#im gonna tell yall about september 2019

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How i met my crush..

SO. Story time for people who actually enjoy these! I am a nineteen years young woman, sounds young but i swear im very matured for my age. Anyways. I work at wally world as a personal shopper. Love it. Best job i could ask for. Ive been working there for about two years now, first did night shift (11-8) but now i work mornings (6-3). I started in 2017. Its currently 2019. Well when i first started i was in a very SERIOUS relationship, well at least on my end. I was trying to get us to fix everything (cheating , not caring ) thats a whole other story in itself. Either way my relationship was complicated, but i was still very much in love on my end. I started in September 17’ but there is this guy who started working in my department around February of 18’. (Im not gonna say the real name just in case so we are gonna go with he or him lol) anyways, when he first started i trained him a bit, at first i thought he looked hreat from the outside but again my heart was with another so i really didnt think nothing of it, my body really pushed those thoughts away. While training him i asked a lot. I learned about his old job and how he is as a person. And what he wants in the future, how he is with other people. I learned a lot and i felt something I automatically pushed away bc of what i thought i had with my partner at the time. While working the night shift with him for a couple months, i learned so much more. About his past relationships about himself as a person , how he deals with others, how he jokes, laughs, how he does so much. I was starting to fall hard but he went to the morning shift bc of school and i let go again. My body and mind pushed away. But now its 2019 and since January of this year ive been working 6-3 everything was good until about a month ago ive been falling hard again. Now im not with that past partner and im looking so now my body is just craving everything about him. I would love to tell him how i feel but i cant handle rejection lol. Even just being closer friends, i just want him to be apart of my life, he is such an awesome person who looks at life so amazingly. I need that in my life. Sooo i need advice please message me or anything i meed advice yall.

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