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nr1chaedickrider · 3 months

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Twice mv theory

if you thought my doughnut theory was complicated, then im sorry, because this theory is even complicated for me and i didn't work it out fully, share your theories and opinions! i love theorizing <3

More and More mv

please watch the mv before reading this part

okay so I actually watched this mv quite often, and its way harder to make theories than for the doughnut mv.. (even tho i was working on that theory for weeks ngl)

but there are two things i immideatly noticed:

1. Nayeon, Mina and Dahyun

these 3 dont leave my mind while im theorizing about the mv.

and yes im gonna pull the adam and eve theory out of my ass again (there is something about them that twice uses so much???)

how pooks @allfortzu said, "adam and eve but make it gay" (lmao) but while thinking about it makes somehow sense.

maybe its a weird triangle-relationship or some other thing, im not sure about that part, but why would exactly they bite into the apple? why not chaeyoung? why not sana?

there is something about the three of them, maybe the way they did something in the twice verse that can be seen as a sin.

For Dahyun, I can only think of the doughnut theory, is her murder the cause for sining in the more&more mv?

if im already talking about dahyun, i need to include the scene she has with jihyo.

the way jihyo stands next to her, singing into the camera while dahyun doesn't move at all, maybe a confrontation?

(and i actually have no idea why jihyo turns into a horse)

dahyun has weird scenes in some mvs, sometimes all alone, (best thing i ever did mv, even though they all have scenes alone i cant stop thinking about her scenes)

about Nayeon and Mina tho, i actually have no idea, like not at all.

i think they never had any special scenes where you can be like "why did they bite into the apple?"

something in the twice lore makes mina be alone many times, for some reason.

you can see in the mv that there is a snake (which also exists in the adam and eve story) maybe its connected to Nayeon and mina?

I also find it weird why Nayeon, Mina and Dahyun are the only ones stepping into a place that seems like "a new world".

-> because of biting the apple?

going through, what looks like a Portal, into the new world, im not sure how that connects to the adam and eve thing but maybe it has again smth to do with that.

i would be glad to hear your thoughts on it, lets get to the second thing.

2. Jeongyeon

if you have seen atleast some of the twice mvs, you know that jeongyeon somehow plays an important role in it.

especially her black dress in the MORE&MORE mv made me think, because I dont think it was because the stylists dont care about her or something.

the way she stands there way in the back, alone, the black dress making her seem like an outsider, maybe something raven-like?

maybe its a warning, jeongyeon has had some "different scenes" since what happened in the fancy mv.

(watch the mv first before reading)

so we know that she touched the rose, touching a Spike that makes her pull away her hand, looking at the camera as, maybe, a sign?

this reminds me of the sleeping beauty, if you dont know who it is let me give u a quick explanation:

"Sleeping Beauty', a fairy tale by the Brothers Grimm, tells the story of a royal couple whose daughter falls into a hundred-year sleep as a result of the curse of an angry fairy after she pricks herself on a spindle."

yes, in the fairy tale it is an spindle, but you cant tell me that it doesnt seem odly familiar.

(watch the i cant stop me mv before reading)

if we are talking about jeongyeon playing a particular role in the twice lore, we cant not talk about the i cant stop me mv.

(lets ignore how icsm is about sex) but the lyrics are, obviously, talking about about not being able to stop themselves, wanting to give into the desire.

but why is it important?

because jeongyeon plays the role of a "rescuer"

now hear me out.

jeongyeon drives the motorcycle, where?

to the table where all the members sit, she lands on it, maybe trying to save them?

wanting to stop them from giving into the desire?

trying to save them from something?

(watch the feel special mv before reading)

I remember watching the mv as a baby once, being confused of why jeongyeon is completly alone, while all the other members have someone else (e.g. michaeng, motzu etc.)

of course, they are 9, someone will be alone, but they couldve just made one group of three?

and again, I dont think its because the directors of the mv have smth again jeongyeon or smth.

something changed after touching the rose, something happened to jeongyeon.

every mv after the fancy mv involves jeongyeon in a special scene, something that can be interpreted in many ways, but it seems like she is trying to do something, she is different than the other members.

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myconjecturals · 18 days

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General headcanons for pete and billy sir

im like 2 days late because ive been so busy but fawk yes of course

firstly i alwaysssss give billy prominent eyebags whenever i draw him as Seen Here. i dont think he gets much sleep given all the stuff thats happened to him

hes also a bit chubbier 2 me than he is in canon, i think a stockier build rlly suits him <3

billy is autistic + an rsd haver. obviously. i also think pete is autistic and has bpd. they both have that strand of autism that makes them be really blunt to other people but in separate ways

theyre both bi + aro ^_^ also pete is bigender and goes by he/she 2 me. billay is a he/him but he gets transneutral with it

pete would absolutelyyyyyy be one of those older queer guys who are obsessed with collecting little dolls. like specifically vintage barbies circa 1960-1980 and the like. she would love dropping 500 dollars of company funding on an ebay sale of a small plastic woman

i think billy is similarly a toy lover but hes much more focused on collecting sci-fi/pop culture memorabilia like action figures and lunchboxes and so on. hed be one of those collectors who think having Everything In The Packaging is super important. if you were to touch anything of his in his collection he would kill you on the spot. also he would, realistically speaking, absolutely be a funko pop guy. sorry to have to break that to you We All Have Our Vices

pete has vision issues and cant really see all that well but refuses to get glasses or even contacts he thinks glasses will make him look like a nerd and he doesn’t want to touch his eyes with his fingers. SAD! many such cases

neither of them can cook very well they’ll just eat Whatevers lying around but pete knows how to make good drinks. he loves cocktail more than god

billy would be a big fan of physical comfort. he would love hugs and cuddling and stuff but also he would love Weighted Blanket i think 💆‍♀️ type of autistic guy who needs someone to lay their entire body weight on top of him

pete has low empathy and tends to find difficulty with relating to other people Like A Lot. she also lacks social awareness big time too. she doesn’t like opening up to people a whole lot

billy really enjoys puzzle games. he always struck me as the type of guy to have a gameboy with tetris on it or a rubix cube in his pocket

pete really likes fashion but doesnt want to spend a lot of money on clothes so most of his things are thrifted or bootlegs 😭 this is my explanation for the dumb outfit he always wears because no way did he spend full price on that thing at least i hope not. i hope he didn’t pay full price for Whatever Kind Of Shoes He’s Wearing please god

billy would loveeee doing carpentry and metalwork. i just know this. get this guy in the welding studio and he’ll be in heaven

billy loves wearing button ups with the tacky patterns on them you know the ones.

pete wears makeup but he’s not really all that good at it. his makeup routine consists of like one pink eyeshadow pen that’s probably on its last legs and a really hasty chalky looking eyeliner job but that’s it. sometimes blush but Not Always

also pete has a drawer full of cheap colognes and perfumes. it’s mostly floral stuff but floral in like, a grandma-smelling way yknow

pete likes drag both watching it and partaking in it. look at that man and tell me she doesn’t

also also while i’m on the topic of pete i think he’s a mod 50s enjoyer too…. just makes sense to me because new wave and mod have a lottt of overlap if you think hard enough about it and are as insane as i am as those two movements

ok that’s all i can think of. feel free 2 ask further about any of these i love to talk ✌️

#🧠 my thoughtz

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mahoushojoe · 1 year

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hiii!!! as the authority on neji, I wanted to ask your thoughts on how you would've written the hyuga clan plot, because you actually have good opinions - where I struggle to reconcile it is how im stunned neji almost sent hinata into cardiac arrest and hiashi didn't like. kill him over it. I'm not displeased but it does surprise me!

HIYA!! first of all thank you for the ask hehe its very flattering when people genuinely ask for my (humble) opinion about neji stuff considering i am Just A Guy That Likes Neji so thank you 💖

hoooo boy how i would have written the hyuga plot. oh well okay. under the cut bc this got AWAY from me.

so first of all before all of that i'll answer your question about how neji got away with almost killing hinata. here's the the doylist interpretation of it: kishimoto just Did Not Care. there's a billion contradictions in just the way he wrote the hyuga plot alone bc he wrote it to serve a certain agenda and that was:

1) establishing neji as a powerful antagonist - an antagonist similar to sasuke in abilities and attitude and, maybe unintentionally, position within the shinobi system. making neji similar to sasuke is important bc in the context of shonen his Biggest rival at the time was sasuke, so setting naruto up against someone similar to him and having him win would be a way to (weakly imo) establish naruto's growth as a ninja and the ways in which he has approached sasuke in terms of skill or ability or power

2) establishing hinata as a....idk ally to naruto. character in a similar position to naruto. maybe even love interest for naruto. in any case, it was an introduction to hinata who would provide an emotional stake for naruto in the plot that leads up to naruto vs neji.

3) write the dogshit "fate vs free will" type themes he was trying to go through with. kishimoto needs naruto to smash the idea of being predestined to fail and what other opponent is better to have than someone whose fate is literally tattooed on his forehead?

4) provide worldbuilding for the hyuga clan, which, by the way, was intended to make us feel sorry for HINATA, chiefly, not neji. sure, we get neji's side of the story later, but that is more of an explanation for his behavior and not given as a reason to root for him. WE root for him bc we have common sense.

moving past all that, the point i'm trying to make is that the reason neji doesnt face consequences for what happened with hinata is that this story and this arc literally ISN'T about neji. it's about naruto, and, very peripherally, hinata. for us to know or witness whatever consequences neji faced for his actions -his cruel but PERFECTLY ALLOWED ACTIONS WITHIN THE RULES- we would actually be provoked into feeling bad for him, and, god forbid, taking his side, which kishimoto doesnt want us to do bc this arc's power entirely derives from hinata being the victim of this narrative and naruto being the one to avenge her. neji is genuinely, and i say this with love, a means to an end here. he is there to serve a specific purpose, and he does a lovely job of being shit at it.

but that's the doylist analysis of it. the watsonian analysis would be that neji DID face consequences, we just don't see them. what happened was a huge rebellion against the head family, i suppose, and assuming that there is any type of consistency in the way kishimoto set up the hyuga, he would have been punished with the curse mark at the very least. we just see the story from naruto's point of view, so we don't see it literally happen. maybe. people like to argue that neji wasn't punished because hiashi doesn't give a shit about hinata, and like, okay, fair, except even in a world where hiashi wouldn't bat an eye at his nephew almost murdering his oldest daughter, hiashi would still care that this prodigy from the branch family is running around seriously injuring head family members with impunity. its not about hinata here, its about neji. like, if this kid can literally attack and almost KILL the heiress of the clan and get away with it, what's to stop the rest of the branch members from doing the same? from the way the hyuga clan is presented, branch members do most of the actual physical labor for the hyuga clan- including protecting it of course- which means they're better fighters, which means there's only one thing holding them back from fighting back, which is the Brain Melting Curse Mark. which is why, in my perspective, neji totally got punished for it, just like his father got punished for just THINKING angrily about hinata all those years ago. it's not about hinata, it's about branch members rebelling and getting away with it. so yeah. i think neji did face consequences, we just didn't see them because kishimoto Literally Did Not Care and because it would have poked holes in naruto's free will spiel and it would have made hinata look like kind of an asshole. neji went on defying the hyuga anyway because he's a bad bitch!

why hiashi didn't KILL neji over it- hm. hm indeed. i think he could have. he'd have grounds for it, in the fucked up system they live in. and its frustrating because the story can't seem to decide on a correct characterization for hiashi. does he care about hinata or not? does he care about hizashi or not? does he care about NEJI or not? is he genuinely emotionally attached to him or is that just guilt bc of hizashi? i don't know. he could have easily gotten away with killing neji outright and it would have been a lot less trouble for him. im just gonna assume he felt like he owed his brother to keep him alive or something, or like, he was astute enough to realize that the whole situation was his fault anyway, although that implies that hiashi has anything resembling a conscience or backbone or common sense or self awareness or- whatever. hiashi didnt kill neji. yay. neji died anyway so its all wins for him in the end

now.... for how i would write the hyuga plot....oh, tumblr user jewchihas, the can of worms you have opened...

well, for the hyuga plot to go the way i want it to, a lot of things about naruto as an entire story would have to structurally change. we have two options to use with hinata here, but im going to go with making her someone sympathetic and not an annoyingly privileged artificial victim.

hinata could have easily been a great character during the fight with neji. and all it would have taken was someone mentioning the curse mark.

it was already established that hinata witnessed the time hiashi tortured hizashi for thinking angrily about her. she was hiding behind hiashi, but she saw it, and thus she knows the position of branch members relative to her and the means with which they are disciplined and prevented from harming her. she herself is a head family member, meaning she would theoretically be taught how to activate the curse mark herself - especially after it's established that neji's father held ill will towards her.

now, that presents us with a situation where, during neji vs hinata, hinata, being beaten to hell and back, could EASILY win the fight - and humiliate neji even worse than he was humiliating her- by just activating the curse mark. and yet, it needed to be shown that she Actively Chose Not To Because It's Wrong, and because she feels empathy for neji that hiashi didn't feel for hizashi. THAT is what would have made her character someone I could genuinely believe had a kind heart and a genuine desire to have a fair fight and improve. in reality, all hinata actually did was taunt neji about their differences in status, which just really makes it even more understandable why neji was so fucking pissed at her.

so, yeah. that would just be for hinata's character. not a lot of time is spent showing what actually happens to hinata hyuga-politics wise but i guess we could say that she learns about her privilege and works to make things equal. maybe even rejecting heirdom if it means being the heir to all this suffering. but whatever what do i know.

neji and hiashi's relationship needs to be more accurately defined. i dont know, like, how exactly does neji feel about hiashi? how does hiashi feel about neji? and if hiashi actually loves neji which is what is implied later in the story, how can hiashi just go on upholding the branch system? once these parameters are defined, we can go about actually having neji using that to poke holes in the hyuga system.

but the actual hyuga system can't fall on its own, because it serves konoha's purposes. the byakugan remaining konoha's exclusive property via the insular ways of the hyuga and the endless supply of cheap soldiers in the form of branch members it provides is too beneficial. konoha's leadership actually doesn't care about the hyuga people's wellbeing similarly to how it doesn't care about the uchiha's wellbeing- to them, they are an endless well of powerful ocular jutsus and nothing else, because that is how the dehumanizing shinobi system treats people's bodies, lives, and ethnic identities. the difference between the hyuga and uchiha's positions re: konoha politics is that the hyuga - at least the head family hyuga - aligned themselves WITH konoha's leadership whereas the uchiha aligned themselves, as whistleblowers (a job they were purposely marginalized and forced into, by the way!) against konoha's leadership. thus, in order to topple the hyuga branch system and keep it toppled, one must topple konoha's shinobi system, and neji and the other branch members (and hinata if she's a good person) must believe in this wholeheartedly.

i dont know how it would go down. it would require a total rewrite of literally all of naruto and i genuinely dont have the facilities for that 😅😅😅 all i can say is that it would be rad if neji and sasuke allied somehow, or if one or both of them led the branch hyuga into total revolt against the head family. the only thing we have to lose is our chains etc etc. naruto needs to grow tf up regarding the hyuga and realize that the stuff he said to neji was a bunch of horseshit. or, funnily, neji takes naruto's words to him in the chunin exams to mean "okay LITERALLY break your fate like literally get rid of those people lol". so yeah. i dont think neji should go full itachi im just saying that the branch family needs to run the show now and the head family wouldnt exactly lie down and let it happen. big mess. so um tldr as most of my naruto opinions go: neji was right, sasuke was right, fuck hiashi, fuck the hyuga, and fuck konoha.

i am so fucking sorry at how long this reply is by the way

#thank you so much for asking me this hrjdbfbfjajsbdjfjdjfjfjjd im so sorry i replied with like. All Of This #jewchihas #naruto #nejiposting #naruto meta #neji hyuga #hinata hyuga #asks

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dailyfigures · 7 months

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putting slashes in front of tags make them useless for people trying to block tags unless they have that specific variant block so "#suggestive //" doesnt block it for almost everyone who would not want to see it

theres so many variants of tags that its very hard to block all of them because people keep making more (like "#// suggestive" "#cw suggestive" "#cw suggestive//") and even a change in spaces (suggestive // vs suggestive// ) will make it a whole diffrent tag that needs blocked

when taggi g things please make sure to include a plain version of just the tag itself or a cw and then the content "cw suggestive" for simplicity and accessibility

those tags are useless to the people who want to block that content if they have to block over 20 variations per tag

i hope this doesnt come across as aggressive. im just trying to give a good explanation as why the // in tags is not good or helpful and defeats the purpose of it. sorry for any typos.

ah yes ofcourse, that makes sense! i used to always use the // in the tags on my personal blogs in the past and it worked fine back then because i would read all my new mutuals' about pages and dm them like "hey is it cool if i tag your trigger like [trigger //]". obviously i run a different style blog now but since i've been using tags with // for so long i honestly never thought about it. i'll go back and make sure to update my past posts with just the tag "suggestive" too! thanks for bringing it to my attention!!!

#anon #ask #non figure

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wederyed · 2 months

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just had my first “you just havent met the right person yet!” when coming out to someone lmfao

its genuinely ok they didnt mean it in a malicious way and understood after a bit but it was funny

story under the cut (tw for some aphobia but its resolved dw)

let me set the scene. in the cafeteria eating lunch with 3 other friends, one who i just met. the three of them are shitting on each others taste in people (jokingly) and i pipe up and say “its convos like these that make me so greatful i have no interest in dating or fucking anyone” which makes the two friends ive known for a while who know im aroace laugh, but leave the new girl confused. ill refer to my friends as lizard (lesbian(this will be important)), and almond (the new girl)

almond goes “wait wdym you have no interest in anyone?”

“it means i have no interest in anyone.”

almond: ????

“almond im aroace”

almond: arohuh?

“it means i dont experience any sexual or romantic attraction at all” (very simplified explanation for her cause she clearly doesnt know what asexuality or aromanticism is)

almond: wait thats real???

“yeah”

almond: just. no attraction in any way?? at all???

“ya”

almond says smth about having never met an aroace irl before and i make jokes about me being like a petting zoo animal/fair attraction and just fucking around, but eventually she goes

“well, you probably havent met the right person yet”

and we all go silent

we all try explaining how thats really rude and to never say that to anyone, i explain that i have never felt or will ever experience any sort of sexual or romantic attraction, and shes still confused until lizard goes “thats like telling me i havent met the right man yet” and almond tries to say smth back before finally understanding and going “ok you know what yeah no that makes complete sense, sorry about that” and we are all chill happy friends and continue making queer petting zoo jokes yayyyyy

#aphobia #blah blah text

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fallout--alley--youth--zone · 2 years

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Name Symbolism in Gone

Sam Temple

Samuel's story in the Bible is actually kind of interesting.* He was the first of the prophets and the last of the judges (not a king, no idea where MG got that from), promised to God before he was even born and obedient to Him until the moment he died. He appointed two kings of Israel: King Saul, who was eventually diagraced, and the humble King David**, though he died before David was actually made king.

Does this mean anything in relation to the Sam Temple we know and love? I don't know. It could be alluding to Sam's more hands-off approach in the later books, but more likely MG just picked a random name from the Hebrew Bible because Jewish(TM).

*Disclaimer: I am an atheist who was raised by an atheist who was also raised by an atheist. I know nothing about the Bible, or really any religion for that matter. My information regarding this may not be entirely accurate. Also, I may explain Bible stuff that's common knowledge to you because it's all new to me. This is not me being stupid or talking down to you. Thank you.

**Random bolding helps me focus. Ditto for all the bright colors. Sorry for any inconvenience this may cause.***

***footnoting my own writing is really really fun.

Caine Soren / "David Temple"

Caine's name symbolism is more obvious. Cain, humanity's first murderer, who killed his own brother with a rock. Most likely this name was chosen because it sounded cool and edgy while also alluding to his connection with Sam. I do wonder what was going through Caine's adoptive parents' heads when they named him. Eh, white people gonna white people.

Caine's last name is kind of interesting. It's of Scandinavian descent (sources differ on what specifically, most likely Norwegian or Danish) and means "stern, strict, severe". It's particularly interesting to me that this is the family name. Perhaps alluding to the Soren family's attitude toward their adopted son? I guess we'll never know.

King David (the same David who slew Goliath) was a harpist brought to King Saul by Samuel. He grew up to be a great general, and Saul grew paranoid that David was plotting to kill them. To simplify things: David defeated Saul and became King, had an affair with a married woman, killed her husband, and had a son with her (Solomon).

What significance does this have to Caine's story? None that I can see. I think that Connie gave him a good, strong name in hopes that he would grow up to be good and strong. Maybe Caine was a particularly small or weak child and so she named him after David, the boy who defeated a giant and became King. But that’s all conjecture. Again, the most likely explanation is that MG just plucked a random name from the Hebrew Bible because Jewish(TM).

Drake Merwin

Drake's name is actually really funny. Drake means "dragon" or "snake" and Merwin means either "mariner" or "friend of the sea". I choose to believe that this is a reference to his Whip Arm (because it. it looks like a snake,, perhaps even a sea serpent?). If it is, then it's hilarious and MG is a comedic genius. If it isn't, then it's a hell of a coincidence.

Diana Ladris

As far as I can tell, the name "Ladris" doesnt exist. MG made it up. It may have faintly Greek or Italian origins, which makes sense as Diana was the Roman goddess of the moon and fertility (possibly the Roman interpretation of Artemis? Idk im not a historian I just had a Percy Jackson phase). I'm pretty sure it's supposed to be a reference to Diana's precociousness. At least she wasn’t named Mary! Speaking of which...

Mary Terrafino

Yeah, Mary's is pretty obvious. Mother Mary, Martyr Mary, etc. As far as I can tell Terrafino is of Italian origin, but I can't find a meaning.

Astrid Ellison

So the name Astrid itself comes from Old Norse and means "divinely beautiful". I don't know if this was on purpose but I believe Astrid's name works on three levels: first, referencing her religiosity; second, sounding similar to "asteroid" and thus alluding to her power (that MG completely forgot about after the first book :')); and third, referencing Astrid Hofferson, who just so happens to both look very similar to our Astrid Ellison (white teen girl with blonde hair, blue eyes, and a ferocious personality) and share a name with her.

I don't believe Ellison has any special secret meaning, but it comes from an Old Welsh name meaning "kind, benevolent" which I think is nice :)

Peter "Little Pete" Ellison

Similarly to Astrid, I'm not quite sure if the name Peter has any special meaning. The name itself means "stone", and if we follow MG's trend of using Biblical names, then it might be a reference to Saint Peter. It's a bit of a stretch, but this could be a reference to Little Pete going metaphysically toe-to-toe with the Gaiaphage from page one, possibly even before the FAYZ (Peter was the first disciple that Jesus revealed himself to). It could even be a reference to his death: martyred at the hands of a mad tyrant (Peter was crucified by Nero).

Edilio Escobar

Idk if it means anything particularly but Edilio's name is so poetic. It's Greek and means "he who is like a statue". I'm 95% sure MG just picked a random Latino-sounding name but damn he was so right with this one. Edilio: so perfect, so tragic. Like a statue.

Lana Arwen Lazar

I also really like that he has name alliteration, it makes him sound like a superhero (as he deserves!). I'm pretty sure the only other character that has that is Brianna*.

*EDIT: And Lana!

We know that Lana's first & middle names are a reference to comic book characters, but not enough people talk about her last name. In the Bible, Lazarus was brought back to life by Jesus--but considering that Lana's parents are apparently giant nerds, this is probably not a reference to the Bible but to the "Lazarus pit". In DC comics, Lazarus pit is basically a giant pit of mysterious green ooz that brings people back to life. Its side effects? White hair and green eyes.* So Lana's last name may be alluding to the Gaiaphage and the hold it has over her: it killed her and brought her back to life, but it changed her. Considering the Gaiaphage has brought people back to life before, it's not too far-fetched.

*Disclaimer: I know this because of fanfiction. It may not be entirely accurate.

Charles "Orc" Merriman

Orc's name obviously has a lot of symbolism behind it. First he's figuratively seen as a monster, then he's literally seen as a monster. Throughout the series we continuously see this dichotomy between "Orc"--the bully, brute, drunkard, rock monster--and "Charles"--the child in desperate need of help.

Pretty sure his last name was just MG having a laugh since this kid is anything but "merry".

Dekka Talent

Dekka the. The. Don't make me say it.

Brianna Berenson

Howard Bassem

Brianna means something like "good, strong, noble" which tracks. Berenson just means "son of Ber" and I can't find a meaning for that so idk.

EDIT: Brianna's name having alliteration is probably on purpose, since it makes her sound more superhero-y.

It rhymes with coward lmao

Bassem is an Arabic name meaning "smile". I'd have to check and see exactly what book his surname is mentioned in, but honestly the first thing I thought of when I saw it was The Paragraph(TM).*

*idk what it is word-for-word but it's smth like "Howard just looked up at me with that crooked smile of his and said 'I'm always behind you, big guy'".

Duck Zhang

He just wanted a pool :(

Hunter Lefkowitz

His name is Hunter and he. he hunts.

Lefkowitz may or may not mean "lion" and if it does then :(

All the other characters' names either don't have a meaning that I can see (i.e, Albert, Brittney, Quinn, etc.) or have a very obviously stated meaning (i.e, Gaia, Sanjit, etc.).

#MG's naming really is so on the nose.#mother mary. hunter the hunter. howard the coward. drake the snake. dekka the dy-#(i think im allowed to make this joke as i am Black & also a lesbian.)#MG really went ham on that religious symbolism huh.#gone series #sam temple #caine soren #astrid ellison #drake merwin #little pete #little pete ellison #edilio escobar #lana arwen lazar #diana ladris #dekka talent #howard bassem #charles merriman

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our-reality · 8 months

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can we please hear about. the s1 or s2 plot please i love your little guys so much

no ^_^

BUT IN ALL SERIOUSNESS agh it wouldnt make sense to explain the s2 plot without s1 but s1's plot is . im only proud of it in my head but i guess i can try to explain it LAWL sorry if this makes no sense

so season 1's plot revolves around this prophecy. that the highest gods of the universe (swift and python) will split apart but be rejoined by The Chosen One (its not immediately revealed who this is for Reasons) in order to stop the evil guy (vysel) but in the process the high gods will die and the chosen one will take their place . sounds pretty simple right. uh yeah thats the last time itll be simple

swift and python. really never took the prophecy seriously before their fight. they had long lives ahead of them (or so they thought), and besides thinking about their horrible demise doesnt really . do a whole lot for them. other than make them depressed. but when the split happens (and python leaves swift behind) swift suddenly starts to take the whole thing MUCH more seriously. it doesnt say how long it'll take for the chosen one (that's not what the prophecy calls them but its okay) to bring them together so swift just kinda. holds out hope for a while. but eventually they lose faith and only adhere to the prophecy because it predicts sky's gonna die early. which becomes the only thing they care about.

FAST FORWARD TO THE MODERN DAY python's a human and he's an old man and it ends up in this little town called overgaard and he (literally) runs into these two girls named ruby and java!! and within a second of shaking both of their hands it's like oh. they're The Ones huh. (keep in mind he barely remembers anything about the prophecy so like. yeah sure theres two chosen ones. why not. and it n ruby n java hit it off really well!! (ok more so like ruby and python hit it off java kinda hates him initially LOL) but eventually python knows that like. even though he hates responsibility he should do something about. this. like this is kinda important

now python's been on earth for a while. and they know there's exactly one (1) place here that swift can occasionally be found on. and that place is called purity's garden!! and it just so happens there's a gateway to it in overgaard!!! but uhhh unbeknownst to him two humans unexpectedly FOLLOW him into this place that very few, if any, humans have stepped into for the past couple thousand years. but uhhh swift does end up being there and python basically walks up to her and is like "hey girl so i know we havent talked since i abandoned you without saying goodbye hundreds of years ago but i think i found the two kids from the prophecy ^o^"

now swift has been studying the prophecy for AGES. she KNOWS that there's only one chosen one. and sky also knows that the shitbag who honestly ruined her life just came bsck without any kind of explanation or apology for doing so. AND he's just wholeass lying to them on top of that. so she's not very happy until lo and behold !!!!!!! thw two kids from the prophecy come to intervene!!!!!!! and at first swift is like "python these are just normal humans you fuckinf loser". but python INSISTS tjeyre the chosen ones, swears it on every bone in his body. amd she's like "i'll literally prove it to you ill SHOW you the prophecy" but!! when they get there!!!! the prophecy suddenly says there IS two chosen ones!!!!!!!!!!! and swift is losing it because sky's literally spent every day of python's absense memorizing that shit down to the SPECIFIC INFLECTION OF EACH WORD and somehow she mustve fuckijg forgotten that the prophecy calls for two people. ok. Fine. she can be cool about this . itll be Fuckinf Fine. so she reluctany trains these two alongside python in order to become skilled enough to defeat this evil demon thing that threatens. the fabric of the universe actually.

and BADABING BADABOOM that's most of s1 :-) everythinf just kinda follows that plot. and by that i mean the prophecy keeps fucking changing because it turns out having two people instead of one kinda changed everything WAY more than it fucking should. but its okay.

uhhh other than that the negative spirits take vysel as their pawn on the 200th anniversary of his death amd start rebuilding his prescence in the cutural consciousness only to make him like. the most hateable person ever. because negative actions and emotions make them stronger. and vysel's cool with it because he's a shallow asshole who only wants fame and attention even to the point of sacrificing his identity and personality both to the internet gods and to. the kinda demon things possessing him

although the whole training arc is going on (which does get some episodes dedicated to it tbf) most of the episodes in s1 are actually moreso slice of life stuff. a whole year passes between java and ruby finding out they're "chosen ones" and the end of s1 so they still have a lot of time to like. interact with their families or reconnect with old friends (as two conpletely nonspecific examples) . and about halfway thru the season vysel shows up proper and the story has urgency now yippee!!!!!

anywhoozle like i said in that one post. and i should probably explain how this happens so im gonna do that rq . but basically i've talked about this thing called imprisoned rogues before? they're basically intergalactic super criminals . if you do something that endangers an entire planet or more the gods will come up with some sort of unique enless trap for you to stay in for all eternity. like for example an endless staircase you never stop climbing or your consciousness being transferred into an inanimate object. shit like that. and all these rogues are kept in sectors that only gods can make portals to. but the collection of negative spirits within vysel have become so strong they can collectively create one giant portal to send everyone through. where they would presumably die (except for swift who they're now confident they can kill if she gets singled out ^_^). which is much safer than trying to kill them directly. and of course thats the one day java and c+ actually decided to hang out with each other for the first time in 3 years so uhhhh get fucked jobs georg you and your girlbestie get sent to the hell dimension !!!

and yada yada emotional turmoil happens and they eventually decide that letting java die out there isn't a particularly great idea and they save her but by then the endgame has pretty much started. the other gods finally start to help when they realize that this is actually. yk. a big fucking deal. and the prescence of two people is actually enough to cause the prophecy to change so much that both swift and python get to live in the end WOOOOOO (well. they live in some timelines that is. but dw about tjat its Not important ^_^) vysel dies in the process and everything is hashtag awesome the end . oh my lord that took so long to explain sorry LOL

UHHHHH S2'S PLOT ISNT NEARLY AS COMPLUCATED THANKFULLY. basically another year passes after the end of s1 and everyone's hanging out and being friends and whatever. but even after that time swift couldnt shake the feeling that something was wronf with the prophecy. she figured out it was changing but she couldn't understand why. but it wasn't really worth worrying about because they had to stop vysel. but after all was said and done she decided to visit one specific imprisoned rogue in particular, who sought to gain all the knowledge in the universe. so to punish xem the gods GAVE xem infinite knowledge but also put xem in a pitch black, inescapable room, so no one else can possibly hear xyr knowledge. which was what xe wanted in the first place. how fun ANYWAYS xe's not at all important ^_^ the point is that swift finally caves and asks xem what happened and xe's like oh!! some human kid fucked it up lol :) now can you free me now that i told you that and swift's like . sorry buddy its kinda hard to take back your knowledge now that you have it . but we'll figure out something for you !! (sky never does /J)

ANYWAYS the point of all this that swift figures that the human that altered the prophecy is the REAL chosen one. and even after all this time there's still no one to take the place of swift and python (which. swift being the god of all energy is a major reason why they're so unhappy in the first place. so of course they dont wanna put this burden on ruby or java or python.) but they figure that if this humam is old enough and experienced enough to be able to change the future in such a drastic way, then with some more experience and love for the universe they'd absolutely be able to take up this role. right ?

SIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE KID THAT DID ALL THIS IS SOME SHITTY 15 YEAR OLD SCENEMO KID!!!!!!!!!! GET PRANKED LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so they kinda have an issue. cuz swift absolutely Cannot handle being a god anymore . but this kid (named requiem) doesnt wanna do it either. and also said kid is way too powerful to just. stay let loose. so they're like hey man!!!! you can like. change the future and shit isnt that cool. and this kinda freaks requiem out they're like THATS WHAT THE PROPHETIC STRESS DREAMS ARE ABOUT?????? ALSO WHO ARE YOU so automatically they're even worse now

and the main 4 are like. hey. ik we really stressed you out before and were sorry but we can also get you out of here because youre very obviously depressed. and requiem's not great rn but they also Are Depressed and Have No Plans For The Future so they're like. okay. their parents are okay with this btw because theyre. aghh

so basically s2 is about trying to get requiem to appreciate life. because we dont want this child who can change the future to be sad all the time. or angry. or yk. evil. which sounds kinda shallow but they develop into really good friends!!! and they found family each other ....... bless. so they travel the world and see things from so many other perspectives and this is the season where i kinds go creazy with the worldbuilding ....... its for me to have fun . win

and uh . funny story i STILL dont have a proper ending for s2 .......... i have ideas i just need to think of how such a thing would happen. but i will get back to you when i come up with something ! dw

and erm thats kinda it ... there's also a side story with themes and motifs AND two blokes who do fuck all. but i dont talk about that one as much but its okay!!!! i will soon.......... stayyyyyy tuned ^_^

#plot tag #plot 2 tag #<- mentioned briefly at the end #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #NOT checkijg this for typos . good lard . i hope this makes sense hsgrrjsbdmanvdjd

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blogbooger · 1 year

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𝓞𝓾𝓽 𝓒𝓸𝓵𝓭 ᴘᴛ 2

Warnings!⚠️ Injury and Death(monsters) Platonic Mostly Female Reader but not too much implied) The Chain +Dark link x Fem!Reader and maybe implied slight smut

“you pique my intrest i can feel desire and craving seeping from you… what is it that you would desire so badly it could change the Air…” dink stare into your eyes as his blood bright eyes shined as they stared into yours “i dont know what use i could be to you in Any Way but i wont stand by idly of you harm the ones i love, ill go with you if you leave Them be..” “No Y/N dont hes trying to trick you!” Wind shouted to you “wind everyone im sorry but this is to protect you all i Will follow dink for as lign as he leaves you alone..” you gave a sad smile as dink wrapped his arms around you trying to see if anybody would react and you Bet your asses they did “get your filthy hands off Y/N!” “Ill kill you right here and now dink face me you fucking scaredy cat..” warrior glared at him Dink floated around as he held you even tho you were uncomfortable and tense you turned to him “𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮 im begging leave Them alone..” you whispered to him “anything for you my precious jewel..” you were about to barf as he continued straddling you as if you were soulmates.. “please get off me” you told him “no can do 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭” Wild felt himself get angrier by the moment and so were a few of the others “if you dont let me go ill snap your head off you fucking little shit 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐁𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡..“ “dink chuckled “id love to see you try id end your life faster than wilds teleportation” he grabbed ypur chin his lips getting closer to yours as a arrow flere right between you both it was wind”wind please dont make this hard i want to protect you all i wanted to return my debt and burden im sorry…” you smile as you start to dissappear along with Dark link “no no fuck dammit dammit!!” Wild was punching the grass as he thought so many ways to get you back into his embrace he would do anything to have you back now.. wind started crying as he realized you were gone and who knows what Dark link would do to you, he slowly walked over to your bedroll it still smelled like you he huddled his pillow to imagine it was your arm as he fell asleep crying “what do we do Legend?..” “i have no explanation as to why he would want Y/N but its must be important why not one of us?” Legend rubbed his chin as he tried to Think of the most logical outcome but nothing really that he could Think of in the moment would make Any sense at all meanwhile Wild was running around panicking and packing all his stuff as wind huddle him into your bed Roll cuddling his pillow thinking about all the lovely moments you have. Together every dingle time you would ruffle his hair or put extra food on his plate and tell him he would need proteins to grow taller and stronger. He would always brush you off telling you hes strong already, and doesnt need to get taller. He realized how much he would come to miss you once you were gone he wanted to set put and find ypu but it would be too dangerous alone Dark link is incredibly strong, he missed you so dearly and he wanted your motherly affection and love as you would pinch or kiss his cheek if he killed a monster and praise him,how you would try to lighter the mood.. wind Got lost in thought and barely realized Twilight walking up to him “wind? Hey Wind? Wake up!” Twilight pinched his shoulder “you there you Seem upset.. yes i wasnt expecting Them to do that either but i wont be able to track them Down even if i were wolfie im sorry but we have not option but to wait and see..” wind was angry nobody was even trying to find you and they had given up so fast he knew he couldnt go alone but he wanted to concinve the Chain that they should look instead of sitting around while Dark link May be torturing you or worse as of now he did NOT like that thought Meanwhile with you…. > you (on the first gif)

“Y/N Please Eat something i made so much food and you havent devoured a single bite..” you pushed away yet another plate of food “i only want 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒔 food i actually know he doesnt poison it you May have put something in this maybe sleeping drugs or poison” Dark link stared at you his red eyes piercing through your back “if i had then why would i not have 𝒌𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 you earlier?” You thought for a moment “That id s good point but sleeping drugs to do something to me…” “and what would that be?” “Take me further away pr torture me or mind wash me or make me your bride i have no idea why you would kidnap me instead of one of the others im not much use..” Dark link grabs your wrist”𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆” you felt your cheeks burn up for no reason as his voice sounded sour and angry but weirdly sweet?.. “wha- what?” “You clearly heard me i Will not repeat” he lets go of your wrist grabbing you by the hip pulling you to his side as he bores into your eyes “𝒆𝒂𝒕“ you feel yourself shrink with the obsessive tone in his voice you try to get put of his grip but his arm tightens as he grabs your chin to make you look at him “𝑬𝒂𝒕 𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒗𝒆.. i cannot afford you getting harmed or sick” “and why not?” He stares for a moment lost in thought before turning back to you “This” he moved his face closer to yours his breath on your face “wh-what are you doing!” His lips placing on yours gently as his grip slightly tightens but quickly lets go as his lips move against yours as he moves away staring at you to maybe Think about what is going through your head as of now /spoiler your blank and shocked because what the fuck isnt he supposed to be evil and non emotional for fucks sake and why did most of the people in this diffrent Realm Seem intrested in you!!!?!?(except wind ) Like what the FUCK!! “I-i w-what was that???” He stares at you “a sign of affection if im correct a kiss if that is its so called name?” “I know but why and what made you Think that you should do that?!?” You turn away from him as you begin to make Way to your ‘room’ more like chamber… “i dont know” he mumbles to himself watching you walk off .. Meanwhile with the Chain

“Where could she even be theres no traces or anything Dark link did teleport,.. somehow?”legend sat by the bonfire as the others slept “I have no idea Legend never in my Life have i ever experienced like this…” time squeeze his temple as he thinks over wind gets up from your bed Roll as he yawns he smells your mattress it is losing your scent, he turned sour he wanted to hug you he had yet another nightmare and he didnt want to Ask the others they have too much to worry about already “i miss y/n..” he mumbled to himself before going back to sleep as he spiraled he felt himself drop “what the !” As he fell onto the floor preparing for pain but it was soft comforting he noticed it was pitch Black as he walked around he Saw you a little further Down almost illuminating he stopped in his Tracks, were you really there was this s Dream ? He ran straight to you reaching out as your face contorted into horror as something pulled you into the darkness as you dissaperaed his finger tips barely touching yours as he shouted for you as he felt him Fall again and right before he hit the Ground he woke up , he was shaking and sweating wildly he was breathing unsteadily fast as he still remebered you before you Got taken by Dark link calling out for him he wanted you back he didnt like the Way the Chain all seemed in a sour angry mood escpecially Wild and Four maybe even warrior? He didnt know but one thing he knew was they were upset and he Didnt Like that his friends were upset and that you were gone he walked over to Legend and time before sitting Down “oh your up wind sleep Well?” Time spoke up wind let put a huff “i see you really miss Y/N we all do i miss her annoying flirting and her always screaming around even though she could be so annoying but i still miss her either Way..” Legend looked away his streak of pink hair following “i do give her credit she would lighter the mood if the Chain was feeling a bit loose or tired she would almost always Brighten everyones mood , shes a respectable woman and respecstable companion and friend, but we cannot blindly run into enemy territorium without Any knowledge whatsoever… we Will strike in a week or so prepare and tell everyone when they wake up to battle as this Will be tough but they all did defeat ganon and they can defeat Dark link and get you back.. PT 3 SOON! I have no idea where this is going now tbh HELP i May rewrite everything

#link x reader #linked universe x reader #female Reader #Lu Legend #lu time #lu warrior #lu Four #lu Wild #lu Dark link #lu hyrule #lu wind #lu #Legend of zelda

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dreamybasil · 3 months

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look

my brain doesnt have logic to it.

my interests, hatred, love and other stuff dont have any sense to them.

i hate naruto and one piece, tho i never watch them. Just looking at the two makes me want to throw up (im sorry to anyone who likes those /gen)

i never have any explanations about my opinions.

#askbasilquestions

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yuukei-yikes · 1 year

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Ok after your whole “shintaro misogyny” “shinaya?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??????!,!,?,?,?,?,?,,,” rant (loved btw, Jin stop making ur female characters rely on male counterparts, stop making your male characters hate women or believe they are incapable challenge), how do you feel about Kanoshin. I know you have talked about it before but like, idk, talk about it again lol.

Kano “I can fix him” Shuuya? Or Kano “I can make him worse” Shuuya.

JQKEOEKDWODIEID MY WHOLE "SHINTARO MISOGYNY" AND "SHINAYA?!?!?!?!?" thats so funny i didnt MEAN for it to be a rant. i was just venting 💔 BUT THANK U FOR LOVING IT BC I FUCKING LOVE TALKING ABOUT THAT BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY BOTTLED UP FEELINGS.

man. kanoshin. i dont think they're an i can fix him or i can make him worse duo. i dont think they are together FOR each other, they're together for their personal gratification if that makes sense??? at least that's how it starts. like they rly feed off of each other's worst coping mechanisms and validate themselves thru that. but through doing this obviously cant help to get to know each other and shintaro is pathetically laughing at kano's jokes and kano is pathetically kicking his feet and twirling his hair at shintaro groaning pathetically on the ground abt god knows what (NEVER forget this novel 7 moment)

also its so funny how often in the novels shintaro just physically throws himself on the ground to start moaning and groaning whenever he gets embarrassed. he's such a fucking freak. like who the fuck does that

shintaro and kano in the seventh novel are so insanely gay it's SO fucking good. THE BIT WHERE SHINTARO SMILES AT KANO AND KANO'S LIKE HUH...THAT'S HOW HE USED TO SMILE AT AYANO... HE ALWAYS HAD THIS SPECIAL SMILE FOR HER, AND NOW HE'S SMILING JUST LIKE THAT TO ME... like GIRLLLL *EXPLODES THEM WITH MY MIND* there is seriously no heterosexual explanation for any of that. god the seventh novel is so so so good. all of them are so good i wonder why it's the least consumed kagepro media they're SUPERIOR. the novels my #1 forever i fucking love them.

anyways. im normal erm kanoshin hehehehehehehhehe i think they're both far too terrified and disgusted abt their feelings for each other to consider stuff like "i can fix him" or "i can make him worse" YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING??? on this subject specifically, shintaros self hatred comes from well everything bitch hates himself but if we're talking abt kanoshin. 1. its ayanos brother. even if we dont even look at shinaya ever being romantically involved in the first place, THIS IS WEIRD TO HIM. 2. internalized homophobia arc☝️☝️☝️🙏🙏🙏👍👍👍👍💯💯💯

the fic i drew fanart of a couple days ago is SO *EATS IT EATS IT EATS IT* or also a soulmate au that i havent read in aaaages and also never finished but in that one shintaro was already out as bi... sadly both are aus WHICH DOESNT make them bad, aus are awesome but the things I'd do for content like that set post str. please. *bite bite bite bite bite* srry i bring these fics up cuz hehehe internalized homophobia shintaro is so good

maybe kano would eventually set for i can make him worse but it's in an attempt of scaring shintaro away. he's like im gonna self sabotage so much to make sure he stays away from me but shintaro is STILL here looking pathetic and kano's like god DAMMIT. erm. yeah.

btw now for me being crazy (tw me using shintaro as a stress toy to make me laugh): i think post str shintaro is not AS BAD with being absolutely fucking insufferable abt his whole guys rule girls drool thing because my man's had a little time to grow (ignores shinaya chapter in the eighth novel so i don't go insane with anger). i think post str shintaro makes 1 sexist comment and the entire mekakushi dan just fucking freeze for a moment. and give him an intervention and force him to say im sorry women and ever since then is more mindful of his actions. sorry i have to be delusional and believe this or else I'd just fucking hate his ass. im sorry shinaya i love you but *burns novel 8 shinaya chapter*

shintaro's messy relationships post str is my favorite stress toy btw. relationship with ayano crumbles. starts WHATEVER THAT IS with kano. in the self hatred confusion and internalized homophobia and etc the situation causes him (situation being gf dumped me bc im selfish so i hate myself / i kissed a boy a couple times so i hate myself) he desperately turns to the next closest Female(?) Counterpart with the following thought process "Pfff well i am so straight and SO capable of holding a normal relationship and i can PROVE IT there is one person who is 1. girl enough 2. apparently okay with me being a selfish asshole and consuming all their energy with my bullshit". so the solution is obvious to shintaro. just date takane.

turns out hitting on your best friend who also happens to be ur other best friend's gf is not good for either one of these relationships. so his friendship with not only takane but also haruka crumbles too in response and its so awkward. takane bc 1. i dont feel this way abt you and I'd treat the situation sensibly if i didnt know you well enough to know you dont actually like me that way and ur just taking me for granted like youve been doing all this time which WAS pissing me off and on its way to eventually explode but THIS....??? and haruka 2. YOU JUST HIT ON MY GIRLFRIEND?? (shintaro would be like maaan why did you tell haruka. and harutaka are like *slam door on his face*) situation drives shintaro to possibly end up kissing kano again. 🤨

its so hilarious. to me at least. ITS FINE he will get over it and makeup with everyone but i like making him suffer 👍 this is what you get shintaro. What do you have to say to the women in the world. apologize. say im sorry women. say it. say it and I'll leave you alone. sorry i went a little crazy in the end

#ask tag #headcanons #sorry. shintaro in agony bc ayano dumps him and in agony bc he likes kano desperately hitting on takane is A HILARIOUS CONCEPT #ayashin divorce

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Dear lady mousemilf,

Whats the best toxic way to tell someone that they've upset you by not being there for you enough? My current idea is to not contact them and see how long they notice

You could also add a healthy way but i will not be taking the high road here :( sorry

anon,

i understand wanting a petty approach, but with ur plan but whats bound to happen is that youll end up even more hurt and disappointed when you realize they can go wayyyyy too long without noticing. like all its gonna do is prove that theyre REALLY not there for you and youll end up full of resentment while theyre not even aware of the situation. youll hurt the wrong person (yourself.) remember the old adage: "if he wanted to, he would."

you could go with a modified version where you continue contacting them about anything superfluous or selfish, but ghost whenever they need YOU for anything and take days to respond with an unsatisfactory explanation/apology. i find "soft ghosting" to be more satisfying and effective than hard ghosting or blocking, because it doesnt give the target a sense of finality or closure and strings them along leaving them confused until they give up.

in order for soft ghosting to work though, you need to ask yourself if they rely on you as much as you are relying on them. is the relationship a two-way street? or are you the only one traumadumping and venting to them? i think its only valid to be upset at someone "not being there for you" if you are there for them in an equal capacity. you might think, oh but i would be there if they needed me, but that doesnt actually impact anything. if they arent reaching out to you for support, the relationship is still imbalanced. they might be wanting a casual friendship, or they might not feel comfortable opening up for a variety of reasons. its still unfair to expect a level of support that for whatever reason they dont get from you. if the relationship is imbalanced in that way, i think its best to cut contact and find other friends with the same expectations as you.

im not meaning to imply that any of that is the case, but its something you need to consider before moving to the conclusion that this is a shitty friend you should exact your revenge on.

in my experience though, if you arent getting enough out of a friendship or relationship, its not a straightforward issue that can be resolved through communication. you cant ask someone to be there for you more in the same way you could ask someone to idk schedule plans 3 days in advance or stop bringing up triggering subjects. if they arent there for you its either because a) they genuinely dont care and communicating wont make them care; whatever level of support it does result in will be forced, insincere and temporary... or b) they arent able to handle your needs and you gotta stop looking for support where it cant exist. trying to fix a situation like this will only lead to resentment. stop pouring your energy and emotion into this situation and move on.

anyway. i think this is an issue you should just walk away from, but if you want to be petty and taper off communication by soft ghosting then more power to you. we never take the highroad here at mousemilf dot tumblr dot com.

#ic #anon #dear mousemilf

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ive always sort of taken ashley's reaction to that whole situation to be like. in that moment, emily goes from ally to potential threat, and ashley freaks out and her thought process is basically.... "remove the threat". it is mike who escalates and picks up the gun like you said. my guess is, seeing a friend get shot is way different than the possibility of them getting shot? so like... if mike shoots emily, ashley a) sees that reality and b) knows that it wouldn't have happened without her. hence the guilt. but in the case of mike putting the gun down, the potential threat is not gone in any way and ashley didnt have to see her friend Actually get shot. so her reaction is probably from the uneasiness of the situation being unresolved, until she reads the notebook, realizes there was never any danger to her from emily, and THEN feels guilty. hopefully that makes sense? combo of whether or not ashley's unease and panic is actually resolved in the moment, as well as Actually watching emily die or just... having that almost happen.

i honestly have no idea what this is in reference to, but it all makes sense to me yeah! all i wanted was just to talk abt how its kind of fucked (atleast to me) how sam's relationship goes up after ashley reveals the truth 😭 i didnt mean for this to end in a discussion abt the like...bite / shooting scene as a whole. but i appreciate you coming into my inbox nonetheless!

but yeah i really don't blame ashley for freaking out the way she did, its just silly bc didnt jack sooooort of explain the whole situation back in the lodge? i could be TOTALLY misremembering so dont take my word for it. but its just.... he mentions cannibalism and this isnt necessarily cannibalism correct? but yeah. still. ashley is totally one to jump to conclusions before her mind can rly like....digest the situation properly so its sooo in character for her to automatically assume the worse. bc look at the whole basement scene w/ the ghost? her emotions get the best of her and makes her believe things that otherwise have a "rational" / believable explanation. so i totally don't blame her at all for acting the way she does

once again, i totally forget what this could potentially be in reference to fdkgndfg so apologies for that. did they rly like. show that ash was guilty that well though? like. OBV the guilt is gonna be there since her words and actions and whatever sort of led up to the moment of em getting shot, but after that ? does she rly show anything ????? not to say that she doesn't regret what she did and said if em actually dies, bc i jusrt KNOW that isnt true, i just think mike shows more remorse than ashley does which sucks. unless its more of a ...... silent guilt. which is probably is. ive only rly watched the scene and the aftermath once so i cant remember it too clearly sorry

AND I THINK I FINALLY KNOW WHAT THIS IS TALLKING ABT.... ITS ABT THE COMMENT SHE MAKES IF MIKE DOESNT SHOOT EMILY RIGHT? hopefully thats what it is fkgnfg but yeah that totally makes sense to me! or wait. is this just abt the potential guilt ashley feels in this scene? AAAAA IM SO SORRY I SAY A LOT OF THINGS AND I DONT WHAT THE HELL I JUST SAID!!!! if you wanna clarify things for me if i didnt answer this to your satisfaction id appreciate it dfgknfg but once again, i appreciate the discussion regardless!

once again though, i think that does make sense yeah! esp in regards to ashley's "i hope you did" comment following mike failing to shoot em. bc youre right, the uneasiness and .... anxiety of the situation is still there, so it makes sense why she wouldnt seem very ..... happy over mike not shooting em / not getting her to leave

youre right though it def all depends on what occurs, which is like. realistic. esp from a Human Being perspective. so it sucks that a lot of ppl blow the scene out of proportion and unnecessarily hate on ashley for her (rather realistic) reactions to what's shown to her. bc yeah ok if its put out there or if it ever enters her mind, of COURSE shes gonnna freak out ove rth e potential of em "turning into one of them." the only one who doesnt rly believe it at first is sam and thats due to how ..... levelheaded she is, even under times of stress. but ashley is the COMPLETE opposite of that. she''s like. ive seen others talk abt this before but. she's not grounded in reality, which is a very interesting and good way of putting it. so yeah of course her imagination is going to take her into dangerous places and shit and therefore dictate how she reacts to what happens. hopefully this makes any sense? i know i dont necessarily need to defend her actions here (since plenty of others have already done the same) but i just wanted to get my thoughts down sdfnksdf

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