Do you ever think about how Lucifer was cast out of Heaven because she loved God more than humanity. And that Crowley was left alone because he loved Aziraphale more than anything, but not enough to go back to being an angel in Heaven. Do you ever-
WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE A LUFFY HAT????? I WANT ONE TOO
WHY DOLLARS HAVE TO BE SO EXPENSIVE????? IT'S 40 REAIS HERE IN BRAZIL, THAT SHOULD BE ABOUT 20 DOLLARS???? BECAUSE FOR YOU IT IS SUPER CHEAP AND HERE IT IS SUPER EXPENSIVE!???
The way ive been working so hard on my PLAN B (the life I dislike at every level) and putting zero efforts on my PLAN A (my dream life) is so crazy and depressing.
He lays in my bed in the early morning, my heart embellished with despair. I know in my mind that we cannot be together, but I inch closer and closer to him anyway. His hand settled onto my stomach in the night and his breath pushes warm air onto my neck. I miss him. His hips are up against mine and I know that the only reason I’m here is through his desperation for a bodily connection and not for love. We drank and laughed, I almost cried, he confessed false love and called me pet names and he held me like I was a dog. His bitch. I followed him around like an animal and all I can do is lay awake in regret. He won’t be up for hours. I want to pretend that this is love, so I do. I push my hips closer to his and tug on his arm to wrap him closer around me. If I could, I’d give him one last kiss. I know we won’t speak in his rise, only to part goodbye, good riddance, our time together has adjourned. We won’t admit it but know it, I am not his, and he is not mine, but I once was.
don't hook up with your exes...
writing prompt 11/16/23; i wonder if he misses me too. (he called me two weeks ago after months of no contact to tell me he still loved me)