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#instead of reminding herself that i suffer from. severe mental disorders making everythinf harder for me. she looks at me and goes
ars0nism
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its a special kinda pain to watch your younger sibling grow into everything your parents always expected of you
#shes almost done in 8th grade
#when i was in 8th grade i had to switch schools and redo the year because of me severe mental disorders getting in my way
#now shes here. 8th grade. end of the year. her average an 8 out of 10. and im about to fail 10th.
#and it eouldnt FUCKING hurt so much if my mom didnt constantly compare us
#instead of reminding herself that i suffer from. severe mental disorders making everythinf harder for me. she looks at me and goes
#'wow look at that why couldnt you do that huh??'
#not to mention my sister has an entire squad of friends. she does sport. shes everything my mom wanted me to be
#and even my dad who always says he loves me and just wants me to be happy like i know hes disappointed in me for fucking everything up
#im a fucking useless wreck of a human being sometimes and compared to my golden child little sister im. nothing
#im the prototype.
#she used to always have to fight her way out of my shadow and in doing so she got so big im now in hers and im only getting smaller
#she got big shoes to fill and her shoe size grew bigger
#that kinda shit
#i was that golden child. i was the kid reading books when the others were learning letters. i was the kid always done with everything first.
#i finished a reading test thing thst was supposed to last till 4th/5th grade in 2nd.
#and look at me now
#i should probably go to sleep lol
#i know its not my fault but that only makes it worse?? why me??? why am i worthless to my mom???
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