#im in pain.jpg

[itsnotmydreamdaditsyours]

of course my sister goes on vacation and asks me to watch her dog while hes sick

#personal #pain.jpg #im so fucking tired

[tetranymous]

I absolutely hate pleather as a material, like congrats! You've made a material that breaks down into microplastics within 2 years and is impossible to repair without replacing the pleather parts themselves, which is often the externals of the whole garment! So no pesky repair jobs prolonging usage life here! You've won the capitalism lottery!

#tetranynous.txt #for a country where one of our main exports is COW STUFF youd think its easy to come by ANY REAL LEATHER #and even if i could find sheets i cant sew it myself! my machine would poop its pants #unfortunately the closest i can get is upholstery vinyl; which still isnt great! but at least itll last a few years longer #if anyone has leather jacket recommendations that dont cost a liver to get to the southern hemisphere #they would be much appreciated #anyways im vagueposting about my favourite jacket having the GALL to disintegrate on me #*shrugs* necromancy it is! #despite the fact that its taking me 2 days to patch ONE shoulder #i still have the other one and the collar to go #pain.jpg

[vaginadentatacas]

DID i just accidentally snort fireball into my sinuses? yes. but i am being so brave about it

#alcohol cw #pain.jpg #suffering even #god DAMN it hurts im just freely dripping tears here

[the-eldritch-it-gay]

can you apply for the student loan forgiveness thing? im not american sorry

I can, in the coming months I'll apply, that will only take care of $10,000 of the debt, so a little under half. Which is good, but having $11500 in debt is still something that gives me heart palpitations. I mean, I hope I can get a job eventually (ay, 8 months of applications and not a single offer pain.jpg) but up until now, the most income I've ever had in a year was $3000 which was only bcuz I had a research gig for 4 months that had a $2000 stipend.

#Eldritch IT Answers #Anonymous

[miks-fantrolls]

3, 12, 15, 4, annnndd 1 -GG

SCREAMING SCREAMING GRABS YOU<3

1. Show your most recent wip

WELL. here's a different recent wip. it's for the upcoming [S] animation for the lifehack comic. i have a while to go... this is a tiny sneak peek but its still very much unfinished. (ive been sitting on my hands about posting this but this is a good excuse to)

3. Least favourite things to draw?

super intricate shit when im doing a realistic drawing (usually in figure drawing) like sheets and paper. i hate it!

4. Favourite things to draw?

already answered uwu

12. Show your favourite drawing from this year

man i really dont fuckin,. draw much shit lemme look

NO YOU KNOW WHAT I DO KNOW i have something really good from my figure drawing class. idk if i have A Favorite but its one of my best this year

13. Show your favourite drawing from last year

pain.jpg man idfk

actually i guess this storyboard i did of my and my bf's dnd characters, i really like. i havent gotten around to fixing it to the song yet

#mikart #grabs u #long post

[silverdreamsstudios]

the angsty scene is finally edited LOL

#a6 #andromeda six #andromeda six fandub #im in pain.jpg #having to hear multiple different ways of the same angsty lines killed me oml #and then having to put it together also was ToT #u are not prepared until u actually experience this pain.mp4

[nightseeye]

I should learn how to pick locks

#im in the room now but. pain.jpg #nighty arts #sketch #persona #shitpost #meme

[dinosaurloverman]

Please. Always be good to those who suffer. Even if they spam shitposts at 2 am or 4 am. It dosnt mean they are fine and better. It just means they got distracted from the pains in the brain. In the heart.

I'm still hurting. And what's funny about it is whenever in slightly sad, reality just seems to dump all of the negativity of life on my doorstep, my lap, my dreams, and house. No love. No compassion. Just pure pain.

If I told you all honestly how I'm feeling you still wouldn't have a clue. You'd all probably just dump a prevention hotline and walk away and never check up again. You'd probably screenshot this post on another website. Perhaps a discord and make fun of it. Wish for me or others to suffer more. Perhaps You'd just tell them they are faking it for attention. Or perhaps just black list the person.

I'm still hurting. And I've been screaming into a uncaring unloving inhumanie reality for so long I don't have a voice box anymore. I don't have the streghth to fight the darkness anymore. But I don't have the courage to close my eyes forever. I'm trapped. An immortal in a dead universe that'll never be remade. And it sucks.

It's not just past events that hurt me. Its current events. It's events that may never even happen. It's events in other worlds and other realities. It's everything. I don't have thick skin. I don't have a strong heart. My skin can be compaired to weak wet paper. My heart so large that even as it beats it spasms in horrible pain. This is a reality I cannot exist in. And yet here I am. In a place I can compair to a hellscape.

I'm still here despite the pain. But not because I want to be.

#pain.jpg #kinda depressing #im depressed #tw depressing stuff #depressing post #depressing shit #end me already #let the pain end #no happy ending #no hope #cant get over this #cant get this out of my head #cant get away #hurt #mentally fucked #mental health #mental wellbeing #self destruction #pain. pain and suffering #pain. all i know is pain #pain. misery even #pain. agony even #let it end

[seksipomminpurkaja]

Day of birth

#pain.jpg #im 22 good fucking lord #its just past midnight so technically #anyway goodnight european followers

[tackysapphic]

BARRYS REACTION TO THE UMBRELLA MAN,,,FUCK!! IT GETS ME EVERY SINGLE TIME

#kj.txt #IM CRYING HHHHHHH #‘you FOUND HER?!’ #pain.jpg

[aberrantmind]

you say that sexyphobia isnt real and yet warlocks have 2 spell slots until level 11

#unearthly whispering #dnd #dungeons and dragons #im playing a warlock in my current campaign and pain.jpg #like sure shes sexy but is it worth it?? #yes but

[captainshyguy]

haha remember when the sole reason i got into voltron was that i liked the vibes i got from lance’s character, and he reminded me of leo from percy jackson from the stuff i had seen, and i was told lance actually gets the development leo doesnt so i was all !!!!!

and then he became one of my all time favourite characters and i had to watch him get fucked over and ignored and pushed aside for other characters over and over and OVER again and now he’s probably gonna be forced into a ship w/ like zero build up lmao 

#being a lance stan in voltron is.....pain.jpg constantly #my poor boy he deservef SO MCU HBETTE THAN THIS #THEY HAD SUCH A GOOD THING GOING IN SEASON 3 SO MUCH TO EXPAND ON ND THEY JUST?? DIDINT OOF #im not taggin v*ltron bc i dont want this to come up in tags but #lance #lance bby....:(

[lowestechelonabomination]

"you have already left kudos here :)" but. but I want to leave another. I want to Give More

#ao3 #and like yeah yeah i know why they implemented this and all but like. i want to Give More #'you could just leave a comment' but im too socially awkward :') #pain.jpg

[favoniuscodex]

the biggest plot twist of this year is that you’re not a diluc haver! the fact that you’ve turned so many people into diluc simps shows how much you deserve him, and i hope you pull him soon.

i was so close to quitting the game after qiqi came home to me twice (pain.jpg) but diluc suddenly surprised me with a single pull during eula’s banner, so he might end up doing the same for you.

- 🔍

NOT QIQI,,, qiqi constellations r lowkey doodoo,,,

but jksdjdskjkj hu tao and venti both came home with single pulls so who knows,,, all i know is that diluc wont be my next 5* cuz i have guaranteed ;;;

but thank u for the well wishes in getting diluc !!! maybe when im 80 and living in a nursing home mhy will finally grace me with his presence,,,

#//mail

[nightseeye]

Moodboard for when the delivery guy w the pakidge u need to sign for rolls up, doesnt even ring (ONE OF TWO) doorbells, then leaves after a minute

#HE DIDNT EVEN LEAVE A NOTE IM KINDA HIGHKEY MAD RN #augh *puts face in hands* #HE DIDNT EVEN KNOCK #pain.jpg #nighty chatter #very frustrated bc ive been waiting excitedly all day. all week. for years. even. to finally get a new laptop #AND I MISSED IT AUGH