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[nicoscheer]

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Batman

#20/04/2024 #miles kane #record store day #Rock’n’Roll queen 🐢 #the difference of his shoulder from relaxing to playing is uhm interesting #truly incomparable #that wink at the end 🫠🫠 #first king #god who allowed him to looks this good in eyeliner 😭 #having a slight mental breakdown over how unbelievably soft his already mega beautiful puppy dog eyes look with the eyeliner #who gave him the right #Miles really out here copying Maxie’s eyes #Instagram

[thisisyouridol]

temen ni gru ? what the fuck is a temen ni gru ? they got bitches in a temen ni gru? alive bitches ?

#content (of mine) #devil may cry #just silly reaction redraws during my instagram mental breakdown of the week #dante #dante sparda #vergil #vergil sparda #my indyinct was to put in j*son t*dd actually fiendish #devil may cry 3

[tinas1469]

Greg Williams Photography: photo breakdown of Zendaya backstage at the sag awards 2023

#Zendaya #Greg Williams Photography #Sag Awards #Instagram #Photo breakdown

[angeltiddies]

despair (the truth)

#SAW THIS ON INSTAGRAM HAVING A BREAKDOWN #alt text in image description

[skinnypaleangryperson]

When the creators of the show are actively abusive and you don't want to indulge in the content for the day that's posted, but the fan content is so amazing that you can't help yourself anyway

#Hhahahahhahaha #had a mental breakdown from what they posted on Instagram today but I'm still on here or blogging things #because i like the IDEA of rick more than the show

[rowanthestrange]

(Personal ‘Being A Certain Kind Of Autistic’ Moment:)

(You ever think you’re too hinged? I was gonna say for the internet but since covid so many of the neurotypicals in real life are actually worse.

Like someone has an inappropriately strong emotional reaction to the benign, and you’re like ‘okay they’re triggered, walk away with no eye contact’. Then you see other people doing it. And more and more. Not about the same things, different things, random things. And you’re just… Is it me? Am I too hinged?

I’m not saying I’m never triggered but I always tell myself ‘hey before you interact with anyone, stop being such a freak’ if I feel like I’m in danger of being rude to or about a Human Person. And I know that’s autism training, learning to catch yourself; but also clearly not everyone bothers, even the neurotypicals anymore hence irl situations where you’re just watching some 55 year old woman go off on a receptionist over literally nothing.

Like you’ll watch people stew themselves to a rolling boil over things they’ve…made up in their head? When they could just…not do that? Or could assume the best? Like they pre-order rage for things that haven’t even happened yet. Not like political things where you could argue that it could incentivise action but like raging about how film/book in a series/event is going to be so terrible, beyond simple mental prepping for disappointment.

It’s like I feel too mentally healthy compared to everyone else. But even plenty of irl people I know who absolutely wouldn’t consider themselves (or be considered by me as) mentally unwell in any regard are like this.

I know me having the flavour of autism where ‘everything has to have a reason, but when you understand what it is you don’t feel the need to be upset about it anymore’ kind of makes this worse. Because that’s not how real people feel things. But I dunno. Feels like it’s getting…more, doesn’t it? I mean it is, must be, had a Doctor Who episode kind of about it a week ago. But it’s got me feeling autistic alien again. Even on the autism site.)

#i know social decay and breakdown of the social contract is real #(again thanks for the validation there rusty) #but i’ve seen people post some weird shit #from a ‘stealing is morally neutral/positive even’ post #to other oof political takes #(which are fine to a degree this is a site for damaged 14 year olds) #(that’s just a thing that has to happen in their growth cycle) #but also things where you want to say #‘you would never say that to that person’s face so don’t say it at all’ #…but you also think #they kind of might say it to their face?? #and that’s fucking worse #accidentally seeing some jodie thing on the side of an instagram vid #like jesus christ if you can’t be normal enough to not say that #can you even recognise the need to ‘put the phone down’? #like how do you fix that #can’t even send shit to their mothers #i’ve met some mothers recently #and they are not doing better #and they’re not even terminally online #we called it television rot #and daily mail rot #we always have an older ‘rot’ to look to #but i think it just scapegoats the fact that some people #are choosing to rewire their brains in the worst and laziest ways

[watercolor-hearts]

Kimi Raikkönen, graphite pencil, 2023.

#kimi räikkönen #formula 1 #formula 1 fanart #my art #eyebrow nothing like his but i had a breakdown while trying to draw him (because of the... news about Nyck/Danny) and after that it was #difficult to enjoy drawing and to care about it but it's for my friend on instagram so i had to finish it #also he's after my seb portrait in this book so... simi ❤

[crossbackpoke-check]

Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

#toronto maple leafs #HELLO EVERYBODY THIS HAS BEEN MONTHS!!! MONTHS IN THE MAKING BECAUSE i AM UNHINGED AND NEEDED THE PRECISE PICTURES THAT I KNEW I WOULD GET #like. seventy five percent of this has been done since the first time i posted this and while it has gotten better with time because #my narratives simply got more complex and there's so much of this that is For Me but don't worry i will explain but aLSO goddamn mitch coul #you have gotten married any later in the year. also willy you truly disappointed me by not getting an absurd haircut this year (now that #i've said this he's going to debut it on instagram like. tomorrow. but anyway that meant y'all got to enjoy my neuroses of #Loving Tyler Bertuzzi who is a goddamn leaf. the joys of having to wait to post this (was not a leaf at the time i started it) and anyway i #have at length i think had the breakdown about tyler in pigtails girl dad & how i got a bob & then tyler copied me which was rude. that's m #gender. ANYWAY starting from the top we got sheldon keefe documentation which was really just the personal decision that i wanted all the #coaching staff to be the markers in the poem/the bold & also at the TIME keefe hadn't re-signed &we thought it might be everybody out w/kyl #anyway the title of the scrap of an old lover's flannel is literally 'u think this is about sheldon & kyle NO it's about timothy liljegren' #bc. liljegren was on the marlies winning cup team & has had a contentious relationship w/keefe ever since & was healthy scratched in playof #& the narrative is sooooo. also at one point for the ryan o'reilly i was going to edit the stlb out of his grandma's shirt or cover it w/th #childhood dreams line but THEN i found the gio snapped stick one which was too perfect for 'crumbling copy' the ryan o'reilly To Me is so. #ur insane in ways u did not think for that one. like. how soft her hands were. his grandma you guys. he grew up a leafs fan. if he ever get #to lift the cup with her again i will lose my shit. the cup run a movie i remember nothing--OKAY the spezz one i knew i needed him stresse #but also i believe in the spezz/kyle narrative so. it comes up later don't worry ALSO SPEZZ FOLLOWING HIM TO PITT CAME AFTER I MADE THIS bu #the muzz tea one makes me a little sensy bc muzz was out with an injury for most of this season & it was a really scary spinal one & so yea #& then the simmer one just straight up makes me cry bc i love him so much & the work that he does for anti-racism in hockey means so much & #if you have that video open & watch it i promise you will cry i do every time it's so beautiful he had to be on comforted by beauty & sammy #boy is on the a man who doesn't know me because EYE remember the caps goalie tandems. baby lilya. the mo one is a little funny bc it is #solely due to wade's thread about mo rielly the coal miner homestead husband. that's why he moves to omaha also i think it suits him (quiet #OK NOW OLD MEN IN LOVE NARRATIVE this one's in contention for my fave bc it's spezz coping w/retirement fundamental meaningless of existenc #u heard abt tyler already that's for me the minchy picture was just too good i had found it earlier & i spent SO LONG looking for an empty #leafs rink picture for bathtub i have some cool construction photos but i wanted the melting ice ones (thought about tahoe lol) & the sprin #one i manip'd a lot bc i needed a spring picture bc playoffs clinch in spring & that one fit so coincidentally perfect bc it's 7 straight #seasons 7 guys so. :) & i KNEW i swore to god they did more milk advertising i knew i was gonna do this one from the minute i saw the poem #the milk patch & it took a hot minute BUT I FOUND THIS ONE this one's for funsies. AND THE PIC I WAITED SO FUCKING LONG FOR this is actuall #from kerf's wedding but i was like i know on god mitch is getting married this summer & that's about to be the drunkest shenanigans wedding #i'm waiting for the pics. & then i was BLESSED with this one which is beautiful & perfect & LOOK AT THEM. anyway the last one is bc

[self-hatred-h00die]

stooped to a new low and asked my dad for money i want to puke

#he was really abusive to me as a child #ive been no contact for like 2 years #he recently found my art Instagram and asked to commission me #so im gonna do something for him and try not to have a breakdown

[amzarashi]

there's this thing where you can't say certain words or phrases or breathe a certain way or touch something for too long or nudge the book that's been collecting dust on your bedside for two years because anything and everything could turn the world against you

i can't sleep at night because my breathing doesn’t feel right and the prayer i said five times in row doesn’t feel right so i have to get up open the door turn the lights on retrace my steps until my feet start aching from how bad i need it all to make sense to fall into place to not hurt the people i care about because guilt makes your heart sink like stone and i still haven't learned how to swim

fox reads me poetry until fox is all i think about until the world isn't so scary and the static in my brain is quiet i tell fox good night i say i love you but it's rarely there so i say it again over and over because repetition speaks things into existence until it piles up on top of each other until i can gather it all in my hand and squish it together like putty and use it to close up everywhere the hurt is leaking through

exposure therapy sucks. it's not that i can't touch door knobs or cross the threshold or have to wash my hands so many times or that i have to click the lock and turn the bathroom lights on and the bedroom lights off and the doorway lights on and the people around me have to say good night with an inflection that tells me i won't die tomorrow because i don't know what my brain wants more often than not

words have so much weight and i haven't told anyone i love them and meant it because i’m scared if i do i will doom them to my fate of picking at nails and skin so i use loopholes like my life depends on them. i say it with breaks in between. the pauses are periods so it's a string of words not a curse set into motion it'd be nice to breathe without having to think about what i can or cannot say

instead i send poetry, i say read the orange by wendy cope listen to 400 lux by lorde it's not a love language because language was made to share love babel was a death sentence there are many words i want to say but can't say but roland barthes says, i've got nothing to say to you but it's to you i want to say this nothing

#writeblr #writers on tumblr #usersari #usermish #gryewaren #userheidi #spilled thoughts #*my writing #obsessive compulsive disorder #actuallyocd #i forgot most of my tags but whatever #this was first posted mid breakdown on my personal instagram and i thought why don't i share it here;// #ocd sucks my guys this will either end me or i end it #my ocd/bpd/cptsd fighting with each other to see who gets to pull the plug on my life #at this point i don't have any fight left in me but i'm trying so hard to hold on #i read a story where the protag had ocd and they couldn't say i/love/you and i then proceeded to cry for five hours #no one ever talks about that you know and i hate that i can say anything to the people i love because i think i bring doom and suffering #posting mid hiatus like a champ uwu

[mehlsbells]

The goodbyes that start and end Past Lives (2023) are deliberately staged to echo each other: with Hae Sung on screen left, Na Young / Nora on screen right, and shot in unfussy, clean coverage. But the flashback to them as 12yo doesn't reuse the original shot.

Instead, it's been re-staged, ostensibly to make it integrate better: it's shot a night; the blue of the door is more prominent — connecting it to colour of the garage door in the present, the orange of the sodium vapour lights Nora in both past & present; and her face is positioned roughly in the same point in frame so our eyes don't move over the cut.

So when they do cut to this shot, it doesn't "pop". Rather, we feel the past sneaking up on the present, while the present reimagines the past. The quiet stillness of the moment encourages us to feel the space with meaning and emotion. It's a powerful, deeply affecting scene created through gentle and wise filmmaking.

#Past Lives #shotzero #filmmaking #directing #cinematography #my compatriot Stu did this breakdown and it gave me all the feels the film did all over again #Instagram

[hl-obsessed]

#this made me laugh when i was about to have breakdown #found on instagram as always #leaving so maybe it will also make someone smile #idk if i even english propely - i'm just so tired

[bisexualrapline]

joon has one of the most sincere and genuine souls of anyone i know truly

#every time he writes us a letter. it’s a new mental breakdown for me #i love him so so so much and i feel so known and seen when he writes us letters which sounds dumb #he’s literally writing for an audience of like nearly 40 million people who follow him on instagram #but they always feel so personal. heartfelt. emotional. raw #i’m grateful to know him in my lifetime truly i don’t know a more Human human and i owe him so much for sharing with so much of himself #joon #bts #.txt

[stunticonbreakdown]

I saw a G1 Breakdown drawing on instagram (where I never see any!!) and got so happy guys I infodumped about his license plates in the comments

#you know like everyone does #😭 #rambling about breakdown #to be fair it *was* a post about his license plate.. #i need instagram stunticon mutuals guys 😭

[jl-art]

Crow and Raven Arrow fanart (Ava’s Demon)

Process / Layer Breakdown

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#ava’s demon #ava’s demon fanart #crow arrow #raven arrow #arrow twins #fanart #webcomic fanart #digital illustration #digital art #autodesk sketchbook #layer breakdown #art process #digital art process #my art #Instagram

[jeritmalam]

Are you okay? why are you crying? Are you happy now?

📌 jeritmalam

#mental breakdown #Instagram