#im not used to it anymore and it's startling now if it ever happens fjklsdflks

[cerealmonster15]

my ask box: specifically says  for people to put *p for private reply

literally everyone that sends me off anon asks: never do that, implying they dont mind/maybe even specifically want a published reply and would probs just send a chat DM or say something if they really wanted privacy

me, regardless: ok but what if they are expecting me to answer this privately. what if i publish this ask and they get upset and i die immediately. i better answer privately just in case-

#SORRY IM JUST NERVOUS #i feel like these some unspoken secret ettiquite i dont know about #or however u spell it #i get scared LOL urk. this is just a psa like #9 times outta 10 if i privately responded im probs not tryin to hide u or anything #im just nervous #im tryin to relax more on that but lfjksjlkdsj #also i just dont get asks nearly as much as i used to so like #im not used to it anymore and it's startling now if it ever happens fjklsdflks #people speak to me and i short circuit idk how to communicate #i like makin friends but im also very afraid of people #i feel like 90% of the relationships in my life are people approaching me #or sometimes on here it's bc i ramble in tags of other peoples posts #and then they appear like hello thank you for tags #thats how i tend to make mutuals lololjlksdfklsdj #i am too shy to speak directly but i can indirectly talk 4ever in the tags of ur posts #like yea sure i know people can read my tags #but somehow im like hmm yes i am speaking to myself #i can say embaressing enthusiastic things and it's less cringe bc im talking to me only #then i hit the public post button and am like yes these are my thoughts to myself bye #this literally isnt what i was talking about when i started typing but i guess #it's close enough lololol ok thanks bye