#im unsure whether this should have a cw or tw... so please let me know.

[cosmojjong]

ur not too lacking for jjong, he thought he was too lacking for us. i think its best if we all learn we all deserve the love and joy that others give us, you deserve all the goodness youre given and so does jjong and so does everyone else. pls remember this. youre so worthy of the joy and peace his music makes you feel just as he is worthy of the love you give him.

hi... firstly, i want to say sorry for replying now. thanks so much for reaching out, you must’ve seen my rambling, right? i saw this ask before, but i needed a bit to elaborate an answer. i wish i could’ve answered privately...

i really appreciate your words and you certainly meant well with the message, i know you wanted to help and comfort me. however, i was a little taken aback from this wording: ‘he thought he was too lacking for us’. i think that, as fans, it’s not our place to assume or determine these things or what the truth is. it feels a bit imposing and diluting, if these are the correct terms to be used. there are certain things that are very personal and i could never get myself to talk about them... hope you get what i mean; 

for everything else you said, thanks again for wanting to bring some help and some reassurance. and of course, learning we deserve good things isn’t as easy. it’s a challenge, it’s a constant struggle, but i won’t forget your words! this is all complicated in my brain, so i’m sorry if this reply is a mess, hope you don’t take anything personally :/ 

i hope you can listen to your own words, follow your advice and feel his everlasting love every day. i’m sure you’re worthy of everything he gifts to you and vice-versa. have a lovely day!

#im unsure whether this should have a cw or tw... so please let me know. #whoever sent this... i really - truly appreciate and see your sentiment #i just needed to get that off my chest because i can't help but need to make it clear we are fans and he holds all the truths you know #love him and love you. please take care anon #anon #ask