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tarotnoob · 2 years

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PAC: A message from your inner child

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Pile 1

Do you remember the dream that you used to have as a child? Do you remember what you wanted to be or the person that you wanted to be like? At what point did you give up on the stream or think that it was no longer within your reach?

I think we can do it anything we want as long as we're not afraid to go for it. Instead of thinking like how you were as a child and thinking anything was possible, now all you see are obstacles or excuses for why it could be impossible. Being an adult doesn't mean that you are bound to logic or telling yourself that it's not realistic or that it's too late. If we want it bad enough, we can get it. Anything we dream of, we can manifest. The only thing that stands in the way of this is the fear of taking a first step or the fear of failure. But the only way that we will fail is if we never take a step forward.

We can be successful if you just believe in us again and start thinking the way you used to as a kid. No dream is too big or too silly no matter what age you are. As long as you believe in it, life will unfold exactly how you want it to if you just believe in us again.

It feels like it's been a while since we've had a conversation. You always have a lot of barriers up. Sometimes it feels like you hide me away because I can remind you of what we haven't accomplished yet. Maybe you're worried about all the ways that certain choices can go wrong or certain dreams you've had can fall apart. So it's easier to forget that I am here or it's easy to forget old dreams and consider them delusional or fantasies only. But I'm right here where I have always been if you're willing to get in touch with me again.

I feel like I'm stuck behind bars while things around you sometimes fall apart. I can help you if you just ask. You're never alone because I'm always right here. Even if you don't want to see me. I'm always watching what you do and I really want to help and be there for you.

You seem to be worried about change. You seem to be anxious when it comes to starting new phases. You don't have to be anxious. As long as you follow your heart and what makes you happy, you'll be able to know what direction to follow in order to achieve your dream.

The best way to take care of me or to help me heal after a long time of neglect, is to go with it. You need to sit with your feelings. You need to get in touch with your intuition. The next time you hear a voice, that will be me trying to help you find your way back onto the right path. I want you to follow whatever path makes you happy and brings you love and joy. Whatever path that makes you feel the most creative and most intense with your spiritual self.

Imagine what might happen if we no longer permitted fear to control our choices but allowed possibility to be our guide and unfolded freely.

Don't give up on your dream. Don't try to distance yourself from me. I'm part of what will guide you in the right direction. Instead of ignoring me, embrace me and believe in me because I believe in you.

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Pile 2

Hey, it's okay to slow down and take a break. Sometimes the best way to recharge is to take some time for yourself. You've already been giving so much for a long time, it's time to give back to yourself. And the best way to give back to yourself and to your inner child is by knowing when it's time to take a time out.

Even when things don't work out the way they want to, there's always other doors being open. But when you focus on the past or what didn't work out, you tend to forget about all of the potential pathways that are still open to you. Whether you've been working hard or if something you wanted didn't work out, that doesn't say anything about you but it does mean that you can take some time to process your next step.

Sometimes the path to what we want to do isn't always clear cut and idealistic. Some people think that dreams and goals are easy to achieve but the truth is you still have to put a lot of effort into getting what you want. Sometimes doors will open and sometimes they will close, but it's all working out the way that it's supposed to. But at times it's difficult to see it that way.

Your inner child wants you to know that you are strong. And that taking a break doesn't mean in any way that you were weak. Sometimes you have to stop and go inward in order to readjust the balance of your energy. If you give too much, you will start to deplete your energy. You withdraw in order to gain that back so that you can continue giving to yourself or others. Your inner child wants you to know that life is always going to be about finding balance. If you are in touch with your inner child, you will know when you need to restore your self. You have a significant purpose in this life. So in order for you to get there, you have to do your best to keep taking care of yourself. And that includes knowing the best time to rest so that you can be in a position to receive. You shouldn't have to chase at this time. You've done everything that you need to, now it's about sitting and waiting for everything to work out around you. Even when it feels like there are decisions that you still need to make, just wait. Imagine if you simply said I don't have to worry about all of this right now when I can just let it all work out on its own and then when it's ready to happen, it will come to me. Those people will come to me. Those people will take care of their own issues for now. I don't have to be in control all of the time. I don't have to be the one to do everything. Sometimes other people can take the lead. Sometimes other people can solve their own problems.

When the time is right to do anything, you will know and it will come to you.

The best way to heal your inner child is to be silent and listen to what they have to say. They're already talking to you. If you're constantly going and never sit with your feelings or your most private thoughts, if all you do is tasks to keep yourself busy and your mind from thinking certain things, you're blocking out your inner child.

If you want to get in touch, all you need to do is listen. Listen to your intuition, listen to your body, and from that you should know what to do and when you need to rest and when you need to dive into the action of doing. Right now, you don't need to be doing anything except taking time out to restore yourself, to offer yourself time to relax, to offer yourself time to heal, to give yourself the knowledge that you don't have to do everything all the time and be everything to everyone. It's okay to make yourself the priority.

There will always be a time in life when what is truly meant to be for you will practically drop in your lap. But imagine how difficult that would be to deliver if you're always in motion. Even if you don't want to, trust me. Your inner child wouldn't steer you wrong.

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Pile 3

Your inner child wants you to know that you are a lot stronger than you even realize. You can expect some kind of emotional breakthrough, psychological breakthrough, or even an unexpected opportunity. You don't realize how talented and special you are. But, soon you will see. There's nothing wrong with being confident or believing in your ability. You also don't have to dim your light so that others can shine. In fact, if we were all in alignment, we would all only worry about shining our brightest without comparing ourselves to other people.

You have been doing the work and building up from the inside so that the next cycle, you will be at the strongest point of spirituality that you have been in yet. You know how to use your intuition, you know when it's time to take a rest and listen to your body in order to restore so that you can be at your peak. You know how to cut cords with people who drain your energy. You know everything you need to know about how to protect your energy and the best way to walk a path that is in alignment with your purpose.

Basically, you have all of the tools and now you are ready to go out there and apply them. Even if you didn't feel like it as a kid or even if you lost touch with your inner child along the way, you have definitely reconnected with them. Maybe it's been a long time since you felt confident about yourself, but you're ready to come out of the cave.

You can get in touch with your inner child by standing your ground and standing up for what you believe in as well as standing up for yourself. You are all you need to determine what is best for you and not anybody else.

Your inner child wants you to receive the message that you are fully capable of taking care of yourself, of achieving your own personal success and independence. That you deserve to cherish yourself and have days where you splurge. That self-care is always going to be super important because you need to remember that you should always put yourself first. There's nothing selfish about that. Your inner child wants what is best for you because your inner child is you.

You can continue to heal your inner child by accepting this new transformation where you will be tested or you will be put into situations where you need to apply your spiritual skills and tools. By continuing to let go of any fear associated with change, to let go of any past negative habits that would keep you from sharing your life with the world. And also realize that you don't have to be the same person throughout life. It doesn't make you fake if you change. It doesn't make you fickle. It's called growth. You are at an important moment where you are transforming and changing because of the work you've done. You should be celebrating. Now's the time to get excited for this change as opposed to fearing it.

Your inner child wants you to know that this is absolutely the best time to tell yourself how awesome you are, how talented you are, how brave, how smart, and how you deserve everything. You don't need to listen to anybody else but the voice inside you, which includes your inner child who will always be your biggest cheerleader. You've got this.

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radiorumble · 1 month

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Was thinking about if you were besties with Alastor, what would be a good trigger for a fight, and how would he react to it if you were someone he wasn't willing to physically hurt, or socially ruin.

Alastor seems like the sort of guy who at some point or another would think he has the right to tell you what to do, and when you say no, or disagree, he doesn't expect it. When you set a boundary he doesn't appreciate, or that he can't help but take personally, I can see him pushing back, going into the habit of trying to get the upper hand, to show he's the one who ultimately calls the shots. You're in his life, not the other way around[his subconscious tells itself].

You've both had a rather agreeable friendship, your interests aligned, and the time and energy you wanted to give each other matched up. When you disagreed it was often playful and easy going, you're different people who respected each other, but this time he told you to listen to him, you say no casually thinking this is like any other simple disagreement, but a switch flips, "That's wasn't a request." he says, and that's what crosses a line. Since when does he think he can TELL you what to do? So you stand your ground. Alastor wouldn't hurt you, his dearest friend, nor would he try to disrupt your life, he's too dignified for that, and you've done nothing so truly offensive as to cause him to destroy the life you've made here in Hell. So his only real punishment is his absence and pretending like he couldn't care less, but you've known him for decades, you know he's being petty and proud. You know he's expecting you to come back and apologize, and maybe he'll backtrack what he had told you to do, but he can't be the one to admit he was wrong. He'll go as far as trying to convince you that you were just a good hang, a fun way to pass the time, but surely it won't be difficult to live without you. He says that not because he means it but because he knows it'll hurt to hear after everything you've been through. That for him, you were just a way to stay occupied. Doesn't really matter if you believe him or not, to hear a friend say that, while looking into your eyes and plastering his most sincere and sadistic grin on his face, a part of you can't help but worry that maybe he's telling the truth. You have two options, stand your ground and hope he'll realize he's wrong and apologize, or give him what he wants.

Not giving in means you're risking that his pride, his sense of stability, won't crumble if it means giving up control. Maybe whatever he told you to do had to do with him feeling like he was protecting you, or keeping you out of something that could reveal how weak he actually is[as a person, as someone beholden to a contract]. So in his mind, he convinces himself you're being naive, that by not listening you risk him losing you, or seeing you hurt. He wasn't able to help the one person he cared about growing up, he couldn't protect his mother, he can't risk caring about things that can be used against him or taken away. If you won't listen, then you're a liability. His friendship with you was fine so long as you kept out of trouble, lived your simple life, and were available when he was bored, but now you won't listen to him when clearly he knows best. You worry if you let this petty issue fester, he'll actually convince himself he really doesn't need you anymore, that you don't actually matter, and that you'll really lose him.

So how big is your sense of pride? Look past these flaws, and just do as he says, setting in motion a change in your dynamic, knowing he may only get worse. Or are your boundaries worth maintaining, thus leading to the long grieving of a decades long friendship as he distances himself more and more in his pursuit of power and control.

#When it's fiction I don't mind a little toxicity #sure lets just say you see his wounded inner child and thats enough of a reason to put up with his more toxic traits bc “devotion”#we all love some fictionally intense devotion dont we?#Indulging feels good after a rough day at work #radio demon #freyja #alastor x reader #alastor x oc #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel oc #hazbin hotel fanart #alastor hazbin hotel #my art

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