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1taemin · 4 months

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can today get Any worse? trick question - it will and it already has!!! my client's child has lice!!!!

#spent 2 hours combing through her hair looking for nits #gonna have to do it all again with my hair #im exhausted and anxious #gonna have to buy a lice shampoo with the money i Dont have rn #live laugh love

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betweenmee · 1 year

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You don’t get it, this pain never goes away

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mermaidinthedeepocean · 2 years

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arsbones-kw · 11 months

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I CAN'T-

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sinneroutsidethegrave · 2 years

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#confession #quotes #book quotes #f scott fitzgerald #sad aesthetic #sad thoughts #sick and tired #sickness #sinful #i am sick #i am bored #im so tired #exhausted #anxious #overwhelmed #i feel so drained

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cigsonvinyl · 2 years

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If the only reason why im still here is because people in my life need me why do I feel so lonely all the damn time

#anxeity #anxious #i relapsed today #self h@rm #depressiv #deppresion #deppresive #deppresed #anxiété #anxi4ty #im relapsing #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #im so tired #tired of life #mentally exhausted #going crazy

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calamitys-child · 1 year

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Girl why is it so cold. Its winter I fuckin get it. Shut up. Ooooh look at me im -7. Shut up. I've got five layers on. December I hate you

#its soooo cold its so COLD #i spent 5+ hours just sat in the coldest fucking place in the world and im exhausted #i hate wearing this many layers too it makes me very anxious sensory wise

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everyonesroiting · 2 months

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Day 7 of begging for your boyfriend, broken colors, my dear hatchet man ect. Smut🥱

I don’t even really know why I’m even asking anymore…shits making my chest hurt so this will probably be the last one.

#please #delivery guy #fanfic #feed me #my dear hatchet man #your boyfriend peter #y’all hurt my feelings #my chest aches #im bored #anxious #im so annoyed #i give up #angel broken colors #delivery guy broken colors #rasmus br0ken colors #damon broken colors #broken colors #y’all are exhausting #Spotify

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roachemoji · 2 months

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#bo posting #croutons #but also this is a #vent #i need tbis cat to let me sleep through tge night just ince #im so tired and im waking up just #exhausted emotionally #im so anxious still #im terrified and catastrophizing #forcing myself not to isolate even though ever fiber of my being is screaming at me to #convinced that no one believes or understands the extent of how bad things r rn #and that bc no one believes me #everything i do is seen as.... purposeful #or personal #convinced theres nothing i could say or do that would accurately describe how i feel #and more convinced i already need to know what would help before i can ask for it #and since i dont know i cant ask for help #🫠

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heythereimb · 5 months

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The Month I was Never Meant to See

Hey there I'm B. I have sarcoma. If you're reading this, it's December.

I know to most people that doesn't mean a whole lot beyond the holidays. This month for me is surreal in many ways.

Earlier this year, I learned that the cancer I had was misdiagnosed. I was given a new terminal diagnosis of stage 4 sarcoma. If I decided to stop treatment and go into hospice care, I wasn’t expected to see Christmas of the same year.

I chose to continue to persue treatment to, at the very least, hopefully prolong my life.

Staring down the barrel of this month is horrifying. Every day of it is one I wasn’t supposed to see. Then again every day of it feels like it could be the last. It's this sickening mix of pride and panic.

This is a time I didn’t expect to see. Even with treatment. Every day I wake up is a relief but also fills me with fear. Yes I woke up today but what about tomorrow?

With the way things are looking for me, this fear can be considered almost irrational. Yes I'm sick, yes I'm weak, but I'm also going through treatment. Treatment that has me on a trajectory for recovery.

So why am I still experiencing this fear?

The simple answer is trauma. I was given a time limit for how long I'll live. Once you've been told that, you can't unhear it. It’s impossible to forget the time you shouldn't be here to see. This time where you weren't expected to be alive. It's a sureal and hard to explain experience. I feel like I'm in the back of a store or wandered into a construction zone. It's a feeling of wrongness, of "I'm not supposed to be here". I'm out of place in my own life.

So here I am. In the month I was never meant to see. Crawling my way through it in disbelief. I won't be able to relax until I've made it out the other side.

Until next time

Cross-post from Reddit

#im so anxious #im giving myself stomach ulcers #existing is exhausting #cancer #cancer patient #cancer awareness #cancer patients #technoblade #technoblr #heythereimb #dsmp techno

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rosekasa · 7 months

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does your body ever do a series of concerning things and you're just like interesting. im gonna pretend that didnt just happen

#that's been my life for the past few months HFHFJFJSK #gonna pretend im not losing hair nor that im getting winded walking up the stairs in my house nor that i cant lie down during the day #without feeling sleepy nor that i could literally take a nap during the day and still feel exhausted at 9pm #nope nope not my business #i do have an appt with a doctor soon though so maybe that's why im not as anxious bc it's like ahdjsk until a professional says something #not my business 🤧#THIS i can stay calm about but the prospect of not being able to finish a drawing by the time i told myself i would? immediate anxiety #♡alizeh talks♡

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thegeekyartist · 2 months

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I haven't napped this much since I was on antidepressants