#im going to fucking cry

[surven-snacks]

Doctor: You only have 2 minutes left to live

Me:

watch it here it's legit a dopamine shot

#pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon scarlet #pokemon violet #pokemon nemona #nemona #pokemon arven #arven #pokemon penny #penny #mmd dance #i dropped everything to watch this three times to stare at each one of them they're so cute #im going to fucking cry

[toriwan-hobbits]

u know…that moment in drink with me…

#grantaire #exr #enjoltaire #enjolras #drink with me #i need a therapist #im going to fucking cry #i love them #les amis de l'abc #le mis #les miserables #they’re happy and alive #they tiny

[superlintball]

Okay so a friend of mine was getting rid of some books and she offered up a book called The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri

I had never heard of it, so I looked it up, and discovered that it was a fantasy book written by an Indian author which heavily draws from South Asia for its worldbuilding

Needless to say, as an Indian, my interest was piqued, so I told my friend I would indeed like to have it

When I picked it up from her, she mentioned that it wasn't all that great of a book but that she really liked the worldbuilding, and so I went into it with pretty low expectations

What I didn't consider was that my friend is white.

To be fair, I'm not saying she doesn't have a point. Maybe this isn't the most beautiful prose or most intricate plot I've ever read

To be perfectly honest, I don't really care

You see, to her, the cool worldbuilding that she liked was just that: worldbuilding. (No hate to her whatsoever I adore her)

But this is my culture. I didn't even know how much it meant to me to see my culture in my favorite genre of book until it was right in front of me

I couldn't get enough of it

At every chance I got, I was reading

I was in the middle of a vacation and all I wanted to do was keep reading

And then

This happened (mild spoilers for the book):

And I was like ",,, oh??"

I read it again

Then I kept reading

And then a few pages later, this:

OH??????

I just kind of sat there and I processed what I'd just read

And then I took pictures

And then I read it again

And again

And again and again and again

And now I'm just sitting here

I can't

I can't handle this

I'm just sitting here, in the middle of a hotel room, unable to read another page of this book or look away or do anything at all other than stare in wonder

Because it's GAY

I can't handle this

I don't know what to do

I want to cry

I want to scream

I want to curl up into a ball

I want to track down the author and,,, I don't know? Hug her? Kiss her? Thank her? Ask for her autograph? Stand there grinning like an idiot? Offer her my services as a court jester? Kneel at her feet and swear fealty? Those last two probably go hand in hand tbh

Regardless, it doesn't matter what I want to do

Because I can't do anything at all

It's not just South Asian fantasy

It's GAY South Asian fantasy

This,,,

This means so much to me

Thank you, Tasha Suri.

From the bottom of my heart,

Thank you.

#poc #lgbt #gay #lesbian #south asian #indian #fantasy #worldbuilding #south asian fantasy #gay indians #im going to fucking cry #representation matters #lgbt poc #lgbt fiction #queer poc #queer #fuck me i dont know what to do #im literally in a hotel room right now #what the FUCK #Jasmine Throne #the jasmine throne #tasha suri #the burning kingdoms

[noticethings]

one of the only coherent thoughts I had while watching The (season sex six) Kitchen Scene was they’ve done this before. Like there was no what are you guys playing from Buck and no thanks so much for dinner from Eddie because this shit has been happening on the goddamn regular. They are so used to each other’s bullshit. The whole thing was just so comfortable I could not in any way handle it. What The Shit Is Going On I Am So Excited.

#buddie #911 on fox #im going feral #im going to fucking cry #and i did #eddie diaz #evan buck buckely #couch

[danhjngs]

lu guang and xiaoshi are so riddled with tragedies, you have xiaoshi just trying to vibe, doing his best, wanting to save everyone but won't go back in time even if it meant losing someone he fucking loves, yet here he is lu guang, who no one can convince otherwise, would have the thought "i don't care how many times i have to do this (break the very rule he was adamant about xiaoshi to never break), i will bring him back." he would deadass break his very own rule for ONE person when xiaoshi would just suffer through the loss because he believed that lu guang wouldn't be fond of his decision, even if it has to do with him.

#lu guang #xiaoshi #shiguang #im going to fucking cry #link click #help meeeeeeeeee #im eating this up #nomnomnom #i am feeding myself #jfc

[schumachersnightmare]

JAMES JUST RESIGN MY BOY

#james vowles #logan sargeant #williams #im going to fucking cry #watching f1 tv post show and they gave him a chance to say yes and he didn't #im going to strangle james as much as i love him

[rabaaab]

CRYING UNCONTROLLABLY HOW IS HE SO FINE IM GENUINELY TWEAKING?*!2?#!2!

#tom kaulitz #tokio hotel #bill kaulitz #tom kaulitz imagines #gustav schafer #georg listing #im going to fucking cry #tom kaulitz smut

[mooseonahunt]

How It Started

How It’s Going

@theprestigegirly @wisecrackingeric-2

#THIS IS ON THE SAME POST #IM GOING TO FUCKING CRY #HOW DID WE GET HERE #moose rambles #moose posting #moose and pals

[beans-co-uk]

Jouno Saigiku

"Huh, well, shit."

Happy (belated) birthday to him!

Im going mental

#art #drawing #digital art #ibispaintx #gay #bungo stray dogs fanart #bungou gay dogs #sometimes #jouno x tecchou #jouno saigiku #tecchou suehiro #suegiku #imma kith the boy #these are really cute to me and im proud #im going to fucking cry #im going insane #omg they are so cute #i tried #i am so gay #gay men #gayart

[anxietywasright]

Im getting weaker as the days go by

#sadgirl #i'm sad #im sad and tired #im screaming inside my head #sad boy #sad but true #sad thoughts #sewerslidal #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #its true #losing control #im sorry #this is a cry for help #im crying #im going to die #im going to fucking cry #ready to kms #might kms #i should kms #i wanna kms #im going to kms #kms kms kms #losing friends #im tired #im ugly #im too far gone #its to late #save me #this is a call for help

[atlasofheaven]

okay but imagine

The Ministry used veritaserum on Sirius and found him to be innocent. Instead of spending all those years in Azkaban, he spent them raising Harry with Remus. Harry could grow up away from the abusive Dursleys and learn about what his parents did for him. He could be happy, they could all be happy.

But they weren't.

#im going to fucking cry #aaaaaa #please dont mind me #crying my eyes out #wolfstar is canon #wolfstar incorrect quotes #wolfstar textpost #wolfstar #harry potter #marauders era #marauders #remus lupin #marauders incorrect quotes #sirius black #black brothers #james potter #mauraders #dead gay wizards #sirus x remus #remus loves sirius #remus x sirius #sirius orion black

[frogshapedbrick]

fucking help me. I cant stop drawing him

#one piece #brook one piece #brook #soul king brook #Im going to fucking cry #I need to draw someone else

[deinonychian]

EVERYONE SHUT RHE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW THEYRE DOING IT THEYRE DOING MHW2 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#IM GOING TO FUCKING CRY #MH #MAL.TXT

[toriwan-hobbits]

they tiny

#enjoltaire #exr #les amis de l'abc #im going to fucking cry #they’re my sons and if u hurt them i kill u xoxo #they’re happy and alive #les mierables #les mis #enjolras #grantaire #I will literally die for them

[retrocognizantrecreant]

Quinlan would like you all to know that Galactic Basic Standard is actually the worst language with the worst grammar rules. That is all. Thank you for coming to his TED Talk.

#i just got roasted for my english by my get into teaching mentor #im going to fucking cry #we speak the same language my good sir

[rabaaab]

this pic makes me go fcking feral im gonna start barking☺️

#bill kaulitz #tokio hotel #tom kaulitz #georg listing #gustav schäfer #billistheloml #im going to fucking cry #im going to lose it #kaulitz twins