#is agitating my skin

[siyuri]

@not-poignant 's The Raven Prince. Sometimes you read a story. Then move on with your life. But in a chaos of things you suddenly understand that some characters are now travelng with you. So this one made a crow's nest in my head. And couldn't be more grateful for it. Thank you, Pia! <3

#meditation #new #mine #things I dream about #The Raven Prince #forever and ever in my head #No matter what I want to do yk be sad or meditate or just feel calm waves or need some blackblue colors for agitated mind - he is there #helping #spinning the world around #anyways #thank you Pia for this gift to us all #so it wasn't my intention to time it for birthday #and lets be real #this is kinda too stormy and gloomy I think to it to be happy birthday present #but if you are OK with getting such things then I will be happy to make it a birthday present)) #i am bad at animation #but I needed it to move for it to bring the whole spectr of my feels to this image #this and My Skin by Natalie Merchant

[transsexualhollyleaf]

gorsepaw being called (incorrectly) a brown tabby on the warriors wiki while his consistent ginger and white appearance is called a mistake is pissing me off so bad for no reason

#maybe i wouldn't care as much if i knew the erins and editorial team didn't frequently use the wiki as a reference point #i think im just being weird but also character inconsistency being spread around by fanmade wikis already agitates me #knowing that the goddamn Creators of said media use said inaccurate source for future canon makes me feel like peeling my skin off #warrior cats #<- sure. be exposed to my unhinged ramblings

[dykegirlie]

there is Hatred in my Fucking Soul !!!!!!!!!!!

#cat meows #woke up extremely extremely irritable. so we've segue'd i guess #slept like shit cause i tried to not take a sedative. so i slept 3 hrs and woke up at 1 am #took a sedative then and slept for 4 more hours :-) #and i feel so. irritated by everything i want to claw my skin off #yeah mania is fun innit until it's like THIS. extreme Agitation.

[todayisafridaynight]

something that REALLY bothers me about the 3jima situation in 8.... how did no one know that that happened ? sure, ichi doesn't use the internet a whole lot, and kiryu wasn't keeping contact with them cause of daidoji bullshit, but... did ichi just Not keep contact with them at all? when they were literally doing what he was trying to do at hello work ?? giving ex-yakuza a shot at having a real job like ????

not to mention that a scandal like they went through definitely would have made it into the news like... hey the government is working with the yakuza. isn't that just a huge deal ????? that I'm sure SOMEONE must have seen

that whole thing just feels so so stupid iw sucks so much I'm so disappointed

IW's handling of daigo's security company is actually so half-assed- we don't even get watase's perspective on it despite him being a part of that project too he just fucks off entirely without even a mention

#iw spoilers #spoilers #snap chats #rgg's writing hasn't always been pristine but the thing is it's gotten better with recent titles #so seeing things be handled so messily its like ????? i need to see what happened in that writing room #ESPECIALLY when they were hyping it up so hard. LIKE GAMEPLAY WISE the game wholly delivered #im generally pretty happy with what the gameplay's given but the story ?????? goku ....... goku help ..... #the more i think of it the more agitated i get for what could have been #again daigo's company falling apart didnt have to be agitating #irksome for the fact daigo spent two years planning things leading up to the dissolution but whatever things happen #but the fact he just. Accepted It despite how we've seen him in the past bat for the tojo #i wouldve got it if he stopped caring about the tojo's men but THE COMPANY ALONE shows how much he cared for their futures #and again the fact they dont show any flashbacks thatd actually better demonstrate How Bad it was getting #also??? genuinely HOW surprising is it for the public that the security company theyre going to is run by ex yakuza #WHEN EVEYRONE SAW DAIGO ON THE NEWS. DISSOLVING THE YAKUZA #LIKE EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN WHAT IT WAS LMAO THERE SHOULD HAVE BEEN NO SURPRISES HERE #its just dumb. literally just dumb. #chitose/tatara's skin in the game is so questionable too like sure shes being blackmailed but ??? how BAD is this blackmail #we dont even know what the blackmail is and yet she's so ardent on taking down the yakuza becausssseeeee...... #ive had a headache all day so ill cease my rambling for now just know now and forever im irked

[leonorandsofia]

Not my usual post, but I am desperate.

I have very dry hands that tend to rip and stuff in the winter months (and I always make it worse by picking at the dead skin), and it’s gotten a lot worse when I’m outside because of all the rips. Does anyone have any good lotions for this type of issue? Or any type of ointment? I’ve tried a few lotions and none have helped. 🫠 Thank you in advance!!

#personal #going to tag random things #skin care #skin health #skin hydration #What works best is just using bandaids to stop agitating them further but I can’t have bandaids on all of my fingers!

[redhotarsenic]

God I can feel my entire body tensing the fuck up from agitation it is the Worst!!!!

#I am trying not to be a Bitch at anyone right now I am trying so hard #I can feel it the agitation is WRITHING under my skin like worms

[absentmoon]

human bodies are so awesome they rule

#daisy.txt #the skin might be my favorite i think ill focus on that over break..haven't had time for my learning hobbies bc of school :( #i have a shit ton of stretch marks on my thighs and i like them a lot #i also have chronic dry skin which i like less bc its agitating but it still interests me conceptually #oohh scars too #and like. fingerprints. and those lines on our skin that we cant see normally i forgot what they're called but #skin just goes so hard excellent job evolution

[pinkspiraling]

apparently gas stations can’t sell alcohol past midnight where i live :) so i embarrassed myself THREE TIMES before i gave up. i hate everything and i feel like i’m gonna explode :)

#and i’m sort of tipsy but like just not enough :/ #i need to shower and i hateee showering sober. but like gotta do it. i was so upset when they told me! like no way. stfu! WHYYYYY #also starting to wonder if uhm maybe this is alcoholism rather than SUD #bc i genuinely want to rip my skin off :)))) i’m AGITATED AND ANGRY AND ANNOYED #i only bought a 6 pack earlier bc i’m low on money and didn’t wanna buy a whole pack in front of my sister #and look where that led me! now i’m fucking UPSET! and embarrassed #pink put the bottle down! #i never use my alcohol tag anymore cause it’s embarrassing but it feels more relevant nowadays honestly

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

Oh also I’m just gonna say like if anyone isn’t comfortable with me seeing their posts knowing I’m not a fan of the dsmp to the point of bordering on rage when i hear their voices, you can block me, I’m fine with that, everyone has boundaries. I’ve blocked people for less. I just personally won’t go out of my way to block people over this when my dislike of the dsmp isn’t anything they have to deal with aside from occasions such as this. And even now it’s just ‘their voices make me cry why do they sound like that??’

#and I only mention it now because I heard a tiktok audio of Tommy innit and it made me want to tear my skin off #his voice is the worst #I’m sorry but I’m also not #so I’m just a little agitated rn lmao

[hirazuki]

The real problem with being well-versed in vet med is that I can identify when a cut/wound on a dog or cat is likely infected and needs to be seen -- even from just a photo -- with a good amount of accuracy... but am absolutely clueless about this scratch on my own hand X__X

#i have no idea; the skin just doesn't present the same way 😭 #there's a little bit of swelling and redness but no discharge at all #so it could very well just be trauma from the wound #the puncture point was fairly deep #it doesn't help that it's right on the crease of my palm so there's constant agitation #i guess ill go to urgent care tomorrow if it doesnt improve but i dont want tooooo #withoutwords

[widevibratobitch]

a girl reads her favourite play for the hundredth time and reaches that one scene that always makes her lose her mind. 2095770658570609 injured 453378997001 dead.

#'I have still a confession of importance to make and to you I make it. Mine has been a fortune which but few enjoy. #I loved a monarch's son. My heart devoted but to one made him its world.' #SHUT UP SHUT UP OH GOD FOR FUCKS SAKE NOBODY SPEAK TO ME EVER AGAIN #'Here on this holy altar. here in the heart of his queen. the object of his love and adoration. here I deposit my last sacred legacy. #Here may he find it when I shall he no more. [tURNS AWAY AND TEARS CHOKE HIS UTTERANCE]' #JUST FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY WHY DONT YOU #this scene alone unwaters my crops and worsens my skin and leaves dirty dishes in my sink. #this scene wraps me up in tinfoil and throws me into the microwave. #'you and carlos belong to each other. no paltry judices shall make me alter this opinion. promise me that you will love him. #promise and vow to me that you will love him for ever' 'i promise that my heart alone shall ever be my guide' SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING ETC #'youre going without telling me when. how soon. we shall again see each other' 'rest assured we shall again see each other' AHSHSJDDIJSDKDH #'I KNOW YOU HAVE LONG WISHED FOR SUCH AN OPPORTUNITY OF FALLING. SHOULD IT BREAK A THOUSAND HEARTS WHAT CARES YOUR PRIDE FOR THAT? #OH NOW I KNOW YOU WELL. ALL YOU HAVE AIMED AT HAS BEEN ADMIRATION' S C R E A M I N G C R Y I N G S H A K I N G T H R O W I N G U P ETC ETC #'G O . I NO LONGER VALUE ANY MAN ON EARTH.' #'[FALLS AT HER FEET IN MOST VIOLENT AGITATION] Queen! Oh God! How lovely still is life!' #get out. fuckin. leave me alone. i dont ever want to read another sentence with mine own two eyes. im going to burn every book i ever owned #im going to set fire to my house and to myself. i am NOT normal about this. nobody has ever been as not normal about a play as i am rn. #i hate this #don carlos #schiller #don karlos #also it's funny because i always lose my shit and need to put the book down for a moment to get a grip at the exact same moment #that Schiller made Posa break down a little too so after that 'when I shall be no more'. #it's just too much for me to handle. #god i feel so exhausted. i dont think i can continue rn. ill leave the prison scene for tomorrow. #once again @Verdi why oh why omit this scene from the opera?!???!!?! #honestly the power this holds over me. like no other. no matter how many times i read it i will always end up #severely dehydrated from all the crying #ok yknow what. im pinning this because i need everyone who comes to visit my blog to know just how distressed i am

[slippery-minghus]

look, i know that when i'm stressed i pick at my skin more. and i know that i've been stressed. by why am i picking at my skin so goddamn much??

#there's an old spot that's gotten agitated and my hand literally started cramping from how impossible it is to leave alone >:( #i know i've been stressed out and low on energy. i KNOW that #but picking my skin doesnt helpppppp #i had to stop myself from trying to pick like 5 times in the span of writing this jebus fucking chist #dermatillomania #personal

[cloverfoot1-a]

the whole having back pain at 20 is really really funny, too. When hurricane sally hit us it knocked a massive live oak in front of our garage, locking in our car for a few days while our neighbor's son used a chainsaw to cut it up into manageable pieces and remove it.

this would have been fine, if the power wasn't out for about 11 days total, and thay being like day 3. So I manually had to detach the power cord to the garage, and then had to lift the whole thing BY HAND every morning, and lower it every evening. This was fucking hell on my back and permanently damaged it, so if I bend over and pick something up the wrong way, I throw it out all over again and need to spend three days or more recovering bc the pain is fucking insane.

#i have lowwww pain tolerance to begin with. and eczema thats sometimes so severe it can count as a disability. #i get it on my hands and thankfully i've figured out a method of moisturizing that works for me :) #but ughhhhh #when it was all over my hands it was the worst bc i couldn't do normal shit. #i couldnt hold grocery carts or shovels or brooms because of the way the grip felt in my hands and agitated it #and sometimes plastic grocery bags do the same thing??? #i have an... allergic reaction?? or pressure reaction??? that gives me mild hives and pins and needles on my hands #idk what the fuck that's about but they get so sensitive #i hate having skin i wish i could peel myself.

[barklikeagod]

opening photoshop and editing random cas photos of my ocs like this will somehow fix me

#i was like. sad earlier but for some reason now i'm just super fucking touchy and everything is agitating like even my clothes feel like #too much on my skin i need to rip my flesh off #r

[doctor-mimikyu]

Truly I want to commission so many artists for cool expressive art for my private practice when I’m older

#dr.txt #studyblr #medblr #health care #I also really want to just make character designs for every time I have to study but I can’t make myself sit town and study so I make #various artificer necromancers clerics rangers and just various different characters #bc I need whimsy to study and if I don’t then I get so agitated that I start physically pulling at my skin #lmao just adhd things for med school

[tc-doherty]

my need to not overdo it so I don't injure myself again is at war so hard with my desire to just finish the damn picture

#I talked about it in a video I made a couple of years ago #but I work with markers because I'm fast #and I'm fast because I've been working with markers for so long #the anguish that I get from not being able to finish a piece in a single sitting is insane #aaah #being responsible and doing pieces over multiple days is healthy #but infuriating #I have to put a piece away unfinished and I want to claw my skin off I get so agitated #i am not exaggerating