#im gonna go nuts now

[pugakern]

HIS TIME IS NOW

#meme #cotl #cotl meme #cult of the lamb #cotl narinder #Im abouta go nuts reblogging cotl fanart on my alt blog #your warning is now #lol #gonna have posts queued up for like two weeks #lets goooo #random stuff

[hauntedpearl]

pyromaniac dean au always on my damn mind bc i saw this post by @autisticandroids and my brain went hmmm what if Lisa and Ben were in the pyromaniac au. and like yes okay technically i thought we were doing like a s1 thing but also this is an au so who cares no rules.

anyway. what if in between John dying and Jess murder there was like this small period of time when dean did kind of stop setting people and things on fire, but like it didn't stick and also Lisa and Ben were involved probably possibly. like v close to canon parallel. i am still thinking about why he would stop the arson, even temporarily. but I think he should. I think cas should also have started stalking him at this point!!! this is p much fully reassembling the fic events but also MMM IT'S GETTING MORE FUN I THINK!

thinking out loud again. and like with Ben it was a) dean going insane about protecting ben from hunting to the point that he is john-like with him for the opposite reasons — normal parental overcorrection in people I think tbh w you. and b) he did inadvertently cause whatever harm befell those two and then he had to, like, functionally murder them and then he just kept going like that.

w my arsonist dean, it really is just all about control and trying to ground yourself in some version of reality when you're coming unmoored. he has an obsession with fire from a young age and sets controlled fires bc he's fucked up about fire and what not having control over it can do. he becomes a firefighter bc in his head that is also a way to control it. he starts committing crimes when his father dies bc that is a trauma that kind of sends him reeling ala empty spaces dean and like doing this thing where he's orchestrating the lives of these people is doing sth to him I think. he's projecting on everyone and he's saving himself but it's like never enough.

so the only reason he would have to stop arson would be if he was able to, like, exercise that control over his life in some way. a stable relationship dynamic is good, a ritual is good, a kind of mindless droning on of life where everything is exactly as he expects it to be is good, it's grounding. I think ultimately it doesn't work bc it's not good for the other people in the situation. like!!! obviously!!! also it's just not sustainable. it's impossible to truly control every aspect of your life and dean cannot handle the slightest bit of deviation from his Plan™. like so I think the break can be slow bc he starts freaking out over small things like someone not turning off a light or not locking a door or something like that. but it's all a v mild reaction all things considered and within the realm of acceptable. but also I think Lisa is On Edge bc she's not an idiot.

thinking about what would push dean over the edge when he's in this domestic farce of a situation. like I thought about maybe ben getting into his office or something — places, things, he's designated as Personal and like Don't Fucking Touch It. and it's like bc he's in such a precarious state of mind, he's like twigs and duct tape yk? so perhaps he blows up at the kid. and it's like literally nothing. it could just be a really cool looking zeppo or whatever that's on his desk and Ben takes it bc he just wants to show off to his friends or sneak out and smoke a cigarette like a normal 12 y/o. anyway he blows up at the kid and maybe Lisa is like nope. get out. that's it. line crossed.

or maybe he does have a come to Jesus moment almost immediately and they Talk About It as a family and he's like trying to make amends or whatever. either way. glass is cracked now.

idk how but I think it would be fun if there was another fire now in this house (lolololol IM SORRY i just think everything dean touches should be on fire bc of him I think the universe can affirm that to him over and over let him hurt everyone he loves and then go crazy like!!!) and like smoke inhalation CAN cause a coma!! (well like it's cyanide and/or CO poisoning technically but yk.) so maybe ben does go into a coma. maybe dean and lisa look at each other and Lisa like lowkey knows he's doing fucked up shit but she's also like I am not killing myself and my son over this get out like i don't wanna see you I don't wanna hear from you go get your head on straight somewhere and if you think you can handle being normal then maybe we can talk but no get out.

and dean leaves bc he also senses that she senses that sth is v wrong with him and about him, and he realises that he's really just gotta find some way to fix his fucking life and he tries to change so he tries to go find sam and then he kills Jess (still not sure if the fire is on purpose or an accident!) and becomes full crazy i think.

ps: just like as a random possible addition to this already convoluted au, cas being the one to somehow laterally be involved in causing the fire and also the rescue w lisa ben (for canon parallels also bc i just think he's so funny in this fic like why isnhe doing this??? no reason he's just a freak and he's obsessed.)

pps: honestly in the state that he is!!! jess' fire can fully not be his fault, but he still is around and Fails To Save Her and sam could just end up putting the pieces together for other stuff and he connects the right dots but like his main dot is not connected to all that!! but bc he's also obsessive and crazy he's like IM GONNA KILL YOUUU

anyway. ANYWAYY.

#pyromaniac dean au #random additions #lisa & ben things #spn posting #b you are so smart you are always making my brain go brrr but like i don't know where it goes lmao so sorry if this is nonsense #ALSO GENERALLY. DON'T @ ME I KNOW THIS AU IS GETTING NUTS #but realistically im never gonna write it so it's just gonna get weird additions that spiral from now on!

[alphadoggs]

ANTHONY GREEN // ATL. // 03.20.2024

#anthony green #boom. done. #boom. done. tour #prismakes #I wasnt Gonna post unedited pictures but Im going nuts. sorry #I DONT EVEN CAAAREE I DONT EVEN CARE #ILL GO THROUGH AND EDIT PICTURES LATER AND MAKE MY REAL POST BUT GOD. GODDDDD #I have to post Something now or Ill explode #my show

[mito-itokondrria]

Sometimes, they make play rehearsals impossible.

Eachother distractions? Yes. But I need it in the "hold on guys, they stopped paying attention... again" way that makes everyone groan 'cus they'll have to repeat this scene a g a i n for this play they'll perform and-

#dunno can I offer you an Izuku laughing at Kacchan being Kacchan #with this small-sequence-thingy I made while I was still in exams in this tiring times? #bkdk #bakudeku #dkbk #ktdk #katsudeku #decchan #bakudeku fanart #bakugou katsuki #midoriya izuku #I was originally going to post this at the end of June and tell you in a nostalgic tone something like 'woah a day like today a year ago #I was first joining this fandom and it was on fire 'cus everyone was still nuts over chapter 318 and there I was- #trying to catch up like crazy with everything right when I said I was just gonna have a look around ☺️👍' #but not it's kinda late and now we're nuts over something else aaah #yes im a drawer

[averaillisa]

finally started playing fontaine and omg...neuvillette...

#now im starting to understand why the whole fandom is going nuts over him #had me at the first line gonna be honest #😳 #me talking #ave plays fontaine #👈 may update this tag as i go thru the story hehe #ave plays genshin

[katasstrophy]

isagi brain juice ! enjoy this lil sneak peek of what i’m working on (isagi’s lowk a dick here but we humble him, but then we get humbled back ) —

isagi knew you were moody. it was something he disciplined himself to be patient for and he prided himself in being able to handle your mood swings. but right now he’s just trying to think of a way to not let his veins pop out of frustration.

“you’re being dramatic, i told you it was my fault already!” isagi frowned, his index and thumb rubbing the temples of his forehead to soothe the little headache forming.

“if you know it’s your fault then why aren’t you apologizing?” scoffing at his eye roll you pause your cleaning on the countertop and cross your arms at him, foot tapping in annoyance.

“because YN you should know that practice is irregular— if you’d told me that your parents were coming over earlier i’d have asked for a day off!”

gritting your teeth in anger you walked up to the man and rivaled his glare with your own, temper flaring at his ignorance. “yoichi i don’t want to have to hear that bullshit excuse from you ever again because like you, i’m also an athlete and i have better time management than blue lock’s so called hero.”

letting out a huff of anger isagi throws his head back and feels his patience thrown out the window. any self control he had before was now gone.

“just because you have better time management doesn’t mean shit to me YN. you don’t need an ego for your sport, i do. my career literally depends on me and my confidence to kick the ball. so sorry if i don’t have time to play house with you.”

before isagi could walk away you made sure to grab the silver necklace he wore- the one with your initials on it and drag him down to you height— eyes flaring in anger, and with a low voice you whisper in his ear as your words trembled in anger. “ don’t take it out on me that you don’t have the balls to kick a fucking football isagi yoichi. just because you’re too pussy to consistently keep an ego doesn’t mean you can disrespect our relationship.” grabbing his jaw firmly you make the blue eyed boy look into your eyes, making sure his line of vision was focused on you. “unlike you yoichi i’m not a dog to ego. following his orders to a T. why don’t you just wear a collar with his name on it? that way when he wants to go on a walk he can just strap a leash on you whenever he pleases.”

laughing to yourself you release his necklace and began to walk away— but not before isagi grabs the back of your shirt and drags you back to him, his arms harshly man-handling you to lay on the table, pinning yours against smooth surface as he let out a growl of frustration.

“you’ve gotten mouthy ever since you landed a spot on the national team YN. i recommend to think before you speak because i’ll make sure you never say that shit to me again.” he seethed.

pressing your arms harder onto the surface he felt himself smirk at your whimper.

“if i’m a dog then you’re my bitch. remember that pretty.”

the way i’ve been hogging this all too myself like a professional hoarder literally WHAT THE FUCK KAYLA i can’t keep going on like this. like WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT WHOOOOO ALLOWED YOU TO ASSULT MY EYEBALLS WITH THIS TOE CURLING DRABBLE???? the audacity. no consideration for my wellbeing and sanity ABSOLUTELY NONE ZERO hope ur ready to cover my medical bills bc i have permanent asthma from wheezing so hard while reading this i am NOOTTTT OKAAYYY SCREECHING TEARING MY HAIR OUT

where do i even START you’ve been feeding me ur angry isagi agenda for a while now BUT THIS IS NEXT LEVEL CAUTION HOT MIGHT BURN SCALDING …. i will quite literally never get tired of readers being just as much IF NOT MORE of an asshole especially when it comes to bllk boys like ,,,, YES BBIE BE NASTY AND DEPRAVED AND A MASSIVE JERK WITH ANGER ISSUES i want every blue lock guy ever to go “is my type insane women??? hot” i’m foaming at the mouf coochie weeping

AND BOY DID YOU DELIVVEERRRRRR. like the argument here is so insane(ly sexy). they went off so hard the clap backs??? i gasped out loud it was vicious instant hit call the firemen for that type of first degree burn kinda insults. reader grabbing ISAGI’S CHAIN WITH HER INITIALS TO BRING HIM TO EYE LEVEL what if i came what then. there’s just so much audacity and tension bc they’re both pro athletes.

“if i’m your dog then you’re my bitch. remember that pretty.” THIS TOOK ME OUUTTTT LOORRDDD. the contrast of bitch and pretty like yeah he’s gonna hate fuck the shit out of you on the kitchen counter but ur still his pretty baby he’s obsessed with you.

#the image of isagi with a collar….. will never leave my mind now fuckfuck IM GONNA NUT PLSSSS #get big pro player isagi all subby for you while yanking on his collar with ur name bc he missed another visit with ur parents :(((( </3333 #first time he took his anger out on you and you were left screaming his name but now it’s your turn #THIS IS FOUL THIS IS CRIMINAL KAYLA WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TODAY AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ABOUT MY DAY NOW LIKE EVERYTHINGS NORMAL NAAUUURRR STOP #THIS MADNESS IMMEDIATELY I WILL COMBUST #someday…… i will get you back #isagi yoichi x reader #isagi yoichi smut #lame bf isagi <3 #—my dearest<3 (kayla) #—riv.favs!

[ashwii]

How does donnie feel about eggman pissing on the moon? /reference

JWHEHEBW PLEASE, donnie does not appreciate it 😩😩

#ive memorized his announcement #ive come to make an announcement ahowdoe the hedgehogs a bitch ass mother fucker he pissed on my fucking wife that's right he took his hedg #ehot fukin quilly dick out and be pissed on my fucking wife and he said his dick was this big and i saod that's disgusting so in making a c #allout post on my twitter dot com shadow the hedgehog you have a small dick it's the size of this wall nut except way smaller and guess wha #t here's what mt dong looks like pfffpft that's right baby all points no quills no pillows look at that it looks like two balls and a bong #he fucked my wife so im gonna fuck the earth that's right you get my super lazer piss except im not gonna piss on the earth im gonna go hig #her im pissing on the moon how do you like that Obama i pissed on the moon you idiot you have 23 hours before the piss drrropppletsss hit t #he fucking earth now get out of my sight before i piss on you too

[bangcakes]

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#.... i messaged him HDJXJDJDJDJDJXX #we talked for a bit... he's so cute..... n funny. i just !!!!!!!! GAH !!!!!!!!!!!! i like him so much. just sooooo much #im also at 3 job applications now so lets GOOOOOO #gonna continue the search tomorrow but i might go out idk. i havent left my house since sunday so im goin a lil nuts ngl #i have plans tuesday but like djjdjdjdjdjd that might be too long of a wait... hhhhh we'll see #personal

[godblooded]

sup insomnia gang gimme a ❤️

#ooc. o kaptain. #[had a little bit of a rough but good night but brotherwatched and had some great great great sessions with my kiddo today. gonna lay down #and write some. i love yall!! im finally fucking silver in comp I’m exhausted but proud. I’m getting to gold. my brother is already there #but he’s nuts and he’s like so much better than me tbh his moira is spot the fuck on lmfao. I’m a wicked sigma (pip where are you i picked #up sig because of you!!!! and I am so happy i did!!!) but I’m very all purpose. my bro is more of a specialist and he’s been hella #specializing. and tbh it’s in my nature to try harder to support my friends than go hard on my own when I’m on a team. and I play a lot a #lot with them so I’m very attuned to how to support THEM. and my bro is a nuts mauga/dva/moira/junkrat/brig/ashe etc. player. with me i can #play everyone. (except ball get him the FUUUUCK away from me.) I’ll try anybody once and i know I’ll learn ham eventually. for right now I’m #rediscovering my love of zen…]

[pink-anonymous-person]

Sup, Pink anony. Idk if you're still up for Y/N x YB request, but maybe Yin and YB have a date like watching a show together or like snuggling in a blanket :3 up to you just have fun with it hun 💜

this has been in my inbox since forever lol!! I apologise it took so damn long to finish this ^^ i forgor the blanket so have some YB x Y/N chilling on a sofa with pizzas instead 👍💖 hope you like it, bestie ^w^

#im too tired to do the shading so sorry u_u #maybe if i have the motivation i’ll do the finish piece but pls have this for now ❤️ #im pretty sure if you live with peter you gonna wear all his clothes!! 🩵 #im always up for yan characters x y/n reqs!!! go nuts!! i would love to see ideas from u guys <3 #your boyfriend #your boyfriend visual novel #your boyfriend game #your boyfriend visual novel game #yb fandom #y0urb0yfriend #y0ur boyfriend peter #your boyfriend fandom #peter your boyfriend #peter dunbar #peter king #yb x yn #yn #y/n #req #my art #quick art #ask

[dhmis-autism]

currently fighting the urge to finish this fun thing with a deadline that i SIGNED UP FOR AND LIKE DOING instead of drawing every bizarre hyperobscure thing that pops into my head for my favorite boys that no one will like but me

#I ALREADY SORT OF FOLDED TODAY AND DID 2 PAGES OF THUMBNAILS FOR ANOTHER ANIMATION FOR THEM THAT IM NEVER GONNA POST #NOW IM LIKE WHAT IF I GAVE THEM FUN DUO OUTFITS FOR EVERY SONG IN THEIR FRIENDSHIP PLAYLIST THAT I MADE FOR THEM #AND THATS GONNA GO DOWN LIKE A SHIP BC I CANT DESIGN OUTFITS IM NOT FUCKIN GOOD AT IT BUT OOOUGHHHH #IM STUCK ANIMATING RGS HAIR WHEN I /NEED/ TO BE DRAWING MY FUCKING BOYS #<visibly averting my eyes from the 2k WIPs of these two that i havent finished> #IM NUTS IM NUTS IM NUTS WHY ARE THEY SO FUN

[selenealwayscries]

quick no ones looking post dungeon master tango as a villain character from a p2w mmo no one on this site has ever heard of ever

#mcyt #hermitcraft #hermitblr #tangotek #yes im cringe . no im not changing that #tango is quickly becoming one of my go to guys for warm ups like #not even kidding when i say i just fuck around with his hair style in my sketch book all the time #something about the scrungliness ig #also if you recognize this design 1. no you dont and 2. please come talk to me about this chinese p2w mmorpg #this shit used to be my hyperfixation not even kidding . the aesthetics of wuxia mobile games compells me in ways i cant explain #also my hanfu hyperfixation is back . this game doesnt even do actual proper traditional chinese clothes #the fits are all traditional chinese clothing inspired hanfu so theyre not like . historically accurate at all #can you tell im going nuts #anyways anyone that kmows this game please talk to me i miss it so much #im gonna start posting art more often now that the bad news have stopped coming #still recovering from that tho . so well see how much i can actually post #anyways im writing all these tags at 4am of the day after my birthday gonna go collpase now goodbye

[carcarrot]

my toxic trait is that i have to eat the whole bag of chocolate covered pretzels at once

#idk what it is i go NUTS for chocolate covered pretzels....... the salty the sweet the crunchy the chocolate. perfect #and i was like oh im gonna just have a few bc im hungry and now im eating like almost half the bag

[skunkes]

I guess in some ways having a life that is very small and dark has its benefits especially when one finally gets to lay in a sunbeam (⬅️ saying this as a step down from "getting to step into the light", which is the metaphor i was Gonna use but i havent stepped into the light yet/its been minimal...so sunbeam)

Like...im in persistent unending agony but every little small thing is a joy now that im finally getting to experience a bigger variety of little small things

#drove parents to walmart today i got to go buy stuff without anyone right next to me #since they were waiting at pharmacy for stuff #and i bought things and a paper trimmer for if i decide to make those prints #and some macadamia nut white chocolate cookies that im enjoying rn #and a dress❗ #and im so sad right now and i dont know if and when things will ever get better for me #just like in general i dont have any visions of my future #but its okay i just have to focus on the cookies rn. and the prints. im Happy abt that much #talkys #i always feel i sound like such a faker when i make posts like dis #i promise im not being...stupid. life is so short and difficult its so difficult. its so difficult #but that can coexist with being insanely happy with the small stuff. it makes it easier to me #like of course im gonna be overjoyed that i got to listen to my music in the car today. what else do i have!

[mwagneto]

getting my driving licence tomorrow.. 😐

#for the record when i say i got it so I'd have it later i mean my licence. i did not want nor get a car -> #i feel really bad for my car coz brother i am never ever gonna drive you sorry. devil's machine #literally living in a city with one of the best public transports in the entire world and my parents expect me to drive... #i got it so I'd have it but like broooo im not gonna drive anywhere i fucking hate driving😭😭😭 #also fun fact getting a licence in hungary is literally harder than getting into heaven as a rich person like holy fucking shit #I've been going through the process for well over two years now. my god #you need 4 different exams and many many many hours of studying and practice #which is good in that i know most ppl who drive trained really hard to do it #but bad because boy they don't act like it<3 also bp traffic is fucking nuts. JUST TAKE THE BUS #or the metro. or the trolley bus. or the tram. or the hév. or the train. or the fucking . boat #no the boats stopped running during covid and they still haven't started again which makes me so sad. bring them back... #barking

[this-should-do]

barney canoes every blunt hes given and gordon is extraordinarily bold when hes high

bonus/alt ending

anyways everyone thank these tags on my last weed boys post for this post

#gordon freeman #barney calhoun #freehoun #half life #suggestive #tw weed #anyways gordon for sure makes shitty blunts on purpose so he can do this to barney #andthen will turn around and make the tightest fuckign roll #and right now barney is going insane on multiple levels #like first off just high and gay paranoia dude fr think gordon can read his very gay thoughts #then the lil show gordons doing is fucking nuts #AND gorodns actually pseaking so not only does that mean tehr is a level of trust and affection there #but hes speaking whole senences a whole 10 words baybee normally he at most only makes a few hmms and has #and his voice is soso deep and husky and low from disuse with a lil bit of slur from his deaf accent #and hes beign oh so teasing #surpriesed barney idnt just up and die right there #anyways thank u besties for educating meabout weed cuz i aint know shit never even seena weed in my life #anwyas never gonna see anything like this from me again im going back to my little hole where i safely draw distrssed men covered in blood #instead of men slobbering all over a blunt like it ssumthin else and holding a lighter oh so gently #merry christmas everyone hop eu like this #also everyone say thank u ms paint for being teh inlocker of teh forbidden arts #but yeah jus tguy sbeing dudes right gordons the only person barneys ever smoked with he aint know nothin #ponderingradioactivedecay #idoindeeddraw #so yeah don tfukcing look at me rn