#im really debating this rn

[megabuild]

yall are debating the ethics of shipping characters without explicit cc permissions smh.. if you saw the cc boundaries i'm breaking you'd hurl

#mine #slash ref #slash jay #unless it isnt. im really tired rn so we can have a moral debate about this in the morning if people get mad

[puppyeared]

Tell me about a song you like right now, maybe an animation you just watched that made you think thoughts and feel things

Only Acting by Kero Kero Bonito!! I want to make an animatic for Macaque using this song and some parts of Shadow Play and the s4 special.. although im still mapping it and deciding whether I want to use the radio edit or not lol

#its like really really rough and mostly in my head rn bc i havent drawn lmk in a while so im a little rusty. probably need to rewatch some #eps if i want to get a good idea of what i wanna include. im also debating if i should wait until we get more context on his and wukongs #past before i do anything bc the last thing i wanna do is butcher it @_@... i was thinking of paralleling the song with the pilgrims #but because i dont actually know what HAPPENED or why mac even thinks wukong killed him thats probably gonna be important to know #but its like really cool in my head.. if u listen to the song sarahs voice uses an audio filter and there are some random glitch effects #which could be good visually for macs smoke monster and him fucking with MK in general.. spooky stuff!!! #the lyrics also speak from the pov of a performer which is what reminded me of mac in the first place so it would be fun to animate to #its in my shower playlist so when i listen to it i get really intense visualizing for what scenes i wanna do. hitting 2 birds with 1 stone #actually thats smth i do when i wanna storyboard smth.. i add it to my shower playlist bc thats where i come up with my ideas lol #but yea!!! if i ever get around to doing it id be really excited to share what i have.. i have another in mind with pigsy and MK #which is way shorter and i could probably get it done during my break... ;o) #my art #myart #ask #answered #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #liu er mihou #doodles #yapping

[iheartmoons]

yk what pisses me the fuck off? people being so obsessed w regulus that they downplay sirius' trauma just to make reg a sadder character that they can relate to. do whatever u want with reg - this is a free fandom, jkr doesn't run it and ur allowed to think whatever, but its actually baffling how ur willing to legit take away sirius' trauma for reg. i've seen people say that 'reg is the second choice child' like... ur kidding me, right? just because... he's younger?? doesn't make him second choice??? i will confidently say that sirius is 100% the less favoured child and i will fight anyone on it - i mean, how is this even a fucking debate?!? what is wrong with people?! sure, reg's story is sad and interesting but i desperately need you to stop depriving him of every little good thing in his life just to improve his story.

i will 100% confidently say that sirius is objectively one of the most, if not the most, traumatised character in the marauders fandom. yes, i know we shouldn't compare people's trauma, and with any other character i wouldn't. but this is sirius. he was physically and mentally abused by his parents, he felt that he had to protect a young child when he was only a year older and developed a martyr complex, had his family try and manipulate him into joining their cult at 16, ran away from home and was disowned at 16, grew up in wartime, he became a child solider at 18, his *adoptive* parents died at 19, his brother died at 19, his relationship w remus was falling apart, he got framed for the murder of his bsfs at 21 and then spent 12 years of his life getting his soul sucked out of him, at 33 he gets let out and his godson thinks he's a murderer and he has to un-learn his dog-like behaviours, at 34 the war begins again, at 35 he dies, and then in the afterlife watches remus have a wife and child. please fight me on this because i could go all day for him.

#please lets not debate about this #just because he had friends doesn't mean he was a-ok #like im disappointed that as a fandom we've downgraded his CANON trauma #its canon guys!!!! #not even a fucking headcanon #like remus having a bad father is just a headcanon #im petitioning rn to stop making reg a sad little emo baby #sure he had a shit life #but u need to get it in ur brains that there are some yes SOME tiny good aspects of his life #yeah alright his parents were abusive to him and they never really loved him #but to say he was second choice #you MUST be fucking me over #sirius black #regulus black #the black brothers #the black family #harry potter #the marauders #wolfstar #jegulus #bartylus #i mean sure reg was second as heir but like... have u guys never been taught how 'heirs' work??? #i mean...surely u understand the concept #older siblings get chosen first #sad little baby didnt invited to the cult first :(((( #STFU.

[moeblob]

So uh. Eventually I'll stop drawing these guys so obsessively but not today I guess.

(DND AU where it's just these two, Brent, and Paul on a life mission to annoy Chris the GM by having the pact of "we're only here for Karen's benefit")

Karen is a warlock, Right is a cleric, Paul is a paladin, and Brent is a bard (so he can use bardic inspiration on Karen).

#my characters #fun fact i was watching a trio of streamers do tier lists and i saw them do a tier list about their streamer friends #and they all voted on how the person would die in dnd and the funniest thing to come out of it imo #was the difference of SELF SACRIFICE and under it FORCIBLY SACRIFICED #like who would take one for the team willingly and who would be disposed of with majority vote #then they added an executed for their crimes spot under that so while they were debating some guy they settled on #he was the one that initiated most of the forcibly sacrificed ideas and that means he was eventually executed for his crimes #which ... was really funny to distinguish #the point is thats karen in this non existent campaign #she is here to mess people up and then use her allies as scape goats and they all just go well that sucks peace out im on the chopping bloc #and chris is getting more and more distressed over the fact YOU GUYS CAN LITERALLY TALK YOUR WAY OUT OF IT #but they really dont talk their way out of it like he wants #they instead are like ok cool so im gonna pretend like i didnt see karen kill that guy #and shes like i mean it was an accident i didnt MEAN to kill THAT guy #which is why they all vote to not see it and not bring it up RIP that guy #i saved this canvas as A WARLOCK AND HER CLERIC #which is honestly fitting #anyway i wanna draw fanart again at some point but my joy is stored in the ocs rn #i dont play dnd i just listen to one person talk to me about dnd and thats enough #oops i fell in love

[t1tanj0ker]

edit: okay why is this suddenly getting a lot of answers. yall fuckin around fr

okay this might seem weird but like. i have a fun hlvrai question for yall (and possibly yall’s friends) to ponder over. i have debated this with my gf and bestie before, and the answers we came up with were always so fucking funny. i find it most fun to debate over with other people, whether it be online or not, so i recommend you do this with others. okay ill stop stalling, heres the question:

after the events of black mesa, if the main 5 went to a bar, what would they do? what would the car ride home be like?

the answers me and my friends came up with are under the cut, because i want yall to think about this and have a little fun with it before seeing what we said.

gordon would probably get white girl wasted. after black mesa, he would need to blow off steam one way or another.

benrey would probably have way too many drinks and pass tf out.

bubby would probably be drunk, but not quite white girl wasted.

coomer (we’re still kinda on the fence about this one) would probably only be tipsy. like maybe just a few shots. nothing too bad.

tommy would probably js try one sip of something, not like it, and just have soda for the rest of the night.

the car ride home would be.. strange. tommy would be driving because hes the only one not intoxicated, bubby and coomer would be gossiping and telling jokes to each other, and gordon and benrey would be in the back seat sleeping the night away because they had way too many drinks.

#hlvrai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #half life vr self aware ai #tommy coolatta #hlvrai tommy #hlvrai benrey #benrey #hlvrai gordos feetman #gordon feetman #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai bubby #dr bubby #dr coomer #hlvrai coomer #harold coomer #i am not sorry #well. actually i am. sorry im just spewing shit rn #but yall trust me this is actually really fun to debate with people about #titan talks

[caffeine-high]

i've never really connected to a trans!headcanon before, in my life, but let me tell you, when the image of arthur cervero in a binder and heart boxers practicing guitar on his bed in the afternoon sunlight was sent to my brain, i connected so incredibly strongly that i had to stop watching the lecture i was watching and sketch it out

#ordem paranormal #arthur cervero #the only reason i didnt continue is bc i wanted to watch the next episode and i cant draw and watch at the same time #and the only reason im not drawing right now is bc i had to adult and cook + do my dishes (lets not think abt how its almost 23h now) #it is now on my WIP pile #but really high up like even above the actual ordem piece i was working on #and i am ceriously debating working on it rn but then i know i wont stop till its finished #and sleep is technically importnant.. #caffeines cackles

[franklespine]

Saw a tiktok of that mitski song with the lyrics "if you need to be mean be mean to me, I can take it and put it inside of me" with sam as the mean one and dean being the one who can take it and put it inside. logging off. did you even watch the show. are you that psychologically damaged. i have had a long day and the algorithm shows me this. do you hate me god.

#i enjoy the edits but boy do people on tiktok have the worst opinions on spn ever #or just anything really #sick of debating the morality or whatever of the brothers so im not saying that this should be the other way round but you cannot sit there #and tell me sam was the mean asshole to dean and dean was the one who internalised it all like the damaged saint he is #yeah ok Mr sam you having agency was a personal offence to ME never do that again #whatever opinions subjectivity blah blah whatever #i get it #i do #whatever #i too interpret only through the frame of my personal existence #but like if i have to see one more tiktok about how sam was the favourite son I'm going to have to stage an intervention #see an edit of sam and all the comments are haha cool can you make a dean one?? #loosing the idgaf war rn because of you tiktok spn community #hope you're happy #tho tbf i probably wouldnt bother having a little rant to the void abt it if it wasn't so horrifically late at night

[pangyham]

genshin please .. please chongyun shenhe centric quest event please please please

#guhh GUGHHHH maybe i should actually play genshin and do some quests to take my mind off chongyun #i only care about liyue characters + small cast of mond charas right now.. augh chongyun SAVE MEEEEEE #really glad i started playing again literally the first day of 4.4. lucky coincidence it was the lantern rite update #however this year's was kinda mid #would elaborate but im too tired. debating rn if i should do my assigned readings and films or the sumeru archon quest lmao #the latter is winning #will probably redo chongyun's hangout events afterwards i MISS my boy so bad #my boy my boy my little exorcist 🥲 someone bring me my boy

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

yknow what really sucks? halloween hasnt been genuinely fun for me since middle school and it kind of makes me wanna cry because its been my favorite holiday since i was a kid and i just want to go all out for costumes and have fun all night hanging out with people who are just as dressed up and just as into it as me but i just. dont have the time or energy or money to make the costumes i want and none of my friends are as into it as i am (and even if they were they're Busy with their Lives) and it just makes me really fucking sad because every year i say im gonna actually do something fun for halloween and every year i just end up sitting alone at home

#i miss debating all year what im gonna dress up as and i miss spending weeks helong my dad make my costume and i miss being #young enough and having the energy to go trick or treating #and i just wish i could fucking *do* something but i cant drive and i have no money #and every venue hosting something is a two hour drive AT LEAST #and it just. it feels really fucking lonely yk? having to sit alone bored out of ur mind on the day you used to spend all year waiting for #next year i hope things are different but rn im just really fucking sad #my posts

[roachemoji]

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#bo posting #vent #i was gonna posy this with a picture of croutons but that felt wrong shxjdh #uh im. scared i wont be able to draw again consistently for a while #i think im really accepting just how burnt out i am #i dont like the fear. anxiety. and envy ive been bottling up about drawing lately #like its not doing me any good to avoid everything artistic just bc i cant draw rn #but im... afraid that this will last for a long time #the last time this happened i barely drew for 2 years straight #i dont think im conveying just how painful and stressful this actually is. im not okay and im struggling to accept this #and its fucking depressing too?? i feel miserable knowing i cant do shit for my ocs and cant contribute creatively w friends #i just... feel like im... like not fun to be around rn ig? like a killjoy? a haunting presence who cant offer anything new or fun #im really debating reaching out and offering refunds to people who commed me #at least if they dont want to keep waiting #because idk when ill be able to get them done and i feel incredibly guilty #🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

[lagtrain]

i srsly cant wait for tomorrow... i need my free pulls + colourfes

#tbh im still kindaaaaaa? debating whether or not i should pull on colofes #bc like. i want the cards!! shihoan lims *frothing at the mouth* #and on the other hand. im not quite at a spark :( im at likeeee 49k rn?? and u need 60k to spark with 10 tickets #so i dunno if ill be able to grind out like 11k crystals in the span of the banner #they are giving us the free 3900 which will be nice #and if i fc all the hard songs + ap all the stuff im missing then that shoulddddd be at least another pull #but id still need like. 7 or so thousand in event of that #which idk if i can do LOL #i might just pull anyways tho bc i dont really have any cards coming up in the near future that i NEED (i dont think anyways) #plus an & shiho are usually pretty kind to me (6 shiho 4stars including her colorfes which came home randomly) #(5 an 4stars one of which being her ny lim that came home on my last possible 10pull) #tbh im sorta kicking myself for impulsively pulling on random lim banners as much as i have (30 pulls on recent val banner) #(but i got val nene so its not all bad) #bc if i hadnt done those pulls i could defo spark #oh well ig we'll see #< sorry about the big ass paragraph this turned into i wasnt intending that 😭😭😭 #gacha game pull planning is SERIOUS

[elibeeline]

Its uni season and im once again debating online courses i cannot afford

#im debating some kind of english language or perhaps uhhhhhh journalism #like something like that? #algorithms have been showing me lots and lots of archival careers? like research or general archivist stuff in like museums #which initially is like. duh jon sims kinnie #but it seems doable? for the rest of my life? #i might talk to my stepmum the next time i see her to see how she started her midwifery course #cos she's doing that rn and i have many questions on how to finance that but no one in my immediate circle can help #like mum started uni 25 years ago now #my older brother had college help which i cant really get now #and neither my dad or stepdad went at all i dont think they're not really Career guys #but i have more to me than just customer service for the next 50 years or so?

[piningprecussionist]

... first and foremost, I would like to apologize for any discomfort I've caused you, Kim. now, I'm not the most... socially apt person. but I really, sincerely, do *not* mean you any harm. I'm not intending to come off as creepy, I can, however, understand why you'd be uncomfortable or perhaps concerned by these gifts and all. (I mean, shit. if somebody mailed me a painting of me dancing with them, I'd be weirded out too, flattered, granted. but weirded out.) I never really expected anything to happen, I guess I just... felt the need to tell you how I feel about you, get *that* off my chest, at least. even if you don't feel the same way that I do. (which is fine, and understandable! I get it.) as for why I've sent you gifts... I suppose I just wanted to show you how I felt with something other than a note or whatever. *just* a note feels kinda cheap. I'd rather give you something that's at least a bit useful to you (hence those custom made drumsticks.). I hope you find success in whatever future endeavors you do. and I hope that you don't find this note too off-putting. enclosed is something that I hope you and the rest of Sex Bob-Omb like. -sincerely, the guy who said he had a crush on you. *enclosed is a folded, custom made Sex Bob-Omb poster, it's actually quite well made. it's an homage to the album 'Ramones', by The Ramones, featuring Sex Bob-Omb's lineup leaning back against a brick wall. unlike the original album cover, it's in color and not black-and-white.*

ooc: answering this as though it is in the nebulous but near future! I just didn't want to leave this lingering any longer; sorry for the delay! Hopefully I have left things vague enough for myself to wedge it back in the timeline of the blog later lol

Kim lets out a long, weary sigh as she finally gets back to the relative peace of her room, taking a moment to rest back against her shut door and scrub at her face. The energy and emotional exhaustion of everything that had happened between the last time she'd been here and now seemed to be sinking into her bones, and she wanted little more than to sink to her knees right there and just be comatose for a while.

She knew from experience, however, that the floor was cold and miserable like that, especially this time of year; so, instead, she opts to shrug off her coat and toss it blindly in the direction of her desk, trudging towards her bed. She closes her eyes and lets herself fall forward into it, ready to finally, properly rest, maybe even unpack her thoughts about everything- but then, she hears the crinkle of paper as she makes contact with the sheets, and her eyes fly open while she rolls to the side and, thankfully, off of the object.

She blinks down at an envelope that had been tossed haphazardly on the bed, probably by Hollie, and after a moment recognizes the style of it. Oh, that one guy... how long has this been here? Did I miss this before I left? She hesitates briefly, mostly just in resistance to the idea of having to continue actively thinking, but sighs and sits up anyway. She won't be able to relax if it's just sitting there, tempting her.

Propping up her pillows, she leans back against them and opens it, pulling out both the letter and the folded poster. She looks over the letter first, and after a moment, lets out another sigh, this time a short, guilty thing. The words feel genuine, so she can't help but feel slightly bad about her previous response, but... Well, if they knew anything about her, they might've expected it. She tries to take comfort in that fact, glancing over in the general direction she left the drumsticks. Then, she pulls out her phone and snaps a picture of the letter, opening her blog to begin her reply.

Hey, sorry this too so long to get back to. Life and things; with how people talk, maybe you've heard about the party by now? Julie's ragers, am I right? The apology is appreciated... and accepted. I think I believe you, especially given you're acknowledging the creep factor there. I'm not really a big gift person, I guess, so it was a little off putting just to begin with, anything else aside. I think you've already given me more than my parents got me for Christmas, and I don't even have a name for you beyond "Crush Guy." But, hey, it's far from the most uncomfortable I've been in these situations, so you're actually doing fairly alright in that regard. Thank you for the well wishes; I'll probably be needing them, ha! And no, I think you've quelled the fires against you, for now. (Joking- this is why I do the stupid videos...)

She pauses briefly, looking over at the newest gift and carefully unfolds it, trying to work out the creases as she goes. Once it's unveiled, she stops to look at it for a long while, a bit surprised by how much she genuinely likes it. She sets it aside with a mental note to hang it up later- ideally before their next band practice. She wouldn't be attaching a photo of it to the post, to help keep the surprise til then.

And again for the gifts. I think the rest of the band will really dig this one, honestly- especially Stills. It's very nice.

She gives it a once over before nodding to herself and hitting send, content. Then, setting the letter and the poster further aside, as to not crumple them, Kim moves to curl up at the top of her bed in a tight ball, eyes sliding shut peacefully. I'll think about things later. Ball time, she thinks idly, and then thankfully, blissfully, proceeds to continue thinking nothing at all.

#(ooc: dude as i was writing this my roommate busted out some chicken pho and i am so ravenous rn. god damnit. why can i never FOCUS sdfskjf) #(ooc: if i get any asks after this posts and it takes a hot minute its because im going off on my own pho i want it so bad but. this first. #(ooc: i was really debating how to have her respond to these- but i think with ramona having responded to them too this is the best way?) #(ooc: briefly considered funny quirky “anon mail” system where she could send something back through the same envelope. like it just poofs #+ and returns to the sender with whatever's enclosed) #pine.txt #asks #anon #rp #kim pine #sp comic #spvtwtg #spto #spvtw #Crush Guy #(ooc: anyway the second kim has a single thought after this she's taking the biggest bong hit /j but make not who's to say) #((ooc: it's me. im to say. really it depends on the thought but if she wants to continue not stressing herself out then the answer is yes)) #(ooc: also no kims on this one bc i didnt want it to get lost in my drafts since it'd get flung back a good ways) #(that one tag is supposed to say maybe not. dying inside.)

[worldblight]

Can my roommate stop having a racial debate over the phone when I'm trying to fucking, sleep

#i have to get up for work at 0400. #the room is pitch black. all lights off. bedtime. what makes her think this is ok #i'd really really prefer to not be hearing her extremely racist opinions rn like i'd prefer to be unaware she was very racist #she's muslim? she's pakistani?? why is she talking about africans + african americans as if she knows anything about them #girl. go to bed #im tired. aren't you tired girl im tired. please. #i'd like to go back to being unaware you're ignorant and stupid like you could've just not made me lose respect for you #like you did not have to be having this phone debate at 2300 its nighttime girl you have 2 roommates go to bed. choose the smarter option

[pyrriax]

sincere doubts anybody will actually see this, but i wanted to do a poll anyways just because i want opinions

elaboration because Room:

i'm debating adding more chapters because i feel like the current+upcoming parts need more breathing room. i'm realizing the ending of the fic feels a bit rushed (at least imo) so. yeah.

#haunted ecosystem #au: where the dust settles #boo its a poll #for context: originally the next chapter is the end of the prison arc. its REALLY short-lived as it is #i mean it'll mostly just be giving stuff breathing room (and more character development + elaboration for pandora. which i don't think #anybody would really mind? you just get to see how he handles this stuff. i could give a little treat of some more interaction with #sylvester to make up for the angst party we have going rn) #idk im just debating. i was so SET on this being 30 chapters but now im realizing it needs a bit more time. #i could condense a couple of chapters into one so that i have the room while also being able to elaborate on this stuff #but also condensing those would mean like. a 10k chapter #which i'm trying pretty damn hard to avoid so i don't burn myself out

[perenlop]

i havent actually seen the rest of the mega evolution specials but i can’t say that im disappointed with the second one tbh! knowing what comes later, i’m very invested in alain and lysandre’s relationship and that in context with professor sycamore. that aspect of the specials is carrying it so far for me

#alain himself is a... debatable protag at this point tbh? in that im not really that interested in him #more of what happens bc he happens to be in the same room. maybe thatll change later tho #im trying to look at his character outside of ''he beat ash in the league'' bc i feel like thats all ppl look at him for rn #and considering he has a whole miniseries i dont feel like thats fair #mairin is also kinda just there tho. shes like the audience surrogate sure but aside from that nothing would change if she wasnt there #and alain doesnt relay exposition to her so shes not good as a way to communicate that #i know this changes by the fourth special at least bc chespie getting hurt is a huge catalyst for the team flare arc #so! ill wait til i get to the other two specials on em. so far tho yeahhh im more interested in whats going on w lysandre #echoed voice #pokeani lb