#im so fucking sick of it

[lotus-pear]

i wish all people who use others' art as a means for financial profit a very fucking kill yourself. i mean it.

#just found out that this one motherfucker was making my skk art into stickers on redbubble and selling them online? with success? #like they were actually making a fucking money from it? money that should be directed towards ME bc those were MY blood sweat and tears #that went into the work. MY talent and skill and experience that i have cultivated over the years to produce something #where does one get the fucking audacity to even COMPREHEND DOING this #i am literally bitter beyond words. absolutely seething with anger #i just. i have no words. this a new level of vile #bsd fandom is absolutely HORRID when it comes to miscrediting and stealing and just overall treating artists like SHIT #i NEVER had a reposting issue when i was in genshin. or persona. or anything else ever #but NOW i have to deal with every other ask in my inbox being like “oh lotus your art was reposted :(” #IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT

[lewishamil10n]

btw. if anyone thinks we're mad about nothing the way y'all usually do, just go look at the comments under the insta posts about yesterday. especially that fucking video. people are already talking so much shit about lewis and defending 63 and that's exactly what merc wanted apparently. it's either "LEWIS SO GRACEFUL WOW" comments or the usual insults about how he should retire, can't handle teammates being better than him etc etc. meanwhile before this it was people rightfully criticizing george for his behavior throughout the season. look how easy it is for them to change public perception and narratives with just a video and some idiotic captions. look at that and tell me you don't think it's a big deal, or we're overreacting, or it's not fucking gross. come on.

#im so fucking sick of it #merc the moment lewis leaves im praying on your downfall #lewis hamilton #f1 #qatar gp 2023 #anti george russell #remy.txt #salt tag

[thatsadsmallchild]

Like what's with all the sainz slander from some of my favourite blogs. I followed you lot because I like your stuff but what do you actually have against Carlos other than he's beating Charles?!?!?

#im so fucking sick of it #i am anti some drivers but thats because i know if the actually awful things theyve done #but it seems like every anti carlos person is just a toxic charles fan #like what is the genuine reason to not like carlos #carlos sainz #carlos sainz jr #f1 #formula 1 #singapore gp 2023 #ferrari f1

[swagging-back-to]

you can also immediately tell if theyre a faker or an enabler bc they say anything along the lines of "I'd rather 100s of fakers use medical resoirces than even 1 actually diagnosed person not get help" or "fakeclaiming is actually way more harmful than spreading misinformation and taking up resources." this goes for any single disorder but esp Dissociative ones.

they convienently forget that those hundreds of fakers ARE MAKING IT SO HUNDREDS OF ACTUAL VICTIMS GO WITHOUT HELP.

theyre making it so that HUNDREDS OF VICTIMS REFUSE TO SEEK A DIAGNOSIS BECAUSE OF THE MOCKERY YOURE MAKING OF IT.

that they make it so that HUNDREDS OF VICTIMS face even more stigma over a disorder that EVEN MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS DO NOT BELIEVE EXISTS.

****you*** are the reason this stigma exists. ****you**** are the reason resources for dissociation is so horrible and hard to find. ****you**** are the reason medical professionals dont believe we exist.

because of your entilted woe is always me bullshit.

#did fakers #actually dissociative #faking disorders #did #osdd #osdd1a #rant #vent #im so fucking sick of it #every single post abput it on here is so disingenuine and ofc all the other fakers flock to defend its 'validity' #im so fucking tired. #i just want to be normal. #i just want to be able to give people a real reason for why i am the way i am but as soon as i say anything #along the lines of 'i have severe dissociative amnesia' they drop me faster than a dead fucking fly. #do you people u derstand how hard that is? #how actually fucking hard that is #how hard it is to not have any time in the day for myself because THERE IS NO TIME IN THE DAY FOR ME. #im comsciojs for a few minutes at a f #how hard it is to know something horrible happened but having no idea what it is #or who did it . #how hard it is to not have any single person to talk to about any of this besides myself? #i feel so fucking alone. #i dont want to die bc im so scared of what will happen to someone with so mamy fucked up parrs of their brain when they die #but i want to die. #i do not want to be around you people. #i do not want to be lumped in with you people. #i genuinely actually do hate you all #and you people will always be fucking vile to me #to the people who made fun of my diagnosis right after i told you and then tried to say you yourselves all had did; #iremember you every single fucking day and i wish so much harm on you. i hope your lives are as miserable now as they were when we were 14.

[arsontoashen]

reminder that car mods that increase light:

should be smashed

can be smashed

will be smashed

#im so fucking sick of it #hammers and hoes to the light bar

[hellisdex]

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#THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE ARE DYING #(everything is normal) #THE JOB INDUSTRY YOURE IN IS CRUMBLING UNDER THE WEIGHT OF CAPITALISM #THERE IS TENSION AND CONFLICT IN YOUR MOST IMPORTANT SOCIAL SPACE #(everything is normal!!!) #im so fucking sick of it #SOOOOO SICK OF IT #tellisdex #delete later #probably

[doorianpavus]

when you remember there’s a legit character called S’ex in a book series you are meant to take seriously and not write any fan fiction about...

#jr ward #black dagger brotherhood #bdb #j.r. ward #jessica bird #im SO FUCKING SICK OF IT #SHE CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THISSSS

[indiehorrorgame]

OH my fucking g*d 'futurama new season coming to hulu' what the fucking ever futurama new season coming to meemo bibo titpix jingo why not just release iton fucking ADULT SWIM.

#im so fucking sick of it #crow.entry

[morgynemberisagenderfluiddaddy]

Life is a racquet ball game and I'm the fucking ball

#god im so sick of this shit #im so tired #it's the same old shit everyday #pain suffering hate #im so fucking sick of it #i don't want to feel like this anymore #i don't want to do this anymore #izzy speaks but i really shouldn't #EAT A DICK LIFE

[emlos]

i wish i had friends that i could be myself with irl

#and not having to adapt myself to the most liberal position #im so fucking sick of it #i never had a friend that had like similar hobbies to mine and wanted to hear me talk about my interests too #not true I've had one but he #well it didn't end well #he fell in withnsome BAD crowd in hs #and ive been alone ever since #i just wosh someone wanted to understand me #because it feels like.noone does #text

[erosofthepen]

(just a warning if you don't have the tags blocked, i talk about subjects like diet and calories, and the overall stupidity of diet culture, so if that is triggering, scroll on)

Just want to make this clear. 1000 calories is not enough. 1400 calories is not enough. there are studies to show that putting yourself in an unhealthy caloric deficit leads to weight gain, irritability, a lower metabolism, fatigue, a weaker immune system, and is just down right dangerous. 

Calorie needs can vary greatly depending on activity level, age, sex, body size, metabolism, and a whole number of other factors. A lot of people who track their calories with a bodily goal in mind have unfortunately fallen into diet culture and false studies showing that the best way to cut down on body fat content is to eat a scarce amount of calories. THAT IS NOT OKAY. 

For example, i’m an athlete who does cardio work 3-5x per week, strength training 4x per week, and in addition to that practices with my sport. Previously, there was a time where I was doing an extremely low caloric intake per day for my level of activity, only around 1,600-1,800 calories per day. Consequently, my ability to perform at my best level decreased significantly. I have since stopped that kind of bullshit and didn’t track calories for a while, just made sure my body felt good with what I was eating. I had one of the best sport seasons that I had ever had, because I was energized, fit, happy, and stronger.

Now, I recently started working with a personal trainer, with a goal of cutting a healthy amount of fat in exchange for muscular build and increasing agility and speed. You wanna know what number they calculated my daily caloric intake at? 2,500. 2,500 to maintain a healthy, high-functioning athletic body whilst losing white fat cells. 

I’m so fucking sick and tired of diet culture and all these idiotic influencers and fitness ticktockers telling their followers to eat a disturbingly low number of calories in order to achieve the “perfect” body. Stop it. Not everyone can fucking survive on an energy intake that low, and hardly a number of people can do it in a healthy way. 

Healthy bodies don’t fit one mold, athletes come in all shapes and sizes, and there isn’t one perfect diet or fitness plan for everyone. It varies and changes depending on how the body varies or changes, and society really needs to put an end to the concept of a low calorie count being the ideal in the health world. It’s bad for mental and physical health, and can be extremely hard to bounce back from. 

Trust how your body feels, not what a stupid fucking number tells you.

#tw diet #tw ed #tw calories #cw diet #cw ed #cw calories #fuck diet culture man #im so fucking sick of it #erosofthepens thoughts

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

So today the department across from my lab closed the blinds on their door and started eating in the room right after. They know they shouldn't be eating in the surgery prep room but they didn't have any patients today, but my worry is that they closed the blinds so i couldn't see they were eating and that really upsets me. It makes me feel like im someone you have to walk on egg shells around and that i can't be trusted bc what if they get in trouble? I feel more like an enemy than a colleague and it really fucking hurts, i already feel like an outcast bc im still so new and this just feels like they're setting up boundaries. I don't even fuckin care if they're eating, i literally dont give a shit if they get sick as a result they're adults they know the risks, but it hurts that im being lied to my face like come on

#☀️ shitposts #im so fucking sick of it #i dont care i don't fucking care do whatever the fuck you want have a buffet eat off the floor for all i care none of this fucking matters

[worlds-smartest-idiot]

tiktok is a fucking plauge and i hope it dies in a goddamn fire.

#im so over it #everything i hear lately has just been worse and worse and worse #the microtrends the tiktok made me buy it the exploitation of unconsenting people for clout #and more!! #im so fucking sick of it #no one has the goddamn attention span anymore #no one has respect for privacy #and people are letting their little kids scroll endlessly on there??!?! #im so sad for the future generation who has to grow up on tiktok and cocomelon and elsagate dogshit #my heart goes out to them because what a shitty circumstance that they cant even comprehend #and then the fucking microtrends and overconsumption #dont even get me started on that bullshit #the trend cycle has gone completely haywire due to tiktok and its atrocious #wear marble print no wait dont wear it or your ugly now you have to wear this one specific tiny miniskirt to be cool now oh wait SIKE #you can never win #and the popularization of shein and fashionova and all the other fast fashion brands #its exploitative crap and the clothes arent even good half the time #i cry for my friends who fall into the trap of buying from shien #they can afford better but they just want more things #i digress #vent

[veggiesforpresident]

“im so tired of having to be careful” is just the recurring mood of this whole fucking thing

#health stuff #have to be careful on walks have to be careful in the shower have to be careful with what i eat #have to be careful have to be careful have to be careful! #im so fucking sick of it #lmfao #edit: have to be careful how much i talk and laugh too!!! cant forget that!!! #lmfao!!!

[silverislander]

kinda sad that classes are over for the semester again but on the upside. i no longer have to deal with people full on staring at me in the halls lmao

#i know sometimes i Think people are staring and they arent thats just how my brain hates me lmao #but genuinely id be walking past someone or sitting in the uc and they would like. turn their head to /keep/ looking at me. i know its rea #it got to the point where ive started making eye contact and forcing them to look away first #levi.txt #and i know people are going to think 'well its not necessarily negative! maybe they like your outfit' and yes some of it could be that! #but a lot of it visibly was :) straight girls and men just. staring :))) #and i dont wear anything particularly flashy or out of the ordinary #my favourite is when they squint like they cant figure out what i am lmao 🤪 so funny and not at all fucking insulting or rude #im so fucking sick of it

[lovely-little-lucifer]

Women's rights have forever been a f*cking uphill battle on a volcano, and the fact that Roe v. Wade is likely to be overturned truly feels like a massive backhanded slap to the face by old white sexist men who want nothing more than to be able to control women's bodies and minds.

#abortion #roe vs. wade #im so fucking sick of it #why cant these people see the harm theyre causing is not at all worth the possibility of less abortions #even though abortions will be just as high #just not safe or legal in many places #which means the death and injury rate to women due to unsafe abortions will rise exponentially until this is reversed #i desperately wish assassination was more common and that i had the means to afford it #im asexual and never want kids anyway but this will have a huge effect on womens rights overall #i can just tell this is a slippery slope into women being even more oppressed again #esp women of color