#im kinda disgusted with myself lately because im trying to fill that void of affection in my life with s*xual encounters and just end up >>

[saintends]

do schoolwork to forget the nagging pain of a loneliness i can't ever seem to resolve <3

#personal bullshit #i know im being so fucking annoying im sorry..... #im kinda disgusted with myself lately because im trying to fill that void of affection in my life with s*xual encounters and just end up >> #>> even more upset than i was before. if i could have one and only wish for myself alone come true? i want to love and be loved in the >>> #>>> same way. but i cant find the right timing or situation or person and get stuck complaining like an asshole