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ivestas · 1 year
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könig with a confident/badass reader that knows their shit? 👀 im so hrrrng for this man i want to fluster him so bad
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Summary: König admires you, so you expose your humanity to him. 
Tags: soldier!fem!reader (call sign “hound”) x könig, reader implied to be on the older side, smoking, barely edited, mentally ill reader, this might be triggering for those struggling with suicidal thoughts so please be careful/dont read! 
Word count: 1.1k
Notes: anon we are literally on the same wavelength, i was earlier thinking about a reader who has that dorky badassery of snake or raiden or literally any mgs character LMAO
Not much was known about you beyond your feats on the field. 
But those feats defined your personhood within any military—the moment a recruiter knew who you were, they’d be on their knees begging for your presence among theirs. 
It was like being a celebrity, except you got no perks and more targets on your back and eyes on you every second of the day, trying to break down your character and understand—understand what, only God knows. 
You were fine with that, though; you get used to it after a while: the praise, the envy, it all becomes white noise over the howl of the wind. 
So it was a normal occurrence when you noticed a set of eyes on you. 
What was abnormal was the one doing the staring. 
An Austrian giant. 
It piqued your interest; a shallow reason to humor since you’ve been in this situation numerous times before, but you didn’t care. 
From your seat in the empty lounge, you leaned back, regarding him carefully.
He couldn’t meet your stare. 
Cute. 
“You are?” You grabbed a lighter from your pockets, popping out a cheap cigarette at the same time. In a swift motion, the cigarette was alight on your lips, and now it sat between your index and middle finger. 
“König, ma’am.” 
“Ma’am?” You couldn’t help the chuckle that spilled out your lips. “I’m ‘Hound’ to everyone, no need for the formalities, save that for your captain.” 
He nodded jerkily. You noted his scrunched shoulders, his stiff poise, and his foot moving in a rhythmic motion. The chair he sat on seemed to bend at the movement. 
"Hey, c’mere.” 
In an instant, he did as you said, walking to you quickly. 
You pat the spot beside you. “Sit, no need to sit on that shitty chair. Pretty sure it was about to collapse.” 
Nodding again, he sat beside you. 
You lift your cigarette to him. “Wanna?” 
König shook his head. “I don’t.” 
“I’d praise you for making such a good health decision, but it’d make me a hypocrite considering you chose to be a merc.” You sighed, taking another puff of smoke. “Speaking of, what’s a timid guy like you doin’ in a merc group?”
“...”
“Touchy subject, eh?” You shook your head, laughing again. “It’s always like that with soldiers—it’s either to pay college debt or to run away from some fucked past.” 
König glanced at you, finally. He held your gaze. 
“What about you, then?” 
“Me?” You hummed, leaning forward now with your elbows on your knees, one hand propping your head up while the other held the cigarette. Looking up at him, you smiled. “Money. Valor. Suitors. I’m a materialist at heart, I love the attention too. I’m super fucking vain.” 
“That can’t be?” 
The way he gasped those words made you grin. He was quickly becoming a favorite. “Then what do you think is the real reason?” 
“Uhm...” His fingers tapped his knee, and his eyes strayed up, deep in thought. Then, embarrassed, his voice dropped. “...to change the world?”
Despite the clear embarrassment, he said the words with unwavering sureness, and it dawns on you that he probably thought of you as some war hero—a pursuer of all that is good for the world.  
When you look at him—properly this time, not an off-handed glance—you can see it in his eyes, the shine. 
You were right. 
In the past, moments like this would be awkward; you never knew what to say, how to softly break the truth that you were just some woman, and the honest truth wasn’t coated in honor and your drive to be a force of good.
But now? You didn’t care. You never had.
“I wanted to die,” you said casually—and it was a casual admission, you didn’t really care, because that was the truth. 
You saw his eyes widen and it nearly made you laugh. 
“I was gonna, you know, kill myself when I was younger. Had planned it out and everything,” you sighed wistfully. “Then, I thought, ‘why not join the military’? Easier to break to my family that when I inevitably died, it was for a cause rather than the fact I succumbed to my own perpetual weakness.”
“It’s not—” 
“’It’s not weakness’ yeah yeah,” you scoffed. “It’s easy to say that because you feel it. We all feel it—the desire to die.” 
The bottom of his hood shifted again, and you expected to hear his words, but nothing came out. 
“But, yeah, I guess after a while of realizing that I’m cursed with some twisted luck of brushing past the grim reaper, I decided to be a bit of a saint and run around and ‘fix’ things, just to stave the boredom away.”
You took another puff, longer this time. “You grow attached to the idea of bringing peace, I think. My advice? If you want to bring the most change, let go of your fear of death. Suddenly, everything’s not so scary anymore...” you smile. “But I’m guessing you’ve already done that, haven’t you?”
König was silent, but after a moment, he nodded. 
“See? Now you’re just as much of a ‘hero’ as me.” You lifted the cigarette. “You sure you don’t want, by the way?” 
“...I’ll try.” His hands were large, dwarfing the cigarette to a ridiculous degree. 
With his free hand, he lifted the end of his hood, and you caught a bit of his face. 
Pretty. 
He sucked in and began coughing right after, lowering the cigarette for a moment. Clumsy puffs of smoke shot out his lips, and after a few seconds, he tried again. 
Still awkward, but a bit better. 
“Ah, you’re getting there König, now you’re just as much of a hero as me!” You reached for the cigarette and took a puff before handing it back. 
He paused before putting it back between his lips, but you notice a flush of pink dusting his pale skin. Even with just the bottom of his face showing, you could see he was... blushing? 
That made you bark out a laugh. 
He’s so fucking shy.
He seemed to have caught on quickly because he quickly moved the cigarette back to you, refusing to meet your eyes, tugging the hood back over his face.  
“Come on soldier, don’t be shy! We’re all friends here, right?” You leaned back and pat his shoulder. “Unless..?” 
He froze under your hand. 
You laughed again, letting your hand rest there. He didn’t push it away, remaining stiff under your palm, head turned away and fingers fiddling with gloves wrapped around his hands. 
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tag-that-oc · 5 months
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Do you have any Ocs you’d like to talk about??
oh boy do i
im gonna introduce my scrungly my poor little meow meow my pathetic loser the love of my life. Arvid Sheldon Moreno <3
ill add trigger tags too of course but just in case: warning for abuse, violence, death, and kidnapping
first of all i am a Terrible artist but here's a commission i got of him from the lovely jester @/ghostcasket (with commissions still open here is the info post. go commission them he's wonderful)
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anyways. ARVID. basically he's a second generation oc from the project me and the other mod have. he is like. 3/4 alien?? something like that. but he was born on earth and that's where he grew up.
his parents are lovely and perhaps very strange but they are so good to their kids. Arvid is a mama's boy in particular he is very close to her and very protective of her.
so. what's wrong with him then???? surely he has Every Problem Ever. well he does. when he was a kid he didn't really have any friends. he was outcasted and bullied from various sources but none more so than Alex. fuck Alex we hate that guy.
Alex caused problems for Arvid basically his whole life. he was harassed and followed and beaten and manipulated and. well a lot of things!!
Arvid met and became friends with Izan who was infinitely better for Arvid and nicer and they were just really close. however that didn't stop Alex from being an asshole ya know. and it got even worse when Izan broke off from Arvid due to trying to manage his own trauma of a recent event unrelated to Arvid's stuff
so what did Arvid do? he clung to Alex and they became "friends". during this time Alex really drilled into Arvid's head the idea that he shouldn't cry, that he was weak, that no one else could tolerate him, and Arvid believed it all. things escalated until Alex and one of his other friends attacked and stabbed Arvid during a time when Izan and Arvid were trying to patch things up. and they left him there.
Izan got him help, but Arvid refused to let Alex get into trouble. in fact he had a strong fondness and loyalty to him and so what did he do? he confessed that he was in love with Alex. and Alex, ever amused and delighted by the power and control he had over Arvid, accepted his confession and they started dating.
and they didn't break up for a really really long time!
however this is all the backstory info! (well not all of his backstory but Some of it) this isn't even taking into account the story events! the story events being Arvid and his entire family gets kidnapped and taken to an alien planet because these fucked up brothers were trying to get and erase information on the esp experiments that happened during the first generation (meaning the things Arvid's parents went through) and. well long story short Dawson (does anyone remember when i talked about him?) was forced by his older brothers to kill Arvid and his mom. fucked up!!
but it's okay, isn't it? yeah Arvid comes back to life thanks to a wish made by Dawson on this super powerful wish granting magical rock. and they all live happily ever after on earth!
but not really.
when Arvid gets back he discovers that in addition to being brought back to life, he's now immortal. which is the LAST thing he wants because he didn't even want to be brought back to life if he was being honest. and Alex being the wonderful person he is decides to use this to his advantage (basically isn't it fun to kill your boyfriend over and over while he remains blindly loyal to you? Alex seems to think so)
however Arvid has other relationship drama going on. he has feelings for soo many other people but didn't feel worthy enough to be in a relationship with any of them. why would anyone ever like him back ya know?
except a lot of them did like him back. a lot actually. and Arvid starts dating others and building this lovely little polycule of people who really and genuinely love and care about him. and it takes a long time, but eventually Arvid breaks things off with Alex and tries to be happy. key word being that he tries because sometimes he doesn't do a very good job of it. he's still got it in his head that he deserves to suffer and will go on self destructive spirals now that he doesn't have a boyfriend beating him to shit constantly anymore.
some fun facts about Arvid is that he's a supervillain. i mean not Really a supervillain but he's a loser and tells everyone that he's evil. type of guy to steal from large corporations but not from local places. but this is all evil deeds he swears it. he also has plans to take over the world which he only shares with people he really trusts. he's so lame <3
he's also extremely emotional and will cry really easily but. well due to Alex Reasons he will belittle himself for showing sadness. he is obsessed with people seeing him as strong when his 5'3 ass can't even open a pickle jar
Arvid is also very very soft and sensitive about bugs he loves bugs!!! they were his best friends back when he didn't have any friends and even now he still treats them so gently. it's a really cool contrast to his usual edgy personality.
also!! he has really bad luck all the time <3 constantly tripping over stuff and falling in puddles and breaking his phone and. other bad luck stuff.
anyways i hope you enjoyed my insane ramblings about my scrungy little guy
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punkshort · 16 days
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obviously you can’t give spoilers about ikwya. the tag purposefully doesnt say who does the infidelity cuz that’s how you the writer want it to be. i understand and respect your decision 100%. ive been cheated on and it completely destroyed me so i can’t even get my self to read anything like that. especially if it’s done by the male and if they’re married. i don’t think they’re married but im not sure who does the cheating but i can’t take any chances. i wish i could read another one of your beautiful series but ill be supporting you from the sidelines. also i love your other series with sherif joel 🖤.
Oh, thank you so much! No stress, I don't want you to read it if you might find it triggering. What I can tell you is there will be a happy ending, and whoever does the cheating does not have sex with another person. I'm not sure if that helps you at all or makes it worse but I will definitely be putting a disclaimer on that chapter.
I don't think I explicitly stated it or not but reader and Joel are not married, they are just in a long term relationship. If you wanted to shoot me a message, I can tell you the basic premise of the infidelity, but if you think even that would be too much, don't worry about it. I totally understand, that's why I try to label all my work appropriately.
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kermitmentality · 2 years
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helloooo!!
welcome to my blog :) a bit about myself~
hello! my name is giulia! i am almost 18 years old and my pronouns are she/her
i am queer, not sure what labels except for demi-romantic and demi-sexual (most likely les but i don’t need to know rn :))
i am also single :) and loving it tbh
i have been diagnosed with PCOS and insulin resistance. i have had an €d for the past 4 years of my life, putting myself through pain to only yield zero results due to these conditions. i have decided i am going to try to heal my body in a *healthy* way. i cannot say i am recovering because i obsess over making myself healthy, and other reasons.
i have been diagnosed with anorexia, MDD (depression), and GAD (anxiety). also a few others but those are mostly unimportant lol. so yes, i am mentally ill lol
some of my hobbies are singing, hanging with siblings and friends, bakinggg, reading, scuba diving, and procrastinating :)
if i go poof at any time, you can most likely blame my parents lol
and now, just a few things about my blog...
first of all, i would just like to say that although this account has always been my safe space and was an €d account (never pro), i am now trying to better my health
THIS IS YOUR WARNING! i may have content involving €ds, SH, depression, anxiety, and other mental illnesses
i am NOT pro €d in any way, shape, or form. i may post about my struggles with my €d and trying to get through “recovery”, i may repost my friend’s mental health posts, i may sometimes have triggering content on my blog (will always be TWed). i do not and have never supported €ds.
everything i post is to vent or to cope, and to help others cope. any food, workout plan, or health related post i make is about my recovery from a condition i have.
i am entirely pro recovery, and if i ever use humor, i am a mentally ill queer. sorry. it also is just helping myself and others feel comfortable and have a safe space to discuss their disorders. 
i see how incredibly awful it is to have mental illnesses, having a few myself, and i would not wish any pain on ANYONE. i will never ever ever ever encourage €d behavior or SH or anything harmful to one’s mind or body.
IF YOU ARE EVER TRIGGERED BY SOMETHING ON MY ACCOUNT OR ARE NOT PART OF THE MENTALLY ILL/€D COMMUNITY, OR ARE IN RECOVERY, BLOCK, DONT REPORT, MY ACCOUNT IMMEDIATELY. FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. 
if you are pro ed, also block my account :) and rethink your actions please
i would just like to add, this is truly my only vent space and does help me cope with my mental illnesses as i live with people who are homophobic, of a religion different than mine, and do not want to help me in ways that will actually help. please please please block, dont report. if you have an issue with me or my blog, you are welcome to talk to me about my content before you continue with any action. id gladly speak to anyone about my content and i will listen to anything being said :)
anyways, i promise im a friendly person and i would love love love to be friends! dm me anytime and ask to talk about anything :) or lmk if you need any help at all, or would like to vent or anythinggg, im always here! 
love u all, stay safe <333
p.s. my backup is @kermit-mentality :))
my tags:
#kermiecooks for my low cal recipes and posts
#kermiebakes for my baking stuff :) love to bake
#mealsforkermie for meal ideas that i like :)
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l3o-lion · 8 months
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This is (and will probably forever stay) a WIP, im working from mobile, apologies if stuff looks and works like shit.
Like spams and reblog spams are appreciated! You do not have to be afraid of me getting weirded out or anything just bc you like the shit you see on my blog, it only makes me happy i swear :]
Mutuals please tag any images or detailed descriptions of dead animals (especially birds) with either "#dead animal" or "#dead bird", and injured animals as "#injured animal" or "#injured bird", i need those tagged because they are triggers. If you have an existing tagging system for triggers please dm me and let me know what you will tag these as so i can make sure I have them filtered. Thank you <3
My pigeon flock post listing names and descriptions of the birds can be found here.
Tag guide and about below the cut !!
General:
#og leo post - my original posts
#my art - art that I've made
#art reblog - art that others have made
#leo vents - block if you don't want to see me venting
#rambles - i tag shit as this bc im insecure and think people find it annoying when i talk
Birds:
#birds - bird stuff
#corvids - they get their own tag
#pigeons - anything pigeon related
#my flock - my feral pigeon friends
#copper the pigeon - stuff about copper (RIP)
#graphite the pigeon - stuff about graphite
#bronze the pigeon - (you get it by now)
#pluto the pigeon
Fandom:
#ofmd
#funger
#de
#hannibal
#go
#gotham
#tlou
Other:
#leftist stuff - block if you don't want to spend mental energy on this while on tumblr, i don't judge (this does not mean that you can just block this and still follow me if you're a shithead)
#sillies - anything i find humorous in any way
#autism stuff
#queer stuff
#trans stuff
#disability stuff - both physical disability stuff and stuff due to, for example, neurodivergence or mental illness.
#procedural generation / #ai / #ai art
#sex positive
#fat positive / #fat acceptance
#nsfw - minors please for the love of god block or at least do not interact with stuff tagged as this
#animals
#gamin - not great at remembering to tag this but it's stuff about games and maybe if im playing a game
About:
Hi! I am Leo, im 19, queer, mentally ill, neurodivergent and disabled. My political stances are heavily leftist. I do not agree with puritanical beliefs, i am kink positive and sex positive.
My knowledge and opinions are far from perfect and im very aware of this, i try my best.
Art is super important to me! I enjoy all art forms but am personally most experienced with drawing and theatre. AI art is not being done in an ethical way, it might be possible to do ethically in an ideal world but as of right now it is an exploitative process. Video games are fucking awesome, im not much of a gamer but i do play occasionally and i watch gameplay and game commentary videos nearly every day.
(more to be added)
Just let me know if you want me to tag any triggers you might have! I try my best to tag eyestrain, flashing, nsfw, suicide, self-harm, transphobia, homophobia and other things i believe to be common triggers, but tell me if there's anything you need me to be extra careful about.
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f4gbutchdyketwink · 4 months
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hello here is an about me!
my blog is 18+ only! minors don't interact!
HI MY NAME IS SPERO! IM GONNA TALK ABOUT MYSELF NOW!
my commissions are open! click this link!!!
I'm 24, my pronouns are anything except she but it/xe/he are my faves rn. I'm a guy in a twink way and a girl in a butch way 💖 I'm polyamorous and I love my wife and my boyfriend very much!!!
I'm probably autistic, got some kinda anxiety disorder, fuck knows what else. I'm also chronically ill and probably disabled at this point but I feel weird about claiming that label so idk. Likely ehlers danlos and/or lupus 🤪
ex Christian and kind of baby witch but I don't do witchy stuff often, it's more of a state of mind for me I guess
stuff I'll probably blog about:
special interests: Half Life (whole series but especially half life 2), dragons
hyperfixations: dungeons and dragons, Moominvalley (90s anime), hyperpop, Skyrim, homestuck
other interests: arts & crafts, emo/scene fashion, harajuku & kawaii fashion (especially decora and ouji), invader zim, dungeons and dragons
I mostly just reblog memes, shit posts, and helpful things/social justice posts but I will post about my interests or art every once in a while lmao
I'm also almost exclusively a mobile user lol
THINGS TO WATCH OUT FOR
I will be posting NSFW here but I'll definitely tag it as such. I try to tag common triggers but I won't be able to tag everything so be careful. if we're friends/moots and you have a specific trigger lmk and I'll make sure to tag it, but I'm not really able to spend that energy on strangers so take care of yourself even if it means not following me. I don't mean this to be mean, but I only have so many spoons to remember what I need to tag.
I'm neither proship nor antiship. Thought crimes are not a thing but you also need to be responsible about how you conduct yourself online as the media you create and interact with affects real people whether that's your intention or not.
my only hard DNI is minors. if you're under 18 go away. other than that just don't be a creep or a bigot and we're cool.
I highly recommend NOT listing what you need trigger tagged publicly, you're telling random strangers how to trigger you!!! not everyone online has your best intentions in mind!
MY TAGS: maybe this will help me remember to actually tag my shit
half life: #im a simple man I see half life I hit reblog #im a simple man I see halflife I hit reblog
selfies: #my face
my art: #spero creates
OCs: #Sparkz the dragon, #Ruthless the Tiefling, #Invader Bit, #Alto the Tiefling
nsfw tags: #nsfw #nsfw image #nsfw text #lewd #lewd text #lewd image #artistic nudity
queue: #quwu
general thoughts: #spero live
other: #art ref #helpful #witchy #vent #vent in tags #wifecore #bfcore
potentially triggering posts will be tagged with CW or TW before the trigger itself. for example: #CW bugs #TW abuse
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ghostlyschizophrenic · 4 months
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i guess i’ll make a pinned post lol
i’m ryan aaron, im a 20 y/o aro + bi genderqueer man (he/him) and this is my mental illness blog. i mostly blog about my schizoaffective disorder (bipolar type) but i also post some about trauma, adhd, anxiety and panic.
i also post/reblog positivity for other mental illnesses that i don’t have myself, especially ones that are often thrown under the bus by the rest of the community such as cluster b personality disorders.
this blog will talk about my own experiences which aren’t always positive, so if you want to block my own posts i tag them as “ghost.txt”
i try not to reblog triggering content, mainly educational, relatable, or meme posts, with the occasional rant about treatment of mentally ill people in society. if you want me to tag anything specific, just shoot me an ask and i’ll try to make sure to do it. i already tag unreality if i ever have those kinds of posts because unreality is triggering to me, and it’s very rare i reblog anything about that and if i do it’s probably educational about what to tag as unreality.
for a general DNI: T/ERFs/RadF*ms, homophobes, transphobes, racists, sexists, ableists, bigots of any kind really. also pro-ED/SH blogs shouldn’t follow me either.
👻💀🕸️🪦 anyway! hope you have a spookily relatable time with me 🪦🕸️💀👻
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genderkoolaid · 2 years
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hi it's physical issues/disability question anon again
so i was wondering if u knew any sorta... pain-reducing tactics? cause some days, if i stand in place for longer than like 2 or 3 minutes my legs and back start to hurt really bad. (i was at the store today with my mom even and i wanted to cry bc my ankles, legs, and back all hurt really bad and i couldn't sit down anywhere) its not all the time but when it does happen it sucks
im not physically disabled, my mom says the pain is bc i never run around/do sports so im lazy, and im only 14 so i guess there's not really a reason for me to be feeling it other than that. but regardless of the reason it still hurts and i was kinda hoping that bc you ARE disabled you might know a thing or two about making life suck less in that department? google's not helpful it's just bringing up, like, "here's what it might mean if you feel X" articles with a bunch of long words i don't know.
thanks in advance and sorry if this is a weird question, have a nice day
Okay first of all, this ask totally triggered my "protective older sibling" response, so anon uhh consider yourself adopted now.
So, before I get to my advice for managing pain, I just want to cover what your mom said. I was actually a similar age when my chronic pain started (a bit younger, I think), and I actually was told something very similar from my then-therapist. I was told that I probably wasn’t getting enough exercise, and that was the reason my legs hurt. Which, uh. Wasn’t the reason. At all. In fact, while I’m not a doctor, I don’t even think that’s how chronic pain works. Older people can get pain from not getting enough exercise, but unless you’ve completely stopped walking altogether? You should not be dealing with chronic pain as a 14 year old. It took me a long time to learn this, but you shouldn’t be feeling any chronic pain. The reason why people complain so much about aches and pains as they age is because when you are young, you are supposed to not feel any pain! Just, like, none! I spent a long ass time thinking “maybe I’m not even disabled, I’m not in that much pain,” when the amount of pain I should have been in was 0. Again, I am not a doctor, but I sincerely doubt that “not running around enough” is the cause of your pain (especially if, like me, you are doing phys ed and/or walking to or from school, in which… that is exercise.)
Additionally, while I can’t tell you how to identify, chronic pain is one of the biggest reasons behind physical disability. You can totally refer to yourself as physically disabled, because there is something physically happening to you which is causing you to suffer and be unable to do things (stand in place, for example). Even if it doesn’t happen all the time, it’s still a disability which impacts your life. Abled children do not have chronic pain, even only on some days. I’d recommend looking into things like fibromyalgia (one of the things I have), juvenile arthritis (what my friend has), and specifically people’s experiences just to see how you relate. It doesn’t mean you for sure have any one disorder, but it could be helpful – you can try checking out tags like #cripplepunk, #spoonie, #actuallydisabled, and #chronically ill. If you can convince your mother to let you see a doctor for the pain, I would. It took me a few years to get my parents to do it and a few more to get diagnosed, and it was largely because of my insistence that something was wrong that I got diagnosed at all. Self-advocacy is a huge skill that disabled people need to develop to be heard and get the help we need, and unfortunately when you are young that can involve having to advocate for yourself to doctors and parents (which, btw, you are totally allowed to be mad about. It took me years to realize I deserved to be pissed off that nobody listened to me).
Now, onto your actual question lmao. Here are some ways I manage my own chronic pain, but if anyone else has ideas please feel free to add them!
Pain medication. Honestly, OTC (over the counter, i.e ibuprofen, tylenol/paracetamol) pain meds are kind of hit or miss for me, but it’s still worth taking them to see how you react to them. If they work, good! You have something that helps! And if they don’t, you can bring that up to your doctors to help them get a better understanding of what’s going on.
Heating pads. I practically carry a heating pad around the house with me, I find them heat to be very helpful with my pain. You can buy them most drug stores or online, but you can also make one at home (my friend taught me to make one by filling a sock with pinto beans and heating it in the microwave. Although I have 0 idea how safe that technically is, but it worked p well for me).
Stretching. I don’t mean this in a “yoga will fix all your issues” way, but doing some stretches could help with your pain. Specifically try looking up stretches for the elderly, because those are generally designed for people with chronic pain and mobility issues. Stiff joints really do not help with chronic pain, so stretching + heating pads can be really helpful for a lot of people.
Weed. Now, you are 14 so I’m not just gonna tell you to go smoke some weed, but a LOT of chronically ill people use weed to treat their pain, including myself, so I feel like it’d be kind of stupid not to mention it as a possibility. Honestly one of the only things that actually takes away my pain temporarily is this CBD cream called Relef, although I’m not sure how easily you could get that or something like it (especially if you don’t live in a place where it’s legal). But I felt I should still put it out there as something which can help with chronic pain, if for no other reason than you may still have pain when you are older and can more easily access THC/CBD products.
Sitting down. For real, just stop standing. There’s a post I’ve seen talking about how if you have issues with standing for periods of time, you can literally just… sit! You may get weird looks in public, but if you need to, sit down, even just straight up on the floor of the store. Ask for a chair if you can, or find somewhere to rest for a little, especially if you’ve been in pain for a while. Or at least lean against something to take the weight off at least one of your legs, if you can’t sit. I’ve been in situations in which I was forced to stand in one place for a while, because my abled family didn’t want to leave an event, and it was absolutely fucking hellish, so I really feel your pain with that – even resting for a little bit can be helpful to make it through until you can sit down for real.
Mobility aids. Again, I’m not sure how easy you could access or use one being a minor with a possibly unaccepting parent, but getting a cane (and later a wheelchair) has been a massive help for me. You can buy canes online and at drug/convenience stores, including ones that fold up. There are also walkers which can also serve as a portable chair. A lot of people worry that they aren’t “disabled enough” to use a mobility aid, and that’s bullshit. If you think it might help, and you have the chance to use one, use it. Plus, you can put sick designs on your mobility aids, which can be really fun to play with. If you live in a place that gets icy there are also things you can put on the bottoms of canes which prevent them from slipping on ice.
Ultimately, I just hope that you put yourself first and don’t let any adults make you feel like your issues aren’t serious or real. Being young and realizing you might have a disability can be scary enough, and when you have people older than you insisting it’s “just X,” or that you are overreacting, it can feel really embarrassing to think of yourself as disabled or keep trying to get help. But you deserve to be listened to, you deserve help, even if it was “just not getting enough exercise”. I spent far too much of my childhood feeling ashamed of being in pain, desperate for someone to listen to me, and I don’t want anyone else to have to go through that if I can help it. If you have any other questions or even just want to vent, please feel free to shoot me another ask.
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cheddargoblin · 1 year
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Yo im Sage. Trying to lurk less   GW2 is the current reason im trying to be active on tumblr, so expect that content. GENERAL TAGS #my art  you guessed it. Click on this for the art. I have a very poorly updated Toyhouse #2000Starfall for the custom world ive written with ever lovely @starlightsuncrow CHARACTER TAGS/SUMMARIES/ Yadda yadda current fandom stuff. this parts just for the random oc info being in one masterpost
Meisi - (he/they/it) My main gw2 guy! An below-average-intelligence asuran revenant whos professionally friend-shaped, chronically low on self esteem, and assistant-to-the-commander whos an attempted reassuring presence and tries to manage logistics and things to lighten the load. Born with a condition where he sees ghosts due to magic or the mists or both, he struggles with being unable to prove to others that he sees them, spends his childhood terrified of them and slowly learns to deal with them. A Well-meaning but occasionally somber guy who learns to stand up for himself overtime. He became a revenant after a sequence of events of being impaled at the end of the campaign against mordremoth and falling into the mists, of which it took him a long time to escape. Herps as a hobby, happy to pick up lizards and tell you what they are. eloped/married to Perre. Perre - (He/Him), formally Sage Perre, an exalted of tarir that meisi fell into a crush on after being escorted into the city while bleeding out. When meisi confessed his interest Perre bedgrudgingly allowed himself to be courted, assuming nothing would work. oops it work he fell into feelings too. A snarky and professional Nerd who’s had a lot of time to work on sassy comebacks in his head. Gets jealous easily and is terrible at goodbyes. Telka - (She/her?) My own Gw2 Commander! A small Blood legion charr, fire elementalist, whos here to defy the odds and flirt with people! shes simple at heart and loves pointing out little creatures and makes sure you see the cows. She worries about presentation and asks her friends for help and fashion advice. Defied the odds and retains some childlike mirth to her life. #Deidre - (She/They/He) an Ex-mordrem who struggles with his life and seeks to make things “Better” and atone. Becomes a field medic out of a desire to save lives to make up for any she took. Anxious and easy to trigger in multiple ways, undergoes a story arc of reclaiming a life, identity, and personality for himself. Zeeki - (He/Him) Transmasc asuran necromancer with astronomically bad luck. A Pact warsmith who, over the course of years, manages to catch two magical curses who are too busy fighting eachother to kill him. Has the energy of a naughty cat that youre putting in baby jail for crimes. (he will commit them again) ill edit this overtime have fun.
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georgiedoesntfloat · 1 year
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Curation and why its important to Tag/ forewarn properly.
irt my last reblog i was thinking about something and wanted to put it out there.
Under cut cos it's a bit of a rant about horror media and i dont want it clogging anyone's timeline.
TLDR: Curation is important! So creators and folks who share dark media need to Accurately Describe what content they're sharing in a way that is not hiding nor throwing in the face of others their content.
See i consume a lot of horror media, but i rarely actually consume something that for me is personally triggering or unsettling- how? I check tags, I look into the media and the previous works done by a creator. I know what kinds of things I'm willing to consume and what kinds I'm absolutely not .
But the thing is? I don't find it morally reprehensible to create media I don't enjoy or would ever consider consuming.
It all comes down to this: am I able to make a clear choice with the information given, and is my choice Being Respected?
If for example; i chose to watch an 80s anime, knowing there was graphic animal death depicted in that studio's other works but not sure about this particular film. There's a high chance that theme will repeat given the two films are from the same studio and there is an animal in the primary character cast. If i went ahead and watched it to see that, yep, animal death. I knew what i was getting into and i am upset, but i chose that and can avoid that studio and writer or others like it in the future.
However. If someone said ' hey i have this cool horror anime I think you'd like, its pretty dark though!' and proceeded to not warn of the content- that's on them for sharing something potentially triggering.
Being vague does not do anyone any favors in this context! If you're going to share something that a person might find unsettling- warn liberally! Especially if you don't personally know your intended audience.
It all comes down to consent. Just because you enjoy a genre or even a series doesn't mean you cosign on literally every single iteration possible of it.
My point is, if you happen to make or consume graphic media- I don't think you're doing something wrong from the sole act of making/consuming it. It's what you do with it after that can be a problem.
If you're sharing it while being intentionally vague about the particulars of the content, you absolutely are taking away my ability to curate my own experience. If you're aware someone doesn't want to see/ know/talk about something they aren't comfortable with or dislike don't god-damned force the issue, if you do you're just being an asshole.
Now grated, some folks get scared of admitting what is in the media they want to share ( due largely to people attacking them over it.), and will instead vaguely hint at what kind of thing is on the table.
That's not helpful, that's not good. Stop it.
All that does is make it more likely that your intended audience is going to be blindsided by whatever it is you're trying to share- and then they will in all likelihood be upset- and rightly so, you should have warned them.
All you have to do is say: hey its got themes of X, and follows Y and Z tropes.
Then your audience can say ' yeah im not into X, and Y brings up some bad feelings, so even though im usually down for Z- ill pass.' and thats that.
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eddieismissing · 2 years
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voidselfshipp · 1 year
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Cw: critica role spoilers from episode 49 onwards.
For context: colored dialogue is the character talking, what follows is the actor who plays said character describing what their character does. This doesnt mean I selfshipp with the actor, this is just a "what if I was part of the critical role cast and my character was cannon"
Nova is played by me.
Ashton is played by taliesin
Imogen is played by Laura.
Solstice scenes w Ashton and my s/I.
Jerico:"Ashton Wait" I call out, reaching for them "I gotta tell you something...it's important"
Taliesin:"You can tell me when this is over" and I turn around to meet her gaze.
Jerico:"No! I wanna tell you now!. If i die , I wanna die knowing I told you!" I make a pause,looking at the ground for a moment before meeting their gaze and go "I have feelings for you!" And I give them a quick kiss and run off.
Taliesin:"Before she leaves I Grab her wrist and kiss her, a proper kiss if you Will, "you better come back to me or so help me" and I let go.
Jerici:I give them a warm smile "not even the Matron of ravens could Keep me away from you"
--Jerico (Nova) and Taliesin (Ashton)'s interaction before storming the Maeleus key in the hellcatch Valley.
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[Matt:And then theres a flash--]
Jerico:Wait! Dm can I do something before that happens? Nothing big, its just a small thing.
[Matt: okay. Ill allow it]
Jerico:Nova pulls Ashton in for a hug, and I imagine her tail wraps around them and she whispers "Te quiero!"
Taliesin:If I May, Ashton hugs Nova back and whispers "Yo tambien"
--interaction between Nova and Ashton before The God Eater Predathos is released.
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Laura:"Theyre alive, dont worry" I say standing besides Nova " he loved you just as much as you loved him"
Jerico:"I dont know what I'll do if they are not okay, or alive...I think ill go full kamikaze and try to kill Otohan by myself"
Laura:Imogen scoffs lightheartedly "You and Ashton are meant to be. Im sure he'd do the same if he was in your shoes. Yall are really cute toghether"
Jerico:"Thanks imo"
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Jerico:I see Ashton laying down, half drunk. I sit besides them and I say "I dont know what's going on with you. Im here if you need me, dont be scared of reaching out". And im guessing since Nova also knows what not being able to remember who you were before a certain age, she'd know the telltale signs of something triggered by that feeling so Nova would just slowly druidcraft a flowecrown
Taliesin:"I dont need your sympathy"
Jerico:"I know. But it's not my sympathy im caring for you just like you care for everyone else, Wether you admit it or not"
Taliesin: Im guessing Ashton would remain silent, looking at the floor. He just whispers "I hate how you care for everybody. Actually I dont hate it. I think its w-wonderfull..."
Jerico:"Let me take care of you for a change, try and rest" and I settle the flowecrown on them and lay down besides them, Nova interlazes their pinky with Ashton's so as to not cause them that much pain. And she looks into their eyes and whisper "Te quiero"
Taliesin: "What does that mean?"
Jerico:"Its like I love you, but less...strong? Like a level before I love you"
Taliesin:"And what do you usually reply?"
Jerico:"Yo también ,means me too"
Taleisin:Ashton looks like they stop themself from saying something, they just nodd and close their eyes, and im guessing they pass out.
--Ashton and Nova's conversation before reaching the Hellcatch Valley.
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->only mutuals allowed to reblog. Lmk if I need to tag something else
->DISCLAIMER: its common for Rping actors to refer to their characters in first and third person.
->♡lovely taglist: @malewifehenrycooldown @mercuryships
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trashylvania · 3 years
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After taking a break from this site for ~2 years, I've noticed a few things of concern since I resumed regular use of it, but for the sake of brevity I want to address one in particular: the tendency on this site (unknowingly or knowingly) to contribute to the rumination on -- and triggering of -- trauma. Like, capital "T," PTSD Trauma. In the recent past, I was in trauma therapy for about 2 years, made great progress, and "graduated" to the point of no longer requiring therapy at all unless requested; but after a couple months of being on here multiple times a day, I find myself at times suddenly gripped by something I haven't thought about in years, something I'd made an odd peace with. I accepted that I was fundamentally changed early in life by what I'd survived, and learned ways to regulate my responses to incidents and feelings that evoked it.
Yet, the abundance of trauma-focused and illness-focused rumination on this site and the content it produces that inevitably rips the wound open over and over -- without warning -- has made someone who's lived years with relative peace reminded of it again and again. Even when it's a "helpful" infographic or post about recognizing trauma.
This is why tagging posts regarding trauma and PTSD should be encouraged universally on this site, due to the nature of PTSD and the inevitability that some people are at different places on the path to healing than others. Some people have experienced very violent trauma, and even being reminded of it can trigger PTSD symptoms after years of (otherwise successful!) treatment, and can give way to very ugly, jarring, and painful memories... this is the nature of PTSD.
I just wanna feel safe and have a good time on here looking at cool pics to inspire my art and funny memes, and I know others like me want this too; I respect that many of you are early on in your journey to making peace with your struggles and finding a path to recovery, but it is not helpful for some of us to relive these experiences unwillingly. This is why I implore you to please tag "trauma" and "PTSD," even if you are not asked to, out of respect for those who are trying to heal and regain our lives. I understand it's an imposition, but it makes a huge difference for those who need it. Thank you for reading this, and all the best <3
#trash.txt#ok2rb ofc#if anything pls rb if you think it'll help#trauma#ptsd#i'm considering just going back on hiatus bc the sheer saturation of rumination in illness and trauma on this site doesn't help me#i was on reddit in the meantime - which many ppl shit on here as being toxic - but didn't have the same issues with unearthing trauma shit#bc i could regulate what content i see and as such could avoid trauma subreddits#but on here i'm at the mercy of other users who may either be venting or reblogging genuinely triggering stuff untagged#which is harmful for me at this point in my recovery and i'm sure i'm not the only one#by 'triggering' i don't mean discomfort but actual memories/flashbacks and dissociating and spending hours unable to move on#like actually reliving very painful and violent and life-threatening shit so pls pls PLS keep that in mind when you vent or rb#it's just 2 tags#ideally i'd ask for s*icide to be tagged too but that's a whole other post & i didnt wanna ask too much in one go. even 'jokes' or ideation#these are all really really bad for ppl in recovery to see. it almost makes me angry but i understand not evry1 knows the gravity of it#& this content is NOT stuff I'd encounter in day to day life so its not like im 'too fragile'. like this is specific to my pain & not banal#i would otherwise have virtually no reminders of this shit in everyday life so... yeah. for some of us it is really consequential#i initially wanted to wait to post this till later when more people are online but it bothered me too much. i will rb later so more ppl see#like i'm trying to do papers for finals week & while taking breaks to scroll on here & relax i see shit abt illness & trauma. its bad 4 me#i apologize to mutuals but if any of you do this and a lot of it is untagged i will reluctantly have to unfollow you. i'm sorry#mental illness stuff#actuallyptsd#actuallytraumatized#idk any other tags but pls suggest if you know others for people dealing with severe trauma/ptsd#i was far past this stuff b4 being back here that i'd see stuff on tv/film/books & be okay. smth abt this site's culture toward it is toxic#it is a potentially toxic type of conditioning/normalization... almost brainwashing of 'you're sick'. 'you're traumatized.' over and over?#and like. some ppl seem to revel in it almost. and overidentify with it to the point of detriment.#i cant see how frequent immersion in such psychologically damaging patterns is good for any1. yr probably hurting yrself more than 'coping'#i hate preachy-sounding posts or those condescending 'PSAs' on here but it can be genuinely harmful. idk how else to say it#i am not easily triggered either. i am actually pretty resilient. but it reaches a point where its like... pls stop
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sunnixsunshine · 3 years
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I'm thinking of doing commissions this summer to raise money for an ipad. I already have 100$ saved back from my half of the stimulus so all I'd need to raise up more is at least 200-300$ more(for the two I was and continue to look at), which shouldn't take long if I can manage to find a job after I've moved into a more secure neighborhood or move back home where I feel safer to walk through at night.
#i also wanna wait for numbers to go down#my biggest concerns are my own given certain places' stance on transgender individuals(i dont have to tell them but if--#--the chance arises that i choose what name is on my name tag id prefer sam and ppl might ask cuz yknow)#so i wanna feel safe while feeling comfortable bc i dont want my depression to come back FULL force im okay with it coming sporatically rn#and i also wanna make sure my family is okay especially my dad where his copd has gotten worse (due to vaping; told him so)#and for my mom as something is going on medically with her that we're waiting for the results for rn#and then theres myself but fuck it at this point i dont care im just in a stage in life where i just wanna do shit and not care#i want the ipad so i can better my art and make a freelance career of it while also working and then raise up money to move out b4 they can#try and deem me incompetent and then end up living with my parents forever#i do wanna learn how to cope with my disabilities and adhd so i can be self efficient i really do#and i honestly think learning how to deal with my anxiety is a good first step#and probably a risky move as ive just figured out that what i experience in certain circumstances IS over stimulation#and im still trying to learn all my trigger#probably not a good idea to just expose myself to the things that are mentally tolling and sometimes causes me to harm#without talking about anxiety meds to help that transition better#but whatever i dont even have a doctor rn and have no idea if i ever will so eh#ill go balls first and make sure i can safely have an anxiety attack in the breakroom or something#i have learned how to suppress them when i dont have my coping mechs with me such as my mawmaw's blankie or this#icecream cat beanie bag toy#ill be fine as long as i can eventually let it all out in private#not art
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my-autistic-things · 4 years
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If you get triggered by something, don't block tags, then get triggered by a post that's tagged appropriately, you can't blame the poster. It's not your fault if you get triggered, it's not your fault you have trauma. But you can take precautions to create a safe space for yourself and avoid triggers. I'm not talking about when people don't put any tags, I'm talking about when they do. If someone doesn't tag something, that's on them because they aren't being considerate of other people. Tag your posts. But if someone does try to tag their posts appropriately, it isn't right for you to just blame them for posting something triggering to you that you don't have blocked. Bottom line, it's the posters blog. If you don't like their content, don't follow. If you don't want to see certain posts, block the tags associated with that. Or ask them to tag it as x s you can block that tag. I understand that blocking tags doesn't filter out everything related to that content, but I'm not talking about that.
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