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clownsalot · 3 days

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IVE HAD ALL OF TODAY TO GET OVER IT AND IM STILL SO SAD

#yuri on ice #ice adolescence #i mean im not surprised it doesnt take a genius to realize that 5 years of radio silence probably means something nuked it behind the scenes #but fuck dude i am still so so upset it's so devastating gettjng the confirmation that there's really no hope for it now #yuri on ice was revolutionary to me man im so upset

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king-magppi · 3 months

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Recent works! It's about time I posted more... 🍭🎉

Enjoy!!! These are just what I have colored for now! I have a bunch more I gotta get finished soon.

#one piece #one piece fanart #thriller bark #bartholomew kuma #charlotte perospero #sugar one piece #victoria cindry #dr hogback #had a vision of freakazoid here and had to get it on a canvas! really happy w how it came out.#Also I LOVE PEROSPERO ITS ABOUT TIME I GOT TO DRAWING HIS TUTTI FRUTTI ASS!!!! GOD I LOVE WHOLE CAKE ARC!!!#saw a kuma edit today that had me emotionally devastated for 3 hours and drew smthn of Kuma holding baby bonney #its based off a comic panel #anyways thats enough yapping #No im not tagging artistic nudity. Cindry is fine she is not showing nipple

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felixs-voice-makes-me-wanna · 8 days

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the rose - coachella 2024 👹

#im absolutely devastated #the rose #woosung #dojoon #hajoon #jaehyeong #coachella #I really hope mingi got to see this

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beatcroc · 9 months

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pest control TWO!!!!! heres the first one

adn heres the obligatory bonus bc i can't help myself :')

#i already threatened that little basard twice in these i may as well make good on it #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #the noise #fp ''oh god wait that is not a real rat and also tastes awful'' moments. he doesnt actually have any interest in eating that thang ok #even if seeing a small scampering little guy like that WILL activate his prey drive without fail #peppino loves it he thinks it's the funniest shit in the world for fp to go after noise. so he is always encouraging this.#but anyway yeah. fp is *really* not the one noise should be worried about.#arting #pizzaposting #i still have lots of tag room thjis time so im gonna do some tangential nonsense rambling. e #fp gotta be like crazy good at hunting i think. not just for strength and predator instincts but also bc like #he doesn't have much in the way of a scent or body heat or anything that would give him away as an alive thing #not to mention he's uh... not particularly organically-shaped a lot of the time #so esp. to smaller prey that don't like... memorize a landscape; if he holds very still he's like completely undetectable #total ambush king. though i'm sure hes also very good at #persistence and pursuit hunting since he has peppino's speed and no way of getting muscle fatigue. ultimate beast #fortunately he doesnt care that much and doesnt really need to eat so hes not devastating the local ecosystem or anything #except for the rats.

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dragon-tidbits · 5 months

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So

I can crochet

And since @dipperpines-kin told me the jacket of my Ford plush can come off-

CLEARLY I had to make him a proper little turtle neck

#Gravity Falls #Stanford Pines #plushes #Crochet #he'll be nice and warm for the winter #but omg i really hope the sweater curse doesnt affect blorbos #i would be devastated #im pretty sure one arm is wonky but thats ok #it was tedious to work around his MASSIVE SHOULDERS

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jjands · 16 days

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so i watched alien stage life? changed. day? ruined. brain? ivantill.

#alien stage #another thing to occupy my brain and no irl friends to brainrot over #alnst ivan #alnst till #ivantill #watching round 1 really shook me but round 6 being the last one i saw had this huge impact #storytime ive actually seen one or two alnst vids before but i had no context so i couldnt get myself to care and finish watching #but i finally decided to watch from round 1 and now im devastated #also super intrigued by hyuna and friends ive only known them for an hour and i love them #m

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mxi-88 · 1 year

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sei can never get taller

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forsty · 10 months

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Top Gun Maverick - Fallen Based on the painting 'The Fallen Angel' by Alexandre Cabanel

It's done.... my "fallen angel" Rooster redraw is finally done... also available on my INPRNT store

#top gun maverick #tgm #top gun #bradley rooster bradshaw #fanart #forsty art #IM SO TIRED #THIS HAS TAKEN ME IDK ?? A MONTH OR TWO?? I CANT REMEMBER #could it be better? probably but im also -shrugs- about it #IT IS WHAT IT IS #dont ask me about the meaning of it i just draw some stuff #the only thing that really hate about this drawing IS THAT I COULDNT DRAW HIS MUSTACHEEEE #devastating

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zombiechan22 · 2 months

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two become one

#persona 3 #junpei iori #chidori yoshino #bright colors cw #maybe. next few tags will be yapping #sorry my art tablet refuses to charge so this might suck #i had a vision though. it must be put to paper(my phone)#maybe ill redraw this one day. i really like the idea but not the way i actually drew it #im still absolutely devastated by this though #between this and 11/4 im not sure which one is more 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 yknow?

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nalpurex · 2 months

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some old-ish art of sampo i made a while back, i spent so long on it and felt so proud only for it to completely flop on ig u-u

outfit design was made by @/S4FFI on twitter btw!

#i felt so devastated… but im still really proud of this artwork and it doesnt bother me too much now #i dont play hoyoverse games anymore but my favs still hold a special place in my heart #hsr #honkai star rail #hsr sampo #sampo koski #illustration #art #nalp art

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the-gayest-sky-kid · 2 months

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I'm not the biggest fan of Oda, as many here already know. That comes from the INCREDIBLE disconnect between the fandom version of him as opposed to the canon. I see often on Twitter, Reddit, Youtube, etc etc. this treatment of Oda as some great force of pure good, and furthermore this scene as a grand bit of final wisdom. So right now, let's talk about his death scene.

The anime puts it like this:

"You told me you might find a reason to live if you lived in a world of violence and bloodshed. [...] You won't find it. You must know that already. Whether you're on the side who kills people or the side that saves people, nothing beyond what you would expect will appear. Nothing in this world can fill that lonely hole you have. You will wander the darkness for eternity. [...] Be on the side that saves people. If both sides are the same to you, become a good man. Save the weak, and protect the orphans. Neither good nor evil means much to you, I know... but that'd make you at least a bit better."

And the light novel puts it like this:

"You told me if you put yourself in a world of violence and bloodshed, you might be able to find a reason to live… [...] You won't find it. [...] You should know that. Whether you're on the side that takes lives or the side that saves them, nothing beyond your own expectations will happen. Nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness. You will wander the darkness for eternity. [...] Be on the side that saves people. [...] If both sides are the same, then choose to become a good person. Save the weak, protect the orphaned. You might not see a great difference between right and wrong, but… saving others is something just a bit more wonderful."

I want to break down what bothers me in these. This portion especially.

You told me you might find a reason to live if you lived in a world of violence and bloodshed. [...] You won't find it. You must know that already. Whether you're on the side who kills people or the side that saves people, nothing beyond what you would expect will appear. Nothing in this world can fill that lonely hole you have. You will wander the darkness for eternity.

You told me if you put yourself in a world of violence and bloodshed, you might be able to find a reason to live… [...] You won't find it. [...] You should know that. Whether you're on the side that takes lives or the side that saves them, nothing beyond your own expectations will happen. Nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness. You will wander the darkness for eternity.

I think we often forget that Dazai is still a suicidal teen in Dark Era, and that he's one that's held on to the hope he'd find something for all this time. I dont disagree with the fact he must know he won't find anything in the mafia already. But Oda misunderstands a lot of fundamental parts of Dazai, which lead to this scene being devastating.

Whether you're on the side who kills people or the side that saves people, nothing beyond what you would expect will appear.

Whether you're on the side that takes lives or the side that saves them, nothing beyond your own expectations will happen.

The thing is, Dazai DOES find things he doesn't expect. He meets Chuuya and Chuuya surprises him! He meets Oda and Ango and they fascinate him!! He meets Kunikida and Ranpo and everyone else and he finds them interesting!!! He gets proven wrong, he gets surprised, he has NEVER been infallible. And he's incredibly hopeful too, as stated earlier. He held on to the hope he'd find something for the past 3 years despite how horrible of an environment the mafia was for him, and he still tried his hardest to save Oda. To tell him that not only would he never find anything here, but anywhere else he goes? It's kind of.... well, shitty.

And there's another thing about this line I have to point out, something from a couple pages earlier.

"But he's different. He's sharp-witted with a mind like a steel trap. And he's just a child—a sobbing child abandoned in the darkness of a world far emptier than the one we're seeing."

"He was too smart for his own good. That was why he was always alone. The reason why Ango and I were able to be by his side was that we understood the solitude that surrounded him, and we never stepped inside it no matter how close we stood."

Oda believes that it's Dazai's intelligence that isolates him. While this is true, it's only true to an extent. Look at Ranpo, who was also isolated because of his intelligence. He doesn't stay that way, despite not having any peers. Ranpo found his place with Fukuzawa at the agency, and there was nothing stopping Dazai from also finding his own.

Nothing in this world can fill that lonely hole you have. You will wander the darkness for eternity.

Nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness. You will wander the darkness for eternity.

And I don't know how to explain this to people, but telling an emotionally distressed teenager that he's going to be lonely forever is, erm, kind of bad? Especially when the person he thinks understands him the most is like... dying in his arms.

Oda tried to help Dazai in his final moments, I'm not trying to discredit that. He gave Dazai his advice and Dazai chose to take it, because he knew Oda was speaking from his own experiences. But Oda's words were still harmful to him, regardless of how well meaning they were.

#bsdrewatch2023 #my one bsd analysis long post wahoo #sorry for the haterism im fed up with can do no wrong angel fandom odasaku #give me flawed oda!!!#dont get me wrong guys i love this scene but i love it a) BECAUSE IT *IS* DEVASTATING #and b) because dazai choosing a better life for himself is really beautiful to me #but the entire oda was a shining light in the mafia and he guided dazai with his goodness in these final moments narrative IRKS ME #SO MUCH #so here we go :)#caps cw #longer post #long post

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softerhaze · 9 months

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idk if it was the venus retrograde or what, but july 2023 was quite literally the worst month i've ever experienced in my life like.....every single day? awful? worse than the last? it's more likely than u think

#u know sometimes you'll experience something bad in the moment and look back later like lol that was fine actually!#not july :) she was actually really bad :)#tmi but if u wanna know why i was gone lol #my partner of 6 years cheated on me in early may. on her birthday. at her party that i planned. with her coworker. and i saw it #on top of just being like. completely devastated? i was just so embarrassed? i hardly told anyone because it made me feel like #just SO worthless. and then i was embarrassed about feeling worthless and it was a whole thing #anyway they started dating in july and it was really tough for me #it was like every day i'd wake up and have to like grieve? and come to terms with reality? and accept that a lot of my future plans #were no longer going to happen - at least with her :/ it's a really tough thing to grapple with #esp since it felt like she wasn't nearly as sad as i was - which unfortunately makes sense but still sucks #ANYWAY im doing a lot better now lol i started telling people in my life and letting them be there for me and it's helped so much #it's still hard sometimes but i know now that i'm gonna be fine eventually #this is so dumb to post on my sims blog but it feels good to get it off my chest so SUE ME I GUESS

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carry-on-every-neverland-magic · 4 months

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It wasn't just Merlin who revealed a secret during Diamond of the Day.

Though not a secret as such, as Arthur had many times in the past displayed mutual respect, loyalty and love towards Merlin, most times he would end a poignant conversation with a joke (because boys and feeeeelings) or not dwell in that affection and just go back to normal with Merlin.

But in Diamond of the Day, after many scenes where it is so clear to him that Merlin is unchanged, just even more loyal and loving and brave than Arthur knew, after Merlin explained he never wanted any credit for his magic thats not why I do it (I do it for you) Arthur opened up emotionally like never before

I want you to always be you

You bought peace at last

Just hold me please

The Kingdom you helped me build

Thank you (incapsulating a thousand words)

He even came back from the dead for him when he heard his grief.

I just think its beautiful that he turned a corner forever, they were closer than ever before with no more secrets or hiding, just them, two sides of the same coin and both knowing it at the end.

#merthur #merlin #diamond of the day #arthur pendragon #help its 1pm Im not used to being emotionally crippled this early in the day hfvbsdhfds #but I really think its beautiful and devastating seeing Arthurs realisation unfold #and how he made damn sure that Merlin knew how he felt #guys Im not okay

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lloydasspound · 3 months

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