#im small im quiet im fairly low profile. i just dont expect people to have me on their mind

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The pitch packet and portfolio that I submitted to like six different editors last month got rejected for review by all of them, but after casually lamenting about this in a small group chat, I got direct messages from four different friends not in that chat telling me that they heard from chat people that I got rejected and how upset they are on my behalf, then showering me in compliments and cursing the editors for not knowing a good thing when they see it, etc.

I’m so lucky to be so loved my friends U^U any sadness that I couldve felt over this has been replaced with love

#im always just blown away to hear friends say that they talk about me in private conversations to other friends #like just the idea that im someone who can be on peoples minds just boggles my mind and fills me with love #like ive really never considered myself someone who has the ability to leave any kind of impression on people idk #im small im quiet im fairly low profile. i just dont expect people to have me on their mind #but the fact that I have people in my life who would not only feel the need to report sad news about me to someone else but that the people #they reported to would go out of their way to then comfort me? wow. im so loved im so grateful for this #one of said peoole I really dont even know very well. ive only just become friends with him in this past year and we’ve never met in person #and he really said ‘im legit upset about this for you’ FOR ME? #your upset for ME? wow <333 #really just wild to have so many people let me know that they care about me and think about me all in one go <3 ah Im really weeping #love and comfort from my friends aside. im pretty confident that this just isnt the right time for the story I pitched #like kids lit graphic novels and issue comics are STORMING the market rn to the point that its really the only thing a lot of publishing #companies are looking for rn. so like lol no surprise that my adult demo story about big booby lesbian robots is not a hot ticket item haha #someday .... just not rn lol #hannah is talking