#im happy with my gender but the gender envy i feel for her

[roslynvb]

WHAT ARE THEIR TOXIC TRAITS?

(GENDER NEUTRAL READER AS ALWAYS<3)

Mizu

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ pushes you away, overprotective

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚Mizu does not want to lose you, or get too attached. it’s a difficult decision for her and she hates herself for pushing you away so much

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚Mizu believes you would be better off, but she knows that she wouldn’t be.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚no matter how much you try to get her to open up, it’s going to take her a long time.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚Mizu feels as if anyone could take you from her, she can’t stand the thought of it.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚she worries about you, day and night. Whether you’re asleep next to her, or somewhere else with Ringo or Taigen.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚Mizu likes to keep her eye on you, or have someone she trusts with you.

TAIGEN

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚jealousy, envy

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚taigen loves you more than anything, seeing you talking with someone else no matter who it is, makes his heart feel all weird.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚although taigen knows that you wouldn’t cheat on him or any of the sort, he has his doubts.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚if you ask him about it or tell him to knock it off, he’ll bite back with a cocky remark, trying to keep his own ego up

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚taigen doesn’t like to know that you’re better at something that he is passionate about

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚he gets bitter, and works even harder to be better than you

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚he snaps whenever you tease him about something he’s passionate about when you’re better than him at that specific thing. Of course he doesn’t mean to be this way, he loves you. And is proud of you whenever you accomplish something. He can’t help it either way.

AKEMI

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚anger, ignores you, guilt trip

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚sometimes, akemis anger gets the better of her. She lashes out at you.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚akemi will ignore you when she’s angry, and will not come to you until she’s ready

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚which could be awhile..

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚if you even try to speak to her just for a second she will walk past you like your just a servant.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚if you do something that akemi does not like, she will use some kind of excuse to pull you away from it.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚she won’t go overboard as she has her own limits, but she’ll try to persuade you as much as she can.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚akemi was lucky enough to be with you, and she wants to take advantage of that. her father could never allow it, so she’s trying to be the best she can.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚she loves you, and can be overbearing sometimes, but she definitely has her good moments.

(HI POOKIES!! It’s currently 2 am and I am so glad I got this done😭 anyways I hope you guys are doing well…I lowkey can’t believe the amount of attention my writing has been getting and I’m so grateful for it…to those who celebrate, happy early thanksgiving!! HOPE YOU ENJOYED PLEASE SEND ME REQUESTS IM DYING)

#blue eye samurai #mizu #taigen #akemi #akemi blue eye samurai #taigen blue eye samurai #netflix #headcanon #mizu x reader #taigen x reader #akemi x reader #blue eye samurai x reader

[pinkrifle]

hear me out

reader is a girl n she meets princess kenny and she knows it’s just kenny, a guy but she constantly battles her sexuality over it—but eventually giving in and asking princess kenny out on a date, disregarding gender,, :3c this is gnn be a series cuz “ i aint writing allat” and nobody’s gnna read an entire 3 pages worth of this (realistically)

— tags: @trevvylovesspence

— ✦ heart to heart ♡

i stepped up to kingdom Kupa Keep to meet the newfound princess, princess kenny—never expecting her to be so majestic, beautiful, stunning, adorable.. what other words could i possibly use to describe this girl? it only makes sense how she was selected princess. boy do these people have taste,,

i started to play this new game with my class and my best friends, stan, kyle, cartman and kenny. so far i find it nice! i mean it’s kind of a better DND. but not for super-nerds. just regular nerds.

walking up to the *very beautiful* majesty i bow my head down slightly towards her, making sure i never took my eyes off (who would want to anyway :3) “hello, dear princess kenny!!” i greet her, smiling at her—fixing my hair to make sure i don’t look like a bum in-front of this adorable babe. “huhu! hello! i understand you know my name, but yours is?”

“ooh! im [namey name ;3] im sure evryone has told you, but your so elegant!” i remind her, staring into her beautiful deep purple eyes. i notice her brush off her dress, scoff and a tiny blush spread across her hooded face. “wh- well thank you! i actually don’t get that a lot, so i appreciate that :)” she retorts in an even softer tone from her normal confident and wavy voice, cupping her left cheek with her left hand.

“[namey name], why don’t you come over to my palace for some tea, if you wish?” princess kenny proposes a brilliant idea, i assume that’s a regular thing <3 “of course! i would be more than happy to spend an afternoon with Kupa Keep’s princess. :3” i silently-shriek out loud, watching all the people of the fellow kingdom stare at me in envy. “well for now, why don’t we take a walk?”

her big eyes bat her eyelashes and before i can answer wit an exaggerated yes she carefully gets up off of her throne, taking my hand in her soft, gloved, hand. i stare at her in awe and start gliding my feet along with hers across the ol backyard we stood in, i feel amazing with princess kenny with me.

it’s something i havent felt before, is it a lovely envy? is it admiration? it can’t be love, no way,, i just met this girl! i remind myself. the word girl stains my mind… girl girl girl girl. why am i feeling like this if we’re both girls? you know what.. that’s the least of my concerns, as far as i know it’s just kenny, not a real girl.

but why am i upset that he isn’t a “real girl”? i thought that if i let myself realize princess kenny was really a boy, my worries would set aside, but i only got more and more upset, confused :( i stare at the ground as i feel my body tug—“[namey name] is everything alright? what was with that sudden stop is the weather too cold?” she questions me, cara mia! how i love hearing her say my name. it’s like angels have come down from heaven and had graced me with their voice.

“oh, yeah i’m alright!i just had to think about a little something for a sec, we can continue now &lt;3” i reassure her, telling her she had nothing to worry about and i was fine with walking with her, hell i knew so well i was more than fine walking with her. “well i hope that something wasn’t making you upset! we can always do something else if you wish, you are the guest after all :)” she stops me in the middle of the sidewalk, taking my forearms into her hands—staring at me with innocent eyes. “wha?! of course not! but i would be open to do anything you want to!” i bluff. it was practically love at first sight with this girl! i couldn’t tell her how i feel right now..

as we keep walking we chat up a storm, playfully grabbing each others hands, giggling, blushing, looking away.. <;3 “huhu— [namey name]! such a flirt! who would have known a lady like you could be so charming!” she’d compliment me from time to time, making my cheeks heat up. “well look at you! who wouldn’t wanna charm such an eye candy of a prin,,,,” i’d wanna retort, but get cut off by elves swarming infront of us. “GET THE PRINCESS FIRST” i hear one of them yell, without a thought in mind i swoop princess kenny off her feet, bridal style and begin darting down the way we came.

picking up the pace i take my wand out of a pocket in my cloak and cast some spell at the top of my head, it knocks the elves back and i keep running with the maiden. huffing and almost out of breath i get back to Kupa Keep and alert the people that elves were coming to wreak havoc. setting the princess down behind a rather large tree as i hide with her i assume someone’s keeping watch of the stick. i yell to everyone that sit infront of us, rather far away from our hiding spot that the elves are coming.

“oh thank you, thank you [namey name]! for i could have gotten much more than hurt back there,,” she clamors, very faintly shaking with some sort of fear. “we’re gonna be alright princess, i promise you. these slimy elves can do nothing to your glowing kingdom.” i hesitate to say your, as i want to say our. but how could i be thinking of love in a striking time like this? who wouldn’t wanna think of loving a beautiful princess in a striking time like this.

as i hear one final shriek before the backyard goes silent, i look at princess kenny as she looks back at me. i nod and smile as i hold her even tighter, emerging from the tree. watching as a final elf gets dragged out, i set princess kenny down and we cheer in unison as everyone else in the kingdom follows along. princess kenny settles everyone down as she takes a hand and places it in my direction.

“everyone, i don’t think we would have gotten this done as fast as we did without the help of my lovely mage, [namey name].” she announces, and everyone looks at me as i have a short smile on my face, waving out to the kingdom.

UHHH THSI IS PART 1 MUEHEHE… I HOPE UUY GUYS ENJOYED!! i am so excited i finally got yhis out YIPEEEE

update log (u can ignore idk)

pdate one [writing]: 11:38 pm 6/4/23

upd8 two [finishing, publishing] 1:47 pm 7/4/23

#princess kenny #kenny mccormick #princess kenny x reader #kenny mcormick x reader #kenny mccormick x reader #south park #south park stick of truth #stick of truth #south park x reader #（✿ ◞◟）🫧 marj writes! ﹒

[wonderbutch]

genres and bands i listen to and how i got into them: an entirely too long useless list i made instead of sleeping

celtic punk

shoutout to the genre ever? i grew up listening to celtic punk literally since i was born. my dad sucks but his music taste does not. this genre is 32% responsible for my leftist punk attitude, which is ironic if you know anything about my father.

- the dropkick murphys: first band i can ever remember hearing. as a toddler i called them “the bastards”. still a favourite forever and everrr. their newish album “this machine still kills fascists” fucks HARD. the band will forever be a formative reminder of my working class upbringing in a miners family

- the rumjacks: late nights and early mornings in my dads car introduced me to this band. i really will tell me ma when i get home and i wont feel guilty about it

- paddy and the rats: one of the only celtic punk bands i actually discovered on my own. in 2018 i went on a sailing ship for a week and that got me rlly into celtic punk again LMAO. this band is so fucking good

emo/pop punk

i was 13 and tbh it was a phase but i still love listening to fob and mcr and sws

- my chemical romance: unironically i think i got into them through band memes

- fall out boy: literally just thru scrolling through youtube when i was 12

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- sleeping with sirens: this band shaped me as a person. kellin quinn the original gender envy. ohhh i miss this band sm

- all time low: a kid in my class in year 7 introduced me to all time low and ill remember him forever for it. hope youre well, jaiden.

- la dispute: got to see them live last year after @starcam413 got me into them! theyre kinda more screamo like sws but not in the same way as sws but definitely emo too

- set it off: this band is still SO GOOD. so fucking good oh my god. truly the fucking era

- the score: i was a greek mythology nerd as a kid (its my major now!) of course i listened to the score. i miss being 13 and listening to the score on youtube on my laptop at 3am so bad

folk punk

celtic punk and folk punk are very related, and i grew up listening to bands like the pogues and the violent femmes. is it really any wonder how i ended up Like This

- the violent femmes: as a child my dad would play country death song in the car. yes i am mentally ill and have daddy issues can you blame me????? (the song is literally about killing your daughter and then offing yourself)

- toby foster: really one of my proper introductions to the genre and what ultimately led me to discover bands like ajj and pat the bunny. found him on youtube through his song tennessee. i was 13 i think?

- pat the bunny: after toby foster i was completely hooked on the genre and of course ended up listening to the king himself, pat the bunny. your heart is a muscle the size of your fist is such a comfort song to me even now. it sucks he no longer makes music but im very happy he got sober!

- schmekel: im trans and punk of course i listen to schmekel. fantastic trans and jewish band that helped me a lot with my transness as a young teen

- mal blum: im counting his music as folk punkish, sue me. no idea how i got into them either. their song new years eve is the song i listen to on repeat every single new years eve, and i have yet to change this tradition. Help Me.

- the front bottoms: I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS. THEIR EARLIER ALBUMS ARE FOLK PUNK AS HELL. genuinely my favourite band ever. i can’t remember how i got into them but is how i ended up friends with @starcam413 (hi jon!)

- she/her/hers: sooo formative to me when i was 15/16 struggling with being trans.

- harley poe: ohh i love this guy so fucking much. why do i relate so much to a middle aged divorced man????

- days n daze: one of the most popular folk punk bands so i mean. Duh. sooo good i love them.

punk

- the sex pistols: listen. listen to me LISTEN TO ME. LISTEN. i dont even fucking like this band. in fact i despise it. but because my dad is an idiot, he loves this band and played it a lot when i was a kid.

- the queers: i think i heard them on a spotify playlist last year? big fan.

- the muslims: i believe this was recommended to me on reddit?? amazing black and brown queer band, i love it a lot

- tribe 8: im a lesbian with a complicated gender identity of course i listen to tribe 8. trans queer punk band that i listened to a lot when i was like 15 i think

- against me!: listened to them a lot when i was 15

new wave/post punk

got into this genre in 2022 and Hella into it late last year. blame paper girls brainrot.

- devo: got into them in 2022 thanks to an online friend hi ira 🌀 theyve never made a single bad song

- the cure: once again my dad showed me a lot of the cure when i was a kid and getting into music

- blondie: ….have you seen the batman and harley quinn movie….please dont make me say more. the first cassette in my collection is from this band!

- new order: one of my favourite bands right now. like most things for the last three years of my life, i got into this band because of a comic book. the tv adaption of paper girls features two new order songs and it got me absolutely hooked on this band.

rock/all that shit??

- danzig: once again you can blame paper girls for this

- bon jovi: also paper girls. i am obsessed with jon bon jovi’s hair in the 90s. gender envy as fuck

- queen: when i was 14 i found my grandpas mp3 player from the 2000s, he was a big fan of queen. i ended up putting all my music on the mp3 player and ive used it every single day since.

- billy joel: i was raised by my grandmother of course i listened to billy joel. played a lot on our old radio with my nans ipod when i was a kid. apparently my nan isnt even a big fan of him so i guess he was only formative to me lol????

indie

probably one of my most listened to genres just because. i have no reason. ive come to realise that most of my indie music taste is stolen from aura.

- girl in red: shoutout to discovering im a lesbian in 2017/2018 and to my best friend @vampoholica for introducing me to girl in red

- bastille: i love bastille sm icarus is such a good song and as a greek mythology kid i was so obsessed. bad blood youll always be famous to me

- mitski: oguhfhgh i dont know how i got into mitski but good lord. literally life changing.

- the smiths: fuck morrissey. i think this too was aura’s fault and i forgive them bc i love the smiths

- chloe moriondo: ahh the youtube ukulele era how i miss you

- alex g: i can’t remember how i got into alex g but i got into his music in 2022 and now im obsessed and unwell about him

- adrienne lenker: again this is aura’s fault and i am so fine with that. music sooo devastating it makes u wanna throw up and sleep forever

- elliott smith: i started listening to him because of simon vs the homo sapiens agenda

okay thats it thank u for reading this stupid post lol

#music #music genres #bands #emo #folk punk #new wave #post punk #celtic punk #punk

[helloanthy]

Just finished reading your transfem Saionji/transmasc Nanami & Anthy notes and I loved it so much. I wish there were more people discuss RGU from a trans lense/thinking about how RGU characters being trans would affect the narrative and help explore the already present under other lights themes (because I think that for what RGU's world and theme are it would jive well with trans themes and for discussing the community as a whole), and your notes were such a joy to read.

You captured the characters perfectly and transmasc Nanami has all of my heart I love him so much. I have been rotating the idea of a transmasc/gnc nanami into my head for a long time, but I never really realised how to articulate it, and I think you did a really great job with him.

Him envying Anthy for being able to wear a dress (even if it's the rose bride dress...) but at the same time fearing becoming what the rose bride dress actually is and just expressing all of those feelings into hate for Anthy not dressing like "a proper boy", UGHHHH I LOVED THAT CONCEPT.

Saionji still having flings with Touga despite the fact that he will never chase after her and hating Anthy because she's the only woman Touga shows "interest" in and actively "chases" after, while she's just another conquest for him, she's just like any other girl for him. Gut wrenching, absolute punch in the gut.

I never thought of female Touga and transmasc Nanami but I feel like a new entire world was open up to me, and it's an absolutely amazing concept.

I love how in depth you go with this vision of the characters, and his you dwell into real actual problems and experience that trans peps have and how society's cisheteronormative view has an effect on us.

Sorry for leaving this long ass ask, but I got some brainrot and I am prolly gonna write something about it and I wanted to express to you how much I Ioved reading your notes <3 <3 <3 <3

aaa im so happy u enjoyed them ! & i agree !! i also wish there were more discussion and trans exploration of RGU ! i agree so much that RGU's themes would mesh well with trans narratives which is why i enjoy them so much ... my friend said, that he thinks transgender headcanons enhance RGU's themes and help modernise the story as well one of the messages of RGU is that heteropatriarchy hurts everyone. including boys & men. but it was crucial to the impact & message of the story that the main characters and narrative struggles were of girls, because they suffer most under the patriarchy revolutionary girl utena was and IS still revolutionary, but it was still made in the 90s and has some blind spots. since people are becoming more aware of it now why not add explicit transness to the narrative ? [the trans AU i hold the closest to my heart is transfem anthy 🥹] im glad you agree with my character interpretations ! i actually dont feel like im good at characterisation [which is why i personally draw instead of write aaa so often i wish i could write things but they require much more skill] or do i think im that good at dissecting gender to be honest ... so im very happy to read your message and kind words ! pleeease dont be sorry for the ask i loved reading it and if you do end up writing trans RGUs i would love to read that aas well !!!!

#✉️ #genderbend cw

[ftm-radio]

okay this has been simmering in my brain since i started scrolling through my gender envy board a lot more than usual for my ask game, so I am making a post about it.

I kind of forgot how good & fun & inspiring gender envy can be???

like when you first see the term it kinda has negative connotations, dunnit? envy is not a very positive thing so it makes sense that gender envy, too, can be negative and harmful depending on how you frame it, how you internalize it.

but if you are able to get to a place where gender envy is focused more on what feels possible for you and less on the ways you may never measure up to the subject of your envy, oh man. ohhhh man.

it's amazing. it's joy. it's hope. it's MOTIVATION. it's smothering my executive dysfunction with a pillow so that I might finally bite the bullet and make a doctor's appointment like I've been wanting to for months.

I know it can be difficult to get to (and stay on) this side of gender envy. I've had plenty of days where I've only been able to see my gender envy through a bitter lens, and I'll probably have plenty more. but I have found ways to help myself out on any darker days that may arise.

I am fat. I have been fat—or chubby or husky or [insert another term to avoid saying f@t here]—for most of my life. I've also been self conscious about that for most of my life. I'm still pretty self conscious, but I'm more comfortable with myself now.

a big part of that is because I started seeking out people like me—fat men, fat trans mascs, fat queer people in general—after I saw a post saying something about gender envy only being about skinny white twinks. that post raised my awareness and allowed me to actually think about that, and it gave me the chance to try and change it for myself. i stopped putting these unrealistic & narrow standards on a pedestal in my mind, and it's helped!

i also feel that gender envy is healthiest and most helpful when it's used less as a tangible, defined finish line you need to cross to be happy and more as a... as an ingredient in the gender recipe you're cooking up.

is that a terrible metaphor? idk it feels promising. im gonna try and run with it.

when you're cooking or baking something, you use multiple ingredients and combine them all to make something that's a sum of all the parts. that's what I try to do when I dream up the person I want to be one day—this person's clothes, that person's haircut, his beard, her jewelry, their hairy belly—it's all heaped up in my mixing bowl alongside a big serving of ME. I'm not trying to replace myself with another person, I just wanna add some more fun gender flavors to the mix, y'know? 🧑🏻‍🍳🏳️‍⚧️

#does any of this make sense? idk i tried #it's been so long since i made a post like this i forgot how anxious it makes me about accidentally coming across as preachy lol #ftm radio #transgender #trans #ftm #trans masc #trans masculine #nonbinary #trans man #nonbinary trans man #nonbinary man #gender envy #long post

[heartslobbf]

thoughts on juri gender + juriori 🎤

so many thoughts. arguably too many. i have cherrypicked the ones i think are most interesting/original for you <3

i guess the thing with juri's gender is that she somehow manages to degender herself in the public eye, unless someone like ruka or shiori comes along and prods at her and makes everyone else realise how queer (in both senses) she is. also whilst i love butch juri truthers with my whole heart and think yall rock, she is a femme to me. bc i am a femme and juri is probably the rgu character i most relate to, which is cringe and lame but you know whatever. if i didnt relate to her i would probably be a butch truther too bc i am a butch lover first human second. i think it is her experiences with gender that most resonate with me, bc of how her gender and lesbianism are just. they are one and the same the venn diagram is a circle and it's just like Yeah. im an aromantic lesbian so whilst i have complicated feelings about Girls and have had a handful of teenage lesbian situationships that fucked me up, i dont Quite relate to juri's angst. that's not a critique of it whatosever, to be clear, because the purpose of art is not relatability, but im talking about how juri is relatable to me as a character so you know. you get it.

i have so much love in my heart for people whose fave is juri i really really do. probably because you are all lesbians and i love lesbians. my fave is anthy but a) you knew that already and b) she is also a lesbian and (imho) an aro-spec one at that. anyway you didnt ask about anthy so i prommy i wont talk about her anymore (lie). i also wont talk anymore about my aromantic readings of rgu (lie).

asking me about juriori is a fun one, because you might want a considered analysis of their relationship within canon, and you will get some of that, but you'll also get my unhinged ramblings about shipping culture. i feel i should disclose that by 'shipping culture' i mean shippy fandom antics and not, like, the presence of romantic relationships in rgu. that's super interesting and i have a lot to say about it, but what isn't super interesting to me is like.. committing a lot of time to intricately imagining the adult lives of rgu characters in monogamous amatonormative domestic relationships with one another, or whatever the hell. not juicy or nuanced or messy or interesting TO ME, an aromantic person who loves conflict, so you know. you (generally, not anon) do you, but it doesnt grip me personally. i DO enjoy fanart of the characters aged up and happy, for two reasons: the fashion, and the way that it's thematically consistent with rgu. it's like a glimpse at their future you know?? it's a glimmer of hope, or whatever.

ANYWAY, my hot juriori take is that i dont know if theyd work out as a romantic relationship, but i also wouldnt categorically say they wouldnt, because the whole point of the rgu ending is like 'fuck knows what'll happen, but you better fucking hope and you better believe in these characters' ability to choose for themselves and escape the trappings of the narrative'. whatever happens happens. this is of course problematic when i, as a writer, have occasionally attempted an rgu fic, bc im always like well fuck idk what juriori would be doing!! that's not for me to decide!! and it's like im literally writing this story it 100% is for me to decide and then i just get annoyed about the 'ethics' of writing rgu fic and get sad about forcing these kids into the narrative over and over and give up. im a normal person btw. i envy people who can write banger rgu fic more than anyone on the earth you guys are wizards to me.

juriori are also kind of funny to me bc all of their conflict stems from the cisheteropatriarchy of it all and how that's shaped their perceptions of themselves, each other and the wider world. like they are just the teenage lesbian situationship girlies and i think that's beautiful. just like me fr. you know for me personally, kiryuu sibling aficionado, it's quite nice to think about juriori and reminisce about my own teenage lesbian situationships as a kind of break from all of the Horrors. they're wonderfully (mostly) disconnected from akio in a way that just makes me skip with joy. that being said, if youve ever seen me talk about azure paler than the sky, you know it's one of my top ten episodes of the show and my favourite duel in the show and also, simply, fucking Agonising. i do think that juri episodes, visually, are some of the strongest in the show.

my other big juriori point that i wanna hit is that shiori is soooooooo noli me tangere for caesars i am coded. if youre unfamiliar with whoso list to hunt i know where is an hynde, what i'm trying to say here is that shiori loves to be hopelessly pursued because it's the only meaningful way she can exert power over others as a 'princess'. but princesses cant exert power over others by definition of being princesses, so she's really a witch. just like the deer in whoso list. but im normal about renaissance poetry, what i really want to say is how compelled i am by shiori's witchification and how oblivious so many people are to it when watching the show even though she's literally ourple. you know, the witch colour. and she's a reddish ourple!!! you know, red. the duplicitous bitch colour!!!!!

ourple is arguably also that colour in rgu, but i feel compelled to point out anthytougaisms at all possible opportunities. the anthy-touga-shiori triad is like. world's most concentrated source of internalised homophobia, machiavellian bull and general malintent towards people who sincerely love you. and i love them. especially shiori because truly why is she like that. like i know why she's like that but it's funny to marvel at how deranged she truly is. no one does it like her fr and i have so much love in my heart for her. i think the only rgu kids i actually actively dislike are ruka (still find him fascinating and compelling tho, he's a brilliant character and there is nuance to him. i also just despise him) and miki which is just a me thing. i am aware that it's funny i dont like miki for being a shit brother when i like touga, but you have to understand that my liking touga is complicated and he's only, like, my fourth favourite character when nanami is my second <3 love and light <3 also idk if ive ever said this anywhere but i genuinely love shiori and touga's relationship in aou, not because i think they're like? good together or whatever?? i think theyre both gay so you know whatever, i just find their interactions compelling and like. mannnn. it says so much about a character. the way that they both are around each other. very very interesting.

my final thing that i must assert as a shiori apologist is that she did nothing wrong <3 like if you didnt know that gay people were real and hated your own guts you too would be a java sparrow hurtling into a glass wall youre unable to see. episode 17 makes me feel like a wild animal. also yes i find juri more relatable and yes i think shiori's the more justified of the two, it's partially bc it's funny and also partially bc juri is mean to shiori!! she is!!!! she closes herself off emotionally and refuses even an ounce of vulnerability, for understandable reasons ofc, but then she gets SO MAD when shiori doesnt understand all her microexpressions and confess undying love to her about it. like be for serious juri. i really do love juriori with my whole heart and i think ive articulated why before in my dyke drama post about them. they just make me happy/agonised because i really do resonate in a way i never have with lesbian characters before. like i think juri's character in particular understands the nuances of being a lesbian in a way that just makes me, a lesbian, :)

#thank you for allowing me to ramble anon i hope this is of interest!! #i didnt wanna just like. talk about juriori in a way that would be rehashing other much better posts about them #so you get a ramble about fan reception and other crap <3 #anon #answered #rgu

[sev-wildfang]

Hi might be a bit awkward to say but I wanted to tell you that reading about Reah and Tabitha helped me deal with a lot of awkwardness surrounding my gender identity. Often times I feel like I'm not butch "enough" to call myself butch, but reading about Reah and Tabitha helped me realize that there's a lot of traits I don't want to change myself that are shared by other butches or even actively desired (both from a gender envy and a sexual standpoint) by other people, which I think is cool and has made me a lot more comfortable with myself. I like Reah because she's kind and gentle and strong in her own way but she's also sensitive and very loving. I see a lot of traits I want to embody as a young butch in her and I really like that. I also think Tabitha is fantastic, as it's really interesting to read about a character who has such an intimate relationship with butchness despite not being butch herself, and the line from Tabitha about her body already being good enough to Lucifer? That really stuck with me, and it's something I want to embody myself. My body is already good enough to be whatever gender identity I want to be now or even potentially in the future! I love both Reah and Tabitha a lot. Anyways wow! That ramble ended up being weirdly a lot. In order to break the awkwardness, a real (but silly) question: How many shirts do you think Reah has gotten destroyed by accident? And were any of them actually Tabitha's?

1) thank you for telling me this, it's not weird at all - im even gonna say you made my day a lot brighter by telling me! im happy my gayass comic was able to give you this confidence boost. being butch is a nuanced and often complicated experience that a lot of ppl online seem to try to condense into something very simplified and rigid.... it took me a lot of playing it by ear to figure out too. thats kind of a reason why Reah is written the way she is and why i give Tabitha the kinda lines she has. theyre my personal contribution to what i think being a butch can be 🥰

2) lets see... theres at least 3 that you can see in canon (in the train wreck after Crescendo, by Watcher's sickle-staff in Nocturne, and by the gatling gun in Toccata) and you can take my word for it that at least a handful of similar incidents were handled entirely shirtless because of this tendency. since Tabitha's usual clothes are technically sorcerous constructs made from hair (yes, bayonetta reference), they dont exactly get ripped unless something actively disrupts her magic - she can get a little careless with her butch's clothes tho. those nails are no joke! rip and tear!

[cnfsd-bisexual]

I didn't really like Michael distortion much when he was first introduced, but I'm a few episodes into season 5 and I miss him so damn much. Every episode since Helen distortion appeared and stopped Michael from killing Jon I'm like "BRING HIM BACK". Idk, I feel like he'd just be having mad fun with Jon in season 4

#that being said i love helen #im happy with my gender but the gender envy i feel for her #helen distortion #for prime minister 2k21 #the magnus archives #michael distortion #jonathan sims

[dirt-grub]

simpathy sympathy for the devil

(eyestrain-y alt color palettes under the cut because yeah) 

(they yellow is my favorite)

#dan vs but he got the promotion to become satan's official underling. thats it send tweet #smh my head... gay people be drawing... #*marge simpson averting her eyes meme* #i be loving evil satanic imagery what can i say... literally that whole ep i was like PLEASE show us demon dan please #also the curse of an artist that i can design sick fucking boots like this but not own them... fuck</3 #connor creates #dan vs #i actually love this i might make one of these my pfp it was a total accident this came out cool #im back to firealpaca sort of because like whenever i open photoshop i feel PRESSURE #so i was doodling and autopilot brain polished it up and i was like woah!!! cool #also cool that im a good enough artist now i can give myself gender envy HKDASJ #i want two things right now so fucking bad: sick ass boots and facial hair goddamit #anyways idc that my dan vs art gets way less notes than everything else it makes me happy!!! agh!!!! #eyestrain under cut

[creepingtranquility]

a lil doodle to embody my feelings about a certain itty bitty zombies birthday art because i cannot recover from it at all holy shit i love my little zombie daughter so much i cant stop looking at it without crying

#genshin impact #aether is slowly sliding down while crying about baby. because thats how i feel and i like to project onto traveler #lot of gender envy towards aether n lot of love for xiao but thats not important rn whats important is Qiqi #she was my first 5 star character and im just so happy having her. everything about her is great #she is all-around a precious character. she attacc. she heal. i cannot stop crying man. #sorry i dont have coherent thoughts rn i only have love for my baby

[vive-la-revolution]

having a transfem friend as a transmasc is literally so fucking awesome

here’s a few excerpts from some of our conversations (i’ll put her in pink and me in blue) (not bc of “gender roles” or whatever but just bc no other combination was aesthetically pleasing lmao)

“i’m taking tit donations from my transmasc and enby friends” “TAKE THEM PLEASE I DONT WANT THEM”

“so you know that tiktok sound that goes AAAA TESTOSTERONE IM A MAN or some shit? yeah i’m trying to work that into my brain for energy since i have access to it” “and i don’t *peace sign* let’s trade”

“lowkey the only reason i’d want to join track would be so i would have an excuse to shave my legs and wear short shorts” “yeah that would likely be the only reason i wouldn’t want to join track”

“i can’t open this water bottle dammit” “here let me use my man strength”

“you look like a lesbian with your sleeves rolled up like that” “why thank you”

“my hair is now long enough to tie up and i can’t decide whether that makes me happy or dysphoric” “hey look we’re matching now though :)”

“this feels like the ending to some movie or whatever. the brother/sister duo in the frame with a slow zoom-out” “pfft yeah”

“well [teacher name] said that we’re not allowed to read the opposite gender. well we’re both already breaking that rule” “hell yeah we are”

*the intensity of getting constant gender envy from the other but not wanting to say it in fear of making the other dysphoric*

#LITERALLY ITS SO COOL WE MAKE ALL THESE TRANS JOKES AND CONFUSE TF OUT OF OUR CIS FRIENDS #mtf ftm solidarity #trans things #lee.txt #friendposting #transposting

[oriigirii]

💞 MC is a Genshin Simp 💞

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{ AN: Omg! This is my first ask so thank you anon (๑ↀᆺↀ๑)/!! This is such a vibe too haha, I hope you like it! } Warnings: None [Maybe Refs and Chars you wont get if you dont play Genshin Impact] * Probably a bit OOC too *

Reader: Gender-Neutral [Default]

( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)

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< Genshin Impact was a game that took the human realm by storm, with its open-world gameplay, its competitive PvE and aesthatic settings, it was truly something that captured you the moment the beta was announced. Although, as with any Gacha games, you weren’t only attracted to the world and its setting.

No no.

The characters were truly the main eye candy of the game. You’d been worried that when you had been sucked into Devildom, you wouldn’t be able to access the game due to, yknow, realm differences, but luckily that wasn’t the case thanks to Levi, and hence why the moment it dropped, you had been spending your life savings simping for characters on every banner.

Yknow theres handsome bois in devildom too... Theyre just kinda waiting for you to put your game down for a moment and kinda notice em ～((Φ◇Φ)‡ >

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ฅ⁽͑ ˚̀ ˙̭ ˚́ ⁾̉ฅ Lucifer

He usually doesn’t mind you playing games

Although, He would’ve preferred if you didn’t cause you kinda need to focus on your studies yknow?

But hey he’s not stopping you

Usually you would stay with him as he works, but he can’t seem to focus with you constantly begging beside him

Small little ‘please’ would be heard every now and then, and a sudden look of disappointment would show on your face.

He tried to ignore it, even giving little cues for you to quiet down, like clearing his throat

You didnt seem to pick up the hint though

He was just about to ask you what you were doing in the first place that has you praying beside him (which is hella rude) but your scream of happiness has him a little more irked and kinda taken back

“LUCIFER! I GOT HIM! LOOK LOOK I GOT HIM!”

You show him the screen showing your pull results

The character held a giant claymore with bright red hair

Before he can get another word in, you snatch your phone back and just sigh as if youd just had a heavenly (ironic) experience and mumble

“I seriously love him, Im so happy...”

Bro same though, Diluc pls come home

You were truly one of a kind, because youve just managed to break the Avatar of Pride’s... well.... Pride.

Did he just get cucked by a man in a video game?

Truly outrageous.

He seems to scoff and holds back a bit of an eye roll as he tries to focus back on his work

But boy oh boy, his salt is high

“If you are going to be causing a ruckus MC, May i suggest you doing it with Levi instead, I have no time for such games. I dont see why youre so caught up in such a character anyways, he looks quite basic.”

His words were sharp, and that was enough to shake you out of your fangirl/boy mode.

You were literally ready to fight the first born, a literal fucking fallen angel, for dissing Diluc like that

like

how dare

But then you notice how he seems to avoid your gaze and a small little red tint was on the tip of his ears.

Lucifer wouldve wanted to see you that happy with him, but no, a game character steals that spotlight.

Angey.

Instead of being intimidated by the sudden coldness, you giggle and finally close your phone and set it aside

You can continue celebrating and bragging about it later, for now, you wrap your arms around his arm and give him a small smooch on the cheek, which definitely makes him blush a tad bit

“Awww Luci dont be like that, Yknow I love you more”

Potential apocalypse has been diverted

But Lucifer does smile the smallest of smiles as he sighs, finding it silly to really get jealous over such a small thing and says

“I love you too, my dear... but you do have to make up for distracting me from my work...”

Well you kinda deserve it, so it wasnt long before both his work and your phone had been ditched

( After a while you do kinda see him quite similar to Diluc and it just makes you smile everytime you think about it, seems you have a thing for the strict cold men huh?)

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Σ(‘◉⌓◉’) Mammon

Why you simping for a fictional character when you already have him?!

He’s your first man!

Your homie!

“Yeah well hes my first 5* so can you blame me?”

S A D N E S S

But for real, this man is just so clingy

He has heard from Levi that you were playing a new game from the human world, and of course, he had wanted to see what it was about by watching you play.

But since it was quite grind-heavy gacha game, he grew a bit bored and asked you to come with him to hang out somewhere else, or even go to the casino and gamble his money away cause he just got goldie back

But no matter what he suggests, you were just so focused on your grinding.

He’d prefer a different kinda grinding right about now with how lonely he is, ya feel me?

But no, you still werent interested.

“Oi! Cmon MC, whats even so important about this?”

“I already told you Mammon, Im grinding for primogems from the event! Theyre gonna be gone soon and I just HAVE to get them! Ugh I swear to Diavolo, if I dont, Imma cry! I didnt get him on their first banner too... ugh!”

Wait no--

Cmon he doesnt want you to cry!

Mammon kinda stays silent for a bit as he watches you struggle to fight the monsters with your low level team, frustration growing on your face.

But as you finish, Mammon seems to snatch your phone

“Hey! whats the big deal Mammon?!”

“Shut up and show me where the store is geez”

Mammon’s demands kinda surprises you and you raise an eyebrow at him, but you do show where it was, and sit back for a while as Mammon just fiddles around with it. You werent sure what he was doing honestly, was he interested? Did you say anything that made him act this way? All you talked about the game was the gacha system so--

oh…

OH

“Mammon! Wait you dont have to---”

“There! I got you as much primo things, or whatever theyre called”

He already has tossed you your phone back and he crossed his arms, looking away as the red blush covers most of his cheeks.

You look at your phone and you honestly felt your heart speed up and stop at the same time at the amount of primos on your account, it was enough for a full 180 pull! If you dont get the limited character on the first 50-50, you have another shot!

You felt your own heart speed up and your face burn so hard, but you do mumble him a quick “But... But why though?”

“Cuz! If you start cryin’ Lucifer’s gonna beat my ass! Dont think I did it for you, you human! I just dont want him taking away Goldie again!”

“But I thought this was your gambling money, isnt it?”

“w-well!... I mean... Hmph.. Gachas kinda like gambling right?, I know Lucifers gonna hang me if he catches me in the casino again anyways, so I thought I might as well just do this... with you...or whatever...” Hes dying, help

But so are you!

Hes too fucking cute and you just glomp him and just hug him as tight as you can!!

Flusterred boi 100

But you do spend you afternoon on his lap, both of you rolling the full 180 in excitement, whether you get that boi/gal you simped for on the banner or not, you still were happy to spend some time with Mammon

He doesnt mind losing a bit of cash for you

but you do promise to pay him back (maybe with a few kissy)

But to be honest, Gacha probably will help him with his gambling addiction...

kinda...

He doesnt go to casinos anymore but he does whale with you now

Lucifer has such a mix feeling with these results.

But he still confiscates Goldie and your card on the end, yall need to chill.

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ヽ(。_°)ノ Leviathan

He probably wasn’t even interested on the game at first

He already has enough games to play, and it just looks like another rip off of some other game he saw not too long ago with that elf looking guy

But when you came to him asking for his help to get the game, you bet your ass that he felt a switch click

Suddenly it was incredibly interesting!

You do share your interests to him almost immediately

By interests, of course i mean the peeps you simp for

The sexy ara ara in the library of mondstat, the pirate looking ass of the guards, the pirate looking ass’s brother thats a wine owner and still highkey reminds you of Lucifer, the demon slayer--- You were actually unsure if you should talk about Xiao but hey hes cool

You explain it all!

From their lore to their voice lines and whatever

But honestly what do you expect from the Avatar of Envy?

Of course hes gonna be a bit jealous! He cant compare to any of these characters! Hes not as witty as that eye patch man, hes not as sophisticated as that red head, hes not as flirty as that ara ara either!

As you go on, you notice that Levi was kinda... half listening....

It made you pout, but then, it made you worried

Uh-oh you know that look

its that, ‘im overthinking’ look

So to snap him out of it, you kinda grab his face as gently as you can

“Need Grimm for your thoughts?”

He flushes and he immediately looks away, but you usher him to look at you as you coo and ask him whats wrong

It takes a bit till he kinda explains to you how hes feeling

In your relationship, you both were practicing being more open with each other, hence why you were proud of Levi for saying it

but you did feel kinda sad and frowned as he finishes explaining

“You... feel jealous?”

“Ugh d-dont say it out loud normie....”

He covers his face with his arm and you just cant help but shake your head with a fond smile, but you do need to address this and comfort him.

“Levi... when you fanboy about Ruri chan, did you ever think she was better than me?”

Your question made him frown and look at you in absolute worry

Did you actually think that you were below Ruri chan?

Of course hes an absolute simp for Ruri but.. cmon

Now that he thinks about it, he does talk about her a lot doesnt he? oh no...

“MC O-Of course not! I love Ruri chan yes, but you... I... I Love... you more...” Levi exe do be dying

But you smile at his response and gently kisses his cheek

“I think thats sweet Levi... But thats how I am too... Youre still better than any of these characters, youre real and they arent, youre mine and I am yours~ Youre my personal 5 star!” You wink at him and Levi just dips

his heart couldnt handle the cuteness and he died, ladies and gentlemen

but for real he did pass out

Must be from all the blood on his head from the blush

But ah, he does get it, and after being showered with love from you, He kinda slowly got over his jealousy

its not immediate but with simple reassurances, you can manage to reel him in and have fun with you

He does end up enjoying the game cause he gets to spend time with you, and he gets to show off when events happen 

He also goes out of his way to memorize locations for materials for you, and when youre sick or busy, he pilots your account

true gamer

But ironically enough hed probably start simping for a character too and of course, you both start bonding over that, which just makes Levi absolutely happy

I wonder if hed simp for Barbara, she is an idol afterall like Ruri chan

Probably lowkey for now

Afterall she looks like a minor so-----

( I dunno i searched shes 16-18 lol )

But regardless, I can imagine you both just cosplaying each others fav characters too

Its a wack looking ship cosplay but yall just simp for each other cause of it, its pretty fun but the rest of the brothers just finds it hella weird

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I only have energy for these 3 as always, Im sorry! But i promise Ill do the rest!! I hope you guys do enjoy, and Id love some feedback on the characters personalities cause I know they can be a bit Ooc, But feel free to send me an ask! Im pretty open lol 〜(￣△￣〜)

#Obey me #Obey me x reader #Obey me x mc #Obey me shall we date #obey me Mammon x reader #Obey me Lucifer x reader #Obey me Leviathan x reader #Obey me fanfic #Obey me HCs #anon request

[strawbfairyy]

MASHblr Census pt 9: Characters & Relationships

(as usual, let me know which answers you do or don't want to see next (here is the post with all of them) and/or feel free to send me any thoughts you have about it :) i'm nearing the end of this, so if there are any cross-sections you want to see (ie, which age group tends to be drawn to which characters, etc) let me know as well!)

which characters do you feel most drawn to in mash?

Hawkeye: 59

Radar: 35

Klinger: 27

Margaret: 21

BJ: 21

Mulcahy: 20

Trapper: 12

Charles: 11

Kellye: 9

Sidnay: 8

Henry: 7

Potter: 6

Ginger: 2

The nurses, generally: 2

Frank: 1

which platonic relationships/dynamics do you feel most drawn to?

HawkMarg: 16

Found Family trope, generally: 6

Henry & Radar: 5

Potter & Radar: 4

Hawkeye & BJ: 4

Hawkeye & Radar: 2

Klinger & Radar: 2

Swampmates s4-11 (Charles, Hawkeye, & BJ): 2

Hawkeye, Margaret, & BJ: 2

Hawkeye, Margaret, & Trapper: 2

Margaret & Charles: 2

Hawkeye & Trapper: 2

Hawkeye & Mulcahy: 1

Sidney & Mulcahy: 1

Mulcahy & Klinger: 1

Hawkeye & Charles: 1

Hawkeye, Charles, Bj, & Margaret: 1

Margaret & BJ: 1

Margaret & her nurses: 1

Trapper & kids: 1

which romantic relationships do you feel most drawn to?

Hunnihawk/Hawkbeej/Beejhawk (Hawkeye/BJ): 31

Piercentyre/Traphawk (Hawkeye/Trapper): 17

Punnihawk (Hawkeye, BJ, & Peg): 6

Hawkmarg (Hawkeye/Margaret): 4

Hawkeye & happiness: 3

Henry/Klinger: 2

Hawkeye/Honoria: 1

Hawnk (Hawkeye/Frank): 1

Hawkeye/Charles: 1

Hawkeye/Mulcahy: 1

Houlifield: 1

Margaret/Trapper: 1

BJ/Peg: 1

some of my favorite answers:

"Trapper is life. F $&* BJ." (someone REALLY hates bj lmao)

"Almost all of the guys in this show are a better dad than my dad, in one or multiple ways."

"I feel the most gender envy towards Potter so thats...yeah. And of course Hawkeye. Hawkeye Hawkeye Hawkeye. I also want to protect Klinger like a little baby chicken. people who make fun of his nose...im coming for you."

"the underrated cosmic goddess of the show: Nurse Kelleye. My friends and I have an ongoing drinking game -- last person to point at the screen and shout "KELLEYE" when she appears (even in the background), takes a drink."

"Way too into father Mulcahy"

note: i would be super interested in comparing some of these answers with other demographics like age, sexuality, how long you've been into mash, which seasons you prefer, etc. it seems like people who are more involved in "mashblr" care more about bj & shipping in general. i would also love to poll people on which ship names they use because it seems like hunnihawk has been taken over by hawkbeej/beejhawk, and same with piercentyre & traphawk. if you have any commentary on.....all this, please feel free to let me know!

pt 1 (sexuality) // pt 2 (age) // pt 3 (tumblr) // pt 4 (watching mash) // pt 5 (seasons of mash) // pt 6 (discovering mash) // pt 7 (posting on mashblr) // pt 8 (other interests) // pt 10 (MASHblr friendships) // pt 11 (MASHblr community) // pt 12 (popular bloggers)

#mash #mash census #mashblr census #m*a*s*h #m.a.s.h #mash 4077 #tv: mash #tv: m*a*s*h #mashblr #cc talks

[doomslayer66]

Hello! I’ve been questioning my gender for a few months now (I’m AFAB) and I don’t really know if I’m trans or not. I’m fine with being referred to with she/her pronouns and I’m ok with being a woman. He/him pronouns don’t feel that much different than she/her pronouns for me and I also feel bad when people group me in with girls and say things like “looks like it’s all girls here tonight” and call me a woman. When I wear dresses and more feminine revealing things I feel like crying and like I’m not myself. That feeling goes along with full faces of makeup too (a little is fine).

When I watch transmasc tiktoks I feel really happy and excited. I would love to not have periods and have male genitals, also if it were up to me I would have chosen to be AMAB. I lean toward dressing masc/androgynous but I’m not sure how I feel about short hair. I wouldn’t mind having more facial and body hair too. As a kid I always hung out with the boys and I love feeling like one of the boys, it hurts whenever someone points out that painful divide between me and the guys and that I’m a girl so Im different from them and that I won’t ever be fully included due to my gender. As far as physical things go, I get happy when I wear boxers and pack and bind. I have fairly small boobs but I still don’t like it when I see them, but that could just be me being cis and said about my small chest. I think that having girl parts is weird and I’d rather have male genitals because then I wouldn’t have a period, I could pee standing up, and I could reproduce with male organs.

At school and in public, I will look at guys and think ‘I wish I looked like you’, there aren’t any other feelings like attraction or wanting to be their friend, its mostly just envy. Also since the start of puberty I haven’t been able to look at myself naked in the mirror or just looking at myself in general. Recently I’ve noticed how curvy I am due to my hips and it makes me feel bad. It gets complicated when I try to imagine myself in a relationship or me later in life. I can imagine myself as a woman in a lesbian relationship and in a straight relationship, but I can also imagine myself as a guy in a straight relationship. I can’t tell if my ‘dysphoria’ is just me hating myself or of it really is gender related. All I know is that it’s there almost always, there aren’t ever any days where I look at my chest and don’t wish that I couldn’t see it.

Sorry, I know that my thoughts are all over the place in this post, I’m just really unsure of myself right now. Thank you in advance for the help :)

[smndragon]

Hello!! This is Dazzle Tarot but that blog is my secondary so it shows my primary blog username :(

Please feel free to call me Suki!!

Gender: Girl/Woman

Pronouns: she/her/hers

Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual

Initials: BDS

And just to clarify, I would like to request for a (f.6.)!!

I honestly don't have any rants about my love life because I'm single like a pringle since birth. There were definitely multiple chances when I could've gone into a relationship, but I felt really uncomfortable and cautious. I feel like I'm very selective on who I let into my "inner circle," so naturally, it was hard for me to think of going into a relationship with someone because then I would have to share a lot of personal things and I don't like doing that when I don't know someone that well.

Thank you so much for doing this game!! It sounds very fun hehe :)

+ Ooh yes of course!! I'm aware that I need to do one for you and one for the other person that's partnering with you. Thank you answering back on my reblog!!

Hii! Talking to you was amazing and I really wanna give you more than this so💀 if you want more just ask. It's partially me being unfair I know but dam your energy is immaculate.

I didn't see any clarification of fs or other so I'm guessing any/random. I DON'T DO THIS OFTEN THIS MAY SUCK ASS

I saw green and envy, this could be something where someone has loved your fire at a young age or time. Middle school or elementary. "Happiness is a butterfly/happiness was a butterfly". A french name or word I can't pick up on or spell properly from my mind. Bouch smth or bougie smth. I see a lot of fire energy. People are mostly attracted to your hips/waist/love handles. You bring new and exciting energy to all of the people who have fancied you. You also have a jealous personality possibly, or some of the people who have liked you have. This is a great turn on to them and even future relationships, you may want to watch that habit though because one I see doesn't much like that. I see some blood kinks or something related to that. It's honestly kind hard to read for this lemme think. I see some kind of ocean somewhere, you may like public sex in private areas or when you're at risk of being caught, I feel some people pick up on that, like a desire you refuse to acknowledge but truly want with someone. The intimacy of not caring. People like your laugh, while sometimes they'd call it weird they find it hot, for others it annoys them so much they just want to makeout with you right then and there, holding your face so tight all they can hear are your moans and whines. People experience a feeling of euphoria around you, a found pride and happiness that may go close to the lower area immediately. People may assume you're gay at times lol, I see some women here. Idk what to really say lol, it seems wherever you go you bring the sun of lust and pleasure with you. Something that your admirers can't stand the thought being restricted from. The embrace and feeling of having you for even a night. I see a few one stand people, they just wanna go and leave but they know you can't get into something like that and you don't deserve it. People like when your sarcastic side comes out too, it makes a few hot and bothered for unknowns reasons. Istg some people just want you to breath in their face or step on their stomachs. If you have a likeness for singing then you may wanna do it more often, if you don't but want to then maybe get started cause a whole love life may come with this and performing somewhere. I see pools of that liquid which we don't speak of that makes babies. Some are attracted to your ass honestly, imagining using it to their fullest fantasies and lying with it close to their bodies. I feel you may have been friend once or twice there lol, or somewhere else which was not okay at all due to consent reasons I JUST REALIZED IM SEEING GF TOMORROW.

You walking comes to mind a lot, just simply walking. That's all. That turns people on my god girl you go shit. I feel you may have issues with your image but you're more beautiful then ever in other people's eyes. Okay nonsexual time cause for some reason I can't get clear lol. It just feels like you always manage to make people surprised or question. Making them curious and anxious. Have you ever noticed people who have shaky hands or are messing with their hands talking or near you? Yeah. Those people can't handle your amazing presence. You look back and they get so caught you may catch them staring for longer than intended. I feel a few actually had a few dirty dreams about you while trying to focus. The way you get stuck in someone's mind makes them almost go crazy, begging themselves to speak to you to calm the thoughts. Many refuse though, intimidated and worried you'd not be interested or don't deserve someone like them but much more.

You are a light my love, that's all I see is true. Wearing shorter and more fitting clothes is hot to others, though the baggy style makes you look cute and they love it when it catches around your wrist. Others want you to be confident, I sense many people who are energy pick ups around you. They see when you struggle and no matter how intimidating you are they try to help or wish to. If you have a birthmark or beauty mark people like seeing it, they think it's gorgeous against your skin.

I'm out lol I'm so sorry if you want more feel free to ask I feel this wasn't satisfying enough

[benlim]

[ metawin opas-iamkajorn, 22, genderfluid ] the local papers have reported that ARTHIT WONGNAKHON is in town. please give them a warm noosa welcome! they have been in town for TWELVE YEARS now. i read they are originally from BANGKOK, THAILAND. i also heard they are SANGUINE & ABSTRACTED. although, that doesn’t really surprise me. the writers has also whispered to me that they are a FREELANCE EDITOR, who knew?

henlo... it’s f again with my second bb! i didn’t proofread this either but i’ll do it after i get some sleep. you can find some of their wanted connections at the bottom! if any of those interest you, feel free to im me or LIKE this post and i’ll come to you, you know the drill!

&. basics

full name: arthit wongnakhon

nicknames: art, artie

age: twenty-two

pronouns: he/him, they/them

orientation: panromantic/sexual

relationship status: single

race/ethnicity: thai-chinese

date of birth: 9 august 1998

place of birth: bangkok, thailand

&. more basic info

languages: english, thai, mandarin

religion: secular buddhism

occupation: student, freelance editor

drinks, smokes & drugs: yes / no / no

&. family info

father: hua wongnakhon (deceased)

mother: savika chirativat 

siblings: unnamed step-siblings, NPC

&. appearance

height: 6′1″

tattoos: n/a

piercings: n/a

faceclaim: metawin opas-iamkajorn

&. personality

zodiac sign: leo sun, pisces moon, aries rising

mbti: entp-a (the debater)

likes: rainbowcore, coffee, rain, sunsets, astrology, superheroes, marvel movies, jigsaw puzzles, people who are nice to them, public displays of affection

dislikes: their step-family, waking up early, cheaters, mean people, heat and humidity, shows that kill off their gay characters, clowns, mimes, puppets

love language: words of affirmation, acts of service

hobbies: editing, making powerpoint slides (not only for educational purposes), baking, cooking, decorating, they recently picked up on diys, love creating just about anything

fears: being alone, being abandoned, large bodies of water, developing a disease

5 positive traits: ardent, innovative, magnanimous, selfless, vibrant

5 negative traits: abstracted, defensive, emotional, prone to envy, petty

other mentionable details: generalized anxiety disorder, possible borderline disorder

&. backstory

art was born in bangkok to a young couple and their childhood was relatively calm and decent. being the only child most of their life, they had a great relationship with both of their parents. the wongnakhon were not a well-off family but they were happy and that truly was all that mattered to art.

young art was only nine when they were shocked by the unexpected and devastating death of their father due to a sudden cardiac arrest and everything started to gradually go downhill from there. 

barely even a year later, their mother savika introduced them to a wealthy and successful entrepreneur with two children whom she would wed a few months later. shortly after, they moved to their mother’s new husband’s hometown in queensland, australia. art had a hard time adjusting from the move and it caused a lot of anxiety and turmoil in them.

their mother’s marriage with the man had put a strain on their relationship. with him and his kids constantly patronizing them and savika blindly taking her new husband’s side, it just made things a lot worse. 

once art enrolled into uni and had saved up enough to rent their own place, they wasted no time in packing up and leaving their family home. they moved into a 3-room residence in noosa with two other housemates whom they love very much and now consider their bfflz (def a wanted connection, im me if interested!)

&. wanted connections (open to any gender)

best friend: this is the person who helped art get adjusted to living in australia when they moved here years ago. they hit off quite well and have been inseparable ever since. ride-or-die energy 10/10 would hide dead bodies for one another

childhood friend: so maybe they knew each other back in bangkok and had lost contact after art and their mom moved to queensland but they somehow ended up meeting again in noosa? and though they’d spent more time apart than together, it’s like nothing’s changed and they connected p quickly? gasp soulmate tingz

frenemy: you know how first impressions matter? maybe these two started off on the wrong foot when they first met and have been at each other’s throats since then and would bicker just about everything and anything but they actually lowkey enjoy each other’s company and probably pick fights just so they can interact lol 

flirtationship: kind of like a will they won’t they relationship they swear they’re just friends when asked but do friends casually exchange compliments gives cuddles and hold hands???  they’re just 2 super affectionate and lonely people with so much love and affection to give leave them alone

sibling figure: they’re an only child their step-siblings don’t count ok so it would be nice for them to have someone to look out for and vice versa in noosa, y’know? i give this person full permission to call art out on their bs at any time, they deserve it

EVERYTHING ELSE. really. exes, booty call, tinder date gone wrong, enemies, crushes, etc. i’m open to everything and anything! 

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