#is just very satisfying to me

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

It's the 2 month anniversary of this blog! Here's all the main MTXT couples to celebrate.

#Poorly drawn MDZS #MDZS #wei wuxian #lan wangji #SVSSS #shen qingqiu #luo binghe #TGCF #xie lian #hua cheng #san lang #Per semi-popular request (people wanted to see the other MXTX characters in my style). I hope you are satisfied #the SVSSS dialogue is a quote from yagrandmapeach's disco elysium comic series (also huge shout out to said artist) #I tried very hard to find the comic so I could link it but alas B*( #lwj and wwx are freak for freak and we know this #and biblically accurate xie lian might get me thrown into the flames but...I'm right. he's ripped. #Not even twunky ripped but full on shredded. #I also fully stand by my hua cheng. He talks up his real form as being 'ohhh so monstrous' just to be....slightly taller with an eye patch? #BOO!!!! I want him to be uncanny!!! I want him lanky and inhuman! #Xie lian deserves to be a monsterfucker!!!!!! It also fully goes with the themes of their relationship so!!! Why not!!! #the TGCF crew doesn't have a text joke because I got rid of it (it was “guys with the same BMI be like:”) #It just didn't fit B*( #'op which of these couples do you like best' #You will have to pin me down and waterboard me for that answer #All this aside!!! thank you guys so much for a wild and beautiful 2 months!

[rithmeres]

bait / hook / line / sinker

#the hunger games #finnick odair #thg #the hunger games fanart #this was a very very weird painting for me. #like i have painted decapitated heads and severed arms and shattered ribs and guts falling out and gallons of blood #and not once have i ever looked up from my work and been disgusted or disturbed by what i’ve painted #but the first day i was working on this one i looked at it and just felt so sick i had to get up and take a shower to get away from it #HE WAS 14 WTF WTF WTF WTF #that is a baby. that is a little kid. turned into a killer and paraded around like a novelty and used like a toy. #but on the whole i am very satisfied with this propaganda piece it's just as beautiful and unsettling as i wanted it to be #ugh my mind. nothing in the composition is overt but all the implications are there #not just the capitol's sexualization and brutalization of children but the fetishization of the districts' labor as well #as my good friend and mutual theworldiswhispering said. #'the hard labor you do is not safe from being romanticized by the people who benefit from it at your expense' #and i think about that every day #wherefore art thou #thg reread #why he so smooth.. just like a shark #[katniss voice] mfs took all my body hair cant have shit in the capitol #i just know tumblr's gonna crunch the quality of these images but i worked on a canvas 4 times larger than the usual size #so a lot of the detail gets lost when i post it. oh well. click for quality i guess #his expression changes when you're far away #far away he looks kind of vacant #close up he's smiling. like the photographer wanted a specific cocky emotion from him and it was there #but when you zoom out there's just a thousand yard stare #i did think about turning these into prints or actual posters but um. i don't think i should do that

[rileyclaw]

put him down!!! get away from him!!

#i didnt sleep. its now 6am and i began this at 2am #dies on the spot #tried out somethin new!! clip has much more satisfying lines/flat abilities than sai did for me #the owl house #toh spoilers #toh clouds on the horizon #the owl house spoilers #the owl house season 2 #kikimora #willow park #hunter #huntlow #i just think that they are... (: very nice. #i love willow so much i would die for her. hunter too #toh fanart #my art #haha hunter but also not really

[heybiji]

dande's dying btw

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #dnd art #dnd character #dnd oc #dandelion treehollow #more specifically he's ROTTING #don't get punched by a mummy yall #ok but narratively dande rotting to death is very satisfying to me what with his arcane focus being a rotten tooth he wears as a necklace #but also #DANDE'S DYING #it's okay they just gotta find someone who can remove the curse... #down in these caves................... #dandelion is dying. #very funny considering the night before when the paladin was trying to get him to find jesus dande was like #nah i'm good i aint gonna be dying again any time soon #hahahahahahaha #anyways he's FURIOUS ABOUT IT #ravelers #dande is DYING #i do love dande reacting with pure rage when his mind is overwhelmed with the thought of dying #it's fun to play in contrast to his typical demeanor #dande is dying #send your thoughts and prayers #also he's stuck at 10 hp and can't be healed!! #THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS

[theultracharmingladynoire]

We call everything on the ice "love".

#Nivi's gifs #yuri on ice #yoiedit #animeedit #animationedit #tvedit #dailyanimatedgifs #anisource #viktuuri #victuuri #vikturi #victuri #yuri!!! on ice #victor nikiforov #yuri katsuki #Nivi's GIFs #yuuri katsuki #fyeahkatsukiyuuri #this was so hard to make since this is something new I just tried out but I am VERY satisfied with the result #I haven't watched past episode 9...yet but I already know what happens YET this makes me go feral #long haired yuri....when will he be real

[luzho]

sokka takes zuko to see THE BOULDERRR!!

i’ve been wanting to redraw that screenshot of sokka screaming and the boulder flexing in the same shot, but what about if ZUKO was also there! and he liked the boulder too!!

[ID: This is a digital drawing of Sokka and Zuko sitting next to each other and cheering for The Boulder, drawn in warm colors and against a green background with light bokeh effects. On the right, the Boulder smiles with open arms, shirtless and gleaming in the spotlight. On the left, Zuko (wearing septum and snake bite piercings, earrings, short hair, and olive Earth Kingdom robes) sits at the edge of his seat, flustered, wide eyed and with his mouth open; while a blushed and teary-eyed Sokka next to him (wearing earrings and his usual hairstyle and Water Tribe clothing) cheers with his arms raised. Behind him, distorted all-caps text reads “LET’S GOOO BOULDERRR!!”. End ID]

#zukka #the boulder #my art #DAMN drawing gleaming and sweaty buff guys sure is hard eh dont get me wrong tho i am VERY satisfied with this ///-/// #and the colors and text here are way better executed i think! but most importantly... THIS WAS A FUN AND GAY FANART THURSDAY! #zuko #sokka #atla #zukka nation #zukka fanart #also: i'm just gonna draw my zukos with piercings always and even in canon tbh... he looks great!! #same to sokka: HE'S AN EARRINGS GUY!!! have you seen how he is with trinkets and shopping? that's my guy! of course he gets earrings asap

[lucydacusgirl]

I don’t know when, just saying it could even make it happen

#Kate Bush #cloudbusting #hounds of love #embroidery #this one was so satisfying to do #it just seemed to all happen very easily which doesn’t usually happen #I think I’m getting better at lettering because it didn’t make me want to tear my hair out this time #anyway stream cloudbusting #i really like this one without the words too I might also post a picture of it #managed to find a spot where the light was fine so I’m posting it now

[cassikitty]

You like Huey Lewis and the News?

#my art #illustration #art #artists on tumblr #illustrator #digital art #digital artist #visdev #fanart #patrick bateman #american psycho #hes just like me fr #american psycho fanart #patrick bateman fanart #i had a lot of fun doing this!!! #making the pattern on the tie was very satisfying

[marmastry]

Agent 3s

#That was supposed to be a very short self-indulgent doodle (4-page max) but it ended up being a little bit more lol #It also took a lot of redrawing for me to be satisfied with ahhhhh #that's why the format feels a little informal (bcoz it just started as doodle) so please excuse how rough-looking it is >< #the earlier drafts were a bit spicier #but I had to tone it down if I want to stay consistent with what I've been building on RIP. #anyway this is just me paying a little homage to one of my favorite Ao3 tags: Hurt & comfort #there was only one bed #etc dsfadgfd #moomers #mayamaya #hasahasa #fancomics #splatoonOC #splatoon3 #hasamaya

[maulfucker]

So fucked up that obimaul is a rarepair. What do you mean not everyone is obsessed with enemies to lovers with a Force connection, where one side is completely obsessed with the other who barely acknowledges him (but is just as affected)

#hm i should make an original post tag #obimaul #like. say what you want but obi-wan saw a random dathomirian zabrak and immediately went 'maul?? alive??' #he DOES care about maul he just doesn't actively seek him out like maul does #post prompted by this song that makes me think about Maul in his crime lord era‚ all the luxury of the world within his reach‚ #but none of it satisfies him because what he really wants is to find (and kill) kenobi #'another night up in the best suite; everything's gone wrong already‚ my body admits; dreaming so high the floor is the limit; #once again i got lost.. [...] another night i give myself‚ top of a skyscraper; i'm the king of the world‚ dreams for rent; #and when i look at myself i sigh with a low voice‚ 'i don't feel bad i just feel nothing'' #(<- song is são paulo‚ 2015 by jão) #it's a song about feeling dissatisfied with the life of fame because there's an emptiness he can't fill with sex drugs or luxuries #and from the context of the album it's likely he's thinking about a past lover he's still not over #so. imagine with me. #i might make something out of this. maybe. #but like. posting about songs that make me think obimaul thoughts. not very productive. almost no audience. #... and while making this post i've been attacked by yet another song with a very obimaul words #'lie to me‚ run from me‚ we swear it doesn't count‚ in this way of ours‚ but it's not because i hate you that i can't kiss you anymore' #<- pilantra by jão and anitta

[is-this-yuri]

homelessness can happen for a lot of different reasons. the lack of affordable housing is said to be the main one. no matter how hard people work, many are always at risk of being unable to afford rent.

for me, that's a huge part of it, but there's also the mental health aspect of it. i've had just about every entry level job available. i've had jobs that allowed me to pay rent, though just barely. ive worked really, really hard. and unfortunately, for me, no amount of transitional housing is going to help if i'm always miserable working. no amount of job coaching is going to make it bearable for me. and historically, the mental health treatments ive tried (which are so, so many) just haven't worked.

it seems like the goal has always been to 'get on your feet' i.e. get a job and an apartment. the fact that a shocking amount of homeless people are working (including myself at some points) and even working multiple jobs and still haven't 'gotten on their feet' should say a lot. the fact that even people who have never been homeless are closer to homelessness than to owning a house should say a lot. the fact that a percentage of homeless people actually choose to be homeless should say a LOT. it tells me that the goal has shifted. what i was raised to want is now an impossible task.

it sucks because i know half the jobs ive had would have been easy for me if it was actually worth it. if the hours were less, the pay actually let me afford things beyond the bare minimum, and the working conditions were better. therapy and medication would probably work wonders if my disatisfaction with life wasnt completely rational. but it's all fucked, and we all know it.

it's taboo to say it, especially as a homeless person, but i don't want to work. i don't want an apartment. i don't want to own a house. maybe my views will change if things ever get better, but at this point, i don't want to engage with this flawed system at all anymore. i hate that my value is contigent on how well i can slot into the capitalist machine. i know i have value much more important than that, and i'd prefer to earn my place on this earth through my actual strengths. i want life, my connections with other people, and the work i do to have meaning and significance. until the world makes space for that, i'm more than happy taking a government check and living in a van with a cat so i can make art and stream and watch the sunset every night. that's my goal now

#homelessness #just verbalizing some thoughts #i talked to my therapist about this yesterday but i was talking for so long she didnt get to give me a response lol #this has been my goal for a very long time honestly #ever since the first time i lived in my car and i was like hey wait #this is very difficult but i also feel so free and satisfied

[puppyeared]

Why have sex when u can watch blackhead removal videos

#u even get bad sex. which is when you want to throttle the neck of whoever’s doing said blackhead removal #someone in the comments section said all of us are watching this thinkijg move over and let me do it. and honestly. yeah #it’s hard to find good videos that either 1) dont cut out just before the satisfying part or 2) don’t take fucking FOREVER to do it #in the most cursed awful way possible #im very passionate about this. unfortunately I can’t just blurt this out like a water cooler conversation #but it’s fucking satisfyingggggg #I’m not a big fan of the squeezing but like if u use the tweezers JUST RIGHT and twirl it around and then PULL IT OUT. chills #if orgasms were real that’s what it would feel like #I feel like laios dunmeshi just talking about this #yapping

[glouris]

runes representative of deities + meaning

#that incident with the kenaz rune on draupnir made me want to look into more runes #it did not disappoint #god of war #god of war ragnarok #freya #thor #odin #atreus #loki #heimdall #the norns #baldur #tyr #freyr #kratos #it’s very satisfying to me that all the groups turned out to have 1 less member than the last one #and it’s like 4 for freya’s aett #3 for heimdall’s #2 for tyr’s #and just kratos #you have no idea how many times i changed that atreus still #i also really like that freya is 'new beginnings' and kratos is 'the end' :)

[thebonejunky]

i really don't see harrow ever choosing alecto over gideon. harrows love for alecto seems much more akin to worship- a religious fanatic obsessed with the beauty and ethereal energy of the thing inside the tomb she has worshiped all her life. she also only knows alecto as a corpse and a hallucination, she doesn't know her as a person. harrows love for gideon has been a life-long endeavor full of struggle and conflict and intimacy and shared pain. it is human. they work because they are both so incredibly flawed and they can connect through those flaws. their initial hatred for each other stems from the fact that they know too much about one another. harrow and gideon's relationship is sustainable because it has already survived through so much. i don't see harrow and alecto lasting. not to mention the fact that harrow lobotomized and tortured herself and went to the ends of the earth to get gideon back. even if she doesn't see it herself, she loves gideon more than anyone else in the universe including alecto

#wrote this cause i some some people talking abt what if harrow chooses alecto over gideon #which just doesnt seem like a reasonable or satisfying ending to me #tlt #the locked tomb #griddlehark #everything i said here seems very obvious to me i also scraped this cause i felt like it didnt need to be pointed out #but i still like talking abt it and writing out my observations

[jack-the-fool]

Gotta say one of my Mentopolis finale highlights is honestly the fact that Fanny gets a happy ending too because I was genuinely a little worried about her

#really all of the endings were phenomenal I cried at the fix and pasha adopting the interests #and ending on imelda dropping by hunch's office again was so incredibly satisfying #but i would also like to put forward that fawning is also a valid response in certain situations! #and paring up with attention also makes a lot of sense and I know that anastatia will treat her right #also just considering the idea of attention being the mayor but also attached to the F family just feels very correct to me #dimension 20 #mentopolis #dimension twenty #fanny fawnsworth #a. tension #m fanny #m tension #mentopolis spoilers #jack.txt

[frummpets]

congrats on 100 comics, @poorly-drawn-mdzs !!!! 🎉🎉🎉

ur comics bring me so much joy, and ur design takes on the mdzs cast are an absolute delight <33 the biggest heart eyes at how much care u put into each panel, and i am being so real rn when i say that every comic update makes my day :DD

#poorly drawn mdzs #happy 100!!! #fer & little apple #look at em go!! #i just realized that the size ratio between little apple and fer are wonky but thats ok uHu #ive never successfully drawn anything equine before so i am very satisfied with how little apple came out #forgive me horse people if ive made a crucial anatomy/horse gear mistake #mdzs #little apple #frummpets art #my art #tomato patch #gratitude