#in retrospect i woulda gone to homecoming in freshman year but how was i supposed to fucking know both my best friends would move

[tigercomplex]

real fucking mad the only school dance ive gotten to go to is the fucking eight grade one but like, shoutout to that one girl i was classmates with that danced with me for a few minutes

#in retrospect i woulda gone to homecoming in freshman year but how was i supposed to fucking know both my best friends would move #not sure why she asked me too but maybe its because she knew i was a fucking socially awkward pansy and didnt want me to feel left out #i mean her plan worked. i was a little embarrassed but i had fun #and you know like while im at it #im also fuckin mad i only went to like one or two sports games and both were in middle school #if i had shit my way id just be ON the soccer team but no </3 trans person with controlling parents hours #like i GET my life doesnt have worth based on how much stuff i did in school. but its like #i hardly did anything else #like i played games and be sad and never talked to anyone and never let people talk to me #it makes me feel like i wasted time i can never get back #i WOULD have gone to prom. but you know.