#in recovery

[angelnumber27]

Hi baby angels 😇 it’s about to be that time where I need help with getting a couple of my medications soon! It’s within a few days that I will be running out and I didn’t want to wait until the very last day/moment to try to scramble for a way to pay for them.

My cshapp is $juliagw :)

I have Venmo as well as PayPal, please DM me if you want my usernames to either of those and are interested in helping me 🙂

I am also selling content right now because I need my medications and I am hot. DM me if interested. You can see what I look like here

I need $80 total for the medications I need please help if you can.

I can make art for you if you want please just lmk what y’all are interested in <3

Thank you everyone so so so much 🖤 I’m so lucky and grateful to have and be surrounded by such a wonderful community on here.

#if you can help out please do I appreciate each and every one of you SOO much #financial assistance #recovery #medical #medications #please help if you are able :) . I do not want to go into withdrawal #every bit helps #dm me if you wanna buy hot shit #don’t b shy <3 #I need my meds babe hahah #in recovery #mental illness #mental health #medication #prescription medication #upload #please help #please give what you can #xoxoxoxoxo #I’m so sorry I love y’all so much I’m working on getting to a place where I can manage working #like.. physically and mentally/emotionally #and build my muscles back up #my atrophy is rly rly bad but I’ve been trying to strengthen my body slowly. bc when I go too hard w it it’s horribly sore next day #and then four days after that #addiction recovery

[whysogloomyroomie]

This girlie is 5 days clean of SH. I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE IT. I don't miss it??? I am so incredibly proud of myself. F* u mental illness

#proud #pride #sh #sh recovery #recovery #in recovery #depression #positivity #win #a win is a win

[soft-fella]

me when i gain. four pounds :3

#minors dni #don’t think abt how it took me a month to do it ok we are. #baby steps #trying our best #in recovery #etc etc etc

[cottagegay]

Autistic Trans Man in Recovery Needing Financial Help

Hello all! That's right, just like it says on the tin, I am an autistic trans man in recovery from substance abuse and alcholism in need of financial help. Most specifically I have been spending these months in recovery/sobriety reorienting my life and getting things in order for myself to be in a better place than I have ever been. There have been good days and bad days, but I am still going regardless.

I am currently going through a program to go into trade school and things are going well! I've taken my aptitude test and have two seperate entities who are willing to reach out for work in the short term until I am able to start my apprenticeship. Problem is, the process could take up to two weeks before I get a call back and possible job opportunities.

In the mean time, I have needs that have to be met:

- Food & water.

- Transportation to medical care namely gender affirming care/HRT and my first ever OBGYN appointment to date.

- Transportation to temp work when it becomes available to me.

- Apprenticeship licensing fees/training fees/other application and set up fees.

I will include below the cut specifics of my situation and costs but if you are able and willing to give even a small amount my PayPal is one of the easiest ways to give. I also have venmo, zelle, and cashapp if you want to message me directly for information.

Tldr for below the cut; My rent is taken care of but I have an upcoming doctor's appointment I will have to Uber too costing about $60-$80 round trip and a $20 apprenticeship licensing fee that needs to be finished before I can get my job as well as costs to keep myself fed before I can get this job. Anything helps!

So! To get to the nitty gritty! I have an upcoming OBGYN appointment (my first ever) on Sept 19th. Due to it being at an LGBT+ outreach center and my qualification of being in sober living the appointment itself is free. Problem is, any follow up treatments and most notable *transportation* isn't. Where I'm currently located there is no access to public transportation and no one able to transport me, basically just leaving ride share as my only option.

This is the current estimate for a one way trip to the clinic. Prices can change depending on surge pricing, available riders, and so forth. Having had to take this exact trip before I've seen it range from as low as $29 to $40. I might be able to call in a favor to be picked up by someone after the appointment but have no one to rely on to get me to the appointment. This appointment and any food costs take utmost priority with any money given as this is my health and well being.

The next priority would be the apprenticeship licensing. I am required to have this to begin working as a full apprentice in the trade I am going to school for. In the meantime I can work as a helper for lesser pay but can't start the schooling part of the program without the license to work.

The cost for licensing is $20 and is the bare minimum of what I need to have done before starting work. Other fees I can work on paying and doing after I begin work but include things like OSHA 10 certification (~$40), and hand tools (~$100). These are NOT musts or time sensitive!!! Just context for what money will go toward once my needs are met.

Finally, transportation to and from temporary jobs: I have a bike and have been getting myself where I need to go that way. Problem is this can be exhausting and just unreasonable for jobs that can be more than an hour out while riding under less than ideal circumstances (busy roads, highways, alongside traffic, adverse weather, etc) any extra money will be going toward ride shares to get to work (most rides average about $7~15 one way) or allow me to help others with gas in exchange for rides. For context, once I am able to work for the trade school I already have two seperate employers who have offered to transport me to and from job sites until I have been able to save up enough to begin getting my license and car.

At the end of the day, every little bit helps! I can't explain how despite all of this, how good it feels to be in a much better place now than I have been in years. I am healthier mentally and physically and emotionally than I have ever been and I am on my way to be starting a career and living a true adult life. I just need to learn to ask for help in constructive ways to get there.

If you managed to read all of this, thank you, and feel free to reach out for details I'll be happy to give! Thank you.

#asking for money #paypal #donation post #I fully posted this first with no tags bc I am dumb and a little worried even asking for money rn (: #don't know if this will even show up in tags now but uhhhh #boost please? #every little bit helps #in recovery #actually autistic #donation #boost

[ghosst-girl]

as you dance against the breathing wall, my claws are out, I want to feel it all,

feel it crawl inside you, changing shape

take out your breath and feel you come awake ✨

#lyrics #selfie #ghosstgirl #tumblr girls #girls of tumblr #bitches brew #crosses #deftones #chino moreno #curiosity killed the cat #sobriety #substance abuse #in recovery

[theaddictspoetry]

It's a constant battle inside, where all the flowers ave died, where is there to hide, from the demons that roam inside?...

@theaddictspoetry

#battle #constant battle #recovery #recovering #recovering addict #addiction recovery #bpd #bpd recovery #in recovery #sober life #sobriety #addiction quotes #recovery poems #recovery quotes #addict in recovery #addiction #addict #addiction awareness #overdose awareness #recovery is possible #sober #sosober is sexy

[coldbreathwarmheart]

i've made a space to feel safe in. piles of books, and artwork on the walls. i haven't forgotten how bad it used to be. it's been two years since i chose my recovery; two years since those half-alive days, my old green overalls, hopelessness and summer heat.

my nutritionist told me, at the end of that summer, "i love seeing you smile. do you remember the first time we met? you sat here on the sofa and you looked so scared and sad. it was a while before you smiled- and when you did, i thought, Oh, there she is."

i had to find myself, maybe for the first time. i can't remember if i was really a person before my recovery, or just a mess of mental illness, going through the motions. i had to learn to love myself, my floppy thighs and my not-flat stomach. a friend of mine once said, "fat ass is a mindset!!!" and every time i think of that, i laugh and feel better.

no one could promise me that i'd be ok. they could only promise to stay by my side. i still felt so very alone. but i lived. sometimes i'm still not sure how; other times i know it's because i wouldn't give up. no matter how bad it got, how dark my days were, how much i hated myself, i wouldn't give up.

you have to become a safe place for yourself. you have to love your body for carrying you through it all. and it takes time, god it takes time, but you will be ok.

look at me, trying to promise things that i never would have believed. sometimes still, i'll stop in the middle of something, surprised that i'm alive. i have never wished that away. i want you to feel this way, too.

#writblr #in recovery

[aidenwaites]

Charlie's weight gain is everything to me 😔❤️

#he's meant to be a little hollow-looking when you first meet him and a lot warmer and fuller when he's started making real progress #in recovery

[aliensuperstarfreaky]

picture this: i'm trying to recover from my lifelong ed and i decide to make breakfast for the first time in probably two weeks... i decide to make a strawberry banana smoothie with two pieces of sourdough bread and like four apple slices. my mother with dis0rdered e@ting comes downstairs, looks at my plate while i'm minding my business eating and says "that's so much bread, you eat too many carbs and complain about gaining weight."

WHAT THE FUCK😃

mind you, i've gained around twenty lbs since living with her and it's already been so hard to come to terms with it. i was so malnourished when i lived on my own and i'm not even fat, i'm actually at a healthy weight for myself but FUCKKK she makes me want to restrict again.

#ed recovery #tw ana diary #ana rant #tw ed rant #ana trigger #ed not sheeren #⭐️ving #generational curses #e4ting dis0rder #in recovery

[melisssg99]

Trigger Warning: ED

My mother just sent me an old video from back when I was in the middle of my ED, and she told me how great I looked.

( It looked like I was at a healthy weight, but I wasn't healthy at all, and she knows this!)( Compliments like that really feel like a gut punch)

#personal #trigger warning #tw #recovery #in recovery #please be safe #dont hurt yourself #stay safe #stay strong #♡

[katimorton]

We often think of fear as something as simple as the fear of spiders or being afraid of heights, but what about the fears that block us in life? Or the debilitating fears that lead to insecurities, resentments, comparing, low patience, the list goes on. I'm talking about the deep rooted fears that come from our childhood or life experiences - fears like afraid of not being good enough, fear of not being liked, fear of failing or failure, fear or scared of rejection and the list goes on. The truth is that these fears block us every single day - we may be afraid to take that risk at work, or have fear keep us in unhealthy relationships (both friendships and intimate relationships), or fear may say we need to buy this specific dress to impress these people, fear or scared of being alone or abandoned by friends or a partner, or that we need to do this career because the other could lead us to failure. These types of fears can lead us to obsessive thinking, feeling stressed in our daily lives or living with constant anxiety - anxious about how people may see us or what they may think of us. How many times have you been driven by these types of fears? Let me know in the comments.

#fearless #fear #psychology #therapy #mental health #recovery #help #kati morton #katimorton #trauma #aa #na #in recovery #Youtube

[whysogloomyroomie]

Happy one week sh free to me

#clean #sh recovery #sh #tw sh #cw sh #self harm #mentalhealth #recovery #in recovery #mh

[wound3dh3al3r]

Made it to 30 days CLEAN on my 30th birthday!!! Don’t plan on ever looking back either! God is good. It’s just believing that I am worth the recovery and deserve the healthy lifestyle! It’s a new way of life, fasho.

#30th #birthday #personal #that’s me #girls gone clean #drug addict #in recovery #fuck meth #girls in recovery #sober journey #girl #birthday girl #vibes #clean 30 #fuck a dirty 30 #positive manifestation #healing #and the story begins #for you #fyp

[ididoktoday]

I can be ok today. Happiness is an inside job.

I can be ok today. Happiness is an inside job.

I can be ok today. Happiness is an inside job.

#self care #self love #mental health #recovery #therapyworks #positive mental attitude #kindness #spread kindness #kind notes to self #recovering people pleaser #early recovery #recovering perfectionist #recovering addict #recovering workaholic #recovering from trauma #trauma recovery #mental illness recovery #recovering alcoholic #recovering #in recovery #ed recovery

[cyber-tree]

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 some info 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊

hi im tree - 21 - non-binary lesbian - they/them - communist - bookworm - psych student - texan-irish hybrid - dx bipolar 1, PTSD, Anxiety - possible BPD or Autism - scorpio sun - capricorn rising - aquarius moon

Some of my interests include...

𓍊 death + other morbid/macabre topics 𓋼 politics 𓍊 LGBTQ+ topics + history 𓋼 psychology + mental health 𓍊 occult + magick + tarot 𓋼 foraging + identification 𓍊 psychedelic + rock + indie music 𓋼 art + poetry 𓍊 cooking + baking 𓋼 cats + other critters

𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 DNI 𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 minors, fascists, TERFS/transphobes, homophobes, bigots of any kind, ableist people, transmeds, creeps or chasers, new age spiritualists or followers of rule of three, racists, liberals, misinfo spreaders, pro-ed content, pro self-destruction or self harm content or content against recovery, people who are rude, misogynists, pedos or age-play or sexualizing minors.

i decided to make this post to be more active on tumblr. I've been on tumblr for 8 years but haven't been a regular user for the past few years and want to engage with cool like-minded ppl :p

#actually bipolar #info #about me #actually ptsd #in recovery #macabre #witchblr #lesbian #nonbinary #psychology #marxism #foraging #occult #cooking #actually mentally ill #marxist feminism #sapphic

[ghosst-girl]

world was on fire and no one could save me but you,

strange what desire makes foolish people do ✨🖤

#stone sour #wicked game #corey taylor #lyric posting #girls on tumblr #in recovery #addict #substance addiction #2 years sober #ghosstgirl #curiosity killed the cat #selfie #baby #subby brat