#im not complaining i just wasnt expecting it

[justallihere]

i'm going insane bc i was away for the weekend and left my phone alone (god bless) and came back to a whole chapter PLUS love declaration PLUS forehead kiss ?? omg.....

Mira is not letting Xaden rest like ever, I do wonder what Violet told her while Xaden was prepping her bath tho.

“Not if it bothers you, they can’t,” said Xaden. “I’ll make sure they keep it away from you.” 

oh he wants violet to be comfortable so baaaad he's the embodiment of "is the sun bothering you queen" and im so here for it.

i'm totally fine and sane over xaden washing violet's hair im not kicking my feet or anything and im definetely not crying over how soft they are and how much trust must violet have on him bc she's letting him touch her hair after it being threatned to be cut.

forehead touches are my faaaav so u can imagine how well fed i am after this chapter and for that i say thank you alli *dramatically bows*

Xaden not wanting her to feel like she wasnt love so he just declares himself to her had me weak, like it could've been this grand gesture but nothing between them has ever been planned or expected so he just winged it and it was perfectly what she needed. talk about soulmates !!

when u told us the declaration was gonna hurt i didnt have this imagined in my mind but im so glad it happened this way and not the way i thought it was gonna happen. it was so bittersweet !!

ALSO she def knows she loves him shes just not ready to admit it bc in no way in hell would she ask him to say after he declared himself if she didnt know she also felt something

also the way they first slept i know xaden neck was complaining

also violet reminded me of a cat who always try to get closer in their sleep. she just wants to cuddle !! and shes so real for that

Rhiannon is truly a bestie!! not her terrorrizing the love interest we love a ride or die bestie, even if sometimes she's unresonable

“You whisked her away before anyone could check on her.” 

bestie there was not one single part of her that wasnt broken what was the man supposed to do *cries* but i do understand her stress

SLOANE MAIRI !!! not her calling the king of tyrrendor her brother i love that for her !! she's a princess so true. also i looove xaden and liam's talk it wasnt too cheesy bc tbh they dont operate like that but it was so genuine !!

can the guards chill !!

Garrick is just like me!! i too love gossip and will put my hands on it as soon as i can. but garrick its been like 12 hours wait a little longer or violet herself will call u out again. but also not garrick begging xaden no rule to country and he's just like "no <3" love that for him his wife just got back running a country is very far from his mind.

“Is that what you told her to do?” Rhiannon raised an eyebrow. “Get over it?” “No, but you’re not her, are you?”

He's so ??!!

the development of violet a few chapters ago being like "he didnt hold me while we slept bc there had been no excuses for it in Aretia" to now being like "im gonna curl into your arms so hard you'll never escape" and honestly good for them !!

anywayyyy i LOVED this chapter

lol a lot happened this weekend, welcome back!!!

Xaden’s literal one and only concern is Violet and her comfort, fuck everything else. I’m totally not fine and sane about the hair washing so I guess we balance each other out 🫶🏻

They are very much soulmates!! Xaden didn’t plan to fall in love with her, of course he didn’t plan some grand declaration of it either, we’re just going with what feels right. Violet is a grumpy little kitten yes you’re right

Rhiannon is stressed as hell, like give her best friend back RIORSON where is she

Garrick needs both gossip and for Xaden to do his job and he’s getting neither of those things! Too bad so sad!

Thank you!!!! 🩷

#storm in the quiet

[iamyourdensityy]

I was vaguely aware of ineffable bureaucracy as a concept within the fandom but for it to actually become canon was the last fucking thing I expected

#good omens #good omens 2 #dont get me wrong im not complaining!! i thought it was so sweet and so cute #i just wasnt expecting that shit at ALL #ineffable bureaucracy #gabriel good omens #beelzebub good omens #gabriel x beelzebub #good omens 2 spoilers

[solemntitty]

blade and luocha in the same party is so funny bc of the voice lines

luocha: receive divinity

blade: unnecessary

luocha: the dead return

blade: also unnecessary

#jamie has made a statement #honkai star rail #hsr spoilers #only for the voice line for blade rlly #also i wasnt expecting him but now i am a blade owner #oh well #thats my fault for pulling on the limited banner #i just wanted nat e2 :( shes my only other healer and she needs it so bad #ngl i saw destruction and was like !!!!!!! clara???? but alas #it was our resident edgelord #needed more single target dps tho so im not gonna complain #hsr blogging

[baeshijima]

blade reviving is on the wall of shame

#may the stars guide you <3 #I WASNT EXPECTING THEM TO INCLUDE STUFF FROM JINGLIUS COMPANION MISSION HELLO??? #i mean im not complaining but aaaaa #also hoping we one day get the feature to rewatch cutscenes in the archive #bc sometimes i just need a good cry #which is why i loop all the cutscenes on yt ;w; totally not looping the whole blade vs jingliu sequence/flashback rn ;w;

[screamingay]

someone on here will literally say "encouraging plastic surgery for the sole purpose of conforming to eurocentric beauty standards isn't actually feminism" and 200 other people will come out of the woodworks and chant in harmony LET WOMEN BE HAPPY and WHAT ABOUT TRANS PEOPLE AND BURN VICTIMS as if the post wasn't clearly 1. about womens' self image & insecurities being strongly influenced by the richest and whitest of society and 2. not about trans people or burn victims at all

#ive thought about it a lot and i know the main argument is that it's bodily autonomy and also having it more widely available makes it #easier for the people who really do need it to get it #but like. first of all the industry (and it is an industry) spends SO much money convincing women their bodies look wrong #if it wasnt advertised everywhere and if the expectation wasnt there to look 'perfect' according to the most recent trends #the amount of women getting elective plastic surgery would be drastically lower #second of all. yeah having more surgeons out there means more experience and safer treatments for those who really need it.. #as long as they have the money #and for trans people as long as they have money and/or good insurance and/or all the required medical documentation and/or therapy #and at the end of the day you can criticize just part of something but not all of it. i feel like a lot of people forget that when they #start saying shit online. just stop and think and dont interact with people assuming the worst of them!! #when i criticize the beauty industry im never calling any woman who's ever worn makeup or gotten a facelift evil it's an INDUSTRY #it's systemic!!! #almost reminds me of how criticizing the patriarchy and systemic misogyny as a lesbian will get u painted as some man hating terf #i love men! i dont blame individual men for the system we're all a part of i just criticize its existence and try to work to dismantle it #and i know complaining on the internet is like a little raindrop in the ocean but still. it needs to be discussed i think

[zedif-y]

looks at my brewing tangzed hero au . now where the hell did the jizzie sideplot come from

#ryan's screaming #NOT THAT IM COMPLAINING #ITS JUST. I WASNT EXPECTING THIS #ITS FUN THO

[toastsnaffler]

tummy hurts my final message goodbye

#ive had mild pelvic pain for like. half a week now. its a bit like period cramps + in the same area but not as intense. idfk why #I dont think its bowel (<-no other symptoms and pain area is too low down) or bladder related (<- usually more painful + affects peeing) #sometimes I do get cramps a few days before my period but im midway thru my cycle and idk its not usually like this #not ovulation pain either bc thats supposed to only last a few hours. i dont fucking knooooww #im trying not to think abt it or complain abt it bc if i focus on it too much ill imagine its worse than it is. its rly not that bad #just consistent which is annoying. hopefully itll pass in a few more days. adulthood is all abt having mysterious random pains in ur body #sorry for tmi abt my internal bodily functions do u guys still think im cool. #eurghhh. im glad i went out to parkour today but man i rly wasnt feeling like it. another depression weekend :-( #but its ok im a bit tired of complaining abt being depressed. who give a shit. im doing all i can at the moment and thats fine #back to jobhunting tmr hopefully itll be more fruitful. im expecting to hear back from a few ppl. we'll see. rolling my rock back uphill #im gonna go get a hot water bottle i think... my hands are soooo cold and maybe itll soothe tummy pain too #and then read a little more.. finished giovannis room earlier (so fucking good but. devastating) so im back onto deaths end #just another 350 pages to go.. v curious to see where its gonna end up cuz so much crazy shit keeps happening. im just at the fairytales #hope my loyal followers are having a peaceful weekend.... farewell #.diaries

[strwbrymlkshake]

the experience hurts, but I think it's so romantic that we both feel like the world is ending whenever we accidentally upset eachother ♡

#mine #🎸 #irl darling #yancore #irl yandere #darlingcore #yandere vent #the word darlingcore seems like the sweetest artificial strawberry dessert in the history of the world. a dessert thats past the due date #like leftover valentines cupcakes no one wanted to eat bc they taste musty. OK ANYWAYS #i do post the unhealthy aspects of myself/my feelings but i never post about the good things as often #seems like all i do is complain on here. rest assured its going well! like we are both insane but with communication its going good! #i am making a lot more progress in being possessive setting boundaries etc! even if its probably a basic thing he changed his pfp #without me going balls to the wall batshit insane<3 plus im learning to take things at face value rather than trying to decipher #the possible hidden meanings. the killing and violence is still prevalent but what can be expected? from me ofc? #he may not be outwardly insane but he is plenty deranged in his heart and thats what counts<3 #i sort of made a threat in his stead today. felt so alive. invigorated dare i say. it wasnt real polite though #and im trying to be nicer instead of violence killing forever. i can still have a little bit of violence killing as a treat though #i may make a tag for a certain guy who annoys me. not sure if its worth it. idk how long he will be in my life #i'll just do a quick complaint. hes fine and all but sometimes i want him to explode. he says the most uncomfortable things and it can be #insufferable to be in a convo w him cause he makes it about his own misery OR makes it nsfw. #he called MY DARLING. MY! DARLING! the special nickname that i call him no one else can fucking call him that #i wanted to tear out his spine tear off his face literally maim his corpse unimaginable violence death death death burn him alive etc #we are 'friends' though :) he is good natured. i guess. whatever i felt white hot rage but its back to my default pink demeanor now #idk if i said this here before but he really is just the small fish id buy so my favorite fish could have friends #keeping him around just because he makes my fish happy. though he does make my fish inconvenienced sometimes and i want to #donate him to blast testing for this. wow i can truly be the most awful manipulative person on here. gay rights and goodnight everybody

[kurozu501]

holy shit

i love how she says cancer in english just so you know she really meant it to sound like that. 

#i just threw 10 tickets at the banner hoping for ce's #really wasnt expecting anything #but im not complaining shes the only one of this years summer batch i had any interest in

[lorenlily]

why are we on fire tonight??

#im not complaining im not #i just wasnt expecting this #istg if we just end up losing in the semi after this 🔪 #man city #ucl #mcfc

[torchiiko]

me when i finally have something im excited and motivated to draw nd then i get 5 commissions in a row

#i wanna clarify: these are game currency comms so like. im a lil more annoyed than i would be if they were usd comms #i do need the currencies but like whyd they all have to be the Same Day after 4 days of nothing #im just a bit overwhelmed and i wanted 2 draw my addisons </3 #i hope these ppl like my art enough to give me irl money when i can get it. ik theyre only ordering now bc its fake money #money in a game they can get fairly easily so might as well buy some art but real money? risky. asking a lot #even tho a few probably already give the site money for premium currency so liike. cut out the middleman give the money to me directly :) #idk i feel so ungrateful complaining like this but i just wasnt expecting so many in a row!! i was gonna do the 1 n then back to the addis #but then there was just More. and im gonna do them but im just a bit annoyed that i have to put off my own art longer than expected #and ig im also a lil bitter that ppl likely wont pay usd over the games currency :( #rant in tags #commplaining #torch chatter

[kingslayerstew]

another feast for ipoptegirls this ep

#and it's only been his second! your fav could never. truly #like literally. kiro is my ride or die but hes never looked this good in the anime #i see people complaining abt this season and like. yeah the gk manga is a billion times better? water is wet #wasnt the pacing always weird? i guess the older seasons took more liberties but often that involved cutting stuff #maybe my expectations are just lower lol im just here to see my fav little guys move and do their funny little voices #gk #gk s4 #ipopte #ah whatever he gets his own tag too

[crimsongrimoire]

happened to see this and i still can't believe people think this way for real. but then again they're all like 13 and don't really have any business on half that site anyway.

#crow.txt #not writing #bruuuuhhhhhh #i still cant genuinely believe this is a thought people have idk #that one other post about the ao3 Algorithm #surprisingly there was a world before those wretched things #i sure dont fucking want it to have one. i dont even read basically at all anymore but it would be to literally everyones detriment #nobody wins here. esp with klk. on one hand yeah more eyes on stuff. on the other #you will complain if you dont see something you like and make it the authors problem #which is The Issue. you mfs would be even more mindless about it. im ALREADY shocked when people just straight up #dont read tags at all Period. and then are upset when they get something they didnt expect or sign up for #hell even including ratings. like my brother in christ its there for a reason? its a different story if what you werent expecting #straight up wasnt tagged at all #but like...... idk. to be fair none of these people have made it the authors problem afaik. but. either way. #not to say i havent complained to friends who are also spiteful angry bitches about things i hate being in my line of sight #coughing. when i still lurked the blzblue tag. threw in the towel and never looked back. so good for my health. #but at least i was a spiteful bitch and refused to give anything by those authors the time of day ever like even if i gotorbidly curious #i will Not be contributing to your stats in any way form or fashion <3 #honestly didnt even know hate reading was a concept. if i dont vibe with too much of a fic ill just bail. not worth wasting the energy. #not even for like huge reasons just like. formatting. things too ooc. certsin pet peeves. thog dont caare

[be-good-to-bugs]

i dont even work tomorrow but im filled with dread that i wont be able to just sleep in over and over again the whole next week

#the bin #:( to be honest i think id rather still live with my parents than have to deal with this #maybe its just cause i dont have transportation or live alone #i still dont feel like i have freedom of being an adult. maybe bc the person i live with acts like theyre more of an adult and have more #right over where we live. why do i have to have the smaller room anyway? she cant find any good justification that doenst boil down to #'youre younger than me' which is not a good reason. and i dont even care that much but like. ahe decided that she deserves it more than me #because she wants equal control over the common space too bc she spends more time there #i spend almost all my time in my room. in my opinion i think that means i should get the bigger room but she fully decided thats not at all #an option. she doenst even USE one of her closets or her bathroom. the only good reason she should have it is that it has an aircon #and my room doesnt and she overheats easier but like. thats never the reason she uses. idk. #i really truly wish i wasnt forced to move in with her. we had been planning to move in togeteh but i expected her to treat me like a adult #she just refuses to see me as one. its exhausting especially considering im the one keeping us afloat financially #the reason i had to call put sick this past week is because i was burnt out from faxing her mistakes and trying to keep us from getting #kicked out. idk. im tired of this and im tired of her #and i keep telling her she needs to treat me like an adult and an equal now that things have changed and she refuses to even #acknowledge that she doesnt. she treats me exactly the same as before. idk. sorry i complain so much #i really dont wanna go back to work :(

[readymades2002]

i did have the opportunity to listen to two women i work with discuss their husbands/thoughts on men yesterday and i'm still feeling agog about it! ive read about gendered relations before but it's strange having heard it expressed so candidly...

#i was working with them i wasnt just eavesdropping i just didnt have anything to add that wouldnt be...argumentative #it was a lot of like...'i keep complaining about being tired because of [labor i do] and expecting him to offer to do it #to realize that thats what im wanting but he doesnt notice' #and its just sooooo confusing!! why play games like that! #a lot of coddling of men and going 'theyre so simple its hard for us (women) to understand it #but they just need to be told theyre doing a good job like a child does and they dont pick up on our implications' #a lot of 'well if we had more freedom to do less hard labor we would be more feminine is what men dont get' #and it was sooooooo so bizarre to listen to because i get a lot of where these things are all rooted #but i canNOT relate to anything theyre saying first of all and second it did make me feel like i was in a satirical comic or something #very 'he just tweeted it out ive been studying gender for years and he just...tweeted it out' 😭 #it was a little funny but also so horrifically sad both as a homosexual and someone who has awful communication issues #and who has had relationships crumble before because of it! it is so scary to be straightforward but like #i dont want them to live their whole lives like that </3 there is a better world possible even just asking for what you want surely!

[1liivers]

Thinking abt how ooc aziraphale was in s2

Like they just seemed more impulsive and aloof to kinda everything to me. Like not a big difference but I would also say it effects the plot pretty majorly.

#plus i found the whole thing to be major fan service #not that im complaining i ate that shit up #just wasnt what i was expecting #also love that it didt queer bait me. you cant even understand how absolutly terrified i was of that #especially bc i was going through neil gaimans tumblr and im pretty sure he said like nooo they wont be gay but other ppl will <333 #good omens 2 #good omens season 2