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pag-aagawdilim · 3 years

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City lights

Under the city lights here i am waiting for you to come on my way.

"We both know, it's best for us, for you." --

"Dons.. we have to." --

"But we can, we can still work it out." Don said with his desperate tone.

"Ano? Naririnig mo ba sinasabi mo? Look i know we can still work it out pero ano magtatago uli tayo? Magtatago uli tayo sa madilim nating mundo?" And by that dons realized that they're hiding for too long.

"Dons, for so many years we've been hiding this relationship under the city lights." Don knows that.

"Stay. i promise you, we're not going to hide anymore please." They were both holding their tears back, kasi hindi nila kayang makita ang isa't isang nasasaktan.

Nasasaktan sa reyalidad na hindi nila kayang ibunyag ang relasyon nila, Bakit? Kasi masisira ang imahe ni Don sa nakakarami, he's a great movie actor. Focus sakanya ang media kaya hindi nya kayang ganon ganon nalang ilabas kung anong meron sila.

"Dons, you know we're going to hurt each other kung itutuloy pa natin to. Kaya please let me go.." Yu's word made them both on tears, dons' trembling hands reach out for Yu's face to wipe the older's tears, stood up and give him a hug before holding the others hands

"I'll let you go kung nasasaktan kana, be happy, ha. I-i love you.." This relationship has been hiding all along, City lights may bright but their relationship under city lights were dark like it's a ghost town. Walang nakakaalam kundi sila lang.

Months later after that

News came out.

R: Famous actor Don Sevilla has been dating the famous rapper of the group WV for 2 months!! May this relationship stays strong!!

"Galing mo, pero yung expression mo para kang namatayan."

Syempre namatayan talaga, ikaw ba naman malaman ang balita na yung dati mong minahal at minamahal mo parin may kinakasama nang iba and given the fact that he exposed his relationship public.

Yu thought, pero sa loob loob nya. He's happy that dons is already happy with someone else.

Yu's pov

Under the city lights here i am waiting for you to come on my way.

Kasabay nang pagpatak ng ulang ito ang pagpatak ng luha ko.

Yu stayed kung san sya nakaupo wala na syang paki kung mabasa man sya ng ulan o magkasakit. Importante lang sakanya ay nilalabas nya lahat ng sakit na iniwan ni Don.

Huminto na ulan?

Yu asked himself, pero nang lumingon sya may binatang pinapayungan sya with his concerned eyes.

Tumayo si Yu pero nawalan ito ng malay but nalang nasoportahan ng binata.

"Hey!! Hey!! Omg wait i'll call my friends muna." The younger panicked.

"Hey, puntahan nyo ako here. May nahimatay my god!!"

Winwin can't think what will do, he panicked even tho umuulan at hindi ganon kainitan but his sweats are flowing all over his face and you can see his face turns red.

Buti nalang ay nasundo agad sya ng mga kaibigan nya.

"Sino yan" Chi asked

"I don't know, i saw him sitting on a bench kaya nag alala ako kasi it's raining."

"Oh edi ngayon kargo konsensya mo pa, Alam mo Win bawas bawasan mo pagiging mabait mo." Sermon naman ni Ry.

"Tama si Ry, masyado kang mabait. Malay mo masamang tao pala yan?" He doesn't look like masamang tao naman, he's distend. You can see naman sa pananamit nya and he look likes he's carrying the world on his shoulder. Why is he crying under the city lights?

"S-sorry, uuwi nalang ako. Thank you den." Win eyed his friends kaya lumabas sila and umupo si Win sa edge of his bed.

"No, stay. I checked you temperature kanina and your temperature was so high, kaya stay ka muna." --

"Baka nakakaabala ako sayo, i can manage myself naman." --

"No, i swear you're not. Stay ka nalang jan baka mapano kapa e." He looks so tired, does he have a problem? Should i ask? No, Win it's not your business. Pero kasi..

"Sure kaba? Yung ano mo kasi.." --

"Ah sila ba? Wag mo sila pansinin, hmm nag order ako sopas want mo kumain?" He don't even know me bakit ang bait nya?

[Violet: Yu]

"Ah sige, thank you pala. By the way, what's your name?" --

"Oh right, baka you're thinking why i'm so mabait sayo. I don't even know you. I'm Win Cheng Du, Half Filipino half Chinese.

"I'm Yu, thank you pala uli." Wow, unique two letters name only hihi. Ngumingisi sya? Bakit kaya? But he's kinda cute tho.

"No need to thank me." Win smiled before leaving the room para kunin yung sopas.

Nilibot naman ni Yu ang mata sa paligid. Wall are painted white with some touch of brown, may study area din and mga books. Matalino siguro sya.

"Hey, here oh eat kana." Win placed the sopas sa side table sa may kama nya.

"Uhm may i ask something?" Yu nodded which means proceed what he wants to ask.

"Why were you crying the night i saw you?"

Napatigil si Yu ng pagkain which Win Cheng made panic.

"Cute mo, muka kang kamatis dyan. I'm crying that night kasi.. pano ba to, my ex boyfriend uhm ano di ko alam kung maniniwala ka but you probably know Don?"

Win nodded as a response

"He's my ex boyfriend, we've been hiding noon for 3 years." Silence filled the room which made for them both awkward.

"Ah- sorry for asking.." Namumula parin si Win Cheng kaya ibinaba ni Yu ang bowl of sopas sa side table at lumapit ng bahagya.

"Kamatis kaba?" He asked which made Winwin curious for asking that all if a sudden.

"Bakit?" --

"Pulang pula ka e, parang ikaw yung may sakit sating dalawa." Pagtapos non Winwin immediately touch his face which Yu finds it cute kaya ginulo nito ang buhok ng binata.

"Haha, cute mo." With his words that made Winwin's face red more.

Yu can't hide his smile seeing a guy who's like a fresh tomato picked from a garden, this is the first time he feels the butterflies on his stomach na hindi nya talaga naramdaman kay dons.

No one expected what Yu do next.

OMYGOSH HE'S- HE'S HUGGING ME!! MAMA WHERE IS THIS GUY CAME FROM, I- UHM SIR?? PERO INFAIRNESS MABANGO SYA. PERO HELLO???? WHY DO I FEEL MY STOMACH IS TWITCHING!!

"Shh, wag kang malikot." Yu said which made Winwin flustered more.

"Stop na nga, hoy! You have sakit at-" Naputol ito nang ngitian sya Ni Yuta ng pagkalaki-laking ngiti kaya namula uli sya.

"May sinasabi ka? Lods??" Winwin froze kaya di sya nakasagot

"H-ha wala. KUMAIN KANA NGA!!" Napangisi nalang si Yuta.

And starting from that day, they always see each other often. Until the stranger turns into friends, months after the friends turns into lovers.

End.

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gothamsglam · 3 years

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Live reacting Wonder Woman 1984

SPOLIERS (duh)

Also yes I know I'm late but eh

BABY DIANA YAY

I love the island it's always so PRETTY

Spider man Spider-Man

"Is this the Olympics???" "Yes, the Amazon Olympics" *wheeze*

I like seeing her being a tactician

SWIMMING

HORSES

Is Diana a horse girl?

My aunt: look honey, a little girl did that

ICONIC

aw man she fell noooo

OOOO?

She sliding

EYYYY SHE'S BACK IN

Oh but she didn't do the arrow tho

NOOOOO dang it

Awwwww no she's crying

I'm glad they're very gentle in teaching her

AW BABY DIANA HAS FRECKLES???? ADORABLE

I liked the title transition

"I thought that stood for 'World War' not 'wonder woman'" "world war 84????"

Could u imagine being like "yeah I saw saved by a lasso at my wedding lol"

My mom, seeing nachos: I want nachos

Man people ran when they saw a gun back then, lol how times have changed

NO THE KID WHAT THS FRACK

YAY DIANA

Man that thing with the cameras was so AMAZING OH MY GOD

Spiderman spider man

OMG I LOVE THE LITTLE GIRL, i think her name is Courtney??? That's what the captions said

"wait is it called DC because washington DC?" "Yeah" "ohhhhh"

"why are they in DC" "maybe she lives there, what's it to you?"

Ohhhh is that candy??? Awww candy

oh this is cute, barbara is cute, this is kinda *makes hand movement*

Hhhhh languages

Oooo wishes

Is she wishing steve back??? Ohhhhhh omg

We stan female friendships (or more akdjdkska)

EARLY DINNER???? (🌈🌈🌈???)

Oooo watch symbolism

Barbara is so cute oh my gosksnxksnsksks

"have you ever been in love" my uncle: where do I even start

Also this is so gayyyyyy tho

Oh is this going to be the only poc in the movie? Yikes

Oh not the nice guy cliche

Diana to the rescue!!!!

I feel like they're gonna wish steve back

Oooo wishes

Ohhhh he's evil I'm sure

You know when someone tries too hard??? Yeahhhh

Oh no propaganda in movies lovely (let's feel bad for billionaires)

I do feel bad for the kid

So did barbara just get a charisma bonus????

Diana kinda looks like Prianka Chopra in that dress

Ohhh barbara is in black, Diana is in white, I wonder what that means ((symbolism))

Ew sleezy business men

STEB IS BACK

Did the guy just completely change, what?

"1984" rooolllll credits

What the frick is this guy like in someone else's body? Isn't that a bit, uh, weird

So the world sees him as some other guy but Steve is uh steve to Diana

I don't like this but ok

I hate to be that guy but that's an awful wish

Wonder Woman 2: Electric Boogalo

Steve are you just eating a pop tart in bed wtf

Barbara what, are you going to the gym or the beach

Also 👀👀👀

Is he like the anti-genie

Ohhhhhh cinemic parallels with like the costume scene in Wonder Woman (2017) I see u

Ohhhh dancing huh??

AIDJDKE HOW HE TRIED TO PROTECT HER AW

"that's just a trash can" KAKDJDKDJDKJEOE

I wish that guy was unsuccessful in his wishes

Oh nooo oh I want them to be friends please don't make barbara evil nooooo

Please don't make her evil please please

Why can't we have like a nice woman-woman friendship without then having one being like jelaous and then being an antagonist??? Is that too much to ask

Did the stone drain Diana of her power and gave it to Barbara? Is that what's going on here

Ok but how'd they get into the office

Ok but how did they get a plane

Oh they're gonna get caught

A COFFEE CUP DIANA????

Steve's reactions are so pure oh my god

Ah invisible jet lit

Aren't you not supposed to fly in fire works or something???

My dad: stop holding hands and drive the plane dumbarse

STOP MAKING BARBARA BAD NO

Ok but do punch arseholes but still stop being evil

BARBARA DON'T BE MEAN TO LEON COME ON

Ok so it's not a wish but an exchange?

WAIT SO IS THE STONE LIKE AN EXCHANGE NOT A WISH GRANTER? SO WHEN DIANA WISHED FOR STEVE HER POWERS WERE UP FOR GRABS AND SO BARBARA IS GETTING THEM AND BARBARA IS EITHER GIVING UP HER COMPASSION OR THE STONE???

Orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr because max has become the stone it's corrupted (because greed) and that's why it's now ah exchange and not just a wish

I don't like this oil and arab mini plot, something about how it's portrayed makes me uneasy

OH NO SHES SHOT

SO HER POWERS ARE GETTING LOST OK

This is not good™

is Barbara some kinda villain? Bc she looks like we the audience should recognize her but I don't know much about DC to get it

OH I KNOW THIS ACTOR HES INDIAN RIGHT???

so I was half right

How did no one hear barbara leave she's wearing like platform heels???

What the frick is going on with maxwell Jesus

Is he gonna lose Alister??? Bc then I'll cry

Ew child exploration at it's finest

Are they gonna fight :(

I thought she said she didn't have a TV >:)

also oooo I didn't know the lasso did that

Where have I heard POTUS before?

OOOOO HEADBAND THING OOOO

OMG LASSO FIGHTING

DID SHE HIT THAT BULLET???

BARBARA NO

NOOOOOOOOOOO

My aunt, in hindi: now you too fight, go

Oh my god no BARBARA NOOO :((((

she looks like she shopped at hot topic tho, good for her

Jesus

I hate how much nukes are just plot devices in movies bc ugh

noooo steve :((((((

Now Diana's full of rage, good for her

Oh she can fly now!!!! Cool!!!!

Oh this is also a villain origin story too huh?

NOOOO THE KID 😭😭😭

GOLDEN WINGS GOLDEN WINGS GOLDEN WINGS

BARBARA NOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭

Oh she's a cheetah, ok

SO I SEE WHAT THEY DID WITH THE ANIMAL PRINT OK

BARBARA NOOOOOO :((((

Ah yes greed

All magic comes with a price!!!

Well at least this time the hero is monologuing

Man that was alot all at once

Wait would Barbara still have her powers bc she wasn't shown renouncing it

Wait it's Christmas??? I thought it was summer?

Ahhh yes talking to the guy who's body your boyfriend stole, amazing

Ok I liked this one better than the last but um so far something seems to be falling short when it comes to the way these movies are carried out. I love the characters, and the concepts but I'm not as immersed in the movie as I thought I would be. Maybe it's me??? Maybe it's the execution??? Maybe it's Maybelline??? Who knows

Anyways I give it a recommend but only because one I loved Barbara's bastardization arc it was lit, even though I would have loved to see Diana have a cool friend at work. I also liked Steve and Diana bc I think they're adorable

#wonder woman movie #wonder woman live reaction #wonder woman spoliers #wonder woman 1984 #wonder woman 1984 spoilers #wonder woman 1984 live reaction #text post #long post #diana prince #spoliers #not marvel #dc #ww84 #ww84 spoilers #ww84 live reactions #vix reacts

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ggukminii · 3 years

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Tag Games Masterpost! ✨

♐️ Zodiac Sign tag!

tagged by @calicooky @jiminslight @euphhorias thank you babies!! 💜

Sagittarius: Teal or Purple. Topaz or Turquoise. Dandelion or Daffodil. Ginseng or Cilantro. Horse or Stag/Buck. Plane ride or Road trip. Learn Hindi or Learn Japanese. Ginger or Wasabi. Climbing or Snowboarding. Teleportation or Super Speed. Carnival or Circus. Sake or Tequila. Duffel Bags or Suitcases. Time Manipulation or Basic Precognition. Tambourine or Triangle. Backpacking or Whitewater rafting. Aquarius or Libra.

📝 Quiz Game

ty @calicooky and @jkjms 🥺

you're fierce, courageous and intelligent.

you have an electric smile and there's something magical about your words. people want to be liked by you, because when you like someone it's felt so very deeply. you're an angry sky nurturing dark forests and wide meadows, you're the wide-spread wings of a dragon, you're the stranger stuck in minds and the classmate that's so hard to forget. it's an honor to know you, it's an honor to be loved by you, it's an honor to love you. i wish you, too, could feel the love and the adoration you've been pouring into this world.

ok what are these tears 😭

🎵 What BTS era are you?

@jiminslight @jkjms @euphhorias ty for tagging me!

Spring Day

Run's softer older sister, equally as gay/traumatised as Run but it made them soft and nostalgic instead of trying to cling onto memories that never happened, you miss simpler, happier times and although it makes you sad, you know that the future isn't something to be nervous about, everything will be okay in the end "But what is grief, if not love persevering?"

omg what an honor?? 😭

💜 What does love mean to you?

@gimbapchefs @jkjms thank you!

something you want to share

you have so much love and you just want to share it with everybody, don't you? there's nothing more you'd hate than to keep your fondness and tenderness for other people and love as a whole inside. please never hide your love for others, be reckless and loud with your "i love you"s and make plans when it feels like no one else is bold enough to. we're all scared that our love won't be matched or reciprocated, we fear rejection and we have this idea that the people we love don't actually love us but only tolerate us for the sake of having someone to keep them company. but it's people like you, people who want to share their love with the world, that change that. so make plans, don't leave anything unsaid, send that song that made you think of them. life is too short to keep your love inside.

i’m sad :((

✨ Which BTS member would you vibe with?

tagged by @calicooky thanks kris <3

Jeongguk

Ah, the golden maknae. He's got the most tender heart and the sweetest soul, no matter how many tattoos or piercings he gets in the future--he has "please love me" tattooed on himself now, afterall. Jeongguk is willing and wants to learn, and strives to be his personal best. He wants balance in his life, appreciates beauty, and is a romantic at heart. He's constantly analyzing himself, how he can be better, do better, and honestly he probably doesn't give himself enough credit. Don't be so hard on yourself if you relate to all of that--you're allowed to both give yourself a break and remember that we are always evolving.

🪐 Make yourself a planet

@euphhorias @jkjms ty loves

📷 Post 5 pictures of your 5 favorite idol smiles

tagged by @espressokookmin ty love!

plus two extra let’s get it

❓ 30 Questions Tag

thank you @euphhorias @taejinnies @jiminslight !

name/nickname: di ✨

star sign: sagittarius ♐

height: 5’4

birthday: december 4th! bday twins with jin hehe

favorite band: i mean.... bts :D

time: 11:55pm

favorite solo artist: hmm I don’t really follow solo artists but i listen to baekhyun (idk if this counts :”)), chungha, and dean quite a bit

song stuck in your head: Alcohol Free by Twice

last movie you watched: Thor: The Dark World

free space! : I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!! 💜💜💜

last show: I don’t know if this counts but I’ve been binging the hell out of all of Jessi’s Showterview episodes jsdflk she’s a queen ✨

when i created this blog: June of 2019 if I remember correctly!

what i post: gifs!! and a ton of shit posts hah

last thing i googled: "2nd Thor move” cuz I forgot the name 😃

other blogs: no active ones! just my main and 18490832 side blogs I’ve created bc I’m obsessed with creating urls

do i get asks? very rarely jsdfsjdf

why i chose my url? kookmin > ggukminii! this blog was originally just km stuff lmao

following: 332

followers: so much more than I deserve 🥺

average hours of sleep: hmm usually 7-9 hours. if you asked me during school tho...🤡

lucky number: 4!

instruments: ooo I used to play the violin for a few years and the guitar for a few months but we dont talk about that

what am i wearing? large blue shirt and black shorts

dream job: ooo this is hard but something that doesn’t confine me to a desk where I can work with a lot of other people!

favorite food: this is the hardest question for me to answer omg... can I pass? 😅

tea or coffee: tea!!

nationality: 🇺🇸 🤠

favorite song: second hardest question BUT if we’re going strictly bts then... black swan 🤍

last book i read: uhhh i’m currently reading Know My Name by Chanel Miller

top three fictional universes i would like to live in: 3?? hmm, definitely Harry Potter... and then maybe marvel and anything studio ghibli

I tag whoever wants to do these! If there’s one game you really wanna do just go for it and say I tagged you <3333

#thank you all so much for tagging me this was reaaaally fun 🥺💜💕💖#tagged #moots 💫#hope it’s alright that I put all of these into one post akskdkdk #I believeee there are a few more that I’ll get to in a bit!!!

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lyrazehedgieboiii · 4 years

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“Spend the night with me.” This prompt pleaseee😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

Yes, ma’am! You responding to my stories makes me really happy, and this is GENUINE happiness, I’m serious!

HEH, YA’LL THOUGHT I’D HAVE ABANDONED MY ACCOUNT, HUH?! WELL, I LIVED!!!!

If anyone else wants to request a prompt, please let me know, the prompts are on my account.

Amy was sitting on her new couch, after “Eggman had launched a missile into her house,” and she was watching a romance movie. Sonic was spying on her, specifically with the window that Sticks used for spying. He noticed that she started sniffling at how romantic she found it, but Sonic thought she seemed heartbroken at something. Wanting to see his beautiful comrade-in-arms happy, he leapt to the door, and knocked on it. He heard Amy gasp at the sudden noise, and after a few seconds, she opened the door.

“Hey Ames! I..uh...uhm, I was wondering, w-would you...” Amy had a confused expression etched on her pretty face.

“Yes?” She asked, gesturing for him to continue. He sighed.

“Wanna hang out?” Amy’s eyes lit up in excitement.

“I-I’d love to! Uh, when?” She asked. To be honest, he never thought that he’d get this far into asking her.

“Well, if you want to, what about now?” She widened her eyes.

“OH! Of course! Why don’t you come in, I need to change.” Sonic nodded, and went in her hut.

“Just wait here. Don’t look into my drawers this time, or you will get my hammer shoved up your non-existent ass. Got it?” Sonic nodded, spooked in the sudden mood shift. “Good! I’ll be back in like a few minutes.” She walked into her room, most likely into her closet. Sonic relaxed, but then tensed up again.

‘Shit! What will I do?! I don’t even know where I’m gonna fucking take her!’

“Sonic, I’m ready!” Amy said. She was wearing a dark red, off-the-shoulder dress, with rose patterns (Link {x}) and she her cleavage was showing. Thanks for making a guy excited, Amy. Sonic was gawking at her.

“Wow Ames. You only took like two minutes, and you’re already looking so good.” Sonic whistled at her. She blushed. He could be so romantic sometimes, but what if she messes up? What if she makes a fool of herself?

‘Stop it, Amy. What would Rouge say in times like these?’ Maybe try flirting with him? No. Hard pass. If she even tried to be romantic to him, he would just run away. Like usual.

“Why thank you, Sonic. Even though you haven’t really changed your style, you still look good.” NO, AMY, WHAT DID YOU DO. She looked down, as if making sure her shoes weren’t dirty, but she could’ve sworn that there he was smirking.

“Of course I do! I’m Sonic the Hedgehog! I look good all the time! Even if my fashion choice is just a...scarf-thing. Point is, I still look handsome!” AMY, YOU JUST INCREASED HIS EGO. Amy sweatdropped at his obnoxious behavior, before saying something that could just end this person’s will to live.

“I wonder what what your quills look like in the morning? What if you have bedhead?” Amy asked. NO AMY THAT WAS NOT THE ROAST. Sonic widened his eyes. He smirked again.

“Well, I usually just get up immediately and run to my heart’s content. And to make sure that our darling princess is safe in her castle.” He gestured to Amy, while she was blushing.

“Wouldn’t I be a queen? I’m able to wield a swor- I MEAN HAMMER. Yeah, hammer.” Sonic’s smug face just widened even more as he leaned into her face.

“But if you were to be a queen, you would need a king. After all, what’s a queen without her king?” Amy smiled.

“Well, historically, better.” She patted Sonic’s cheek and walked along. Sonic wasn’t happy that she got the last word. He picked her up and zipped off to his first destination.

“Meh Burger! I know, not really a good option, but it’s the only restaurant in the village.” He shot out a smile that was basically telling Amy, ‘I’m trying’. The darling pink hedgehog could tell, however. She did appreciate it a lot.

“Thanks Sonic.” Amy said. Sonic shook his head at her cuteness.

“No problem, Ames. What would you like to eat?” He asked with a special smile that he did only for her.

“A burger and strawberry soda would be nice.” Sonic nodded and ran over to the counter.

“Okay, now listen here Dave. I have a girl over there and I want this to go perfectly. You better give me the correct food, or your mom’s house erupts in flames, do you understand?” He asked through gritting teeth. Dave nodded. Within a few minutes their orders were ready.

“A chilidog and orange soda and burger and strawberry soda for a Sanic the Hedgehag?” Said hedgehog facepalmed while his date giggled. He walked up to the counter and glared.

“You didn’t mess up my order, but you messed up my name. For that, your fire extinguisher has gone missing.” He shook his hands as if he were a magician, signaling that Meh Burger’s only fire extinguisher has gone missing. He brought the food back to Amy, and noticed how her long quills suddenly seemed a bit curly.

“Thank you so much Sonikku!” WOAH, he hasn’t heard that nickname since she was 12.

“My pleasure, Ames.” After they ate, they ran to the movie theater.

“SO, what movie do ya wanna watch?” Sonic asked. Amy looked at the choices.

“There’s that new action movie. Oh, there’s also that comedy one! And a romantic comedy...Wow, so many comedies.” While Amy was concentrating, Sonic watched her. She was so cute, sexy, and hot when she was focusing.

“SONIC!” The blue hedgie snapped out of his thoughts when his pink partner yelled out his name. “I think I want to go with ‘Hearted.’” Hearted was the action movie. Sonic was confused, because he expected her to choose the romance ones. As if she knew what he was thinking, she answered. “The movie has a little romance in it.”

(The movie is real, but it’s in hindi. It’s about a guy and a girl who fall in love, but find out that their older siblings like each other too, but can’t be together because their fathers were in rival gangs, and they both killed each other’s dads. Since then, they wouldn’t talk to each other. The younger couple tried to get the forbidden lovers together, and in the end, everyone gets a happy ending. It has romance, action, and a lot of comedy. My dad and I love this movie so much.)

(Let’s pretend it’s english in this story)

While Amy was so wrapped in to the movie, Sonic took the time to admire her physical beauty. Her cute little ears, her jade eyes that were the same color as Sonic’s, yet so different to his. His eyes started wandering below, to her curves, which were visible through the dress, because it was tightened against her waist. He noticed her tail swaying a bit. His eyes shot back up to her chest. His mind started to get polluted with scenarios of all the things he could do to that body~.

Amy turned and faced Sonic while a song played (I love the song tho) Sonic blinked. Amy bit her lip, trying to hold something back. Sonic became entranced in her light turquoise eyes. He slowly leaned in, knowing that Amy was doing the same. Their lips gently touched, before Sonic tilted his head and brought her in. Amy did the same, but she added more into the kiss. Sonic noticed and copied her, and put her arms around his neck, and he put his around her waist. They continued, occasionally breaking away to catch their breath. They both turned their heads, their hands never leaving each other, and noticed that the movie had ended. Their insides were burning, wanting more.

They walked back to Amy’s house slowly, hand in hand. Once they got up to her porch, Amy wasted no time in reuniting her lips with his. After a few minutes they broke apart. Something in those two clicked, and because of that, Amy asked the one question that would determine Sonic’s love.

“Spend the night with me?” Sonic gave a gentle smile, and was led into the hut. The night’s beauty was reflected within the two as they made true love.

YES, MORE ONESHOTS ARE COMING :))))) At least now Amy knows if Sonic has bedhead lol

#sonamy #sonamy boom #sonamy fanfiction #lyra ze hedgie boiii #sonamy love #hope you like it #im not dead

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thesunnyshow · 4 years

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Name: Emmy

Writing Blog URL(s): @pastelsicheng

What fandom(s) do you write for?: NCT

Age: 19

Nationality: Canadian

Languages: fluent-ish in English, French, Urdu, Hindi, Pujarati, Punjabi, Arabic (listed in order from languages I can speak/read/write in, to languages I can't write/read/speak but can understand)

Star Sign: Aries

MBTI: INFP-T

Favorite color: I like most colours but I always just say purple

Favorite food: Khow Suey. Idk how to describe it in English but it’s like noodles that you mix with like thick yellow curry and chicken tarkari, and you can put fried onions on top and what I call samosa crumbs (basically the crunchy dough you use for samosas, it’s like the dough fried alone and you just crush it and put it on top), and I add a bit of ketchup too cause its noodles and it's so good

Favorite ice cream flavor: Cookies and cream, or just basic french vanilla

Favorite animal: I love most of them hahah but I will say elephants

Coffee or tea? What are you ordering?: Coffee most likely but I love tea more

Dream job (whether you have a job or not): Open my own cafe

If you could have one superpower, what would you choose?: Control time

If you could restart your life, knowing what you do now, would you?: No thank you I don't want to live through this again

Would you rather fight 100 chicken-sized horses or one horse-sized chicken?: 100 chicken-sized horses because I heard chickens eat people so uhhh no thanks

If you were a trope in a teen high school movie, what would you have been?: The overachieving nerd/student council president. That’s literally what I was

Do you believe in aliens/supernatural creatures?: Yes. Aliens and ghosts and demons, they’re all real. Not fairies and vampires and werewolves tho.

Do you have a role model? If so, who?: There’s definitely people I look up to and try to learn from for various things, but I don’t think I have like one solid role model

Fun fact about yourself that not everyone would know?: I used to be a tomboy when I was a kid, and probably still am deep inside

When did you post your first piece?

January 2020

Why did you start writing on Tumblr?

I found it easier to gain feedback and find an audience of readers on Tumblr, plus the site was just easier for me to navigate compared to like Wattpad

Do you write fluff/angst/crack/general/smut, combo, etc? Why?

I write anything I feel like writing, and am open to trying new stuff. I just won’t write smut. I don’t feel comfortable writing or reading it

Do you write OCs, X Readers, Ships...etc?

I write x readers

Who is your favorite person to write about?

I don’t have a favourite person, mainly because I pick people based on who I think would fit a certain concept best. I guess my favourite would be y/n LOL because y/n is in every fic and I put myself into their character.

What inspires you to write?

I just like writing. I get a lot of ideas of stuff I want to write, and as a kid I wanted to be an author, but that obviously isn’t happening anytime soon so I just write fanfics. They’re easier to write because characters are already developed for you, and they don’t have a word limit to how long and short they need to be compared to actual OC fics

What genres/AUs do you enjoy writing the most?

Anything that relates to normal people, I enjoy writing. I like to insert my own experiences and thoughts in my stories so I write scenarios that I can imagine myself in or things I’ve experienced already, stuff like that

What do you hope your readers take away from your work?

I just want them to enjoy what I write. I’d like for my fics to be memorable, but idk if they are lol

What do you do when you hit a rough spot creatively?

I just don’t write. It’s bad but I don’t want to write something that I don’t like so I don’t force myself to write when I don’t feel like it. If it takes me months to get out of that rough spot, then oh well. I don’t want to force myself to do anything that would make me hate writing, since it's one of the only few hobbies of mine.

What is your favorite work and why? Your most successful?

Most successful is murder replay. My favourite is an unreleased fic that I’m still working on. It’s pretty self-indulgent, and I talk about internal conflict with sexuality and not knowing what you really want, alongside being insecure and having mental illnesses. It’s angsty but it’s one of my favourites because of how much of myself I’ve poured into it

Do you think there’s a difference between writing fanfiction vs. completely original prose?

It’s the same. Aside from the character being a real life person, fanfiction is the exact same as prose because it’s completely original ideas and thoughts, completely original sentences, and in general just the exact same as original prose. There’s like no difference.

What do you think makes a good story?

A writer who enjoys what they’re doing. It doesn’t matter your skill level or your language skills, or whatever. If you are passionate about what you write, then it will be evident in the story, and it will be a great story. There’s other things like the story idea and genre, but that’s all dependent on the reader. What I think makes a good story is different from what someone else thinks makes a good story. But in general, it’s the author that makes it good. You can tell if the writer really liked what they were doing, or if they were just writing for the sake of throwing words on a document and then calling it a day.

What is your writing process like?

Get an idea. Make a doc with that idea. Either immediately try and develop details, or leave the idea as is for months, maybe years. After developing the details, write the beginning of the fic, a few scenes I really liked, and then call it a day and never open the document for a few months again lol. Then I wait until I’m in the mood to write for that specific fic, and then I will write as much as I can. Finishing fics is a struggle, I’ve yet to finish my longer ones lol. I have a terrible writing process. The only way I really finish is if I already told my followers i will post it and theyre all waiting for it. Then I feel bad leaving people hanging and so it motivates me to finish. But yeah once I actually finish it, I throw it into grammarly and some other editors, fix stuff up, and publish.

Would you ever repurpose a fic into a completely original story?

Doubt it. Once I’m done with a fic, I’m done. I don’t really want to go back and change anything. Even the longer fics that I love, I get sick of them and so I just dont want to touch them once they're done.

What tropes do you love, and what tropes can’t you stand?

I’m a huge sucker for childhood best friends to lovers lol. I have gushed about this on my blog a few times. Just the fact that you know someone for that long, and even been through arguments and times of not talking to each other, just to still come back to each other, thats real love even if its platonic. I’m just a sucker for that stuff. I also really enjoy anything that I, as a normal person, can relate to so high school AUs, college AUs, platonic AUs, anything real life based. There’s no tropes that I can’t stand, just tropes I don’t find interest in or don’t read much.

How much would you say audience feedback/engagement means to you?

Depends on how long i took to write the fic. If it’s a short piece ranging between a few hundred words to maybe a couple thousand words then I don’t really care much because chances are I didn’t take long to write it. My pieces that are longer than 5k, I care about because those are usually the ones more close to my heart, and the ones I spent way more time than necessary working on. Even just one reader telling me they enjoyed my story makes my day

What has been one of the biggest factors of your success (of any size)?

I know murder replay which is my current biggest story blew up, and I feel like part of it was because of the frequent updating I did. I kept a schedule and made sure to stick with it, even changing parts of the story to fit feedback from readers. Consistency was definitely key, and also engaging with readers. Replying to all their reblogs even if it was just tags they added, constantly expressing how grateful I am, stuff like that because it makes people feel that they’re validated as well. And I guess the general idea/trope of the fic was interesting to people too

Do you think fanfic writers get unfairly judged?

Yeah lol. It’s definitely something I hide from everyone I know in real life because I dont want to be looked down on.

Do you think art can be a medium for change?

Yes!! Art defies boundaries set by language, especially visual art. Stories are a good way to express things to people who don’t understand why something is the way it is, it’s literally what has been done by humans since the start of time. We pass down stories explaining things.

Do you ever feel there are times when you’re writing for others, rather than yourself?

Yeah, sometimes when I felt really burnt out, I felt I had to post an update or something just so that my followers got what they kinda signed up for when they followed me. It was partially just the pressure I put onto myself I guess because my followers are always supportive and understanding when I say I cant post an update. I’d also say in general there’s a part of me that wants to write for others too. I would be lying if I said I only write for myself because that’s not true. The whole reason I write and post is because I want some reader interaction and feedback, and if I truly did only write for myself I wouldn’t be posting.

Do you ever feel like people have misunderstood you or your writing at times?

Not yet! And I hope I don’t have to experience that lol

Do your offline friends/loved ones know you write for Tumblr?

Nope. No one does. It’s something I wanna keep to myself. Even some of my other internet friends don’t know.

What is one thing you wish you could tell your followers?

I purposely send a bunch of messages because I feel bad leaving people on read so I just keep sending hearts and stuff to express my love but also just so that you can end the convo when you feel like.

Do you have any advice for aspiring writers who might be too scared to put themselves out there?

Go for it! It might be scary to get criticism, but I promise there are way more nice people on Tumblr than there are mean people. In fact I haven’t even interacted or met with a mean anon or person on here yet. Also the only way to really start is to go for it. I get anxious too every time I post something, even now, and honestly its just a feeling ya know. Its just chemicals in your body. So don’t stress, and if you always need someone to boost your ego and promote your work you have me!

Are there any times when you regret joining Tumblr?

Nope

Do you have any mutuals who have been particularly formative/supportive in your Tumblr journey?

The memorable ones are Mimu, Nini, Gwen, Philo, and Krystal who were supportive of murder replay. Also sunflower anon and peace sign anon, and recently Jo has been really supportive.

Pick a quote to end your interview with

“...the universe is basically like a machine. I don’t know who made it, if it was the Fates, or the gods, or capital-G God, or whatever. But it chugs along the way it’s supposed to most of the time. Sure, little pieces break and stuff goes haywire once in a while, but mostly . . . things happen for a reason.” Leo Valdez in The House of Hades (so technically Riordan lol)

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冷戦的な物語 (The Cold War Story)

Nope, this is NOT the exact Cold War that you often hear in history books. This is the Cold War that I have experienced myself, with the person whom I called, my “special someone.”

Allow me to share to you the details... if you peeps do not mind, hehehe (PS: He’s no longer on FB and IG for personal reasons).

Chapter 1: Santa Maria Colegio de Ciudad Quezon

2007 - Many things happened during this time. I was still “in love” with my first serious crush in school, and we barely finished yet first year high school. Also, this was the year that I met “you know who” during the recognition rites practice. Oh, don’t remind me about it since I was in freshman of high school, and that wasn’t the most pleasant experience I had—like I was too busy like having butterflies on the stomach, thinking what I would do to please my crush again.

OO NA, CRUSH darake demo imi ga nai to wakaru yo. Demo sono ato, infatuation ga nakunatta.

Well, nakilala ko lang si “future” crush sa recognition rites practice and whatnot. HEARING HIS NAME means, basically iyung maputing chinitong kulang sa height, pero when his name was mentioned, like I was SHOOKt. HANTAI PALA!!! xD

Pero di ko pa crush iyun. Kayo naman.

At RANDOM pa ako nag-a-add sa Friendster... and sorry to say that includes him.

That year was also the time I really NEED to move on from my first crush. So yeah, nagka-crush ako sa teacher (ALAM NIYO NA IYAN! Charot!), na sorry to say, ‘di ko masyadong nagustuhan ang teaching style (chos!). Well, let me tell you this: That teacher was only some “transitional period” figure so that I could just “move on” from my first crush, who obviously was rejecting me all throughout (dahil nga sa nangyari... and I never thought of transferring schools at the first place, thinking that the alma mater where I regretted studying will eventually change and open up to new ways of thinking).

And so, yeah.

Until during this one episode where... I just saw him alone during I think, recess time? HAHAHA. I was like, I dunno, I just fell for him without even knowing his true identity. I only knew his face and name, and that’s about it. DAKEDO—miryokuteki na kao ha? Chotto... sukoshi heibon nano ha... futsuu na shakai ni yoru to, sore no hou ga tekitou na keiyou da yo.

And so, yeah. Parang ganun na nga.

I asked my batchmate (well, he wasn’t my clubmate that time, so yeah...) who he was. DAFUQ kilala niya pala. Clubmate niya pala. AHAHAHAHA. I guess, it was like it came to my senses that he’s pretty attractive to my taste dahil nerdy, tsaka he takes his academics seriously. Ayun.

And yes, I really WANTED to have this formal meeting with him. Get to know each other kaya ayun. I added him eventually on Yahoo! Messenger, and that’s it. We started chatting.

And mind you mga beh, sobrang KILIG KILIG much ako, without even formally meeting him. Well, kinukulit ko kasi ng bonggang-bongga iyung friend ko na clubmate siya.

OK ok... until it came to my senses na gan’to nga. YES I WILL MEET HIM NA...

That smile from my face is not a joke. I usually greet him and talk small talk with him whenever we meet. Ayun.

LAHAT LAHAT I showed my entire tatemae towards him, and I was introducing him to my friend who’s a batch lower than him pero batch higher sakin. In short, third year level siya. And yes... kasama niya meiwaku niyang kabarkada na sumira ng lahat.

OO... at hindi ko na lang siya babanggitin dahil... I will discuss that later.

So, ayun. ALL OF A SUDDEN everything was gone. Ganun-ganun lang dahil sa nangyari. I was fucking humiliated and embarassed and shit. Ayoko nang pag-usapan and somehow, medyo it left a mark in my life na gan’to. And that time, I wasn’t really in good terms with some of my classmates dahil sorry to say, I was dealing with a lot of demons in my head. Ni hindi man lang talaga in-explain sakin ng maayos ang mental health condition ko (which you know, has emerged ever since before naging uso ang SPEAK OUT re: mental health awareness; well, no offense sa mga may mental health issues).

Somehow, another factor that destroyed our friendship was online games. DOON NA TALAGA nag-start ang Cold War.

And knowing the strict rules of this alma mater? FUCK NO. I won’t explain everything in detail na.

OK so to speak: Hindi na kami friends sa Friendster, at saka di na kami nag-uusap gaano sa YM, and yes, hindi parin kami friends sa Multiply something like that.

So to speak. NO JIDORI. Kahit civilian-wearing day, shit na malagkit, no communication with him. Just pure cold war via away thru social media for petty reasons.

2008 - And yes, he graduated from high school, and I do not have any idea about his college. Well, none of my business tho. The Cold War still continues.

So to speak, HINDI KO SIYA BINATI NUNG TANJOUBI NIYA. KAHIT GUSTONG-GUSTO KO.

Third year high school - So ayun. I met his imouto (LOL), and you know what? Ayun, sneak peek: NAGPAKILALA AKO SA KANYA with my best buddy... you know what I mean?

Hindi ko lang hinalata na kilala ko si kuya niya and shit.

DAFUQ. NAGKA-ALAMAN na during this episode like... putcha inamin ko na lang sa imouto niya na kilala ko siya at may gusto talaga ako sa kanya.

And you see, kahit pumupunta-punta kuya niya just to get her report card, like jusko, BAKIT HINDI KO PA SIYA LAPITAN!? I WAS SHOOKt. Confused me was like, I just want to talk to him, but I can’t. Social distancing lang ang peg, beh? xD

Tuloy parin ang Cold War sa internet. Walang katapusan.

Pero this was at the same time, my best buddy’s movements were kind of far from normal. Iyun din ang factor na may huge impact sa buhay ko... which would determine my future career in the long-run... (lol may pa-ganun ganun pa?).

Si meiwaku na lang talaga... she got the nice things, but on the following year I was LEFT WITH NOTHING! Admins must answer my demands... charot!

2009 - Ayun. Wala paring katapusang Cold War. Pero this time, I parted ways with my best buddy (sorry, wala nang ibang choice eh). AYOKONG mangyari iyun talaga... pero parting ways with him made my fourth year high school the WORST part of my high school life. Kasi tuwing anjan si best buddy, no one will really touch me (me paganun-ganun pa).

But yeah, I have to suck it up.

Gusto ko nang tumakas from that so-called tyrannical high school which has the crappiest quality of education in history. Putang ina talaga. Sorry for the language, but that school has to be accountable for damages (waley charot!).

That was also the time I commented on someone’s post na ganito ang school niya na gumagamit ng gantong language. Well, derogatory pa nga ang term eh (LOL).

COLD WAR PARIN.

2010 - Graduate na ako ng high school (SA WAKAAAAAAS!). Well, the bad memories and sh*t because I think the one responsible for sectioning students INSULTED ME ALL THROUGHOUT, and yeah.

Chapter 2: Pamantasang Taft Avenue

I FINALLY CAME TO HIS SCHOOL. YEE-HAW!

Pero di parin tapos ang laban. Again, the Cold War has re-emerged on what? Formspring! The shittiest website you’ll ever encounter in your entire life.

Somehow, I gained more EMENIES online... because you know that anime and video games are kind of BANNED in our household, but I watch anime secretly through torrent (shhhhh). Nalagyan pa ng VIRUS ang laptop ko dahil gusto ko talagang ma-download iyung mga content na ANIME talaga. And why the F*** did I NOT take up Japanese studies instead, if I love anime? Well, then and again the meiwaku person’s gaslighting and sh*t...

And 2010 was my FUCKING WORST YEAR because sinagad ko pa nga ang college. Bakit di na lang ako nag-gap year and shit? At gini-guilt trip pa nga ako na dapat UST na lang ako dahil ganto. But NO. Wala sanang problema ang UST but look, you want me to experience another part 2 of my high school alma mater? NO WAY, Jose. At talagang gusto ko na talagang mag-civilian clothes because it signifies FREEDOM!

Oh wait—freedom my ass. Wala parin akong bonggang-bonggang freedom dahil I was still continuing to BATTLE MY INNER DEMONS like WTF was I born this way and smth like that... ayun.

Medyo nasa stage talaga ako ng self-deprecation, NO THANKS to my background and whatnot. Everyone had really aristocratic features, and academic achievements and they’re so confident about themselves (TEKA... baka FULL of themselves).

And that’s also the time na parang hindi ko rin feel ang mga magiging kasama ko for the first 2 terms. Sorry to say, but it seems that I did not belong to their league at all.

Parang ganun.

And then again, AYOKO NANG MAG-ELABORATE gaano.

This year was the only year I learned to RISE UP from my mistakes. 2 fucking failures only means that “O AYAN, sa sobrang conceited mo kasi, ba’t di mo kaya babaan pride mo?”

Di mo masisi, turbulent masyado ang high school life ko. Meganon. Chos.

2011 - So yeah, third term of my college life... I decided to cross-enroll because I really do not feel to be with these sorts of people. YES, the elitistas.

YEAH... they only dress nicely and speak English like a person from the soshal high society pero manners ANLAYO... parang alipin race by practice parin pero naka-LV ang mga luka-luka.

KAYA AYOKO NA SILANG MAKITA! Charot!

This year was also the first time I came to Japan. MY DREAM DESTINATION! Pero huwag kayo, naging favorite country ko talaga siya (well sorry to say, na-”brainwash” ako ng mga libtard ideas that time, abandoning the conservatism from high school) dahil sa anime pati video games.

Sinabi ko talaga, sana makabalik ako sa Japan. KAHIT European studies ang major ko nun.

And yeah... medyo hindi ko na ma-open mind ko because of this constant fear-mongering from this sort of environment that isn’t really open to new ideas and only cares about snobbery. Kaya siguro mas malapit ang loob ko sa mga hard sciences majors dahil ‘di hamak mas open-minded tsaka conservative in practice talaga sila... and f*** liberals, ya know.

OO, Cold War parin talaga, fren. Di kami nag-uusap at kahit nakikita ko rin siya paminsan-minsan, I just do some sorts of weird stuff and yeah...

2012 - THESIS year. Jusko... heto pa talaga ang pinaka-judgment day sa lahat. Like, ga-graduate pa ba ako, kahit sabihin nating pasaway student ako nun?

Pero, Cold War parin.

2013 - The time I graduated from college. INUNAHAN KO SIYA! BWAHAHAHAHAHHA!

Pero huwag kayo—medyo rocky road din ang taong ‘to dahil I decided to reconcile with my best buddy and raised the white flag dahil nga siyempre, I tried to forget him but NO WAY... he was a huge part of my life kaya papano ko siya kakalimutan? Diba?

Well, because I fucking missed the graduation ball of my batch. AYOKO sanang pumunta dun for personal reasons... well, may tiket na ako pero gusto ko talagang ibenta. PRAMIS!!!

The result? GAP YEAR from looking for work. Just to attend next year’s grad ball.

After I graduated, I went to South Korea for the 1st time and JAPAN... for ze second time around. First time in Tokyo.

Grabe.

Wala akong masabi.

Dun na siguro nagsimula ang formal Japanese lessons ko.

Pero again, COLD WAR parin.

2014 - YES!!! I attended the grad party... with my high school bestie. Sobrang happy ko nun dahil makakasama ko siya muli. <3

AND...

Pumasok ako sa law school. WELL, LAHAT NG MGA MAHAHALAGANG GAMIT KO, NAWALA SAKIN. F*** those 3 drivers na alipin race by practice! I HEYT DRAHGS!!!

Pero, Cold War parin.

Chapter 3: Travajo, Shigoto, Arbeit

2015 - The time HE graduated from college. Well, I was already studying photography so yeah... and during this year, this is where I had my very first job. Ayun. Meaning to say, new crushes and sh*t, and yeah, meeting new people.

Pero, Cold War parin.

At the same time, meeting new people? Dalawa rin naging crush ko. Pero LABAG sa kalooban ko at pumunta kami ng North America. FUCK... I don’t wanna come back but my parents insisted and sh*t.

Sorry to say, pa-sh*th0l3 na kasi iyung alam niyo na, pinaka-supposedly makapangyarihang bansa sa buong daigdig este hegemon. Gomen nasai to my American friends, but if you knew me closer and deeper, no offense to your country tho!

I was sooooo inggit sa mga taong nakapag-Japan on this year. Haist. Di afford mag-Japan pero afford mag-US? ABNORMAL OI.

Hanggang kapritso’t pabonggahan lang kayo dun eh. And I HATE IT!

Pero 2015 is also the year that I really need to move on from you-know-who. Kasi jusko, dami-daming gwapo diyan! Hindi lang siya!

2016 - WAIT... this is the best year for me... and pretty much the worst. First time kong pumunta ng Kyoto and thought that this is like the Philippines when it’s summer. Tourists weren’t really too many and yeah, move on talaga from that special someone dahil inisip ko one day, mahahanap ko na talaga ang special someone ko. Jusko, daming mas gwapo pa dun anoh! HAHAHAHA.

And my first time to USJ! YEE-HAW!

Bonggang-bongga’t heto na rin ang “moment of truth has finally arrived” and sh*t, at saka PANIBAGONG CRUSH all the way... sa work ko pa nakita at dehins basta-bastang tao iyun! BWAHAHAHAHA at siya pa nga nag-udyok sakin mag-art (BWAHAHAHAHA).

Hindi biro iyan—kung di dahil pinapunta ako sa Craft Mania, malamang I would have NEVER spent my money ng bonggang-bongga sa mga art materials na di ko pa alam gamitin that time. Pabonggahan lang and sorts of stuff (KIDS, don’t try this at home, ha? Learn to save your keep kahit papano)—para lang mag-show off.

2017 - COLD WAR PARIN.

2018 - COLD WAR PARIN.

Pero mind you, this is when the defining point of time I really have to prove myself na worthy akong mag-Japan. NOPE. Not the Japayuki sort of thing dahil... watashi no kao kara suru to, not to brag, but does it seem like... DO I LOOK LIKE A JOKE TO YOU!? Beh, move on na! Hindi na high school itey! Chos!

Pero mind you, this was also the time I un-expectedly PASSED JLPT for the first time. I literally was happy, but still not complacent. Nakukulangan pa ako.

And this is also the time I proved to myself, babalik ako sa Japan to fulfill my childhood dream: Disney Resort sa Japan dahil dun ko talaga gusto eh! Haist talaga, malas ako at dehins ako half-Japanese, you know that feeling of wanting to go to Japan before 2010 because of the cool stuff... pero turns out hindi. Mamaya na.

And after going to Tokyo Disneyland? The next day, we went to unexpectedly the art store that would become my FAVORITE PLACE in the world dahil na-meet ko na ang lalakweng nagpa-tibok ng puso ko. CHAROT!!! Imagine, grabe OPPOSITE niya talaga ang color ng mga Binay, walang gluta pa iyan! Pero likas na gwapo’t magaling pa mag-English (never mind his funny accent LOL). At BAROK pa Nihongo ko nun. As in hazukasii tsukaikata desho! w

Siya ang defining moment ng buong trip ko sa Japan. Dahil siyempre, he has this smile na sobrang sincere at walang pretensions... like he was like that dude whom you want to take for dinner. LOL me paganun-ganun pa.

AT siyempre, back to you-kn0w-who again, tensions are getting relaxed, pero COLD WAR PARIN technically.

2019 - Heto na iyung taong formally pumunta ako ng Japan na walang uwian talaga. Dire-diretso na ang paninirahan ko bilang ryuugakusei. At siyempre, hazukashii parin dahil shit talaga na malagkit, my Japanese wasn’t very very good. Sono kaiwa nouryoku ha zenzen hazukashikatta desho. Maa, mou takusan naratta houga yoroshii yo.

And YES, I went to different places like Kamakura, Yokohama Chinatown, Kobe, Hiroshima, Fukuoka, Nara... shit andami na talaga. Dahil naka-stay ako sa Japan for a year. And my mom often visits me dahil siyempre hitorgurashi ako ditey. And it’s quite depressing ya know—loner, iyung feeling na welcome ka pero di ka parin belong sa society nila. At medyo confused stage parin ako dahil pagod na ako ng bonggang-bongga sa Philippine politics kaya I need a fucking break. But no... things don’t really work that way ya see.

Chapter 4: The moment of truth has finally arrived—tokoro no naka ni ha, Nippon de

And this is one defining moment when wait... like I went to Kobe for the first time around...

Nandito na lang ako sa Japan, at siyempre iyung crush ko na iyun talaga (oi, hindi si opposite skintone ng mga Binay, ok?), I just want to reconcile with him ever since. So, why not again... do something about it?

Remember, wala nang Yahoo Messenger. Wala na ring Friendster. Pati Multiply tigok na rin. At saka wala na ang online games, anoh? DotA na lang tsaka Mobile Legends, pagkaka-alam ko.

And so it happened like this...

He already viewed my IG posts, and that was the time I really had to focus on my studies in the bekka program. Andito na lang ako sa Japan, at saka you know... like the kalungkutan in my eyes show that despite that I love Japan, and I wished to naturalize in the place I consider my second home, parang gusto ko nang i-abandona iyung idea na iyun. Because for one, I am fully aware that Japan is not an immigration-friendly country.

So yeah, because he views my stories on Instagram, I guess this is the time I have to poke him on Facebook?

Oo, sa Messenger ko pa ginawa iyun.

And surprisingly, he sent me a message.

Ayun.

Wait lang ha... ayun.

Nakita ko na talaga na “Sorry sa late reply... ano po iyun? Oh, na-alala nga kita, at sorry sa nagawa ko noon. Sobrang immature ko nun at alam mo na hindi ka deserving sa ganun.”

Umiyak ako. Bonggang-bonggang reconciliation na talaga ang ramdam ko.

Nagpasalamat talaga ako sa kanya, siya iyung dahilan kung bakit nandito ako sa Japan. Shikata ga nai kedo, kung di dahil sa kanya well... I would never be in Japan right now.

Siya parin talaga ang babalikan ko at the end of the day. At hindi ko mai-tatanggi na siya talaga ang inspirasyon ko sa pagpunta ko rito sa Japan bilang ryuugakusei.

2020 - Coronavirus.

Heto na rin ang taon na for good na ang rainichi niya. Totsuzen iyun, hindi iyan ang original plan niya. And his company was already dissolving, so he has to deal with things and stuff before he gets free time.

At takot talaga siya sa coronavirus.

At naka-graduate pa ako. Pasado ko lahat mga subject ko. Pero hindi parin ako kuntento talaga. May kulang pa.

OO, nung panahong iyun sobrang depressed talaga ako. Fuck, all the good and the bad memories in my Japanese university were like, emerging again, just looking at the clothes.

It’s like telling me I really have to go back home.

Kailangan ko nang umuwi ng Pilipinas dahil wala na ako gaanong obligasyon dito sa Japan. Also, whenever I wake up in the morning? I often get depressed, wishing nagtagal lang ako dito sa Japan, pero mukhang hindi talaga para sakin ang Japan, iyan ang ramdam ko.

But I wished so hard, magkita pa kami.

Kotoshi no rokugatsu - Dapat nakauwi na ako ng Pinas nitey. Oo nga, dahil hanggang gantong buwan lang ako andito sa Japan. And I’m stuck in a limbo simply because of that panirang coronavirus.

I cannot admit, I was battling my own demons while I was in school. Like, hindi ko talaga tanggap ang nakaraan ko because I wasted my time being YOLO. Like, ano ba talaga gusto ko paglaki ko?

Fuck, how I wish I planned earlier, but certain factors like political something something was a hindrance. PERO HINDI.

Until I finally decided to meet him.

Lubusin ko na’to. I worked so effing hard just to bring back our friendship. I wanted a closure. I WANTED IT EVER SINCE. Gusto ko na talagang tapusin ‘tong kabanatang maitataguri kong Cold War.

The Cold War that shaped me into a better person, I guess?

June 10 - The day we finally met.

The day when eventually, niyakap ko siya at tinawag ko na sempai.

I finally found the closure I was seeking for.

I noticed, maraming nagbago for sure: First and foremost, inamin niya ring dehins niya gusto masyado ang nangyari sa high school life... and yeah mas enjoy di hamak ang college life, where he learned a lot of stuff.

Sa Japan pa talaga, of all places. I tried other sorts of cultures, if this will fit me, but in the end I simply ended up being in the place I consider my second home, and met my crush there and had the closure I was seeking for: Didn’t expect he would delete some of his social media accounts which sorry to say, parang Fall of the Berlin Wall ang peg.

I was like, I would never expect him to be the person I knew since high school. Kung di ko man lang na-afford makipag-jidori sa kanya o batiin siya sa Meris o sa La Salle...

Kaya siya tinatawag na Cold War.

#Cold War story #original #SMCQC #DLSU #Cold War #Saint Mary's College of Quezon City #De La Salle University #De La Salle University - Manila #DLSU-M #DLSUM #La Salle #An1mo #Marian #Lasallian

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m-e-w-666 · 5 years

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Ask Game

Thank you @otwashi for tagging me I love these!!! 💜

Nicknames(s): idk my friends call me Rin

Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

Height: not short, not tall

Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff

Last Thing I Googled: what wei wuxian x lan wanji ship name was (it’s wangxian!! I finally know!!!!!!!)

Favorite Musician: idkkkkk I listen to all kinds of stuff

Song Stuck In My Head: GIRLS!LIKE! GIRLS LIKEEEEE BOYYSSS DO NOTHINNEW

Following Now: 4000+ (imma unfollow a lot of people soo idk why I followed so many random ass blogs some of which might be bots)

Followers: 341

Do I Get Asks: sometimes but rn is empty so.... give ya girl some attention

Lucky Number: idk.. am I supposed to take a quiz and find out??? I like 6 tho

What I’m Wearing: big warm sweater

Dream Job: does wanting to herd sheep count (I mean like Ebb from Carry On)

Dream Trip: idk I basically wanna go everywhere

Favorite Food: CHOCOLATE

Instruments: harmonium

Languages: English, Hindi, Bengali (and I tried learning Spanish... tried)

Favorite Song: CANT PICK

Random Fact: did you know if you watch something I’m obsessed with I’ll come into your dms and scream about it at 3am??

Aesthetic: idkkkkk everything!!! Why does these questions make me chooseee!?!?

I Tag:

@pairsss @the-magnificent-otaku-taco-chan @roy-is-a-fanboy @sophie-ta @cozycrow

And Everyone!! Seriously there’s too many people I wanna tag so everyone that sees this has to do it 💜

#tagmew

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moogiwarah · 6 years

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Yaoi/Shounen-ai ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ

I won’t be updating this post anymore hehe instead, newly read BL will be posted here (under the tag ‘rec’). Happy reading!

SHOUNEN-AI MANHWA

💖•Star x Fanboy (ongoing) -cUTE ASF ?! AS IIIIN ?! BOTH THE STORY AND ARTWORK 😭💜 HUHU IBABATO KO CP KO GANON AKO KAKILIG SAKANYA. MUST READ ISTG ANG CUUUTE 😩.

💖•Fools (completed) - A reeeeeaally good read! 💘 like,, saglitan ‘to sa’kin and I’m sad that it’s over :(((((((((( The seme is my dream guy,, actually i think he’s every girl’s dream guy, he’s so good. ✊��😞💯💜 (this is my wallpaper atm, they’re so cute talaga).

💖•Heesu In Class 2 (completed) -😍👌💜✊️😩💘 cute and so pure im,,, ugH orz. Nung natapos ko season 1 I fell in love with the story,, like PROTECT THEM OK THEY’RE SO FLUFFY AND PURE TALAGA aksjsdhjkjh

•What Lies at the End (completed)-parang nanood ka ng short series 👌 good character and plot development.

•Raising a Bat (completed) -LIKE WATCHING A KDRAMA PRAMISSSS good sht esp. sa mga bandang dulo,, deals with realistic problems 💯👌. /becomes a little mature as it progresses/

•Unripened Expression (completed)-FOHTA LONG HAIR NG MC DITO NAKAKALOKA! Cute graphics! 👀

•A Man Like You (completed) -THE ART 👌✨ ngl the seme is shady pero it's pretty damn interesting 👀

��Can't Take My Eyes Off You (completed) -ANG KDRAMA DIN NG DATING NETO SKL HAHAHA. It looks promising 👀👀

• 💖 For Your Love (ongoing)-VERY FLUFFY. I thought it was quite boring and nagagaguhan ako sa MC nung una pERO UGH IM SO GLAD I CONTINUED READING IT IS SO SWEET HUHU

💖•Meeting Him (completed)- tHIS IS A CUUUUUUUUUUTE ONE. Especially the seme :(( the plot is clearly inspired from Kdramas, royal person from the past is suddenly transported to present day. However, despite it being completed maraming unresolved things abt the story in the end, yun lang downside for me haha.

•My Starry Sky (completed)- A dramatic slice of life. It is veeeeery emotional. It is about two childhood friends and the progression of their friendship and feelings towards e/o. Not the usual na pampakilig type of romance but still a nice read nonetheless!

MANHUA

💖•19 Days (ongoing, shounen ai) -A CLASSIC 💯😂👌 the side couple MAKES ME SCREAAAAM ANG CUTE TALAGA NILA HAH JUST LOOK 👀 HUHU

💖•Cry For Me (ongoing, yaoi) -ANG CUTE NG ART TAPOS PATI YUNG CHARACTERS HUHU THEY ARE SO PRECIOUS AND CHILL AND THIS IS A VERY NICE READ TALAGA :(( 💜

💖 •Men’s Wear Store and “Her Royal Highness” (ongoing, shounen ai) -HOYYY ANG CUTE NETO EWAN KO BA? TRIP NA TRIP KO ‘TOOOO HUHUHU CUTIE NILA GRABEHHH,, im not a fan of crossdressing pero this story made me see the light! hahaha pls read if u can it is really good 💜

💖 •Here U Are (ongoing, shounen ai,,, for now? haha)-The art is soooooo fcking good ?? ugh 👌 yung story din? it is 👌 👌 👌 BACK THEN DI KO MASYADO TRIP TO TBH,, PERO NGAYONG BINASA KO YUNG LATEST CHAPTERS I FELL IN LOVE HUHUHUHU PLEASE READ THIS, THIS IS SOOOO GOOD :(( 💜

asldjhasjkas in case u didn’t notice, lahat ng manhuas na nabasa ko love na love ko. i think the chinese peeps have a talent for creating great yaoi (art + story) ganon huhu ok skl

WEBTOON (all shounen-ai)

💖•That Awkward Magic! (ongoing)-aNG CUTE NG DALAWANG ITO AAAAAAA 💜 💜 💜 , one of the works wherein the seme is really, very, truly, boyfriend material. Dream boy ganon /sighs/

•My Weird Roommate (ongoing) -yeeeees hit me with that cliche trope, we all need cliches

🔞👀 manhwa

💖•Killing Stalking (completed)-SO FUCKED UP BUT SO DAMN GOOD GRABE 😩👌 NO WORDS NEEDED 💯 i cried at the last chapter :))

💖•Youjin (completed)-Such a good but short read! HAHAHAHA idk man nagenjoy ako dito ng bongga,, the only problem is that kokonti chapters and it’s already completed huhu. Highly suggested! 💜

• 💖 Love Is An Illusion (ongoing)-ABO dynamics! kala ko sa fanfics ko lang 'to makikita lol and the artwork is niiiiice! 👀👌

• 💖 Sign (ongoing)-The story is about a deaf cafe owner and a guy who has,,, like,,, a fetish for the deaf cafe owner’s voice akdjaskdh. It’s new and interesting 💜

•Window Beyond Window (completed)-GRABEH TOH ANOH,, BASTA MALALAMAN NIYO DIN BAKIT GANYAN REACTION KO WHEN U READ IT HAHAHAHA GRABEH PO TALAGAH ARAW ARAW SILA HAHAHAHA. This is like a prequel to “Room to Room”

•How Sweet is a Sugar Daddy? (completed) -THE DIALOGUES ARE SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD. Nakailang screenshots ako dito. And,, idk ha para saken ang hot nung seme, like one of the hottest 😩🔥

• 💖 BJ Alex (completed) -weLllLlL ang fanfic ng dating nito (i mean,,, handsome camboy is a campus crush? dibUH hahaha)

•Lover Boy (completed)- ISANG TELESERYE,, DAMING PINAGDAANAN HAHAHA,, oh and Eunho (a main character) reminds me of Jungkook,, just sayin 👀 isa din tong gRaBeHh btw lol

•From Points of Three (completed)-Mej madrama yung seme at uke dito, ewan ko sa kanila dami nilang alam HAHAHA,, but it’s entertaining lmaO. (there’s a threesome here, not too much tho, light lang. This ain’t polyamory tho, pero if di niyo trip yun, ayan nawarn ko na kayo haha)

•I'm Yours, Blood and Soul (completed) -type ko 'to, basta type ko siya hahaha it's an easy read for me hehe cutie

•My Last Love Scenario (completed) -Established relationship!! I read this before the prequel so mej bobo ako don hakhak. prequel

•Wolf in the House (ongoing) -BEXAN! 💜 SIBERIAN HUSKY! uwu

•Make Me Bark (completed) -a lighthearted read,, typical yaoi with good graphics u know hahaha

💖Totally Captivated - AHHHHH this manhwa got mE totally captivated grrrr. A yaoi that ACTUALLY works well with action. This is great if you want a lengthy read na di ka mabibitin!

manga (mostly 🔞)

💖•Ten Count -wooooop 👉👉👀👀👌👌 chos di lang yon ofc the plot got me hooked too, this is rly good!

💖•Life Senjou no Bokura (completed) -UMIYAK AKO BRUH DI KO INEXPECT YON 😭 I CRYYYYYY SHEEEEEEEEET MUST READ IT'S BEAUTIFUL PRAMIS U WON’T REGRET READING THIS 😭👌💜

💖•Honto Yajuu (ongoing)- I LOVE THIIIIS GRABEE (icon ko sila d2 sa tumblr so halata naman jadhasdkh) THEY’RE SO PRECIOUS 😢 💜 ❤️🧡💛 My all time fave yaoi manga talaga (as of now)!! hehehe. As in, idk tuwang tuwa ako sa couple na ‘to because they show such a loving and healthy relationship hehe.

💖•Yatamomo- pROTECT THIS COUPLE EWAN KO HA MOMO IS...UGHHHHH 😢💜 Comedy but if u look closer grabe basta huhu it might seem like comedy and sex pero sHUCKS SILA I LOVED THIS 🧡💛

💖•Fushidara na Hanatsumi Otoko (completed)- This features a good relationship, likeable characters, and is very pleasing to read so it’s sad to know na mej underrated to huhu 😢💜 A very good read!! 💛

💖•Gunjou no Subete- slightly painful but my heart felt fULL after reading this ahhhhh 💜

•Labradorescence- A doctor and a photographer, ahh yes, slice of life of two adults uwu

•Kocchi Muite Waratte- Co-workers!! Cute confessions and relatable inner dialogues! 💜

•No.6 -A plot heavy story na di super focused on romance,, BUT IT’S THERE AND THEY LOVE EACH OTHER AND THE PLOT IS GOOD SOOOO yeah it’s a good read!

•Super Lovers -aAaAaAH Ren the cutie pie uwu,, for those who are bothered by age gaps,, this ain’t for u lol. Also this is (kinda) slow burn! For those who don’t know what that is igoogle niyo nalang hahaha basta ayon, more on slice of life siya,, as in showing the daily lives of the characters etc. etc.

•Konya mo Nemurenai -CUTIE NILAAAA 💜 THERE'RE DEMONS IN THIS MANGA AND THEY CHILL AF COZ..u know,, manga.

sequel:

•Jackass! -A fun and easy read hehehe and idk ha trip ko pagka drawing sa characters 👀👌

💖•Sasaki to Miyano (ongoing)- I AM IN LOOOOVE WITH THIS MANGA!! I LOVE IT WITH A PASSION 🔥💜 para siyang typical na tropahan ng guys sa anime bUT WITH ROMANCE,, yung SHOUJO MANGA type na romance huhuhu a must read! Warning tho, matagal tagal mag update :((

💖•Yoidore Koi o Sezu (completed, yaoi)- Saglitan sa’kin ‘to hahaha, it is very very very nice! Good romance, good sex, good story, aHhhh a good read! 💜

💖•Shiba-kun to Sheperd-san (ongoing, yaoi)- tHERE IS A CUTE DOG HERE GRABE GRRRR. PATI YUNG MAGJOWA DITO VV CUTIEEE. Kaso another one na mabagal bagal magupdate zzz but still! A cute read! uwu

💖•Sayonara Alpha (completed, yaoi)- ABO!Dynamics mej nakaka loka siya kasi parang kakatok na yung FBI maya maya sa pintuan habang binabasa ko ‘to asldjnanskjdadjjasjk. but don’t worry! hindi siya (totally) shotacon! AND I ACTUALLY LIKED HOW UNIQUE IT IS EWAN OK NAGENJOY AKO HAHAHA BASTA BASAHIN NIYO TO KNOW WHY TF IT IS SO UNIQUE HAHAHA.

💖•Itsuka koi ni naru made (ongoing, yaoi)- i think i have a thing for unrequited love between best friends asldjaskjdhadh. Ok ang cliche nito tbh pero iDK WE ALL NEED CLICHES EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE AND THIS IS A GOOD ONE hehez.

This has a sequel, and apparently it’s good! at nakakaloka completed ang sequel pero yung prequel hindi grr (di ko pa nababasa coz habang inuupdate ko to tsaka ko lang nalaman lmao):

•Kazoku Ni Narouyo (mangarock says it’s ongoing, but mangago says it’s completed sO don ako sa completed HAHAHA)

💖•Usagi Otoko Tora Otoko (completed)- HOY ANG PURE NITO. VERY WHOLESOME. GRABE MY HART OK. The couple is so precious and cute huhu PLEASE READ THIS IT IS GOOD FOR UR HEART :”(( 💜

•Hatsukoi- The characters OBVIOUSLY look like kageyama and hinata, pero since the author used different names, hindi ko siya icoconsider na doujinshi out of respect hahaha. NAPUYAT AKO NETO COZ IT WAS INTERESTING AF.

💖 •(haikyuu!dj) Pinky Promise with My Boyfriend the King (completed, shounen ai) -BASAHIN MO FUUUUUUUUUUUKK SO MUCH MOE DLADASFASJDLASKJDAS

•(haikyuu!dj) Hatsukoi Combat (one-shot, shounen ai)-AAAH ANG CUTE POTEK I LOVE KAGEHINA SO MUCH OK I HAD TO 😭

•(haikyuu!dj) Tatoeba (one-shot, shounen ai), -FAVE PAIRING KO TALAGA KUROKEN SKL OK I LOVE THEM KASO DI GANUN KARAMI FANFICS and DOUJINSHI NILA :(( (one-shot)

•(haikyuu!dj) Precious Inversion (one-shot, shounen ai) -AAH another cute one ugH KageHina is precious af ok,, appreciate ✊️😩

I hope you found something to your liking! 💜 Again, I will no longer be updating this post but for my new recommendations, I’ll be posting it under the tag: ‘rec’. Happy reading! 🙆💋

#yaoi #rec #shounen ai #ongoing #completed

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quaintrelle-on-the-loose · 6 years

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REUNITED ♥

Yesterday, we were finally reunited! This hangout has been long over due. The last time that the four of us got to went out together was still last year. We planned it a lot of times when they were still in Manila for their Boards review but because our scheds (them busy with their Board Exam then, and me, well busy with “adulting” and “getaways” lol im super busy huh) won’t meet, we hadn’t had the chance to. That’s why we decided to do the hangout just after their Board Exam.

1st Stop: BAKESHOP

Before meeting up with them, I first went to a bakeshop to buy them a cake. I wanted to give them something for passing the Boards but since the time is already limited and i couldn’t think of the “best gift” that I could give to each one of them, I went to my last resort — cake! Haha. Bawi nalang ako sa birthdays nila siguro naman may idea na ako non. Hahaha!

So I ended up choosing this rainbow cake. I don’t know but among all of the cakes there, I thought that this was THE cake for them: ang colorful kasi ang colorful din ng personalities nila. Side comment: I also realized just after I bought the cake that they also gave me a rainbow cake for one of my birthdays in the past. I was so pleased realizing how our minds think alike when we think of our friendship and all. Halatang ang loud ng personalities namin sa cake selections namin e. I remember telling them yesterday (’cause Van wouldn’t stop saying that the cake is cute at sakanyang mag-isa nalang daw yon ahaha), “yan pinili ko kasi hindi bagay sainyo yung ibang nandun na classy at minimalist hahahahaha” whatta friend! (winks)

2nd Stop: MESHROOM

One thing that I like best about these friends of mine is that they are so supportive of me. They support the things that I do and love. Aside from tagging them as my “best buddies,” I also call them my “coffee shop buddies.” Every time i wanted to chill on a coffee shop, they are always the first ones that I call to join me or something. That’s why I missed having them around so much last year when they had to go to Manila for their review and I was left here in Pangasinan having my “existential/identity crisis” (lol) back then after graduating from college.

3rd Stop: WORLD OF FUN

I admit that I ain’t a fan of arcades. But yesterday, I wanted to play hoops that’s why we ended up going to WOF (and never did I expect that I’d be hooked and I’d enjoy arcades as much as I enjoyed it yesterday lol). I just wanted to play hoops, that’s all. But right after I went to the comfort room and went back to them, Van was already holding these tix for Bumpcars! Sabi ko ayaw ko sumakay dun kasi maalog utak ko hahaha pero ayun, as usual, nakaladkad ako. Lol! After Bumpcars, we tried other games. Dude, I got hooked with that game with PISO tokens (I guess I spent half of our WOF time playing there nakakagigil kulang nalang sipain ko na yung machine hahaha).

At first, we collected approximately 1,200 tix. Kumulang siya para makuha yung gusto naming items that’s why we played again to complete the needed number of tickets.

We chose these toy cars para tig-iisa kami hahaha: Van (Yellow), Rose (Green), Me (red), Clyde (blue).

4th Stop: FOOD COURT

After playing for hours, we decided to just eat the cake. We stayed at the food court and ate the ENTIRE cake. After finishing the cake, we were like, “Grabe! Naubos natin yon?” Hahahahaha! It was a day well spent, again, AS USUAL! Clyde also told me the great news that he’ll be staying in Manila (Van, too. Rose tho, might stay in Pampanga). Greater news? Walking distance lang sa place na pinag-sstayhan ko ngayon so that only means — more food trips and gala for sure! Can’t wait to have them there! May kakaladkarin na ko sa coffee shop hopping/escapade na binabalak ko. Hahahaha!

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nctmoonstarsun · 6 years

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11 question tag

I was tagged by @g-te for the 11 questions game where you answer 11 questions then write 11 new questions! (Thank youu! ^^)

how are you? / Meh lmao

sad ballads or happy upbeat songs? / Depends on my mood really, but right now, happy upbeat songs

fave anime movie? I haven’t watched any haha

dogs or cats? / Cats!!

do you keep stuffed animals in your room? / no ^^

someone you miss? / Honestly everyone is there for me, so no one

describe your phone case? / A black, professional-looking case

favorite lore/myths? / Ooo i dont know..

earbuds or headphones? / earbuds

can I steal your heart? / um you can try..?

favorite thing about your ult bias? / How he is always really cheerful and positive, such a little fluffball honestly ^^

cloud’s q’s

Do you know a ksong by heart? (bc I don’t :x I can hum a trillion tho) / A few (I do karaoke a lot sooo)

When it comes to friendships, are you low or high maintenance? (As in your friends gotta talk everyday with you or you’ll feel like the friendship is dying OR if you can spend days without talking to them yet you still remain close) I can spend days without talking to them yet I still remain close

Do you have a secret that you will take to the grave? (Ofc I’m not asking you to reveal it) / No XD

Recommend me 5 songs (not necessarily kpop songs) / DRAMARAMA (MonstaX), Limitless (NCT), See You Again (Wiz Khalifa ft. Charlie Puth), Red Flavor, Russian Roulette (Red Velvet)

What do you prefer?: first, second or third gen kpop songs? / I listen more often to third generation kpop songs

What’s the cheeeeeeeeeesiest thing you’ve done? (one time a former friend of mine was telling me about a problem she had and at the end of our convo I kissed her in the forehead bYE) / Um… honestly I have the worst memory so I can’t actually remember

If you were asked to participate in a variety show, which one of the following would you pick and why? (Pick two!): problematic men, master key, hello counselor, weekly idol, one fine day, law of the jungle / WEEKLY IDOL, Hello Counselor (honestly I love these shows so much)

Your top 10 kpop songs of 2017? / DNA, Mic Drop, Cherry Bomb, Red Flavor, Likey, Really Really, Dramarama, Russian Roulette, Limitless, Rookie

Would you rather live in a huge mansion or a compact studio house? Compact studio house

Tell me a fun childhood story (I’ll start! One time an aunt gave me money to buy ‘papas’ (potatoes) at the grocery store so bc I’m obedient af I went and asked the counter lady how many of em could I buy with the money I had so she went ‘uhh, not many tbh’ so i ended up getting like two and when I returned to my aunt’s house she laughed her ass off and said: I meant ‘papas fritas’ (potato chips) Not those! - and uh yeah this is funnier in Spanish but it proves that I’m such an innocent angel I mean wow) / Well not much happened in my childhood but I remember how before I moved to England (I used to live in India), me and my friends (we were 7 year olds) would practice talking in English because ‘I needed to get used to it’, and now I talk to them about that and we just laugh at it lmao trust me it’s funnier than it sounds if you’ve experienced it.

If you were offered to start a band, would you accept? / HELL YES (even tho I have no talent I still love singing does that count?)

kiki’s q’s

Link your favourite playlist here if you can and if you can’t write out the first 10 songs on it! (Not a question but shh) / I don’t really have a playlist I literally just go onto the group and then pick the song on spotify ahaha

Is your current ult bias your first ult bias? If not who was your first? / No… My first ult bias was Jungkook ^^

Who is your ult bias? / Jung Jaehyunnnnn <3

Who is more likely to hog the aux cord, you or your ult? / Hmmm I feel like neither of us would hog it, more like just take turns or something I guess

Who is more likely to forget an important date, you or your ult? / Ummm… guilty as charged (basically me)

Who is more likely to ask the other to pick them up after work, you or your ult? / Me, just cos I love the idea of him picking me up after work lmao

Who is more likely to write the other a hand written note expressing themselves rather than just saying it, you or your ult? / That will be me… I’m not that good at expressing my feelings in general, but if I really want to, I’ll sit down and write a long heartfelt note

Who is more likely to cry when a dog dies in a movie, you or your ult? / I don’t cry at movies, but I feel like he’ll be upset and then I’d start crying because he’s upset

Who is more likely to almost burn the house down while cooking, you or your ult? / I can cook, but so can he..? So I don’t know

Who is more likely to start a pillow fight, you or your ult? / Probably me, I have a habit of throwing pillows at people if they tease me

Who is more likely to ask the other to come over to cuddle with them so that they can fall asleep better, you or your ult? / Me probably haha

Mir’s q’s :D

If you could travel anywhere, but were completely by yourself, where would you go? / I honestly don’t know because I hate going places on my own

What inspires you? / Stories of successful people who got where they are now by hard work and dedication (esp. those with the same aspirations as me)

How many pets would you have in your ideal future? Any specific names or types in mind? / Just one small puppy

What are you opinions on fedoras / Um, not really the biggest fan of them

how many spoons can you balance on your face at once (picture or video proof preferred (i’m trying to get someone to do it pls anyone)) / They’re all the way downstairs and I’m in bed right now I can’t be asked to move

What is your favorite type of tree? / Willow tree

If you could convince one person to like kpop who would you convert? / My dad, cos if he’s convinced, my mum will automatically be converted too XD

What are three things you are normally associated with and/or what are three things you want to be associated with? / Well, I guess making people happy, but that’s pretty much it

If you were in a kpop group what position would you hold (ie. leader, main vocal, moodmaker, etc) feel free to tag your mutuals and who they would be! / I think I’d be vocal, leader and the 4D member haha ^^ @g-te would be rapper/moodmaker and @thatbubblecat would be the lead dancer and visual

If you could have any wild animal as a tame pet what would it be?? (i’m ocelot loyal all the way) / Probably a lion

What is your opinion on mint chocolate chip ice cream? (for maj) / LOVE IT!!

Gitte’s q’s

What is your (clothing) style? like is it casual, street style, sporty, classy… It really depends on my mood, like sometimes I wear casual, and sometimes classy, sometimes girly.

Would you reather be very smart/intelligent but ugly, or dumb but beautiful? Very smart but ugly

Which languages do you speak/understand? English, Hindi, Malayalam, French

What is your biggest dream? To be a doctor

Do you fold or do you crumple up your toilet paper? (I am curious okay?) Fold XD

Your favourite season? Winter

Do you have a favourite number? If yes, which and why? It’s always been 17, I think it’s my lucky number

Do you prefer, day or night? Night

Do you like bright or dark colours? Both, I usually tend to stick to two colours though; bright red or black

Do you have any habits? Accidently hitting people when laughing (even though I apologise immediately after), covering my mouth accidently with my hand when awkward and mumbling at the same time if I’m talking.

What’s your ideal type? Oo well he's caring and protective, a pure baby but can be manly. Can sense if I'm upset and quickly tries to make me feel better. Empathetic, down to earth and modest, generally cheerful person who is positive and optimistic. A bit extroverted. In general, similar to me, I guess.

Ae Sook’s qs

1. What qualities do you like of your ultimate bias? (Say who he/she is too)

2. What sort of animal would you be if you were to choose one? (your spirit animal)

3. What is your favourite ice cream flavour?

4. Do you like kpop? If so, how long has it been since you’ve been into kpop?

5. What star sign are you?

6. List all the groups/bands you listen to regularly (any genre of music).

7. What is your favourite choreography (kpop)?

8. How would you describe yourself? (positives and negatives, but put mainly positives)

9. Sushi; yes or no?

10. Who is that one idol you can relate to most? (Who do you think you’re most like? - and no, I don’t mean your ultimate bias)

I tag:

@thatbubblecat @taeyongtown @deeimana @g-te (i know you’ve done this, but I want to see what you would put for my question lmao x)

#kpop #tag

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humanista101-blog · 6 years

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Get to know about me :)

HI! i hope you had a great day

by the way my name is jamaica but i used humanista101 as my username for some interesting reason. what is it? then continue reading ahahhahaha

i am currently a grade 12 student at the country of PHILIPPINES!!!! where the country for nice people and natural resources. but opposite to my strand, i plan to take marketing management in my college studies.While my favorite subject is oral communication, organization and management,or something has relate to human and mind. i am not a grade conscious but i always aim for high.

i love my country so let us speak using our native language!g

sa loob ng isang araw tuwing may pasok sa skwelahan, i spent only 5 hrs on browsing my social media at kapag naman nasa bahay lang o araw ng linggo gumugugol ako ng higit 8 oras sa pag browse ng internet. bakit? kadalasan ay para sa mga assignment, facebook, youtube at iba pa. despite of technology advances lagi pa rin akong naglalaan ng oras para makapagaral. (SAYANG PERA KAYA ARAL TAYO!!!!!!!!). my wake up time kapag may pasok ay alas- singko trenta( 5:30) ng umaga at alas otso(8:00) naman kapag araw ng linggo.(WALA LANG SHARE KO LANG)

IN WHAT STUFF I AM INTERESTED?

Interesado ako in different aspect, tulad ng pagkahilig ko sa kanta either classic or modern ang pagkahumaling ko sa mga bagay na nagbabago tulad na lang ng technology and social media. i am also into new ideas, if you are familiar on pinterest yeah im so addicted to it! :) but due to peer pressure hahaah im also into BTS pero dahil makabayan ako iniidolo ko din ang blue hearts(kathniel)

WHAT ICAN DO?

i dont sing infront but does not mean i cant sing. i dont dance on crowd but does not mean i cant dance. i am not sporty but does not mean i am unhealthy. my special talent, passion and skills that i practice is MY IMAGINATION, DUE TO THIS I CAN EXPLORE AND GATHER NEW IDEAS.

WHY I CHOSE TO BE HUMSS?

Sa una palang hinagad ko na ang pagiging humss student kahit pa ang kukkunin kong kurso ay business course. kaya nung nagkaroon ng pagkakataon di nako nag dalawang isip pa at ginrab ko na agad lalo pa at hilig ko ang pagsusulat. hindi madali una palang, di tulad ng math na dadaan kayo sa basic math tho wala kong problema sa strand ng abm kase this is where my real world located.pero ito yung tipo ng nahihirapan ka at the same time masaya ka sa ginagawa mo. dito kase your perspective is a must, kailangan nila ng pananaw mo para sa kabuuan ng isang bagay pero kahit ganon alam ko sa sarili ko dun pa rin ako sa tatahakin kong daan, yun ay ang pagiging marketista at nakatulong ang pagiging humss para mas mauunawaan ko pa ito. (MASYADO NG MAHABA HAHAHAHA LET US END THIS)

“IF ABM TOUCHES THE BODY OF MATH AND HUMSS TOUCHES THE SOUL THEN I AM NOT IN BETWEEN I AM THE WHOLE”

Thanks for your time!ciao!

sa uulitin,

humarketista

#marketista #humanista #HAPPY LANG

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breakingtheoldhabit · 5 years

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@ Eleve.

Habang may kantang tumutugtog, naalala ko si ex. Lolz. Naalala ko nung panahon na sinamahan ko sya sa Ateneo. Hahah. Valentine's Day. Basta yung pinaka-naalala ko ay nung nasa UV na kami pauwi, at natawa sya sa sinabi ko na kasama namin si Ed Sheeran cos there's an old lady sitting in front of us, beside the driver's seat and her hair color is somewhat orange. And I whispered, "Ed Sheeran."

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Basta, Valentine's Day nun. Though hindi naman talaga ako fan ng Valentine's Day... syempre pag gising ko sa umaga, ni-low down ko na expectations ko dahil ayaw ko mag expect at ipressure sya.

On morning, he texted me... punta raw sya ng Ateneo, kuha ng sahod. Then sabi ko, okay...? Basta nakalimutan ko na. Pero nabuhayan ako ng dugo nung tinanong nya ako, "Sama ka ba?" Of course, I said YES! Sa loob-loob ko kasi, kahit di naman kami mag-date... ang makasama sya sa araw na yun, masaya na ako.

Then ayun, naaalala ko... nag grab kami that time eh. Adventure yata, color maroon yung nasakyan naman. He told me it was his first time to try grab... using his own account.

Along Katipunan, marami kaming nasalubong na mga tao, maraming may hawak ng flowers/ balloons, and the driver uttered something like... "Ayan oh, nabilhan nyo na po ba si ma'am nyan sir?" Natawa lang ako... and tumawa lang din sya. Sa loob-loob ko... "Naku, ayaw kong isipin nya na gusto ko rin ng ganun. Ayaw ko syang ma-pressure to prepare something for me."

Pero ayun... so bumaba na kami. I waited at the mall na maliit, nakalimutan ko name. Basta tapat ng Ateneo. Kinuha nya sahod nya. Then... nung nakuha na nya, pinapunta nya ako sa gate ng Ateneo. Tas nag trike kami papuntang bank sa Xavierville. Lol. Encashment of salary. Tapos, di naman talaga ako nag-e-expect pero... ayun. Umuwi na kami sa kadahilanang... mangunguna pa kami sa midweek service.

*Basta ayun, dun na papasok yung kwentong ed sheeran na naalala ko kanina. Haha*

Pero bago dumiretso ng church, umuwi muna kami. Usapan namin, after 15mins, kita ulit kami then punta na sa church.

Pag uwi ko sa bahay, my mom keeps on asking me. Kumain ba kayo? Idk if she is asking if kumain kami na as in "date." Pero... you know, I answered yes. ***Given na nung pauwi kami, he tried naman. Nung naglalakad kami pauwi, he asked me, ano kfc muna? Sabi ko wag na. Later na lang. Male-late tayo sa midweek service eh? He said, okay. He added, tsaka nandun pala mga students ko." Pero nung nasa mall kami dyan malapit sa bahay namin, bumili kami ng shawarma sa turk's at buko juice sa fruitas... na isa. Hati kami dun, lol???*** Ayaw kong mag-isip ng kung ano nanay ko na, "ano ba yan, di kayo kumain man lang?" Basta 11am na yata kami nakabyahe papuntang katipunan tas mag 4pm na nung nakabalik kami. Basta ayun...

Naglakas kami, 16:50 pero nakarating kami sa church ng 17:01? May hawak pa syang guitar. Bilis namin maglakad noh?! Haha. Anw...

The midweek service turned out well.

Nung natapos midweek service, naiwan sister nya, bestfriend ng sister nya at boyfriend ng bestfriend ng sister nya. Haha.

Kwentuhan kami, girl's talk. Tapos yung dalawang boys, gitara....

Nung pauwi na kami kasama sister nya... sabi nya sa kapatid nya, una ka na.. kakain pa kami. Sabi ng kapatid nya, kakain pa pala kayo eh. Sana sinabi mo na agad kuya, hinintay ko pa kayo... hahaha *on a nice tone, tho. Hihe

Pero ayun. Masaya naman. Sa pud park kami. Dami nya pinakain sa akin na chicken. Masaya ako higit sa lahat kasi kasama ko sya at marami kaming kwentuhan... although medyo puro text sya sa cellphone kasi raw yung parents ng students nya ay may concerns. Tinignan ko phone nya... oo nga, yun nga sinabi nya. Lolz

That was the first time and the last time we celebrated Valentine's day, I think? From 2013, 2014, *2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, *2019.

At ngayon, di ko alam kung bakit ko naisip yun at napa-face palm ako... hahaha, pero may isang bagay lang akong narealize.

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Marami ng beses na medyo binaba ko standards ko sa kanya? I mean, ahhh... well, ako naman kasi yung tipo ng babae na ayaw ko syang i-pressure noon pa lang, nung nagsisimula pa lang kami. Kasi alam kong matipid syang tao and all, may priorities. Ayaw na ayaw kong maging obligado sya na engrande ang mga ibigay nya sa akin. Hahaha. Even sa gifts, natatawa ako sa tastes nya but I looked beyond those things, cos I loved him. What matters to me the most is the fact that I am with him. Pero ayun... alam mo yun...

Ngayon, naisip ko na mali palang ibaba standards mo. Oo nga, ayaw mo na maging engrande ang lahat pero kasi, pag nasanay sila ng ganun, akala nila, hanggang dun ka lang kaya naiiiwan kang nag-se-settle sa ganun.

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And come to think of it now... ngayon may iba na syang ka-date pero sa resto sila madalas kumain???

...

May nabasa ako before: Behind every successful man is a woman who has been there on his side."

I am not claiming anything but u know, minsan na ring pumasok sa isip ko na... "Okay lang na ganito pa lang kami kasi nag aaral pa lang naman kami. Or even nung nagka-work na sya. Di ko naman sya hinanapan nang bonggang surpises. Ang mindset ko kasi, basta magkasama kami, okay na ako. Nasa isip ko, pag stable na kami, makakabawi naman kami s aisa't-isa eh. :')

Pero eto, successful na sya ngayon... he has money on his bank account... pero itong time na successful na sya, hindi na ako yung kasama nya na enjoyin lahat yun.

Medyo hurt yun pero na-overcome ko na rin. Sya rin naman, hindi ko na sya kasama enjoyin ang mga events sa buhay ko eh. So same lang.

Di ko alam bakit ganito pero I trust in the LORD. Okay na ako at masaya ako para sa kanya. Nakaka-move forward na. Peace of mind. Masaya na, super. Grateful is the word!!!

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I know, may parating na na someone who will exceed all my standards. Yie, LORD. HIHI

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Edit: 13:20:38 song atm: somewhere only we know

HAHAHAHAHA I forgot. Yung song pala kanina na nagpplay sa radio ay, "I'll be okay." Sinearch ko sa google yung lyrics eh.

Okay tugtugan ha. Kanina pinatugtog rin yung... "There she goes..." basta yun 🤣🤣🤣

Osya tama na. Super long post na ito.

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Additional realization: Napakahalaga talagang magspent ng time mag-isa. Kasi dun ka maraming mare-realize. 🤗🤗🤗

++ edit ulit. 13:23:59 song, buses and trains hehehe

Kanina ako lang mag isa dito. Ngayon mag isa pa rin naman ako... sa table ko. At ngayon, sa mga kasama ko sa 2nd flr ng eleve na kumakain. Hahahhhhahahah gegege

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rickologyyy · 5 years

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Anyone can be a leader

You know, the moment I enter the classroom where the screening of candidates was held, I am very nervous. The next thing I knew is that I finished my turn laughing my ass all the way ‘round. Heto, heto yung moment na binabalik balikan ko nung tumatakbo ako bilang College Representative ng AFBA. I just left some sentiments in that room na, I need to develop my character by helping my ppl in ENT. Win-win situation kumbaga cyst.

August 3, 2019

For a glance, this is my AFBA Family,

They are the one who first handed believed in my capacity to represent the AFBA in the council. Hays. I lab dem berimats tho hindi lang halata hahahahah!

And time flies. Next thing I knew again is that I am seating in the Cultural Building at nakikinig sa Leadership Training Seminar—the second to the council’s bucketlist this year—sometimes murmuring, pero madalas nakikinig because the speaker was very very good! Her words are treasure to mine. I learned, more deeply than I usually heard, the line, “You never stop learning”. Yea cyst, kahit pa nakatapos ka ng doctoral degree mo, still, sobrang dami mo pang hindi alam sa mundo at jan na papasok yung sa leadership attainability mo. What I mean is, as a leader, or even as an individual, kailangan nag gogrow tayo holistically. Hindi pedeng, “I know what I know”. Kasi di tayo nan uunlad! hahahha. Marami nang pilipinong ganan kaya please, wag na u dumagdag!

Another point is that when she came in and start talking, she made a compelling stand na, hindi raw siya ang pinakamagaling na speaker na maririnig namin, or makikilala namin, so on and so forth. But I know what she meant, anyone can disguised as a leader and as a mock leader. I mean, sa typical na LTS, syempre diba mapaguusapan do’n ‘yung characteristics ng kung sino ang tunay na leader and the likes, how to manage BEYOND. She rest her case by saying that no leader can be a leader just for a title; a true leader do not consider the title, he/she cares how to influence/change/motivate one’s perspective in life. And by that, she left me with locked-jaw.

That was everything. Totoo nga, leadership is not a label nor a title, it is about how you influence someone else’s life.

Actually, bago magstart ang forum, hahahaha, may pagkakataon lang kaming magselfie ng bestfriend ko, si Pat.

Madalang lang kaming magkita kasi di tugma sked namin. Haha, dahil lang sa lts na ‘to, nagkita kami. yieeeeeee.

After LTS, may pakulo ang council haha, teambuilding daw. Pero alam mo ba huhu nawalan kami ng pagasang ituloy yung LTS dahil una,nagsuspend na ng klase at panaka-nakang ang pag-ulan. But stilll, look who’s unbreakable and unstopabble. Edi kame. charot, syempre yung mga SLCDs din no hahaha, Saya nila kasama

Despite the adversities(wow deep word) natuloy kami haha

Flex ko lang yung grupong na hinawakan ko hahaha. Sad lang dahil di na nakapag announce of winners dahil ‘tong team na ‘to, ewan ko ba, di ko sila kinakitaan ng arte nung nasa NIPS station na kame HAHAHAHAHAH. Kaya raw nila ganon ganyan and by result, natapos nila nang maaga. Anyway, nanalo sila sa lahat ng team. I can attest to the teamwork of this group, sobrang present.

Natapos ang seminar and teambuilding sa school at lilipat naman kami sa resort somewhere in San Felix. Do’n nangyari yung chibugan hahaha

Anywayyyyyy. Further discussion went through when CSC Officers from PUP Main came in. Ginising nila ang mga makabayang adhikain ng aming mga damdamin sa mga isyung kinakaharap ng aming pamantasan.

Yan, dito ko sila unang nakilala. They actually stayed and prepared themselves beside us (Pat and I). Naguusap lang kami ni Pat abt sa mga buhay buhay namin na namiss namin bec we can’t catch up each other’s time then they introduced their selves. Yung nasa kaliwa, si Kuya Wesley, Presidente ng Student Council ng CCSIS (diko sure! haha) basta IT/Computer lol yon so next is si Kuya Geron, VP ng CSC who tackled NPU Bill then right ay si Kuya Jonero, ang Presidente ng CSC. Alam mo yung nastarstruck ka sa kanila kasi of all the ppl, syempre except kay ate les, kaming dalawa ni Pat ang unang kinausap at nakipagkilala silaaaa. Katuwa,

So yun. Akala ko tapos na lahat lahat nung Aug 3 then Ate Les asked me on thursday if I wanted to go to LTS again, on the next saturday, August 10. Naalala ko shox, may quiz kami kay Sir Filipinolohiya. E kaso dahil maraming nagudjok na katamaran sa katawan ko ring magreview, hala sige, loaded ako. Friday, nasa trabaho ako non nung nakapagdecide kaya paguwi ko mejo pagod pa ako non hahahhaa. Tas heto na!!!!

August 10, 2019, 10:39

I was waiting for the next train to arrive. Time check, 10:39 na mga cyst. Malinaw ang usapan namin sa GC na ang calltime ay 5:40 HAHAHHAHAHA AND LOOK WHO’S GOING TO MANILA BY 10:39???????? I woke up late as I failed to recognized that I turned on my Ultra Power Saving Mode on my phone, this discharges the usage of apps, only those who are selected apps will run KASO, kaso di ko napili yung alarm clock na mag-run. so ayun, walang alarm na naganap. Luckily nagising pa ako HAHHAHAHH pero shet that was 7 something and last update sa GC, nasa Sta Mesa na sila HAHA. Nakakahiya kay Direk kasi siya talaga yung maghahatid samin. (Bale sabe ay GG daw sya sa mga wala haha)

Heto pa cyst major problem ko. So wala akong pera nung umalis so sabi ko magwiwithdraw na lang ako kaso nagtry ako, kaso failed transaction kasi di pa approve yung cheque ko!!!!!!! in short? i left calamba with only 250 something in my wallet. God saved me when all the food expenses was paid off by the event and only expenditures i have accumulated was transpo fee. Sabi ko nga e, parang pinipigilan ako ng tadhanang di umalis ng Calamba.

Time check: 12:02

When I arrived at PUP Main, I contacted Ate Les and said na I need to go to bank muna to consult my inquiry so dahil baguhan tayo sa Manila at walang kaalam alam, I used google map, very reliable. Sa haba ng nilakad ko, as in, pagdating ko sa banko, sarado. Windang talaga ako. Sabi ko, bahala na. So I travalled to Purezza to go to the Graduate School of PUP in Hasmin Building, don kasi ginanap yung LTS.

Pagdating ko ro’n, nagsisimula na nga. I see through the wide clear window yung iba’t ibang student leaders from different PUP Branches and Campuses. And there I got my seat with them.

Natawa lang ako dito sa dalawa naming JCO na sina Vixen at Lex na parehas bagsak HHAHAHAHAHA pero at least, maaga sila unlike me. Pero wellllll, iba pa rin ang may 8hrs of sleep! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

So moving onnnnn... the seminar with our speaker (in which i forgot the name) is very fruitful. More on leadership den. I can lend you my notes

This lesson has been taught to us by Ate Les. Paulit ulit na nga e pero never siyang magagasgas kasi heto talaga dapat. When serving ppl, despite all your indispensable ideas, strategic planning on events, managing your constituents, kung may attitude ka, waley ka cyst. The concept of attitude first applies to all, hindi lang dapat sa mga tao mo, kundi sa mga kasama mo. What is your defense mechanism when this kind of situation happens.

Sa totoo lang, I cannot catch up Ma’am because nakikita niyo naman HAHA ang arte ko sa notes ko. Habang nagtatalk sya, ako naman design and take down notes. Wala lang, masaya ako sa ginagawa ko e haha. Basahin niyo na lang yung nakasulat. Ganda ng handwriting ko no, gagawa na nga ako ng font style nyan e. HAHAHHAHAHAH char!

The talk was not that boring. She attacked with different aspects e. I must say, effective syang speaker, same with ma’am na nagtalk samin last LTS sa STB

So this is the Photo Op with Mam together with the CSC Officers from PUP Parañaque

and finally, ours...

And the ultimate one-time groufie of United CSCs from different Bs&Cs

ang nostalgic bruh

So yun na, after that groufie syempre kainan na at tuwang tuwa si kuya mo dahil hindi nabawasan budget ko HAHAHHAHAH

Moving on. Heto na. Si Kuya Dhel na nagsalita a.k.a. “KD” He talked about Crash Course on Public Speaking. Syempre, if you are a leader, dapat, at talaga, na may knowledge ka sa pagsasalita sa unahan. It is more on communicating with your constituents kung ano nang ganap sa paaralan or dun sa mga tinatarbaho niyo ang the likes.

Ako naman, since head ako ng committee sa PR&C, ako nangangalaga ng soc-med esp, twitter. I may not communicate before the thousands of iskolars but I can deliver a brawling issues and trends thru twitter. Anyway, lumilihis na ako sa topic ng public speaking hahahhaa.

This is my note again

And that ends the Seminar with Kuya Dhel. After that, may iilang activities pa na pinagsaluhan namin and finally, bonding.

Alam mo yung feeling na nakausap mo ‘tong mga taong ‘to na madalas sila yung humaharap sa media, ganito ganyan. Na meet mo rin yung mga nakisali, nakidiscourse para lang maipasa yung mga certain bills like Universal Health Care, Tax Tobacco To The Max, and all! nakakastarstruck!

One thing that I’ve learned is that, as a PUPian, we should know that we are one of the critical thinkers in the society. Binansagan tayong, “Balon ng kritikal na Masa,” because we never stop pushing each other’s extreme to meet the desirable result that we want. What I meant is, may mga ipaglabang di dapat ikinukulong lang sa kokote ng bawat isa. Kailangang i-materialized ang mga ito upang maging posible ang mga adhikaing ninanais para sa PUP at para sa bayan,

Natalakay din ang mga isyung SHB Revision at NPU Bill. Dahil dito sa LTS na ito, mas naging firm pa talaga ako sa stand ko. Mas naging sure ako kung saan dapat ako tatayo at sino dapat ang makikinabang ng aking boses.

Hays. anyway, enough for that. Kasi pagkatapos talagang magtalk ay pumunta na kaming 7th floor cyst. ang taas, walang elevator!!!!

Everything happened under the moon. Lahat nagsaya, lahat may bagong kakilala at bagong kaalaman. Lahat umunlad ang pagkatao.

Marami pang nangyari and I must uhm say that, everything was history.

Last words ko is that, sabi ko nga roon sa title ko, everyone can be a leader but not everyone can be a leader.

Ps. Im sleepyhead na while im typing this. dami kasing tigil. diko na rin ipo-proof read. bahala na kasi gusto ko na rin matapos to hahahhahaha

//sinulat ng 08/22/19, 22:00 something, natapos ng 08/23/19, 00:29

pps.

Night at the Manila, kuha mula sa rooftop ng Hasmin Building. Bawal talagang tumambay do’n hahahhaa. Naging maingat kaming lahat na di magpakita don sa guard sa baba haha baka masaway kami

#LTSisLyf #PUP #PUPSTB #CSC #journey

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migalexc-blog · 5 years

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Late to expect Earlier to be surprised

Minsan magugulat ka nalang kung gano kagaling magpatakbo ng buhay ang buhay mo. Mga bagay na nangyayare nalang bigla bigla sayo ng hindi mo inaasahan. Pakiramdam ko ganun talaga kasaya mabuhay eh, kasi madalas mangyare yung mga bagay na hindi mo talaga expect. Lalo na sa pag-ibig. Hindi naman parati hawak mo yung script ng buhay mo. Mas madalas pa yung mga plot twist na minsan gusto mo pero minsan ayaw mo din. Taon taon siguro nakakaranas ka nalang ng mga ganyang bagay. Minsan masaya, minsan malungkot. Pero yung plot twist ng taon ko yung pinaka matindi sa lahat. Nakaramdam ako ng lungkot, pighati, saya, excitement, lahat na siguro ng matitinding adjective na mababasa mo sa dictionary, kaya eto muna tayo sa 2018.

2018

Sinira nito utak ko eh. Para bang ayaw ka ng bigyan ng chance na magbago or iimprove sarili mo. Kaso bilang isang Miguel Alex Cunanan, nagawan ko ng paraan ang lahat. Muntik nakong bumagsak sa ilang subjects ko dahil sabay sabay ang lahat. Di ko nabigyan ng oras ang pag-aaral. Plus may mga problema ako sa sarili ko sa health (na isang bagay na hindi ko naman dapat sabihin dito kaya let’s hide it). Mga problemang pag-ibig at kaibigan. Sige let’s hash it out.

Nung 3rd year 1st sem and 2nd sem ko ang naging pinaka mahirap na part ng college ko. Kasi syempre sabi nga nila, “the hardest part of college is the year before 4th year and graduating”. Totoo nga naman yon kasi totoong nasira ang ulo ko. Sabay sabay ang mga videos na kailangang ipass na ako lahat ang nag eedit. Gumagawa ako ng scripts for those and nag-aaral para sa mga quizzes and major exams. Kaya talagang nasiraan ako ng bait. Having this problem, sumasabay pa yung health ko which really made me push myself to unknown limits. Akala ko I have enough problems in my hands. Kaya ko naman lagpasan tong mga to since I’ve been polished from raw steel to a fine coin (the reference tho) pero sumabay pa ang lovelife. I did not expect everything. Lalo na yung samin ng ex ko. Di ko siya sinisisi. We just had a huge misunderstanding at sobrang naka apekto saming dalawa. Nagbitaw ng masasakit na salita hanggang sa nahirapan na kaming ayusin yon, including myself. I was literally in pieces. Para bang buhangin nako sa sobrang pino. Again, being me ang bilis ko lang nakarecover (I don’t really know around that time pero sure nako ngayon). Actually hindi na to part ng 3rd year ko, nasingit lang. 4th year days na to

Being alone with everything that I feel medyo hindi ko alam kanino ako sasandal. Sumandal ako sa isang taong sira din ang sarili kaya most of the time tinetend ko siya sa scars and battles niya, leaving alone my feeling and state. As in at war ako outside and inside myself, nawalan nako ng time sa “inside”. I kept on fighting for someone else where in fact I should have been fighting for myself. Nakalimutan kong mahalin sarili ko para mahalin yung iba. Kasi feeling ko mas kailangan nila ako kesa kailanganin ko sarili ko. Surprisingly enough, yung mga kaibigan ko for 4 years hindi talaga ako kilala holistically. Pero I trust them enough para maging kaibigan ko sila for that long. Mahal ko sila, pero I set boundaries na feeling ko nakasama samin at sakin. Sobrang rough ng 3rd year ko as in sa lahat ng aspects. Pero walang nakaalam at nakarinig kasi hindi ako nag reklamo about it. I just stepped ahead and not looking back. Kasi wala namang mag tetend sakin kundi sarili ko and what lies ahead. I was scared. I was fighting an unknown battle from outside and within my self. Di ko naman dinedeny na sinubukan nila akong tulungan. They did, pero most of the time it reverts back to themselves. Para lang akong tangang nag share tapos after nun sakanila babalik. Sobrang rough diba? Nagwwonder parin ako pano ko nalalagpasan every problem I face.

Surprisingly enough again 4th year nako. I stepped outside of hell and said “hello” to another chapter of life. Gradwaiting na talaga ako. Last sem ko nalang sa academe and then internship na!! New faces syempre nameet namin yung mga 1st years from the K12 program. Ang tagal naming hinintay na magka juniors kami. Ultimate pangarap namin yung mag alaga ng mga juniors talaga. Tapos nagulat ulit ako! Kasi on the spot, ako ang naging editor-in-chief ng publication namin sa college. It is called the Lifeline and nafeel ko ang huge responsibility. Pero kaya naman! So syempre first step is to recruit members. Nameet ko na yung mga first years from different majors. May mga nakuha ako from MT and NU, pero halos lahat ng members ko from MT nag quit kasi priorities daw. Pero nag stay yung mga members ko from NU. We all became good friends with them hanggang sa ayun, family na din turing namin sakanila as me the father of them all. Mahal ko mga kids ko. Tapos one time nameet ko tong isang maliit na girl from NU na classmates ng mga anak ko. Di pa siya member ng pub ko (eventually she became one). So far di pa ako nagreveal ng names no? So yung pangalan ng maliit na girl na to is Thea. Maliit talaga siya, tapos cute, tapos ang ganda ng eyes niya. Nagdream ako one time ng typical girl ko pero yung sumusulpot lagi sakin si Shizuku Mizutani. Anime character na pinapantasya ko. Tapos nung nakita ko si Thea nakita ko si Shizuku sakanya kaya nasabi ko sa sarili ko na, “siya yung typical na babaeng iggirlfriend ko”. Ayun, hindi ko naman masyadong inentertain kasi wala naman talaga siya sa priorities ko that time. So expected na minsan okay naman ang life saatin. We are happy, we enjoy things. We go and have fun with fun people pero syempre minsan nagiging shit din. Naging shit ako around this time din. Tapos nakakagulat nanaman, si Thea yung nandun. We share stories. We shared pain. We shared happiness. Hanggang sa ayun she really became a good friend. In a split second bigla niyakong nakilala, higit pa sa pagkakakilala sakin ng mga kaibigan ko. Eventually naging someone siya na ittreasure ko for life. A friend like her is so rare, why not keep her. Kaya ayun I decided to keep her. Tapos hindi ko expect na magiging higit pa dun ang lahat. Dumating yung time na nahulog na yung loob ko sakanya. Totally. Parang from 0 to 100 real quick. I was able to tell myself that I’ve fallen in love with her. Kaya nag evolve siya from the person I want to keep to a person I really want to love and keep and I don’t to lose her forever. Hoping na sana gusto rin niyako (you’ll know soon). So ayun, 4th year 1st sem really ended fair enough. Medyo masakit na medyo masaya. I met new persons na may unique personalities. I met Thea. I love them all. About sa health ko? Hmm, let’s just leave it with the words, “I am better now”.

So 2nd semester came. Naghihintay nalang at mag iintern sa isang government hospital malapit saamin. Supposedly outside the province ako kaso I chose this facility kasi feeling ko mag iimprove ako drastically since this facility has been known to be so toxic in dragon level (one punch man reference). Dragon level yung ultimate level ng danger don. Iniimagine ko yung mangyayare sakin dun nung di pako pumapasok. Feeling ko mawawasak ako physically and mentally. May something new sakin. Nag uusap na kami ni Thea. I mean on the level na araw araw na kaming nag uusap. Yung pag di ko siya kausap parang may something wrong sa araw ko? Kumbaga sa isang araw, I wake up, cook breakfast, prepare for work, work, eat, go home, rest, watch anime/kdrama, play games, sleep, wake up again, naging I wake up, message Thea tell her good morning, cook breakfast, prepare for work, tell Thea I’m going to work, go to work, work, tell Thea what I’m working on and how I’ve been and how she’s doing in school, go home, tell her I got home and tell her to take care whilst going home, so on la la la. Naging ganon na? Nasama na siya sa routine ko na pang araw araw. Around this time alam ko di parin niya alam na mahal ko siya in the level na I want to keep her for myself. So ayun, sinabi ko sakanya na yun gusto ko. Pero nabasted ako. Manliligaw lang yun na indirect. Hindi ko alam talaga pano sabihin yun. So nabasted nga ako, kinabukasan biglang pumayag ang ate niyo. Nagulat nalang ako. Yun yung risk na tinake niya na hindi niya normally ittake kaya mas lalo ko siyang inadmire. I’ve fallen in love all over again. Back to square one nanaman feelings ko sakanya. Since then everyday laging nagrereset yung pagmamahal ko sakanya. Parang everyday I wake up, the fresher it gets. So ayun, wala namang bago sa lahat ng nangyari sa buhay ko except sa nag iintern nako, and minamahal ako ng isang extraordinary and loving girl. Naturally ginigive back ko ng double yung binibigay niya sakin kaya I’m proud to say na “I’m lucky I’m in love with someone like her”. Sinalubong ko rin yung Christmas and New Year with her. So naturally again, siya yung naging matinding plot twist ng 2018 and ang best start ng aking 2019. Gusto kong ispend yung mga susunod ko pang holidays and new years kasama siya. Basically I want to be with her for the rest of my life. Ay oo nga pala, naging kami nung November 24. I think that was a month or two after nung inask ko siya kung pwede ako manligaw, inask ko kung pwede ko na ba siya maging girlfriend officially. Umoo ang ate niyo so.... Oo sige girlfriend ko na siya. Proud ako. Promise, sobrang proud.

2019

January 27, 2019 (9:02PM) nakarating na rin ako sa part ng 2019 ko kasi natigil ako sa pagttype dahil umalis kami kanina para kumain sa MQ. 2 months na kami ni Chi. Same same, everyday I wake up the fresher it gets. I love her more than I loved her yesterday the other day a month ago and a sem ago. I am doing good, never been better in my life. Appreciating things and still practicing an optimist point of view of life. This time around pinapractice ko naman na maging normal lang and wag mag expect too much sa tao. Just learning to appreciate and always being kind. O dito nalang tayo? Sa susunod na taon naman. You’ll be seeing more of my writings niyan. Writer’s POV back next year! (or you’ll never know)

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