#im just tired I guess lol time to drink copious amounts of coffee and listen to sad songs for a few hours omg

[muscheron]

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#I’m thinking way too much tonight y’all #just like..... I wanna leave and go elsewhere I’m so TIRED of being here #and like I keep thinking about my mom and our weird relationship with our bodies and fertility #and how fucked up it is that she knows I’m a lesbian but keeps trying to set me up with her friends sons #and how after my surgery I can’t have kids (or shouldn’t) and that’s the first thing she told them. #hey this is my daughter whose fucked up in that she can’t birth any babies for your sons #and the response is always oh no we’ll I guess they could adopt #even though I don’t want kids I’ve never wanted kids cause I’m scared I’ll fuck them up like I’m fucked up #and I’m just tired of living alone and being alone and I tried going home and was told to stay out here and just #im just tired I guess lol time to drink copious amounts of coffee and listen to sad songs for a few hours omg #sorry for long tags if anyone actually reads this just had to get this out