#in a sad yearning way

[cerise-on-top]

how long do you think it takes Kate and Valeria to day ‘I love you’ to their s/o’s? love ur stuff fyi!!! 💚

Hello! Thank you for liking my stuff, I hope this is enjoyable to you as well! I think it would take the both of them quite a while to say it!

When do Valeria and Laswell Finally Say “I Love You”?

Valeria: It would take her a while to say it. I mean, once she’s with you, she’s already smitten, but she says “I love you” in different ways that aren’t just saying those three words. Valeria courts you with lots of gifts, that much is true, but the closest thing you’ll ever hear from her that resembles a “You have my heart, I love you more than the sun loves the moon, than the ocean loves the land” would be her spending a day with you where she isn’t spending copious amounts of money on you. But that’s not what you asked. Valeria will tell you that she loves you when you’re feeling insecure since she never says it, but on her own accord? It would likely be a year or longer into your relationship, on one of those nights where the two of you are lying in bed together, just talking about your lives, what you’ve been through and how it’s shaped you as people. Just venting your worries, voicing your appreciation for each other and how you’ve helped one another. It’s during such a night, when you’ve gone quiet for a moment, that Valeria would hold you close and tell you, in a voice softer than what you’re used to normally from her, that she loves you.

Laswell: Like Valeria, she shows her love for you through different means. While she may be a gift giver as well, she also shows you how much she loves you by doing anything you may or may not ask of her. From chores, to walking your pet, to cooking you some stew when you’re sick. Laswell doesn’t say that she loves you from the get go either, it would take her several months to a year for her to say it. But when she does, it doesn’t seem like a special moment to anyone else. You’re probably hanging up your freshly washed clothes while she’s sitting at the table, a cup of coffee in hand. Laswell would get up, give you a kiss on your cheek, and tell you that she loves you so very dearly. She was overcome with adoration for you during that moment and needed to show you that she loves you. It’s afterwards that you get a lot more I love yous from her. Not on the daily still, but they would be more common. She will always, and I mean always, accompany her I love yous with some form of affectionate gesture, regardless of whether it be a kiss to your temple, a hug from behind, or a small lovely rose she found in a flower shop. You will always be taken care of and loved.

#cod #cod x reader #valeria garza #valeria garza x reader #kate laswell #kate laswell x reader #neither of them are too vocal when it comes to showing they love you but that's alright too #because one of them would watch the world burn down to warm you up with its flames #and the other one would break the world apart just to find you again in one of its crevices #they're not the most romantic people verbally but they'll always make sure that you feel loved and cared for #writing about the girls really makes me yearn for a girlfriend again!! where is my gf!!! I want one!!! #it's so sad that I've never met another lesbian irl either 😔 that is so sad I deserve a cute girl to hug in return for that #the yearning has been especially strong again as of late. especially since I saw a commission again yesterday #now I wish Valeria was way taller than me so she would look hot while looking down at me. but alas she's probably the same height as me #no amount of cute gir's love manga could ever cure my yearning I feel as though it's terminal 😔 #will I continue to be cringe in the tags? absolutely! I've got another request for one of the girls. a really fun one too #looking forward to writing that one! #I'm gonna post three times today so I can get out all the requests again and be left to me imagining giving a cute girl a hug

[inkskinned]

i had a dream that the clouds looked like you, pink in the sunset. you were the ghost of a lighthouse and when we fell in love all your shackles fell off in great grey chunks. we became fish-squid-humans, unkillable and round as the sun. our children were whales, and we grew past the size of cruise ships. i cursed poachers with my own blood; only to relent, knowing the pain of drowning just close-enough, warning them: do better. be well. don't make a mistake you can't come back from.

how quietly you've slipped inside me, little seal shifting me under the water. this little dance we are both stepping, our hands just-quite not-touching. like mermaids, sometimes i think our form is the shape of the ocean. sometimes i think we are too horribly human, too terrified of the rip and torrent.

i have thought about my hand in your hair enough, and the curve of your cheekbone, and how you wait for a moment to gather your thoughts before telling a joke. i have thought about the tension that grows in cables between us, a little spined bridge neither of us will cross unless the situation dramatically shifts. i have thought about the way you tilt your head when considering something i blurted, how you show just-half of your smile when you know more than i did.

what even are you two? she asks me, stirring her coffee, her brows knitting. i shrug noncommittally.

somewhere, we are mermaids, eternally. in this world, for now - i tell her: i think we're just... enjoying.

#you know.... like. you know. #gay yearning #writeblr #(i had a dream the clouds actually looked like . well officer they looked like pussy. and i took a picture and sent it to you. and was like #what the fuck is happening what kind of cloud is this like milord that is 100% JUICE #.... the dream was extremely extremely bittersweet . i'll tell ya that much. i knew i was changing and the only way to follow the #lighthouse ghost. was to leave my family. forever. #something something something make it gay and make it about being unkillable and beautiful instead of like #''i have learned love is such sacrifice that even my dreams of transformation and love. are about how in order to follow my heart. #there's always SOMETHING i have to give up.'' #& how sad is that! how very catholic! this idea i have that happiness always has to come with #some kind of balance!

[snickerdoodlles]

Okay I know the whole joke in that gifset is that the theerapanyakuls are absolute disasters at flirting but like. I had forgotten how HUNGRY Kim looks when Chay confesses to him. Like you can see his willpower crumbling in real time, Jesus CHRIST

(x)

RIGHT!!!!!

One of my favorite things for Kim and Chay is that Kim never lies. He might avoid answers or distract, but he never lies. Chay asks Kim if he loves him and Kim's too scared to admit his care, but he yearns. Yearns so badly it slips out against his will and holds Chay's shape long after he's gone and has an existential crisis over smiley face eggs because he's starving for love and too scared to eat 😭

#kinnporsche #the way jeff can put his whole soul into his sad brown eyes i CANT #kim is made of yearning and i love him soooo much

[nohomobutactuallyyes]

I can’t wait until “I’m coming home” means that I’m coming back to you

#this might be a convoluted way to say this but I do not care #im sad and gay and want to be with my gf all of the time #wlw #lesbian #sapphic #lgbt #lgbtq #yearning

[frownyalfred]

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Batman - All Media Types Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne Characters: Clark Kent, Bruce Wayne Additional Tags: Unrequited Love, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Requited Unrequited Love, Longing, Developing Relationship, Bruce Wayne Has Issues, Clark Kent Needs a Hug, Light Angst, it's soft but it's also sad yaknow, Unresolved Sexual Tension, they're idiots your honor, One Night Stands, except it keeps happening, Poor Clark, Minor Injuries Summary:

Bruce’s ribs were broken.

#surprise! #I wrote a second chapter #for the lovely soupysoot #who owns my soul #this was written to florence and the machine's various storms and saints #read this if you'd like to be sad but like in an achy soft way #it's the yearning and misunderstandings for me #myfic #theresurrectionist #fic #superbat #clark kent #Superman #batman #bruce wayne #i love them your honor #i'm serious soupysoot i will give you my firstborn

[jamesvowles]

#max verstappen #my art #tthinking about yearning sad max or something idk he wants danny soooooooo bad but in like a sad mushy way ok anyways notheing else SKKFDKD

[technicalthinker]

august | sastiel (+destiel)

August sipped away like a bottle of wine, 'Cause you were never mine

#sastiel #sam winchester #castiel #spn #samcas #im sorry it was inevitable im surprised this didnt happen earlier #destiel #im tagging it with destiel bc it is KINDA BOTH so i find it appropriate #look this was so tricky but this song is so essential sad!sastiel that i haD to #I HAD TO #them in s14+15 has the vibe of old lovers who thinks about the old times and the what-if's #like their so soft and yearning and so MUCH with each other and i wanted to capture it in this somehow #idk if i did it but im glad i tried #now i can work on easier songs in the future #and yes another tswift spn edit THIS IS THE WAY!! #also man i sometimes think i should get on tiktok for my shorter edits but god is it wORTH IT

[butchkelev]

it’s one of those nights where i want to be curled up on the lap of someone i trust while my run their fingers through my hair

#can i be very honest with you. i’m scared of letting this happen because i have a lot issues i know would quickly cause clinginess #and not the “cute” kind. the desperate sad anxious fearful-avoidant kind #man. i need to heal. but the longer i’m alone the longer i realize i can’t heal alone. i will never put that on a partner but i do need irl #friends and community to navigate things with when appropriate #a knee way #t4t yearning

[this-should-do]

*shia labeouf voice* dont let your dreams be dreams !

#barney calhoun #gordon freeman #freehoun #half life #idoindeeddraw #been meanig to do this for agessss #but life gets in da way sumtimes #also took ages to decided who woul dbe who #landed on barney being the sad bastard in the middle cuz its an excuse to draw more smiling gorodns #also barney me thinks is the more hardcore stress yearning of the two lmao #it comes with the emotional repression... #ponderingradioactivedecay

[soldier-poet-king]

WAILS

#it certainly is a monday..... #worried about [redacted] #brain keeps giving me the softest kindest dreams only to wake up and be like. well. time for work #its dark and cold and rainy #usual family bullshit. careee bullshit. etc #im MAYBE getting sick which cant happen i have tattoo work scheduled for Saturday #bro1 (aged 23) is getting his ears pierced and i was giving him advice #and he straight up was like oh im getting both done because just one ear is gay #He said that. to my face. im. #i need to move out. i need to get a s/o. i need to hold hands and go on cutesy little dates SO BAD #i love romance ok. im tired of pretending i dont #i don't really care abt the sex bits like sure itd be nice #but i dont yearn and pine for it like i do the casual romantic intimacy of it all im. im. #WHY IS IT NOT SOFT AND KIND. LIFE SHOULD BE SOFT AND KIND TO ME OK. I WOULD BE SO GOOD AT ROMANCE-FRIENDSHIP #just like. the gentleness. the kindness. the fun. im. going to be SICK #im also sosososo sleepy and sad. #oh the national on repeat for hours we're really in it now #wish we could invent a way to be lonely and wanting that isnt completely cringe!!! #and guilt inducing bc there's bigger problems and i should be helping and doing and not navel gazing about love #and yet!!!!!!!!!!

[iijadraws]

anyone else missing him tonight

#tbh i miss the whole mighty nein #critical role #mighty nein #caleb widogast #cr2 #but yea he's a very important rugged wizard #also i realised that i have a type with blorbos #as in i see a character that's profoundly sad in some way and probably a bit fucked up too and sad about that too #and i'm immediately like ok yes that one is my blorbo now #bonus points if they're also yearning for something they think they cannot have #like either having lost a loved one or longing for something they never had in the first place but like in mourning way #anyway caleb is one of those yes #to be fair ALL of the mighty nein is

[eskawrites]

Is the word "want" in the Nancy pov ?

pretty sure every other word in this fic has something to do with want. look, here's a three-for-one deal for you:

Nancy wants to lie. She wants to protect Robin from this. Hell, she wants to say it’s unfair, and that she’d trade places if she could, just because the heartbreak that’s so evident on Robin’s face is threatening to tear her in two as they speak.

#asks #sweepy-stringbean #the word 'want' shows up so many times word refused to show me the results #so i had to scroll around looking for highlights #writing things #excerpts #nancy pov #celebrity fake dating au #ronance #kinda #in a very sad yearning protective kinda way

[swordmaid]

stares at this forever

#the way amara is looking AT her she is yearning!!! meanwhile rey is looking through her. she does not share the same intimacy .. #like if u know the story that's in my head rn it would also make sense. alas. ... #i actually had a super old like how many years ago old wip of them with the same vibe that I LOST!!! im so sad about it #it was when eva didnt exist and they still had demon horns and amara had that decaying look going on lol

[beatstarbitch]

feeling confused and conflicted, but also curious!

#still yearning #but in a conflicted way #what do i do #winter sadness #consumed with fear #cats #books #home #nature #Spotify