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marklikely · 8 months
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ok u know that fake 80s horror movie meme that people did on tiktok well aside from the blatant goncharov plagiarism i feel like the idea isnt inherently bad but trying to convince people the movie is real while giving it an obscure and therefore easily googleable name like zapotha is unwise. like goncharov was always openly fake but the video said they want to convince people zepotha is real. too easy to fact check imo.
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mantisgodsdomain · 4 months
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We're going to talk about our cool vampire guy headcanons again. We like to set Monsieur Scarlet as a member of Solenopsis invicta, albeit a very unconventional example of the species. As a fire ant, technically, he is venomous - however, he's not actually had venom production online for decades, and at this point the cost for Making That Bite Work Again far outweighs the perceived benefit.
Would it be directly useful for his survival to be capable of injecting people with venom that causes intense burning sensations? Yes, probably, especially since he's at a scale where the swelling induced would probably take out an arm for hours at a time. He's just not going to fix it, because that takes life force that he could be using for other purposes, like breathing, or keeping his heart running, or having an emergency teleportation stock so that he can fling himself a metre or two in any direction when need be.
#we speak#bug fables#he's brazilian#if you are familiar with this species then it may be because they are INCREDIBLY invasive in like. everywhere theyve been ported#it is partially a joke on how incredibly broadly our version of scarlet travels#hes probably run into a good few other colonies of his species but with how our hc awakening Works he might not have recognized them#and he doesnt precisely hang around long enough to learn about these things#generally members of the species would be a lot more pigmented but wizard biology is weird and scarlet is weirder#which is to say that he's spent a very very long time healing back damage with investments in life force#and cutting down the body running fund enough that he can try to exist in areas that dip below 20 degrees celsius#and these things in combination as it turns out kind of fuck up pigment production in a major way#magic changes your colors much in the same way that mutations usually work#which is to say “it doesn't necessarily change That Specifically but color is one of the least lethal things that can be altered here”#it takes relatively little to change pigment production and Being A Different Color is relatively unlikely to kill you#not that it doesnt affect your life at all but it will not kill you outright and thats really all that needs to be done#he started out a sort of red-brown color and then his carapace just sort of didnt darken like it should normally#and then he wound up on the run and he slowly color shifted to pink over the course of several decades#depending on which canon we're operating in he may have also just totally lost all pigment on one occasion#when he took an unplanned nap and then wound up horror movie-ing some random researchers after losing his higher brain functions#and also a lot of other general functions. like bodily ones. like producing pigment at all.#dont need that underground but he walked out into the light and got flashbanged and immediately decided to not do that again#as it turns out. pigment production is important for some things. like sun protection. you want to be capable of being in the sun.
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yutaleks · 29 days
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let me out, I'm starving
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yuuta x female reader, length: 4.0K CWs: yandere // reader and Nobara are eating food // explicit sex // allusions to rough sex/roleplay A/N: This is a repost but I have combined it with another post and edited it so this is much longer than the original post I made on my old blog. banner by @/cafekitsune.
Part of Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing series
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“He what?”
You wince as you’re met with Nobara’s screech right beside you, and choose to ignore her outcry coupled with the clattering of dropped chopsticks. You punctuate your willful silence with another mouthful of noodles, and Nobara continues to gape at you with an accusatory stare.
It’s “girls night” as she so eloquently (forcefully) declared naught but a few minutes ago, showing up to your shared apartment with takeout and a mission. 
Said mission? 
Getting you to quit seeing that situationship of yours, Yuuta Okkotsu.
It’s not that he is a bad guy per se; he’s incredibly polite, with a voice and countenance so sweet and timid anyone would find him charming. But he gives Nobara the creeps. She swears if you ever turned up missing, his basement would be the first place to check. 
(The second time she said that to you, your first thought was to wonder if his basement wasn’t so bad a place to be).
You don’t have it in you to confront the fact that she’s right: Yuuta is weird. 
Outwardly, there wasn't actually anything weird about him when you first met. He's handsome—not 'People Magazine's Top 100 Sexiest Men' handsome, but handsome enough to get your attention. He dressed inconspicuously, stuck to the back of classrooms, and kept mostly to himself. But he had friends, that much you knew from the times you'd seen him around. And he was always kind: opening doors for you, offering you a smile, and later sticking around and chatting with you as acquaintances would, once you got more friendly. He wasn't exactly serial killer material; not to the exaggerated level that Nobara had placed him in the very first time you ever mentioned an interest in him. Sure he was a bit of a loner, but that wasn't a crime.
It took a few more intimate encounters for you to find that Nobara's intuition wasn't far off. Despite her disinterest in them, she's never wrong about men, it seems.
It’s the eyes. 
He has this stare that roots you in place, that makes the bones beneath your skin feel like the layers around them aren’t thick enough to hide away from him. You wonder if he can see the reds and yellows of your bone marrow beneath the layers of compacted calcium. 
Just that deep, endless blue looking down at you makes your knees too weak to stand. As confident a person as you are, you're reduced to a newborn fawn, struck down to the earth with no strength in its feet. Those first few moments where you're bare beneath him it's like you've never taken a step and are too afraid to. But the fear has never pushed you away—in fact, it’s only drawn you nearer to him, your body a willing addict as it asks for more, more, more. 
It's like a person who's afraid of heights becoming addicted to skydiving. The fear is there, it's heavy on your chest when you look down and out of the plane. But you come back and make the jump—over and over, the adrenaline and fear a nitrous; an incredible blood rush.
Perhaps any other prey animal would feel skittish in the presence of a predator such as him, even if he's tamed. But it doesn’t work on you, not entirely. He makes your skin crawl but your heart race, like watching a horror movie from the comforts of the sticky, dirty seats of a cheap movie theater. The seats aren’t remotely comfortable but the movie’s too good to tear your eyes away.
Besides, you wouldn't get up and dash out of a movie theater for being scared. The threat is contained. The movie isn't real, no matter how much adrenaline rushes through your veins—at least, your mind is convinced that it can't hurt you. Because the serial killer or the scary zombie in the screen can't jump out at you, can't actually harm you... can it?
Anyway, that’s what it feels like to be with Okkotsu Yuuta. 
Everything he does seems to be both gentle and intense, purposeful and impertinent, yet mindful and considerate. Like he's apologetic for taking up space, for existing, but not so for feeling. He's unapologetically a bleeding heart, and he offers it to you. It makes for a dangerous combination—a man with no self-preservation, but the most intense hunger imaginable. More than once had he compared his desire for you to starving. And you believe him, having felt the intensity of his feelings in the strength of his grip and the bite of his teeth.
He’s never done anything to truly make you fear for your life—but you don’t doubt that he could.
“He asked me to marry him,” you repeat the words after you swallow your noodles. The phrase feels like a foreign language on your tongue, sounds like your speaking through the bottom of a glass bottle. It doesn’t feel real when you say it aloud, not like it felt when he whispered them to you this morning over your shoulder.
“He’s fucking insane,” Nobara guffaws, incredulous. Like it’s the most ridiculous thing she’s ever heard. “You’re not even dating him.”
“I don’t think he cares,” you reply. There’s this weird grin on your face, to Nobara’s horror. Are you even entertaining something so—
“He should. He should ask you to date him—”
“Well we—”
“—do normal shit like going out to dinner or something—”
“But he does take me out—”
“—get down on one knee—no, both his knees—”
“Nobara.”
“—first he needs to beg you for forgiveness for all those fucking bruises—”
“But I—”
“—Then, he needs to promise to stay a hundred feet away from you for at least a year—”
“Nobara, that’s ridiculous. I—”
She holds up a finger. “I’m not done.”
Your shoulders sag as she continues:
“You need at least a year of dating normal guys to remember what normal, not potential serial killer men are like. And then maybe I’ll allow him to breathe the same air as you again. Maybe.”
"He's harmless."
She quirks a brow in silence.
"Okay maybe not harmless, but he never did anything I didn't agree to."
That’s a bit of a lie, but Nobara doesn’t need to know that.
"You know," she starts, as she picks up her chopsticks and starts picking up another pinch of noodles, "You were so innocent before you ever let crazy stick itself between your legs. Normal."
"I resent that."
"It's true!" She stuffs the noodles into her mouth, but continues talking. You've seen each other at rock bottom, so she's way past something as small as talking with her mouth full. "Before Okkotsu you hadn't even shown a guy your tits before. You were a virgin when you met him! Now he's got your wrists tied to his bed and got you calling him nii-san—"
You flush, "That was one time!"
"He's fucking weird! The hickeys you come home with are nasty, dude. What if he's a fucking vampire?"
"That'd be kind of hot."
"You're beyond saving," she sighs into her noodle carton. "No man's dick is that good." When you're silent for more than a beat, she groans. "Okay, even if it is, he's, like, two steps away from chaining you to a radiator or something. Some Ted Bundy shit,"
"That would never happen," you shrug, digging into your noodles once more, "Why would he wanna date me so bad if he just wanted to do some shit like that?"
"He'll Stockholm syndrome you into it. Don't call me when he's got you tied to a toilet."
You chuckle. "You don't know him, okay? He can be a little intense but he's harmless. Devoted, even."
She rolls her eyes. "Yeah, yeah, spare me the story about him eating you out the entire night on the first date, okay. I refuse to be jealous of you and him."
"It was amazing though," you grin like a fool. "I think he's more into eating pussy than sex."
"Yeah, yeah, whatever. Okkotsu supposedly being the world's number one munch aside—" she ignores your chuckling, "—what did you tell him when he said that?"
"What, the marriage thing?" She nods, and there's a snap and fizzing sound as she opens a can of beer. "He was literally balls deep in me, what was I supposed to say?"
"Uh, push him off and run the fuck home, maybe? Anyone with sense would," she retorts as she takes a sip of her beer. 
"But I like him."
That has her spitting out her beer dramatically. She is one for theatrics sometimes. "I thought you said you'd never date him."
"I've always liked him! He's just... intense, you know? It put me off before but..."
"But?"
Your thoughts fall back to the early hours of this morning, right before the whole 'marry me' sex thing, when you'd woken up first and got a glimpse of his sleeping face. His lips parted just a little, locks of black strewn across his forehead, an innocence about him that made all those intense, scary moments feel trivial. An unconscious arm around your waist as you cuddled up to his chest, prey safe in the arms of its captor. He'd never hurt you, he'd keep you safe—a feeling as soothing as it is addicting.
You find yourself just as wanting of moments like those as you are of the thrill. Is there ever a moment that you haven't wanted to be in Yuuta's grasp?
As soon as his body began to twitch awake, eyes slowly blinking the sleep away, you had turned over and faced away from him, embarrassed at the way your stomach felt like worms when he stirred to life. The arm around your waist tightened, pulling you closer.
"You stayed."
His voice was thick with sleep, his warm breath fanning against the nape of your neck. Judging by the still dark sky beyond the windows, you'd maybe only fallen asleep for an hour or two. Your eyes widened at the realization that, despite sleeping together for several months, this was indeed the first time you'd slept in his bed after sex. It was what later prompted Nobara's 'intervention' of sorts: her fears that whatever you were doing with Yuuta had reached a point of no return.
"Is that," you paused to clear the sleep from your throat, "Is it okay that I stayed?"
"I always ask you to," he rubbed his palm up the curve of your side. "You can stay in my bed forever," he muttered as he kissed the bruise on your neck, a bite he'd left just a little while ago turning dark as the blood under the skin pooled. "You know I wouldn't mind."
"Yuuta." you angled your head as he continued to mouth at your neck. The way you said his name felt like a warning. Perhaps 'Down dog' would've had the same effect.
"I know," he leaned closer to your back, shameless as his length, hardened, pressed against the back of your thighs. "I'm a little stubborn though... and patient. For you, at least. I'll wait until you say yes."
He always said it like it was inevitable. The question of you agreeing to be with him, for more than just sex, was never a matter of if, but when.
And when he soon after pushed you down gently, propped your hips on one of his pillows, and fucked you lazily from behind as you hid your flustered face into your arms, he wondered if he'd finally had you. Because if he was stubborn you were downright impossible, always immediately rebuking his advances with an 'I'm not ready for a relationship right now' or some similar excuse. To which he'd tuck his tail between his legs and brush off the rejection, man up, and fuck you like he owed you the best night of your life—every fucking time.
But today no such rejection came. He said he'd wait until you'd say yes and you didn't say no. When he soon after had caged in your body with his, his body entirely surrounding yours as he pressed you into his bed, he'd gotten carried away, spurred on by your first lack of rejection in months.
"I wanna marry you," he'd told you as he grinded his hips into your backside. The angle in this position was incredible, you had to bite down on your arm to stop from moaning awfully loud. Yuuta wished you would. "I can't stand the thought of anyone else doing this with you. I think I'd kill them."
"Yuuta," you moan his name into his mouth, and it always sets him off to hear you say it. "D-don't joke around like-like that."
Despite your words, you didn't think he was kidding.
And, you realized, you didn’t think you minded if he wasn’t.
A sound, something like a laugh, or maybe a breath of relief, tumbled out of his throat when you squeezed down on him in response. He'd angled your head to the side, to kiss you roughly, full of bite. You returned his kiss as his words made you a combination of afraid and excited. Would you ever get tired of the feeling?
Yuuta was like a rabid dog collared, restrained only by your previous rejections, and for a moment you wanted to know what all of him felt like. What would a Yuuta Okkotsu be like if he were set free, if he were given the ability to satiate this hunger? Would he finally consume you whole, or would he stop baring his raw, beating heart so desperately and relent?
"I'm not joking," he pulled back a little, just to rest his head against your nape. Every word felt hot as his breath warmed the skin between your shoulder blades. "Wanna be with you—marry you and everything. Whatever you want, I'll do. I don't care how it sounds, I just—"
"It sounds crazy," you replied, not a hint of malice in your words.
"I know, I—"
“I like you, Yuuta.” You interrupted what was sure to be another round of ramblings from him about how badly he wants to be with you. You’d heard it so many times, and slowly but surely each attempt had helped his feelings worm themselves deeper and deeper into your guarded heart.
He, who had you pinned down to the bed under him as he fucked you from behind, tensed up at your confession.
"Just... slow down a little, okay? Dating comes first. Do it properly, yeah?”
“What?” He completely stopped everything, pulling out and sitting on his knees absolutely star-struck.
You turned around underneath him and matched his posture, finding yourself breaking out into a smile at his look of surprise. Of all the things, this was what broke him?
"I like you… I think about you doing this with someone else and get jealous too… you scare me a little, but I like you. But we should date first, I think." 
His lips started to turn up into an incredulous smile. "Can I... be your boyfriend, then?”
In a voice that’s a little too playful to be considered scolding, you replied, ”Will you stop talking about killing people if I say yes?”
Among all the things he’s said to you, about how badly he wants to marry you or how many kids he’d give you, what stood out in your mind was the way he said he’ll kill anyone who stood in his way. But could someone who blushes as hard as he was blushing at that moment, possibly take a life with his bare hands?
He nodded, suddenly feeling sheepish. You’d turned him into a whole different person, practically.
“Then yes… I want you to be my boyfriend. And you can’t be my boyfriend from prison if you kill people.”
He laughed—god, of all things, he couldn’t stop laughing. His arms reached out to you and he cradled your jaw in his big palms. He leaned into you, and even when he kissed you he was laughing, giggling like a fool. Disbelief surrounded the love that made his heart ram against his ribs, and the feeling left him so incredulous he could only laugh.
“I can, as long” kiss “as I” kiss “don’t get caught.” kiss 
He could barely keep his lips off of yours, and as his kisses became deeper, you found yourself being pushed back down into his bed, facing him this time. You wrapped your arms around his neck and let him slot himself between your legs. He held himself up by the forearms, and as his nose brushed against yours, the ends of his hair falling across your cheeks, his eyes found yours again. They were still as captivating as ever.
“Do you really mean it? You have feelings for me?”
His stare was intense, like he was searching for any sign of deception in yours. He found none.
“Yes, I mean it, Yuuta… I really do.”
It’s impossible to explain, even to yourself. How his obsessive feelings somehow had fueled your own—how you spent the days leading up to this seeping in jealousy at the mere thought of anyone else being in the position that you were in now. It made no sense, falling for someone like Yuuta—who’d stalked you, hurt others around you—but somehow it made all the sense in the world.
He slotted his lips against yours again, in a kiss that was absolutely smoldering. He was intense, as always, but it felt different too. An arm hooked around your thigh, hiking it up to his waist, and without even breaking the kiss he quite easily slid his cock back into you, picking up where you’d left off moments before your confession. You moaned against his lips as you lifted your other leg, hooking it around his other side, and felt yourself being pushed up as he carved himself into you once again. Could anyone else mold themselves into you so perfectly the way he does? Would anyone else even be given the chance to try?
“I love you,” he said, forehead pressed against your own. It was not the first time he had said it, nor will it be the last, but certainly it was the first time you’d ever accepted it wholly into your heart. “Please—tell me you love me,” he begged against the throbbing pulse of your throat. He sounded like he would fall apart if you didn’t say it, his soul so weakly held together by his feelings for you.
You’ve come to accept it as a part of him: that as long as Yuuta Okkotsu loves you, you are his entire world.
And right at that moment caged under his arms and pinned down by his gaze, it felt like he was your entire world, too.
“I love y—oh,” you were cut off by your own gasp as every ounce of his strength was suddenly hooked under your knees, pushing your thighs flat to your chest, weighing you down and robbing you of your breath. A whine, like a dying animal, escaped your lips as your body was kneaded and contorted in his heavy palms, pliable like dough. The way he touched you, fucked you—it was so different from before. He’d always done it with a desperation to please you, to convince you that he’s worthy of your love. But now that he had it, he wanted every last drop, and planned to pry it out of you himself.
“Again,” you crossed your ankles at his nape, toes curling as his pelvis made contact with your body. “Say it again—pleaseplease—“
“I love you,” you told him—though it’s less spoken word and more an exhale, your lungs were barely able to take in a breath with the weight that lay on your chest. “S-so don’t—don’t hurt anyone,” you gasped. “I’m right here, Y-Yuuta,” you implored him, eyes wet with unshed tears.
“Thank you,” he breathed into your mouth—for what you were doing was less kissing, and more trading breaths. Your nails dug into the meat of his shoulders, nails like grappling hooks as you hung on for your life. You squeezed down on him, enamored with the beautiful, pitiful strain in his voice, and he smiled. “Thank you, thank you, thank you.”
You’d never felt closer to God in your life.
“I’ve loved you for so long,” he started to mumble, the words barely perceptible to you. His thrusts onto your body didn’t stop, in fact, they only got messier, needier. “So many times I thought you’d let someone else in—someone who wasn’t me—“ he pried your fingers off his shoulders, the bloodied crescents marking his skin. He pinned your hands down to the bed, his fingers slotting perfectly in-between, and squeezed hard enough to tempt your digits to bursting, leaving nothing but bone. “But it had to be me—who else can love you like I do?”
He paused long enough for you to open your eyes, to look into his, so glazed over with lust and devotion that there was no other answer to give. “N-No one—ah—No—“
“I know,” he pressed his forehead to yours as your legs fell to his sides, his eyes closing in rapture. “No one else.”
Was that the side of him that you always refused to see? The rabid animal that keeps itself trained, claws at bay; the raw, unfiltered strength that lies in every inch of his body masked by the tenderness he holds for you. You love it, despite how much you shouldn’t; you love every single fucking moment that this man is turned into an absolute lunatic over you. Perhaps you are just as bad as he is, for reveling in it and allowing him his moments of heresy.
Your brows drew together as you reeled in what could only be described as a whole-body experience: an orgasm that felt like every organ beneath your skin had been squeezed of its juices, pulp rendered and offered to him as you wailed into his mouth. He accepted it with an offering of his own, spilling himself into you when you kissed him. He kept his body as close to you as he could while he trembled, throbbed. His chest heaved against your own; and he kissed you so many times across your face you lost count, the waves and aftershocks of orgasm claiming you both until there was nothing but soft panting and the slightly awkward stare from his blushing, sweaty face.
Your stomach lurched at the sight. If only you could tell the you from a few months ago, the one who was so afraid of being with him, that the only thing to be afraid of is the thought of doing without such devoutness. 
To those who’d ask why you’d kept crawling back to Yuuta’s bedsheets, even after you’d learned the depth of his devotion: once you’ve had a taste of such fervent piety, it’s impossible to imagine a moment without it. 
Color pools over your cheeks as you sift through that memory, much later now, over noodles in front of your best friend Nobara.
"Yeah he's intense but I think it makes my boyfriend even cuter," you smile bashfully. “I don’t want him to feel like that for anyone else… I like that he’s crazy about me… is that weird?”
"Did you just say boyfriend?"
When you nod she shakes her head and groans.
"Fuck, you're just as insane as he is."
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itstheoneshot · 7 months
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Two For One
Summary: Why have just one when you could have both?
Word Count: 8.6k
Pairing: Ricky x Gyuvin x Reader
Warnings: 18+, NSFW, Marking/Biting Kink, Size Kink, Possessiveness, Ownership Kink, Daddy Kink, Threesome
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Bouncing on your heels, you wait at the front door of your friends’ apartment after knocking only a minute ago. You have arrived later than you had planned, and momentarily feel anxious that he may have forgotten your pre-organised visit. You raise your hand to knock again, but just before your fist hits the hardwood, the door swings open and you are greeted with the most breathtaking smile.
“Hi, doll!” Gyuvin smiles, that nickname drives you mental, “I wasn’t expecting you!”
Kim Gyuvin. You are friends with him too, but it wasn’t him that you were planning to visit, but his roommate.
“Gyuvin-oppa,” You beam back at him, “I’d come to see Ricky-gē, is he here?”
Gyuvin rolls his eyes at you, playfully laughing it off with a jokingly toned “What, are you not happy to see me?”
You stare at him with your cutest pout and scowl combination, knowing how easily he folds when you put it on, and that he does, as expected.
“Ricky had a last minute schedule,” Gyuvin explains, as he steps back to allow you space to enter the apartment, “He will be back in a couple of hours if you wanted to wait? I was just about to put on a movie.”
You simply smile with a nod, bowing your head slightly as you follow him inside, “That sounds nice,” You hum, “What were you going to watch?”
Gyuvin grins at you cheekily, his eyes crinkling at the corners, his head tilted slightly to the left, and you suddenly fear what you have set yourself up for. It better not be some rom-com, Gyuvin knows that you hate those, or at least, hate watching them with other people because you don’t want them to see you cry. 
“Just some found-footage horror I saw while scrolling Netflix,” He replies, “Are you in?”
It has been too long since you watched a horror, they don’t particularly shake you, in the sense of thinking about them afterward, losing sleep etc, but you are easy to jump, quick to frighten, and you already anticipate how much Gyuvin is going to tease you for it the entire film.
“Of course,” You reply defiantly, “I’m not afraid.”
Gyuvin laughs as he closes the door behind you, taking his arm over your shoulders, he leads you down the hall towards his bedroom. It is not the first time that you two have watched something together, just the two of you, having been friends for a while now, it isn’t weird or uncomfortable to either of you, to get comfortable in his bed, sitting up with your backs against the wall, waiting for the opening credits to begin.
Barely ten minutes in, and a sudden jump has you screaming in fright, and sends Gyuvin into a fit of laughter, as you instinctively curl into him to protect yourself from the demon in the movie. Although he laughs, Gyuvin holds you close to him, his warmth reminding you that there is nothing to be afraid of. You breathe him in for a moment before lifting your head to watch the movie again, but this time you don’t move away from your position in his arms.
Your relationship with Gyuvin is strange, but not dissimilar to yours with Ricky too. Nothing has ever happened between you, but there has always been an inkling of desire, an unspoken, un… acted upon, attraction. You are reminded of this as you cuddle up close to him, but you don’t say a word, pretending to ignore the way that your heartbeat speeds up as your head rests against his shoulder.
“Are you sure you aren’t too scared?” He teases you, ten minutes later when you scream again, this time burying your face in his chest, “Do you want me to turn it off?”
You shake your head, but don’t look up at first, not until he lifts your chin with two fingers, forcing you to make eye contact. No longer afraid, the second that you look into his eyes, but your heart races for a whole other reason.
Before you have a chance to speak, he kisses you, and you kiss him back as if it were second nature. Desire burns in you, as his stupidly large and masculine hand cups your cheek, the other holds you by the waist, fingertips digging in hard enough to make you gasp, giving him the freedom to taste you, his tongue practically half-way down your throat. It is messy, hot, and desperate, your fingers tangling in his hair as you try to get even closer.
He guides you onto your back, and you are suddenly reminded of just how much bigger he is than you, as he fits between your legs, and you cross your ankles behind his knees.
“Babydoll,” He murmurs breathlessly, leaning back just to look at you, “You’re just so little.”
You realise from his tone, and from the darkness in his eyes that you have never seen before, that he likes that, a lot, and so do you. You feel powerless in a way that sends heat surging to your core, a pathetic whimper escaping you instead of words, as he leans down to kiss you again. This time is even hotter, the hand on your cheek now moves to your throat, and the one on your waist is now under your shirt. The skirt you are wearing has ridden up, your legs fully exposed, wrapped tightly around him as he grinds into you.
He pulls you up by your neck, to the point that you can’t breathe, but he lets go so that he can pull your shirt up over your head, and allows you to take his top off too. You don’t have time to think about whether you have seen him shirtless before, but if you had, it was never this close up, and holy fuck, he is unreal. His proportions are insane, so tall, lean and lanky, your hands are all over him as he pushes you down again and he leans in to kiss your neck.
You throw your head back into the pillow, arching your spine with a pitiful moan as he bites down, right up close to your ear. Your nails drag down his back as he makes quick work to mark you, leaving bright red indents all the way down to your shoulder, and slowly across your chest. He slips a hand under you, unfastening your bra with nimble fingers, pulling the item off you so that he can then focus attention on your breasts. His hands dwarf every part of you, and it is driving you both crazy.
“Oppa~” You cry as he sucks a mark onto your breast, “Fuck… more, I want more.”
Gyuvin chuckles before sinking his teeth into you again, “Patience, doll… you’ll get your fix, I promise.”
You whine, whimper and moan as he makes a mess of you, until he too can’t take anymore, the bulge in his pants too much to handle, and from the outline alone, you wonder if it will be too much for you, too.
Gyuvin catches you staring, and he moves up so that you can feel his hardness against your inner thigh, it is enough to get you dripping.
“You’re so big, oppa,” You pout at him, eyes wide and innocent, “Are you going to break me?”
He bites his lip, momentarily trying to hold himself back, though the temptation is too strong, you have him so close without doing anything more than putting on a little aegyo. Gyuvin is almost embarrassed about how badly you have him worked up, but when he reaches down to remove your skirt and panties and sees just how fucking wet you are, that feeling completely disappears.
“I fear I might, babydoll,” He smirks as he leans back to pull his pants down, his underwear coming off with it, “I will at least try to be gentle.”
Your jaw drops when you see what you are up against. His cock is bigger than any you have seen, thick and veiny, the length damn near comparative to your forearm, and your mouth salivates at the sight. It is going to hurt, of that you are most certain, but you want it, more than anything right now.
Both fully naked, the make out session grows hotter, with Gyuvin’s hand between your legs, toying at your entrance, the tips of his fingers slicked and he hasn’t even entered you yet.
“Already so wet?” He teases, “You make this so easy for me.”
You haven’t processed the implication of his words before he enters you with both his middle and index fingers. Long, slender, and he curves them at just the right angle to have you cry out. You grip tightly to him, whining into the kiss as you get used to the initial stretch, trying to prepare you for what is to come when his cock will be inside of you instead.
“You just turn me on so much, oppa,” You mumble when he pulls back to stare at you, scissoring his fingers to get you wetter, “Covered in your marks, so little under you, do you like it too?”
Your words awaken something in him, an animalistic demeanour that has him pull his fingers out of you, only to thrust straight in with his cock instead, as deep as he can fit, hitting your cervix and causing you to scream.
He holds still for a moment, your breathing is staggered as he leans back again to take in the sight of you, tears in your eyes as you beg your body to adjust to the sheer size of him. You have definitely never taken a cock this big, and when you glance down you see that there is still so much of him that hasn’t even entered you.
“Breathe for me, little one,” He soothes you, gently caressing your lower stomach, your hips, and down to your thighs, “Relax, it’s okay.”
You nod, gulping before you try to steady your breathing, assuring yourself that it feels good to be filled like this, although you can’t really think straight. He pulls out slowly, before thrusting into you again, and this time you see stars as he fills you up once more, his gaze never leaving yours, inspecting you, making sure that you are okay, and that you know he is holding back.
“Harder, oppa,” You whine, impatient and needy despite the burning sting, “You don’t have to be so gentle.”
He moans low in his chest as he finds a steady rhythm, one hand on your shoulder to hold you still as each thrust threatens to push you further up the bed, his other hand is balled in a fist in your hair at the base of your scalp. He leans down to kiss you again, biting at your bottom lip as your moans escalate in volume and intensity.
Gyuvin kisses along your jawline, and tugs your hair to tilt your head back to give him access to your neck. He begins marking you again, feverishly claiming and defiling you, as he continues to fuck you with a desire that is almost indescribable. 
You are malleable for him, so easy to manoeuvre, he rolls over onto his back, and brings you up on top of him. He doesn’t pull out for a second, keeping you full, and him deep, as he thrusts in from under you, and you press your forehead to his as pleasure washes over you with your first orgasm, coming swiftly and without warning, you shake in his arms, cunt clenching as his moans get louder to match.
“God, just look at you,” He groans, guiding you to sit up, knees either side of his hips, “Such a good little fuck toy, so much fun to play with.”
He moves his hands to your hips to keep you stable, and finds he can reach around completely to touch his fingertips together, his hands splayed across you only feeding into his kink further. He helps you bounce on his cock, your breath catching in your throat with strangled moans each time that you take him in, and Gyuvin stares intently at the inches of his cock that don’t fit even when you can’t go down anymore.
“Feels so good,” You stutter, “You’re so strong, oppa, love it when you fuck me like this, do you like it too?”
You rest your hands on his shoulders, leaning forward a bit so that you can ride him better. This new angle has your legs shaking almost instantly, orgasm nearing much faster than you had expected. Your eyes well with tears as you try to hold it back, wanting to wait until Gyuvin is ready this time, wanting to cum when he does.
“I love it, babydoll,” He replies, “I’m close, are you going to cum again for me, too?”
Nodding furiously, your body begins to seize, answering for you without words. Your orgasm tears through you with twice the intensity of the last, as Gyuvin fucks you harder through it, though his rhythm falters as his cock twitches, his own release following just moments after yours. He fills you with his seed, the warm sensation noticeable as the last few thrusts have him leaking out of you, too full to take in anymore. 
As he slows down, you collapse forward so that your head rests on his chest up by his collarbone. Your breathing is heavy and laboured, your head spinning as you try to calm down after the most intense sex you have had since you can remember. Gyuvin kisses your forehead, carding his fingers through your messy hair as he too tries to catch his breath, though he is not quite ready to pull out just yet.
“Holy shit,” He breathes, “That was incredible.”
You look up at him, eyes glassy, glazed over with the remnants of the orgasm euphoria, “So fucking good.”
Gyuvin gently guides you off him, chuckling as you whimper at the loss, suddenly feeling barren and empty without his giant cock plugging you up. You feel his cum dripping from you, but couldn’t care less about making a mess of his bed, that is the least of your worries.
“I need to shower,” He sighs, “I have to leave… like really soon, for my own schedule.”
You are reminded in that moment, of why you were there in the first place. To see Ricky, who is currently out, but surely will return soon, and you are thankful that he didn’t come home any earlier. 
Gyuvin kisses you again before he gets up, and you roll over onto your back, splayed out on the bed as you listen to the water running in the shower in the next room. You wait a few minutes before getting up too, and you gather your clothes before heading to the main bathroom down the hall. You feel his cum dripping down your legs, and it makes you whimper, speeding your steps up to make it to the bathroom without leaving a mess behind.
You clean yourself to the best of your ability, but your hair is still a mess, at least to your usual standard, and the hickeys on your neck are still visible despite every attempt to cover them. You leave the bathroom just as Gyuvin walks out into the hall, striding up to you in only a few steps, with those crazy-long legs of his. He wraps his arms over your shoulders and pulls you close to him, kissing you on the forehead once before letting you go.
“That was fun,” He chuckles, “I’ve gotta go, but I might still see you when I get back?”
You giggle at the implication, unsurprised that he is insatiable, “I’ll see you then.”
You walk with Gyuvin to the door to see him off, before retreating to the kitchen to get yourself a glass of water. It won’t be long now until Ricky is back, and you start to feel a little nervous. You aren’t sure that you want him to know that you just had sex with Gyuvin, but you can’t quite pinpoint just one reason as to why that is.
——————
Leaning back against the kitchen counter for some time, you hear the front door open, and giggle to yourself as you picture the two men passing each other on the road as one leaves and the other returns.
“Gēgē!” You call out, your voice whiny and cute just for him as you leave the kitchen and head out to the hallway, “I missed you!”
Ricky rolls his eyes, but quickly joins you, picking you up off the floor and spinning you around before placing you back down onto your feet. You gaze up at him, admiring his features, happy to be with him again. It’s not like you haven’t spoken, but a few weeks have passed since you saw him in the flesh, and you are usually inseparable best friends, so this is nice.
“I missed you, xiaomei,” He replies, his voice deep and sultry, hoarse from what you assume must have been a singing schedule, “Come around more often, okay? Don’t make me wait so long.”
“I’m sorry,” You pout at him as he tucks your hair behind your ear, “Work has been crazy, our schedules always clash.”
Ricky’s gaze narrows in, and you instantly realise what he is seeing. Red marks litter your neck, and you quickly try to readjust your hair to hide it.
“What do you want to do?” You ask in an attempt to distract him, “You’re surely tired, right?”
“A little,” He replies, as he links his arm with yours, “Should we go back to watching that weird anime we started last time you were here?”
You walk together to his bedroom, with you leaning into him a little for support, emotional more than physical, though it is a little hard to walk. Ricky puts the pillows up against the wall and gestures to you to join him while he turns the TV on and scrolls through a couple of menu screens before finding the show that you had begun to watch a little while back. 
Tucked under his arm, you make yourself comfortable as the opening credits roll. You rest your hand on his chest as he absentmindedly plays with your hair. It’s nice like this, but you find your thoughts drifting to where you were only an hour or so ago. Ricky’s hands, even bigger than Gyuvin’s, are making you feel a way that you have not felt for him before, but you try to keep your cool, you don’t want to make him uncomfortable, nothing has ever happened between you, and you don’t know whether he would even want to anyway.
You glance up at him to see that he is already staring at you, and that feeling in the pit of your stomach stirs as a result of how piercing his gaze is.
“Everything okay, gē?” You ask him, “You’re not watching?”
Ricky takes a moment to respond, and you become hyper aware of your neck, the fact that he has brushed your hair off it, leaving the skin, and all the marks you so recently obtained, exposed.
“What did you do with Gyuvin?” He asks, his tone is neutral, but you know him well enough to understand the meaning, “You were here a while with him, correct?”
You begin to fluster, you are an awful liar, and you don’t want to lie to your best friend. You also worry about judgement, you don’t want him to think badly of you for what you consensually did.
“I… we… um,” You stutter, confidence falling as you know there is no way out of this, “We… watched a movie.”
You don’t convince him, that is obvious with the way that his fingers trail down your cheek and to your neck, fingertips grazing over the hickey closest to your ear, and then further down. Your skin raises in tiny goosebumps, and you feel your cheeks burning red, flushed and embarrassed to be caught out this way.
“He fucked you, didn’t he?” Ricky presses for an answer, “Don’t lie to me.”
This should be the time for you to stand up for yourself, because you can do what you want, or who you want, but the way that Ricky continues to stare has you backing down so damn easy.
“I mean…” You start, but falter again, “We did, but…”
Ricky draws in a breath sharply, his hand stopping at your shoulder, grip slowly closing to keep you there, although you had not tried to escape, nor were you really planning to. You watch as he processes the concept of you and his roommate, his other best friend, having sex, and you fear for the worst.
“I don’t know how I feel about that,” He replies, “But you should know better.”
His answer confuses you, and it is written all over your face, so you reply, “Know better about what?”
Ricky smirks just slightly, his eyes darkening before he opens his mouth, “You’re mine, kitten, and I don’t want to share.”
Your jaw drops, unsure if you heard him right, and so very stuck on the name that he called you. Kitten. The way that it makes you feel has your eyes glazing over, way ahead of yourself without even being certain that Ricky is insinuating what you hope for.
“Am I?” You ask innocently, sure that this will give you the answer you are searching for, “I didn’t know, you haven’t made me yours yet, have you?”
He moves closer to you, as if there was much space between you in the first place. You feel his breath, hot on your lips and it sends you spiralling.
“All mine,” He tells you, his tone darker than before, threatening, “I’m gonna make sure that you don’t forget it either.”
Your breath hitches as he kisses you, his kisses are harder, much more charged than Gyuvin’s were, though by the second kiss you stop comparing, your entire being now completely focused on and taken over by Ricky instead.
You are powerless under his hold, body moulding to him effortlessly, already so used to being close, and finding it even easier to be closer. He may well be the best kisser you have ever kissed, your entire body reacting as he licks into your mouth, fuck, you already want more.
His hand instinctively finds its way to your throat, gripping with light pressure in more of a warning than anything else, reminding you not to fight back or try to flee, as your fingers tangle in his hair and you wrap a leg over his.
“I’m sorry,” You mumble, as he nips your bottom lip and your mouth falls open, “I’ll make it up to you, I swear.”
He pulls you on top of him, his stare burning deep into your soul, “I’m sure you will, kitten,” He replies, “I know you’ll be good for me, as long as you do what I say.”
You involuntarily whimper as he tugs you down to kiss him again, his hand remaining clasped around your neck, keeping your breathing shallow as he kisses you over and over again. Your hands trail down his chest, feeling his muscles, lean, but defined, clear evidence of how well looked after he is. It’s hot, the tension between you is too much to bear, you are falling and fast.
“I’ll be good,” You manage to choke out, as Ricky’s free hand starts to tug your shirt upwards, “You can do whatever you want to me.”
Ricky smirks at you, and you wonder whether you are going to regret giving him that freedom. You don’t have long to ponder this though, as he lets go of your throat, allowing you to breathe in deeper.
“Strip for me,” He orders, putting his hands behind his head, “I want to see all of you, and then you can undress me too.”
You feel self-conscious, though Ricky has seen you in your swimwear before, fully naked is a whole new level. You feel inferior in comparison to him, his visuals are so breathtaking, though by the way that he looks at you, it is clear that he thinks the world of you too.
To begin undressing you sit back on your knees and slowly pull your shirt up over your head, maintaining eye contact as much as you can. It feels so impure, removing each item of clothing until you are totally bare, marks littering your skin from the encounter you had earlier, and holy fuck you can tell how much Ricky doesn’t like that.
“Gēgē,” You whine, as he holds your wrists to stop you from covering yourself up, “Want to see you too…”
He moves to sit up himself, though you are resting on his thighs, and he directs your hands to take the hem of his shirt, fists balling in the material before you tug upwards, revealing that sculpted chest of his, skin like porcelain, not a single mark or blemish to be found other than a few tiny little moles, each like the lucky stars that you see in the sky living in the city, rare but existent, and so very special.
“Is that better, kitten?” He teases you, catching you staring, “I’m still half-dressed.”
You catch the indication behind his words, and shuffle back to give yourself room to work at his jeans, fingers nimble and quick with the button and fly, grateful as he lifts his hips up for you to tear the denim down his long legs. Now in only black Versace underwear, you feel inferior again, although your black lace set is nice, it is definitely not designer.
“Much better, gē,” You nod, “You’re so…”
Trailing off as you scan his body, well aware of how much he enjoys being praised, having no problems with admiring him, it is so easy when he just looks like that.
“Handsome?” He chuckles, as he pulls you down to kiss him again, fingers knotted in your hair.
“Fēicháng shuài,” You reply, with the limited Mandarin that you have picked up from his incessant need to teach you, repeating it again in English, “So handsome.”
His free hand snakes around to your back, effortlessly unclasping your bra with two fingers, fuck that was hot, before pulling it from you, and proceeding to grab at your chest instead. You moan into his mouth, hot and heavy as you feel him begin to harden under you, shit, are you wet already too?
“Pay attention to only me,” He murmurs, pinching one of your nipples between his thumb and index finger, “I don’t want you looking at anyone else.”
He grinds up into you, yep, you’re definitely wet, and you gasp at how worked up he has you, “I won’t, gē,” You obey him, “Only you, I promise, only you.”
You cry out in shock as he quickly flips you over onto your back, climbing on top of you, he pauses momentarily to tear your panties down, “I don’t want to wait,” He purrs, “I need to claim you.”
His erection is so obvious to you now, thick and long, even through his black underwear the veins are evident, Jesus, is there anything about him that isn’t perfect? You watch in awe as he tugs his own briefs down, giving you a much better view of the cock that will be inside you in the coming moments. Not quite as thick as Gyuvin’s, but his length definitely competes, his cock curves just slightly upwards, and your eyes roll back a little as you begin to imagine just where he will hit you inside.
Before you get too far ahead of yourself, Ricky leans in to kiss your neck, biting gently at the marks left behind by his friend, deep guttural growls escape him as he is constantly reminded that you were taken by someone else. You try to reach for his cock, but you can’t get close enough, as he moves down your body, kissing your breasts, moaning over your sensitive nipples as one hand grazes over your core. You are a whimpering mess as he continues downwards, and you become aware of what he is going to do, his mouth closer and closer with each kiss to where you so desperately need it.
He starts with small licks, getting a taste for you, teasing and tantalisingly slow before diving right in. He uses his hands to hold your legs apart as they threaten to close around his head, the pleasure so intense, so quickly. It feels so fucking good, he eats you out with an ease that has you reeling, all the while still staring you down, wanting to know that you are enjoying it, as if the screams of his name aren’t enough evidence. Your back arches prettily, and he moves his hands under your ass to hold you up, the angle easier for him, and so much better for you. Sweat begins to bead on your forehead, your orgasm nearing so much faster than you had expected.
“Fuck,” You moan, your voice is strangled, choked up, “So good, holy shit that feels so fucking good.”
Ricky chuckles, and the vibrations shoot through your entire body, you don’t often curse, at least not so many times in a single sentence which Ricky finds comedic, and he pulls away for a second only to ask you, “You like it when Daddy goes down on you, don’t you kitten?”
Fuck. As if this could have been any hotter. Of course he could read your mind and go straight for the kink that has you worse than any other.
“Yes, Daddy,” You cry without missing a beat, so easily calling him the name that he so proudly gave himself, “I love it, you’re so incredible.”
Ricky hums approvingly before lowering his head, your orgasm mere seconds away, going, going, and you release with another flick of his tongue over your clit, he then moves down to lap at your arousal, not wanting to leave anything behind. You try not to pull too hard on his perfectly bleached blonde hair, but at this point it is so messy, you know that he wouldn’t care. A steady rhythmic chant of daddy, daddy, daddy leaves your lips as he only slows down when you try to pull away.
He looks up at you with glazed-over eyes and a desperation that you can’t quite comprehend. Ricky doesn’t waste a moment, moving up to kiss you, his tongue in your mouth so that you can taste yourself on him. You must seem so pathetic, with the way that you grind up into him, nails dragging up his back as you feel his cock almost at your entrance, god, you want him now.
“Daddy, please,” You whine, all but kicking your feet in impatience, this level of subspace is new to you, but Ricky seems to love it, “Fuck me, Daddy, I need you, please?”
You feel like you could burst into tears at any moment, and you are sure that Ricky can tell, as you feel him teasing your entrance with the tip of his cock, and without warning he enters you in one swift thrust. Your moans mix beautifully, Ricky’s deep and breathy, yours high-pitched and much louder, his cock stretching you out has you clinging onto him for dear life.
“Oh, kitten,” Ricky purrs, finding his rhythm so easily, thrusting into you with force, “You were made for me, weren’t you? You take my cock so perfectly.”
His gaze narrows as he awaits your answer, though there is only one that is correct, it is getting increasingly harder to find your words as the cock-drunk state you are in only becomes more apparent.
“Yes, Daddy,” You babble, your words beginning to slur, as the curvature of his cock means that with each thrust he hits the nerves inside you that have you threatening to go over the edge again, “Made for you, owned by you, only Daddy forever and ever.”
The commitment falls from your lips so easily, a promise required by the man hovering over you, one that makes him happier than he can express. He leans down to kiss you more, holding you still with fingers tangled in your now so messy hair, his pace is fast but purposeful, you feel each individual thrust with the care and poise that he means for it to.
“My kitten,” He coos, nuzzling his nose into your neck, breathing in your scent right up by your ear, “I want you to see how good you look like this.”
You aren’t quite sure what he means by this, until he pulls out of you and drags you up into a new position. Turning around, he has you face the mirrored wardrobe on the opposite wall and moves behind you, before tugging you up by your hair so that your back is against his chest. You look dazed, fucked out and cock-drunk, barely able to stay upright if it were not for his tight grip on your hair and your waist, you smile lazily at him and he lets out a deep, animalistic growl from the back of this throat.
“My Daddy,” You giggle, trying your utmost to make sense, but distracted by the feeling of his hardness against your lower back, “So sexy, want your cock again.”
Ricky releases his fingers from your hair, his hand moving around to your throat, and then upwards to cup your jawline. With his index and middle finger, he presses against your bottom lip, demanding entry. Of course you obey, willing to do whatever he asks of you, and he pulls your jaw down, sticking his fingers down your throat far enough to make your eyes water.
“Such a perfect little slut, aren’t you?” He asks, chuckling at the sound you make when he degrades you, “So desperate for Daddy, just the way he likes it.”
You wiggle your butt back into him, unable to move much more than that with the pressure he holds you to him, you hope that by being the whimpering, whiny mess that he has made you, he will give in. Your eyes well up with tears and not just from Ricky making you gag, but with a desire for him to fill you again, losing your mind from how long he has kept you empty. 
He moves his hand from your waist, down to your core, his fingers grazing over your swollen clit sending shivers through your body. The whine that you emit is pathetic, pitiful, and god, does it turn him on. You spread your legs further, pressing back into him in an attempt to make your neediness even more obvious, and you are grateful when he finally obliges, pulling his fingers from your mouth to take his cock into his hand instead.
Ricky lines himself up with you after a moment of adjustment, and you watch in the reflection as he enters you again. The new angle is better than before, he hits you deeper, as if you could take any more, and the angle of his cock nudges against those nerves that have your body shaking with each and every thrust.
He holds you up with an arm over your chest, fucking into you with little care for your own sensitivity, this is about him in this moment, but in that, it is so much for you too.
“Kitten,” Ricky moans, as you clench to him with yet another orgasm, losing count now as with each descent another peak rolls through, “Daddy’s close, where do you want it?”
Your tongue is tied, so flushed and flustered it takes a moment to register, while Ricky doesn’t slow down at all, you need to think fast but your brain is mush, “In me, Daddy,” You cry, “Fill me, need it.”
Ricky pushes you forward, keeping your ass up, and he grabs your hair to lift your head so you can see the perfect arched angle he has you in as his rhythm begins to falter. He lasts not even another 30 seconds like this, before he groans with his release into you, warmth spreading inside you as he cums so much you swear it overflows, though mixed with your own arousal, you can’t quite tell what is what anymore.
He roughly pulls out of you, flipping you onto your back as you cry out in sensitivity and from the loss, but your cries are quieted as Ricky kisses you, with as much force and want as that first kiss not so long ago. You feel his cum leaking out of you, making a mess of his pristine black sheets, though neither of you mind it.
“Mine, kitten,” He murmurs breathlessly, pressing his forehead to yours and staring at you with that piercing gaze, a warning, “I’m keeping you, you’re all mine.”
A confession. One that you hadn’t expected, and one that you don’t quite understand. Butterflies flutter in your stomach, and you wonder whether you were holding back feelings for him all along. Your hands roam his body, memorising every curve and rivet, the way that his hips jut out and leave that delicious v-line that leads to his even more delectable cock. He is perfect, and he is yours as much as you are his.
“You mean it?” You ask him, “I’m really yours?”
It’s vulnerable, your uncertainty is clear in your tone, leaving you open to either become whole, or to be completely broken.
“You are,” Ricky responds, “As long as you want to be, your heart is mine.”
He kisses you again before you can respond, and you lose track of time like that, in his arms, feeling his body pressed to yours, limbs tangled, intertwined.
——————
Neither of you hear as the front door opens, too distracted by the growing desire between you, Ricky half-hard again, and you dripping wet. It isn’t until Ricky’s bedroom door opens that you realise Gyuvin has returned, when he shouts at the sight he sees, and you rush to cover yourself, though Ricky does not care.
“Home already, Gyuvin-ah?” Ricky smirks at his friend from behind you, his hands still roaming your body, finding your right breast to squeeze it in his palm, “Can’t you see we are busy?”
Gyuvin’s stare moves between the two of you, his mouth parted slightly as he tries to find his words. You are flustered, flushed, and sinfully turned on as Gyuvin watches Ricky touch you. A moan leaves your lips as Ricky pinches your nipple roughly, red and raw from the abuse he has inflicted on them, god, this is hot.
“I… but we,” Gyuvin stammers, and you can see how hard he is trying to show confidence, “I was hoping to go for round two now I’m back.”
Your jaw drops open, as you feel Ricky draw in a sharp breath. His grip tightens on you, and you know that he is angry.
“She’s mine,” He growls deeply, “You made a mess of her before, but she’s mine now.”
You whimper as Ricky pulls you back closer to him, and you feel that his cock has now reached full hardness. You try not to make it obvious as you press into him, back arching slightly in want for him.
“I think you made a mess of her too,” Gyuvin observes, his gaze flicking up from yours, into the eyes of Ricky’s, “And I don’t think she’d be opposed to my taking of her again.”
Heat surges between your thighs, as you recall the way that Gyuvin fucked you, the way that his cock stretched you out, burned your insides with a sting you can’t quite explain the feeling of. You promised Ricky, but in the state you are in right now, god, you wouldn’t say no to having him just once more.
“She’s not leaving my sight,” Ricky spits, tangling his fingers in your hair, “I said… she’s mine.”
You like that, Ricky speaking for you, maybe a little too much. You feel so pathetic, objectified, and it makes you whimper.
“I didn’t say you had to leave,” Gyuvin smirks, “You’re welcome to watch, gē.”
Ricky hisses through gritted teeth, he is shooting daggers at Gyuvin, as he confidently steps further into the room. You aren’t sure what to say or do, as the two men have their power-play, and you’re left in the middle of it. Committed to Ricky, but definitely not objecting to Gyuvin fucking you again.
“If you think I’ll let go of my kitten for even a second,” Ricky murmurs, “You’re dreaming, it’s not going to happen.”
Gyuvin chuckles as he reaches the bed, bravely kneeling on the edge of the mattress down by your feet. His stare continues to swap between you and your now-boyfriend’s, and you truly have no idea what to expect.
“That’s okay,” Gyuvin smiles sweetly as he moves closer to you, “You don’t have to let go.”
Ricky kisses your neck, in an attempt to mark his territory, though that doesn’t stop Gyuvin from finding position between your legs, where Ricky’s hand rests over your core in another protective action.
“Back. Off.” Ricky warns him, “This won’t end well for you. Get out.”
Gyuvin comes closer again, he hasn’t touched you yet, but he is close, his hand supporting his weight on the mattress next to your hip. Your breathing is staggered, from the friction that Ricky is causing, and the closeness of Gyuvin, you’re overwhelmed and nothing has ever tempted you more than this.
“Come on Ricky,” Gyuvin whines playfully, “I’m sure we could share, just once?”
You feel like you’re going insane, hips bucking reflexively into Ricky’s hand in a feeble attempt to relieve some of the pressure, eyes glassy and dazed as Gyuvin places his hand over Ricky’s to help you out. A strangled moan leaves your lips, you feel filthy, impure and broken.
“Fuck me,” You manage to stammer out, unsure which of the boys you are talking to, or if it is aimed at both, “Please, please, please, just fuck me.”
Ricky presses two fingers into you, his palm flat over your clit makes your legs shake, tears prick your eyes as the feeling isn’t enough, though it is still good, but you are losing your mind. 
“You heard her, gē,” Gyuvin sneers, “Go on then, don’t be shy.”
Ricky is so tense, he hates being told what to do, but you find him repositioning, sitting up and adjusting his legs before pulling you back onto his lap, still facing Gyuvin, with your back to Ricky. He guides you up, only to force your hips down, making you take his cock in all the way, the sound you make is inhuman, a cry loud enough to probably wake the neighbours, but you are so damned far from caring.
“Daddy,” You babble, nails digging into his thighs as you try to find some sort of balance while Ricky eagerly bounces you on his cock, “Feels so good, fuck, more, more, more!”
Gyuvin is still close enough for you to feel his breathing, his hand palming at the erection growing in his grey sweats, biting his lip as he watches you.
“Good, kitten,” Ricky praises you, slapping your ass and grabbing roughly at the flesh as you drop down on his cock again, clearly proud of himself, “You’re looking jealous, Gyuvin-ah.”
You watch through teary eyes, barely able to see, just enough to make out Gyuvin beginning to undress. The harshness of Ricky’s thrusts pick up a bit more as he feels threatened by his slightly-younger roommate, while you are so cock-drunk that you are unaware. 
“Just sizing her up,” Gyuvin chuckles as he kicks his underwear off, “Wondering whether she could take us both, is all.”
Your ears are ringing as another orgasm racks through your body, and you aren’t sure whether you heard Gyuvin right. Ricky pulls out of you suddenly, and flips you over to face him, though you’re still on top, and your stomach drops as you process Gyuvin’s words, and the lack of rejection from Ricky towards them.
Ricky uses the new angle to thrust up into you from underneath, your body is practically limp at this point, it is so hard to hold yourself up. When you feel the weight shift on the mattress behind you is when you give up, resting your head in the crook of Ricky’s neck, a string of incoherent words, drool and staggered breaths all that are leaving you now.
“Don’t make us wait,” Ricky replies, his tone almost too calm and collected, “Kitten’s gonna pass out completely before you get the chance, otherwise.”
You feel it, Gyuvin’s cock, as he teases the tip at your already full entrance, before he takes two fingers to help open you further, giving him just enough room to enter with a couple inches. You stop breathing completely, the sensation nothing but pain at first, and Ricky slows down to try and soothe you through it.
“Breathe, my baby cat,” Ricky coos, lifting his hand to your mouth, giving you his middle and index finger to suck on, both for your own need, and to save his neck from any further marking, “You can do it, come on, it’s okay.”
Gyuvin slowly moves in further, and you finally find your breath again to break down into full sobs. The pain is so intense, you are filled in a way that you didn’t even think was possible, but you love it. You lazily suck on Ricky’s fingers, though your mouth hangs half open now, unable to move as Gyuvin and Ricky fill you completely.
“You’re so fucking tight,” Gyuvin hisses, his teeth gritted as he pulls back before thrusting in again, still slowly, but with a little more speed, “Fuck, this feels so good I don’t know how long I’ll last.”
Ricky finds another opportunity to strike, his competitiveness and dominance always at the forefront of his mind, “It’s okay, kitten… Daddy will last as long as you need.”
Gyuvin and Ricky match their pace, finding a rhythm to fuck you in, as you lay between them in a state of being that you struggle to even describe. The feeling is amazing, in the cursed, sick, twisted way, taking two cocks at once wasn’t on your agenda for the day, but here we are, you are basically paralysed, an object for them to take from, and nothing more.
Ricky is driven wild by the feeling of his best friend’s cock against his, perhaps more than he is proud to admit, as he too struggles not to falter. He flicks his gaze between you and Gyuvin above you, and his stomach ties in knots as he sees Gyuvin staring him down.
“I knew you’d like it,” Gyuvin teases, his voice is cracked and breathy, “Feels good, fucking her tiny pussy at the same time, doesn’t it? Does my cock feel good to you Ricky?”
Your eyes roll back in your head, unable to do anything but listen to this seemingly never ending power play between the two, insults and jabs between them are constant, but even in your fucked-out state, you can see that they both like this way too much to act normal.
“Cum,” You mumble, “Daddy… Gyuvinnie… please.”
It took all your strength to utter those words, the pool of saliva on Ricky’s chest from your mouth now flows down his neck, staining the pillow under him. They have got to be close, right? How long has it been? Overstimulated is an understatement for you, unsure whether you could even get another orgasm out no matter how hard you tried.
“What’s that, kitten?” Ricky sneers at you, god, he is insatiable, “You want us to cum? To fill you up? You’d like that wouldn’t you?”
You aren’t even sure if you nodded, or said yes aloud, reality shifting you between dimensions, are you awake or asleep? You try to dig your nails into Ricky’s arm, but you can’t tell whether your hands work anymore.
“Fuck, holy fuck,” Gyuvin gasps, and with a particularly hard thrust that has you jolting forward, you feel it, “Fuck.”
Gyuvin’s cock twitches and pulsates in you as he releases, his thrusting is erratic, off beat as he fills you effortlessly, just like earlier, but this time with another cock inside you too.
“Gyuvin,” Ricky moans, and if you were more alert you would have been wide-eyed at this, at hearing him call Gyuvin’s name, and not yours, “That’s so fucking hot, I… I…”
Ricky too, releases barely moments after Gyuvin begins to slow down, you feel that same sensation, warmth spreading and filling you to overflow, cum dripping straight back out onto Ricky and he hasn’t even finished yet.
You can’t stop the tears from flowing, you are a crying, shaking mess as the two men finally come to a stop, and Gyuvin pulls out first, slow and gentle, but you still let out a sob. The room is silent other than heavy breathing from Ricky and Gyuvin, and quiet cries from you, but it is not awkward at all.
Gyuvin stares at Ricky for a moment, who quickly pipes up, “I’ve got this, Gyuvin, you go clean yourself up.”
Gyuvin laughs as he shuffles back off the bed, picking up the clothes he had thrown onto the floor a little while ago when he was just too desperate to get into you, and he makes his way toward the door before turning to face you again.
“Don’t start,” Ricky chuckles, seeing the devious grin on his best friend's face, “Get out of here, Gyuvin-ah.”
He rolls his eyes before leaving the room, closing the door behind him and leaving you and Ricky alone. You have Ricky’s fingers in your mouth again, and you are still full of his cock. Most of the pain subsided moments after Gyuvin pulled out of you, but you aren’t sure that you’ll be able to walk properly for a few days at least. You steady your breathing by focusing on Ricky’s heartbeat, and by staring up at him as he looks down at you. 
“You okay?” He asks you softly, “That was… a lot.”
You nod with a soft smile, releasing his fingers and letting him brush your hair off your face. You are a mess, and you know that you look it too, desperate for a shower, but not quite ready to move just yet.
“I’m okay,” You reply, “Yeah, it was.”
Ricky leans down to kiss you, and it is not until you begin to kiss him back that you realise he was doing this to distract you, the perfect opportunity to pull out of you, leaving you empty and bare, more cum dripping out onto the bed under you. The pain spikes with the sensitivity, but decreases fast enough that by the time Ricky pulls back from the kiss, it is nothing but a dull ache, a very prominent, unwavering dull ache.
“How about I run a bath?” Ricky asks, “You’ll stay the night, won’t you?”
“A bath sounds nice,” You reply easily, “I’d love to stay, too.”
Ricky kisses your nose before he gets up, walking to his ensuite bathroom and turning the faucet in the tub to run the water. He glances back into the room to see you have rolled onto your side to watch him, you will never get sick of watching him, and he breaks out in a full smile too.
“Good,” He purrs, “You are mine after all.”
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purerae · 5 months
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Hii! I love your work!! Could you do a halloween party imagine with any of your characters? or all of them meeting our poor y/n, it'd make a cool crossover
Free form however you like!!!
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YANDERE!HAREM X FEM READER
HALLOWEEN PARTY // AU IMAGINE.
warnings ;; mostly crack, yandere behaviour, male yandere(s), female yandere, mentions of drinking, demon summoning (silas), mentions of blackmail (none to Y/N), alternate universe, not canon to anyone's plot. 
a/n ;; Hi Anon! I know halloween is over but this is such a good idea i couldn’t miss out on it!! By the way, in each one of the yandere stories, Y/N has a slightly different personality. So I wasn't sure  whether you wanted me to do multiple Y/N’s or just one. So I decided to combine the personalities into one. Good luck<3 (please let me know if there are any mistakes.)
CLICK HERE FOR MY MASTERLIST (intro to all the yanderes)
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Hopeless. You felt hopeless as your left arm was dragged around like a piece of meat by the girl no one swore to mess with
“Come on babe~! Wear the angel wings, we have to be matching!” Reina grits her teeth as she attempts to place the wings onto your unwilling back. The fire headed girl gives up with a scoff in her throat before walking over to your mirror and reapplying her dark red lipstick, adjusting the horns that perfectly matched with her crimson wavy hair. 
How did she even get into Y/Ns house in the first place?
You remember pretty clearly. Today is the 31st of October. You were well aware that it was halloween and perfectly content with staying inside your humble abode. You’d buy a bunch of bulk cheap candy and scarf it down whilst watching some classic horror movies. Not enough to scare you, but to make you physically cringe.
That was the plan, Perfect right? There would be nothing to stop you from having a peaceful night of binge watching shitty films.
Apart from the three vastly different individuals who were all pining over you. Though they were complete opposites, they all had a way grinding your gears and irritating you to no end. 
Reina, the delinquent who made your life as the school president 10x worse. She’d constantly hang around you during lunch and break, surrounded by her delinquent friends who’d make jokes you wouldn’t get but would laugh in fear of getting made fun of. Not to mention the lessons you’d have to miss in order to supervise her during the detentions she had purposely got.  You think you spend more time with her then you spend eating the gross lunch your school provides.
Kieran, the playboy who suddenly switched up his entire role once he realised you weren’t interested in him like the others were. God, if only you pretended like you were. Maybe that would’ve stopped him from bothering you in all your science classes with his weird sexual jokes or flirty overbearing personality. Yeah he was a bit funny and maybe he sometimes made your day with his stupid jokes but that came crashing down once he would say his tenth pick up line to you all in one lesson. 
And then there’s Alex, the jock who’s the captain of the football team, a tad bit stupid  but still had the personality of the literal sun, which made him the most tolerable but still pretty overwhelming for your average dream life.  He was the last one to pop up in your weird harem, he stuck around you like a lost puppy once he realised you didn’t like his team. “I’ll make sure you like me, no matter what!” — were his exact words. 
These individuals had a very high reputation in school, most people liked them and often idolised them. So, why were they all vying for your attention? People would go to great lengths to be in your shoes, yet all you desired was to lead an ordinary student's life.
Your internal monologue was abruptly interrupted by the ringing of your phone, and you didn't even have a moment to guess who might be calling before the sound reached your ears (You would've had two guesses). -- In response, Reina let out an exasperated groan and struts over to you.
She confidently picks up your phone and shuts it off before snapping her fingers in your face.
“How have you still not put the wings on.. god what would you do without me!”  If you didn’t know any better, from the tone of her voice you’d think she was annoyed. But in reality you noticed the glint in her eyes. She was genuinely pleased that she had gotten to help you. Happy that you had to ‘rely’ on her.
“Probably live a peaceful life” You murmur under your breath, not realising the close proximity of you two until she snaps her sharp eyes to your tired gaze.
"Excuse me?" The green-eyed girl arched her eyebrows, her lips forming a grimace of annoyance. 
“I said I would probably live a very sad life.” You quickly defer, letting out a sigh of relief once she relaxes her eyebrows and shows you a soft smirk.
 Reina grabs her bag and sprays perfume onto her body, walking over to your bedroom door before abruptly stopping, throwing her arms up. “Come on then! We can't be too fashionably late~” You curse whoever invented halloween parties, and trail behind her. 
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Just ten minutes into the party, and you were already contemplating grabbing that cowboy-clad stranger’s prop gun and pretending to shoot yourself with it.  Music boomed against your ears, drawing out any coherent thought as the smoke from Reinas cigarette mingles in the air. It was as if your personal space ceased to exist, with the red haired girl's body pressing against yours, her presence enveloping you. The sensation became overwhelming, the close proximity sent shivers down your spine. You had no ability to escape, seeing as the delinquent had her friends form a tight circle around you both, acting as protective guards you didn't need or want. There was no room to escape for you, too intimidated to say a word. 
“Hey Y/N!! Is that you?!” A loud voice shouted amidst the music, crowd and smoke. Reinas whole friend group snaps towards the noise, seeing who dared to interrupt the leader with her ‘beloved’. Despite Alex being faced with gnarly stares, all he could see was his cutie dressed like an angel. He settles his drink down on a nearby table, exchanges hurried farewells with his football teammates, and rushes his way towards you.  
The tall friendly giant had no struggles breaking the circle you were trapped in. It was like the sun beaming past a bunch of angsty rain clouds, two things you usually dreaded. But in that moment, you found yourself silently praising the towering, 6 '6 human puppy as he enveloped you in a massive bear hug.
 As he released you, his strong arms remained on your shoulders, and he beamed at you with eyes that formed crescent moon shapes.
He stuttered an apology for the sudden physical contact before staring at you up and down with his doe like eyes and a massive grin. “Wow…you look stunning, like a true angel. You’re my angel!” He giggles proudly because of the cheesy line he made. The jock completely disregards his earlier apology as he wraps you in another tight hug. You murmur a ‘thanks’ and lightly tap his back in return, your lips thinning with a hint of awkwardness as you look around and notice Reina's friend group staring at the two of you as though you'd just committed a crime. Alex's firm grip gradually loosens as he comes to a realisation, and he reluctantly lets you go, you notice his boyish grin turned into a pout. “I invited you to this party, I bought a whole matching outfit and everything! You told me you couldn't come!” The brown eyed male whines , his brows furrowing as his beady eyes bore into your soul. During this moment, you couldn't help scrutinise his Halloween costume.
‘Did he seriously just throw on his jersey with some fake blood around his neck..’ you pondered silently, shooting him a disapproving stare due to the minimal effort he had put into his outfit
Your initial expression of curiosity transformed into one of slight disgust when you realised that the intended matching costume was going to be ‘the jock and his cheerleader’
‘How original’ You thought sarcastically.
For the second time this night, your thoughts were interrupted, but this time it wasn't a ringing phone. It was Alex’s voice, laced with sadness whining in your ear. He pouts as he gazes down at you, gently poking your halo headband, waiting for your response.
“Basically what happ-”
Before you could even begin to explain that you had no intention of attending the party, regardless of who insisted, not until the delinquent showed up at your doorstep and mildly threatened you, your words were cut short. The moment was disrupted as she forcibly pushed the sulky jock away from you.
Despite her noticeable lack of height compared to the towering jock, Reinas attitude  definitely made up for it. 
‘Speak of the devil..metaphorically and quite literally.’ You snort at your own joke, before quickly composing yourself and directing your attention to the scene unfolding in front of you. 
Alex and Reina, two people who couldn't be any more different but they were both madly in love with you. In school, you had always managed to avoid confrontations involving the both of them, but it appeared luck wasn't on your side tonight. 
“Who do you think you are, barging into this conversation where no one invited you? Don't you have dumb shit to attend to? Like shotgunning a dozen beers?”  the delinquent spoke with a withering glare, she grabbed your arm and forcefully pulled you away from him. The crowded party left little room to manoeuvre, so she practically made you turn your back on him to ensure you were separated.
Unfortunately for her, that allowed the charismatic loveable jock to shed his facade, and shoot her an  uncharacteristically intense gaze. His eyes grew dark and his typically cheerful face contorted into a look of hatred and envy  Though it only lasted for a second, anyone who would’ve seen it, the memory would linger in their thoughts for days. 
Reina, being unlike anyone else, didn't perceive his gaze as a threat, but rather as a golden retriever attempting to imitate a wolf. She scoffed and protectively grabbed your hand.
"I'm pretty sure forcing Y/N to be surrounded by your..." The jock paused, glancing at each of Reina's friends, carefully choosing not to insult them, not out of fear, but out of respect with his beloved watching. ".. interesting group of friends might not be comfortable for her. Anyways, don't you guys have more fun plans, like commit vandalism?" He delivered with a cheerful tone, tilting his head to the side in a display of ‘adorable’ confusion.
While the male may come across as unintelligent there are some quirks to his character that reveal a different perspective. He possesses a unique knack for framing his words and expressing himself in a manner that radiates positivity.
‘He’s so stupid and oblivious , he doesn’t mean what he says!! He's just asking a question, he means no harm!’ — is what most people think. 
 But Reina, being a delinquent who often deals with various groups of people, can read him like a book. She knows he’s showing less than what he truly is. What he can truly become. And although she doesn’t give a shit about how he acts around others, she knows he’s interested in her Y/N — and that’s why he needs to stay away from her girl at all costs. 
With Reinas anger level rising, she lets out an annoyed grunt before softly pushing you back, The delinquent puts one finger on the jocks chest.
You think for a second that you should probably step in, Not because you want to but because you have no idea who will win. Reina most definitely has a weapon in her bag somewhere and also her group of friends who would kill to protect her surround you three but Alex’s strength and height  can cover that. Though from what you know  the delinquent is a lot more aggressive than the ‘pacifist’ himbo so he may have a bit of a disadvantage.
Nonetheless, you decide not to intervene and just watch the two idiots fight it out. It's not your issue right? You didn't need any more attention than you already had coming to this party tonight. 
As they both stare at each other, Reina opens her mouth to speak but gets cut off by someone tapping her back. One of her friends grabs her arm and she turns a whole 180 degrees, ready to scream at whoever is trying to hold her back.  Her eyes are narrowed as she pushes the said friend away from her. “What the fuck is your issue, Thomas?!” You now learned who the guy's name was, Thomas. He was dressed as a pirate and barely flinched when Reina screamed at her. He must've been used to it. All he does is show her phone, and mutters “Look at who's calling you.” Reina’s angry expression turns into one of disbelief as she roughly grabs the phone away from his hands. She looks at Alex one last time with a scoff before she excused herself for a moment and engaged in a heated argument with the caller. You couldn't help but overhear snippets of their exchange — it was clear that Reina was being pressured to leave the party. She hung up, her face etched with reluctance, and then turned to you.
"Babe, I've got to go, I'll still be at the party. " she said, her tone uncharacteristically serious. "Just promise me you'll head home soon, okay?" Your face drops into a frown, though you didn't particularly like the aggressive delinquent, she was one of the only people you knew at this party.. Well except for the man who's staring at you with love struck eyes as of right now. Before you could say anything, Reina left your side, with the group of delinquents who followed. She didn't forget to barge into Alex as she was leaving, though it didn't really affect him — he was too focused on the fact that he was alone with you right now. 
 The overexcited jock happily grabs your arm and drags you around the whole house of the party, Although he was meant to be giving you a supposed ‘tour’; you noticed he was just staring deeply at your face whilst speaking. You came to the conclusion that he didn't really know what he was doing, he just wanted to impress you.
Amid the swirling costumes and pulsating music, You  felt as if you were caught in a whirlwind. Every step you took was accompanied by Alex, who remained steadfastly close. The bulky man stayed close, like an overprotective guard dog, as you both navigated the crowd. Y/N couldn't help but feel suffocated by his constant presence. You desperately needed a moment of peace, a brief escape from his watchful eyes. You decide to ask him for a favour, of course he’d help you. 
 You finally mustered the courage to speak up, tugging at the edge of Alex's costume and turning to him with a gentle but tired smile. "Hey, Alex, do you mind getting me a drink? I could really use a break."
The jock beamed at you, happy that you trusted him enough to do something for you. ‘That must mean you like him right?! That's how it works!!’
 "Of course, Y/N," he replied, his voice warm and reassuring. "I'll be right back with your drink. Just stay right here, okay?"
You nodded gratefully, allowing yourself a sigh of relief as Alex disappeared into the crowd, determined to fulfil your request. The distance that had separated them, albeit briefly, was a welcome change, and you could breathe a little easier. 
Although he told you to stay where you were, you began to wander around and observe the revelry around you. People in all manner of costumes danced, drank, and got a little too comfortable with each other. 
You let out a yelp as you open a door to a couple grinding on each other.  Murmuring a dozen apologies, you leave the room flustered. 
As you lose yourself in your thoughts and in the house, you notice a familiar white haired male approaching you, with a wide cheshire grin, Kieran; the host of the party. 
The playboy moved through the crowd with an air of confidence and intrigue. He was dressed up as… a prisoner with handcuffs. Or as he’d probably say ‘a sexy prisoner.’ ‘Please don't come here, please don't come here, please don't come here.’ Is the phrase that repeatedly pops up in your head as you try to look at anything but him. 
“Boo!” The playboy whispers in your ears as he wraps his arm around your shoulders. He then turns you around and ignores the pout on your face, Inspecting your outfit whilst biting his lips. 
“Are you done eye-fucking me?” you sneered, crossing your arms as you tried to move slightly away from the playful male. "Oh man, you would've looked prettier as a princess~" he purred, his voice carrying a flirtatious undertone, his words accompanied by a roguish grin. You were clearly no stranger to Kieran's personality and annoying nickname for you. You roll your eyes and retort  "Well I'd rather not deal with the whole 'damsel in distress' shit tonight," a hint of sarcasm laced in your response. 
Kieran laughed, unbothered by your resistance. "Ooh but I'd have so much fun saving you princess~!” he said, his eyes twinkling with amusement. "But what made you change your mind coming to my party? I rang your phone like two hours ago and you didn't pick up.” He questions with a raised eyebrow,  his sly smirk still displayed on his face before he laughs.
“Missed my face that much huh?  Should’ just said! Would've came running to you.” 
You couldn't be bothered to talk about how you were forced to come to this stupid party, and also not wanting to mention Reina because for some reason they both had some weird dislikement towards each other. “Just had a change of heart.” You say before turning around and attempting to walk away from Kieran, but again luck wasn't on your side as he grabs your arm and tuts. The dimly lit room with the midst of the crowd, made you focus on the playful man's eyes and you noticed a shine in his eyes whilst staring at you. Before you could tell him to let you go,he whispers closely to you, so close that you could faintly smell the alcohol and mint laced in his breath. “Hey this is my party y’know? Let me show you a more secluded area, perfect for an introvert like you~” He teases as he drags your arm downstairs, and into one of the rooms which he had to twist to unlock. You silently cuss the playboy as you notice his entire group of so-called friends in the room. LED lights which displayed red, multiple couples in the room doing God knows what.
 As you both walk further into the room, Kieran, too busy dabbing up people who you never once saw in your life, You notice a pile of unlabeled drugs and drinks on the table that was in the centre of the room. Quickly looking away, you squint your eyes as you try to notice anyone that you’re familiar with. In the corner of the room, there's a girl wearing a red corset with red horns, matching yours. You notice her angry expression as she converses with the two people around her. It was Reina. She notices your gaze and her face slightly softens, As she approaches you, she notices your arm being held by Kieran. Her face returns to the expression of which you first saw in the room. The white haired male doesn't notice the vexed delinquent yet, and he stares at your face in confusion as he notices you watching something, following your line of view he finally sees the girl wearing the devil costume. “Oh hey! Didn't know I invited you to my party?” He says playfully, but you notice the snark in his voice.  Reina seems to notice it too as her face contorts into one of jealousy. “You guys know each other?” She questions, her question directed towards mostly you. Your hands begin to sweat as you attempt to stutter out an excuse, but for the second time this night, the living sun in human form interrupts your conversation by walking into the room, except this time he didn't have a happy expression, it was evident that he was sulking. 
Your eyes drift to his hands, noticing the drink in his hands that you had specifically asked for. ‘Shit..’ you think to yourself and for the first time you felt bad for the jock. You didn't mean to leave him for that long! It was more of Kierans fault for dragging you away. “I have your drink Y/N…” He says with wide eyes and pursed lips, clearly upset that you had just left him. With an apologetic gaze, you gently take the drink away from his grasp with a thank you, as you look away with a little guilt. “Oh my god, not this freak here again!” Reina scorns,disdain in her face as she stares at both Alex and Kieran, they stare back with disgust. The entire school year, these three constantly hung around you and you still managed to never make them interact whilst you were there, in fear of any of these bold characters causing a scene. But of course, the one day where you especially didn't want to see any of them, they all surround you possessively with jealousy tangled in their eyes. Could this night get any worse? -
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It most definitely can. You managed to calm them down and now you're all sat in a circle, with random people you don't know. Kieran sat down next to you on the right, while Alex occupied the seat on the left, and Reina sat across from you, clearly not happy with the seating arrangements.
Whilst the room was filled with chatter, one of Kieran's friends mentioned a board game that you've never heard about  that supposedly had the power to ‘summon demons.’
The suggestion hung in the air, Kieran laughed at the idea and laughed harder as he noticed the uncomfortable look in your face. 
“Don't worry babe, i'll protect you~” He whispers in your ear, Reina notices you two conversing but can't hear what he told you, Her already green eyes appear even greener as she looks away enviously. The idea was met with hesitance, but with Kieran's playful persuasion, everyone reluctantly agreed to try it.
As the game commenced, Alex clutched onto your arm, his protectiveness reaching new heights. The friendly giants sends you a look of comfort. Reina, on the other hand, grew increasingly annoyed and impatient, wanting to leave this messed up party. Still, she begrudgingly  stayed, unwilling to abandon her beloved in this situation.
The group followed the game's instructions, and to their shock, the room filled with an eerie energy. The lights began to flicker and in an instant it turned off, most of the room ran away screaming, not caring about the party anymore. Others began to laugh with interest  and waited for what was going to happen next. a sinister figure formed in the centre of their makeshift circle. You freeze as you notice the demon (?), he is fucking terrifying but inspecting him closer the extremely tall thing is quite.. handsome?  
A malevolent demon with smouldering eyes and a sinister grin, stood before everyone. Panic coursed through the room, and everyone, including yourself , scrambled to flee. As you attempted to escape, the demon swiftly locked the door, trapping you inside with Alex, Reina, and Kieran.
With a devilish chuckle, The demon introduced himself as Silas. The red faced man turned his attention to you. He took your chin in his hand, his touch chilling to the bone. His nails dug sharply into your skin. "You're prettier than the angels we have where I'm from" he hissed, his voice dripping with lust.
Your heart raced with fear and arousal as you looked into Silas's eyes, a shiver running down your spine. Alex and Reina attempted to interject, their voices laced with fear and anger, but Silas silenced them with a mere flick of his fingers, flooding their minds with endorphins that dulled their resistance. Kieran seemed to be less affected by whatever poison Silas had put out as he grabs Y/Ns arm towards his chest. “I don't know what the hell you are but she's mine, get in line” Kieran jokes, not scared of the situation at all. You send him the dirtiest look possible as Silas laughs mockingly at the playboys statement.
As the night wore on, and the party raged outside, Y/N, Alex, Reina, and Kieran were trapped with this demon who had an interest in you for some strange reason. Well, everyone in this room has some abnormal interest in you and it seems that you're quite literally trapped in a  room with people who would do anything for you. Even if that means fighting a demon.
Desperation welled up in your body as you realised the dire situation that you were stuck in. "How am I supposed to leave now?" you whisper to yourself, noticing 4 gazes staring at you with different expressions but they all contained one thing, Lust.
Did Silas forget to mention that he was a succubus?
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moralesmilesanhour · 9 months
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Hi, hope you're doing well. I was hoping to request Earth 42! Miles with a SO that's really into art. Like fashion and films and literature and all that and knows a lot about art history.
Hell yeah! (I'm an art history major and my mom did fashion design so I got rlly excited at this)
Warning: vague spoilers for 'NOPE' (2022) if anyone cares about those lmao
"...Do you need sumn?"
Miles gave you a weird look. You had been looking him up and down for the past ten minutes, and not in the good way. Your eyes narrowed.
"Your 'fit is bothering me."
The fit in question? A sleek, structured leather jacket paired with swampy-green basketball shorts. The horror.
Miles looked down, then looked at your own monochromatic ensemble as you stood with your arms crossed. Somehow you had made a large belt with a blue tracksuit make sense. Clearly you knew something he didn't.
He tilted his head in curiosity. "What's wrong with it?"
"It's..." your made wild gestures with your hands, "...the silhouette. I don't like that jacket with the shorts, it creates a weird shape to me."
Miles blinked. "I don't follow."
You shook your head, "Just lemme getchu a different pair of pants."
As you threw open and rummaged through your closet, the boy sighed.
"I'm not wearing any of them tight ass skinny jeans."
"I know, that's not what I'm looking for...ah! These could work!"
Miles yelped as he dodged the two folded pairs of jeans you tossed at him.
You turned and pointed him towards the bathroom.
"Try em' on, 'cuz we not going out with you looking like this. Claro?
"Claro," Miles grinned with his hands raised in surrender before making a beeline for the door.
He made no attempt to defend his sense of fashion because, frankly, it was funnier when he let you rant about color combinations and "silhouettes". And he got free stuff out of it.
Miles re-entered not more than five minutes later, shifting uncomfortably in a pair of faded bell-bottoms.
You clapped your hands together excitedly.
"That's so cute!"
The boy's upper lip curled up in distaste, and your face fell.
"You don't like 'em?"
"Yeah, not happening."
"Ugh, fine. Lemme see the other ones, then."
Another trip to the bathroom, and Miles returned in a pair of boot-cut jeans of a much darker wash. The way he leaned against the door frame told you that he was far more satisfied with these. You nodded in approval.
"You need some boots with those," you said, visualizing the ensemble in your head.
The grin on Miles' face immediately dropped at the word 'boots'.
"Absolutely not."
"Come on! They're called 'boot cut' for a reason!"
"The converses stay. Those are off-limits."
He crossed his arms, and you relented.
"Fine. You're so boring."
"I'll be that," Miles shrugged. "Movie starts in fifteen. Let's bounce."
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You smacked your boyfriend in the arm as you exited the theater.
"You fell asleep?!?"
"I'm sorry, okay? They took mad long to show the alien!"
"To show the--that's not even the point of the movie!"
Your arms had begun to flail around, and it was taking all of the strength Miles could muster not to laugh.
"Cálmate," he gently brought your arm down before taking your hand. "Tell me everything you liked about it at my place."
"Don't tell me to 'calm down'," you muttered.
-
"So?" Miles plopped down on his mattress, patting a spot next to him. "What happened while I was knocked out?"
You rolled your eyes, but sat down anyway.
"So like, the whole thing's about spectacle, right?"
"M-hm."
"So they get the weird film director guy to help them film the alien, 'cuz OJ figured out that the alien is a animal, like a horse. Then this guy from TMZ comes and puts his life in danger tryna get footage..."
Miles rested his chin in his palm as he watched your eyes light up.
"...Miles, are you listening? And then she did the motorcycle maneuver from 'Akira'!"
"Yeah, I'm listening. Still need to watch that one."
"...then the movie ends with the sister about to get swarmed by reporters, 'cuz the whole point is that, like, everyone's just tryna make money off of the story even though people literally died."
The boy leaned in and pecked you on the cheek. "Very succinct analysis. Now can we play some UNO?"
-
Miles shoved his cold hands into his pockets and shifted from one foot to another. You gazed into the painted-on eyes of the ancient African headdress encased in a cube of glass.
"Look, Miles! Cool right?"
He snorted, "Looks like one of your wig heads."
"It's bad bitches in every time period," you parried back. "You like that one?"
Miles had moved to your right to get into a staring contest with a mask in a similar display case. It was round with prominent, low cheekbones and jagged fangs to complete its frightening expression.
"Yeah, this shit hard. Can we take pictures in here?"
"Yup. It's a Sachihongo mask. Mbunda style."
He took out his phone and snapped a photo; He had that look in his eyes that he got when he was about to build something for the robotics club. Miles smirked.
"I think this is my favorite section."
-
This was fun to write! Made me wanna hop on a train and visit the MET again sdfghjk I just had to scroll through they website to make sure my descriptions were accurate. Thanks for requesting!
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Is this a rant? This feels like a rant. Please pardon any bad grammar.
Tumblr glitch and my archive isn't showing up —
My usually empty message box had two messages (lacking any introduction or greeting) from the same person demanding to know why I'd turned my archive off. This person proudly displays their 80,000+ instagram following next to their name.
They'd followed me in the last 24 hours, obviously just to dm.
I'd never heard of this person so I checked out their Insta. It's loaded with my gifs (turned into bad looking pixelated videos). There's no mention of my tumblr (Rhett Hammersmith's International Haus of Horrors — Hammersmith Horror for brevity).
This happens a lot on other platforms and sometimes tumblr. It's just the way it is.
So I explain to this individual that it takes time to select frames from a two minute sequence and condense them into a two second sequence. It's a skill—a useless skill—that I've developed over the years.
It's not as simple as just "recording the screen".
I like to make gifs with a beginning, middle, and end. Or, if possible, a nice seamless loop. I'll make several versions until the timing is just right. I sometimes combine elements from two unrelated scenes to create a new scene. I also color correct the frames, tweak the contrast, and sharpen the details, etc.
You get the picture.
But it's not just about the creation of gifs. I have to hunt the films down, buy dvds, watch the films, do the research, etc.
Some of these movies are truly terrible. You have no idea the amount of agony that's endured while trying to extract a bit of art from them.
Just kidding — I honestly love "terrible" movies.
So anyway, this person was none too happy when asked if they just wanted access to my archive for content. They angrily called me a stalker (the irony was lost on them) and stated they're a professional video maker who uses $300 software!
A whole $300?! Wow! They must really be a pro!
So yeah, I make these gifs out of a love for weird little movies. People like the content and they share it. That's what it's about. But, would it hurt them, would they lose followers, if they gave the original content creators a little credit?
I've made gifs for years and have never asked for anything but a little credit. Is that really too much to ask?
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Oh well.
C’est la vie.
Thanks for reading all this.
Rhett
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Light in the Dark
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☆ Content: f!reader, jjk au, hurt/comfort, heavy angst, depression, implied suicidal ideation, implied ED, mentions of blood (nosebleed)
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You found yourself hanging out with Toji more often than not, much to your surprise. Sometimes it’d be a simple dinner at home or a trip to the store so you could share his car instead of carrying bags home. “Don’t need ya freezing to death out here, it’s winter,” he’d say to convince you.
Other times you would be invited out with Megumi to share some quality time as a way to make up for the drunken night with Toji or if he needed some help with his homework.
Tonight was one of those nights.
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It started with some family games before dinner that led into a movie night where Megumi begged to watch Kung Fu Panda to see all the “cool talking animals.”
“Kid’s finally asleep,” he says, sinking back down into his spot on the couch with a thump. “Now we can actually watch something a little more exciting for two adults,” he huffed.
“How can you say that wasn’t fun?” you feign shock. “I bet Megumi’s going to be doing kung fu moves all week or give you the wuxi finger hold.”
“I can fight better,” he scoffs, to which you giggle. “I’m sure I could give any dragon warrior a run for their money.” Toji raised the sleeve of his sweater upwards to flex with a cocky grin over his face.
“Okay, Tai Lung,” you tease, rolling your eyes. “Whatever you say.”
Toji laughed while grabbing the remote, “Just for that, I’m picking the next movie.” He started flipping through the available options until landing on an old classic, Bride of Chucky. “Perfect,” he smirked, leaning back against the couch like he owns the place (he does).
The movie right away picks up with an intro to the main character, Tiffany Valentine, paired with a catchy tune as she kills a man in cold blood. Following that scene, you’re introduced to the other star of the show, the possessed doll himself.
Toji might’ve thought the combination of blood and murderous dolls would have you leaning into him out of fear, but to his surprise (and disappointment), you weren’t. There are scarier things in the world to worry about over TV violence. The most he got out of you was a recoil you made as Chucky kills Tiffany’s boyfriend while he’s strapped to her bed.
“That’s what gets a reaction out of you?” he questions while looking at you.
“Hey, the stabbing is one thing, but piercings getting yanked out?” you shudder. “No thank you.”
“Would’ve thought you’d be a little more afraid of the creepy ass doll running around with a knife…” he paused as the scene came on of Chucky killing Tiffany in her bathtub, “…or a TV.”
“Maybe if we’re talking about Slappy from Goosebumps, but Chucky I can enjoy.” You reached into the popcorn to grab a handful, humming along ever so softly to Call Me.
Toji chuckled, “You’re one weird girl, I’ll give you that.” He then took his own handful of popcorn as well. What is it about you? He wonders to himself. You have such a way of keeping him interested and wishing to know more. This frightful “rabbit” of a neighbor who enjoys horror movies, uncaring to all the blood and violence; a model by day and an owl at night; a woman who a short bit ago was a stuttering mess and now sits next to him on his own couch joking away.
You’re different than the usual women he meets, and he knows he’s only begun to scratch the surface of all your mysteries. Every glimpse he gets into the iceberg that is your life is akin to a breath of fresh air in an otherwise still atmosphere.
Throughout the rest of the movie, even if you weren’t clinging to him to shield your eyes, he still had his ways of keeping the distance close. From the “accidental” touches while grabbing popcorn, to the arm he slung behind your head over the neck of the sofa; it’s like watching an awkward teenager’s first movie date in real-time. In reality, this is far newer of an experience for you than the man with a child to his name.
You can’t help but wonder if there’s something more to this that he hasn’t said, but you can’t deny that you enjoy him and the attention. You haven’t tried to ask of his relationship status, nor has he mentioned anything regarding it.
Toji’s sweet and he makes you laugh. It’s all you could ever hope to have with a significant other and you have that right now as friends. You know for a fact that Shoko would be in your ear begging you to kiss him and shoot for the stars, or in this case “see stars,” but is it worth the risk of messing it up what you have now?
Am I just that touch-starved? Yes.
Thankfully (or not), it didn’t come to any of that, and the two of you pleasantly enjoyed the rest of the movie in each other’s company.
Toji stood up from the couch, stretching his limbs, and collecting all the leftover dishes to clean. “I’d say we should watch another, but then I’ll be late for work.” You swear you could hear him pouting even with his back turned.
“There’s always other nights we can get together.”
“I think we should just start Megs early with the good stuff. What do you say about watching Alien next time?” he turned to you with a mischeavous grin.
“Yeah, and scar the poor kid for the rest of his life over the spaghetti scene? I don’t think so.”
“Hey, I saw much worse at an earlier than him and look how I turned out.”
“It’s a miracle you’re sane.” He rolled his eyes playfully. “I vote next time we watch Finding Nemo with him. I’m sure he’d love that one especially when one of the characters is a lot like you.”
His eyebrows knitted with confusion. “In what way could I possibly resemble a fish?”
You giggled, “well for one, Gill is tough, smart, and cares for his friends; and two, you both have similar features like the color black, the focused eyes, even facial scars.” You held your tongue at the mention of his scar.
You weren’t sure if it was an uncomfortable topic or not to him since neither of you brought it up before. You know just as well as anyone that it may not be the easiest to talk about, especially if there’s some unknown trauma attached to it versus something like falling into a sticker bush.
Toji had his back facing you again as he was bent over the sink rinsing dishes, so you were unable to see his expression even if you wanted to know if you crossed a line. “I’m sorry, I─“
“You think I’m all that, do ya?” He interrupted with an amused snort. “I bet I’m tougher than any fish in the sea,” he tells you again, flexing both of his arms this time in the air. If he was wearing a tight shirt, then maybe you could see if his back muscles compare… but you quickly stopped that thought lest you make a fool of yourself drooling.
You wish in relief, “I guess I should compare you to an orca instead.”
He turns to you with a toothy grin, “now that’s a better comparison for someone like me.”
The two of you chatted for a little while longer while cleaning up. Once you both finished, you took your belongings in hand as he walked you out.
“I’ll see you later then. Hope you have an easy time at work.”
“Thanks, sweetheart.” He followed you out of his apartment, hovering in the threshold as you started to enter yours. “Try not to have any nightmares later.
“If I have any, then I know who to blame,” you teased. “Goodnight, Toji.”
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Once inside your apartment, you practically skipped over to your couch to pet Tsumiki who was eagerly waiting. You took a few breaths to calm down, but you couldn’t help but feel so giddy. It’s nice having someone like Toji in your life for the first time in a long while. It feels like nothing could possibly go wrong right now.
You haven’t looked at your phone in the hours you’ve spent next-door, so that was the first thing you opted to check up on. There were several notifications greeting you.
The first were some cheers from work about the magazine finally being released to the public alongside compliments from Mr. Nanami.
The second were the obligatory instagram mentions, most namely from Satoru with some of his choice photos from the shoot.
Lastly, the third set of notifications were all the various users blowing up your feed.
A pit formed in your stomach as you scrolled through all the posts. Comment after comment just filled with hate targeting you.
Who does she think she is being that close to him?
It’s your job.
she’s just using him for clout lmao loser
You couldn’t care less about that.
I bet it was torture for him :(
she’s not even that pretty
Should’ve just been Satoru on the cover
No matter how much you wanted to stop looking, shut your device off, and grind it into a thousand pieces in a blender, you couldn’t.
You aren’t new to hateful remarks, nor are you to others putting you down. It’s to be expected no matter what you do thanks to internet anonymity, but that doesn’t make it hurt any less.
They’re jealous.
You know that.
Just some obsessed fans wishing it was them with him instead of you.
You know that too.
Why didn’t you just stay in your lane? You don’t deserve the recognition, good or bad. It’s your fault this is happening. You could’ve lived your life as a flower on the wall but instead you chose to flaunt yourself and all your flaws for the world to see and poke at for entertainment. All those comments are right, you know? You even say much worse to yourself in the mirror you pass by every single day.
You toss your head back, “I know.”
For a while, all you could bring yourself to do was stare blankly at your phone and all the hateful replies being added every passing minute. It’s a given after all considering Satoru’s astonishingly high follower count.
At the grace of some higher power, you finally got an excuse to stop tormenting yourself as you watched your phone shut down from a low battery. You threw it aside and curled into a fetal position, letting the tears freely fall onto your knees.
You must’ve cried yourself to sleep you later realize after opening your eyes to the midday light pouring into your apartment. Begrudgingly, you pushed yourself off the couch listening to every bone creak like floors in a dated house. You plugged your phone in to charge and returned to the kitchen to feed Tsumiki her breakfast because unlike you, she deserves to eat.
After a few more morning (afternoon) chores, you looked to your phone to see how things were today. The answer?
Worse.
More of the same shit, but with the added bonus of threats pooling in your DMs and on all your own posts. Courtesy of the people who have nothing better to do than wish harm upon you for breathing the same air as their celebrity crush. Speaking of,
Satoru Gojo heyyy sugu, shoko, and I are going out to that club again later to celebrate! you up to join???
You Sorry, I’ve got a lot of work to catch up on :( hope you guys have fun though!
Satoru Gojo boooo :( well if you change your mind, we’ll be there! <3
Look at you lying. Aren’t these supposed to be your friends?
“Yeah, I know. I’m the worst,” you sigh.
Most of the time your bed is the only place you want to be, all wrapped up and cozy under layers of blankets and pillows relaxing away.
Other times it feels like a prison. All the fabric acting as chains bounding you to eternal damnation. Those days you’re unwilling to move or even try to escape your fate.
Like always, you gave in, sinking down into the cold sheets to stare up at the blank white ceiling, counting all the scuffs and spots you make a mental note to clean later whenever you feel capable of doing it.
It seems so easy for others to be able to ignore all the drama and intrusive thoughts, going right back to living their lives like normal functioning beings. Yet here you are, wallowing in your own misery not wanting to do anything but cry and cry some more, even when all your tears have long since dried up.
It's depressing.
You’re depressed.
And you hate yourself more for not being able to stop it.
A pitifully weak waste of air.
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A few unremarkable days have gone by since then, and you showed no signs of feeling not even slightly better. At least you stopped crying, but maybe all the tears are just dried up and gone. You wake up late to mindlessly complete and work you have, all before sitting down to try and eat something.
You’re not even sure why you bother. There’s barely any taste and you don’t have the appetite to eat more than a few bites. “What a waste of food,” you think to yourself each time before moving on to some other meaningless thing to pass the time until you’re able to sleep once more.
You ended up going to the store one afternoon. You try and say it’s to get Tsumiki some more food or toys, but your fridge needed some refilling as much as you had no desire to eat anything above that of a “girl dinner”.
Your outfit for this trip didn’t do much either to help your confidence out. Sometimes it helps to get all nice and pretty, but now all you want to do is hide under a lazy put together outfit scarce of any metal or jewel to adorn your skin. You can’t help but scowl at yourself in the mirror as though you weren’t the one who chose to wear the fit, but what’s the point?
On your way back from the store, you kept your eyes down at the sidewalk, counting cement tiles to think of anything else to keep your mind at bay. That was until you noticed your neighbor hunched over next to an idled car in front of the building.
The hairs on your neck stood straight up at the sight of his deathly cold stare aimed at whoever was inside the vehicle. Never have you seen Toji express remotely any type of anger like he holds now. Compared to cursed dolls, this is much scarier.
Who is he talking to?
You kept quiet to avoid disturbing whatever was going on and slipped into the building’s front door, heading up the stairs as quickly as you can to get back inside your home.
“Hey.”
Your body tensed up. You wanted to avoid talking to him if you could. He doesn’t need to be burdened with your troubles and you keep telling yourself anyways that you want to be alone right now.
Taking your hand off the knob, you turn around halfway to meet his gaze. “Hey Toji,” you weakly smile.
The fire you previously saw in his eyes was no longer there, replaced by one of his usual stoic faces.
“I saw your friends the other night at the bar. Surprised you weren’t with em.”
“yeah, I─ wasn’t really feeling it that day.”
He raised his hand to scratch his nape, looking you over. “I’ve got some time before my shift if you wanted to that fish movie or somethin’.”
“I’m sorry, I’m kind of busy with work tonight.” You bit your lip nervously. “Some other night?”
“Yeah, no problem.” He pouted slightly with disappointment.
“Sorry,” you mumbled, turning back to your door and opening it. “See you later.”
“See y─“ the door shut, leaving Toji standing there confused. Weird.
You slid your back down the door, sitting on the floor with your head in your hands. “What the fuck is wrong with you, y/n?”
It took you several minutes and the worried meows of Tsumiki before you stood up to put your purchases away. After that, you crawled right back under the covers of your prison for some good old blue light exposure therapy.
You must’ve fallen asleep at some point, only to wake up to the sound of someone knocking at your front door. Glancing at the phone still clutched in your hand, you saw it was a little after midnight.
Approaching the door slowly and without any noise to alert whoever it is that someone’s home, you peer into the peephole. No one. You turn away, only for another knock to occur. Against your better judgement, you cautiously open the door.
“Megumi?” you look down at the teary-eyed boy clutching his frog plush tightly in his arms. “What’s wrong, did something happen?”
“I had a bad dream,” he sniffled. You could see his lips starting to quiver with oncoming sobs.
“C’mere, Gumi.” You pick him up into your arms, walking back inside towards your couch. “There, there,” you coo, rubbing soft shapes over his back as you settle down onto the cushion.
He held onto you tightly like a baby koala, your shirt inevitably collecting the tears that fell like rain out of his eyes. “Do you want to talk about it?” you ask, and he shakes his head in response. “That’s okay, you don’t have to. I’m right here with you and you’re safe now.” You pick up your phone to message Toji.
You Hey, Megumi’s with me right now. He’s fine, just had a nightmare is all and came over.
Toji Fushiguro shit, you mind helping him back to sleep? he’ll be fine so you don’t gotta stay afterwards
You No worries 👍
“You want to try going back to sleep?” He whines at the thought with his tiny hands doing all they can to stay attached to you.
“Don’t leave me, please…” he sniffles into the fabric of your shirt.
“I’m not going anywhere, Gumi,” you tell him. After a few minutes spent calming him down, you end up taking him to your bed instead of his own, tucking him into the still warm spot from your earlier nap.
He grumbled a bit, but was unable to fight his heavy eyelids once you began humming a lullaby from your childhood, running your fingers through his hair in slow, calming motions to soothe him to sleep.
“ma..ma…” he mumbles, making your heart ache.
For a while you remained with him, forgetting your own troubles at you watch Megumi peacefully sleep. Tsumiki ended up joining you both, curling up at Megumi’s side. “How sweet,” you thought.
You He’s sound asleep in my place.
Toji Fushiguro thanks, doll, be there right after my shift ends.
This time when a knock sounded at the front door, you were already expecting it and weren’t startled.
“Hey Toji,” you greet, parting the door for him to enter.
Unlike the time before when Toji came to your apartment at this hour, there weren’t any candles or ambient light filling the space, no background music, no muted show on TV; just you, standing there under the light of the entryway.
“Did I wake you?” he asks with a puzzled look.
“No, I haven’t slept yet,” you admit.
Your answer only served to confuse him further. He can’t quite explain it yet, just that something about you is… off.
He could say you look tired, but it is around five in the morning. Who isn’t tired at that time? Before he could open his mouth, you had already started walking towards your bedroom. He sighed, following behind you.
“He looks right at home,” Toji smiled, brushing Megumi’s hair, and giving Tsumiki some scratches as well. Pretty soon, the sound of her purring filled the silence. He carefully took Megumi into his arms, careful not to disturb his slumber. The two of you then walked back out to your entryway.
“Thanks for watching the kid,” he paused, looking at you, “About earlier…”
You finally look up at his eyes and notice the swirl of emotions running through his emerald orbs.
“…Is everything okay? Did I do something to upset you?”
“Oh. No, no─I’m…sorry about that.” Shit. “You didn’t do anything wrong.”
“What’s up then, cause you’ve been actin wei─" Megumi started to stir in his sleep, no doubt disrupted.
“I’m okay Toji, really,” you try and reassure him, even if it was yet another lie to come out of your mouth. It’s not his problem.
You aren’t sure he even bought it, especially not after he made a grunting sound all the while examining at you with a intent stare.
“Alright, but if there is something bothering you, just talk to me, okay?”
You opened the front door for him, “Will do, thanks. Goodnight.”
“Goodnight.” He dipped his head to you before the door shut completely.
After he left, the apartment you stood in suddenly felt colder than ever. You hated lying to Toji. He doesn’t deserve it. He doesn’t deserve to have to deal with your feelings either, your thoughts whispered to you.
You went on to feed Tsumiki her dinner before meandering back into bed, curling up into a ball to face the window. Even under the mound of blankets, you couldn’t shake how cold you were feeling. The dimly lit sky seemed to relate with you.
When was the last time you could see the stars shining proud?
You yourself felt like a bright star once. One that floated easily through the cold expanse of time and space without issue. But unlike those other stars, there was no spectacular supernova at the end of it all. No rainbow plumes of stardust to show the universe how well of a life you led.
Instead, it was more like a flip of a switch. Shining one day like normal and the next, a bleak void of what you were before, absent of light.
You rolled away to face the wall on the opposite side of your room, moving your hands to clasp either shoulder in a self-embrace.
I miss the warmth.
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You woke up alone for once in bed, and as far as you could see, Tsumiki wasn’t in your room. You got up to investigate, figuring maybe she would already be on the couch or in a window watching birds, but to your dismay, she wasn’t in those spots either.
…Strange? Maybe she’ll come out for breakfast?
So you tried, preparing her usual pampered meal in her dish, using it to make some noise.
“Tsumiki~ where are you?” you call.
Nothing.
Where is she!? She couldn’t have gotten out, right?
Now you were starting to freak out, running around and checking under and behind every piece of furniture hoping to find her. Eventually you did find her, all huddled up in your closet.
“There you are!” You reach out to grab her. “You had me so worried.” She doesn’t do anything to resist, no purrs or mewls either, just laying there quietly.
You bring her out to the kitchen and place her down in front of her bowl to which she sniffs the food and then turns to walk away to some other corner of your apartment.
“Fuck, Tsumi, don’t do this to me.” Your heart started beating out of your chest, tears threatening to burst from your eyes. “What’s the matter, baby? Are you okay?”
Fuck! What do I do!?
You stand there biting at your lip while you think for a moment before running to get your phone. Google was far from helpful, the results akin to what any WebMD page has to say about human symptoms (aka you’re already dead).
By this point you’re hysterical. This was not at all the time for something like this to happen, especially for it to be Tsumiki. When it rains, it pours, and right now it feels like a hurricane is localized above your head.
She needs a vet.
You can’t run with her all the way across town.
Call a taxi.
Waiting will just prolong whatever she’s suffering from.
You need your own car.
You don’t have one.
“Toji.”
You run out in front of his door and begin frantically knocking, desperately hoping he’s home. After a couple minutes, the door opens to reveal the shirtless, half-asleep man.
“Toji? I-I-I─“
“Woah, woah. Slow down,” he interrupted, snapping himself awake given the urgency. He placed his hands on top of your shoulders. “What’s wrong?”
Tears were pouring down your face as you bordered the line of becoming an inconsolable mess. “It’s Tsumiki, she’s sick, I don’t know! I need to get her to a vet but─“
“Go get her, I’ll get my keys.” He brought his thumb up to your face, wiping away a few of the tears with the pad of his thumb. “Try to breathe, okay?” You nodded.
Once he released you, you ran back inside for Tsumiki, placing her gently into her transport. Toji walked into your apartment at the same time, grabbing the crate from you with ease.
He settled her down in the backseat where you immediately followed inside to stay at her side, hunched over the crate. Toji ran around the bumper to the driver side, barely getting his seatbelt on before pulling out onto the main road.
From time to time, he’d look back at you through the mirror to see how you were doing, listening to every sniffle you made between coos meant to comfort your beloved kitten. When you arrived at the emergency clinic, Toji helped carry her inside again with you, leading the way towards the receptionist with his hand enveloping yours.
“Hi, may I please have your name and a brief description of what seems to be the problem?”
“Y/N L/N, it’s m-my cat, Tsumiki. She’s sick I think, she won’t eat and isn’t acting like her normal self.”
“Okay…one moment please,” they began typing away into the computer in front of them.
As you stood there barely able to contain yourself from breaking down further, you felt Toji’s hand move to your shoulder. His thumb moved in slow, reassuring motions to help calm you.
“If you could just fill this chart out, the doctor will be with you as soon as they’re ready.” The receptionist passed over a clipboard and pen for you to take.
The waiting area had several tables and couches to take advantage of. Toji placed Tsumiki’s crate on a spot directly in front of you both while you sat down and began filling out the required information on the chart.
Your legs and hands were trembling uncontrollably, and you could only hope whoever the unlucky soul who gets these papers is going to be able to read your handwriting.
“Hey,” Toji cupped your dominant hand with his own, steadying you. “Breathe. I know it’s tough, but you gotta try and stay calm for Tsumiki. You aren’t going to be helpful to her if you suddenly drop over.”
“I can’t let anything happen to her.” You leaned forward in your seat, hunching over in the process to rest your head against your knees. Toji moved his arm around you, pulling you against him. “I don’t know what I’d do if something happened to her, she’s─“ you choked a sob between words, “she’s all I have left. Without her, I…I can’t.”
Toji’s other arm came around to pull you completely into his embrace, your head now buried against his chest, muffling any sobs you can’t help but make.
“That’s not true,” he began, speaking in a stern yet calm tone, “You have me, Megs, those other friends you got drunk with, your boss even! You told me all of this yourself. You are not alone, not anymore.”
“Toji, I─“ you pulled your head off his chest in a second, you hand moving just as fast to clutch your nose. “Shit!”
Toji’s eyes widened upon seeing the blood appear around your palm, dripping down your arm. Thankfully the waiting area had plenty of tissues, so he wasted no time in snatching up a box and putting one to your nose.
“Oh god, your shirt! I’m so sorry!”
“Don’t be,” he scoffed. “A bit of blood is nothing. I’m more worried about you right now.”
“I’m sorry Toji,” your head dropped. “I’m such a mess right now, I don’t mean to burden you.”
You felt his hand settle on the crown of your head. “You have nothing to be sorry for. Let your knight in shining armor be there for you,” he says playfully. It earns him the hint of a smile on your face and a short-lived laugh, but that’s all he could ask for right now.
“L/N?” a voice called out. “We’re ready for you over here!”
You stood up and reached for the handle of Tsumiki’s carrier. “Hey Toji? Do you mind…coming with me, please?”
Toji smiled, “Not at all, princess.” He then left his seat and followed you into the exam room.
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When all was said and done, Toji drove you back home and walked you back into your apartment. He placed the carrier gently on the ground for you to open, allowing Tsumiki to roam free again.
You were still crouched on the floor as you put your palms to your face to hide your embarrassment. “I feel so stupid… All of that for a simple tummy ache of all things.”
“Hey, it shows how much you love her. Can’t fault yourself for that.”
“I’m sorry I took so much time out of your day.” You thought back to when he opened the door shirtless, causing you to blush. “Looked like you were sleeping too when I came around.”
“What did I say about the apologies, princess? You have nothing to be sorry about.” He kneeled in front of you, the fabric of his jeans bunching up and rubbing against your leg. “I would like to know what else is bothering you though. I know for a fact it’s more than just what happened with Tsumiki.”
Remaining quiet, you stand up and move to the couch. You tuck your knees to your chest as he followed you over, sitting down onto a spot next to you.
“Look. You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, but we’re friends. I want to help you if you’ll let me.”
You continued to be silent, avoiding his gaze by looking elsewhere, but after a few moments you decide to open your phone and pass the device to him.
Toji’s expression softened upon seeing the photos Satoru posted, a blush creeping up his face. It was obvious enough these were the shots from the magazine you told him about.
“These are beautiful, you’re beautiful. What’s the problem then?”
You want to smile at his words, and any other time you would be blushing like a madwoman, but today wasn’t that day.
“This,” you open the comment section with your finger, “is the problem.”
Toji scrolled through all the harsh, jealous words being said against you, scowling in response. “All I see are a bunch of morons spewing shit out of their ass. Each and every one of them are wrong,” he says coldly.
“They’re not all wrong though,” you huff.
“Uh uh. Do not do that to yourself. Don’t you think for a second anything these assholes are saying means anything.”
“I can’t. stop. thinking. about it. Every single word they say sticks with me and I hear it all the time in my head!” you tell him, burying your face into your knees to hide your tears.
“Then listen to me telling you that they’re wrong! Satoru didn’t make you the model that you are, you earned this job yourself! If you could see yourself from my own two eyes, then you would know how beautiful you really are.”
He pauses momentarily and then taps your shoulder to make you look at him. “I’m not saying this because I’m your friend. I’m saying it because it’s true.” He handed you your phone back, “Even he agrees.”
You looked confused until you saw the post Toji pulled up, a recent story update on Satoru’s Instagram. A whole post of him going off on how appalled he is at the disgusting comments, how you deserve none of the hate, and especially how excited he is to work with you again on future projects as your friend.
“You should post your own pics too for your page. Be proud of your work.”
You scoff, “Yeah, and give them more fuel? It’s bad enough they’re commenting under all my other photos.”
“So? Fuck whatever those jerks have to say about you. Their opinions are trash just like them.” He places his hand over your knee. “You wanted to become a model; you have every right to flaunt the work you do.”
“Okay,” you sigh, calming down. “I’ll do it.”
His lips upturned into a wolfish grin, “Good girl. Now, what do you say about ordering in some food? We can watch that fish thing too with Megs if you’re up for it.”
Your eyes widened, darting to the clock on your phone. “Oh my god, Megumi! I’m so sorry, is he─“
“Relax, he’s home right now,” he assures you. “I had his sitter pick him up from school.”
“Thank god, I was so caught up with own shit I forgot about your responsibilities.”
“No harm done, so quit apologizing.”
“I’m sorry, fuck, sorr─“ you clasp your hand over your mouth to shut yourself up. Toji gave you a blank stare for a moment before your stomach decided it was the perfect time to let out a loud growl. Your mouth fell agape with embarrassment while Toji barked out a husky laugh.
“I’ll take my earlier question then as a yes.” He stood up, pulling his phone out. “Speaking of the kid though, his birthday is coming up. It’d mean a lot to him if you’re there for it, it’ll be a small party.”
You look up at him with a bright smile, “I’d love to.”
“Thanks.” He smiles back. “I’ll go get the kid and order your favorite, so get comfortable.”
As he left, you went back to your own profile to see some of the latest posts, and to your surprise, a lot of the hate and threats you saw were no longer there. You can only surmise that Mr. Nanami had something to do with it, like a stealth hero working in the dark.
You selected all the photos you thought you were nice from the shoot and uploaded them, fighting through your shaky fingers to do this for yourself. Moments later, your DMs flashed a message from the group chat you’re in with the trio.
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Satoru Gojo oiiiii, I see you’re online now! are you okay??? we miss you :(
You I’m okay now, I’m sorry for worrying you all.
Suguru Geto Don’t be, you have every right to want your own space. We’re just happy to hear from you again.
Shoko Ieiri next time though you should tell us so we can help you feel better <3
Satoru Gojo yeah^^^ I was this close to getting that double D DILF you like to drive us to your place so we could see you and make sure
You omg, stop
Satoru Gojo hehehe I can see you blushing through the screen >:3 Shoko Ieiri no need to deny the obvious
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You wiped your happy tears and looked back up to the door to see Megumi running in to give you a big hug. Toji followed closely behind with a smile dancing across his face.
“Food’s on its way, you feeling better?”
“Yeah.” You nodded your head. “Thank you, Toji. I’m glad we’re friends.”
“Me too, sweetheart.” He plops down next to you again, bouncing Megumi on his knee. “Let’s get this movie going then so we have time for Aliens later,” he smiles deviously.
“Yeah, as if,” you scoff, rolling your eyes in amusement.
Megumi ended up thoroughly enjoying Finding Nemo, reciting Dory’s iconic line, “just keep swimming,” over and over. Toji on the other hand tried his best still to deny the Gill allegations, but it’s proved to be an impossible fight now that his own son is backing you up.
Between all the laughing and combined joy the three of you shared, you can safely say that in that moment, you didn’t feel all that cold anymore.
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☆ Notes: wrote a lot of this while I myself was feeling like shit, but hey perfect timing to flesh y/n’s character for future development. a lot of it is mainly tied to my own experiences so it definitely isn’t going to be universal to how depression treats everyone else but besides that, I hope any of you guys reading this that struggle with your own depression find the happiness you want in life <3 healing isn’t an overnight journey but I hope you all try to be kind and forgiving to yourself in pursuit of the life you want.
shoutout to my sister for raising me on movies like chucky :3 jennifer tilly is my celebrity crush and my first ever crush as a child. watching slappy as a 3 year old traumatized me for life though lmao
besides that, I’m trying to work into toji’s dynamics more. I promise he won’t always be the big softie that he is with y/n throughout the whole series, but right now we’re seeing the side of him reserved for people he actually likes. after all, he loved mamaguro so much and gave everything he could to her. he is a GOOD man, chaotic good, but good nonetheless and I will die on that hill.
also I don’t know about you all, but when I get super stressed out and cry, my nose starts bleeding like hell which is why I wanted to add that scene in specific to add to the depth of the reader's anxieties
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thagomizersshow · 9 months
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Content warning: blood, gore, sexual content, sexual assault, parasites and body horror
This is a heavily modified version of an essay I originally wrote for a literary theory class and then turned into a script for a video essay that I never finished. 
Enjoy :)
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One of the things that really bothers me about the critical conversation around Alien (1979) is the long-running idea that the alien and its various forms are so enduringly horrifying because they break the sexual/gender binary.
The worst example I can find is this excerpt, from Alien Woman: The Making of Lt. Ripley, by Ximena Gallardo and C. & C. Jason Smith:
The Alien species disregards the sexual difference that is so essential to our definition of what it is to be human. The male body is repositioned to correspond to the female body: the male mouth becomes the vagina, the chest the womb. The dichotomy male/female is broken down, as all humanity is female (a womb) in the face of the alien.
I get that this was published in 2004, but Gender Trouble had already been around for over a decade, so that’s not much of an excuse for weird ass gender essentialism in academia.
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Art by AlexanDraxleean ↑
The idea that the xenomorph and its various stages are scary because the gender binary is being broken down is comically disregarded by the simple fact that trans people (like myself) ALSO find the damn thing scary. We are living embodiments of a shattered binary, but we aren’t shitting ourselves over our own existence (usually). I contend that the alien is scary not because of a violation of gender or sexual norms, but because it utilizes a much more widespread and visceral kind of horror: that of the parasite.
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Most other animalistic horror monsters rely on the fear of the predator: monster wanna eat you → you run away → get caught → get eated. This is an oversimplification, obviously, and if you want a really good exploration of how the fear of predators effects us, read Val Plumwood’s Eye of the Crocodile. For real, my fav ecophilosophy book.
No, instead of the more straightforward horror presented by the predator, the alien uses the inescapable, cloying, and violating horror of parasites and parasitoids. Where the predator hunts, kills and eats, the parasite clings, defiles and tortures. When the predator catches you, you’re dead. When the parasite catches you, you don’t know what is going to happen. Is it going to bury inside you? Is it going to feed on your body? Is it going to lay eggs in you? You literally don’t know, and that’s what makes them so scary. Hell, they could get inside you without you even knowing. It isn’t just the fear of death, it’s the paranoia of violation AND the fear of the unknown. This makes Alien akin to a Lovecraftian horror in many ways, but instead of the fear of race-mixing or disabled people, it is the fear that whatever you do, wherever you go, there are beings that can enter your body and use it against your will.
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Hell, the whole premise of the movie, at least according to the screenwriter, came from the thought “what if ichneumon wasps laid eggs in us instead of in worms?” That basic idea is glossed over constantly in analysis of Alien in favour of more Freudian explanations that rely heavily on antiquated notions of gender essentialism. When early screening audiences were throwing up in their seats in 1979, were they thinking about how “this monster really transgresses gender norms :/” or were they thinking “fuck what if that thing was growing inside me?!?!”
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The only time I agree with these old school interpretations is when they view Alien through the lens of sexual assault. The fear of sexual assault and the fear of parasites are fucked up sisters in a way. They are both fears of bodily violation that induce a strong paranoia, and their symbologies easily feed off one another. Sexual imagery (e.g. a penis shaped head with a mouth on the end) combined with parasitic imagery (e.g. a creature grabbing a hold of you and doing unknown things to your body) are both niggling at the part of your brain that is repulsed by internal invasion.
However, I’ve seen arguments that Alien specifically targets fears for cis men being sexually assaulted, and I think that’s a very limited approach to the movie. The idea of a creature latching onto you, ignoring your autonomy, and using you as an incubator is pretty universally scary if you ask me, and I think for most people, that idea connects to a primal and often unaddressed fear of parasites far more than sexual violation. Just look at videos of botfly maggot removals and tell me you don’t get the same yucky feeling as when you watch Alien.
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Even for people like me who find these creatures fascinating, I still get that skin crawly feeling when I look at images of them for too long. And it isn’t just a short-lived disgust reaction happening, it’s also that feeling of paranoia that it could be happening to you right this minute. This is all a part of what is called the behavioural immune system, which is the brain’s first line of defense against infection and why most people are grossed out by signs of disease on the body (pus, rashes, body odours, etc.).
We really don’t like thinking about parasites, and it shows across our culture. Deadly predators of all kinds have been worshiped all over the world, but is there anyone in history who paid fealty to the tick? Who invoked the name of the roundworm for strength? Are there cartoons about anthropomorphic scabies and their kingdom of flesh? (If any of these exist and I just don’t know it, please tell me.)
I’m not saying that this is an innate feeling in all of us (the human experience is about as diverse as it gets, and I’m sure some people just don’t have this reaction and never have) but I do think it’s widespread enough and so infrequently felt that when this parasite repulsion is triggered it makes for a horror that is far harder to shake than any socialized fear of gender violation. Far more than any Freudian psychosexual imagery, the horror of the parasite is what I believe has made the xenomorph such an enduring cinematic monster.
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I wanna leave this post off with one of my favourite quotes about parasites from Annie Dilliard’s book, Pilgrim at Tinker Creek:
It is the thorn in the flesh of the world, another sign, if any be needed, that the world is actual and fringed, pierced here and there, and through and through, with the toothed conditions of time and the mysterious, coiled spring of death.
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Thoughts about the Banshees of Inisherin in no particular order because I'm insane and I spent at least a third of the screening with tears streaming down my face
Padraic starting out the film happy and one by one realising how few things he was relying on to stay that way, just the dreadful hit after hit as he loses his friend, his sister, his donkey and even the village idiot he couldn't get to leave him alone
Something which reminds me of the most painful moments of catcher in the rye or lord of the rings - having a protagonist who does not suffer stoically, does not repress his emotions until a breaking point, but laments and begs for help and reaches out again and again and is broken by the pain inflicted upon him and is not strong enough to survive through it
The most horrible sight to behold in our culture - a grown man crying
In general that whole scene. Padraic standing up to the shithole cop, getting assaulted, Colm wordlessly helping him up but refusing to comfort him once he broke down or stay with him past the crossing
Jenny being buried in padraic's blanket
The hooked stick.
The second confession scene containing both "kind of weird, but strictly speaking not a sin" and "you got me there"
"and what about the despair?" "It's back a bit" "but you're not going to do anything about it, are you?" "No, I'm not"
I wish I knew enough about Irish or English history to say something more about the civil war's significance to the story but I can at least say the faraway conflict gives an eerily absurd tone to Padraic and Colm's feud, like they are simultaneously squabbling over nothing and waging some great existential battle
Speaking of which I was absolutely astounded to see a genuine discussion about the meaning of life in like the first ten minutes of this film. Padraic represents my own belief that a life spent enjoying yourself and making others happy is well lived and valuable, while Colm is obsessed with being remembered and believes his life will only have been worthwhile if he does something remarkable, if he leaves something behind. I kind of wanted Padraic to ask him what it matters to him how someone will feel about him long after he's dead in the ground, but regardless this was a genuinely compelling and shockingly well laid out philosophical conflict
In general I'm stunned by how seamlessly and plainly the themes are interwoven with the story. It's hard to put into words exactly but it's some damn good scriptwriting
I called this movie a masterpiece of small scale tragedy on letterboxd and I fully stand by this. This microscopic in the grand scale of things drama - made to look even smaller by the fact that it's two grown men having it - is simultaneously shown very clearly to encompass padraic's entire world. The tiny island setting is used wonderfully to emphasise this
Speaking of which, I have a massive soft spot for stories where the location is a character unto itself, or in any case has a huge role to play. This is a perfect example of a story like that
And speaking of the tragedy genre, this is maybe the best example I have ever seen of comedy and tragedy/drama woven together completely seamlessly? I can't think of a single moment where the tone shift felt jarring or the mood felt inappropriate. One of the moments I remember most clearly as integrating humour with drama is when Siobhan sees the first finger and padraic's comically stunned reaction combines with her comically realistic one to create a genuine air of tragedy somehow. It's also a good example of the similarly seamless weaving together of naturalistic and stylised storytelling
Not only the horror of loving someone who hates you, but of having that person leverage your love for them in order to keep you away
In general, most heartbreaking film I think I've literally ever watched. 10/10 masterpiece probably will not watch again all the way through because it's too painful
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For Anything, For Something
Raphael x FemReader: Fluff
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Y/n: Red? Ya up?
Raph: ya
Y/n: I can’t sleep
Raph: same
Y/n: can I call you? 
Raphael didn’t even give the girl a chance to dial before he hit the call button. He always preferred to call than text because 1. It’s faster, he’s got big hands 2. It’s easier to gauge the other person's emotions. Totally valid. 
“Hey Red” 
“Hey Tiger”
“Miss me yet?” Y/n covered her true feelings with a nervous giggle. She’s not going to lie, it’s been weird and it hasn’t even been a full 24 hours yet. She felt ridiculous.
“Ya,” despite how short his answer was, she sensed something in his tone. Was he going through the same thing she was? Or was he just tired and grumpy from the lack of sleep? She felt like she was an addict going through withdrawal and he was the drug. 
Tonight would be the first night she’d attempt to sleep in her new apartment. Alone. This is to be expected of a single, 25-year-old, but the past six months, hell the last two years, have been anything but normal. 
She’d met the Ninja Turtle brothers a little over two years ago after she was a hostage in a robbery gone wrong at the old convenience store she worked at. Once everything had settled, Leo had helped her answer the officer’s questions after Mikey had let himself be seen by the three robbers and herself. After that night, the brothers had checked in to make sure she hadn’t told anyone and they had all become fast friends. Especially her and Raphael. She was very fond of all the brothers but there was something that always brought her back to the ‘big cuddly teddy bear…if teddy bears could kill.’ In the beginning, he’d pretend she never existed up until she had proven her worth and loyalty to his family and he was all hers. They shared their combined hot-headedness mixed with a knack for chaos and they had become as thick as thieves. 
Then, fast forward to the past six months when she had been kidnapped, rescued, and taken in by the Hamato family. Y/n and Raph’s friendship went from just casual, everyday conversations to causing absolute chaos, with the help of Mikey. He’d also convinced her to let him build a routine for her. She knew all the brothers, in their own right, were health nuts to a point, Leo, of course, being the most severe. But how could she say no?
She was eternally grateful for the Hamato Clan and their support and friendship but…things began to change. To be exact, things started to shift in the last 3 months of her staying in the lair. Raphael and she had become so close, in fact, that she’d sought solitude in his bed every night for the past few months. It started out innocent enough after Y/n watched a horror movie marathon with Mikey.  She remembered it like it was yesterday. She tossed and turned on the couch yet couldn’t keep her eyes closed for long as the eerie sounds of the lair echoed around her. So, she went in search of something, anything to help her sleep which turned out to be Raphael. He was in the weight room, shocker, right? He evidently couldn’t sleep either and with him being her best friend and she always felt safe and seen around him. It had only taken a total of twenty minutes before she ended up sweating her ass off. Totally worth it. He had ended up pushing her to rep three more before she had to call it. Her body was sore and sweaty in all the right ways, she finally felt accomplished and as if she had earned the right to sleep. After a quick shower and she was back to where she started, only this time clutching her hoodie a little tighter as she stared at the worn couch. 
“What’re ya doin’?”
She jumped as Raphael appeared behind her. Damn him and his ninja skills. 
“Uh,” she honestly didn't know what to say. She didn’t want to seem rude after he and his family had opened their home to her. So she just stood, half dazed and mouth ajar, unable to form the right words. 
“Come on.” His gruff command followed by a grip along her wrist led her to follow behind him. Exploring the intricacies of his cracked and broken shell as he led them out of the den. It hadn’t registered where they were going until he pushed through a door and it shut behind them. She was in his room. Despite what someone else in her situation may think or feel, she felt no overactive nerves or a cause of concern. Instead, she simply adored the fact that he even offered. Even more, it was offered through actions. That was his specialty. Action. 
She had felt so relaxed and at ease sharing his bed that night despite the line of pillows protecting them from touching. Those precisely placed pillows were soon forgotten and as their fourth night rolled around, there was nothing to separate them. Their touches were never intimate in nature…at least not in the beginning. They’d sleep and then throughout the night, an occasional leg draped over the other at the knee or an arm would cradle a waist. They started a routine of sorts and even after the brothers had found out, there was little to no teasing. Or at least, none that she was aware of. Though Mikey and April both were constantly in her ear and April all but screamed with heart eyes when she assumed that she and Raph were now an item. Said something along the lines of, “about time.” That’s what caused Y/n’s brain to fry and then overthink any and all little things that both she and her hot-headed friend get up to. The confrontation forced her to realize that her feelings for the large brute ran, way, way, way deeper than just friendship. Now, she just needed to get her head out of her ass and confess to the red-handed terrapin. But, she didn’t want to lose his friendship; it had taken her 2 years before he saw her as anything more than a simple nuisance. 
Anywho, time passed and before either of them knew it, it was time for her to return to the land above. April helped her find a new apartment, closer to the lair even, and got her a part-time gig at the station. Everything on the outside was turning up but, to Y/n, she was sad to lose her sleeping partner. The last week she stayed at the lair, Raphael had strayed, building his walls back up, and didn’t come to bed. Every time she’d tried to confront him about it, his mood would bristle and he’d stomp off. To say the least, it was disheartening and she was worried that she had done something wrong. But now, not even 24 hours after her departure she was determined to find out why. She convinced herself she couldn’t sleep unless otherwise. 
“So Red…why’d ya disappear?” 
“Huh? What'd ya me—,”
“You stopped coming to bed.” She wasn’t going to beat around the bush. It was late enough and all she craved was a sense of familiarity. 
“Ya. Figured ya’d want yer space.” She could hear the shrug with the utter disregard to tackle what she knew, he knew, what she was referring to. 
“Bullshit Red.” 
“So.”
“So? So? C’mon Red, ya don’t just sleep with someone for months and then up and ignore them like that….I thought we were friends…” She tried not to get frustrated but her vulnerability was showing and it honestly terrified her. It was usually so easy to talk with him, there was never any judgment or malice towards her. 
“Didn’a wanna get close—,”
Okay, that hurt. What’d he mean? 
“Wha…what?” Her tone broke with a sob and she regretted saying anything at all before he continued. 
“Uh, ah…doll…c’mon, don’t cry,” his tone shifts, dropping before she heard a growled-out huff. He needed to be careful. His feelings were showing, she thought bitterly. 
“No. I’m gonna cry Red. I cry when I’m hurt and frustrated.” He knew that they were one and the same. He was just more physical and she was, usually, more verbal with their anger. It must be the sleep deprivation that has her confessing but either way, it’s too late to back down now. She was in it. Full send. 
“Why’re ya frustrated…” his question died toward the end and Y/n wondered if he actually cared to listen. 
“‘Cause of you Raphael! You, you,” with a soft hiccup, she continued, “you made me feel at peace. Safe. Then, you up and leave, taking that peace with you. I can’t even sleep because of YOU!” Her voice climbed an octave as another frustrated cry draped out, “despite that being the only thing I want to do.” She finished with a whisper.  She was exhausted. She’s been talking through a scenario similar to this all day and her feelings turned tumultuous. 
“I finally had you right where I wanted you and,”
“It’s not what I wanted.” His voice roughly bit out each word as something clanged in the background. He must be in the weight room. 
Oh.
“Then why didn’t you just talk to me? I would’ve slept back on the couch…hell, I would’ve stayed with April if YOU hadn’t argued about it so hard!” Y/n was beyond mad now. It wasn’t like Raphael not to tell her, or anyone for that matter, that he didn’t like something. He should’ve said he wanted his bed, his space back. Instead of entertaining her, creating a sense of safety for months, only to take it away from her this past week. 
“No! That’s not…not what I meant,” his voice softened and fell off and more clangs echoed through the receiver. 
“Then what did you mean, Raphael.” The inflection of her voice was short and clipped as her emotions became guarded the longer he didn’t say anything. Just when she was about to ask him again, the phone call ended with a deafening click. 
He’d hung up.
Hung up!
The bastard! 
“Agh!” Tears sprung in the creases of her eyes as she threw her phone against her bed sheets as the palms of her hands rubbed angrily over her eyelids. 
There was no way she could go to sleep now and as she tried to call him back her call immediately died. She knew that if she attempted to call him back for the third time it’d be a lost cause. So she lay there, blinking slowly as the neon lights and sounds of the bustling city below did nothing to help quell her overactive mind. After about ten minutes of attempting to sleep, she gave up. There was no use in pretending to sleep if it was going to continue to elude her. 
Flicking the bedside lamp on, she paced around her room, clutching the knitted cardigan around her shoulders before an innocent-looking plushie was caught in the corner of her eye. 
“You, YOU!” She spun on her heel, glaring at the small turtle plushie with a makeshift red mask wrapped around his eyes. 
“You. Are. An. Ass. An ass I tell you! You, you always let your emotions cloud your judgment when you’re frustrated and you push people away as a defense mechanism!” She growled at the adorable-looking plushie. The same plushie that Mikey got her for Christmas last year and even took one of Raph’s old masks to wrap around its small head and painted little weapons on its belly to match all the brothers. It was one of her most prized possessions, but right now, it was being used as a sounding board to get all of her feelings out since she couldn’t yell at the one person she wanted to.
“You are my best friend, my confidant, my ‘other half’” her fingers bunched in front of her in little bunny ears, “the one person who has always, ALWAYS been there for me, even when you didn’t want to be!” She could feel her angry tears resurface as she continued to berate the small bundle of fabric and stuffing. 
“You just had to go and be amazing, as usual, and make me feel cared for, cherished and strong! So strong that I felt I could tackle the world sometimes! Made me feel fucking beautiful and then you just up and leave? The one person I thought I could always count on and you abandon me? Like what is that even about Red?” A choked sob broke through at the end and she felt her resolve crumble. Feeling utterly lost she gripped her sweater tighter while her shoulders folded in. She was always going to be alone.
“Ya thought I abandoned ya?” 
Y/n froze at the sound of his voice. Turning slowly she saw him perched halfway in the bedroom window, his eyes wide, bright, and brimming with hurt…or was it shock? His eye ridge raised before his face settled, jaw clenched tight as his teeth ground together. 
“And what are you doing here?” She had to all but bite her tongue to keep the edge out of her voice, though it was unsuccessful. She could feel a headache coming on as her anger sparked again. For one he had been short and callous, then proceeded to hang up on her, and now had the audacity to climb his way through her window. 
“I would never abandon ya.” Her question went unanswered as she watched the large brute begin to shake in front of her. That was when she noticed that he was dripping all over her floor and then she heard the rain. It pelted violently against the window and as lightning struck it cast his shadow over her body, embracing her. For a brief moment, she wished that, in place of his shadow, it would be his strong arms, and calloused hands that would grip her, holding her close. A huff was heard as his body shivered and she was brought out of her wistful thoughts. Glancing down she noticed the drops of water puddling at his feet and she needed to escape from his intense gaze. 
“Don’t move. You’re dripping all over my floor.” She gritted, turned on her heel, and made her way to the small linen closet to grab some towels. Despite being aggravated at the large brute, she wasn’t about to let me shiver and get sick from being in the rain…Wait, can he even get sick? She wondered as she gripped the fluffy towel between her slim fingers, kneading the fabric to help calm her mind before facing him again. She needed to calm down, not jump down his throat. They were both hotheads in their own right and right now, she was too exhausted to deal with anything but the truth. She gulped down a choking breath, her body shook as she decided that she was going to lay it all out on the table. She needed to tell him. 
“Here.” She chucked the now offending towel as she entered her room which he caught with frustrating ease. She watched him grunt and grumble as he reached around, wiping the still dripping water from his biceps, over the edge of his plastron, and down the grooves of his chest.
Y/n had to stop herself and avert her gaze as she watched him wipe down his massive thighs. His basketball shorts clung to his body and the way he was aggressively drying off, the fabric rode high, and she all but groaned, attempting to silence her torment with her bottom lip caught between her teeth. 
“Uh, wassah—,” Raphael began but she quickly moved and pushed him aside to lay the other towel down to soak up the puddle that gathered at his feet. 
“ya—,” The silence was tense and she began to pace as his weight shifted from leg to leg. Both struggle to say something, anything. 
“Y/n,” his voice deep, fingers flexed at his sides as he locked on her. There she was, standing before him, a sight for sure.  He knew that he had upset her, hell he was probably as mad at himself as she was. He wished he had the charm like Leo, the sexual charisma Mikey claimed, hell he even wished he could be as articulate as Donnie! It’s just not who he was and he hated it. 
“I love you.” There, it’s out in the open. She stood, toes curling against the hardwood as she waited. For anything, for something. 
“Why did—,” Her words died again but this time, she averted her eyes. She couldn’t look at him, she didn’t want to see the disgust on his handsome face from what she had just brashly admitted. 
Raphael was at a loss. He knew why, as he only recently admitted it to himself yet…he didn’t know what to do…what to say. She just said that she…that she…him.
“I know I probably just royally screwed up our friendship but, I needed you to know. These past few months…they’ve meant everything. Everything, Raphael.” Her arms crossed evenly as her face set but there was more. He knew that look, the look of her brows knitted together as her eyes flitted back and forth as if trying to find the words to say. Yet, here he was, looking like an absolute idiot, standing here and not saying a word. 
“And then, then! You up and ghost me for a week!” Her eyes closed in anguish as her forefinger and thumb squeezed the bridge of her nose. “You refused to come to bed, I’d barely see you outside of training or breakfast! Why! Huh? Why Red? I thought we could talk to each other…you’re my best friend. Whether you like it or not.” Her final huff was brought home as she collapsed onto the edge of her mattress, her fingers fiddling in her lap. 
Raphael wondered if she could hear his heartbeat, he knew his breathing was deeper than normal, his own feeble attempt to calm himself. He had a plan and hyped himself up the entire way here, yet now that he was in front of her; now paired with her confession, his overconfidence died. 
Y/n began to laugh, a few stray tears burst from the corners of her eyes as picked at the knitted fabric of her cardigan. The same cardigan that Raphael had knitted her last Christmas. 
“Yet, through it all…I still love your ass.” Her words rushed out in a laugh, her hands flung above her head before she stood. Crossing over to him, getting more and more frustrated the longer he stood there and said nothing. As she stood in front of him, she poked his plastron, feeling the smooth, yet rugged, texture underneath her fingers. 
“Come on Red. Not like ya to just stand there and say nothing,” she pushed against him now, her hand laying flat against his chest plate. She began to laugh again, only this time it dripped in sadness. Raphael’s eyes narrowed as he felt his emotions crash through him like a chaotic wave. His heart beat heavily against his ribs as she gazed up at him. Her tear-stained eyes, quivering lower lip, and knitted brow. 
“C’mon…say somethin’…do something…anything—,” her eyes closed again in hopes of refocusing her mind and steadying her overactive heart. 
“Yell, scream, push me away, please, just tell me what you want…” She knew she sounded weak and pathetic but keeping up this facade that all she wanted was his friendship had become too much. 
The seconds ticked by as they stood in complete silence. The only sounds were of the bustling city below, the heavy rain pelting the window and the loud crack of lightning, and then the heavy beat of thunder. In all truth, she wasn’t sure what was louder, the thunder or her heart breaking as the silence ticked by. Y/n began to push away, but before she could take a full step back, Raphael moved. 
His strong hands gripped her shoulders tight as she watched his fingers flex over the fabric of her sweater. The tendons in his tridactyle hands flexed, his pebbled flesh warm against her bare shoulders beneath the knitted knots. His thumbs began to rub circles over his shoulder’s edge. She closed her eyes again as the warmth of her tears began to cool but she couldn’t stop the hitch in her breath as she felt his forehead pressed against her own. 
“You,” his voice a deep whisper, his breath smelled of oranges. 
Her eyes went wide as she attempted to shift to get a better look at him but his hold tightened. His forehead rocked from side to side, a ghost of a frown on his lips.
“Wha—,”
“You. That’s what I want.”
Then, like something out of a cheesy romantic movie they locked eyes and it was all over. Her hands gripped his cheeks as she crushed herself to him. Their lips met rough, teeth clanked but neither one seemed to care. They pulled back slightly before diving back in with an equal fever. 
Nothing else existed. 
This was something.
This was everything.
He was everything.
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pokemonshelterstories · 5 months
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Are there any uninfected paras? Also can paras spores infect other bug types? They freak me out tbh
there are, but it's rare to see. normally, when mature parasect lay their eggs, the mushroom on their back douses the eggs with spores that will infect the paras when they hatch. the mushroom is so perfectly designed to parasitize the paras-bug that we don't know of any other bug type affected by it. in a way, the pokemon is more a combination of the bug and the mushroom than it is the bug itself.
uninfected paras and parasite are hard to find in the wild, but professor laventon himself wrote about uninfected members of the species! their behavior is so different without the mushroom influencing the bug's actions.
i understand being weirded out by it- there have been lots of horror movies inspired by the paras-mushroom- but it's just another example of nature doing what nature does best. paras and parasect are important prey species for several pokemon, and parasites are actually an integral part of an ecosystem. it sounds creepy to us, but i find that learning more about something makes it less frightening!
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Movie Night // Jill Roberts
request: “Could you do Jill roberts scream x female reader that figures out she’s Ghostface earlier than she’s supposed to”
“Could you do a jill roberts scream x female reader where reader is hanging out with Kirby and jill gets jealous”
“Could you do kill roberts x fem reader”
prompts: none
summary: a simple movie night with your best friend kirby soon turns murderous after a few phone calls
warnings: murder, slight jealousy, manipulation (sorta)
word count: 1.1k
a/n: i hope it’s okay that i combined these requests! and i know the requests said fem reader, but there’s not really any indication of gender anywhere so i hope that’s alright!
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You screamed loudly, jumping from the shock. The popcorn in the bowl you were holding now covered both you and Kirby. Freddy Krueger had just killed yet another person, but you kept getting scared every single time. Only now, your jumpiness just cost you your popcorn.
“Y/n! You are not allowed to hold the popcorn during a horror movie anymore!” Kirby said, grabbing the bowl from your grip in an attempt to salvage the little bit left in the bowl.
“It’s not my fault! I’m just jumpy. I mean, can you blame me?” you replied, grimacing at your own words.
“You mean the murders?” Kirby asked, no longer laughing at you.
“Just forget it. Let’s go back to the movie.”
You turned your attention back to the screen, only to be interrupted by Kirby’s house phone ringing. Groaning, she got up and walked over to answer it.
“Hello?” she said, annoyance in her voice.
“Enjoying your movie?” a distorted voice answered.
“Trevor? Is this you? Jill’s not here so go be obsessive somewhere else.”
“What are you watching, Kirby?”
“Nightmare on Elm Street. Why do you care? I already told you that Jill isn’t here.”
“That movie’s kinda scary, don’t you think? Are you sure you can handle it?”
“Bye Trevor!” Kirby said, hanging up the phone.
She walked back over to the couch and plopped down next to you, turning her attention back towards the movie.
“What did Trevor want this time?” you asked.
“He was weird. Just wanted to know what we were watching. Didn’t even say anything about Jill.”
“Are you sure it was him?”
“His voice sounded the same as it did last time he called. All weird and distorted.”
“He needs to get over Jill already. She’s moved on. And I am so much better than he is.”
Kirby laughed, falling silent afterwards to continue watching the movie. A few minutes later, you were watching from behind your hands, wanting to block out the gore on the screen in front of you. You usually could tolerate horror movies, but with everything happening recently you could barely stand the sight of them. The only reason you even agreed to watch the stupid movie in the first place was because it had been forever since you had hung out with Kirby. Hanging out with one of your best friends was worth suffering through a horror movie.
You heard a ringing, and practically jumped three feet in the air, only to realize it was just your phone.
“It’s Jill, can you pause real quick?”
“Yeah sure,” Kirby said, reaching for the remote to stop the movie.
“Hello?” you said, answering your phone.
“Hey babe, enjoying your movie?” Jill replied.
“How’d you know we were watching a movie?” you asked, slightly alarmed.
“I can hear it in the background,” Jill blurted out.
“No you can’t. It’s paused.”
“Oh, right! What I meant was, you told me earlier today that you were going over to Kirby’s to watch a horror movie. Remember?”
“I never said that. I just told you we were hanging out. I never mentioned a movie. Jill, what’s going on?”
“Nothing, I must be getting mixed up. I mean with everything going on lately, it’s a mess.”
“You’re not answering me Jill. How did you know we were watching a horror movie?”
“Uhm, I- uhm,” Jill stuttered.
Before you could say anything in reply, a crash sounded from upstairs. You and Kirby froze and looked at each other. No one else was home. At the same time the crash sounded, you heard a very similar noise coming from the other end of the phone call.
“Jill? Are you here?” you asked. Before you could get an answer, Jill hung up on you.
“Y/n? What’s happening?” Kirby asked, looking about as terrified as you were.
Even if it wasn’t Jill, someone was definitely in the house. But the more you thought about it, the more things started adding up. Kirby always getting random calls whenever the two of you hung out without Jill. Jill’s repeated survival from the killer. And now all of this. You felt your heart race as your mind came to the conclusion. Jill was Ghostface. She had to be. It all made sense now.
“We have to get out of here, right now,” you said, pulling Kirby off the couch and heading towards the door.
“What’s going on?”
“Look, I’ll explain when we’re somewhere safe, but right now we just have to-”
“Going somewhere?” Jill said, appearing at the bottom of the stairs.
“What are you doing here?” you asked, staring at your girlfriend with fear in your eyes.
“What’s it look like I’m doing? I just wanted to join in on movie night. Is that so bad? You know I don’t like it when you hang out with other girls.”
“I know, Jill. I know what you’ve done. You thought you could hide it from me, but you slipped up. How could you Jill?”
“Well, it was quite easy actually. I had to find someone good at following instructions, Charlie, and then get him to do all the dirty work. I just had to star in it.”
“You’re crazy! Come on, let’s get outta here!” Kirby shouted, turning to run out the back door, pulling you along with her.
Jill pulled out a gun and shot Kirby before she could get away, and turned to point the gun at you.
“You weren’t supposed to find out this way. Well, actually you weren’t supposed to find out at all. But, now you know! So, the question is, what are we going to do about that?” Jill said, walking closer to you.
You tried to back away, tripping slightly on Kirby’s body, before you walked into the counter. Jill had you cornered. You tried to reach for a knife, but it was no use. They were too far away, and you had nowhere left to go.
“You have a few choices here, babe. One, you try to fight me and end up with a bullet in your head. Two, you try to trick me into trusting you, slip up, and end up with a bullet in your head. Or three, you stop fighting, and join me and Charlie, and you don’t end up with a bullet in your head.”
You looked into Jill’s eyes, seeing nothing there. The love and light behind her eyes were gone, replaced with complete darkness. This wasn’t the girl you fell in love with. The girl standing in front of you was someone else entirely.
“So, what do you say? Are you with me or not?”
tags: @cheyp420
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creaturecomfxrts · 1 month
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Dipper and Mabel pines headcanons?
FINALLY getting around to answering these! since im better at them, heres some college age headcanons that apply just as much to how i view them in the show!
DIPPER PINES
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transmasc. duh. of course
parents are INCREDIBLY supportive, super understanding. hes on hormone blockers in the show and starts HRT as soon as hes able, getting top surgery and bottom surgery in his early 20s
bisexual! ran into a guy junior year of highschool and went oh GOD. this is wendy 2.0 im going to die
NERD.
LOVES board games. so much. not just dungeons and dragons and monopoly im talkin everdell, wingspan, cascadia, catan. he loves a good think. he also loves dragging everyone else into playing them with him. he always wins. almost always, anyway
absolutely adores college and everything about it hes a little freak. totally ends up being the president of a few clubs, co creating some, etc. made an occult club AND a hiking club at his college
loves doodling, loves horror. his teachers? not so much. they try not to look at the weird ass creatures he draws on the margins of his very well written homework.
probably goes into something smart. like biochem. or um. stem. im (author) is a liberal arts major all i do is write gay fanfiction.
PSYCHOTIC ASS DORM ROOM. he barely decorated it like a classic college male but has a conspiracy board and thats it. which is full of strange shit hes seen outside of gravity falls. to be fair its very well documented and somewhat neat, just…. strange decor. he lives in a single (introvert)
COVERED in tattoos, but always abides by the suit rule (all tattoos need to be able to be covered by a suit to be professional. he knows this bc hes a neerrrrddd). he has really sick sleeves of runes and other occult like things hes found interesting. he has cipher related tattoos as well and also even got ford to design a few.
he has PROMINENT eye bags. he will never fix his sleep schedule
ended up working as a summer camp counselor for a while right outside if gravity falls! the kids loved him but he couldnt stand the heat and bugs all the time so he only did it for a summer or two
even after turning 21 he doesnt actually drink that much, hes a craft beer enjoyer and likes to make it himelf (Much later in life)
ALWAYS stays in touch with mabel. if anything happens in either of their lives you better BELIEVE theyre already on the phone with eachother
medical marijuana card holder
smokes to help eith his anxiety. it works WONDERS
coffee drinker but actually Does put cream and sugar is coffee. sometimes. other times hes too tired and just thugs it out
MABEL PINES
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THE number one it girl ever
NUMBER ONE TRANS ALLY EVERRRRRR she loves her brother so much
pansexual!! she loves cool people, thats her motto
went to a fashion design school, is loving it despite drowning in work
began dying her hair in cool ways through highschool, now she always has some of her natural color present but goes a little crazy on the highlights
found out about huge dangley joke earrings. went absolutely crazy. has an entire space on her desk dedicated to her many many earrings. she has babies, knives, bags of doritos, aliens, glow in the dark ones, anything you could imagine.
fantastic at fashion design. stuggled a lot with the fancier stuff but her teachers were floored when they let her go wild on casual comfy wear. she excells in combining fashion and comfort in really exciting and colorful ways.
a party girl through and through, loves clubs, raves, concerts, anything!
video game lover as well, cracked at pvp games.
still boy crazy, just less so (has had like. 10 college boyfriends)
literally the sweetest friend ever. she loves hosting movie nights and tea parties (bc who wouldnt. theyre awesome)
tea drinker, loves floral teas with honey
HATES. black coffee. a starbucks frap girlie 4ever
has been scouted for modeing multiple times and only accepted when it was a commercial with puppies
love love loves making friendshio bracelets. knows all the patterns, all of her friends have a hefty amount of a bunch of different ones because she just keeps making them
anywwy, here you go! i love these two so much, i hope ive done them justice!
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driftwood-fireflies · 15 days
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any billy hcs?
OKAY I'm finly tackling this. lightning round.
I know that the general fandom perception of billy (in a few different circles anyway) is that he's trans, and I DO understand this. however it's not my personal headcanon. if you want to know why it's simply because the idea of him being a chaser is like insanely funny to me so. stu is trans and billy is weird about it. this is my dynamic.
as for sexuality, I've described this to people before, but to me he's bisexual on a technicality. what's that technicality? he REALLY thinks he likes women. like he's convinced himself he does. (he does not.) so like, if anything, he'd consider himself bisexual and so I call him bisexual. but. he's gay. dykwim.
anyway yes billy is a bi chaser and he is down horrible for stu though he can't really show it. I don't know if I even brought this up in my stu headcanons post but I do think they are BOTH autistic and bpd so they're really failmaxxing as a romantic duo
billyboy loomis is the undisputed mommy issues king, I think him and his mom were very close when he was a kid, like almost to the point where she was smothering him, but he loved her and became codependent with her. I think that's a theme for billy - codependency. he grew to be that way with his mom, and since I personally believe that him and stu have been friends since childhood, he also grew a little fascination with him at around the same time. he's always been Weird about stu in a myriad of ways, but the moment his mom abandoned him it was almost guaranteed that his closeness with him would turn into its own codependency. and it did.
I think his family has moved around a lot, only settling in woodsboro when he was maybe eleven or so. that's when he met stu.
I think they were both independently weird freaks of their own nature, as in, billy has always had his horror movie and psychology fascinations, but stu really amped up the crazy for him. like many people, I hc that stu is a big hunter and likely showed billy how to hunt and gut animals, and I even think he introduced him to the more gorey, less plot-centric horror movies that he loves. I also think the buck that they share was stu's initially, who then gave it to billy sometime after his mom left.
as for current day (read: 1996) stuff. a lot of people tend to stereotype stu as The horny one in their dynamic, but idk. they're both teenage boys and if anything, billy was the one trying the hardest to get laid in the movie lmfao. (I know there was an actual reason behind it but I do also think he just wanted to fuck lol) I think they're both raging horndogs and they rile each other up all the time.
we never see anyone but randy with an actual job, but I think billy's done some under the table type work around town. he strikes me as a guy who'd do good at a mechanic shop, or something. nothing too serious, just whenever he needed some pocket change he couldn't swipe from his dad.
as for horror movies... oh man.
billy is a real pretentious guy. he likes horror, he likes thrillers, but he's not as much of a gorehound as stu. that's not to say he doesn't like it - but it usually only interests him when it's the real deal. in terms of movies, he's actually your pretty generic film bro type, in that I think his top three are psycho, silence of the lambs, and the original house of wax. were he alive today, he'd be BIG into the 'elevated horror' genre, I think. think jordan peele and ari aster. overall he's a real snob about it, he can only get into a horror movie if the killer is someone he can idolize and get into the mind of. he's not a fan of monster movies, thinks it's scarier when the monster is just a regular guy. psychological horror is right up his alley, and I think he'd also love candyman for the way it combines artful and intriguing psychology into a more typically 'slasher' narrative.
I could talk about how billy watches horror movies forever but I'll move onto music so this post doesn't become a novel. I think he's big into rock, pretty similar to stu's taste in that regard. I think he'd really love green day, for sure. I also think he'd like the cure and REM, maybe soundgarden, too. he's really into anything moody or brooding in some way. besides rock though, I also think he enjoys older, more classical stuff. I could see him buying a film score cd and listening to it to sleep, or something.
SO. YEAH those are some of my billy hcs.. like I said w stu I have like a million thoughts about both of them that I couldn't possibly include in a single post so if you have any specific questions about stuff I didn't cover .. lmk ^_^
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THE OTHER SIDE
pairing: (basketball player) lo’ak x female!reader
warning: coraline crossover + college au, no button eyes!!, slight confusion, and not proofread
word count: 938
DNI/BYF
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Tik. Tok. Tik. Tok. Tik. Tok. Tik. Tok. The old dusty red clock ticked as it hung over the library entrance. You were sitting on one of the seats near the back of the bookshelves. The silence was a bit unnerving as you were all alone. No other students. Not even the Liberian was there for whatever possible reason. Just you being patient while chills start to run through your body. Something just doesn’t seem right. You pulled your phone out to show that he was half an hour late.
He didn’t even send a text or at least a call. So you could only brainstorm what the excuse would be. A heavy sigh exited from your chest. Right as you did so, a weird event happened. A small little door opened combined with one of those horror movie creeks. Goosebumps rise as you stare in both awe yet paranoia. Curiosity filled your mind as you walked cautiously closer to be amazed. A tunnel of sorts with bright dazzling lights to capture your interest.
Strangely though the end of it seems to have an exit. Looking back once when no one was around, you took the leap of faith. You squatted down and took a confident inhale and exhale. “Alright! Let’s do this!” You thought as you began to crawl your way to the other side of this unusual tunnel. Little by little did your distance shorten towards the exit. When you reached it, you were yet again confused. VERY CONFUSED!
You were back in the library? But something just didn’t sit right. Maybe the tunnel just looped around the library? Feeling a bit disappointed, you stood back up hoping to pat the dust off yourself. You walked to your seemingly original spot till you were met with more oddity. There’s Lo’ak? In a baggy hoodie and jeans? WITH GLASSES? Lo’ak would never, ever wear something like that! Even stranger is that he’s reading a book about medical science.
You rubbed your eyes twice just to make sure you weren’t seeing things. Nope, he’s still there and reading! Heart racing and head spinning, you walked over to his table. “Oh My Love! You’re finally— here?” His voice sounded exactly the same as your boyfriend too! Though his tone was not. He’s sweet but a little too sweet. Plus he also sounded a bit timid. “Y/N? Why are you wearing that? I thought you said you had practice today?” Confusion. Confusion! CONFUSION!
“What practice? Practice for what?” You stood there dumbfounded. “Basketball practice? Remember? You're one of the best female players we have on campus, Love? Hehe.” This Lo’ak was adorable as he has these puppy eyes while complimenting this other you? He even pulls out his phone, he slides through his camera roll to show you his favorite photo. Your eyes widened. No freakin way!
It was you alright but in basketball player attire. Jersey, shoes, and all. It showed you lifting this Lo’ak into the air in a game after you won. The two of you are smiling and laughing at each other. “See?”
“What in the world is going on here?!” You turned around to find Lo’ak? But then there’s also the Lo’ak in front of you. The Lo’ak behind you was your real boyfriend, sweating because of you scaring the life out of him. “What are you doing here?” He asked, pulling you away from the other Lo’ak. His gaze laid heavy on the other him. “I was waiting for you but you took too long but then I found that tunnel. Crawled through and met ugh Lo’ak?” Everything was just too confusing!
“Lo’ak? Who are they?” Just as you thought the situation couldn't get any worse, it did. Another you?! Also in basketball player attire, sweat dripping down her body. “My Love? But I thought…?” He turned back to look at you. “What the—?” The other you protectively yanked the other Lo’ak behind her. “Who are you?” She demanded with a growl.
“Lo’ak and Y/N.” Their faces showed it all. They looked at each other awfully weirded out. “There’s no way. Cause we are Lo’ak and Y/N. Plus neither of us have a twin sibling.” The other Lo’ak spoke up. Tension was also rising between your boyfriend and the other you.
“Listen here pal, get her away from my boyfriend, okay?” She still had the other Lo’ak behind her. He was happy to do so judging by the soft gaze and ears drooping. “Ha! Funny! You keep your boyfriend away from my girl.” Lo’ak shot back at her. Hissing and growling increased as you and the other Lo’ak stare at each other awkwardly.
“My Love, please calm down.” He wrapped his arms around her as he snuggled against her neck. “Please?” That worked?! She turned around snuggling back at him, “Okay!”
“Lo’ak you too! Calm down.” Hugging him as the flames cooled off. “Fine.” His arms wrapped around you. A moment of hugging and snuggling up against each other as the tension slowly disappeared. “Come let’s go back!” Lo’ak begged. You nod as you follow him. But before you crawled back in you awkwardly bid them goodbye. “Bye?”
“Bye?” They said in unison in their own unique tones. After the two of you left, the other versions of you two reflect on what the heck just happened.
“That was weird?” The other Lo’ak said to the other you. “Yeah. Very. But remember nerd, you are my boyfriend?” She teased. “I know! And I’m your number one fan!” Her heart was so full that she attacked him with kisses. “YOU’RE TOO CUTE!”
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