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#im sad to say that while i liked her before i never took a big shine to her but playing mele has definitely changed that
vitalviolence · 4 months
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more sejanus because hes literally so perfect
Sejanus x snow!reader
maybe reader being sent into the arena to collect him instead of snow and while escaping reader gets an injury similar to snows and sejanus blames himself for it so it turns into some fluffy angst
hes so sweet
LOVER LIVER
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you knew that sejanus was having a hard time. How do you accept that your best friend from your childhood is a part of the games and could die? Answer is you don't , you never accept that and you never will so you may as well move on.
however sejanus couldn't. when marcus ran away it scared everyone but seeing his dead body clung to the hilt with his wrists holding him up made it all the more real. you were a mentor for wovey, you would do anything to protect that girl. so you understood sejanus but this was dangerous.
"you get them out and you get the plinth prize I'll tell his dad that you save him" she offered and you scoffed
"I'll save them because he's my boyfriend not because of this stupid fucking plinth prize" you sneered at her and she laughed. later that night , you made a plan. they would cut the cameras for 1 hour, that was enough time to get in and out with sejanus.
so thats what you did, you changed into something less showy and you waited until the hour. when it came time, you got out of the truck and walked to the arena. you took a deep breath, nodded your head and they unlocked the gates letting you in.
from there on, it was a race against time. you found sejanus kneeling over Marcus's body with the sad look on his face. He stared at him and he wanted to do something, but you didn't know what to do. You knew that you had to get him out of there as fast as possible because if you didn't, those tributes were coming out and they wouldn't stop until you were both dead.
You walked over to sejanus and put your hand on his shoulder. he turned his head and looked at you
"what are you doing here? they can see you" he said and you shook your head
"no they can't. They cut the cameras but only for an hour we have to go." you stated
"I can't leave him here like this he didn't deserve this" sejanus fought and you grabbed his face
"I know he didn't but believe me when I say that if we don't get out of here, those tributes are going to kill us the way they killed him. We will be dead and we won't be able to do anything about it. I know that you want him and I know that you want to do something about this, but we can't if we're dead." you reasoned and he nodded. you took off your jacket and covered marcus's face after closing his eyes for him. you wanted him to die peacefully. he deserved that at least.
"lets go" sejanus said and then you heard a noise. you made eye contact with him and you both stood up. you began to run as you saw coral and the others coming after you.
soon enough, someone sliced your shoulder and you winced but you kept running with sejanus. you got to the gate and the guards opened it for you. you both got out and watched the tributes get stuck inside.
"im so sorry" you told them and you turned away from them. sejanus grabbed you and he hugged you. you sighed and hugged him back before his parents showed up and you got split up.
However, later that night he came into your room in your shared department with your parents. They let him in, and when he walked into your room, he saw you and your bloody shoulder that had a cut in it
"why didn't you tell me you got hurt?" he asked
"it's not that big of a deal. Just need some stitches." you told him and he shook his head
"no it's my fault. If I hadn't been in there, you wouldn't have come to get me and you wouldn't have gotten hurt." he sighed and you shook your head as you grabbed his face and looked him in the eye for the second time that night
"it doesn't matter how it happened. Youre alive and I'm alive and that's enough OK?" you said and he nodded as he leaned in to kiss you and you kissed him back
"you should get that stitched up though" he said and you laughed with a nod.
it was clear to you and clear to him that he was a lover and you were a liver.
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ttzamara · 1 year
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Hello there! I wanted to say that I absolutely love your writing and that I think you're amazing and I hope you're doing great.
And if you're taking requests, could I have something were the reader is sleep walking and because she has feelings for Tech she walks to his bunk and cuddles him and, of course, tech has feelings for her too and let's her sleep with him and it all ends with smut?
It's just something I've had on my mind for a while now but I thought it will be better if you could write it
First of all thank you so much love i really appreciate the feedback <3 I hope u are alright too and have a lovely day!
,Second! thank you so much for this lovely request! Im so sad that it took me so long to write this, especially since this is one of my first requests but im so happy that its finally finished! Hope you enjoy it
I tried to inform myself about Sleepwalking as much as possible since i did not know a lot about it - if i made any mistakes with my current knowledge please tell me (;
TECH X FEM!READER (18+)
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(Warnings: SMUT, Minors DNI, P in V (Wrap it before you tap it kids), Not proofread, Language, !!English is not my first language!!)
My Requests are open!
5.505 Words and 30.228 Characters
Even as a young child, people around you noticed how you suddenly got up at night and interacted with things around you without knowing anything about it when you woke up.
It was never a big problem, a little strange at first, but they quickly got used to it. Even the boys learned to deal with it. When Tech was going over your medical report before you arrived and read the word somnambulism, he made sure to learn about it and explain it to his brothers.
They were skeptical when Tech explained it to them, Crosshair even joked that he might accidentally shoot you if you sleepwalked through the Marauders and scared him.
But after Tech's explanation, they all took the time to read up on it, so Wrecker dismissed the idea of scaring you so you'd wake up, Hunter found a way to not let your wanderings overwhelm his senses, and Tech found the best way to handle your sleepwalking.
And even Echo, who came much later, found a way to deal with it. After his first couple of nights on the marauder he thought that you would just ignore him when you walked past him at night, but he found out more about the sleepwalking and your behavior during it, by asking Tech about your nightly behavior.
"Good morning (y/n)"
Said Echo with a coffee in his hand as you walked past him with heavy steps. Crosshair snorted in amusement as you ignored his brother and simply walked into the Fresher.
"Definitely a good morning when she looks like a bird built a nest on her head overnight."
Crosshair said, grinning as he polished the scope of his Sniper.
Rubbing the sleep from your eyes, you looked up into the mirror of the ship and sighed. Why did you have to get up so early again? Oh, yes, because Tech wanted to explore Endor and its plant species. But of course, this idiot - handsome idiot - had to leave early so he wouldn't run out of time.
After you went to the toilet you took a refreshing shower to wake up. Slowly you stood under the running water and leaned your head back so that you looked directly at the ceiling of the marauder before closing your eyes and letting the warm water just wash over you.
The warm water was almost like a trance, felt so warm and soothing that you could fall asleep again. So warm, so warm, so coooooold!!
A shrill scream escaped you and you immediately snapped out of your trance as the warm water suddenly turned ice cold. A cackle sounded in front of the Fresher door, followed by muffled voices and then the warning voice of the Seargent.
You quickly got ready and put on your clothes to walk out of the fresher to see an innocently grinning Wrecker and an amused Crosshair.
"I hate you both"
you said and slapped Crosshair on the back of the head, who just grumbled under his breath before you went to your bed to put your sleep shirt on it and make your bed.
After you were done, you slowly walked into the cockpit of the ship and saw Echo and Tech hunched over his datapad talking quietly about something and Hunter sitting on one of the chairs with his eyes closed.
"Good morning guys"
You said quietly and gently put your hand on Hunter's shoulder who slowly opened his eyes and looked at you with a teasing grin.
"Had a nice shower?"
He asked and cackled as you gently punched him in the ribs, Tech and Echo both grinned as they looked at you and you huffed in annoyance.
"Oh yes, unbelievably pleasant shower, so pleasant that I hope I destroyed your eardrums with my scream."
you mumbled and sat down behind Echo on the chair.
"Almost."
Hunter chuckled and nudged you with his foot. You gave him an amused look and then looked at Tech who was engrossed in his datapad. His eyes kept shifting from left to right as he read the article and his teeth nibbled lightly on his lower lip. He looked so handsome when he was focused.
"So, where are we going today?"
You asked, leaning against the back of the chair. Tech looked up after a few seconds and looked at you.
"I found a holonet path in the woods near us that's pretty isolated from the locals. There are some sightings of the native plants of endor along this path, so we will go there."
he said, putting his datapad in the bag attached to his armor before standing up and indicating that we could head out.
"And why are we leaving so early?"
Echo asked, standing up to follow his brother out of the cockpit. The others, including you, also got up to follow Tech out of the ship.
"While no sightings of Gorax have been made in this area so far, we should still be on the lookout, as they mainly inhabit forests and are carnivores. However, they are much more active during the day, so we will leave before sunrise to arrive at the site at daybreak."
Tech said matter-of-factly and typed on his datapad while you fell into formation. First Hunter, next to him Tech, then Echo and you, and finally Wrecker and Crosshair.
"Carnivore, Great"
Echo grumbled. You agreed with a grunt and looked ahead of you, it was still relatively dark, the branching crowns of the trees made it seem even darker than it actually was.
The hike to Tech's place was about an hour and a half long and as good as silent, but the rising of the two stars around Endor made themselves visible and slowly lit up the sky. The place he led you to was incredibly beautiful, an open area within the forest.
Wrecker sat down almost directly against one of the trees and leaned against it with his eyes closed, Crosshair followed suit and lowered himself down next to Wrecker. Hunter stood around in the field and just looked at the sky, Tech and Echo were already walking to one of the bushes that were at the edge of one of the trees and had red berries on them.
You sighed, closed your eyes slightly, and just concentrated on the sounds that endor was bearing. Chirping of various birds, the rustling of leaves and a noise that sounded like flowing water?
You opened your eyes and looked to the left, from where the noise was coming, and slowly walked towards it. Tech had told you that there wasn't much water on Endor, so you walked towards it curiously.
Pushing through the branches you arrived at a small stream surrounded by beautiful flowers. Indigo blue plants surrounded by small insects that looked almost like a nerine flower.
You crouched down gently and looked at them closely, watching their stalks blowing lightly with the wind and the insects moving slowly back and forth on the flowers. Your head tilted slightly to the side as you softly touched them.
"It is called Aura Blossom, the favorite plant of the Ewoks... it is often used as decoration for the Festival of Hoods. It is known for its indigo blue color and for its bioluminescence, which describes the production and emission of light by a living organism. It is also sometimes confused with wisties or the firefolk."
said a voice behind you as he walked up to you and squatted down next to you.
"They are gorgeous"
you said softly and watched as one of the insects crawled lightly onto your finger before crawling back onto the plant.
Tech looked at you and slowly nodded before answering.
"Yes indeed, really beautiful"
You watched as he carefully took a sample of the plant and gently put it into one of the test vials to analyze it on the Marauder.
"Tech?" he hummed, looking up at you from the sample before you spoke again.
"What are wisties?"
he smiled slightly and stowed the probe in his pocket as he stood up and held out his hand for him to pull you to your feet. You slowly walked back to the others as he began to speak:
"Wisties, also called Fire People, are a small, radiant, sentient species native to the forests of Endor. Like the Ewoks with whom they share their homeworld, the fairy-like flying Wisties are fierce defenders of their forests, and the two species are allies. The Ewoks sometimes use pouches full of wisties as weapons against invaders. They throw the pouches in the direction of a target; on impact, the wisties emerge and attack the invaders. They are about the size of your palm"
"The size of my palm?"
You asked, looking at him with curious eyes. He stopped beside you and turned to you and carefully took your hand. His index finger gently began to draw a shape in your palm and you watched intently.
When he was finished he looked up into your eyes and left your hand in his grasp. Still looking at your palm, you slowly looked up at him with a smirk.
"Wow, so so small and the Ewoks just throw them at their opponents, a bit cocky isn't it?"
The brown-haired one grinned and looked you firmly in the eyes when you started to laugh at the thought, he also started to laugh slightly.
After you laughed you both grew silent, a comfortable quitness fell between you as you stood there, your hand still in his and a soft smile on your faces as you looked at each other.
His brown eyes shone so beautifully in the light of the stars, he looked so relaxed and the smile on his face made him look much younger than he sometimes looked on the battlefield.
His hand rested slightly on your hip and he gently looked down at your lips before looking into your eyes again, almost like a question. You nodded softly and he leaned down to you, he was so close, your noses were touching and it was only a few centimeters to-
"TECH! (Y/N!) WHERE ARE YOU?"
Wrecker's loud voice pulled you apart and you stepped away from each other, you sighed in annoyance and Tech looked from you with red cheeks to Wrecker who came out from behind the branches.
"We are here, we were just on our way to you after taking a sample of the Aura Blossom".
Tech said quickly and cleared his throat before walking quickly to the others, Wrecker looked after him in surprise and looked at you, but you just shrugged and followed them. Admittedly, it stung a bit that he left so quickly after you almost kissed, but it was Tech.
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The walk back to the Marauder was quiet, you talked quietly with Hunter, Crosshair walked beside you two, wrecker in front of you and Tech and Echo in the very front talked about their samples.
"Did something happen?"
hunter suddenly asked and crosshair looked at you with an interested look.
"What should have happened?"
you asked confused and looked at hunter curiously. He just shrugged his shoulders and looked ahead.
"You tell me."
He answered and pushed you slightly to the side. After you looked at him even more questioningly, he sighed and gave you a slight teasing look.
"When you came from the river, your heart was beating incredibly fast, you were red and tech was exactly the same".
he declared and Crosshair next to you smirked in amusement. You groan in annoyance and looked ahead to where Tech was talking to Echo.
"He was just telling me something about the Aura Blossom and I got scared when wrecker called us, that's all."
you answered and Hunter looked at you with a skeptical look, he heard how your heartbeat quickened again and saw how your face grew hot but he didn't say anything else about it. Thank the maker.
After you arrived on the marauder, Wrecker made a small fire in front of the ship so that all of you could eat and sit around the fire afterwards to watch the light of the starts disappear behind the horizon. It was almost as beautiful as seeing them rise, but the starlit nightsky afterwards was even more beautiful than anything else.
It feeled like you were all watching the sky for hours, telling old stories and horrible jokes, as if there was no war in other galaxies. Life could be so beautiful sometimes, you just needed the right people to enjoy it.
"Okay everybody, bedtime! Tonight we're all going to bed and not going to the cockpit or anywhere else to sleep."
Hunter said, yawning as he gave Tech a firm look. Wrecker and Crosshair were still sitting outside by the fire when the four of you went into the ship.
Echo just dropped onto his bed and closed his eyes almost immediately, Hunter pulled his shirt over his head and ran shirtless into the fresher, Tech went into the cockpit to turn on the warning system, and you just stood there and waited for Hunter to finish getting ready, so you could go into the fresher and finally change.
you sigh and walk over to Echo's bed to nudge him lightly.
"Take off your armor, or you'll be complaining about the neck pain again tomorrow."
He grumbled, but got up to remove his armor pieces. As you began to help him, Echo smiled down at you gratefully and went to bed with a small 'thank you, good night' afterwards.
"Fresher's free"
Hunter said and walked past you to throw himself on his bunk. He was still topless and in one of his black pants, when the long haired man sensed you looking at him he lazily opened his eyes and grinned at you cheekily.
"See something you like?"
he asked, laughing softly as you gave him a bitter look.
"Ha Ha, did you even change your clothes?"
you asked and he hummed while putting his arm over his eyes. Yeah of course.
You took your sleeping shirt and went into the Fresher to change. You sighed, Maker, it felt so good to take off your bra after wearing it all day.
Your shirt was fortunately big enough to hide your butt behind the fabric, at first you were a little skeptical to use your usual sleeping clothes on the ship, but the boys didn't mind. Why would they?
After you were done you took your things, opened the fresher door and almost ran into Tech who flinched when he suddenly saw you.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you".
you said sheepishly, leaning slightly with your shoulder against the Freshers doorframe.
"It's okay, I should have known you'd go into the Fresher after Hunter".
the brown-haired man said, adjusting his glasses as he eyed you in the dim light.
You smiled warmly at him and pushed off the doorframe to go to your bunk. "Sleep well tech"
He glanced after you as you walked past him and a slight warmth rose up to his ears before he whispered, "Yeah, sleep well (y/n)."
You sigh as you finally snuggle into your bed. Sometimes you missed your own bed, especially since it was much more comfortable than the beds the GAR offered, but you had gotten used to it, so it wasn't that bad after all.
You suddenly remembered how you and Tech almost kissed... Would he really have kissed you if Wrecker hadn't interrupted? You sighed as you imagined it. Were his lips soft? Probably not, he didn't look like he was constantly caring about his lips. No, they probably weren't, he was constantly chewing on them.
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Tech sat on his bunk with one arm behind his head and the datapad in the other hand as he read more about the plants he had spotted today.
Rokna mushroom? he adjusted his goggles as he saw link
Rokna tree fungus or rokna fungus is a deadly, blue fungus that grows on the rokna tree found on the forest moon of Endor. The sharp spikes protruding from this mushroom could cause the death of those who came in contact with them. The highly addictive spice known as Rokna blue is extracted from the Rokna mushroom. definitely sounded interesting.
Sighing, Tech put the datapad on the side of his bed, took off his goggles and rubbed the red marks it left behind. He laid down on his side and closed his eyes, already feeling exhaustion overwhelm his senses...
A few hours had passed when Tech was suddenly awakened by a clatter, he looked tiredly behind him and tried to make out the cause of the noise in the darkness... with high probability it was you.
He sighed as he turned to stand up and was putting on his glasses when you suddenly appeared in front of him. A soft smile tugged at his lips when he looked up at you and caught sight of your hooded eyes.
"Hey (y/n), come on... bedtime, let's get you to bed."
he whispered softly and he was about to get up to lead you gently to your bunk when you laid down next to him and snuggled up to his side.
A choked sound escaped from the brown-haired man's throat as you pressed tightly against him, he tried to gently shake you awake, but to no avail. As he tried to free himself from your grip to sleep in your bunk, as he didn't want you to feel uncomfortable, he noticed how your grip around him tightened and how your head pressed against his bare chest.
He sighed in defeat and took off his goggles to hang them back on the wall and settled back down and gently wrapping one of his arms around your waist to find a comfortable sleeping position, his eyes slipping shut as he did so.
The warmth you radiated under his blanket was pleasant, your head against his chest was soothing and the way you wrapped your arms around him was something he could definitely get used to. It wasn't long before he sank into a deep sleep, lulled by your warmth and presence beside him.
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It was pleasantly warm as you slowly woke up, you sigh softly as you press yourself against the warmth. Why couldn't the marauder's wall always be this warm? A tired yawn sounded above you and the weight on your hips disappeared.
Suddenly you startled, What?
Your eyes snapped open and you saw a confused looking tech staring at you. His hair was all messed up and his slightly squinted eyes hinted that you had scared him awake.
"What are you doing in my bunk?"
you whispered anxiously, looking at him in confusion, he ran his hand over his eyes and flopped back down on his pillow.
"I am not in your bunk, infact you are in mine. You were sleepwalking again during the night and when I tried to lead you to the bunk you laid down next to me and didn't let me go, so i had no choice but to let you sleep in my bed. Well, I could have carried you over to your bunk, but after you held me so tightly it seemed like your consciousness was looking for a sleeping partner, which in that case was me. ".
he answered softly and closed his eyes again, he sighed lightly and pulled the blanket over you again.
"I'm so sorry tech"
you whispered embarrassed and started to push yourself up but he dragged you down and pulled you close to him.
"Shut up and let me go back to sleep"
He whispered and exhaled deeply. But suddenly his eyes snapped open and he looked at you shyly "unless of course you don't want to".
You smile softly at him and turn your back to him, pulling his arm around you so that he would put it back around your waist. He sighs contentedly and presses his nose gently into your hair before inhaling deeply, your scent occupies his senses in the best ways and he couldn't imagine anything better at the moment.
You almost fell back asleep, but you heard Tech huff in annoyance behind you and noticed him trying to turn away from you.
"You okay?"
You asked softly, turning your head slightly to the side to look at him. He blushed slightly as he looked at you and nodded.
"Come back, you're nice and warm"
You pleaded, tugging lightly on his arm. Tech gulped nervously, but settled back down on the mattress, this time with a much bigger gap between you two.
Tech seemed to close his eyes again and you tried the same. but your back started to get cold without his warm body and your body yearned for his warmth, which is why you scooted back a bit and pressed your back against his chest.
The brown-haired man's grip around your hips tightened and a slight mewl escaped him.
"Meshla, please just stay like that".
Oh? Ohhh.
Your eyes widened slightly as you realized why he was so nervous, it was far from the first time you had ever seen one of the guys with a hard-on, but it was the first time it seemed like you were the reason. were you even the reason?
"Tech?"
you whispered softly and he cleared his throat before humming lightly.
"Would you allow me?"
you asked and a soft blush rose to your face you looked in front of you at the bed and saw that Echo was already awake, wreckers bed under yours was empty as well.
"allow wha- Ohh"
he asked confused but you gently grinded your butt against his crotch and he moaned softly.
The brown haired man whispered a soft 'yes' against your neck and started to grind against your butt, you followed his movements and heard him sigh as he pressed his nose into your neck and started to spread soft kisses on it.
His hands moved your hips firmly against his movements and he moaned softly, a warm shiver ran down your spine as he moaned your name and a pleasant warmth began to form between your legs.
"(y/n), please"
he rasped and you turned to him, he pressed his lips directly against yours and engaged you in a passionate kiss, his lips were warm, slightly chapped and moved strongly against yours.
He continued to rub his cock against you and his leg gently drove between your legs to let you gently grind on it.
you moaned softly into the kiss as you felt the pressure of his thigh against your crotch and he took the opportunity to press his tongue through your lips into your mouth to fight with yours for dominance.
His hand gently drove up to your neck to press you tighter against him, groaning into the kiss as you lightly bit his lower lip. His other hand slowly traveled under your shirt up to your breasts and he gently cupped one of them in his hand.
You moaned as you pulled away from the kiss and looked up at him. His eyes were hooded and his pupils were blown wide as his right thumb stroked your lips seductively.
"I want you so bad"
you pleaded, biting lightly on his thumb, he groaned as you ran your tongue over his fingertip.
He straightened up and climbed on top of you, with his arms on the sides of your head, to kiss you again. You sighed into the kiss and your hands went to the hair at the nape of his neck to pull it harshly.
He groaned as an annoyed grumble sounded over his bed. You jumped apart as long legs came into view on the outer side of his bed.
Crosshair jumped off his bunk with a small thud and looked at you both with a snide look. He had just woken up, his eyes still rimmed with sleeping sand and a tired look was in his narrowed eyes.
"It's fucking morning you perverts, you can't even sleep here without being woken up by two fuckers."
"It's not like I'm always walking in on you when you're enjoying yourself"
Tech sneered and Crosshair scoffed as he walks out of the room grumbling
You looked after him with a horrified expression and looked at Tech in shock, who in turn looked at you with an embarrassed grin.
"He'll definitely tell the others."
you muttered and Tech nodded in agreement, well shit.
"Theoretically speaking, if he tells the others, until you and I are done, no one else is going to come in here and interrupt us."
he said reassuringly, grinning at you as you gave him a smug look.
You firmly tug him towards you and press your lips against his while wrapping your legs around his hips and grind his dick against your pelvis.
He groaned when he noticed the wetness through your panties, his hand went down to your underwear and gently pulled them down.
"I bet you taste better than anything I've ever eaten".
he whispered against your lips and ran his finger through your labia, gently picking up wetness, and brought his finger to his mouth.
Your breath caught in your throat as you watched him eagerly lick your cum from his fingers, convinced that you had never seen anything so erotic.
He moved to climb between your legs but you held him by his shoulder.
"Another time, please I need you so much".
He looked up and looked deep into your eyes, you looked heavenly from this perspective. Your still dressed upper body moved with deep breaths, your hooded gaze and your red swollen lips.
Techs cheeks reddened as you sat up and pulled your shirt over your head, your breasts jiggling slightly as you threw your shirt to the side and he smiled in response.
"What, you see something you like?"
you asked, and he cleared his throat.
"Plenty."
the brown-haired man replied, crawling up to you again to engage you in another passionate kiss. His left hand lightly squeezed your left breast and you panted as an electric shock ran down your spine.
Your hand went under the fabric of his pants and grabbed his cock in a gentle grip. He groaned and his hips thrust forward, the brown-haired man's lips parted from yours as he felt the pleasure of your hand movement and his forehead fell on your shoulder.
He gasped as his hips bucked with your motions and you placed gentle kisses on the side of his neck.
"kark, stop please i don't want to cum yet."
he panted and pushed your hand out of his pants. He frantically tried to get out of them and carelessly tossed them aside as he turned his gaze to you again.
you looked up at him with hooded eyes and put your palm to his cheek to kiss him again, your lips parted from his to whisper
"Please tech, fuck me...I have an implant".
He grunted, grabbing his cock to guide it to your hole and smearing your moisture on his member before gently guiding the head in.
You gasp as he slowly pushes in and clasps your hands behind his neck, he puts his forehead against your collarbone and moans softly.
"Maker, you feel divine!"
moaned the brown-haired man and intertwined your left hand with his.
You both gasp as he bottoms out. It felt so intense, you could feel every vein and felt him pulsing lightly inside you.
His grip on your hand tightened gently and he gasped as your insides tightened.
"mhh, please move tech"
Tech drove out lightly and then pushed softly into you. He started with light movements and his rhythm accelerated steadily, his lips enclosed one of your nipples and started to suck gently.
You gently tried to suppress your noises so as not to disturb the others and squeaky breathy moans escaped your throat.
"Please more, you feel so good".
Your head fell back as tech began to lightly nip at your throat in response to your request. His thrusts slowed down a bit, but got harder and the hand that was intertwined with yours went gently down to your clit to run firm circles on it.
A high-pitched moan escaped you and you pressed your lips tightly together to avoid another slip.
Your legs crossed behind Tech's hips to press him closer to you, whereupon he slightly changed your position and lifted your hips a little higher.
The new angle broke your will to suppress your sounds and your eyes rolled into the back of your head as your nails clawed down the brown-haired man's back.
Tech moaned against your mouth as the grasp of your walls tightened, your sounds blurred together and hot breath escaped your mouths.
"Come for me Cyare, please" (beloved)
he spoke breathy against your throat and the rhythm on your clit increased, he bit gently into your throat to leave a mark.
Your insides grew warm and a pleasurable pressure exerted inside your belly, a bond whose knot became tighter and tighter.
tighter and tighter, until it became harder and harder to breathe, white spots appeared in your gaze and your eyes closed as he gently pinched your nipple.
He whispered softly against your neck again and pressed a soft kiss against your forehead afterwards.
It suddenly felt so quiet, like the calm before the storm, and it took you a few seconds to realize how he was taking care of you, from the gentle movements on your clit to the hard thrusts of his cock inside you.
Your gaze slowly turned to the brown-haired man, his hair wildly disheveled and his eyes squeezed tightly shut, his hot breath hitting your neck and his movements faltered as he looked up at you.
you whispered and a loud moan escaped his lips as he heard you speak his native language.
"olaror ti ni ner kar'ta" (come with me my heart)
"osik"
he cursed and his thrusts lost their rhythm, tech rutted into you with firm movements and locked his lips with yours.
Your hand gently went to one of his nipples to stimulate it and he whimpered as the pleasure ran down his spine.
"im cumming, olaror ti ni (y/n)" (come with me (y/n)
he pleaded and the knot inside you exploded as he bit your shoulder.
A long moan escaped you and his whimpering followed as he came inside you. Tech's cum was warm and a gentle pressure pressed against your Cervix.
"Gar cuyir bid jate, yaiyai'yc ni bid pirusti" (you did so good, satisfied me so well)
you praised him gently and he shuddered as your hand raked through his hair.
He sat up slightly to take one of his (clean) cleaning cloths to wipe you and his cock and leaned slightly to the floor to hand you your clothes while he put on his pants.
Afterwards he settled back on top of you and gently pulled the blanket over both of you to lay his head on your chest.
He opened his mouth to say something but you interrupted him.
"Sleep ner Kar'ta, we'll talk later". (My heart)
He closed his mouth and closed his eyes as you gently massaged his scalp. His arms hugged you as far as he could and a soft smile was on his lips as he yawned.
Your movements faltered as your eyes slowly closed and you also fell asleep.
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Hours must have passed when you next opened your eyes, the chrono clock showed 16:47 hours and your eyes widened as you realized how long you must have slept.
Tech was no longer on you, but you could hear light tinkering outside. You got up to put on your clothes and then went into the fresher to freshen up.
Fortunately, your sweater had a collar, because the mark Tech had left behind was clearly visible. Still, you cursed and rubbed at it
"idiot"
you strolled into the cockpit of the marauder and directly a sarcastic whistling sounded.
"Look who has awakened from her beauty sleep!"
the marksman's voice teased, and he chuckled as you gave him a somber look.
"You probably should have slept longer."
you countered and he grumbled under his breath as you gently pushed against his shoulder to sit down on a chair.
"No crosshair, gar ganar at tionir kaysh at olaror ti gar" (you have to ask her to come with you)
the Sargent quipped and laughed as you kicked his leg.
"I could have slept longer if my brother and his girlfriend hadn't had sex in the bed below me."
Crosshair replied, chuckling and crossing his arms behind his head as he leaned back.
You were about to answer, but a voice interrupted you.
"That's your problem Crosshair, experiencing what you've already done yourself is apparently not so nice after all?"
Tech looked at his datapad as he spoke to his brother and walked forward to the console. Hunter looked at you with a grin and shrugged his shoulders as if to say that Tech was right.
"Oh shut up."
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YANDERE! SIREN x READER
TW: ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE EVERYONE- so if i make a mistake im sorry ♥️ also this contains yandere tendencies so MDNI! I will keep saying this again and again because it's really addicting and not healthy for our young readers so please go away. It's life changing for you (for the worse) :(
btw this was requested by lovely:
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THANK YOU FOR THIS CREATIVE IDEA ruiwritez and i hope you will have wonderful day EVERYDAY <3 and i'm doing great thank you! I kinda modified this story BUT IT'S STILL YOUR IDEA! Don't worry <3
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Summary: It was a normal day of being a pirate! And as a pirate of the lowest rank your duty was...cleaning this goddamn ship...You found yourself here only for your sister...because she wanted some adverture instead of being a noble lady...and she drag you with her saying she wants the best for her sibling WELL IT CHANGED when she fell in love with the captain,forgot about you...and because siblings bond is important in this world, HER LOVER let's you stay here. Otherwise you would be death under the sea. Your life is hard and boring, when your sister have the best life ever. YOU need to eat,sleep and interact with greasy stupid man who don't know how to spell "Consent". You wish you could just go back home...
"i was stupid enough to go with her...im sorry mother..i hope you will forgive me someday.."
You stand tiredly leaning against the upper railing and watching stars glittering on the night sky, everyone was sleeping so at least you got some time for yourself. As you listen to the waves below you with closed eyes you suddenly hear a splash. Flinching you look down not seeing anything but a weird red thing for split second...weird? Maybe it was some fish? you lean back fixing your bow that keep falling off and is for keeping your hair from spreading in every direction, it's been month since you could cut them somehow short and nobody wanted to help you and just throw a simple blue bow at your face. you begun to go on the other side of the ship just out of boredom but again a splash, you look down again and see water weirdly glowing like night sky above you. And then you see "it"? mesmerizing seducing red eyes looking into yours...
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Yandere! siren- Who keeps stalking following your ship and keeping you company while everyone is busy with their lives, at first you almost screamed when you saw him again,you don't understand what is it but it has human eyes and fish tail? you never seen something like that!
Yandere! siren- Who's smiling at you while you give him a glare when you're cleaning, his eyes are somewhat addicting to look at, sometimes whole crew screams at you for daydreaming at work. But you can't tell them that something human is following them because of you. They would try to kill it...for sure.
Yandere! siren- Who one time saw you push off a bucket in the water by accident with your elbow, he saw you curse under your breath and then panic as you know someone will beat the shit out of you because of this...but then you heard a big splash and in a second you meet eye to eye with this thing hanging from the railing..with a bucket in his very...sharp teeth, he had white short hair and his ears looks like red fins but with pearls stuck on the ends, his long also red tail is glittering and sparkling like nothing you saw before,his hands are buff and cover in markings probably because of fights between other predators. you took the bucket from him and he jump into the sea again smiling...this thing helped you? Why?
Yandere! siren- Who at first wanted to kill you and eat you...yes his kind eat humans. and kinda stalk you for couple of days to see if you're an easy catch but when he saw you being bullied and sometimes touched by these nasty creatures. He felt bad for you, He couldn't eat something that's sad and scared all the time...
Yandere! Siren- Who got bored of waiting and when nobody was looking started to talk to you, asking you, even flirting with you,but he didn't mean any of that THAT'S JUST HOW SIRENS ARE okay? it's not his fault...okay maybe you're cute BUT ONLY A LITTLE-
Yandere! Siren- Who got interested in you more you talk with him, the more you look at him like a "person" or at least "someone". every human who saw him once screamed for help or wanted to capture him like a trophy. It got that bad,that his mother forbid him from coming to the surface...but here he is..chasing some weird human.
Yandere! Siren- Who one night needed to stay under the water, it was intense storm and he hoped you will be alright, as thunder striked the ship, screams filled the air. Something happen...something bad.
Yandere! Siren- Who saw you drowning as you tried to breath and get up but you can't swim and since you can't do shit, you just gave up but then someone drag you on the surface, and as you lay on the sand, he waits for you to wake up, but you don't. Why? Is it to late?
Yandere! Siren- Who sits with you for hours,growling at every looking threat, and as moon sets on the night sky, he looks at you sadly "such a shame..." But when he slides down into the water, you started to cough, and when you woke up he hugged you a little to hard. Okay...? Cute.
Yandere! Siren- Who is happy that your alive really! He started to like you, and now that you're free from those parasites he can take you home! But then you back away saying that you don't know how to swim, and your sister is somewhere there! You need to find her! at least try to save her!
Yandere! Siren- Who lies to you that she's dead, and you need to go home because this isn't a place for you! and you sadly agree. As he keeps you above the water, you try not to fell from his back, he swims so fast that sometimes you shout at him to calm down.
Yandere! Siren- Who as time passed starts to feel something for you, between breaks for food and sleep you actually talk on every occasion. You about humans and he about sirens, about their mating rituals,motherhood,hierarchy and that stuff-
Yandere! Siren- Who starts to think...if you got finally home does that mean he will never see you again? Like never? He wanted you to meet his mother,brothers,sisters...i mean he knew that you can't swim by yourself and you would die in the water but what if-
Yandere! Siren- Who changes tactics, and one day when another storm is about to start he finds a good underwater cave and manipulates you into going in there, saying that this is really bad weather and he can't stay here for much longer and protect you! he could but he can't loose you...
Yandere! Siren- Who somehow safely gets you under water, as you tremble from cold and fear and actually crying, he shush you hugging you closer, saying that soon enough it will pass...it's a lie darling a big fat lie-
Yandere! Siren- Who brings you fresh fish that you prepare saying it's a sushi! whatever that is...he also brings you other things like pearls,shiny stones and sea moss so that you can decorate this cave whatever you like! Why? If we need to stay here longer we could do that!
Yandere! Siren- Who starts to be clingy to you,this cave is kinda big with tunnels and other exists so it's easy for you to stop him, which annoys him, but he still tries...he wants you to meet his family so he won't do anything to you...YET.
you are special for him and only person that understand his decisions and questions, his mother always said that his idea's were wrong and he needs to follow after her steps as a leader...boring.
When days past you Ask him about checking the weather and he still says the same "it's bad" but you don't believe him anymore and asks him to get you out now, he declines saying it's too dangerous. And you two start to fight a lot because of that.
He can't let you out HE CAN'T! WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE HIM? YOU SAID THAT YOU ARE GONNA BE FRIENDS WITH HIM! AND YOU WANT TO LEAVE???? TRAITOR! he needs to get his mother here! asap...for now he will keep you here...until you break...and understand his feelings...once for all... As you lay there asleep he strokes your cheek gently kissing your forehead "Soon enough...you will be a part of my family, don't worry...you will love them my dear pearl!"
NOT EDITED/RAW WRITING GUYS IF YOU SEE MISTAKES? IM TELLING YOU IT'S RAW. RAW LIKE MY HOPES AND DREAMS-
~Despair
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chrissturniolosbitch · 2 months
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a/n: this sucks, and i made it at 4am while high.
summary: matt, and y/n are bsf's, and well... matt leaves to get food, comes home, see's y/n touchin herself, and then fucks her😃...
warnings: cursing, sex, language, toys, overstimulation, fingering. idk what else...
a/n: i posted a poll asking what smut i should post TOMORROW.. and yall picked this one butt i wanted to post it today...
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Me and matt have always been close. We did practically everything together.
growing up with him, and his brothers are memories i will never forget.
matt always was there for me tho. Not saying nick, chris, or anyone else wasnt, its just i always knew matt would help me when i was sad, and would always just in general be there for me through anything
with all his kind actions, and just being with him the most i started catching feelings for him.
i loved everything about him.
His tattoos, his hands, his eyes, his hair, his lips, his body, his waist. Everything.
Chris, and Nick went to madis house to have a sleepover there. Leaving me and matt home alone.
matt, and i played board games, and played fortnite, then we started watching a movie.
after about 45 minutes into the movie matt got hungry.
"Hey im going to get Mcdonald's, do you want anything" He said pausing the movie we were watching, "No ill be fine, and ill stay back im kinda sleepy" I lied.
today all day matt has been so clingy. Not in a sexual way, but in an affectionate way. Trying to show me he loves me as a friend, and wanted to be by me today.
the thought of matt roaming my head. its not that i didnt want to go.
I just wanted to touch myself.
Matt noded, got up, grabbed his keys, and opened the door, "Ill be back soon!" he said before he closed the door, locking it behind him.
As soon as the door shut i got up, and ran to his room.
As soon as i got in his room i dimmed the lights, turned on a playlist, and grabbed my vibrator.
as soon as i layed on the bed I took my fingers, and slowly rubbed my clothed clit thinking of matt, and how good he would feel inside of me, how big his dick was, and how far the buldge in my stomach would go.
i slipped my shorts of, and turned my vibrator on the highest setting getting right into action.
"fuck" i moaned out the familiar sensation making my heart beat out of my chest.
i suddenly stopped and took off my shirt, and bra.
When i took everything off, say it by tory lanez started playing. I always wondered what it would be like having sex to this song.
i reattached my vibrator to my aching clit, and moaned at the feeling.
I about to reach my climax when i heard a faint gasp.
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(matt's POV:)
I came back home after i got food, y/n said she didnt want anything but i knew she would ask for something of mine, so i got her some.
I got my house key out, and unlocked the door.
As soon as i entered i heard loud wimpers.
fuck is she okay?
is she safe?
I ran upstairs, and called her name. No responce, just more moans, and wimpers.
I got to the door, and opened it. I gasped at the sight infront of my eyes.
Her beautiful body, he fingers touching her beautiful pussy, and the way her head way thrown back because of the immense pleasure she was feeling.
She shot a look at me, "MATT WHAT THE FUCK OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY" she screamed, i was getting harder, and harder by the second.
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(Y/n's POV:)
matthew stuniolo walked in on me fucking myself.
Matt didnt leave he just stood there, i threw the covers of my bare body, the music still blasting, and shut my eyes tightly hoping i was just dreaming.
Suddenly i felt cold big hands grab my waist through the covers, "Look at me" he said sternly.
I pulled the covers off my head, cheeks flushed from embarrassment, "do you need my help baby?"
Matt Sturniolo, my best fucking friend asking if i needed his help?? who am i to decline this offer??
"matt please..." i cried out, i needed to feel him touching me. He took his middle, and ring finger, and started rubbing painfully slow circles onto my now sopping wet, dripping cunt, "Faster matt fuck, i need your fingers in me" I threw my head back needing more.
After my words he shoved his two finger inside of me harshly causing me to moan loudly from pleasure, "fuck matt, yes" i said rolling my eyes, "You like me touching you like this huh?" He said tilting his head to the right.
"yes matt, fuck. Im so close please let me cum." I said already worked up before i got interrupted, "go ahead baby, cum all over my fingers"
With a tic of approval I let the knot in my stomach go, i released all over his finger.
"fuck oh my god..." I screamed out as matt pulled his fingers out of me, sucking my juices off.
Matt leaned over my body, "c-can i kiss you baby?" he said flicking his eyes, to my lips, and back up into mine. I grabbed the back of his neck, and closed the gap between us.
"m-more" i said wrapping my legs around his waist pulling him closer to me, "what was that baby?" he said leaning back up, starting to take his shirt off.
"fuck. Please matt i need you" i said practically begging for him.
He took off his shirt, and unbuckled his belt taking his pants off. He had a dark grey stain through his light grey calvin cline boxers.
matt leaned back down to kiss my lips, neck, and tits. With that he took his boxers off, his hard aching dick leaking precum.
he hissed at the sensation.
i threw my head back, fuck he was so big.
he took his cock, and started rubbing it through my folds soon he pushed his cock into me, "ugh, fuck yes matt" i said moaning through gritted teeth.
he started thrusting fast, and hard into me not giving me enough time to adjust to his size. I was taking all 8 1/2 inches of him in one swift motion.
"god youre so tight around me. Im not gonna last long" he said, his thrusts getting more sloppy, "fuck matt me neither" i said reaching my climax.
With the speed he was going, and him praising me the knot in my stomach snapped, causing me to cum all over matts lower abdomen, and dick.
soon after me strings of curse words were leaving his mouth as he was cumming inside of me, "shit shit shit" he said fucking our cum back into me.
soon matts motions came to a stop and he plopped next to me, "w-was that good?" he said looking me in the eyes, "that was the best sex ive ever had." i said giggling at him.
"that answers my question then" he said laughing back, leaning into kiss me.
The kiss was so sweet, and told me that he wanted this. That he has been wating to do this.
"So.." i said chuckling.
"Whats wrong baby?" he said kissing me again.
"What are we now?" i exclaimed hoping he wanted to be with me as bad as i wanted to be with him.
"youre all mine baby.." he said as he tuck a peice of hair behind my ear.
matt kissed me once more, "goodnight y/n i love you"
"i love you so much more matty" I felt my eyes shutting before i got my sentence out.
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I NEED IT IN ALL DIFFERENT POSITIONS!!!!!!
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Hello. I hope you doing well. I would like to request a Rhea Ripley X Fem! Reader where reader is a young wrestler and apart of The Judgement Day and ( also married to Rhea if possible) was out for a year and a half due to a ACL Injury caused by Nia Jax during a backstage attack and returns during a Nia Jax vs Zoey Stark Match to attack Nia but Rhea ends up stopping her during the attack carrying her backstage and consoling her as she breaks down and as Rhea is calming her Nia storms up and tries to confront reader but Rhea puts an stop to it before reader can go off again. If not I completely understand. Thanks
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Not my gif^
Thank you for the request!
Rhea x Fem! Reader fluff
Warnings: fighting (in wrestling) spelling mistakes(I'm dyslexic)
Y/n's pov
Sitting in the judgment day locker room I stated at the tv screen as the announcers talked about Nias match with zoey stark. My blood ran hot as i have spent the last year and a half out on behalf of nia. Today was my first day back clear and I'm planning on making her regret what she did. Some other people where not very happy with that. Some people being rhea and Damian, rhea knew i wasnt going to be happy when nias match was the main event on my first day back, and she made me promise her, witch i crossed my fingers while promising, that i would stay in the locker room. Well that wasnt going to happen. I knew that rhea Damian would be talking with triple H while the match was going on because rhea would come out after the match. As it was a contenders match for a shot at her belt.
As i set back on the couch Rhea walked in. "Hi baby." She said sitting beside of me "whatcha thinking about" her ancient thick. "Just how much i want to rip her head off. Im tired of hearing nia this nia that" I had gotten quite frustrated "my love you will get your chance just not tonight" she placed her hand on my knee offering a soft smile. 'thats what you think', i said to my self.
Me and rhea sat there for about another 15 minutes before she was pulled out by someone to go talk to hunter. I waited as i watched the match start. Zoey started with the upper hand,this didnt last to long as nia caught zoey with a a few big blows to the chest. I took this as my moment. I made my way down telling the guy to play my song. Once i got out there nia had zoey up for a sumoen drop. I could here the announcers as they talked "y/r/n is back! It’s been almost year and a half since she was put out for a torn acl.” I watch as nias face goes white and she drops Zoey before being able to complete her move. I make my way to the ring grabbing a mike before Zoey hit Nia with a z360. Allowing her to win. As Zoey made her way out of the ring I made mine in. “Nia Nia Nia, long time no see.” I say leaning down to her laying on the Mat “now..remember about a year and a half ago when you thought it was a good idea to to attack me back stage. Well guess what. Karmas a bitch..and I guess my names karma” I threw the mike down but before I could hit her I hear Rheas music start to play. I turned to see her running to the ring, she grabs me by waist and pulled me out of the ring. “Y/n what the fuck was that?” She yelled “you seen what it was rhea. She deserved it! She put me out for almost two years!”
“Baby I get that, you will get the match but not like this. You are going to get fined” she continued as she pulled me back into the locker room. Tears of anger and frustration fall from my face “For almost 2 years rhea I have seen her get every thing she wanted after attacking me! I get tweets saying how I’ll never come back after that! What do you expect me to do. I can’t take it. I want my pay back. Because guess what she didn’t have a match when she attacked me, she didn’t get anything but a slap on the wrist. I lost a title opportunity. Thank goodness you whent on to win and I never want to take it from you my love, but that was my shot!” I cried out almost in a panic of anger and sadness.
She just looked at me with soft eyes, before pulling me into a tight hug, “I understand darling, i know it’s okay calm down y/n it will be alright” she said and continued to whisper soft nothings into my ear calming me down. This was until we heard a nock on the door thinking it was one of the other members we opened the door and Nia came barging in “who do you think you are!” She yelled in my face “ruining my match! You are nobody! And the only reason you are someone is because of little miss Rhea here!”
“How does it feel to lose a chance at a match. Huh! Like I said..karmas a bitch, and I’m karma!” I got closer to her, closing the gap between us, she was a bit taller than me but it didn’t matter. “I’ll just put you out for another year..or maybe I’ll be able to end your career before it even actually starts, that’s if it could even” she spat out, that’s when something in me snapped I went to punch her but before my hand could connect with anything Rhea pulled me back getting in between me and Nia “get out of my locker room, and don’t you dare talk to her like that again. I promise you. You will regret it” Rhea said in a scarily calm voice, that sent shivers down my spine. Nia stood face to face with her for another minute or two before walking out. That’s when the words actually hit me. Was I only someone because of her, is Rhea the only reason I have a chance here. She must of seen the look on my face because just then she places a small kiss on my lips “y/n l/n, you are the strongest, most beautiful woman I’ve ever met. You are amazing. You deserve everything. You made your own name not me.” She said softly
The end! Thank you for reading!
Xoxo, v4mp
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klausysworld · 1 year
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hello !! i was wondering if you could do a friends to lovers angst with a happy ending fic with klaus and gender neutral reader??
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Always and Forever.
Being Klaus Mikaelson’s best friend has its issues lets say. You know with the permanent target on my back and his siblings always needing me to sort him out. It gets a little ridiculous. But i kinda signed up for it so eh what you gonna do?
Im a werewolf, Klaus and i met through Hayley when she wanted me to help look after Hope. Once Hope was born the Mikaelsons began taking out their enemies one by one so that when Hope grows up she can be safe. I’m an emotional support animal for them most of the time and i got used to that role. They all tell interesting stories anyway as they’re like a million. Klaus has just always been my favourite though, like have you seen him?? yea he’s fucking hot. Accent? to die for. He paints his feelings and is a great dad, if i didn’t know he was a psychotic serial killing original hybrid id be screaming husband material…sooo
So i have like a teensy crush on him. It’s not like im gonna get with him though, its just a you’re cute and i see you all the time and you make me blush and make me feel butterflies in my stomach and i think about you all the time kind of thing you know?
doesn’t matter. Anyway… right now im sat with hope in the play room. We’re both sat on a big beanbag reading kids books, she’s learning how to read and spell so it’s fairly amusing listening to her pronounce it.
Halfway through the book there was a loud slamming and a mix of all the siblings yelling, Klaus’s being the most heard as usual
“hope honey? you keep reading okay? im gonna be right back yea?” i told her and hiss her temple
“bye bye y/n, don’t get mad at dada he gets sad when your mad” i smiled at her and waved as i closed the door so she couldn’t hear the argument
i made my way down the stairs and to the main room where Klaus was pointing a dagger at Rebekah while Elijah was cautiously making his way closer to Niklaus
“ah shit” i whispered but they all heard me and heads turned to me. Klaus visibly gulped and hesitated when on his grip of the dagger, he didn’t like me to see his violent side knowing that i was someone who actually liked him it scared him that i would leave too
“love, you need to go back with Hope for a bit please.” i kept my eyes trained on his as i neared the situation, Elijah took a step towards Rebekah so they could make a run for it when Nik was in a less aggressive position
“can we talk about what you want to do before you do it? Hopes waiting for you, she wants to read you a story, she’s getting really good at her big words now” i could see his face softening, he glanced at the floor for a second before nodded stiffly, i put my hand out and he dropped the dagger into it, the other siblings sped out of the room immediately.
i took his hand and lead him up the stairs i stopped outside the play room and looked at him for a moment
“you can’t go in mad you know that…” he kept his eyes down as he nodded, it was then that he sniffed and i noticed the tears in his eyes
“hey, it’s okay, come on, come here” i brought to his room instead and sat him down on his bed, i put the dagger somewhere on his shelf and moved to lay down on his bed, i tugged his arm making him lay with his head on my shoulder and his arm across my body while he curled into my side. i pet his hair and rubbed his back
“don’t be sad honey, you’re too pretty to pout” i felt his tears hit my skin and held him tighter
“i can’t keep either of you safe, not…you and not Hope, i c..i can’t” i kissed his head softly and squeezed his arm
“you are doing such a great job nik, Hope and i both know how hard you’re working, everyone is gonna keep her safe, you are doing so well, i promise you that” he made a little noise, somewhat like a whimper that i don’t think he meant to let out
“but you’re not safe, you’re never safe anymore. It’s because of me and we both know that” i shook my head and sat us both up, i cupped his face between my hands and stroked his stubble
“im here by my choice, i want to be here. You don’t need to worry about me okay?” tears seemed to never stop falling from his pastel blue eyes
“i can’t lose you” he whispered making my heart break, i brought his face closer to mine and kissed his forehead
“you won’t, im staying”
“you promise?”
“you want me to give you my word all Elijah style?”
he laughed at that and nodded resting his head against mine
“i, as an honorary Mikaelson, give you, Niklaus Mikaelson, my very special, ultra powerful word that i will never, ever leave you. I love you.” he was smiling wide and laughing
“mmm that was very ultra specially powerful i must say, and i love you too” i laughed with him and wrapped my armed around his neck
“mm yes Mr Mikaelson only the uttermost best for you, my lord” i spoke in a mocking accent and threw my head back dramatically
“you are amazing you know that?” he spoke in a hushed tone and i nodded with a warm smile
“I love you.” his face was serious as he said it making me giggle
“uhuh i love you too we say it all the time” he shook his head and pulled me closer
“you don’t understand, i love you, not like you’re my friend and i love you like, i want to be with you and marry you love you!” he didn’t give me a chance to respond before his lips were on mine, i kissed back as fast as possible as we melted against each other
“i love love you too Nik, remember if you marry me its gotta be always and forever though and i expect a ring” he chuckled to that and nodded hastily
“ the best ring, the best dress, the best everything for you my love, always and forever”
i was smiling ear to ear as i nodded
“We need to go see Hope”
“I think she’s listening at the door..”
little giggles sounded through the room as she launched herself at us both
“i wanna be a flower girl!!”
we all stayed up late reading stories with hope and looking at engagement rings, supernatural war or not, we would stay together. Always and forever.
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lovebunnie · 9 months
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scout rounded to face spy, an accusatory finger pointed. “look spy, i know im not the son you wanted to have and im sorry i never lived up to any big ideas you had for me, but youre not exactly the guy i wanted my father to be. life is full of disappointment and im yours just as much as youre mine!”
spy delicately took his cigarette out of his mouth, eyes never leaving scout. he noted that he had that same angry look in his eyes that his mother got: one that burned and sizzled. “this was a long time ago. you throwing a tantrum like this changes nothing of the past.”
“long time ago for you maybe, but this has been my whole freakin’ life spy. every day i was forced to think about you. i didnt ask to be here, ya know. i didnt ask to be so awful that you left my ma all by herself.” scout’s fists clenched. “we were scraping by before i came around and i damn well didnt add anything besides more to the freakin’ grocery bill.” he looked up. “what did i do to make you leave, huh? spit on your tie or some shit? did i piss you off while i was in freakin’ diapers so much that you would have rather left me than be around me another second? leave my ma all heartbroken?”
something in spy softened. “scout, it had nothing to do with you-”
“give me a fucking break, thats bullshit and you know it,” scout sneered. “tell me spy, would you have left my ma like that if i had never been born? if i werent never around, would you have left her like ya did?”
the silence between the two grew, and spy dropped his cigarette to the ground, stepping on it to avoid looking at scout. “what i would or would not have done does not matter anymore. it happened and we must move on.”
scout felt a few tears drip down his cheeks, full of rage and agony. “yea, you do that spy, you move on and forget, like you do best.”
when spy looked up, he saw scouts face pinched and before he could say another word, scout turned on his heel and stomped away while angrily wiping his eyes.
spy stood for a moment, reflecting on the fact that while scout had his mother’s anger, he had his sadness; they shared bitter tears and an ugly blotchy face from heaving sobs.
he watched scout leave, and he did not follow.
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~ Chapter 3. 03 ~
I apologize in advance for any spelling or grammar mistakes and how poorly written this fanfic is. English is not my first language and together with my dyslexia ass things can go wrong I'm sorry.
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My eyes went to the door while I bit my lip. I'm happy that everyone is okay and alive. To be honest I was shocked to see Miss Im and Hyun-su awake and looking normal.
It's like they weren't attacked and almost punched to death by a monster a few hours ago.
A knock at the door brought me back out of my thoughts. 
"Mi-na. Can I come in?" To my surprise, it was Miss Im's voice.
I cleared my throat before telling her she could come in. A soft smile was placed on her face when she came inside.
"How are you feeling?" She asked with a gentle voice.
"I think I'm alright. Just the wound on my side hurts and is still bleeding." I explained.
She nodded her head before kneeling in front of me.
"I'm glad you're okay and awake. We were all worried about you."
I was worried about everybody else but me.
I let out a deep breath.
"Is everyone okay? The kids..."
She quickly cut me off putting her hand on my leg before speaking up.
"They are fine, they are a little shaken up, but they are fine thanks to you." I was happy that they were okay.
It was our goal to get them here safely, it was a whole struggle, but they're safe and well here.
"Why won't you come with me to the others, we had just begun to eat. I'm sure you must be hungry." I haven't eaten anything since I left my apartment to go to Ji-su.
It's a wonder I haven't passed out yet.
My eyes looked at the door while I bit my lip deciding if I wanted to go out there and face them or just stay here for who knows how long.
Miss Im gave my leg a little squeeze which made me look at her.
"Nobody is judging you on how you woke up. In situations like this, everybody gets nightmares."
Yeah, but I have been having them for months now. I swallow hard nodding my head.
"O....okay. I'll come."
A big smile came on her face before she stood up.
She offered me her hand to help me to stand up which I gladly took.
All eyes were on us when we walked out of the bathroom. There was an awkward silence before Ji-su spoke up.
"Mi-na, you can sit here." She patted the place between her and Hyun-su.
I gave her a small smile before walking over to her.
"Are you okay?" She whispers to me.
"I'm fine. It was just a bad dream." I whisper back nodding my head.
She smiles back at me patting my leg.
"Let's eat." Mister Han said seeing that all of us were together now.
In silence, we began to eat. Too hungry or too tired to say much and not to forget, most of us are just strangers to each other. I think I'm the only one who knew them before everything happened.
"Kids, what are your names?" Mister Han said breaking the silence.
We all look at the kids waiting to hear them, well I already know them, but the others do not.
"I'm Kim Yeong-su." He said looking at Mister Han.
Su-yeong looked at her food for a second before speaking up.
"I'm Su-yeong."
I feel really bad for the kids. First their mom and now their dad. Not to mention this whole mess that has been going on with the world. I wish I could just take them away from here so that they don't have to see the horrible things that were happening.
Mister Han said something about their names and showed they were similar to each other.
"Dad named us," Su-yeong said looking down.
A frown came on my brows when I saw a sad look washing over their faces.
Would I react the same if I still remember my family? I have never known them so I don't know how it feels to lose someone.
The only person that was ever close to that I could consider family was Miles. I can still remember how his eyes filled with tears when I left that night.
I wish I could have taken him with me, but it would have been more difficult to escape with a kid. I was eighteen and could leave on my own, but he couldn't. They would have been able to find us quickly and who knows what they would have done to us.
I snapped out of my thoughts when a can of beer appeared in front of my face. Ji-su quickly took it chucking it down. Ji-su knows how to drink. I have seen her do it a couple of times, luckily she knows her limits and doesn't go over them.
"Here, you can have one too." Mister Han offered Hyun-su.
"Oh, I'm.." He began.
"Oh, right. You're a minor. Right, there are kids here. So let's not break the law. I'll buy you a drink when you become an adult. Just like I have promised Mi-na. You two are probably around the same age." Slowly I nodded my head remembering him promising me.
I didn't mention to him that it wouldn't be my first drink though. I had probably my first drink when I was sixteen. You know going to a party and there are drinks there that shouldn't be at a minor's party.
"Do you think..."
Hyun-su started.
"That day will come?"
I was about to put food in my mouth but stopped when he said it. Slowly I put my spoon down not really in the mood anymore for it. I looked around and saw that everyone had the same reaction as me.
Who knows what will happen?
Are we all going to survive or are we all going to die or turn into one of those monsters? The only one that may change into a monster is Hyun-su, but who says he will? If he really was going to be a monster shouldn't he be turned by now?
Then there is another thing. He had the same symptoms I have had for a week now. Does that mean I'm going to turn as well? The only thing we don't have in common is the healing part. He looks totally fine for someone who has been crushed and punched by a big ass monster just a few hours ago.
I'm still bleeding from my side and my head also hurt from when I was thrown into the wall. Maybe I'm not the same as him and my stuff is just a stress or medical-related thing. I guess we just have to wait until one of us truly turns.
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Jealousy, plain ol' Jealousy
Merle Dixon x Trans masculine reader
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Context: you and Merle reunite, the governor assigns the two of you on a mission to find Michonne. First try you couldn't find her, so Merle told the governor, he came back seeming a bit off and you both go looking for her again, he tells you whats wrong and you put matters in your hands ;)
Warnings: +18, nudity, hard sex,age gap, flirting, violence, slurs (f!ggot, Tranny, etc. This is my first time making a book like this so I hope I don't offend anyone, i might make a part 2 of this)
Merle and you have been frenemies since the two of you were kids, but had been sepearated later after Merle's mother had died. Later on, Merle found you, andrea and Michonne. He took the three of you to a place called Woodbury, a large and well-protected community. You didn't trust it, but it was nice to see a familiar face even though you both HATED eachother back then, nowadays he calls you "Fruitcake" and it pisses you off "you're not funny, you know that big boy?" you said in a firm tone, Merle backed away with his signature smirk "OooOoo did I hit a nerve Fruitcake?" he said in playful tone, and his accent, oh how you hated it, everytime you heard it you just wanted to punch him in the face you were about to but the governor had called the two of you "Boys! Come 'ere!" he yelled, you and Merle looked at eachother and walked to his place, he told you that Michonne had left the camp, he assigned the two you to go look for her with the others, the entire time you and Merle picked on eachother. Even after being attacked by Michonne you couldn't help but laugh after Merle got punched in the nuts, even though you had been punched aswell. She escaped and Merle killed some kid...whatever his name was.
. . .
After Merle had killed the kid, I looked at him. He hasn't changed, we both walked beside eachother and I barely said anything on the way back, Merle's the first to break the silence "I'm gonna go tell the governor 'bout this, and if you tell 'em that I killed that kid, I'll slit your throat." he told me in a firm tone as his finger pressed against my chest, I didn't flinch. Almost everyone was afraid "Big bad ol' Merle" but not me. I just saw him as an old friend, not a monster. He walked away and i sat down in a bench, a minute turned into 10 minutes, and 10 minutes turned into hours, it had been midnight already and no one was outside. Until finally, Merle came back, I looked up at him waited for him to tell me about the mission, but he seemed...off. He looked like he was spacing out and had no emotion in his face "Uh....Merle?" I asked, he had snapped back into reality "W-what Fruitcake?" he asked, he was back to his old self again "what'd the boss say?" I look up at him, he looked at me with his blue eyes and said "The Governor wants us to look for her again." he then walked to the entrance of Woodbury "R....right now?" I asked as he walked away "YES!" he yelled, I got up and followed him "he wants us to go far out" He had told me "to go look for her? didn't you say the walkers'll get to her before we do?" I asked with a smirk, Merle then slapped me hard in the face "Shut the fuck up you fucking f!ggot." he said, I wanted to punch him so badly but I couldnt...I stayed quiet as me and him got in a car, he seemed stressed while he was driving, so I gathered up some courage and asked "what's up with you?" he looked at me and sighed "you really think im gonna tell you about my life problems Girlie?" he told me, that moment, I had snapped.
"You know what? Fuck you Merle. It's not my fault you had a sad childhood, and that your dad was a dickhead, I never did shit to you and you always treat me like this! I am not a girl! I'm a boy. And if you can't get that through that thick skull of yours i'll shoot a bullet into it." you told him, Merle looked at you with shock, he had never seen you this mad, or even snap at him. He sighed "Alright, fine. I ain't feelin' myself today... My joints are hurting like a bitch from yesterday's brawl and I haven't had no sleep worth speakin' of, and the governor had sex with that blondie. But we gotta find that son-of-a-bitch before it hits mornin', so suck it up and help me out." he told you, you were shocked at how easy it was to get him to talk "is that it? That you were just jealous because someone else had sex with Andrea?" you asked with a little laugh, he scoffed "It ain't got nuthin' to do with her... I just can't stand the way he goes around, thinkin' he can take whatever he wants." he mumbled, you knew what Merle had gone through, Especially Daryl. And all you wanted to do, was to make all the stress go away. You then had an idea, it was risky but you couldn't help it, you slowly slid your hand to Merle's thigh, he was in deep thought and didn't think anything of it at first, so you took things a bit more further. You then slid your hand under his pants, he had snapped back into reality and looked at you "what the fuck do ya think you're doing D/N!?" he had called you by your deadname, which made you grip his member on accident, he groaned and almost crashed, he let out a groan as he tried to keep himself focused on the road. You couldn't help but grin at this, you started to stroke him at a slow pace, his grip on the steering wheel tightened and his breathing got heavy "I swear to god D/N don't do something you'll later regret..." you frowned and corrected him "My name isn't D/N, It's Y/N." you stroked him faster he bit his bottom lip, you Remembered him doing that when you had seen him talking with Andrea, you felt him thrust his hips up, begging for more. You couldn't help but rub your thumb against the slit of his dick, Merle bit his lip so hard that blood started dripping from his lip. He then snapped "ALRIGHT MOTHERFUCKER YOU ASKED FOR IT." he parked the car somewhere safe and pushed you to the back seat "what about the mission Merle?" you asked him "Fuck the mission, we'll just tell the governor we couldn't find her, won't we boy?" he said, your eyes widened when he called you boy, even Merle noticed and smirked, you nodded as he climbed to the backseat with you, you couldn't help but blush as he was above you. He laughed and held your cheek, slowly leaning in and finally pressing his lips against yours, he started gentle but deepened the kiss as you wrapped his arms around him, feeling his tongue trying to slide its way between your teeth, asking for more. You couldn't help but give in to his desires, his tongue dancing with yours, he tasted so weird but you weren't complaining. He pulled away, a string of saliva coming from your mouths, he then grabbed your shirt and pulled it off, seeing the scars under your pecs "well ain't that a sight." he traced the scars with his fingers, you felt happy for some reason, it wasn't because you were feeling horny, but because Merle finally accepted you being Trans. He kissed the scars under your pecs, going all the way down to your waist, he pulled down your pants and saw how wet you were for him "still got a pussy Fruitcake?" he said in a playful tone, you frowned and told him "Fuck you Merle..." you mumbled, you then gasped when you felt him trace your folds, he held your hips and laughed "you're a virgin aren't ya? Go on Fruitcake...dont be shy, are ya?" he asked, you couldn't help but nod "well don't worry boy, just leave it to good ol' Merle and I'll just fix that." he flipped and placed you on all fours and held your inner thighs. You looked back hesitantly "Merle?...what are you doi-" just then, you had felt his tongue licking in between your folds, tasting you.
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hyeitsju · 8 months
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can you do g!ploona reaction to reader pranking them abt being pregnant?
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Loona reaction to f!reader pranking them by saying they’re pregnant!!
(Loona x FEMALE!Reader)
Note(pls read):
ONLY FEMALE READERS CAN INTERACT!! I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BLOCK THOSE WHO FOLLOW ONLY MALE BLOGS, LIKE MALE READER STUFF, ETC.
anyways, im sooo sorry that this took so long, I was lowkey procrastinating. also, this is such a good idea!! i loved writing it! i did have to split it into two parts because i want to have every member have pictures. but don’t worry, the second part will be out shortly after this one!!! keep it coming with the requests please! 💞💞
🐰heejin🐰
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Heejin was very confused and a little nervous when you asked her to sit down once she walked through the door
Usually you would be jumping on hee and giving her kisses
However, her jaw dropped once you gave her the pregnant test
Heej would be frozen in shock, looking between you and the test, asking if it was really
Smiles so big, hugging you tightly and giving you a huge smooch while squealing
“OMG OMG OMG”
Actually starts to tear up before you tell her and it takes her a second to fully process what you said
And her smile slowly drops as she does
Would give you a soft hit on your shoulder, frowning
Makes you sleep in the guest room because she’s mad at you
On the bright side, Heejin does decide that she wants children now so you do start actually trying for one
🐈hyunjin🐈
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When you asked Hyunjin to sit down, she didn’t think much of it
Just assuming you wanted to talk about what you’d dinner for next week or maybe another lecture about how she’s taking up 87% of the pantry space with her bread
But never a confession that you’re pregnant
She would gasp so loudly, covering her mout with her hands and look at you with wide eyes,
Whispering a quiet “really?” behind her hands before smiling and giving you a tight hug
But pulls back immediately once she remembers that you’re pregnant, muttering a small “sorry”
Excitedly asking a million questions per second with a wide smile on Hyunjin’s face while holding your hand in one of hers
The other rests on your belly
“How far along are you” “When did you find out” “Do you know the gender yet?” “Did you tell anyone else yet?”
You couldn’t keep up and eventually give up and say it was a prank
She immediately smacks your shoulder, scoulding you
A bit upset but not too much
Hyunjin gives you the silent treatment until you get her some cotton candy bread from the store as a peace offering about 3-4 hours later
Gives you a big hug after, but does let you know that she doesn’t like pranks like that and too keep them low
Like salt in her food or something
🕊️haseul🕊️
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Haseul knew something was off the second she walked into the house, immediately going upstairs and into your shared room
Almost having a heart attack when she doesn’t immediately see you, but calming down once she notices the water of the sink running in the bathroom, along with the light peeking under
She hesitantly walks up to the door, knocking lightly and asking if you are okay and earning a small “okay” in return
Once she opens the door she finds you in front of the sink looking at a positive pregnancy test
It takes Haseul a minute to fully process what is happening, immediately giving you a hug once she does and lifting you off of the ground
“Oh my god, is that real?”
She would be smiling so hard her cheeks will hurt for the next few days
Talking about all of the things that she’s so excited to do before you stop her and tell her that you were pranking her
Is actually so sad :((( starts tearing up and won’t talk to you for the next hour
she can’t go very long without holding you
Haseul makes you apologize and scolds you for pranking her with something so serious
🐸yeojin🐸
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Yeojin was lowkey nervous when you said you had to have a serious talk with her
She thought you found out that she actually kept the lizard she found instead of giving it away like you told her
So imagine her surprise when you shoved a positive pregnancy test into her hand
She squeals so loud, jumping up and down and running around
Actually forgets about you for a minute or two before running back over to you and giving you the biggest hug Yeojin has given you since you accepted her confession
Is speaking at 100M words/ph and you have to slow her down to tell her that you were joking
At first she was in denial “what? no, you just showed me that you are” and shoving the pregnancy test back into your hands as proof
But her smile would drop when you would show her proof of the purchase for the false pregnant test online
She would actually be so upset and a little disappointed in you for lying to her like that
Wouldn’t exactly yell at you, but would raise her voice more than she normally would when scolding you and would make you apologize by getting her some food
Yeojin would still be a little bit upset with you for around two weeks until she forgets about it
🦌vivi/kahei🦌
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You and Kahei were just cuddling on the couch while watching a show when you “blurted it out”
She heard you but it took a good minute for her to process what you said because she was so focused on the drama
But her head would snap towards you once she does, blurting out a loud “what?” with wide eyes
When you confirm she gets up quickly with a smile that she covers with her mouth from shock and a surprised face, asking “Are you being serious right now?”
Gives you such a big hug, just sitting in silence for a second before pulling back and asking questions.
Questions such as “How long have you known?” “How far along are you” “Do you know the gender?”
When you burst out in laughter, seemingly randomly, she gets a little concerned. Asking “what’s wrong?”
Kahei actually gets a little mad and says that she needs space
Saying “that wasn’t an okay thing to joke about”
She eventually, late at night, comes back home to you and explains to you that she doesn’t like you doing those jokes and after she gives you a hug
🦉kim lip/jungeun🦉
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You and Jungeun were sitting at the kitchen table, having a regular at home dinner date.
However, when she went to pour you some of the wine she bought for the date, you stopped her and said “no thanks, I don’t need any”
When she asked why not as she sipped on her glass, confused because you never said no to wine, you replied with “because I’m pregnant” as if it was the most normal thing in the world
She instantly choked on the beverage, wide eyed and asking you to repeat that
When you did she was very excited, asking if you were serious with a big smile
You, however, just couldn’t hold in your laughter and shook your head, saying no
She frowned and smacked your shoulder, scolding you for saying that and you two went on with your date as regular.
Best believe that she’s pranking you back tho.
so sorry Kim Lip’s is so short!!! anyways, have a good day/night/afternoon!!🎀🎀
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Do you have any lore/ story character moments or anything to say about Ariel you’d be willing to share? Your art and little revealing bits about him and your elden ring journey have me so interested Id love to know more about the sad charming wizard im very chin on hands while i kick my legs 👀 about him. Also thank you for introducing the big brain morgott x tarnished ship to me and a big hell yeah to your gay demon god (mogh) x tarnished art can i get a hell yeah
Not me crouching like a goblin just behind the door waiting for someone to ask about him, I'm so insanely touched that you're that interested in him- he actually has quite a history that he's grown to try to live in spite of. Both of Ariel's parents were Haima Conspectus scholars and his father was killed in combat when Ariel was still a child. He was old enough to know it would be just the two of them from now on, but too young to understand the alchemy that turned his mother's grief to resentment and anger towards him. She tried to mold him in his father's image-- replace him, make him succeed where he failed, the most violent kind of mourning. Although obedient, Ariel was sensitive and quiet and fell apart under her hand instead of hardening into the iron will she wanted; he couldn't understand why this made him feel even more hated, mocked, even more of a bad child. Their house, while never a warm one, was as cold as death. She found Ariel hiding out, feeding dragonflies sugar water from a spoon when she told him he would attend school and enlist or she would no longer be his mother. He was nine years old.
Ariel loved his mother.
Just like the kids back in Sellia, the students at Raya Lucaria could smell blood before they'd even spilled it, only made worse with the advantage of extra years spent sharpening themselves seemingly for this purpose. Ariel was an ungainly sum of contradictions-- a soldier's cut, a clear declaration of the intent to pursue Haima and distinguish oneself on the battlefield, but instead it hung limply about his ears and eyes that refused to meet anyone else's; Quite proficient in spellcraft but would tremble to the point of being disdainfully dismissed during training; A build that would have been formidable but turned awkward by robes that were too small and a habit of hunching in the hopes that maybe could make himself disappear, or at least be left alone. To his dismay, this had the opposite effect.
He spent all the time he could in his room, away from the rest of the students. It was there, from night to morning, that he could study not Haima, but the stars. He was desperately trying to prove that he could become valuable and earn her love doing something else that wasn't killing if he became really, really good at it. Whatever it took would be worth it a thousand times over. He kept chopping his hair, out of habit or obedience, for a while longer. Guilt and dread welled in him when it brushed his jaw, then the tops of his shoulders. Ariel hadn't slept in two days, but this was normal. Sunken eyes blinked unevenly back at him in the mirror. He had to succeed, or die.
And then the sky stopped for him. It was his only salvation, and it was gone. The one thing that justified his existence, gone.
One morning his room would sit empty, articles neatly folded on the bed. Without knowing him, it looked like no one had ever been there. But for Ariel, it was a kind of goodbye. One that didn't take up too much space. One that said, "I'm sorry."
It's hard to say how long he wandered or under what roof he slept, or how many of those nights saw him sleepless and staring at the night sky that shunned him. An unyielding judge. Ariel began to understand his sentence.
When the sorcerer approached Ariel with a proposition he still refused, shaking with fear. Some days later, he would see him at his door, red eyes and a sort of resignation; not peaceful, but accepting. He would aid him in assembling the graven mass, but with the promise that he would leave a space for Ariel.
Constructing a graven mass is a lengthy and harrowing process. The bodies must be living since they're acting as the "core" of the star and are all connected together to share that same force and strengthen the core as a conductor for the primeval current to flow through. They would not be able to survive apart again.
What Ariel had been taught all his life was coalescing before him, that moral sacrifices must be made, and if his body was the only thing of value he could give when the rest of him proved to be worth nothing, then he would give it. So he allowed himself to be given the draught of sedation and slowly fused to the mass of bodies.
He knew the deep twilight the potion brought wouldn't last long. Full consciousness and full power of thought was needed for these stars to receive; he awoke a prisoner in his own body, unable to move or speak, the magic and corporeal material of twelve other sorcerers pulsing through him, and he was no longer himself. Fission was taking place and they writhed wordlessly in the exposure of the Primeval Current. He wanted to scream.
It felt like pain, but in a way pain can't be fully described. It entered his eyes and mouth and ears and expanded into the farthest reaches of the universe inside of him, and then pulled him down into its depths. He felt like he was falling in all directions at once at great velocity, cosmic radiation searing his flesh from his bones, his breath crushed from him in the whorls of a black hole. He saw the birth and death of stars. He was torn apart by the astral macrocosm while his body decayed. The entire mass was decaying and growing unstable. It was uncontained and something was wrong.
The astrologer was instantly consumed in the flare that burst from the star-seed he attempted to create. The others perished along with it. It had failed.
Then Ariel, left alone on the dead core, the material of twelve other lifeless bodies continuing to feed their viscera through him, left to rot in the Current.
The magic of the draught slowly seeped away. Moving inch by inch, night by night, Ariel's fingers at last wrapped themselves weakly around one of the tubes embedded in his neck. It was the very last of himself he had to give. The star went dark.
He found himself waking to the call of Grace. 
He rose and walked along the shore, not seeing, not really feeling. It was a deep, empty despair. He had enabled the suffering of others and that could never be forgiven. This is what it meant for him to exist-- the suffering of others. If he could give one thing back, not for hope of redemption, but doing one small goodness for the world, anonymous and forgotten, he wanted it more than anything. 
For days he sat on the beach, towards the wide sea and the fog, where the ships first bore him to the Lands Between. He sat with the waves making his shoes damp and crusted with salt, carving a small blade, a glintstone in the sand beside him. It was dull and tired-looking, but it would be okay. He was slow. His hands accumulated cuts and the blade was crooked. He didn't know how to do this very well. He'd never tried. Thankfully it didn't need to be beautiful.
When he was finished, he knelt in the sand and pressed the glintstone to his chest, and the knife he pressed into his heart beside. If he could give that one small goodness, his meager soul might serve someone better than he could, lying on the shore where the ships came, across the fog, across the wide and sparkling sea.
The tides had changed when he woke. Gentle ripples of seawater lapped at his cheek and cracked lips as he lay curled in the sand, their work slowly cleaning away the blood from his fingers and the dull little stone that rested in them. Overhead the stars hung like glass in the vast night sky. 
His past is his future as well. Just as souls on earth returned to the Erdtree, all rivers, no matter how long-wandering, return to the sea. Ariel doesn't belong to the earth anymore. He long drifted in the tide of the Current and it will reclaim him, in time. Their bond sealed within him the fate of Lusat, and of Azur. Where we find him today is after he's realized that even if he doesn't believe he's right for this, that truly anyone else would be doing the world a service to take his place, he is what they've got and he is going to try with everything he has for the people he loves-- who he loves far more than himself. That's part of why he is so desperate now to try and right the world, to do everything that he can. He knows he doesn't have forever.
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i walk this earth all by myself |renee blasey (wraith) x gn!reader
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never in her life did renee think she would feel this way.
her heart burns in her throat as she sees you smile. a genuine yet sad one you give to ajay and her on the airship. the battle had been anything but easy. a painfully long and equally tiring match led to the three of you pretty beat up, but alas, victorious. we are lucky to have her, she thought to herself. she didn't like seeing you hurt. ajay made quick work of patching herself up while doc buzzed quietly in the background.
renee wasn't listening to what was being said between the two of you, the pounding under her skull making it hard to focus on anything. ajay made her way towards her in hopes of getting close enough to fully assess her injuries. bold.
"im fine.." renee muttered, clearly not wanting to be touched.
"cmon...youre still bleeding.." she says, quite defeated for the usually eccentric and confident girl. the look she gave ajay was enough. with a sigh, she returned to her place, the small bench in the aircraft, next to you.
it'll never be me.
she lets her eyes fall closed while the craft sputters as they land. all she wanted to do was to clean up, and go to sleep.
the journey back to her room was a quick one, not wanting to be bothered by anyone trying to "help" her.
it had been a few hours since the three of you arrived back at the base, each of you going your respective ways after bidding goodnight. renee headed towards her room, completely ready to take a quick shower and then pass the hell out.
she makes quick work in the bathroom, emerging from the small steamy space feeling a little bit better than she did before. she chooses to put on a simple black tank, and sweatpants that are surely a few sizes too big.
by this time it was late. pushing past 2am and renee was ready to come crashing down. she began unmaking her "made" bed but stopped when she heard a tiny knock at her dorm room door. she stood for a few seconds, mostly praying that the person would just assume she was asleep and leave. once more, a tiny knock. who the hell is that at 2am? she moves to the door silently and peaks through the small hole placed on on the top of the door.
outside she found a sight she did not expect. it was you, also freshly showered and clad in some dorky pj pants and a shirt she could have sworn belonged to elliot.
it took her a minute to decide what to do, but her heart acted before her brain could, and she pulled open the door.
"hi...im really sorry if i woke you up" you said quietly, it made her heart squeeze tightly. you looked so tired, it made her wonder why you made her way down to her room this late.
"i wasn't asleep yet. its okay, but why are you up so late? is everything okay?" she didnt mean to ask so many questions at once, it just felt like it was second nature for her to make sure you were not in harms way.
"i could ask you the same question yknow." you said with a small smile.
renee huffs, putting on the typical "i dont care" act.
before she could come up with an excuse, she noticed your figure. you were shaking. your arm was wrapped in bandages, bruises littered your exposed skin.
"seriously....are you..alright?" she asked softly this time, looking you in your eyes. she could stare into them for the rest of her life.
"im...fine, i think. i dont know, i guess im just still shaken up, a lot people got hurt today, and i cant help but feel like its partly my fault yknow? if i was just quicker with my reaction time then-" you played with your fingers as you carried on, trailing off when you heard her scoff.
you meet her eyes once more to see her looking down at you.
"you know it wasn't your fault. it wasn't anyones, but especially not yours." she sounded...sincere.
part of you wanted to break down right then and there, comfort seemingly making you feel even worse.
she noticed the way your body trembled. she wanted nothing more than to take you away somewhere far away from all of this. somewhere she knew you wouldn't be living in fear of the unknown. shes been in your position many times before. she understands your guilt.
maybe it was due to the exhaustion, or the slight frustration of being pulled into the hallway seconds before she was about to slip into a deep sleep. without much thought, she gently grabbed your hand, pulling you into the dark room behind her. the door clicked shut behind you, suddenly you felt very out of place. her room was dimly lit, but strangely comforting.
"sleep with me tonight." she said simply, and your eyes grew wide. she studied your reaction for a moment before pouting. cute.
"i didnt...mean it like that. weirdo.." had the room not been so dim you would see the rush of heat cover renees pale cheeks.
"you dont... have too, i just, know what its like to be stuck in your own head, yknow." you could tell your reaction threw her off, but you quickly backed yourself up.
"are you really asking me to get into bed with you renee? i mean...your offer is tempting" you teased lightly, already making your way to her plush bed. with a roll of her eyes, she follows behind you, turning the light completely off in the process, hoping that the darkness would hide the embarrassment she felt.
feeling the mattress dip under your weight, you slip under her covers as if they were your own, leaving room at your side for her. she stands unmoving, clearly unsure of what to do.
"i can sleep on the floor...if that makes you more comfortable" she said, pretty foolish considering you were in her room.
"what!? no way...its your room, just...lay down please?" your voice was quiet, scared if you made too much noise you'd simply scare her away.
without much more of a thought, renee slips into the bed next to you. she was too tired to argue.
shes tense, and it's awkward, laying flat on her back on the edge of the bed, scared to get too close.
you cant help the pang of guilt in your chest, hoping silently that you truly weren't intruding.
a small sigh leaves her lips.
"i meant it. when i said it wasn't your fault. i hope you know that..." she said, eyes moving to catch your features. you looked so beautiful to her, like always.
"thank you, renee." you responded, eyes locking onto her grey ones.
maybe it was the exhaustion, or unresolved tension taking over. you move closer slowly, laying your head on her chest, waiting and still to see her reaction.
and it never came.
in fact, you felt her arm reposition to wrap itself securely around your shoulders.
another sigh. this one not out of discomfort or frustration. out of peace. the pounding in her skull finally dying out as the exhaustion truly takes over.
"im here for you y/n, always." she whispered, voice full of something you couldn't quite recognize.
holding her closer you choose not to respond verbally, allowing yourself to relax in her arms, eyes slipping closed with a content sigh.
"i hope you mean it. i dont plan on going anywhere." you say, smile evident in your voice.
renee hums in response, fingers tracing your shoulders lightly. sleep fills the room soon enough, allowing the two of you your own bit a peace, finally.
all shes ever wanted was to feel safe, and she does. you make her feel grounded, tearing her from plaguing thoughts. for that, she would always be indebted to you.
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cyarikakay · 10 months
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In Every Universe I’ll Find My Way Back To You
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In Every Universe I'll Find My Way Back to You
Hey guys, Welcome to chapter 4!! Thank you so much for the love on the previous parts of this fic!🖤 This part is a little bit longer. The next chapter I hope to have ready soon! Thank you all again for the support.
Some warnings for this chapter. Language, Jealous!Joel, Weapons, Age gap. I believe that is all if I missed anything I apologize.
Chapter 4: Battle of Malevolence VS Forgiveness
      The walk toward the Capitol was filled with a heavy feeling in the air.
You didn’t want to be angry at anyone, your goal was to just just keep peace. Pretend you didn’t know anything. Now here you are pissed off at half of the group. 
Ellie trailed along behind Tess with you in the middle and Joel closely behind.
She tried to continue to lighten the mood, she made little jokes here and there but none of us adults were really having it. 
“Y/n?” she whispered.
“Yes, Ellie?” It came out as more of a sigh than you intended it to. 
“Are you going to leave?” She sounded sad. This kid was smart and she caught onto everything.
Her words and the situation just took you back for a minute. Back to a fight that you and Joel had the first year the two of you were together. 
~Flash Back~
You and Joel went out on a friday night with Tommy at a local bar just for a few drinks in celebration, while Sarah was hanging out at a friend's house for the evening. 
Some Guy around your age came up and started trying to converse with you and naturally Joel got angry and wanted to leave.  You guys went home and fought about it for a while. Joel was very insecure , he tried his best to hide it. He didn't do it on purpose, Joel was very emotional before the breakout. 
He was pacing back and fourth in the living room as you sat on the couch watching him.
“Y/N, why didn't you say anything to me that he was bothering you !?”
“Joel it wasn’t that big of a deal, he asked to buy me a drink and I declined, I was there to be with you and to have fun.” you plead. You didn’t care about how pathetic you sounded, you just wanted to get your point across to him. 
“Y/n, did you want him to buy you a drink?” His chest was heaving and flushed red with anger, or maybe the liquor.
“Joel are you really asking me if I enjoyed another man flirting with me ?” 
“Maybe!” he shouted. Joel never raised his voice at you. 
“ I just … I know I'm not enough… I’m older and you deserve someone better.”  he almost whispered, shedding a few tears that he instantly wiped away.
You had tears welling up in your eyes at his words the way you remember, but you could have been full blown crying. 
“I love you Joel no one else you.”
“Are you going to leave?” he asked tears shedding down is rose colored cheeks. 
“Why would you ask that Joel?” you said walking up and wrapping your arms around his torso. 
You kissed his chest softly and rubbed a hand down his toned arm. 
“I love you Joel, and you are not old. I want you. Im not going anywhere.”
~End Flashback~
“Why would you ask that Ellie?”
She looked at you, some hurt and worry showing on her young face. 
“I know I’ll be out of Joel and Tess’s hair soon but... you make Joel happy. I like seeing people happy… And plus you actually talk to me and don't exactly follow what Tess says, which is nice to have someone kind of on my side.” 
You just met this kid two days ago and she already enjoyed time with you. And you with her, she is a good kid, very sweet, her words actually brought a slight tear to your eye. 
“Ellie, you are too sweet for your own good, don’t you worry.”
She smiled. 
You guys continued walking a good couple hours before you all decided to camp out for the night. Thank god you guys came across an old cabin, it was starting to rain and carrying wet bags around the next day wasn't your exact version of a good time. 
The cabin was fairly small, no beds or bedrooms, an old couch and what not displayed throughout the room. The fireplace seemed okay to use but you weren't exactly sure where you were and did not want to send any smoke signals to any raiders nearby. Tess threw out her sleeping bag in the one corner of the room with some throw pillows she found lying around. You thought for sure Ellie would try to fight Joel for the couch.
“Have the couch old man.” she joked with him.
“Well this old man is keeping you alive so it's the least you could do.” he replied. 
She laid her sleeping bag on the floor by the couch where Joel sat cleaning his gun. He made her feel safe. He made everyone feel safe… He carried the weight of the world on his shoulders. Protecting and taking care of everyone else, but never, or very rarely allowed anyone to take care of him. But that's all you wanted to do, but you were so damn angry with him for lying to you. 
Him lying to you about Tess just killed you.
It hurt. Not some teenage love hurt, hurt like someone took your heart outta your chest and stomped on it repeatedly. It only hurt this much because of all the trust, faith, and love you had for him. Joel and you got together at a rough time in your life before the outbreak. He was everything you knew. Every song unfinished he finished for you. 
 Joel's eyes scanned you as you crossed the room. You walked over to where Ellie was sprawled out and laid your sleeping bag close to her. You sat on top of it cleaning your gun, the same as Joel, and going through things in your bag.  
“I can watch tonight if you wanna get some sleep.”  Your words came out to him as more of a whisper than intended. Insecurities seeping through.
“It's alright get some sleep, Tess and I agreed to split, she'll take the second half and I’ll do first.”
You looked over at Tess’s sleeping body. You felt rejected in a way, like he was taking her side. You felt like a child thinking like that but how else are you supposed to feel right now. You laid down and turned to your side facing away from Joel's shadowed figure on the couch. You heard him get up and go outside onto the porch of the cabin. You felt the tears starting to well up in your eyes, your body started to shudder holding back quiet sobs.
“Y/n, are you awake” 
“Get some sleep Ellie.” you murmured. 
“Can we talk ? Just for a little?” she pushed, how are you supposed to tell her no?
“What's up?” 
“Joel's upset.”
“Ellie, we can talk about anything but him right now.”
“I’m just saying you should talk to him. But I’m a kid, what do I know?” 
You rolled over towards her and she had a grin on her face.
“Are you trying to play matchmaker ?”
“I don’t know what you're talking about.” she giggled out.
You leaned over to where she was, gave her a pat on the head and rolled back over and drifted off to sleep.
It was cold, very cold. You could feel your body shivering. It had to be at least 3 am, you only knew that because you heard shuffles of footsteps, which meant Tess and Joel were switching out for the night. Joel sat on the couch watching your shoulders rise and fall as you shivered. He came down and rubbed a hand gently up and down your arm. You tried to ignore him at this point, you didn’t feel like talking now. 
“I know you're awake, y/n/n. You are freezing.” he spoke so gentle it was hard not to melt at his words.
“I’m okay Joel.” 
He knew you werent, he knew you were hurting from his lie. But he wanted nothing more than to wrap his arms around you and tell you everything was going to be okay and that he had you. And more than anything he wanted to tell you he was sorry, that he was stupid and scared. But he didn’t want to push you. But at the same time he knew you, he knew how stubborn you could be and that sometimes you needed someone to just tell you how it was going to be. He walked away for a moment, he grabbed his sleeping bag from the couch and laid it down beside you. He laid on top and pulled you in close to him. 
“Joel don’t.” 
“Listen, I know you are mad at me, and I know that I hurt you, and I'm sorry I regret lying to you. I really do, but you are freezing. You need to warm up and I'm not about to let you get sick. So you can lay here and be angry at me all you want but I’m going to hold you.” 
You couldn't fight at this point, you melted into his warm body, still angry but feeling safe and much warmer. You soon drifted off to sleep hoping that maybe tomorrow things would go better.
The sun seemed to come up quicker and quicker everyday. 
Tess came into the cabin and told everyone it was time to get moving. Ellie rustled her hair and groaned not wanting to get up. You loosened yourself from Joel's grip and tapped her on the leg and told her to get movin. She moaned and groaned some more but eventually got up and yall were off. 
Once you guys arrived into the city it was time to be extra careful. 
The open city was a rough place to be, infected everywhere, raiders, smugglers, even military, it just depended on the day. The main concern was the infected population increase.
You made your way stealthily towards the capitol building but most of the pathways were blocked off, and open roads and sidewalks were too risky. You hadn’t been this close to a city in a long time. It was sadder than you had imagined it would be. You missed seeing the kids running in the parks, hearing people playing music on their guitars at squares, you missed the normal small things in general. Now  buildings were shattered and blown to bits, Firefly logos painted onto the walls that remained, beautiful monuments were flooded from pipes or hydrants that had bursted. You missed a normal life with Joel. Things were simpler back then. Your favorite days were ones spent with Joel, Sarah, and Tommy. Whether it was movie night or cookouts in the summertime, you craved those moments.  Sometimes those memories sit and haunt you on bad days, sometimes they cheer you up when things get rough. But at the end of the day you were here. 
Coming up on a building Joel pulled back a piece of wood covering a door and held it for you to walk inside. You, Tess, and Joel all drew your weapons and flashlights to enter the dark building. You could hear the faint sounds of grunting coming from the back of the building. Ellie must have heard them too; she stepped closer to you, and grabbed your sleeve. 
“What the fuck was that?” 
You quickly shushed her. 
Joel turned around and looked at her and you, making sure you two were alright. 
“Ellie, from this point forward we are silent, not quite silent.” he whispered. 
She gave him a quick nod and continued up to the stairway. Joel and Tess were leading the way, Ellie was in the middle and you trailed behind making sure nothing followed. 
The staircase was flooded in dried, dead cordyceps. You had to avoid the chance of stepping on them they could make a loud cr-…
*Crunch*
Joel and Tess whipped their heads around to Ellie who had just stepped on one shaped like an arm. You quickly looked behind you making sure the noise didn’t startle anything. About that time you heard the familiar screeching and clicking coming from the bottom of the steps. 
Quickly you pulled out your silencer and attached it to your gun. Thank god for those things in a time like this. You all stayed still for a moment, that was until the old building decided to start to crumble and one of the ceiling boards fell not too far from you.  The clicker quickly reacted and started charging you all at the top of the steps.
“Joel get them out!” you whisper shouted to him. 
He stood there for a moment in thought he didn’t want to leave you behind. You whipped yourself back around and shot the clicker. You knew that this wouldn’t be the only one coming,that board definitely echoed. About that time three more came charging up the steps. 
“Joel! MOVE!” You shouted not caring how loud because you knew that there was already more coming. 
Joel quickly grabbed Ellie and pulled her up the stairs the rest of the way, letting Tess take the lead. You slowly made your way up the steps backwards making sure that none of them got up the stairs. You were taking shots at them left and right, trying to aim with only a small flashlight. You managed to get to the top of the stairs, nothing seemed to be insight any longer. You tried to maneuver your way through the debris quickly to catch up to Joel and the others. 
There was an open door that led to a casing room, silently making your way through the doors you neared to the right a bit around a L shaped case. Turning the corner trying to make sure the coast was clear with your gun in hand, a large hand came up over your mouth and pulled you back against them and the casing in one swift motion. Fight or flight quickly started to kick in. You started trying to get free from the grip quickly, until a quick motion had you face to face with Joel. You wanted to punch him for scaring you. He held up a finger to his lips in a shushing motion and then pointed towards a large mirror. Gazing at the mirror you could see two clickers reflections. He released his hand from your mouth ever so slowly. 
He bent down and picked up one of the old bottles laying on the ground. 
He tossed it in the opposite direction of Ellie and Tess so they could make their way over to where you and him stood. They quickly started making their way over when that familiar screech echoed on the walls again. Ellie made it over to you, but Tess was caught in the cross fires. You went out around the corner as fast as you could and shot at the clicker on top of her. 
She quickly stood up rubbing the gunk from the creature off of her tired body.
“Thanks Y/n.” 
“Of course.” You replied.
She stood there for a moment looking blank. 
“You okay Tess?” 
“Yeah I’m good, Thanks for still having my back.”
“ No problem, Lets get outta here okay?” She gave you an appreciative nod. 
After a few clickers and minutes later you made your way into the capitol building. 
You knew by the military shooting outside and the clickers screeches you had to make this a quick deal. Tess made her way into the building ahead of you, Joel and Ellie. She seemed angry once you got inside. All the weapons that they were supposed to receive were gone and all the Fireflies were dead. Her and Joel were pissed, you were too busy guarding the door to really pay attention until the clickers got closer to the door. 
“Uhh, guys they are getting really close, we need to go now.” 
You tried to hurry them out the door until Tess stopped. 
“Tess, what are you doing?”
“This is my last stop guys.” 
You, Joel and Ellie shared a confused look. 
“What do you mean Tess?”
She didn’t say a word. She stood completely still in stealth. 
“Oh my god… She got bit.” Ellie concluded. 
“Tess, No, when?” You asked.
“Let me see it.” Joel hissed. 
She pulled her collar down revealing the bite. 
“Tess, was this from the clicker I shot off of you or before?” You asked guilt washing over you. 
“It was before, a different one. I just didn’t know what to say. After you shot the clicker off I felt myself getting weaker. It's not your fault.” 
“Tess, I'm so sorry.” 
“You guys need to leave.” she scolded. 
She started dumping gasoline and emptying boxes of explosives on the ground. 
She then grabbed Ellie's arm comparing their bites explaining that this shit is real, Ellie is really immune, and that we needed to get the cure.
You didn’t want to leave her here. Not with clickers and the military trailing close behind.
“Y/n, I’m sorry for ratting you out to the Fireflies, It was selfish.” 
You wanted to be angry at her still. But you couldn’t, you had to big of a heart for that. Grudges were easy to hold,but forgiveness was strength.
“Tess, I'm not angry, I forgive you.” 
The doors of the building started to rattle. 
“Go!” Tess yelled at Joel. 
Joel grabbed you and Ellies wrists and began dragging you both out. 
You were barely from the building before the ground started to rumble. You could hear faint shot gun sounds. Then suddenly you felt a gust of heat hit your back with such force that it knocked you off your feet, ejecting the three of you into the air and away from each other into the grassed area behind the now burning building.  
You felt yourself come down hard onto a rocky area. You laid there still for a minute, ears ringing, body aching . The strong smell of gasoline and fire in the air with a hint of iron.  
Iron you thought, you reached for the strong pain in your side feeling for an injury. You slowly lifted your fingers to your blurry eyes. You were seeing doubles, maybe even triples, at this point. But what you were sure of was the crimson colored blood dripping off your fingers. 
“Y/N!?” 
You could hear Joel and Ellies faint screams as your vision turned black…
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honeybeekao · 2 years
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can u tell me kaoru lore
aight hello hi len everytime im put on the spot i immediately forget anything and everything ive ever known SO
kaoru hakaze; a fail dissertation.
where do i start... i suppose we begin with his family right? why the fuck he's the way he is? suresies that works!
so he's the youngest out of 3 siblings, with an older brother and sister. and his mom died the year before he started high school (wow fun.) his dad owns a huge family business and theyre Pretty wealthy, like rich as hell meet the tenshouin zaibatsu at gatherings.
SO his mom was the most influential person to him i think, at least that's why he seeks affection and validation so much. she was a marine biologist and took him to the aquarium/beach a lot when he was a kid!! he misses her so much :(
his dad's strict and an asshole i will throw him into the sea ANYWAY he doesn't support kaoru in wanting to be an idol, and they constantly argue whenever around eachother. so like during all of his time at yumenosaki, kaoru avoided going home for as long as possible.
he's supposed to take on the business but kaoru Doesnt wanna do that, and won't so <3 thanks rei (encouraged him to strive towards his dream more, even though he was let into UNDEAD under permission to never attend practice and do whatever he pleased. he started showing up at some point and found his footing with it)
I HAVENT READ SUSTAINED MEMORIES but i know he loves and cherishes his older sister, and feels extremely guilty in general about his siblings. since he's allowed to kinda fuck around while they aren't. there's a line i see from a quote bot and the story that makes me lose it
"We took all the trouble to pretty her up, but my sister — she said ‟I'm sorry, Kaoru-chan”... and she started crying, ruining her makeup.
I mean, why was she apologizing to me? Me, who shoved all the heavy burdens onto my big brother and sister and simply just ran away."
he's guilty about running away from the family problems and this brings me over to how he feels guilt!
kaoru's an extreme overthinker. he does it without realizing, but won't really say anything about it.. and he more-or-less shoulders everything on his own because he doesn't wanna burden others with it. he's present, but not entirely and that's why a lot of people can't really read him. he's really carefree, and tries to brighten up every conversation if he can. one of his big skills is being a good conversationalist.. like adonis even asks him for advice on how to talk to people. he's good with people!!! which makes me go crazy because he would help others out even if it was annoying, but he doesn't wanna rely on others. also doesn't like being babied or treated like he can't stand on his own
in 2nd year he dated girls as like his one hobby (feels mean to call it that but it wasn't like he was ever serious. it was his way of seeking validation, while maintaining a simple persona of popularity. then at some point he was like all in love with anzu and decided she was the only person he cared about. he's a tad cringe <3) having this persona of being a playboy who doesn't care about anything was like, a way to set up so many walls. it meant he didn't ever commit to Any close relationships, had no support, and was just generally sad?? he's a sad character but so carefree and loving Sigh. anyway, in 3rd year he starts working towards being a better person. with the help of UNDEAD, and shows hurt when people assume terrible things of him.
he wants to be reliable, wants to be someone people like, and this gets easier as he moves on and comes to terms with things. i'm sure graduation without his mom to cheer him on was rough, but he has friends now!! and a supportive partner in the idol world (him and rei basically both carry tasks in the unit. he expresses that he doesn't want rei doing everything on his own n such because Um. that isn't fair to rei what the hell he's helping whether you like it or not)
i also believe he's aro with a romance fixation because what else screams that than... knowing So Much about dates, but not being able to ever properly fall in love. or explain what it is. in date plan he has a crisis over the fact he actually doesnt understand girls at all despite his history. oh kaoru, i love you sooo much
he has the prettiest hair ever mwah
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storiesofsvu · 14 days
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Alright, happy Thursday hoes, lets get to this.
Mothership first
Okay… interesting open…
Omg…how many times are they gonna use the trope of “don’t touch that!” “who the hell are you?” surprise it’s the new laywer…
Not surprised its another old white dude, but at least he’s not as old as mccoy
Okay seriously…. If they get rid of Samantha I will not be watching this show anymore..
I wonder if they’re going to bring this staff change up on svu too considering this guy is also now carisi’s boss… but the writers seem to have forgotten that these shows all exist together until they want to do a crossover.
If this was svu the ada would be storming into the squad room yelling at the detectives for making a mistake that’s gonna cost them their case. Why don’t we get to see that on mothership? I want more crossing over between departments, cops never show up in the gallery either, just to testify if they’re needed.
Oooo yesss that maroon suit. I see you ma’am!
Man they’re just right fucked with this case aren’t they?
This defence attorney is super crusty
How come these videos are coming up NOW and not before things went to trial??
This judges office is barba’s office. They really only have so many sets, hey? (also the continuity of that office on this show/universe drives me fucking insane).
My subtitles keep cutting in and out and that is also driving me insane
Toronto time.
Will I pay attention? Likely no
JESUS FUCK talk about a cold fucking opening wow.
Big surprise I stopped paying attention halfway through the ep. Like, it’s fully muted right now and I’m working on writing LOL
SVU time
BRUH is this maria stuff ive been seeing all over twitter legit?! I thought people were fucking clowning LOL
Olivia in uniform just fucking makes me so fucking weak every single time
Clearly the other captain hasn’t been in the field a lot if that was her immediate reaction to that crime scene
Okay… hear me out… olivia literally saved maria’s life and stayed on the phone with her ALL night. We all know she has a habit of taking in strays… there’s no doubt maria became a cop because of liv… maria would have reached out TO HER about her graduation, not the other way around…
Velasco getting actual screen time finally. I do have to say, im back on my Velasco bullshit…
LOL. I know it was unintentional but the harshness of velasco’s knock on the door killed me.
4 hours of law and order is too much. Im getting bored and this is the show I actually like. I think imma start skipping Toronto cause mothership does hit some days
If this girl has a good enough lawyer she could easily get off on an insanity type plea… tbh this episode would’ve been way better on criminal minds. That would’ve been bad ass.
This episode is almost over and we got absolutely NO closure on the maria thing AND we didn’t get to go to court. Im OVER this fucking show man lol
Liv being back in her bac nail polish era is bomb though
Fin doesn’t strike me as a scotch guy… this is weird..
Okay… liv is really not okay. Like this girl needs support, she needs proper and regular therapy, she needs a break from work. Go home and spend time with your son instead of drinking cheap wine alone in a bar? Also while we’re talking about drinking alone after work being all sad, can we touch on the fact that her mother was an alcoholic, and that was what *killed* her… this is incredibly worrisome and I doubt we’re ever going to touch on it/get it fleshed out like we should…
Okay we at least got some maria closure. Thank you.
OC time!
Jet *attempting* to control stabler, woof. At least someone’s trying loooll
This bitch is so dead
Part of me feels like its bullshit that se wouldn’t know any of this about her own brother, but also I never talk to my family so…. LOL.
Fuck he’s creepy as shit
There is NO WAY THAT TINY MAN IS THE SAME SIZE AS ELLIOT
The fact that it took THIS long for someone higher up to question his anger/trauma/etc affecting his job is wild.
THE BARTENDER IN ME IS FUCKING DYING. I had a PHYSICAL reaction to that conversation.
“you’ve never had a long island ice tea?!” “I don’t like ice tea it’s too bleh” guy promptly orders two to prove that theyre good? THERE IS NO ICED TEA IN LONG ISLANDS
Cragen’s really just gonna be in the last second of this episode isn’t he?
Everyone: proper ear pieces
Jet: nah. Air pod.
I really thought that stabler was gonna be missing for a like, a good chunk of time with no one knowing.
OHHHH right! The foil he found in the bathroom garbage and immediately licked… right… I forgot about that. Now the question is who it belongs to…..
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afro-hispwriter · 2 years
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For the Will Poulter scenario (i know its too late now lol): will having to play reader s/o in a movie and he has feelings for her so their scenes feel so real for him and when they wrap the filming he feels sad because he won’t see her anymore
BestFriends
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Being in love with your bestfriend almost never has a good ending. Thats what everyone says, so when Will Poulter started falling for his, he knew he had to shut it down immediately. But he didn’t.
He went through 2 Maze Runner movies with you. And in both he kissed you, multiple times. And now he will have to do it again.
“Hey Will!” You ran to him and hugged him tightly. Will wrapped his arms around you and pushed his nose into your hair. “I missed you.” His heart skipped a beat.
“i missed you too.” You pulled back and looked up at him with a big smile.
“Ready to do this?” “Ready as I can be.”
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Will was having the time of his life with you. It was just like old times, gossiping, rehearing together, arriving to set together, going for lunch and dinner. Will could feel himself falling deeper for you, if that was even possible.
“Wait so she broke up with you? Why?” You ask him and take a sip of your drink.
“Hated that I didn’t post her, she just didn’t understand how I use social media to bring awareness.”
“What a bitch. If I were with you I wouldn’t break up with you over that, if anything id just fall more in love with you.” Your words made Will turn his head and his heart skip a beat.
“More in love?”
“Oh ya, i said that didn’t I- um, How do you feel about tomorrow being the last day?” You changed the subject. Will leaned back against the couch a shrugged.
“It’s always sad in the end because you create such bonds with people you know.” He says and stares at you and you nod in agreement. An awkward silence fell in the room before you sighed and stood up and so did Will.
“I think I should go, big day tomorrow.” You start walking out and Will follows.
“Ya uh- see you tomorrow.” He opens the door for you and you step out. “Bye.” Will waved and shut the door. He then pushed his forehead against the door and sighed.
“Fuck.”
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Filming wrapped up and the director took the cast and crew out to dinner, rented out the whole restaurant.
“So Y/n, Will have any projects your signed on for?” Asked the director and everyone at the table stopped and looked at you and Will.
“No, im going to take a break from acting actually, unless something really interesting comes up.” Said Will and they all smiled but then they turned to you for your answer.
“Um, Ari Aster, the guy who did Hereditary, contacted me a few days ago to talk to me about some creepy movie he wants to do and he really wants me to be the main girl, so im flying out tomorrow to meet with him.” You say and look down. Will felt his heart drop completely. He was going to loose you, again.
“Congrats.” Will said and gave you his best fake smile. But you know him well enough to know somethings eating at him.
“Thats amazing Y/n, really, Ari is an amazing director.” A crew member said and you smiled at them. Will barley spoke the rest of the night, just picked at his food but drowned his beer. You kept trying to start a conversation but he just brushed you off or gave short answers. It did start to get late and you had to be up early so you said your goodbyes.
“Will?” You look at him and stand up and so does he but stumbles slightly.
“Sorry I drank quite a bit.” He slurs and smiles. “I can see that. Why don’t I take you to the hotel?” You ask and he shrugs shyly but nods. “Im going to take Will too.” Everyone says goodbye and you drag Wills 6ft 3 self out of the restaurant. You pulled him to the curb and called for an uber. While you did that he swayed on his heels standing awkwardly. When you were done placing the order Will grabbed your hand and tugged you close to him, into his chest so he can wrap his arms around you.
“I don’t want you to go.” He said and placed his cheek ontop on your head. You relaxed and hugged him back.
“Will, I already told him id be there, can’t bail now.”
“I don’t want to loose you again” He tightened the hug.
“Oh Will don’t worry, I’ll call and text you everyday, and we don’t know if im-.”
“I want to be your boyfriend.” He cut you off and your heart sped up.
“What?” Will pulled away and felt himself start to become sober.
“Im in love with you y/n, have been since i met you on Maze Runner.” Will shoved his hands in his pockets and closed his eyes, waiting for your answer. He didn’t have to wait long because he a hand go to the back of his neck and pull hum down then felt lips press against his. He opened his eyes to see you kissing him, he immediately kissed back and placed his hands on your cheeks. He swiped his tongue against your lip and that when you pulled back.
“Calm down lover boy we’re in public.”
“Right sorry, I’ve just been waiting to kiss you, not in front of a camera.” You stood there with big smiles on your faces. “Does this mean you like me too.”
“Not just like, I love you too Will.” He pulled you in for another kiss bit this time he leaned forward and kissed you roughly making you bend your back. His hands slid down pass your waist and grabbed a handful of your ass. You gasped and pushed him away playfully. “Willll!”
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