#im having an internal battle

[coolnonsenseworld]

Sampai's prompt for beach Klance - but colored!

I can imagine Hunk asking Keith if he wants a big tail too, and Keith, after seeing Lance fuss about how many details his fins should have would just snicker "Nah, I don't compensate".

#voltron legendary defender #klance #keith kogane #lance mcclain #voltron #klance fanart #mermay #i feel much better after that sickness kicked in i hope it lasts now #my partner was so sweet too she went shopping alone and cooked me soup 🥺🥺🥺 got way too lucky #today im having trouble with my ears loud noises hurt and I had 3 cramps in randomest muscles for randomest movements #our greatest battles are internal ones #lol anyway we are here for mermen #i hope u enjoy!! #even if you saw these on other socials 🤭

[dipplinduo]

So you know that Applin Kieran trades the player, right?

What if, hypothetically, Juliana happily takes it and the next time he sees it, he finds out that she's not only raised into a monster of a Hydrapple but has built an entire Double Battle team strategy with it as her ace?

And she's just about to use said strategy to whip his ass in supposedly casual match between friends? (No malice on her part, she's just really exicted to show him that Applin grew up to be so strong)

I imagine the mixed emotions would be so real.

~🍏-anon

In the battle she uses nothing but love implication pokemon like luvdisc, tandemaus, & ribombee for those of us who are into the Ribombee lore 💀👌

#imagine the possibilities #im dead #kieran would have an internal battle with HIMSELF being like “wait what whats going on why is she using this where is her regular team” #dipplinshipping #kieran pokemon #kieran x juliana pokemon #juliana x kieran pokemon #juliana pokemon #kieran x juliana #juliana x kieran #dipplinshipping headcanons

[soldier-poet-king]

Stop over spiritualizing everything as a "battle" against the "forces of evil" or I am going to beat you with my fists, and unlike the nebulous authority and power you attribute to demons, I can assure you my fists are very present and actively intent on stopping this rhetoric

#franposting #this is unfair of me perhaps but also I'm so. goddamn tired of this shit #kaddison drop the full ulis prayer of compassion bc i sure af need to adapt it to my own life #also like #fuck off the entire concept of church militant or spiritual warfare #it aint a battle folks. its a done deal. its won. be joyful. love deeply. #stop it with fearmongering and cowardice and guilt tripping oh my GOODNESS #everyday is more devout and apparently that means more radical #i am. so so soooo tired #anyway its the universalist in me!!!! #also stop attributing evil to outside forces like #nah babes that shit is from YOU. we choose evil. we have the capacity for such goodness and such evil inside us #thats sin! its not some big scary battle #except with yourself maybe. #i will never ever forgive what the west post reformation has done to the concept of the devil #MANICHAENISM 2.0??? #get that shit outta here. its about internal struggle. regardless of what we want to say about the source of it all #fundamentally. we have to look ourselves in the mirror and ask who we are goinf to be and how we are going to act #YES IM TIRED AND CRANKY AND WEEPY AND MY HEAD HURTS. WHAT ABOUT IT

[needylittlegirl]

being a little lover girl is awful because why do i remember every single thing about people. you can say something so small teeny tiny offhand and i’ll remember it. but i dont think anybody does the same for me?? i dont think people are ever as devoted to me as i am to them

#sometimes i wish i could stop loving people so hard #im not even talking romantically #i just mean in any sense #theres nothing nothing worse than knowing everything about someone and wanting to be such close friends with them #but they just think of you as like. an acquaintance i guess? #nothing happened its just like period emotions or something #well actually thats a lie talking to someone lately has been killing me cause i know they dont care as much as i do #so its a little internal battle lately of do i cut them off so it doesnt eat me alive or do i keep being their friend cause really #theres no good reason to cut them off its just that i feel too much and dont know how to be normal about it !! #whatever #tbd #yeah whatever its just hormones ill get over it #but for now i have to cry my lil eyes out <3 #im just tired of having More feelings all the time #im such a giver why do i only attract takers!!

[kicktwine]

Original anon here! Theres a couple sketch animatics u posted on twitter that i havent seen on here that im particularly fond of lol. First one off the top of my head is the one where sora roxas ven and vani are all like, doin a fun funky dance to an electroswing song i just. Holds that. The other one is cool sprawl spaceship moments that i loved. But like. All of them are so good,,, Anyways yeagh thats all from me lol,,

There's two spaceship ones! I'll post those in a second but

anon, at the risk of embarrassing myself so so badly because it's really old art and very earnest but old, and , old, and embarrassing on a fundamentally silly level, you can have this. I need you to take care of it. im very glad you like it. i like it. im embarrassed of the way i used to draw ven. and used to animate. you can have this.

#ask #anon #..... #for anon #you need to know i was proud of this when i made it but this was that point where i was just into classes in college #and i hadn't realized what drawing with 3d form was yet #or what animating....... full people was #or solidified drawing ven and vani. or learned how to do angles in 3D. or -- yknow like -- i #why im embarrassed to repost it is definitely a me problem in that theres things that are mistakes and also i have an internal cringe meter #that im CONSTANTLY BATTLING WITH as a matter of life and death and this BARELY made it through-- it was really fun to make. i might #d. draw someone dancing again. #i like dancing... #thank you for remembering it............. it was so long ago........ #the archives #i like dancing. ... its fun..... #i drew this while i was learning to dance. if u didnt know...

[wr0ngwarp]

fan design for johnny truant house of leaves. yea.

normally johnny's the kind of character i'd prefer to leave designless, but its difficult to do silly joke stuff with a character that doesn't look like anything lmao. my sort of compromise between the two is limiting his palette to the book colors

#house of leaves #johnny truant #mark z danielewski #the internal battle between ''i think it adds to the unreality of the novel to keep johnny ''faceless'''' #and ''i can't put a guy who doesnt look like anything in tomodachi life.'' #also some notes on teh design: #im a sucker for the parallels between johnny and the ~~minotaur~~ (or the idea that they are one and the same) #hence red eyes. however also red eyes are just fucking cool #thats actualy also why i gave him a nose ring bc minotaur -> bull -> nose ring lol #also i just find it hard to imagine a guy who works as a tattoo assistant having No piercings #side note idk if i'd actually think of him as having black hair but limited palette yaknow #also i have. NO idea how to draw burn scars Least Of All how johnny's burn scars are described #but. purple bc pelafina #aside from that i just kind of winged it with the design so its not very complex LOL. i just like talking #realizing while typing this btw that johnny as a tumblrina would have absolutley insane tag rambling skills #ok thats all i'll stop talking now.

[butchladymaria]

HEALING CHURCH CRIMES BINGO!!!

fun fact: you can count enough crimes done by Healing Church & Co. ™️ to fill at least three bingo cards! (this is a joke, don't take this too seriously lol)

#i did actually approach this with a degree of standards #like (most) had to be specifically illegal somehow and written with a specific example #and it had to be committed by the healing church or a member of it #i was going off of us law (thats what im most tamgentially familiar with lol) but a lot of these are violations of international law #or a church affiliate group/group member #sick war crimes laurence uwu #so eileen doing murder isnt on here lol #honestly i could probably have found more #gasc boss battle is definitely second degree murder/attempted murder (depending on if you actually beat him lmao) #but gerhman would not only be first degree murder he would also countas a serial killer? #.....actually so are Most boss battles #some more debatable than others #micolash could technically be considered self defense since the tood hunter is trespassing? #but i dont know what the property laws in the nightmare of mensis are :/ #feel free to add on if yall can come up with more i missed #would be funny as shit to actually try to compile a list of charges #and or a sentence lmao #but then again you cant sentence A Church to death #which speaking in terms of legal precedent would ABSOLUTELY be the sentence lmfao #for All Those War Crimes And Crimes Against Humanity #but yknow lol #bloodborne #healing church crimes bingo #my shitposts

[elegyofthemoon]

the bookmen being mere observers seems like such a fun role/devastating role. i mean bookman seems fine but its probably because hes been here for so long, meanwhile theres lavi who has such a distrust in humans because of his work as an exorcist and yet is still able to make as many good relationships with his fellow exorcists that attachment seems inevitable for him

its just fun to see the beginnings of him trying to deal with both, and if memory serves me correct, its only going to be blown up more later down the line which will be fun but also i'm concerned...

#what i mean by devastating is like. #if youre just supposed to be observers for history and not feel connected to people #isnt it sad when the people you are connected to dies in battle? and you just cant do anything about it ? #also like what does that say about lavi when he decides to go head first into battle soon after he has this whole internal monologue about #no attachments #... oh you know. im uh. starting to see i have once again darted my eyes straight at an oz characteristic LKASJDFALKSJH #MAYBE. IDK IM OVERTHINKING #snow reads dgm #anyways lavi is fun! i like him hes probably my second fave? for characters??? #like allens my first then lavi and then probably miranda or lenalee alskdjafh

[butchybats]

Do you guys have fics you’re freaks about or are you normal

#i have two #one for tlb (shout out to corrode by partiallyobscure nothing can compare) #and then one for iwtv #and im in a constant internal battle between #i want the author to know how insane i am over this #and that’s embarrassing im actually normal about this #because like i don’t want to scare them off </3 #okay thats it thank you for coming to my ted talk #ray says stuff

[slutdge]

battle vest update 🤙

#ive still got like 30 more patches to make and put on it lmao #the backs still completely blank im just waiting til i get all the patches done so i can put em all on at once #visualize the final placements and all that shit #ok i gotta go get drunk now byeeeeeee #had the most shit ass day possible and feel like garbage internally so were gonna 💫 repress that 💫 necause i have no way to deal with it #probably given myself a brain tumor by now from doing that #when i get top surgery and i can wear my battle vests fully open its OVER for you bitches #my pics

[rayroseu-reblogs]

I want to skip studying today and just draw meleanor ajdhjshsjs

#i have so many ideas for her please #like i want t draw a comic of her scolding knight of dawn #i want to draw her composing that lullaby for malleus #i want to draw her in the same format as malleus dorm ssr #i want to draw her in this theory that she used the princess glow to revive levan (thats why hes able to be crowley smth) #i want to draw her in raiden shoguns clothes or cg #i want to draw her battle like hsr phantilya's boss battle (bcs i cannot draw literal dragons bsibwisb) and knight of dawn as jingyuan #oh i also want to draw her with present malleus and shes like boasting how malleus is so superior to humans and yuu is just infront of her #listening (her definition of boasting is reciting every childhood malleus moment) and malleus just internally screaming “mom youre #embarrassing me infront of my crush!!!!“ #smth real cliche like that #ph also i want to draw her from that scene in frozen 2 where elsa is malleus and his mother meleanor will say to him “your are the one youve #been looking for all of your life“ YOU KNOW #im so ill about her ohmygod #lian notes

[kendallroygf]

convinced only maybe 5 of you understand kendall btw

#the kendall roy tag is a war zone for real. kendall’s worse than logan… be for fucking real. LIKE ? #he’s a terrible prick obviously but this is so obviously him grieving. like his anger isn’t coming from the same place logan’s did. like at #all. he’s upset and insecure and grieving. like with rava and jess he was being horrible because it’s the idea of the people he cares about #leaving him? he’s so deathly scared of rejection and the idea that he’s doing the wrong thing so he acts out like it’s an internal battle #with himself bc he Needs to keep logan alive (the grieving process) but it’s working to alienate all the #people closest to him. like he’s not doing well at all rn. he’s so fucked up. #also all the people saying that haha he’s logan now🤪 like how long do you seriously think he can facilitate that. like he’s NOT logan . i #feel as though that’s the point . he was comfortable with the world / i’m sorry you’re not made for it. #like there will come a point when he can no longer facilitate emulating his dad and he’ll fucking crash bc him doing this is like. him #grieving in the worst way possible. #anyway. idc anymore im so sick of ppl talking on him like. you understand nothing #obv not justification for him being a prick. he’s a misogynistic racist prick but im sooo sick of there being such a particular empathy for #roman and then you have the most basic unnuanced takes for kendall. okay anyway sparkle on or whatever #p

[roseworth]

ahhh okay i said queer as an answer but i didn't mean it passive aggressively i promise, i just thought you wanted an honest answer and that's what i say (unless i'm making fun of corporate pride in which case i say a random string of letters, none of which are accurate)

omg i didnt mean that everyone was being passive aggressive dw <3 <3 like 99% of people reblogging it saying queer meant it as an actual answer and that is so valid, i was asking for an answer and you gave it hfdskfhdafk but like the 1% of people that were rude about it pissed me off </3

#i didnt mean for it to breach containment and now theres discourse in my notes #im going to kill someone #also some people are using that post to assume i hate the word queer ???? #and idk where they got that from but its pissing me off #someone saw my tags and literally dmed me saying #'why precisely did you have to have an internal battle over whether queer and questioning people belong in the acronym?' #and then i was like 'ok thats not what i meant at all' then they kept trying to fight with me about it #anyways. the point is im not mad at everyone doing it im just annoyed by a few people being annoying #i also made that post complaining right after i had gotten out of the car after driving for 4 and a half hours #so i was a little irritable #but im less annoyed about it now

[nulltune]

-googling what size cage do women need to sleep in and what do they eat-

unprompted,  always accepting !   @elderjia  ♡

❛   huh.   just what are you searching.  gross.   ❜      

—in a manner that was even more devoid of any feeling than usual,  blunt words are remarked sharply,  a vacant stare particularly cold.  in a second though,  her hand raises to her mouth,  and she lets out a small  ( forced )  cough into a closed fist.  when she speaks again,  her voice returns to its pleasant  /  neutral  /  detached tone.

❛   ... ah,  please excuse me.  i didn't mean to speak so abruptly.   ❜       she meant every word though.  she sure did.  her only qualm being the manner of phrasing and delivery;  it wasn't like her to act without thinking like that.       ❛   perhaps i should be more considerate of your situation.  after all,  i suppose this is to be expected ...  you seem to have never once felt the touch of a woman in your life.   ❜

#elderjia #&&. message #q. #TSSSUUUUUUNWBDJWJCJWLFJWLJFEKCJWKDJEK #IM SAUR SORRY BUT FR SHE SEES HIM SEARCH THAT AND LIKE- #😐💢 #she's having an internal battle rn abt whether to try Stay Calm And Polite or to diss him and call him a binch 2583948293 times tbh

[samaspic31]

My irl social circle became so so trans dominated while dropping out i had forgor how bad it feels being in cis dominated institutions

#im not atuch with them they’re stuck with me but. had not missed it #i hadn’t forgotten public life or like #mostly cis familial circles #it has an additional layer of badness in school tho i feel. extra #exposed and restricted #and that’s in an art uni with mostly leftist students #just. far from left enough #not that anybody is leftist and anarchist enough for me- #i had done a short program to prepare health formation where i was surrounded by cis women always. but the teachers were #keeping less of an authoritative distance and those women were if not the most anti bogtry at least mature #the people in this dlass are mostly just out of high school and huh. have growth left to do #also there’s a bunch if gays but not really the radical kind and some people who definitely are somewhat trans but still battling their #internalized transphobia too much for what i would say to be well received #tired of being the most radical fucker in all the rooms i walk in it’s exhausting #making friends is hard also. in general #but i can’t help but feel looking genderweird and alt isn’t helping me (also i don’t do the first step lol that one’s on me)

[ne-umeyu-tancevat]

"i could fix him!!"

BITCH youre the one who broke him 😭😭😭😭😭

#psycho 1960 #psycho ii #anyways just finished psycho 2 and #first i was like ugh i wish i was her then i was like NEVERMIND literally reaping what u sow???????? #this is what you get??? and ur mom too??? #purposefully triggering normans mental illness ass #trying to walk it back but it was too late!!! #I WOULD HAVE TREATED HIM BETTER #->skewed ass view of what i will excuse in a character afjdnflkajsdnfklaj #i dont even actually hate her im just like GIRL u dumb as blocks to think any of this was a good idea in the first place #how are u a psych student and agreeing to this plan.... #bad move after bad move after bad move #but ah that is the tension after all #as if my fantasy of staying at the motel and wooing the guy who is clearly on an internal battle not to murder me isnt #exactly the actions of someone whos dumb as blocks #also i very much enjoyed psycho 2 although my sister absolutely hated it