you weren't scared of anything anymore.
sunoo;
"where did you get that hoodie from? it looks familiar," sunghoon asked.
"oh, it's sunoo's," you replied from your side of the booth, taking a sip of your drink as you waited for sunoo to come back so you could start eating the dumplings you were going to share.
sunghoon raised his eyebrows. "oh, really? he never lets me borrow his hoodies..."
"well, it's more like i took it," you admitted.
"oh ok... and where did you get your ring from?
you looked down at the yin silver ring you wore and fiddled with it. "it's from dior, i think?"
"you think? didn't you buy it?" sunghoon asked, not actually confused. he knew exactly where you got that necklace from, but he wanted to see your reaction.
"oh, no, sunoo gave this to me. isn't it so pretty? he has the yang half. he's definitely more yang, right?" you smiled.
sunghoon couldn't help but smile back. god, you two were so cute he was going to throw up. and so oblivious he was going to scream. "yeah... he is..."
sunoo practically burst out of nowhere, sliding into the booth next to you, bumping into your hip playfully. "what are you guys talking about?"
"sunghoon was asking about my ring and i said you have the yang one," you caught him up.
"yeah, and about your hoodie," sunghoon added, turning to sunoo, "isn't that your favorite hoodie?"
sunoo nodded, grabbing his chopsticks and starting to separate the dumplings you liked and the dumplings he liked on either side of the plate for you. "yeah, it is."
sunoo was glad niki asked you a question, so you stopped paying attention to his conversation with sunghoon. he was literally terrified of making things weird with you.
"and you just let her borrow it? you never let me borrow any hoodies!" sunghoon complained.
"oh... did you want to borrow one of my hoodies?" sunoo stuffed a dumpling in his mouth.
you turned to him for a second, halfway through whatever you were saying to niki, giggling at how cute he looked. sunoo turned to you and tugged at your his hoodie strings in response.
sunghoon thought for a moment, continuing as if you two weren’t doing a whole thing, because he was literally used to it. you guys acted so cute all the time, it was kind of sick, actually.
"well... no. but what if i did?"
"then i would say no," sunoo answered.
"what? why?!" sunghoon protested.
sunoo stared at sunghoon blankly, as if he should already know why. sunoo turned to you, making sure you weren’t listening, and smiled, speaking quietly, "because you're not y/n."
sunghoon shook his head in disbelief. "wow."
you and sunoo did everything together, shared everything, finished each others sentences, and were truly the yin to each other's yangs in every way sunghoon could think of— yet you never took your friendship to the next level. it honestly made sunghoon kind of frustrated. he didn't know how at least sunoo didn't figure it out.
but the truth is— sunoo did figure it out. he watched you talk animatedly to niki and smiled. he was almost always smiling, so it's not like he felt the need to hide it— but you had no idea that the smile was almost always there because of you. he was just... scared of what would happen if he admitted his feelings to you, even to his friends, because he didn't want you to find out. he was afraid that if you did, it would be weird and you would stop being friends with him.
“what?” you turned back to sunoo on a late reaction. “did i hear my name?”
sunoo panicked— “no—!” at the same time sunghoon’s much louder voice said “yeah i was just saying how it’s interesting that you’re the only one sunoo lets borrow his stuff.”
“aww sunoo…” you smiled, “am i special to you?”
you meant the question as kind of a joke, but after a second you realized you weren’t completely sure of the answer, and your smile faded.
“n—“ sunoo wanted to say no on instinct, mess around with you as usual, but when he looked at your questioning eyes blinking up at him, he paused, and his face got serious. it occurred to him that with him trying so hard to make sure you don’t know how he feels, you might think you weren’t special to him at all, and he did not want that.
your face contorted in concern. “sunoo?”
“of course you’re special to me,” he spoke fiercely. “you know that, right?”
sunghoon tapped niki, asking him to get up with him to go get more napkins (“whyyyy?” “just do it, i’m older than you.” “bu— ohhh...”)
“i mean, i guess…” you answered softly, bowing your head down.
“no,” sunoo took your hand in both of his, craning his neck to find your face and meet your eyes, making you look at him. “no guessing, okay? i want you to know that you’re special to me.”
“you’re special to me, too,” you smiled shyly. “i feel bad because i don’t always say it and i can’t always buy you things.”
“hey,” sunoo took your other hand as well, making you completely turn to him in the booth. “you don’t need to buy me things, love. your friendship is enough.
it was true. as much as his heart broke every time he realized you would never be anything more, sunoo got energy and joy and inspiration and love just from being around you, and it meant the world to him.
you brought sunoo’s hands up to your face, wanting to hide your blush and grin but not wanting to let go of his hands. “stoppp!”
“never!” sunoo let go of your hands and ruffled your hair. he was going to tease you for as long as you’ll let him, even if it hurt in the end.
niki;
“i’ve… never told anyone that before,” you whispered to niki from the safety of your pillow fort.
“don’t worry, your secret’s safe with me,” niki replied, “just like all mine are with you.”
niki was aware of the fact that he was still just a teenager, and that he probably didn’t really know what love was. but he was never more sure of the fact that he was in love with you than the day you absolutely refused to tell anyone the secret niki had told you a few weeks ago.
everyone from his friends, to your friends, to girls you didn’t know and even his own managers tried getting you to tell them why he didn’t want to talk that one day, and you refused every time— even when they offered you things in return, even when they threatened you. your loyalty and trustworthiness was beautiful to him, just like the rest of you was, and he hoped he could be even better to you than you were to him (although he thought that was impossible, he would try).
“i’m really serious about this, niki. you cant tell anyone.”
niki saw the genuine worry in your eyes, and he wanted more than anything for you to not worry when he was around.
“i promise,” niki held out his pinky to yours, and you brought yours up to link with his. “i’d rather die than tell anyone.”
“okay well don’t do that,” you giggled.
“i’ll try,” niki brought your linked hands up to his lips and kissed his thumb.
“what was that?” you asked.
“what? i was sealing the promise with a kiss. that’s what you’re supposed to do,” he stated.
“that’s not how you’re supposed to do it, you’re supposed to kiss each other’s hands.”
niki’s heart leaped out of his chest at that suggestion, causing him to pull his hand away from yours like it was on fire. “what? no it’s not! who said that?”
“woah woah, i didn’t say we had to do it, you don’t have to act so disgusted at the idea!” you hugged your hands to your chest.
niki realized he messed up. you were offended— you thought he was disgusted at the idea of kissing you when really, he was so obsessed with the idea he didn’t even know what to do with himself.
“no i— it’s not that i’m disgusted, it’s that you’re wrong. that’s not how it goes,” he argued.
“ohhh my god,” you threw your hands up in exasperation— but then lied your head down on niki’s lap anyway. “if that’s not how it goes then why did jisung do it to me like that?” you crossed your arms, blinking up at him from your upside down position on his lap.
niki tensed up at hearing that information. he hated jisung, and he hated the idea of him kissing your hand even more. “probably because he wants an excuse to kiss you,” he grumbled.
“oh please, no he doesn’t. he’s just my friend,” you rolled your eyes. “just like you are! and you don’t want to kiss me.” you said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
niki was screaming on the inside. once again, you were so, so incredibly stupidly wrong that he couldn’t help but blurt out— “what if i did?”
“what?!” you sat up, looking at niki in shock.
oh, he really messed up now. “what if i did… want to.” he awkwardly said, “kiss you.”
“um…” panic was written all over your face, and niki felt so, so bad. he didn’t want to pressure you, and he didn’t want to lose you because you didn’t like that he wanted to kiss you. but the problem was that it wasn’t just that he wanted to kiss you— it was that he was absolutely crazy about you, and every day it got harder and harder to hide. “then… i guess…”
“HAHA!” niki screamed, in his own panic, trying to figure out how to fix this fast before you could tell him you’d hate him forever. “i’m just messing with you! you should’ve seen your face!” he put all his effort into fake laughing in that moment.
“that’s not funny, niki.” you stood up and left the pillow fort.
“wait—“ niki scrambled to follow you, “where are you going?”
“home.” you looked around the couch, shoving blankets and pillows around, trying to find your phone so you could get out of there as fast as possible. you were so embarrassed.
“wha— i was just kidding!” niki whined. “don’t leave, please!” he grabbed your wrist, stopping you from reaching for your phone.
“then don’t mess with me like that!” you cried. “nobody wants to kiss me and it’s embarrassing. that’s why you can’t tell anyone i’ve never kissed anyone before!”
“i won’t!” niki now realized why it was a stupid idea to say he was joking about wanting to kiss you when you had just admitted to him you’ve never kissed anyone before.
“i’ll literally stop being friends with you if—“
“woah, woah, hey!” niki grabbed you by the shoulders. “you’re never going to stop being friends with me. you’re stuck with me. forever.”
he reached down to grab your wrist, bringing your hand up to his and forcibly linking his pinky with yours again. “i promise.”
“you do?”
niki smiled, and without thinking twice about it, pressed his lips against your forehead in a long kiss.
“i do.”
he didn’t miss the way you blushed as you quickly changed the subject, dragging him back to the pillow fort to finish your game.
take that, jisung.
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This Coffee is Gonna be Good
02.26.2023
Genre: Comedy
Rating: Teen, for some minor language and a tiny bit of angst themed
Pairings: bucky x reader, nat x reader (platonic)
Warnings: it's waaay to cute for it to have come from my brain. No cheating, no nothing like that. Just fluff and a stupid lie. Also, the game "Among Us." If you don't know that game then what are you even doing? It's so much fun. Go play and piss people off. ;)
Summary: Bucky is a liar. You're tired of keeping up with it. 
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Bucky knows technology*. You know this, he knows this. Why does no one else know? 
The question burns in your head as you stomp down the hallway to your room. It makes you mad how he's fooled everyone. It's even worse when you're forced to run an errand during work hours to give him a message. It doesn't matter if you work in the same building you live in - he should have the common decency to at least admit to having fundamental knowledge so people stop using you as his messenger. 
You're his girlfriend, not a carrier pigeon! 
You slam open your door. You're greeted by the sight of Bucky laughing his tight little ass off. His personal laptop in his lap, the best/worst game ever made called "Among Us" open on the screen. He has the audacity to look sheepish when he glances over at you. 
"Hey, doll. Off work early?"
You look from him to the coffee table and see his dumb, prehistoric flip phone laying there. 
"Explain to me how no one realizes you can use technology perfectly fine?" You snap at him as you close the door harder than needed. 
He raises an eyebrow in question before looking down at the offending items. 
"I just, you know - "
You cut him off before he could continue with his stupid reasoning. "Don't start with the shit, James Buchanan Barnes. I know what you do. I both saw and heard you agree with Steve when he said modern technology is so confusing."
He shoots in a quick "But it is!" 
"You play Among Us! On your own laptop! You begged me to get for you under my own name but with all your stupid customizations. You can't bullshit a bullshitter, James Buchanan Barnes." 
He opens his mouth again, but you point a finger at him. "No. There is no excuse. You have a laptop, a pc, a fucking smartphone, a smart car, and yet you have the audacity, the nerve, to complain texting is too hard for you?"
"My thumbs are too big and my arm -"
"No excuses! You have a stylus! The screen can pick up your fingers thanks to help from Suri! Who, by the way, you've also fooled. Ayo seems to be the only person, besides me, who knows your tech obsession. 
"Like, how did you fool Tony? The stuff is mostly his tech! And Natasha? She sent me on this little errand because she's tired of garbled texts and you never messaging or calling her back."
His mouth opens and closes, then he shrugs. Bucky lets out a sigh through his nose. "I just hate the idea of people knowing everything. I hate social media. I only go on it to see you guys." 
He pauses so he can close his laptop and set it on the coffee table. 
"I love you so much. The thought of Hydra, or something else, fucking us over again gives me panic attacks. You know this, babe. You know why I ask for everything to be made a certain way. 
"I mean, I can barely eat comfortably at new places or change my room around. I need security, even if that means using the flip phone you don't even know how to text from."
You glared at him as he smirked at that truth. Those phones sucked. The last time you used one was…decades ago. Your job was current technology, not archaic bricks. 
"Fine. But, you need to get a hold of Nat."
He nodded. "I will." 
You looked him up and down, then turned to leave. 
"Don't I get a hug?"
"No. I'm working. You owe me a coffee for this." 
You open the door. Natasha is leaning against the wall. She gives you her signature sly smile. You wink. 
"I'll buy you two coffees for a hug. Three for a kiss? Look, I got the app up, let me know what you want…" Bucky's voice trails away when he walks out of his room after you. "Oh, shit."
"Barnes." Natasha crosses her arms, glaring at him. 
"I expect a coffee on my desk in an hour. You know what I like." You smirk at your boyfriend as you speak. "It's in the app you love to use."
He looks over a highly angry Nat's shoulder at you. It reminds you of a lost puppy. You wave to him before you turn and leave, your steps a little lighter now as you hear your friend chew out the former Winter Soldier. 
You can't wait for that coffee.
*I am under the belief that he knows how to use technology of nearly all types. Fight me. *
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I.
Survived meeting my boyfriend's mom for the first time on Sunday for dessert and tea (apple spice bundt cake and pumpkin spice chai) and dinner tonight (roast lamb, new potatoes in olive oil with fresh herbs, arugula salad, apple pie with crumb top). She's very nice and she clearly liked me. Mostly, I'm relieved. It's been a long time since I've met a boyfriend's family. A really long time. I'm glad she approves of me.
II.
Had a friend break up on Friday. Still not happy about it but I think it was for the best. It was total radio silence until today, when he reached out and we talked about it. It didn't really change the situation, but it was nice to clear the air.
III.
Once again hearing rumors that make me worried about my job in the medium term. I think I'm fine for one to two years, maybe, then after that it's a question mark. Although really, the whole thing is kind of a question mark. The reality of big corp life is my entire team or department could get axed and we wouldn't even see it coming until it happens. I've sat with that reality all year and gone from feeling like there's a knife at my throat to feeling nothing in particular.
IV.
I think I need to upgrade my PC's graphics card. It's been struggling with BG3 and Starfield, and it churns a bit with Cyberpunk. I don't enjoy any part of upgrading, but it's a necessary evil. I've had the same desktop since 2016 and I've only done upgrades 3 times. Desktop supremacy btw; laptops are just not durable.
V.
I cracked my phone screen today. I'm just going to get it repaired. I decided last year to just keep this phone for as long as I could instead of dropping several hundred bucks every few years on an upgrade, even if that meant occasional repairs. I don't regret the decision. I've had this phone since 2018 and I want to see how much longer I can go.
VI.
High Holidays were really nice. I'm thinking of trying to find a synagogue I could go to closer to home, though. Driving on the highway to Berkeley is not something I want to do for a shabbat service when though my mom's congregation is really cool.
VII.
I need to figure out what color my office is going to be. It's holding up a big order of operations in the house that will end with my old aquarium being in the office and my new one getting set up in pride of place in the living room.
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