#im talking about the 15x18 fic im writing for rem

[ghostmary]

dean thinking he can apply his own experiences to cas. believing that a little bit of destruction WORKS, in the long term, that he can sell parts of himself down to his soul and tear his body apart. if he’s still alive it doesn’t matter. and he doesn’t realize that he’s hurting cas all the same. ripping himself apart has always been a means to an end. 

#im talking about the 15x18 fic im writing for rem #not canon #in canon this is more applicable to dean and sam #should i tag this as dean crit