#im just too shy to write him

[timothylawrence]

i dont post a lot of my writing for a lot of reasons but my god

what is wrong with me

#ewbie.txt #trick question nothing is wrong with me i just love wyll . #this whole doc is literally all just abt him and rana #I HAVE stuff in the works to upload soon i prommy :)) i just write a lot of personal/private stuff im too shy to share lol #to delete

[sttoru]

how do people see yuta like.. how do you characterise him best

#sttoru chats. #im literally scratching my head #i wanna write this request but im just so unsure #im thinking: shy soft spoken gentleman #thats all #LOL #but i dont wanna make him too.. shy? ig #HELP.

[etoiile]

chigiris hard to write for bc hes SO INCONSISTENT.

i dont think he has a type. i could see him being into the calm and collected and also the sweet and bubbly.

he's very feminine and hair care and skincare but he also gives big dick energy.

hes composed and soft-spoken, but also stubborn and sassy.

the list goes on but you get it. hmm this is giving me a fic idea actually...

#ami's chit chats 🤍 #LOLL #but fr tho #chigiri just isn't consistent in who he is #you cant peg him down as any character type #he is his own character type #like bachira is the energetic sunshine boy #rin is the emotionally constipated rude trauma boy #kunigami is the heartfelt honest genuine boy gone rogue #and chigiri is just #chigiri #hes a category of his own #like i cant write “he peppered your face in kisses” bc thats js not him #but i also cant “he felt too nervous to give you a kiss. he was so scared that it might make you uncomfortable” #so then im like “oh hes bold and direct” but hes also “chigiri's face had a rosy pink dusting to it at your words” #so then im like “oh hes cute lil shy sweet boy” but hes also “hell no. get the fuck away from me." #DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN #HES SO CONFUSING TO WRITE FOR #LIKE CHOOSE WHO YOU ARE AND STICK TO IT #but also i kind of enjoy how hes just his own cateogry #chigiri is just chigiri and thats all #chigiri hyoma

[jrueships]

I WANT WRITING PROOOOMPTSSSSSS

#im srry i keep asking for them trust me im not ignoring them #i literally write them....off the rails #like so much that it's like. i cant post this #this has become embarrassingly cumbersome #it happens with original ideas the most tho so it's like. having a prompt helps guide me better #but it can also be a double edged sword in springboarding my ideas off that even more #idk whats worse #a one-sided thanasis crush on jrue fic has turned into the older sibling sacrifice fic #bcs thanasis realizes giannis actually likes jrue too and thanasis has always lived his life #trying to help his baby brother #so he has to resign himself as the older brother once again #and tries to gaslight himself into thinking jrue only talks to him out of pity bcs he. like everyone else. sees thanasis as giannis brother #as his life has always been. attached to another name like a parasite #but jrue takes thanasis's shying away the wrong way and gets hurt over it bcs hes very forthright and not roundabout #which was one of things thanasis admired abt him #and when he gets traded he sits with thanasis to eat at a restaurant for some comfort and closure over this tension #but thanasis thinks it's just a ploy to get some info on whether giannis was involved or not #theres times where theyre very complementary bcs jrue hangs out with thanasis to help him bring out his actual person #since he knows being an older sibling can be more of an overshadowing name in life than a fun factor #but then this misunderstanding makes things uneasy #like jrue loves sitting on the same side of someone in a booth so when he sits right next to thanasis at dinner #thanasis gets all sweaty and blushy and keeps accidentally dropping his fork everytime their knees touch #it's cute until he starts wondering if this is some kind of intimadation tactic but thats just how jrue is. theres literally no #ulterior motive. like thanasis knows jrue can be cutthroat. but hes not cruel tho. he sits next to thanasis bcs he likes sitting next to ppl #not across. it's literally so simple what theyre dealing with externally but internally it's so locked in and convulsing #it's confusing. and it's so dumb of a fic like whos gonna read this shit lol CAN I BE NORMAL #anyways send stuff 😊😊 im bored #i need smthin light and easy (it doesnt rlly matter. im gonna turn it into smthing way worse than it should be idk why #(i need to go to a k*ll animal shelte

[sunwarmed-ash]

"How do I get your attention?"

"How does it feel to always have mine?"

#song posts #harringrove #billy x steve #steve x billy #see through #the band camino #I just have so many feelings about billy and steve #steve my chaotic himbo bisexual who doesnt see the blonde idiot whos in love with him RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM #still tragically fucked up from his ex nancy #and this new cute boy eddie who is not shy about flirting with him #Billy my flamboyant beautiful gay son who has to be tragically closeted because he's in hawkins #and his dad will kill him #super relatable btw #and the only way he knows how to flirt with steve is by being mean to him #because thats flirting right??? #ugh i have so many song inspired one shots that im just too tired to write so if anyone writes this one please tag me #Spotify

[cognitosclowns]

I was doing another rewatch bc of the announcement Yadda Yadda and I just realized that

In Episode 2, AB has his eyes shut until Reagan introduces him, at which point he immediately opens his eyes. Which suggests he was awake and listening,,,,,

This man sat there, pretending to be asleep for an undisclosed amount of time instead of just. saying hi. maybe doing some small talk. AB you absolute dork I want to push you down the stairs <3

#inside job #robotus alpha-beta #alpha-beta #WAS HE PLANNING WHAT HE WAS GONNA SAY???? WAS HE JUST BEING ANTISOCIAL???? #WAS HE TOO SHY TO SAY HELLO???? WAS HE GONNA SAY SMTH #AND THEN HE REALIZED HE'D HAD HIS EYES CLOSED FOR SO LONG THAT IT'D BE AWKWARD SO. HE JUST STUCK IT OUT??? #every time im like 'yeah ab is pretty cool and smart' i remember stuff like this and realize. no hes a massive loser (affectionate) #the thin line of 'ab is cool and charming and suave' and 'ab is literally the biggest dork ever. massive dweeb. ultimate loser failqueen' #I need to write more of AB being a loser. he deserves it <3 #I can just imagine him peeking his eye open every few minutes to check if they've gone away yet MSDNSMDNMDN #screencaps #this + 'why was there romantic music playing when he took over the chopper. does that mean he chose to turn on the jams' are my favorite AB #details. you wretched man 23 days until I get to see you be a dork in new ways MSNDSNDMN

[hexados-on-a-string]

spectragus dont get enough credit for being a sun and moon ship but like. destructive sun and moon ship. sun and moon ship but they're the forces of nature the sun and moon actually are. the sun is harsh and relentless and unpredictable in its evil but also it's kindness, the moon is sharp and cold and cruel, a harsh light that doesn't allow you peace, but can also guide you, a light in the darkness. even on nights with a new moon, with no light in the sky, the moon is always reflecting the sun, and it'll be that way until they come to their end.

#spectragus give me a dopamine high that any sort of drug couldn't even come close to giving me #its the loyalty. its the seeing each other at their worst and still staying. #its the being the only person still around who knows and understands what youve been through #its the being so important to each other's characters that u cant mention one without recognising the impact the other has on them #i dont rlly do shipping unless its funny but also im a huge gus fan so like. yea. plus my view on romance is a bit all over the place anyway #something something my skrunkles deserve complicated relationships that are more than romantic but something else #its the trust thats the most important thing to me. trust and loyalty and devotion and #im sorry but i would have exploded if i like. didn't write down these thoughts #anyways fucked up gay people who are a package deal and that is a threat thats them #ik the majority of my posts are hee hee funnie and i usually dont take things too seriously #but these two have taken up part of my brain permanently since i was 8. like. they just live there. rent free. #i am like rabid rn. i am feral and i am insane and i am crazy and there are so many things wrong with me #i cant even write down all my fuckin thoughts there's so many my brain is going to Explode pray for me #idk if u understand how important it is to me the times they show kindness even while at their worst #they're not good people but they have people they care about and they care abt each other and that matters SO much #i take 0 criticism on my posts i only take cash. however there is no possible criticism to be made bc i am RIGHT #also this all kinda sparked from me getting obsessed with a certain kh character who has a connection to the moon #who is also one of my favourite characters ever #and if u know who it is and u also like him ur very cool #im not tagging this w character tags. im like. very shy. but #i love gus i love spectra i love spectragus #anyways see u next time where i should hopefully have art maybe potentially #i found the brushes i used to use back when i did lineless art so i am rlly happy

[devilagent]

i feel insane but despite having bad carpel tunnel (its getting better so i can write more thank god but) someone on a horror fan forum apparently wrote to humbert often and theyre still active. i Erupted (im normal i swear) and joined just to message them about it I HOPE THEYLL REPLY IM SO NERVOUS not many people (other than ds cast probably) are still around that knew him / spoke to him. AUGH

#ooc. #tbd. #i was too shy to ever write a letter to lara and ask her about humbert #and her stories with him #theo encouraged me to and i REGRET IT ack #idk how to reach out to any other cast member so.... #and im hella shy just to reach out to this random person in a forum lol

[dnangelic]

idc about allonormativity but sugisaki's handling of things is vague enough around the edges that i can still put forward the thematic thesis of 'anybody who doesn't want to be alone shouldn't be alone' and 'lives and people's souls/hearts, like art, can be freely shared with each other and witnessed in order to be good and beautiful' and that sort of thing is like almost the entire driving force of daisuke's character. to me.

#its only a tiny tweak from canon but the way i write daisuke its love Periodt that transforms him #any sort not just romantic. and hes a guy with pure agape baby hes got Loads of Passion #dark is his proof daisuke is dark's proof but it's only daisuke who's too shy to ever readily admit to anything #his self esteem is bad so he's always concerned that others might dislike him if he admits anything #the other niwas also struggled w dark but i don't think they ever struggled as much as daisuke #and yet daisuke's also the only tamer to meet dark's feelings at an equal place and actually willingly merge #dark won't ever say it but his own driving force too being a sense of surprisingly protective and righteous love #beginning with manisumea ending with the niwas. he steals the art because the hikari don't love and tend to destroy it #he wants to coexist with the niwa so he doesn't go on a rampage like krad does. love intermingles sorrow/hatred takes away #anyways its like yeah love transforms but will other people still accept you for that. are u someone who's willing to accept others for it #an insecurity can become a secret and that applies to just about anybody #daisuke's heart is one that bleeds for everything and everyone and that's actually always part of why he doesn't say anything #not just bc he doesn't want to get in trouble but he doesn't want to hurt people like riku either #alas to be wholly loved u have to be wholly witnessed. #ykno.... #im rambling. aldkjlskjgkj #*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT. #reference.

[cerealmonster15]

u ever like,, learn more things about urself thru an oc lol

#i mean i know the whole memes about projection or whatever #idk im kinda newish to having ocs and like. using them #i dont write my own stories but my friend and i like #made mock dnd characters #and then we both are too nervous to play so #we just kinda make stories of the litle universe together #my boy yale.... #i keep finding i project onto him LOL ough #i mean i guess im not learning new stuff per se but #idk how to phrase it really but #he became my favorite oc and now hes beign hit iwth emotions beam #also i made him in sims 3 adn hes a fairy or something #and so his idle action he always does #is conjuring apples #idfk why but hes got like thirty apples in his inventory #from just. doing that. unprompted. constnatly #it's SO FUNNY so it's just #a canon part of him bc hes meant to be a storm sorverer #sorcerer * so hes just. boy who like apples #and also is a pirate. and my favorite. and [redacted] im shy lol #MY CLOWN THO. SOMEDAY WILL BE PLAYED #theyre for an actual campaign with old classmates im just. scared. lol

[astrxealis]

40 mil is the highest points i've had for gw ever tbh so i am proud of myself so far <3 also !! almost rank 175 >;D

anyways hi just small update/rambles uhm. i've been more productive w school but also school ew !!! and 6.3 is so fucking soon holy shit i am not ready at all & i hope this week i can finally start omori and/or p4g <33

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #still obsessed w p5. ALSO mcr music is so slay AND uh yeah that's mostly it. rlly obsessed w buncha kinds of rock music rn #i looooove rock <3 rock and orchestra are my favorite genres (i'm kinda into all kinds of music tho fr!) hehe <33 #i love my fire team now tbh. like. nemone & athena together is perfect imo and i'm glad i realized that a long time ago already #but woa me w having both michael and percival is absolutely amazing hehe #arghhhhhhh ... i wna play nier vv badly but i need to wait for lune yeah ? but anyways in reincarnation i have all the automata characters #which i'm vv glad about >;)) 9s refused to come home months ago but now he has and heheheheh i love him #tbh it's so hard to manage my time now bcs on saturdays i'm busy and then sundays should be my rest but we often go out as rest ?? #and i like it but also my gaming time and writing time and whatever time is lowkey a big Rest In Peace <//3 #I LOV MY FRIENDS but i haven't properly talked to. quite literally ANYONE for a bit now i'm so sorry #unless they approach me first somewhere that isnt social media of any sort or i've seen them irl bcs of school or yk my family or class #ive fixed my sched quite a lot but also there's still a lot to improve !! by the end of january i hope that i'm happy w my sched then <3 #okay small update OVER !! today was a pretty good day so far tbh uh. like bad shit happened but strangely i'm all okay !! <33 #like uhh ive been a bit more active in class and actually reciting more! i am usually vv shy and only just comment my answers if ever #BUT YEAH !!! and there was smth that was supposed to happen and my class forgot so i reminded them. and we're like 30 in class #okay rambles OVER !! im anxious still to open my notifs sorry i cant explain why bcs idk how but yeah. uh. if you want to contact me #for anything IDK HOW YOU SHOULD TBH. SORRY. but yeah !!! probably ask for my sideblog for mutuals ?? #but tbh i havent checked that in a bit too and just ramble sometimes. SORRY......

[timothylawrence]

everytime i write a fic i always wanna squeeze in a character that definitely doesn't belong and it always feels like that one post 'why is x driving the bus!??'

#ewbie.txt #sorry for being an August enjoyer i think he deserves to be happy too. . .. . . #hes like my fourth most written character i just dont post any of my writing abt him cus im shy but hes like. in my top 5 bl characters #i love himmmmm hes my silly guyyyyyy

[viir-tanadhal]

what is it with neil desperately wanting to collab with someone and then kind of denying it afterwards

#he did it with electronic being like 'i told mark farrow to tell bernard i want to collab with him' #then was like 'i was too shy to go alone and made chris come with me :(' #neil fhis was your idea 😭 #and then he did it again with tom/superchumbo #where he said tom asked him to collab but tom claims neil just was like 'im going to write and sing lyrics for this okay?' #he heard his ex bf was making music and needed to get in on helping out immediately #i wouldnt really count hallo spaceboy but sorta with that too #why's he both self-confident AND self-conscious about it its wild

[mejomonster]

I finished final fantasy vii rebirth and. Some mixed opinions.

The main good points: as a Sequel to original FF7? Its good. The women are all written well (which was a concern considering Kairi and Lunafreya in past games), and everyone was in character just fleshed out more (with 2 slight exceptions). What the game did best was accomplish an open world game, world spanning adventure, stick fairly well to some main highlights from original ff7 (which is what people wanted for ages) and with new stuff thats fun if you like the world, very little wasting of player time (so much better than ff7 remake). It did open world well, pacing well, side quests and mini games well, characters well, combat well, and overall gave the feel of what square enix was maybe Hoping and Wishing to successfully accomplish in a mainline game for years but either hasnt been able to achieve on a technical level or fumbled in the past. (So no time wasting dungeons like ff7 remake, fleshed out open world with stuff you enjoy doing so more than ff15, open world so more than ff13, and combat that feels like things theyve learned and improved on well). How it feels to play? Great, fast paced, no dead time, all enjoyable game you came to play. (With the exception maybe of Cait Siths box mandatory mini game and the aerith in ancient temple magic platforms thing but they both werent too difficult to push through if you dont enjoy them).

The bad? Mostly... if you treat Rebirth as a SEQUEL to original ff7, these arent major issues. They just annoy me as a player of the original ff7 game. Because i know plenty of people will ONLY play ff7 Remake and Rebirth etc, and never know the original characterizations. So 2 characters were slightly unlike their original ff7 selves, and instead more like their Advent Children (and general non ff7 appearances) selves: aerith and sephiroth. Sephiroth's character being NOT like ff7 originals is more irritating personally. Because yeah... i get it. As a sequel to original ff7, this Remake/Rebirth Sephiroth might be from the future (so he is Advent Children esque version of himself), hes had time post losing his way to really get all mysterious and hyperfocus on cloud and be a looming vague pest. But the thing is... in the original ff7 the reason we learn hes used to be a SOLDIER war hero, is so the cast and you are confused why he kills Shinra people. Then you and the casy figure: well cloud remembers sephiroth finding out hes a monster cause of shinra, justifiable for sephiroth to hate shinra. Unflrtunately Sephiroth also decided to hate ALL HUMANS. Then you later find out maybe Jenovas controlling Sephiroth/one with him etc. But the key here is you find out at some point in original ff7 that sephiroths goal is mainly Destroy World because Hes not Human. Rebirth... does not clarify this very important and very BASIC point ever. Maybe it assumes its so basic that as a ff7 fan you should know.. but plenty of new players wont. Rebirth clarifies yes sephiroth may be Jenovas kid... but the whole MOM, im an ancient like Jenova! Oh Jenova isnt an ancient oh well fuck humans anyway! Either way fuck humans ill kill them all! None of those Very basic sephiroth motives are clarified much. I felt Rebirth did good explaining the Gi and the black materia. But to make Sephiroths motives so vague, why he wants to end the world SO VAGUE, why hes in clouds head (the black robes are everywhere but the game HINTS theure sephiroth clones but never actually spells it out eevn though its a BASIC KEY DETAIL). Now... because Rebirth is a sequel, it makes sense... if hes Advent Children Sephiroth he already knows he isnt an ancient, knows hes Jenovas kid, knows he wants to fuck with Cloud specifically now and the world generally but not necessarily so singlemindedly desperate to just kill all humans. So yes, Sephiroth is in character for his future self... but i feel like even with him less SINGLE MINDED and freshly with Jenova, clarifying some basics of his Original old timeline motives... would be helpful to new fans. So it annoyed me. I think the biggest Not Good writing decision in Rebirth was to never fucking clarify Sephiroths original basic goal: im not human like mom, hate humans, kill world. I suspect the writers either thought players KNEW so hinted instead of being on the nose (but to new players theyll just be CONFUSED), or they plan to explain those basic things in game 3. Which seems stupid to me and shouldve been explained earlier.

And Aerith. As a sequel? She remembered the other timeline which explained some moments she was calmer than original ff7. She forgot, then toward the end of Rebirth she seems to have remembered the other timeline again and that she needs to die and X happens etc. So her being calmer based on the plot they wrote for Rebirth? Makes sense. However... i deeply miss her Original FF7 personality where as an Ancient she freaks out a bit LIKE sephiroth, paralleling him, that shes not human, a freak, that it all rests on her as only one ancient left. Their overwhelm parallels each other. Aerith is more scared in original ff7 of being the only ancient, of what it means, of finding out more. That fear is slightly there in Rebirth but WAY LESS. its only a little in cosmo canyon and almost gone in the Ancient Temple. In ff7 expanded universe theyve changed her character over time to a calmer wiser goddess type like in Advent Children, and so yes in Rebirth when she remembers the alrernate timeline it makes sense she'd be calmer like her future self. However... i miss original ff7 aerith. I miss her initial shock, loneliness, fear of the weight on her shoulders, not being sure what to do. Her and Sephiroth, because of Rebirth writing them to know more, act more like their future selves and so. While it is in character and logical to the Rebirth plot. Its also sad to me that anyone who only plays Remake and Rebirth simply wont see what they were like WHEN these revelations were brand new shocks to them, forcing them to react and grow and fear. I dont think Aerith is written bad, i just think because this game is in reality is a Sequel im just personally mourning that it didnt have that as much of the original Aerith's personality who was afraid and discovering. Mostly her Rebirth personality is similar to original ff7s. But in some high tension moments shes way calmer and wiser than in the original. I miss getting to see some of that before to after character growth.

Oh and. The aerith dies scene. Does it make sense in context of Rebirth written as a sequel? Sure. Is it impactful? Not as much as the original. In Rebirth, theres a scene where Cloud is losing control and listening to Sephiroth and attacks Tifa, causing Tifa to fall into mako. That scene is high stakes and emotional and lands WELL. Later in Rebirth, when Aerith actually dies, Cloud has not lost control and isnt the one who killed her. Its fine, as a sequel to ff7 i get the choice to make him able to stop himself from hurting her. But it does make the scene less impactful: now cloud will NOT be blaming himself for her death, will not be struggling with the guilt and fear, and will not be as terrified of losing control again. Since he wasnt the one who attacked her. And since he saw her ghost/something post death, hes not even sad or grieving her. He thinks shes fine. These 2 things will result in a WILDLY DIFFERENT cloud moving forward than the original ff7 one who very much was distraught and horrified he did that. So like... as a sequel its fine these changes were made. But death wise... i wouldve prefered like, cloud drops her from up high qhile struggling with whispers, or doesnt get to her in time and sephiroth stabs her when shes too far away. The way Rebirth did it, cloud was near her, she gets stabbed anyway. It seemed to me almost like the writing was trying to vaguely or softly kill her, like somehow making it vague would make it hurt less. Yeah it did hurt less... but id rather if a character i love dies that its a Worthy Scene for them to die in. A strong meaningful scene that makes me cry, that felt like the loss it is. The Rebirth scene... couldve done its plot as intended and just make Cloud farther away or something and it wouldve been better to me. Maybe the writing point was Cloud thinks its fine, and its still not, and he cant even feel distaught because he cant tell if she died or if things are fine? Thats the only angle i can see where maybe the death scene did what the writers wanted? Anyway. Aeriths moms death made me sob, Aeriths death did not. It is what it is. I feel like Tifa, crying in my heart off screen, the game acting like Cloud like its fine and it looks fine to him but im confused like Tifa aa to why hes (the game) treating it that way. Lol.

Overall? Um 4/5. 8/10? Really solid square enix game, Amazing as far as final fantasy 7 SEQUELS go. It has one main weak spot in treating Sephiroth fully mysterious when a few clarifying details could help the game stand on its own Better (and make Sephiroth a stronger enemy character instead of a vaguer one). The other weak spots are more my personal preference and mourning the parts of ff7 original i miss and had wished were in this, but as this is a Sequel in a parallel timeline i dont feel the parts effect Rebirth on its own merit. It IS the best Square Enix game ive played in ages, at least since Final Fantasy X or XII. I thought it was better than FF13, FF15, definitely better than ff7 remake (i hate time wasting dungeons and bad pacing its a dealbreaker), and than kh3 (although kh3 was quite good for a kh sequel). I get to play FF16 next, which will hopefully be as good as Rebirth or better! Since its also on the PS5 and clearly from Rebirth, the square enix main team can do excellent combat, open world, level design, mini games, side quests, and good pacing now. So i'll just have to see if ff16's story is better. And i am guessing it hopefully will be, since Rebirth as an ff7 sequel has some weirdness to its plot quite typical of ff7 extended universe stories like Crisis Core and Dirge of Cerberus. Whereas ff16 is a brand new plot, so they have nothing preventing them from a tight excellent written story except themselves. I am curious how BIG ff16s world will be though. Because ff7 Rebirths world was MASSIVE and very full of stuff, tons of mini games, cool stuff to find or do or little character side quests. If ff16 also takes me 60 hours to beat the main story its gonna be thw longest final fantasy main title ive ever played.

Rebirth is very replayable if you enjoyed it. I will probably replay ff7 original soon.

#final fantasy vii rebirth #ff7r #lb #rant #oh and shipping discourse lol: if you ship tifa x aerith? GREAT TIME #tifa mourns aerith more than cloud does. tifa aerith ARE IN LOVE. great time for me as an aerti fan and ot4 fan #i do think in theory the writers had aerith x cloud scenes more in Rebirth since aerith dies at the end. and predict game 3 will have #more tifa x cloud scenes. so itll be even by the end. i think everything was in character tho tbh #(in my opinion anyway) #like. aerith x tifa x cloud x zack i ship and they clearly all CARE for each other. zack loves aerith but also saved cloud #when aerith likes cloud. zack is big enough to be happy for aerith and want her to have what SHE wants. #cloud loved zack and was so fucked emotionally when zack died he convinced himself he WAS zack. tifas his childhood crush. aerith likes him #and he gradually does like her back too. (clouds very not interested in crushes tho tbh. hed happilt be in ot3 with #tifa and aerith or ot4 with zack or ot3 with barret too if they just told him to be) #and tifa loves cloud but wisely isnt sure how he feels OR whats going on mentally with him. and is focusing on building trust #that cloud will communicate with her BEFORE getting romantic (shes wise we should all copy her). and she loves aerith. which is goof #cause cloud isnt giving aerith some care she Needs. but Tifa always does give aerith that support. #tifa knows aerith likes cloud. so tifa simply is likinv her 2 crushes (happy to be in an ot3 if aerith and cloud would start it) #but tifas shy and slow going ans values friends MORE so shes not making any major moves until she knows the other 2 aerith and cloud #are emotionally stable (and theyre lol not) #and now shes grieving aerith so :/. my point is: all the romance is written very in character #very similar to original ff7. and if ur a tifa AND aerith as characters fan like me? #its really NICE to have 2 main woman leads in a game (with romance even) who are full characters ON THEIR OWN #and really well written and with relationships outside of cloud. (again... after lunafreya and kairi #i was worried tifa or aerith as love interests might get written BAD or flat or destroyed writing wise #by some shitty square enix writer *cough* who tends to butcher woman characters if theyre love interests) #so im super glad i could just enjoy tifa and aerith #also as a Non romance lover. i enjoyed that Rebirth focused HEAVY on friends but had very little actual romance #flirting yeah sure. but aerith and tifa never even kissed cloud in my playthrough (yay for me) #their crushes are just side details they mention to be direct and communicate (wise of them) but the romance isnt the main point

[dandyshucks]

forgive me it is late at night and i am tired but i wanna stand up on my tiptoes and give guz a little kiss on the cheek and then he laughs and gets a little flustered abt it ,,,, :[

#im dhffjdkl hhrgggrhh #and then maybe he picks me up and carries me to bed and he can cuddle w me until i fall asleep ..... #.... but thats too sappy for me to say in the main text of the post sbdhfjdkl #i miss my wife tails..... i miss him a lot SBDJL i didnt draw him today OUGGHHH #i feel like whenever i draw me it is just kind of meh but when i draw guz then my whole heart and soul goes into it sbfhdkl #i love him sm gjfkdl im head over heels smitten w him and its so silly fhfldl but sigh !!! #i need to write lore... i have so much in my brain !!! but its scary to share sbdhfl im too shy and anxious for this goddamn fjdmdkl #one day I'll get over my fears of sharing dhfkdl but maybe its okay to just focus on that w art rn hmm I'll have to figure this out hmmm #dandy.cmd #💜so good at being in trouble

[the-acid-pear]

Man. Speaking of problematic wives: I really miss my blonde bitch.

#luly talks #i mean i literally have been thinking of him for days straight now #bc he's the one i default to when i have nowhere else to go #but i really need to revisit the source material #i kinda wish I'd find a Ing Bas fic that's like. a time skip. ykwim? #i remember a mutual mentioning writing one once but. I'll be damned if i fucking remember their url #or.if i can just fucking FIND them for that matter #i know they said it under a pic of christoph where he was lookkng sooooo hot #maybe I'd find it? I'll try #I'd just fucking ask in the main tag too but im shy. LMAO