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#im hoping to find my canonmate
fictionkinfessions · 3 months
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Not sure if this is exactly what youre hoping to hear but Im a noncanon kin who did find a sourcemate (suspected canonmate but we never sa down and fully confirmed it) who remembered me!
Albeit in a roundabout way- My friend drew me bc I was a noncanon character he remembered and I ended up kinning the character near immediately. Which is why Im not sure if this will count for what youre looking for- But hopefully its enough!
Dont give up, it really sucks and I know your pain from several other noncanons (or technical noncanons/very divergent aus), but you'll find people. whether they be your canonmates or just sourcemates who think youre really cool!
Good luck!
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kincalling · 1 year
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hey! im richie tozier from stephen kings it (book, miniseries, and remakes). id love to find more sourcemates. i also love doubles <3 my main canon is really extensive and detailed tbh so im not too hopeful for canonmates specifically but i love talking about canons especially hearing about others’. please only interact with this if youre 20+
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findthebae · 1 year
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hey! im richie tozier from stephen kings it (book, miniseries, and remakes). id love to find more sourcemates. i also love doubles <3 my main canon is really extensive and detailed tbh so im not too hopeful for canonmates specifically but i love talking about canons especially hearing about others’. please only interact with this if youre 20+
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findinyourkin · 1 year
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hey! im richie tozier from stephen kings it (book, miniseries, and remakes). id love to find more sourcemates. i also love doubles <3 my main canon is really extensive and detailed tbh so im not too hopeful for canonmates specifically but i love talking about canons especially hearing about others’. please only interact with this if youre 20+
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hazyaltcare · 1 year
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could i please have some positivity for a homestuck ockin? i was this skeleton-thing that was inserted into the canon timeline by my more or less all powerful parent in a failed attempt to gain back something they had lost long ago, and im scared that ill never find my canonmates, because who else would willingly admit to having such an embarrassing timeline?
Of course you can (o ^▽^)o☆
I'm sorry to hear you feel scared, but your fear is 100% valid. It is hard to find canonmates in general, especially since your timeline is canon-divergent. As someone whose timeline is a bloodswap/kidswap, I get your fear of having an "embarrassing" timeline. (>人<;
However, your timeline is not embarrassing. Everyone's life is different, both this world and other worlds! The diversity (and complexity) of experiences is what makes a life, well, a life, and not just a neatly tied-up narrative. Even if you feel like you're too "overpowered" or "cringe" because you're inserted into the canon timeline, I don't think you're alone in that. It's not uncommon or bad to have been like that.
If you want advice, maybe you could do a canon-call on blogs that explicitly support "problematic" elements? (Feel free to ignore if you don't want it <( _ _ )>) (and you might be surprised that quite a few people will admit the frowned-upon aspects of their timelines in a space that welcomes and respects them.)
I hope you can find your canonmates someday, but not finding any of them is okay, too. It'll be hard, but there are people and things in this world who can make this life worthwhile. Moreover, even if you can't find canonmates, you can still find sourcemates, and sometimes, they can be very understanding.
I wish you the best, anon! (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
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INTRO POST!!!!! ❤️🧡💛💚💙
hiii my name is talald im a fictive in a big DID system!!!! i am also the current host of it!!!! my source is vast error/snowbound blood!!!!
i love talking to people and having fun and making friends so please talk to me especially if you share my source!!!! im hoping to maybe even find a few canonmates!!!! i am EXTREMELY CLOSE TO MY SOURCE!!!!!!!
i like bright/colorful stuff, jester and clown stuff, and animal crossing!!!!
🧡💛🧡💛🧡 enjoy your stay!!!!
note: please don’t interact if you are proship or anti-anti!!!!
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balance-of-nature · 1 month
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okay! here goes!
um! i remember hero was very brotherly to the whole group! one specific memory i have is kel accidentally pushed aubrey i think? and then aubrey fell and scraped her knee.. we mightve been at the park or maybe outside in someones backyard? hero went running off with his dumb awkward run to find bandaids.. she was hardly even bleeding, she was more mad than anything heh.. but yeah, very brotherly!
i remember being very close with aubrey, actually..! or, well, as. kids. before.. yeah. she was the one who introduced me to the group, after all! i remember that i talked to her a lot about flowers..! i dont know if she actually understood me, but.. she listened.. and that meant a lot. she also had a pet bunny! but i dont remember its name or what it looked like :( i think it was a boy though? and kinda had like a basic-ish boy sounding pet name
i feel really bad about aubreys living condition, actually. um, her house was really bad, even before her dad moved out. i remember her dad was really abusive towards her and her mom.. aubrey had sleepovers whenever she could at peoples houses to get away, usually my house or sunnys house. i came over to her house sometimes, and.. her mom looked.. so detatched from everything.. it was scary.. aubrey always made a point of not looking at her and tried to rush me away if i was in the same room as her mom. her mom did yell at her a couple times though.. it just made aubrey look? numb? it was sad..
um.. im trying to think of what else i remember.. but its hard..
i guess a couple general things i remember would work?
um, i know for sure i didnt date sunny. i dont think either of us even had crushes on each other, but i guess its hard to say for him since he wasnt really the best about expressing his feelings heh.. he did always have a crush on aubrey, though.. ive wondered before if they got together in my canon after the events of the games. assuming my canon follows the good ending..
i dont actually know how my story ended. i hope ill figure it out.. its a pretty important thing to remember, especially if i want canonmates..
ill uh.. ill come back later when i remember more things! oh, and if any mediamates are reading.. please dm me!! i miss you all..
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endosdni · 2 years
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I never really thought about the whole "canonmates aren't possible with DID/OSDD" but ever since I did it makes sense. But the problem is we have had conversations with friends, them talking about a pseudomemory, and one of our alters actually remembers something similar (not talking about canon events). How is that possible? Are we just making up memories to 'strengthen' a friendship??
hey! i (bunn) have more experience with introjects than faust so im taking this one but faust feel free to step in with your opinion too
i think it could be a couple things
1. memory is weird. its really easy to influence, intentionally or not. as an example i literally cant tell the difference between things that happened to me personally and things that my mom told me happened to her a few times. its even harder with pseudomemories because none of it really happened (though its usually grounded in reality as i’ll touch on later). so it’s reeeeeally easy to hear someone say “i remember this” and that memory genuinely implants itself into your mind. ultimately harmless in my opinion as long as it doesnt cause you stress.
2. pseudomemories are usually (well. pretty much always lol) grounded in some type of trauma or stress you experienced in real life, and it’s not unlikely that you and your friend just experienced very similar things to cause those memories to form. especially if theyre based on what happened in source at all, or could be easily extrapolated from what happened in the source. as an example: i wouldnt find it weird if i were a luca introject and i met an alberto who had the same pseudomemory of us pvp fighting sea monsters or somethin.
it’s most likely some type of combination between these. personally, i wouldn’t worry about it too much! i don’t know you, but i don’t think you’re making up memories to strengthen the friendship. DID brains are just weird! just make sure to be careful not to treat them like they’re the literal person from your source
hope this helped! remember im not a professional and im just a guy
-bunn
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paradoxkinspace · 2 years
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hey, I hope this ain’t a bit rude or anything, but I was wondering how you guys managed to find your kin memories? I’ve been wondering if I have any but I’m not too sure how to go about it.
💫: it's not rude at all anon, don't worry, it's actually a pretty common question i've seen in the community. honestly it's a bit difficult to place. sometimes it's just a feeling of "knowing" something, kind of like how you understand everything in a dream. sometimes i get clear images, sounds, or physical feelings that correspond with a kin when i'm in a shift for them or when i think back on my timeline. for example when i'm in a xefros tethis shift i can feel my ear fins move, kind of like a phantom limb. sometimes i just test the waters by making guesses to see what feels right, and when i find something that sparks that feeling of familiarity i consider that part of my memories. a lot of the time my memories tend to just pop up when im not expecting them, either when i'm relaxing or otherwise kind of zoning out and they just sort of float in. other times, like if i'm trying to remember something more clearly or specifically, i put on instrumental music, asmr videos, or guided meditations and try to focus on the feelings from a certain kin to try and reach more information. i hope that makes sense giheriuhg, i know it might not be very helpful, gaining memories is a pretty messy thing
🃏: nah, it ain't rude at all! the best way I could personally explain my methods is sometimes when I'm doing something or when I see something it can spark memories (for example, one time I saw some art of horuss and it knocked some memories loose) but those are all purely on chance and gut feelings. a lot of times all I'll have are those gut feelings and I'll weigh them against something else to try and figure it out and go with what one feels more right, and do some pendulum divination to help sometimes. tarot readings can jog stuff too, or looking at art/sprite edits. other times if im specifically trying to learn more about a timeline I'll listen to music that could be associated with that kin just meditate on what I already know, or I'll think about canonmates and write down what immediately comes to mind about them, sort of an automatic writing kinda thing. sometimes you're just sitting at a dennys at three am or a mcdonalds drive thru at midnight and you suddenly get memories. it happens.
🍭: Never rude to be curious, though I’m afraid I won’t be much help (or incredibly eloquent). Every kin memory i have even gotten has been against my will, usually when I’m in a shift or otherwise engaging in the material, and half the time they casually walk up and punch me in the face. 
💫🃏🍭: in conclusion,
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fictionkinfessions · 1 year
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youd think with such a big fandom youd be able to find more source/canonmates lol !!! and yet i never get any responses on any of my sourcecalls, or the ones i do get only last like a couple minutes and then we just never talk again >:( i wanna see my friends again damnit !!! and all the kin discord servers i try dont help either, and dont even get me started on just how truly few servers there are that are specific to my source :( (i hope this doesnt come off as a vent lol, it maybe is a little but not like in a serious way? anyways i feel like lots of ppl are gonna relate to this but i just want you all to know that you just gotta hold on alright !! im sure youll find someone eventually, maybe even a whole bunch of people, the world and the internet is a vast place, theres opportunities around every corner<3)
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saccharinemeat · 2 years
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haha so i met a pure vanilla canonmate and now im always paranoid that it might find out that i ship vanillacest??? like i dont think he ever checks my blog despite us meeting here on tumblr and i dont even talk about it anywasy but idk i still get neevous thinking abt it finding out bc i dont want its opinion of me to change bc hes rly cool and also the only canonmate ive ever met- - a somewhat distressed custard kinnie :/
Oh custard, thats sucky, hopefully he won't find out and if he ever does I hope he's understanding that your ships don't necessarily dictate how your relationship/friendship with him is and that you can ship things that weren't part of *your* personal canon. Head up lil king, it'll be fine,a good friend wouldn't ditch you over a ship
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kincalling · 2 years
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hey im Keith Kogane from Voltron and im looking for pretty much anyone? but especially Lance (who i was dating), Pidge (my best friend) and Shiro (my big brother). i had a couple different timelines and quite a few memories from them but honestly im hoping to mostly just talk to people from the source (and if i find canonmates along the way that’s awesome but i mostly just wanna chat). i miss everyone so much. you can message me @idlehaunt but im 22 so minors preferably dni
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findthebae · 2 years
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hey im Keith Kogane from Voltron and im looking for pretty much anyone? but especially Lance (who i was dating), Pidge (my best friend) and Shiro (my big brother). i had a couple different timelines and quite a few memories from them but honestly im hoping to mostly just talk to people from the source (and if i find canonmates along the way that’s awesome but i mostly just wanna chat). i miss everyone so much. you can message me @idlehaunt but im 22 so minors preferably dni
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findinyourkin · 1 year
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hey there, im a veronica sawyer kin from the heathers musical. thought I'd give finding my canonmates a try. I'm 21, not cool with doubles. hoping to find Heather Chandler, Heather Mcnamara, or JD. thanks so much. ✌
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canon-call · 3 years
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hey there! this is a newly started canon call blog, for fictives & kin to find their canonmates! im mod possum, the 1 and only mod, and im very excited to be doing this 😌 please send any and all canon/kin calls my way, and i hope you all find who you're looking for!!
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im terrified of looking for canonmates because i've heard of so many bad things happening through that but man. i really would love to find my eddie (nd of course the rest of the losers). i just wonder what he's doin, y'know? i hope he's alright. there's so much i wasn't able to tell him, nd i'd really like to get to know him again this time around. - richie t. (#🦎isms)
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