#im in other planet right now

[aterfish]

Being ace is an opposite of fuck around and find out:

Fuck nobody and never know for sure

#never knowing is actually a very important part #bc you learn that you dont care and you dont wait for that ✨special someone✨ #if something changes: cool #if nothing changes: cool #i dont need to be sure to be okay with my sexuality #and i dont need proof for others if i want to use one label or another #peace and love on planet earth #humans have too short lives for random people telling them they can't live their life how they want #asexual #asexuality #aroace #ater babbling at 2 am #hello new followers time to disappoint you 💖 #also im sex repulsed. but if you are not? then fuck and never know for sure ✨ #its literally 2am i really should stop and think before posting something. but dis a problem for a future fish #Right now fish wants to post their stupid post

[spacedlexi]

so theres these 2 zombie apocalypse daughters and im a disappointed parent who plays favorites

#twdg replay got me feeling Feelings....then i remember i have Another zombie daughter i neglect these days >.> #this is not me pitting 2 bad bitches against each other im just thinking abt ellie and her poor life choices lol #clem got Everything ellie threw away : ) fool #ellie im so sorry its not your fault #sometimes i remember how important ellie and tlou were to me before ...... #anyway :) *thunder stops clouds part sun shining birds chirping* #clem is happy at her forever home with her found family and baby boy and co leader girlfriend :) peace and love on planet earth :) #clem does Not get the appreciation she deserves and i stand by that. clementine you will Always be famous. the original. the blueprint. #CLEM I LOVE U BBY GIRL i will give u ur flowers forever #all wlw who stopped playing twdg before s4 go play s4 right now i am no longer asking #the amount of people who havent played s4...wat r u doin....its the final season...pains me #anyway back to my brain hell :) guess i'll just sit here by myself #thats ok :) my house now #it speaks #twdg #tlou

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

they fucking phantom planeted my boy

#im UPSET. i dont LIKE this decision #this was LITERALLY a plot point in phantom planet. head in hands. i hate it here #i think i am just caught up in one of my weird hangups i need someone to tell me this was a good plot decision #i think maybe ill feel better when they talk about the actual mechanics of this but as of right now im like #this is bad this is bad this is bad this sucks!!!! #other pd fans . if u are out there. if youre following me #jonesy hasnt listened to the ep now so i cant hear their thoughts yet but. hey pd enjoyers. give me your thoughts on episode 22 #i think im being stupid about it #jrwi spoilers #<< for jonesy to block #reaction time #jrwi prime defenders #prime defenders liveblog

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

interrupting your regular programming to bring you a special message: stop. whatever you're doing right now. stop and go watch everything everywhere all at once. i dont care if you "dont have multiple hours to spare" do it. i dont care if you've "already seen it" watch it again???? "ive seen it 5 times" watch it a 6th time ???????? even better watch it a 7th ?????? literally what could you be doing that's more important than seeing this masterpiece before you and sobbing your fucking soul out??????

i thought so.

#somebody sedate me because that movie makes me BAJDFLKBdfksKjagsdJHFsdLKfgjsaklJAFGALSKJGD #if you cant tell i just watched it again #holy shit #im too incoherent right now to offer any meaningful thoughts #just #no other movie has made me cry with SNOT and TEARs drIPPPING down my face because of a single LINE a single LOOK #a single SHOT OF TWO PLANETS COLLIDING AND A ROCK FALLING OFF A CLIFF KILL ME NOW #everything everywhere all at once #this has been your psa #youre welcome #or sorry #both #this movie will hurt you and heal you in the most innovative incredible way #hate the fucking oscars drive them into the ground but at least they gave this movie the recognition it fucking DESERVES #also stephanie hsu is CRIMINALLY underrated holy sHIT her performance #anyways ill stop yapping im just wasting your time in which you could be watching this movie #do it #michelle yeoh #EATS DOWN in this movie #as she always does but HOLY SHIT thats an actress right there thats what talent MEANS #also waymond <3 oh my godfkljadkljg that man makes me cry #ke huy quan #DEVOURS as waymond also #anyone who bitches about this movie is genuinely willingly stupid stop boring us with your whining and go WATCH IT #anyways #eeaao

[shameboree]

there is no diagnosis or amt of pain that justifies mistreating healthcare workers which i know is a radical take because nurses are just Mean Girls and always will Deserve It.

“im normally a nice person” see i am actually not believing you because if your frontline stress response is cruelty and trying to ruin peoples lives you might consider that you are a baseline piece of shit kinda person instead

#also every person ive known who described themselves as NICE has been one of the most vile ppl ive ever met in my life so consider that also #'im in a lot of pain right now so me being mean is how you know its REAL' buddy i had cancer and not once was i mean to anyone #not a single condition on this planet gives you license to mistreat others except maybe when youre just actively fucking dying ig #kels talks #kels talks healthcare #that probably needs to be its own tag at this point. anyway ppl are always such little cuntbabies to nurses smfh

[kaleidoskuls]

"it was so bad" "nyx was defeated too easily" "one of em should've died" shut the fuck up im begging you

#tsats #the book is not about defeating a bad guy #it's about nico and will #their relationship #having arguments like couples do and learning about each other and themselvs #making the decision to continue to try to understand each other #i just #get So Mad whenever i see a post insulting it for the stupidest reasons #'rick made a mistake getting mark to work on the book with him' really ?? #he made a mistake thinking he as a cishet dude would be able to accurately portray the journey of these two queer kids and #decided to team up with someone whos actually queer to be able to do it better than he woulda done on his own ???? #be fucking fr right now #the sun and the star #anyways. i have never done this before #im just mad ig #peace and love on planet earth

[jesterguy]

I have so many posts in drafts about Palestine and I still just don't even know what to say or where to start

#how do i talk about my extremely zionist early education #how do i talk about my birthright trip at age 13 and the impact it had on me as a jew and as a human on this planet #how do i talk about my childhood rabbi reaching out the kids i grew up with offering support for those mourning the loss of history #and also those mourning the lives of colonizers (who ultimately are jews seeking a safe space after hardship at the great expense of others #my fucking guts have been clenched for days i feel like a shell #my mom is more worried about sending my transfem sister to college on her own in the inner city now not bc she's trans but bc she's jewish. #not to mention i always say im 'raised jewish' not actually jewish bc im not! im not jewish ive bever had a conversion. #what fucking right do i have #all i know is my upbringing and my ability as an adult to unpack it. #and how many things that i was taught are WRONG #i didnt get a christian brainwashing a got a zionist brainwashing #anyways all this to say theres always a lot of regard for Palestinian suffering on here as there should be in these situations #but young jews have a fucking weight on them right now like you just would not believe #not that its equal to or greater than the trauma of being palestinian. but just that its not mentioned right now #thats all ive got to say. idk yall are welcome to ask me more about this i just had to spew some of it #might delete #cam talks #if it isnt clear im fully pro palestine and my goal isnt to be any sort of devils advocate here. im just in a very complicated sort of pain #if i posted that email from my middle school rabbi here he would be doxxed and hate crimed. #and you know. i dont like the guy. but the fact that i know thats what would happen tells you a lot.

[ozymoron]

i wanna draw fanart so bad but my body wont fucking let me

#⚠️ #i feel awkward drawing live action characters like the person who plays that character is real. like living flesh. theres a soul behind #those eyes im staring into and for some reason my brains convinced they can and are looking down upon me judging me #like this is probably an ocd thing but sometimes when im like lusting over fictional men i suddenly remember hey the guy who plays that guy #is like still living. like breathing air on the other side of the planet right now. doing things. going about their life. #and im like. fuck.

[themyscirah]

Istg I haven't written since MIDDLE SCHOOL why do I keep getting bombarded with good ideas that I only I can write 😭😭😭😭😭

#just had a bunch of ideas to fix the yellow lantern jess concept and have it function as a concrete and vital step in her character arc #(of the same importance of power ring) #and just like the image of a scene where the sinestro corps is attacking a planet for some reason or another inspiring fear (and maybe for a #decent reason bc jess needs SOME motive to stay with them but STILL fear bad) #and shes trying to make them stop but theyre not stopping. and then the GLC shows up and starts fighting the YLC. #and jess is trying to get it to stop but no one is listening to her #like none of the earth lanterns are there no kne she knows #although maybe arisia and other gls WE know pretty well are there. i think arisia should get to go one on one w sinestro as leaders of both #forces. ANYWAYS jess is trying to get it to stop and protect the people (who are TERRIFIED of her) but no one is stopping #anyways something something green lanterns are dying and instead of going out into space their rings start going towards jess #like it starts with just one and shes shocked then two then three and she starts talking with them denying her place with them until its a #whole CLOUD of rings (uhhh nevermind the corps just dying here sorry 😬. no one we care abt though) #anyways and then something buzzes and ripples from underneath her suit #she lets it free and its HER ring tied around her neck #and shes like not you too and the ring is like yes me too and says its not about not being afraid its about OVERCOMING fear #and just like idk. i could fix her (yellow lantern jess arc) #dc hire me asap #hopefully this makes sense. again i have not read those comics yet other than a good amt of panels BUT #im reading her power ring era right now and like... its all coming together #anyways anyways thinking about jess a LOT tonight #95% of those posts are in my drafts though #including my super long YL!Jess character arc meta which this is deeply related too #but we're not talking abt that right now swishy!!!! you are SUPPOSED to be doing your spanish project due tomorrow at midnight which you #have barely started!!!! #its study time not superhero plot bunny time!!!!! #blah #swishy writing #swishy aus #nothing in the post itself but the tags deserve these tags

[elsolaer]

i have many thoughts in general but this tidbit from tingyun's voice lines is one of the things i wanna elaborate some more on at some point...

" Every time I head out, I leave a letter behind and lock it in the drawers of my shop. If I come back, then I'll burn it later. If I don't... then it'll be something for others to remember me by."

#OOC. #this post is more of a reminder to myself before i go try to write some stuff for nat and/or stelle #but idk i like her concept of being pacifistic despite the inherent dangers of her position as... basically a galactic ambassador? #it says that most reps take weapons with them but she refuses to because she believes that you should build relationships from a foundation #of peace instead of threat of violence #which has worked in her favor but idk its kinda sombering knowing that she basically leaves her last words in a letter every time sh #e leaves for another planet to do her job because she knows shes leaving herself vulnerable if somebody wanted to do something to hurt her #and she burns it every time she comes back only to rewrite it again months later when she goes on her next trip #xi.anzhou's lore is ROUGH dont get me wrong but theres a lot of fun concepts in there that im smashing together LMAO #also her traveling the way she does opens up so much room to meet literally anybody #its just jarilo-vi right now but as more worlds open up it just gives her more room to work with #also the fact that it opens up a lot of possiblities for world building for her to come to these planets because she's there ON business an #trade & commerce is one of the BIGGEST things a society needs. one decision could steer the entire direction of their society in a complete #y different direction #like even just introducing more leisurely/hobby focused products can be a huge turning point for a war stricken world #or better materials for their tech and their buildings #new crops in exchange for what they have #literally the exchange we see in her lore is her discussing taking just a few samples of a world's plants and growing it on xianzhou for #commercial sale AND that world would recieve shipments of said crops along with wahtever other deals they struck #and blablabla yes i know capitalism whatever. tis the way of the world and i think its really interesting frmo a worldbuilding standpoint #tingyuns a very interesting character because she can change a lot of things in very little time in the big picture #i feel like she's commonly brushed off as a shallow character who doesnt do much but she's one of the most accomplished characters in xian #zhou EASILY #yes you could argue that jing yuan is more because of his general shit or yukong is the helm master blablabla like Yes they are also very #accomplished but she is the literal only reason that the grand fairs are FAMOUS throughout the galaxy. they werent until she took leadershi #she's completed trade missions to SIXTEEN different panets and is implied to have formed alliances with at least a few of them #and was the one to renew xianzhou's mutual alliance with the IPC #i dunno #also i think people see her as way more of a trickster than she is #like ... i thought she was too but she really isn't particularly mischevious? girls tried to leave MULTIPLE times during the story bc she

[mieczyhale]

i typed these tags on somebody’s post, due to it and then a ficlet someone had added on, but i decided it would be rude to reblog with my tags. BUT i still wanna share my stance on this Totally Important Topic so thank u, copy / paste

#i'm ngl #if you're playing in a campaign and your dm s/o is not the dm you're playing with - and your s/o has an ongoing campaign that they are not #only willing to add you to but wants to add you to but 1. you refuse 2. you wont say why - that's pretty shitty #especially if your dm s/o is someone who has been playing as long as eddie and is as passionate about it #i mean i guess at the very least he should've been honest. that part alone is its own kind of shit #but he should be in eddie's campaign #or both #you can be in more than one campaign at a time believe it or not #josh used to do that #it's not uncommon if you have more than one friend that's a dm #idk man #this kind of plot in st fics just bothers the shit out of me #the only real funny thing here is the ending but otherwise im just like 'mmm. gross.'

#this is about erica being steve's dm #and ynow what?? #only semi-related side bitch: #fics where steve does play in eddie's campaign and somehow ruins it - either one night or the whole thing - and then is smug about it #like those arent a lot of work to put together. like his boyfriend didnt put his whole heart soul and dick into it only for him to guess #something or spoil something or just be more obnoxious than any of the other teens combined. and the ones where eddie gets #genuinely upset about (any of the above) and the author doesnt allow him to be. like he immediately forgives steve or steve uses #sex as a way to stop eddie from being mad about it. like a thing i see in fics and absolutely hate is not letting eddie have feelings #especially negative ones when it comes to other people. unless its like.. annoyance. or if he IS allowed to feel something if he tries #to express it within a paragraph or two they have him all chill now or understanding or admitting that the other people was right in however #they upset him. now its not like he's the only character this happens to be jesus fucking christ #i may or may not have been holding onto a lot of negative feelings about fanfics for the last... while #doesnt help that im in an Easily Annoyed time myself #and ynow what else?? i've seen a lot of bitchass reactors lately - especially for that show that's also a book. book fans for that bitch are #some of the most obnoxious people on the goddamn planet i want to hammer their kneecaps and bust through the drywall in their houses #maison speaks

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

thoschei early days

#they get their start in lowtown. are as bad as expected so get chased and beat up a bunch. but they get better #after they run away they run into each other by accident on some planet. one of them about to get caught so the other steps in #why work when youve got a ship and can scam people for the rest #it's the babyversion of what they'dbe now if they joined forces #their skills combined. you can already see their differences but morethan that you see how they /complement/ #like two pieces of a puzzle #the doctors smoothtalking and charm grows into being able to turn armies around with words alone #the masters eye for detail and patience for meticulous preparation turns into #well #rasputin i guess #im not good enough at character to write this fic but i wanna read it so bad #and like this is how they fall out too right? already in there #'since we met im not sure if ive fallen for you baby or if youve set me up to take the fall' #'love is just another con. a fairytale to lead them on. but together baby maybe we could love them all' #thoschei

[olliecoded]

i just need to say that like. as a parent it is ur job to provide for ur children and u have a responsibility to take care of them. and i know that it is hard and it is unrewarding and it is laborious but it is what u have to do when u are a parent.

#sorry im just having mommy issues right now #my mom constantly complaining about how unappreciated and abused she is and how shes treated like a maid. no actually u just make food for #ur kids. and drive them places. thats how being a parent works unfortunately #and im tired of my mother treating her children as though they are intrinsically evil and terrible and just. uniquely awful #and worse than any other kids on the planet #and most of the time i wish shed never had kids because she says motherhood is her greatest joy but usually it just seems like a burden #hello world

[1327-1]

tbh if this entire time i had autism and adhd it would make a lot of sense and be a little funny, even

#i say with my teeth clenched #yes both my parents show vry clear behaviors of both #yes i have been like oh i have adhd no it’s actually autism #and now i am finally realizing. both. it’s probably both. and i am scared ❤️ #i’m just so tired and know every single problem i have with why i don’t consistently work on hobbies but it’s #so hard. to make it seem like. i am not a Child in an Adult Suit #like i clean my desk to be more productive and then my desk is a cluttered mess 39 seconds later and There Is Something Telling Me Its Bcos #I Am Not Exactly Right In The Head Nor Know How To Cope With Being Myself #peace and love on planet brain fucked #.pdf #alongside 30 million other problems i have from being from an undiagnosed nonwhite family #like sorry to make everything about my treacherous diseases and disorders but i happen to live in there #combo all this with concussions ptsd and weed addiction and #BAM im surprised and mad abt how i lost 3 joints

[inklore]

not me fighting the urge to never come back on here again lmaooooo, it’s either this upcoming eclipse is kicking my ass or i’m blazing through that part of the depresh where everything that once brought you joy does not anymore.

and it’s not even about writing. i just genuinely have zero desire to be on here, can’t stand it, and it only dampens my mood when i force myself to get on here. nothing has happened, besides the usual bs on here, so idk what it is, but the vibes have deteriorated my loves lmao. 

#and i know someone’s gonna be like ‘take a hiatus’ like bestie i’ve been doing that for weeks now it ain’t the move lmaosjs #but it’s not just being on here it’s other things i enjoy doing that i just can’t stand right now #can the planets and earth pls stop whatever they’re doing like give me a rest pls #let’s hope in a few weeks this blows over and im back to being my annoying dramatic self on here lmao #here laur goes again..

[lightningfilledsaber]

missing my close friendships and how I used to have the energy to maintain them while also reminding myself that part of the reason I don’t have that energy anymore/right now is because that very energy was actively exploited by my “best friend” of Several Years for their own benefit

:pensive:

#lol #not to mention that said ''best friend's'' girlfriend didn't have the emotional maturity to own up to her mistakes #and neither gave enough of a fuck to actively do better #like hm why dont i have the energy to maintain my remaining friendships and attempt to become closer to others lol. right. that #your best friend only ever paying attention to you to treat you like a chauffer and otherwise literally avoiding you after you've realized- #-that they're you're FP (bpd stuff) and literally explicitly told them that will do that. lol #then. lol. a half assed apology ''I'm sorry I wasn't there for you'' when i FINALLY get the courage to cut them off. WOW. THANKS SO MUCH. #THAT REALLY HELPS *NOW* AFTER WE ALREADY HAD THE CONVERSATION ABOUT HOW YOU WERE TREATING ME LIKE SHIT *MONTHS AGO* #not to mention that their girlfriend was too much of a fucking coward to face me in person so i could properly cut her off instead of a text #''sorry our schedules didn't line up =( genuinely wish you the best'' #YEAH OKAY #bullshit on bullshit #if you fucking wished me the best you wouldn't have INTENTIONALLY crossed MULTIPLE boundaries #in one case. lol. LITERAL SECONDS AFTER I TOLD YOU I NEEDED SPACE BECAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO SCREAM AT YOU #WHEN YOU HAVE TOLD ME AND I KNOW DAMN WELL PEOPLE YELLING AT YOU IS A TRIGGER FOR YOU. #THAT'S YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME INTO THE BAD GUY DIPSHIT. ''mike I would never do that to you'' YOU ARE LITERALLY ACTIVELY TRYING TO DO THAT RN #and yknow the other reason is that i literally work 12 hour shifts and ~40 hour work weeks so #3/4ths of my time on this planet is spent working or sleeping. like yeah no shit i have no energy #im not only physically drained i'm also mentally and emotionally drained lol #anyway sorry for the pity party i'm just. so fucking tired of avoiding talking about this publicly #mud rambles #like i know i mentioned it before but i havent really gone into any depth so. i deserve to talk about it more